Date: Mon, 12 Oct 2009 08:47:56 -0700
From: Jay roberts <diplomat1501@msn.com>
Subject: "I've Got a Crush On Jesse, Part One" by Jay Roberts    Gay High School

+++If this was a girl writing this story, it would be pretty tame, but the
diarist is a fifteen year old dude.  It's a sweet story, but it is meant
for people over 18, so please do leave and return here when you are 18.


Yeah, as the paragraph over says, I am fifteen.  I read somewhere that
fifteen is the most attractive age for males.  It could be so.  My mirror
reflects back I face now no longer babyish.  My light brown eyes seem to
shine out.  When I stand there naked, my former kid's body with the broad
hips and narrow shoulders have been replaced with a narrow waist and broad
shoulders.  My light brown hair seems to be springier.  Tell the truth, I
am a fox.  But compared to my classmate Jesse, I am ugly.

Jesse is so fine that I can't look at him fully, otherwise I might faint
dead away.  He's about four inches taller than my 5'7".  His Swedish
ancestry shows in his white blond hair and pale pink white skin.  His eyes
aren't only blue, they're electric blue, the color of my computer light.
He has the beauty, sure, but what makes him so appealing is the way he uses
his natural, physical self.  He's so graceful.  He walks with his back
straight.  He smiles with his pearly small teeth and when he flashes that
smile, he looks like a cute ten-year old.  If he ever smiled at me and told
me to walk on fire coals, I'd do it happily.  But he never even seems to
notice me.

It's like a sickness.  I get slightly nauseated even sitting near him in
school.  I sweat.  My mouth get dry.  He's making me sick.  He also makes
me do things that are stupid and embarrassing.  I almost hate to tell you
about it, but who will ever read this?

I got in line at the lunch room and worked it out that I'd be right behind
him.  I smelled his hair and leaned down to get a whiff of his underarm.  I
also checked out his butt, wow, cute and sort of sticking out.  Now, my
behavior's sick!  I picked out his discarded notes from the waste basket
and treasure them because he had handled them and wrote with that wonderful
printing he does.

All this endless yearning came to a head this week in the steam room.
Steam room, you ask?  Yeah, ours is a private prep high school that boasts
all kind of amenities (as the brochure boasts.)

After basket ball practice, I headed for the steam room.  Yeah I am on the
team, the smallest, but I am fast and can sink them from anywhere on the
court.  Naturally Jesse, the tallest kid in our grade is also on the team.
I like that.  I get a chance to see his perfect legs coming out of his
uniform pants.  Trouble is, those shorts are so long that I see only his
calves, but even that keeps me on the verge of wooding up.  So far I
haven't timed myself so that I was in the showers at the same time.  But
this day, in the steam room I hit the jackpot.

I entered the steam room.  It wasn't as hot as usual, but it was sure
cloudy with vapor.  I couldn't see very well, but it appeared to be empty.
But then, as I sat down on a lower bench and removed my towel, I realized
that immediately on my right, on an upper bench, sat Jesse, also bare ass.

 He spoke, "You're Robert, in my home room, huh?"

What a voice!  Clear baritone, but with the slight huskiness that some boys
our age get until it settles down.  My cock rose in greeting.  I put my
hand over it.

"Yes," I replied as if I was acknowledging that I was lusting for him.  I
turned to make that brilliant remark and got a full look at him.  His chest
was fabulous, smooth as marble with nipples pulled to each side by his
muscles.  He had a slightly prominent Adam's Apple, that was cute and
manly.  His large hands were covering his stuff, causing his arm muscles to
bulge.

"You kinda been looking at me, haven't you?"

I blushed and stammered.  "Well, I wanted to talk to you, maybe get
together, but, but, I am too fucked up to do it."

He removed his hands from his crotch.  Those jock hands were pretty big and
they had to be to cover that cock and balls.  He was erect.  I guess he was
seven inches and his ball sac hung down between his legs in front of the
top edge of the tile shelf.

He tenderly passed a finger over his cock head.  "You want to suck this?"

I didn't answer, I thought he was trapping me, but he sure could hear my
heavy breathing.  I shook my head no.

"Okay, that's cool.  You want me to suck you?"

I couldn't believe that question.  How could that dreamy boy want me?

"Me?" I said keeping my act stupid.

"Sure, I know you'r interested and you are one of the cutest kids around."

I quickly choked out "Okay."

Now you may be thinking that I am one of those experienced gay guys, but I
have only had two experiences with Tad, my best friend, and that was only
jerking off together.  He is hot for Jesse too, incidentally.

"Sure," I said shakily, wondering if he would say that it was a joke and
then punch me out, but instead, he slipped off the hot perch and came
around in front of me, his dick sticking out and pulsing a bit.  This was
it, I was sure he'd hit me, but he sunk to his knees and put his face
between my thighs.  Shit, his cheeks were so hot.  I almost spermed right
then.  He smiled up at me.  I don't know what came over me but I put my
hand on the back of his soft blond hair and pushed him down on my crotch.
I learned that lust makes me brave.

In a moment my reality narrowed down to my cock and his mouth.  He suckled
me like a sweet calf on the utter.  I moaned and cried so loud that he
stopped a moment to put a finger on his full lips to shush me.  I resorted
to grunting and even they got louder when I stiffened and knew I was going
to shoot.  I pushed against his forehead to make him stop.

He looked up at me questioningly.  "Wha'?"

"I'm goin' cum."

He said, "Do it," and went back to work.

Oooh, my legs got paralyzed and then began to shake.  My cock was bobbing
up and down in his mouth.  He took me deeper until I was lodged in his
throat and he began swallowing.  Those muscles milked me into a shattering
cum.

"Hey, you okay?"  He was patting my check when I came to.

"Yeah, I'm good.  That was the hottest cum I ever had."

"That's cool.  Now I gotta go.  If I ever hear you mention this, I'll have
to kill you and your family."

"Wait, you didn't get off."

His white cheeks flamed red as he pointed to the floor where there was a
pool of Jesse milk there.

End Part One