Date: Fri, 2 Sep 2016 15:06:48 +0000 From: Harry Scott Hayden Subject: It Has Always Been You - Chapter Eight - Love And Jealousy @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ Disclaimer: This story is fictional. Some of the things that happened or will happen with Mikael and Nick are bits and pieces of my life. Parts of the character are fictional as well. All other characters were made up and any similarities are just coincidental. This is gay romance between teenage boys, there may be sex, but for the most part, it's about them finding true love of each other so if that offends you, please discontinue reading. Also, if it is illegal for you to read such material, you have been warned. Continual reading could cause a knock at your door. I hope you're enjoying it and that the story draws you in wanting more. If you have any suggestions or concerns, don't hesitate to email me at harryscotthayden@outlook.com. Thoughts and suggestion are always welcomed and may or may not be implemented. Concerns will be considered and addressed as much as possible. AND, if you enjoy the stories on Nifty.org, please give a donation to help cover their expenses. While the site is currently free, only donations from loyal fans can help keep it that way. Any amount will help. =================================== It Has Always Been You - Love And Jealousy After the short get together with Drake at the coffee club, Mikael was smiled widely knowing who Drake really was. Drake was a brazen, strong will, out spoken and gay. He had a rugged look to him with tattoos on both of his arms. His hair was cut short and spiky giving him a grunge look with a stunning blue eyes. He body is a bit muscular just like an athlete, just proportionated enough to insinuate his perfect body. Mikael could not stop thinking of the possibility of courting Drake. But one thing for sure he would not be in a hurry to force a relationship with Drake. Instead he decided to get to know more of the wonderful man. The Club Mikael was sitting at a table having a few drinks with Drake before his gig start in one hour. The club was not really crowded yet as it was still early. He heard people talking at the entrance, he looked up and smile when he saw Amy, Sandra and Nick. Trying to show appreciation for them coming to his gig for support, he just about to wave to them when he saw behind Nick was Jason. Nick purposely brought Jason along just to supposedly trying to look manly by being with a straight friend. Amy and Sandra was totally hating it. They saw Mikael and went straight to him while Nick and Jason went to the bar and order beers for themselves. They were casually talking when they saw Mikael and the girls at a table with some bloke. "How come he was always surrounded by girls." sarcastically Jason asked Nick while pointing to Mikael. "I don't know...maybe...just maybe he's just in touch with his feminine side." Nick reply with rolling eyes. Jason chuckled but Nick felt more annoyed not for Mikael being gay but who was the guy that was sitting beside him. He felt so annoyed and can sense a bit of jealousy in him. Why you might asked....maybe..just maybe he do has feelings for Mikael. "He make me sick.." Jason sounded disgusted snapping Nick from his thought. Nick heard his comment "What..is it just because he's gay?" Nick was displeased and slightly perturbed. "What you mean just? You really OK with all of this Nick? " Jason reply frowning with a questionable face. "Yeah...yes..actually I am." Nick replied while looking at Mikael direction. "So what are you trying to say Nick... you're one of them? Cause you sometimes do act like one of them" Jason smirking at Nick. "Well it is better than being a chauvinist bully right. Who couldn't stop messing with people rather then looking at his own self." Nick was really angry at the moment. He could not help it. Hearing someone talking about Mikael that way. "You what?" Jason sounded pissed. "I would rather be his mate than being your mate anytime of the day...you dickhead." Nick stared at Jason directly at his eyes. "It was find by me..." Jason slammed his beer bottle at the counter and hurried out the club. Nick looking dejected and lonely at the moment. His hearts seems to break apart when he was looking at Mikael and the guy being happy while talking with the girls. He saw the opportunity to be with Mikael alone when the other three left him for the loo to relieve themselves. He slowly walked toward Mikael and sit beside him. Mikael jumped a bit but relaxed back when he saw it was Nick. "How are you doing?" Nick spoke with a gentle voice. "I am doing alright." Mikael reply softly just enough for Nick to hear him. "Are you seeing someone?" Nick was surprised for him to even asked this question. "Briefly." Mikael replied short and simple. "Is he the one....what happen?" Nick seems eager to know. "Nick....I know you are not cool about me being gay OK...so you might as well stop." Mikael sighed deeply staring at the beer mug on the table. "I am..I am...I'm really alright with it." Nick tried to convince Mikael. "So is that why you try to knock seven shade out of me at the gym the other day?" Mikael raised his voice a bit and sounded angry. "You gave what you got in the game there." Nick was trying to defend himself. . "What did you expect me to do...just to lie down and take it." Mikael was annoyed too. "Wait...I try to apologies here....you weren't interested." Nick lowered his voice sounding a bit sad. "Cause my head was done in." Mikael tried to reason. "And my head wasn't......" Nick was looking down at his hand fidgeting with each other. "I am not here to argue...I want us to be mates again like always.....I miss you." Nick quickly covered his mouth with both his hands and was blushing badly. Lucky enough the lighting in the club was not that bright and in a shade of red, blue and else. Mikael looked to Nick and just smiled. Before he could respond, the others arrived at the table. Mikael introduced Drake to Nick. Nick took Drake hand for a handshake but gripped a little harder while staring at Drake. Nick only let go when he felt Mikael hand on his shoulder. He did not meant to do that but he just could not help this hurting feelings inside of him. He did not know why his heart felt so heavy and tight. Was he really jealous that Mikael had someone else to be interested with. Before anyone can read what was on his mind, he decided to grab Amy by her waist and kiss her on her cheeks. Amy was surprised with Nick action but instead of questioning it, she held Nick cheeks with both of her hands and pulled Nick nearer for a deeper kiss. Everyone was OK with it except Mikael whose giving Nick the look of disgust. Drake sense the awkward moment so he leaned nearer to Mikael and whisper.... "Do you need a kiss too?" looking at Mikael tenderly. Mikael had an uncontrolled blushed. Amazingly Drake could see it under all the lighting. "You look cute when you blush like that." still whispering softly into Mikael ears. Mikael turned to Drake and peck him on his cheek and left to the DJ console to start his gig. All the time throughout the night he was glancing at Drake every now and then. And he did saw Drake looking at him staring with a smile. But he also can see Nick giving Drake the eyes. He was really confused at the moment with the two guy behaviour and his towards Drake. Is he beginning to fall for Drake and still had feeling for Nick? Damn .... how hard can it be for being a gay guy? Well for Nick he knows that Nick love Amy but at the same time ......... hmmmm! What can possibly happen right from here .... where will it lead too? 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