Date: Tue, 27 Oct 1998 11:40:12 PST
From: freddie me <freddie_me@hotmail.com>
Subject: Jayce and Jamie

Disclaimer:

This is a story that involves two young men and sex.

If you are under 18 or in some countries even 21 make sure no one catches
you reading this, because if you have already found it, me telling you you
can't read it will not make a big impression on you.  I know it wouldn't on
me.

If you have been here before you know the drill, no reading unless you are
old enough.  If you can't control yourself don't get caught. And boys and
girls please be careful out there Some people don't like us. They try to
beat the shit out of us every now and than, because they can not understand
us. Now it don't matter to me they don't understand us but it would be nice
if they just left us alone.

Having that off my chest. Enjoy the story!

Copyright Freddie


Jayce and Jamie I.

I have known Jamie my whole life our mothers where in the same Lamaze
class and they stayed friends after we where both born, three days
apart.

I'm the older but that doesn't make me the wiser one.

We are both 19 now we live in the same house since both our fathers have
left when we where 10.  We are more brothers than we are friends.

Our moms bought a house together when their husbands both left within a
month of each other. My dad never came back and Jamie's dad stopped
coming around when Jamie was 16.

We have been sleeping in the same bedroom since we moved in the house.

We didn't have to but we wanted to use the spare room for playroom and
we still do our television and VCR are in there also all of the video
games we have bought over the years, and we have bought a lot of them.

Our moms both had to work to pay for the house so we where left alone
when we where quite young we never minded and it made us independent
fairly early in life.

We where not allowed to have friends over when our moms where not home
and so played together most of the time.

Jamie loved to play soccer I have never been much of a sportsman I'm
more the reading type of guy.

I do have a good body though.

I'm 6' and I weigh 160 Lbs. Brown hair and blue eyes.  I'm not proud of
my mouth, though.  It's much too wide for my taste -- kinda like the one
the leadsinger of Aerosmith has attached to his face.

But hey who's perfect?

Oh by the way my name is Jayce.

People always thought me and Jamie where twins ever since we where small
kids, we did look like each other but not that much, not anymore anyway.
Jamie has brown eyes and his hair is real curly he is much taller than I
am too.

He is 6'6" he outweighs me by at least 40 lbs. But he doesn't have one
ounce of fat on his body.

Perhaps it was because we where always together, but then who cares why
people think what they do.

We sleep in the same bedroom, as I already told you, and up until
yesterday that never was a problem.

But yesterday something happened that turned my fucking world upside
down.

I came home early because one of the teachers had to go home sick, I
thought I was alone and turned on the TV.

Then I heard a noise coming from our bedroom, I went to check it out and
I heard someone moan quite loud.

I thought Jamie had got ill or something so I walked into the bedroom
and saw him lying on my bed.

With his dick in his hand and his other hand wrapped around his balls.

He was jerking himself real slow and I smelled something I thought was
olive oil.

I started to back out of the room because I thought I should give him
some privacy, then I heard him moan, "Oh, yes, Jayce suck my dick, suck it
hard".

And I froze I couldn't have moved to save my life "he's a fagot" that's
what I thought, "he's a sick fagot".

Then after what seemed like forever I turned around, after one last look
on Jamie who had no idea I was there.

I left the house and drove around for hours not knowing what to do.

All the while my mind was racing, my best friend is a fag, what does that
make me?

We spend almost all of our time together how was it possible I never
noticed.

Was I a fag too?

Where did I get that word from anyway?

It's an awful word, if he is anything he is gay, but before he is gay he
is my best friend do I even care if he is gay?

My mind was going a mile an hour.

I had to think before I could go home and face Jamie again I didn't want
to go home now because I was afraid of what I might say I didn't want to
scare him of, or hurt him.

I parked the car in the parking space by the woods and walked until I
was to tired to think, then I just lay down on the ground and fell
asleep.

I dreamt of Jamie chasing me around the room to make me suck his dick,
he was begging me to suck it.

He said he would do it to me if I did it to him.

Then I told him he had to suck me first and I would suck him after that.

And he did he sucked my dick and I loved it no girl had ever given me
head like Jamie did, I was moaning and thrashing around.

I woke up soaking wet with sweat. And with a big wet spot in my jeans I
don't think I was ever this confused in my life.

I walked back to my car cursing myself for walking as far as I did.

When I got back home our moms and Jamie were all home and they all
started talking at the same time.

When I walked in to the house.

I couldn't say a word and just stared at Jamie as if I saw him for the
first time, in a way I was.

My mom asked me if I was alright and I answered her I was but that I had
a lot on my mind and I would talk to them later.

I walked up the stairs to take a shower and when I was in the bathroom
undressing Jamie walked in.

We do that al the time because we share a bathroom and we have always
felt comfortable with each other.

But now I didn't take of my boxers and asked him what he was doing in
there.

He closed his eyes to slits and looked at me asking me "What is the
matter with you?  Why did you stay out all night without even a word to
anyone?  That's not like you at all, we were all worried sick about you"

I looked him straight into his eyes and told him what I had seen the day
before.

He turned white as a sheet and ran out of the bathroom.

I was not sure what to do, and I was still very confused. I handled that
completely wrong not at al the way I wanted.

First I wanted to take that shower but than I decided to follow Jamie
into our bedroom to talk with him.

Good thing I did too, he was busy packing his things and he would have
been gone when I had taken a shower first.

I sat him down on his bed and he started crying I got him a tissue and
put my hand on his arm.

After a while he calmed down a little and just sat there on the bed
looking down.

I had no idea what to say to him, so we sat there for a while doing
nothing then I felt his hand covering mine and I looked at him.

He was looking at me with a strange expression on his face I think it
was love I saw in his eyes but I'm not sure.

He cleared his throat and started talking in a real soft voice I had to
listen real close.

He told me he had been in love with me for over three years he said he
was going to move out of our bedroom if that was what I wanted him to do.

He was even going to move out of the house I would never have to see him
if I didn't want to.

And then he was crying again.

He said he new he was a freak and he would understand if I was disgusted
with him.

That is when I told him to stop talking and start listening to me.

"I'm not disgusted with you and you are not a freak you are just gay and
now that I'm over the initial shock I'm totally okay with it".

"What I don't understand is how you could have hidden it from me for
such a long time"

"I can't believe I never noticed it before, the way you where always
there for me, you always stood up for me".

"I must have been blind or just stupid, I'm sorry Jamie but I can't let
you go anywhere because I need you here".

"I'm not sure I'm gay too but I have thought about it before you know, I
know for a fact I'm not straight either I like looking at guys to much
to be".

Jamie looked at me and I think it started to dawn on him what I just
told him.

I reached over and closed his mouth before it started to attract flies.

He frowned and said, "Did I hear you right? Are you saying you might be
gay?"

I nodded my head.

He shook his head as if to clear it.

I gave him a little peck on his cheek and said " come on lets to get
something to eat first I think we have a long day ahead of us".

I ran out of the room and Jamie followed a little slower.

When we came into the kitchen our moms where waiting with our lunch they
had been on their way to call us.

I told them what had happened. Well not everything that happened but a
version for mothers.

In fact I told them I had had a fight with my girlfriend and that we
broke up.

They where very understanding and the only thing they insisted on was
that I'd call if I stayed out all night.

We ate our lunch and then they had to go to work and since they had
stayed home that morning they had to both work late.

Jamie and I did the dishes and then went to our bedroom to have a long
overdue talk.


Jayce and Jamie II

We walked into our bedroom and sat down Jamie was still confused about what
had happened.  Me telling him I caught him while fantasizing about me, them
I tell him I'm gay, (or bi because I like girls too).

He just stares at me, and than we both start talking at the same time.
"Why didn't you tell me?" he asks me. "Why didn't you tell me?" I ask him.
We both start laughing at the same time to and we don't stop until our
stomachs hurt.  Ever heard of the expression we laughed till we cried?  We
did just that, or Jamie did, one minute he was laughing and the next he was
crying.

I handed him an other tissue, and sat down next him. He tried to move away
a little I guess he was ashamed or something.

I wouldn't let him though and put my arm around his shoulders. He froze for
a second and then relaxed and put his head on my shoulder.

I stroked his hair and planted a kiss on the top of his head and inhaled
his scent, he smelled real nice. I can feel he is calming down by now and I
can't help it but my cock starts twitching in my jeans by now.  He just
feels so good in my arms.

I stoke his arm and his back and I feel his breath speeding up. Than he
looks up at me with his tears still on his face.  I kiss his eyes one by
one and gently lick the tears from his cheeks. He starts to moan softly, oh
my god that sounds so erotic.  We look in each other's eyes and I slowly
bring my lips down to his. Closing my eyes I kiss his lips. I would never
have thought a man's lips could feel so soft.

I bring my hand up to touch his face I can feel the stubble on his cheeks.
I kiss him again and this time I let my tongue slip between his lips to
feel his teeth.  He eagerly opens his mouth and his tongue touches mine.
It's like a bold of lightning strikes me.  Than he becomes active he pushes
me down on the bed and lies down half on top of me.  He kisses me with such
passion I have to put my arms around him to hang on

I'm moaning in his mouth and my cock is so hard it hurts.  His right arm is
under my head pulling me closer into the kiss and his other hand is
stroking my body.  His fingers softly stroke my stiff nipples through my
T-shirt a jolt of pure lust shoots through me.

I move my hand up to his waist and pull his shirt out of his jeans. I
desperately need to feel his skin.

Without breaking the kiss he sits on his knees and pulls his shirt of, we
never did find all of the buttons back.  Than he pulls my T-shirt out of my
pants nearly tearing it in half.

He leaves it hanging around my neck and lays back down on me. Our bare
chests toughing feels so incredible it almost makes me cum. I have never
been this exited in my life.

Jamie's hand is stroking my chest, pinching my nipples. I have never felt
anything like this.  When he lets his hand slide down and opens my jeans I
can't stop moaning.
 I lift my butt and Jamie pushes my jeans and boxers down in one move.  I
kick them of and now I'm totally naked in his arms.

I try to open Jamie's pants but my hands are trembling so hard he has to do
it himself. When he has got them off he lies on top of me.  I can feel his
hard cock press into mine.  All the time the kiss hasn't been broken.
 
I love to feel his weight on me. Jamie's moaning as hard as I am now.  He
breaks the kiss and starts kissing my face. Nibbles on my earlobe sending
chills down my spine.  Kisses and licks my neck " oh god that feels so
good" Then he slides down and sucks on my nipple, he bites it softly and I
go crazy.  I try to push him down to make him suck my dick, but Jamie has
other ideas.  He nibbles on my other nipple and licks it until I'm begging
him to please make me cum.  "Please Jamie please I can't take it anymore I
have to cum I'm so hot PLEASE make me cum!!!"

But he won't give in and licks his way down to my navel. I'm thrashing
around on the bed.  My balls feel like they are going to explode and he
hasn't even touched my cock.  He's licking my navel trying to suck it
out. Jamie licks just around my cock, only missing it by an inch.  Going
around it he then sucks one of my balls in his mouth.  I scream out loud
"oh god oh god Jamie!!!! Please Jamie!!"  Jamie opens my legs wide and than
lifts them of the bed pushing them onto my chest.  Then I feel his hot
tongue touching my hole "Ohmygod Ohmygod Ohmygod" I can't believe this
feeling.

My whole body jerks and then he pushes his tongue inside me. "Oh Jamie oh
baby that feels so good don't stop oh baby yesssssss."  Jamie starts
fucking my ass with his tongue. Pushing in and out.

Suddenly he stops and licks his way up to my balls again.  Very slowly he
licks my cock from the base to the head.  In one smooth move he takes my
entire cock in his mouth until his nose is buried in my pubes.  He makes me
scream again. This is so much better than my dream!

I feel the juices in my balls boiling I can't stop it now to save my live.
I scream " Jamie I'm cumming I'm cumming!!!"  Taking his head in my hands I
push my cock in his mouth as far as possible.  Nothing has ever felt like
this, I can't stop screaming I'm cumming harder than I ever have.  Then
slowly the feeling subsides and I realize I'm almost choking Jamie.
 
Quickly I let go of his head and pull him on top of me again.  Smiling like
the cat that ate the canary he looks down at me. "Was I any good?"  "Like
you have to ask! I never knew it could be like this."  "You must have had a
lot of practice" "Are you jealous now?" Jamie asks.  "No just curious where
you found the time to learn what you just did to me."  "Do you really want
to know?"  "Only if you want to tell me, I don't wanna make you do
anything."

Jamie looked like he was thinking it over and then decided to tell me I
guess.  "Okay I practiced sucking cock on a cucumber."  He blushed and I
knew I was lost, I realized I was in love right there and than.
     
"And the rest just came natural" he added. "I just did what I thought was
okay."  I looked up at him "Oh baby you keep doing just that, you nearly
drove me insane."
  "Now get of me and let me have my way with you."  "You don't have to if
you don't want to, you know that don't you" "Yes I know but I intend to
make you squirm and beg."

I smile at Jamie with what I hope is my most devilish grin.  "Now get your
butt of the bed and into the shower."  Jamie rolls of me and takes my hand
to help me up. Together we walk to the shower.  I adjust the water and tell
Jamie to get in there and get himself good and wet.  When I'm done using
the toilet and washing my hands, I join him and soap him up real well.  I
want to touch every inch of his beautiful and now very slick body.
Starting at his broad shoulders I stroke him.

I'm playing with his nipples for a long time while we kiss.  Then I get
down on my knees and stroke his beautiful big cock until I feel him
trembling.  When I get up I kiss him again and turn him around.
Remembering what it felt like when he licked my ass I tell him to bend
over.

When I see his perfect little brown hole I want to devour it.  My thumb
gently rubs the little pucker and it opens up for me, this isn't the first
time something is trying to get in there.  I smell soap and Jamie's manly
scent it's intoxicating, I carefully stick out my tongue not sure of what
it will taste like.  It tastes like Jamie and I love it.  Once I'm over my
first anxiety I try to push my tongue in as far as it will go without
taking it out of my mouth.  Jamie is moaning out loud and pushing his sweet
ass in my face "Jayce I want you to fuck me please."  My cock was already
half hard but this got it's attention real fast.

"Are you sure that's what you want?" "I don't want to hurt you."  "Jayce
please fuck me I want it so bad I need you inside me please."  Okay, who am
I to argue?

He is already in a perfect position with hi feet spread wide and his sweet
ass pushing back.  My dick needs a little soap and then it's ready for
action.  I put my hand on Jamie's hip and the other one on my dick then I
aim for his pucker and gently push in a little.  When he moans I stop but
he pushes back and says he wants to feel me inside him.  "Easy baby we have
time don't rush anything, enjoy it slowly."  Slowly I push in inch by inch,
I have to keep myself from plunging in because it feels so Incredible.
"You are so tight and hot and your hole squeezes my cock so good".  "Oh
baby it feels so good to be inside you."

I'm al the way in now but he keeps pushing back. I put my hands on the
small of his back and slowly withdraw myself.  Jamie is moaning out loud
and tries to keep me inside.

Then I plunge in al the way Jamie cries out "Yes fuck me hard please fuck
me hard."  Always happy to oblige I fuck him as hard as I can manage.  "God
that feels so good OH Jayce fuck me Oh jayce I love you so much."  I know
I'm not going to last very long so I try to give him what he wants.  Then
his body kind of freezes and his lovehole is squeezing my cock like crazy
we both scream with pleasure.  His cum splatters al over the shower wall
and mine al over his intestines.  I lean on his back and hope he has the
strength to carry me because I'm spent.

After a while my legs feel like they can hold my weight and I get of
Jamie's back.  I spray the soap from his back and turn him around.  He
looks at me and pulls me in his strong arms.  I feel so safe there I don't
want to move anymore just standing there forever would suite me fine.


Jayce and Jamie III

After a while standing there in the shower Jamie started to shiver a bit
and I was getting cold too. I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek and turned
around to get a towel and dry Jamie of. He didn't move he just stood there
and let me dry his beautiful body.

When I was finished he wanted to return the favor but I had dried already.
We got dressed and decided to do the chores around the house it was our
turn to do the laundry and clean the place up a bit. After we finished with
the usual boring housework we got ourselves pizzas and two movies.

The first one we watched was `Starship Troopers' a good one but a bit
bloody for my taste. Then we watched `Jeffrey' a nice gay movie with a good
part for Patrick Stuart and we decided we liked that one a lot better.
While we watched the movies Jamie had been sitting with his back against
the couch and he had pulled me between his legs with my head resting on his
chest and his arms around me. That is the way our moms found us, we didn't
hear them come in. They just appeared in the door opening al of a sudden.
We both turned red and started to stutter an excuse for sitting the way we
did, we shouldn't have bothered though. My mom turned to his mom and she
said, "what did I tell you, I thought that was the problem Jayce found out
Jamie's gay and it scared him."

We just stared at them than Jamie asked, "You knew I'm gay? How did you
know that?"

"Well" his mom said, "the fact you followed Jayce everywhere with your eyes
gave us a clue, but we didn't know for sure until now."

"You mean you don't care?" I asked.

"Oh, honey, we just want the two of you to be happy, we love you, it may
not be what we would have chosen for you but that's just because it's not
the easiest way to go."

"Yes we love you now matter what, you know that" Jamie's mom said, "and it
will now be easier for us to tell you something too."

I looked at Jamie and he laughed "don't tell me let me guess, you are gay
too?!"

Our moms looked at each other smiled and gave each other a kiss "I think we
are out of the closet my love." My mom said, "how do you feel about that
boys?"

"I can't speak for Jamie," I said, "but I'm happy for you both you deserve
to be loved."

"well I can speak for Jamie," Jamie said, "and I feel the same way."

We sat and talked for hours until we where al exhausted then we got up and
walked to our bedrooms.  Jamie and I pushed our beds together and decided
to get a bigger bed for the two of us together, we fell asleep in each
others arms and if it is up to me we will keep on doing that forever.

This is not the end it is just the beginning.

Please feel free to mail me any time my e mail address is
freddie_me@hotmail.com.  And I try to answer every mail I get