Date: Thu, 23 Jul 1998 19:17:33 PDT From: Player 911 Subject: Josh's Story **Disclaimer: This story is completely fictional. Any names given in this * story do not refer to actual people. The events described here never * took place and any similarities to actual occurrences are coincidental. * If you are offended by sexual relationships between teenage males, you * should probably not read this. I would include a clause here about * under-aged people viewing this document but those of them that get this * far aren't going to stop here. Use proper judgment. **Distribution: This story may be archived and distributed freely but only * if unaltered. This segment must remain as well as the text at the * bottom. I would also appreciate an e-mail stating where it is being * posted, but that is not completely necessary. **Comments: This was intended to be as much a love story as anything else. * A lot of thought went into it, if you enjoy it you may mail me at * playerboy64@hotmail.com. Comments are appreciated and I will take the * time to reply to any I receive. Flames will be ignored and deleted. ** Enjoy. "Josh time to get up!" I started to sit up still groggy. Little did I know that this would be one of the worst days of my life so far. I got out of bed and hopped into the shower, after I got out of the shower I looked at my self in the mirror and got even more down than I already was. I said to myself "you look like shit" and I did, I had bags under my eyes from lack of sleep, and I had a big zit on my face. The events of that day changed my life for the better I hope, well heres how the day from hell went..... (Oh yeah heres a little about me I am 15 years old 6' tall brownish-blond hair, blue eyes.) I had just driven my mom and myself to a office of a shrink that my mom was forcing me to go to since I supposably drove her insane sometimes, which I probally did since we didn't get along very well. She was always nagging me and I was always fighting back at her. I got into the shrinks office and he started to ask my mom how I had been and she said better, which was true since the last 4 weeks of my life had been slow and uneventful and I was sorta depressed about my sexuality, and insecure about my friends and life, so my mom didn't get as much shit from me. After 30 minutes of the shrink talking to my mom and me he finally said she needed to leave the room which made me happy, or so I thought. Once she was out of the room he said, "Do you know why I just had your mom leave the room?" I said, "No, I do not." Then he said, "Well your mom heard from your little brother that he found some pictures of naked men on your computer." I immediatly turned red and said, "I do not do that and that if anything was on there it was from years ago when I first got the internet." He then said, "I am not accusing me of being gay or anything." I denied being gay and then finally it was time for me to leave the fucking shrink and I was totally in a daze, I knew that I was not going to come out, at least not now so I just tried to forget about it, and my mom said nothing about it so I just kinda let it sit at that. Well that little event turned me into an even more unsecure person. Most of my friends were out of town and I wasn't even sure any of them even liked me anymore. My friends that were in town didn't want to do anything so I was stuck in my depressed mood for a while longer. During the time that I was depressed I ate a lot less than I normally did and I was running a few miles a day so, in return I started to loose some weight which I was happy about since I was about 20 pounds over weight. Don't get me wrong I was not all fat, I was strong and stuff but I had more fat than I needed. Well my running and eating had me loosing weight and I felt a lot better about myself after that. I was totally depressed for a week after the thing with the shrink, but I knew I never had to go back there so I felt a little better. I came out of being depressed and down because I went to camp for a week with some of my friends, but I was still not really happy while I was there or when i got home so I kept running and working out and I was loosing more and more weight until I finally felt sort of hot for the first time in my entire life! I was really excited about it cause all my friends and even people that weren't my friends noticed and I actually was able to go out with a girl for a month or so (so that my mom and dad would think I was not gay) and after I went out with someone I totally felt good.. my parents now thought I was totally straight and I was attractive.. now I was starting to look for guys my age or a little older... Section 2 Now two months had passed since the event in the shrinks office happened and I was started to feel a little more secure about my life, and sexuality. I was still unsecure about my sexuality since I had never really been with a man but now I was a little more ready to start to looking for someone. I knew that I couldn't go out in public and just hit on guys, so I started to go online and look in the dating section of the paper for guys. Well after looking through the paper for a few weeks I decided to ditch that because it seemed like everyone in there was like 30 or 40. I began to spend some time online making friends in gay chat rooms, but the friends I was making lived nowhere near me so I no chance of a real relationship with any of them. Then I found a room with just gay people from my state called MinnesotaM4m and I started to find other gay teens in my area. One night just after school started I was on AOL and I was browsing through profiles like I normally did when I found one of a guy who had the same interests as me, sports, music, going to movies, hanging out with friends and stuff like that and he seemed like he was around my age even though he didn't say his ago so I decided to message him: me: "Hey, whats up?" him: "Not much.. just bored killing time online" me: "Cool sounds about like what I'm doing" him: "Yeah, I had a bad day today my parents found out I'm gay and I don't know what to do." me: "That sucks, my parents thought I was gay a while ago but I was able to make them think I'm still straight" him: "Cool.. I am worried about what they are going to do now they didnt take it well" me: "That sucks.. BTW how old are you?" him: "17.. is that OK with you?" me: "Yeah dude I am only 15, is that OK with you?" him: "Yeah! I usally end up talking to people 2x my age so finding someone near my age is cool" me: "Do you want to meet somewhere and talk?" him: "Sure, where do ya want to meet?" me: "How about the mall of america by the big snoopy" him: "Sure how about in 45 mins" me: "Sure.. what will you be wearing?" him: "A white t-shirt with a nike swoosh on it" me: "OK cool.. I will be wearing a Abercrombie shirt" me: "My names Josh, whats yours?" him: "Joe, nice to meet ya!" me: "Ya you to.. see you there at 4:45" him: "k, later" *-* at the mall *-* As I walked in the front doors of the mall I was so excited to meet someone I met online, I walked over by the snoopy and sat down. I looked at my watch and it said 4:35 I was 10 minutes early.. I decided to go buy some guy so I walked to a store and bought a pack of Trident and sat back down with 2 minutes to go I saw a guy who looked about 6'2, with a great build, bleached blonde hair cut pretty short, and looked pretty muscular. I said, "Hey are you Joe?" "Yep," he said. "Cool, so whats up?" "Well my mom found a magazine with nude pictures of men in it in my closet and well, figured out I was gay and blew up at me and got really pissed and told me I would have until tommorow morning to get out which really scared me." "Whoa! That sucks.. you can come stay with me now if you want, I know we just met but my dad is out of town and my mom won't notice if I have you over and if she does I'll just say your a friend from school" Joe said, "OK that'd be cool for now I guess, I hate to do this to you even though I just met you and all" I said, "Dude, its okay, just let things cool over with your mom and we can go from there" "Okay, well I need to go home and pick up my bag for school and clothes and stuff like that" "Okay, cool," I said. "Can you drive?" "Yeah.. I have a car that I bought with money from my job that I had last summer" "Cool lets go then." We were off the Joe's house to pick up his stuff.. I knew that this was kind of a weird situtation for both of us so I just hoped that everything would go well. We pulled into his drive way and he ran inside and was in there for about 2 minutes he came back with his backpack and a bag of clothes. Then we headed off to my house but Joe asked me if I was hungry and I said yeah so we went into a McDonalds and we both ordered.. I was about ready to pull out my wallet and pay but Joe said that he would since he was going to stay with me it was the least he could do. I said, "Sure, that was cool." We left McDonalds and went to my house. Once we got there I had Joe park down the street and I walked in the house and yelled: "Mom?" Then I walked over to the counter and saw a note saying "Josh -- I went out to dinner with your brothers well be back at 8:30." I ran out side and told Joe that my mom was gone and wouldn't be back for a few hours and we got his stuff and went upstairs to my room. Once we got there Joe looked around and saw the computer sitting on my desk and said.. "Hmmm I wonder what you do on there with a grin on his face." "Yeah, well I bet you do the same thing." I looked at Joe and couldn't think of anything to say and neither could I and we just stared at each other.. Then Joe moved over towards me and he said, "Have you ever had sex with another man?" "Nope," I said. "Have you?" "No, I haven't but I would like to try!" Then Joe looked at me and I noticed his big hard on.. `jeez this dude is well endowed,' I thought. Then Joe started to take off his shirt and I followed his lead.. I got to see his well formed chest and pecs as well as a nice flat stomach/six-pack. I said "Man, you're hot!" He said, "You're not to bad your self there, bud." We continued to undress until we both just had on our boxers/briefs (I had on white boxers and he had on briefs). Then Joe and I moved to my bed and I looked at the clock.. 7:50 we had plenty of time I thought to myself. I started to remove my boxers and tossed them onto the floor as soon as I did that Joe pushed me back on the bed and I was on my back. Then he moved up to my face and started to kiss me and explore my waiting mouth.. my cock was starting to get hard as steel as was his. He then pulled away from my mouth and started to kiss my chest, down down down until he reached my awaiting cock. He took my prick into his mouth and I was in extacy! He started to take it down all the way to my pubes and I was starting to moan it felt great like nothing I had ever experianced in my life. Joe then started to speed up the pace. I was starting to feel an orgasam coming on so I said, "Joe, I'm gonna cccuummm!" Joe pulled his mouth off my prick right as my orgasam began.. I blasted load after load onto Joe's and my stomachs and chests. When I was done Joe started to kiss me and then we started to lick the cum off of each other.. this was the first time I had tasted cum and it was warm and salty.. not like anything I had ever had before. "That was great", I said. "Yeah man!" A few minutes later my mom came home and I quickly dressed and told Josh to wait there.. and not to put any clothes on yet.. I went downstairs and told mom I was going to be early. I got back to my room and saw Joe laying there crying and I walked in and asked him what was wrong and he said that he didn't know what he was going to do, he was kicked out of the house and he new he couldn't stay here forever. I said its okay dude we can work it out later.. We talked for a few hours and fell asleep holding each other tightly. TO BE CONTINUED! **** To be continued shortly! please send comments and suggestions to playerboy64@hotmail.com