Date: Sun, 02 Jul 2000 06:59:58 PDT From: Luke Subject: I Love You-5 Disclaimer, Hello do not read this if you are against gay stuff in that way or if you Are underage, I do not condone any course of action from reading this but I Hope you enjoy. This story is going to be a mixture of scream/fatal attraction/misery (I hope). hope you enjoy. And thank you to all my friends *muah* I Love You 5 Adam stood in the doorway in as much shock as Jason was when he saw me at the doorway. I pushed Jason's arms away and stepped back. "Lucas?" asked Adam, no it's the lone ranger, I mean what a stupid question of course it was me. "Adam...I didn't expect to see you here" "Yea, likewise. Jason asked me over" Adam placed his thumbs inside the pockets of his black jeans letting his hands rest on his hips, he cocked his head slightly letting his thick slightly curly black hair fall in his eyes, I so wanted to brush it away. The air grew thick with tension, each of us not knowing what to say. I had really fucked this whole friendship thing up. I decided to be brave. "So Jason why did you want to talk to Adam?" my paranoia was gripping me again, maybe there...nah. Jason shifted from one foot to another before heading to his bed and sitting down. "I wanted to talk to him about you, I mean least he's had contact with you, you ignored me" he said that rather bitterly. "Jason I'm really sorry honestly if I could I would change it totally, you're like my brother, hell I think of your dad more fondly than my own" I moved over to sit by him on the bed, I wrapped one of my arms around him and rested my head on his shoulder. "I know..." Jason sighed heavily. Adam coughed and I removed my head off Jason and moved up the bed a bit. Adam came and sat between us, almost sitting on me making me move further up the bed. I smiled inwardly knowing that Adam still cared enough about me to get jealous. "I guess I owe you both an explanation huh? Adam you mostly know what's going on but it's gotten way worse" "What's gotten worse?" Jason said as he got up off his side of the bed and moved to sit next to me so I was in the middle, foiling Adam's plan. "Let me start from the beginning..." I took a deep breath "that day at school, when I ran out it was because Samantha threatened to tell everyone I was gay if I stayed your friend" a look of shock passed from Adam to Jason. "That bitch!" Jason whispered, he was about to say something else but I carried on. "That night I got a phone call from a stranger, he sent me a letter too. He's a stalker and he wont stop threatening me. I thought it was just a stupid school prank but it started getting worse. It first started on the net, that's why when Adam told me he was off the net I freaked" Jason took my left hand in his strong hands, and not to be bested Adam took my right hand. I just shook my head and took my hands back. "This freak than broke into my house and killed Tabby he stuck it to my bed room door with a big kitchen knife" tears stung my eyes and Jason hugged me much to the displeasure of Adam. "Not Tabby...I know how much you loved that cat" he said while stroking my back. "I know, and than this morning I heard my parents talking and I think it's them who's doing it" I sat up and wiped the last of my tears away. "Your parents? I doubt it Lucas" Adam said. "Well it sounded like they where hiding something" "Lucas, Adam is right. Your parents can be assholes but I don't think they would do something like this. I just can't believe all this is happening. I can't believe Sam said that. She could have spoiled everything" great, now I'm going to get the bitch's treatment. "Spoiled everything? And please don't tell her why, she would tell everyone I was gay" "Yeah you know...our friendship" it worried me that he kind of brushed the comment off him like a piece of lint. "Have you told the police?" Adam asked. "Yes..." I thought back to that hunk of a policeman, detective Heinemann. I hadn't told him the whole truth. In that split second I decided I was going to go down to the police station and tell him everything, I sighed heavily "The police are involved?" Jason asked kind of wearily, he didn't like the police at all. "Yeah, I'm going to go down there right now, I need to see the detective" "I'll come with you. And than afterwards you can come and stay at my house, I'm not having you go home" Adam said getting up. I wasn't sure about saying yes but I did have things to sort out with him...private things. "Or you could stay here tonight and we could talk more" Jason said, I struggled inside on who to choose, I mean I have really hurt Jason, but I've really hurt Adam too and I really want to get things right with him. I walked up to Jason and wrapped my arms around him, he had a big smile on his face, but he soon lost it when I whispered into his ear. "I love you Jason, and I'll talk with you tomorrow. I really want to try and fix things with Adam, I think I really like him" I turned around to see a dejected Adam looking upset cause he'd thought I had chosen to stay with Jason. But hell whom would you choose? The straight dreamy football star or the queer cute sexy hunk gorgeous hunk (did I say that one already?) that wants in your pants, I giggled quietly to myself. "Ready to go Adam? Are you sure it will be ok with your parents?" a huge smile broke out on his face, truly an amazing sight, like the sunrise over the Serengeti it beamed so bright. I expected to see lions running across his lips. "HELL YEA!" he blushed when he realised how loud and excited he was. "Umm I mean of course and if they don't I'll leave home" I headed towards the bedroom door, I rested my hand on the doorknob and slightly tapped it a couple of times before I turned around to say something to Jason. "Love you brother" he gave me a weak smile, you could tell he was still upset about what was happening. I opened the door to be dragged down to the floor, I screamed loud thinking that the stalker had pounced me, in those few seconds my whole shittly life passed before my eyes, the only good thing about that was reliving all the sex...hehehe. "DAD!" I looked down to see Jake (Jason's dad) between my legs; all my fantasy's seemed to start like this...of course where usually naked. "I am so sorry Lucas" he seemed so embarrassed. "Jake? Where you listening to us?" I felt butterflies in my stomach, he got up and offered me his hand, I cautiously took it. He looked really guilty. "I heard everything, you guys do kind of talk loud" "Dad how could you! This is my room I just can't believe you did that!" Jason was getting madder by the second. "I know I wouldn't usually but damn, Lucas turned up at the door with a policeman, you expect me to just sit there not knowing what's going on?" I smiled. "But that's not the point, you could have just asked him and if he wanted to tell you he could have, but no you betrayed us and our trust!" it was strange I had never seem Jason get angry at his dad, although he kept his voice calm he still had that edge to him which made him down rite scary. "I know and I'm sorry, I can't believe what's happening to you Lucas, I'm always here for you. If you ever get scared come here ok, I think of you as another son" my mind flashed back to earlier in the conversation when I had said I think of Jake as my own dad, wait didn't I say I was gay just after that? He came over and hugged me and whispered in my ear "And I don't care that you're gay" I didn't know what to say. I was totally speechless, he just looked deep into my eyes and I wasn't sure but for that split second I swear that he was attracted to me. "Let's get going" Adam said while he grabbed my arm and practically dragged me out of Jakes grasp. I wondered for a moment if what I felt coming from Jake was my imagination or real, I decided it was just me...I brushed it off and me and Adam where on our way to the police station. We decided to walk there, as it was only a short walk from Jason's house, followed all the time by the fat policeman in the car who really didn't like me. "So he's your bodyguard?" Adam looked over his shoulder to the cop car following us. "Yeah, I'm as good as dead" Adam laughed. "He is kind of fat, can he even walk? You know I thought there was like a strict fitness thing you had to do to be able to get on the force" "There is, you see the been in the police force is like been married, you work real hard getting in shape to get in but when your there you can let yourself go" Adam laughed again, I didn't feel like laughing at all. "It's going to be ok Lucas, the police will catch this sicko before anything else happens" "Yea I guess" we finally made it to the police station, I walked inside and asked the man at the front desk to show me which office Detective Heinemann was in. I asked Adam to wait outside while I went in, he reluctantly agreed. I walked up to door, upon the door was a bronze plate, which read Detective Heinemann, and under it some one had scratched into the bronze 'fag patrol' this made me wonder could he be gay? I secretly hoped so, he was so hunkie. I tapped lightly on the glass and heard the Detectives gruff sexy voice, I opened the door and walked in. the room was smaller than it seemed on the outside, the walls probably used to be a nice white colour but had been yellowed with age and cigarette smoke. Filing cabinets ran all around the room, some overflowing with paperwork. In front of the only window stood a wooden desk, also piled with paperwork. Behind that sat Detective Heinemann, he greeted me with a smile, his perfect white teeth showing. He stood up and came around and took some paperwork off a chair he had, which he than offered to me. I sat down gingerly; this isn't the cleanest place I've been. "Lucas right? What do I owe the pleasure" he leaned back in his chair which made a squeaking sound, he rested his hands lightly on his lap waiting for a response. "Fag patrol?" I asked pointing back to the door...hell I wanted to know ok, he could be gay and I could be fucking him right now on this desk, I wiped away a bit of drool. "The other officers did that, you see if there is ever a gay related case I take it, that way I make sure it's dealt with fairly" he laughed slightly and watched me intently with his baby blues. "Are you gay?" "Yes, does that bother you? If so I can get another officer to handle this case" I felt really excited and jittery, I slid down in my chair and parted my legs slightly, I placed the tip of my index finger on my bottom lip and slowly chewed on it...I must have looked totally insane. "Of course not" I gave him a shy smile, I mean if he isn't catching any of this how the hell is he going to catch this stalker freak? "So why did you come to see me? Has anything else happened?" he leaned forward on the desk; I felt his eyes eyeing me up. "When you came to see me before, you asked if I could think of any reason why they might be doing this to me. I was afraid to tell you but I'm not now. He's stalking me because he's a homophobic and I'm...gay" a smile spread across his face. "I see, now we have a motive it should be easier to catch him, I'm still waiting for the phone records to be delivered to me, do you have anyone you think could be doing this?" "Yes...there is this girl at school, Samantha she's threatened to tell everyone about me been gay. She's totally crazy, she told me to not talk to Jason, my friend, or she'd tell. Than she said talk to him or she'd tell. I think it could be her" "I'll send someone to the school to pick her up and bring her in for questioning. Anyone else?" "My parents, my dad is totally homophobic he doesn't know about me...I think, I overheard a conversation him and my mom were having, and it sounded like they could have something to do with it" "What was the conversation about?" "He was mad at my mom for 'almost giving it away' when you asked about the knife" "I see, we shall bring them in for questioning too" he jotted a few notes down on a piece of paper. "Anything else?" "No" "Ok than, trust me, we shall catch this asshole, I'll be in touch. I suggest you go to a friends house for the night" he walked me to the door. "I am, here's the number" I ran back to his desk and scribbled the number of Adam's down on a piece of paper. I walked back to the door. "Thank you Mr Heinemann" "Please, call me James" hummmm...Detective James Heinemann "Ok" we hovered at the door for a little while just watching each other, slowly getting closer, I felt an amazing attraction to him, I hoped he felt the same. When we where about an inch apart someone knocked on the door distracting us, damn! So close yet so far. "I'll guess I'll be going" I left James behind talking to the officer who interrupted us, Adam was happy to see me, he told me we had been in there about an hour, time sure passes when your having fun. "What did you do while we where talking?" I asked curious to find out if he just sat there and waited. "Went for a walk, phoned my mom too, she's picking us up" cool...I guess, wait how did he phone her? "Did you use the phone at the front desk?" he laughed, I started to worry. "I used my cell phone" I felt something deep inside me change, I thought there wasn't a chance he could be the stalker cause after he left my house the stalker called and there isn't a phone box near us...but he has a cell phone. "I didn't know you had one of them..." he looked at me curiously, a cold chill passed down my spine. We where walking out of the police stations front door when I heard James shouting after me. "Lucas!" he came running up to me, I prayed this was the bit where he picked me up and kissed me passionately. "Yea?" I said hopeful, totally forgetting bout Adam the other guy I have a huge crush on by my side...I'm such a slut. "I'm afraid you will have to come with me, I have some bad news" End of part 5 I hope y'all not bored with this yet. thanx 4 reading.