Date: Sat, 23 Mar 2013 12:23:45 -0700 From: kuragari 129 Subject: Life's Expectations - Chapter 17 Lets get this over with now: I own "Life's Expectations" and every character in the story. There are some events that have actually happened to me, but all the characters are fictional. If it is illegal for you to to view this in your location, then GTFO. You're probably gonna ignore that so have fun. Boy on boy happens in this story so if your not a fan of that, what are you doing here? Donate to Nifty, cause they give you awesome stories and you love them for it. So go to http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html and donate! So... this chapter is all about the events of the dance... there's nothing really else to say... Don't forget to to email me your comments/questions/suggestions at kuragari129@hotmail.com or send a message to the official facebook fan page: http://www.facebook.com/LifesExpectations and while your there like the page! So here's chapter 17! Chapter 17 – We're Here For A Good Time Gage's Pov It's day four of Sam and I going out with each other and its been awesome! I mean the first couple of days people were asking, "Are you guys seriously going out?" but we just assured them and continues on our business. Sam and I are having a blast finally being able to do some PDAs. Although to go to the current events we are setting up for the dance and we aren't in the same room right now. I'm setting up the speakers at each corner of the gym floor with the help of Zach and Nick. Sam has gotten Issac and Tanis' help with getting a 'booth' set up for selling glow sticks. Everyone else is up setting up lights. Shane is here too helping out with little things. Mostly untangling cables and other grunt work. He's on the fence about being a techie right now but he's helping out cause he can. John and Kyle are setting up the music and sound board. Kyle, sorting through his music and John making sure the sound quality is good. See John doesn't trust his taste in music so Kyle, who is a music nut, makes the playlist that plays at the dance. "I can't believe some people like this stuff!" Kyle is also a borderline metal head so pop/dance music is his kryptonite. Although it doesn't stop him from using a external hard drive to store all the 'shit' music. I don't mind some pop but not a lot of it... "It's cause they have beat and other songs just don't." "Bull! I still have Thunderstuck on this playlist cause everyone loves it!" "Still got Into The Night?" Matt walked in, that song is like Matt's all time favorite song ever. "Of course, people still like it. I just like the guitar in it." Kyle may be our DJ but he still complains about a lot of stuff. We live with it though, it only happens 5 times a year. "And the bongos, bongos are epic." "At least you have some All Time Low on there. Be happy Kyle, not all of it is horrible." Kyle just glares at Matt, who smiles in return. "Hey Gage, how are the speakers coming?" John calls across the gym. "Just about done. Just need to plug one more in!" "Hurry it up so we don't have to listen to the dj anymore." "Sure, lets just make this annual 'hate on Kyle day'" Nick runs up onto the stage, "Well if there are five dances per year wouldn't that make it a quin-annual event?" "Shut up Phoenix!" Everyone laughed even Kyle. After that the music stated up and we started getting the lights up. Simple lighting really, just some lights that change color and two moving ones. It was about 4:30 when we were all done. Sam had brought his dance cloths to school so he came over when Nick and I went home. Hand in hand I will add! Sorry obsessed with new boyfriend. When we got in the house I heard Clair scream in frustration. "What am I gonna wear!?" All three of us burst out laughing. Clair comes out of her room in rage, "What are you creeps laughing at?" "Sissy, that would be you." Nick said with a clap and a giggle. "Having trouble figuring out what to wear to the dance?" "No Gage, the only dance worth going to is the Christmas dance and that's months from now." Well, she's not wrong... "Ricky is having a party and I'm his guest of honor so I need to find a dress to wear that I can make look different with accessories but it's not working." Ricky is Clair's boyfriend. They have been going out since the middle of last year. Like a week before the Shane and Lucas incident actually. Clair thought she'd have to break up with him cause he wouldn't support me being bi, boy was she surprised! Not only did Ricky not mind at all, he honestly asked what my opinion of him was. He's not bad looking for someone who is 3 years older than me. I'm just not into the older guys. He's about 6 feet tall and has stubby orange hair. You know like ginger hair? Ya that. Wait... Sam is older than me! He's born in April and I'm born in July! He's older, but only by a few months. Plus he seams younger than me so it's alright... Right? "Hey Nicky, you wanna help me figure out what to wear?" She went all pouty face, Nick can't resist it. "I'm only giving my opinion on the matter!" Nick blushed knowing he was doing something most boys don't willingly do, "And you have to let me use your white jacket tonight." "Deal!" She's had that jacket for a year or two... she can't zip it up or it gets uncomfy but it's a perfect fit on Nick. The jacket isn't even that girly but it's deff a more feminine taste. No one really minds though, I mean it was in the guy's section when she found it, while on vacation. Sam and I just went up to my room and started playing games. Resident evil 5 mostly, with some Naruto Storm to start with. It was like two levels after we started that Clair and Nick came into the room. Clair still in the same cloths and Nick with the jacket in his arms. "Well are you gonna do it or not?" Clair looked straight at me. "Of course I am!" Sam had a rather confused look on his face. I hadn't told him my secret plan for this dance. "I'm gonna sparkle my face up, put some temporary red dye in my hair. Then put on my favorite dress shirt that's a bit to small and be all awesome and stuff! "Really? That doesn't sound like you... getting all glittered up." "I want to start the year off with a boom! So being shiny is how you do!" Sam just shook his head as I left the room to get Clair to mess with my hair. I think she's the only human being in the world I would trust with styling my hair. She pretty much knew how I wanted it and only took her like half an hour. It was perfect, messy but not to messy and the bangs were exactly how I wanted them! Clair then moved on to my face. "I really don't know what to do here." "Adam Lambert!" "Really?" "Ya gogo!" "Okay then crazy..." She went at it and every once in a while she'd have to grab something else so I'd take a look. It looked just how I wanted it. Just enough make up to notice but not to much of it. When Clair turned around she had eye liner in her hands, "Okay close your eyes, I'm gonna do eye liner now." "Kay kay." She sighed at me and started. Not long after she started she asked, "So how is Nick doing in school right now?" "You can talk to him can't you?" "Ya but you and I both know he wont tell the whole story." She's right... He would never tell me or Clair the whole truth, ever. "Well I haven't heard about anything since you had your talk with him so. Nothing really." "You should watch that Jake kid, you know that right?" I nod, "Have you talked to him about the whole GSA thing since he mentioned it?" "Every time I try he always gets defensive saying he still hasn't made up his mind..." "'So leave me be.' Ya same here. We've got a little brother who thinks being gay or bi is wrong cause of all the shit he's been through." "On top of that Lucas, who Nick likes, has problems with PDAs but returns Nick's feelings." "So how are we gonna show Nick that it isn't that bad to be gay?" "I have a plan, but your not going to the dance so you can't help or be in on it." Clair grunted, "Well it's a good thing I'm done anyways." "Perfect as perfect can be!" The make up looked great. Clair even did a little Taboo thing on my right eye. So I got up and went right into my room, "What ya think?" Sam had his shirt half on, Nick was playing storm but both stopped and look a look, "Awesome!" Nick was already dressed in his white jeans, Black shirt and Clair's jacket. Sam had his good jeans on and had one sleeve on for his button up. I went to my bed and grabbed my shirt and put it on. Good thing for button ups or my hair would have to go through all that stuff all over again. Then I got my good jeans on and I was ready. Is it bad we're ready at 6 but the dance doesn't start till 8? We ended up just wasting time and playing Storm till 7. We ended up going to the dance early cause Sam wanted to double check everything before it started so we were gone by 7:10 cause I had to double check my hair and make sure it was perfect. As did Nick with his outfit. Just wait Nick, this dance is gonna be a blast! You have no idea what kind of fun a school dance is capable of if you go out of your way for it. Nick's POV So after arriving at the dance almost an hour early and Sam finally thought he had everything in order the fun finally began. Kyle turned on the music, even though it was only the techies there. The lights were really cool and I got to play with them for a little bit. I was actually looking forward to people seeing me in my get up. I had my hair perfectly in a emover. Not to mention Clairs Jacket! I love this jacket so much, I actually cried a bit when she grabbed it before me. I was like 10 okay... It was the first time that I didn't get something I wanted. Then there's my bran new white jeans I got during the summer that I haven't worn yet. Everyone kept complimenting me. Lucas actually blushed when he saw me and Tanis gave me a fist bump. Zach and Shane mentioned I looked cute. Quin almost got to my hair before I ran halfway across the gym. Shira said that she'd protect me from the monster hair destroyer. It was like 8:10 before anyone got into the gym. Most of them were grade 8's and started dancing with themselves immediately. Kyle put on Dancing With Myself by Billy Idol just cause. I don't even think they noticed. Just as the dance was actually getting going (9 o'clock) I started walking around finding someone to dance with. See this isn't like a 'bring a date' school dance, it's more of a 'go and dance with people' dance. So I went hunting. Everyone was in groups of friends, of course, so my shy side really showed up. There was a couple of times groups of girls would look over, point and giggle at me. Every time I would hide behind my hair as much as possible and look away. Pretty sure I blushed too, I'm never gonna get a dance with anyone. When Love Drunk by Boys Like Girls came on everyone freaked out. That, and I got pushed onto the dance floor from behind. When they finally stopped pushing and turned me around I realized it was Shane. My eyes went wide and tried to escape. When I tried to get past him he just grabbed me and said, "Nuh-uh you and I are dancing." I squirmed as much as I could in 5 seconds and nearly shouted, "I haven't danced with anyone yet!" Shane sighed, "Come on, lets talk then." He led me out to the hallway in front of the gym, "You're just like Lucas, you had PDAs" "No I'm not!" "Then why wont you dance with me?" He had a serious face going on. I once again tried to hide behind my hair. "Why do you care what other people think?" "I don't!" "Yes you do! That's why people make fun of you, they like the reaction they get from it." I wouldn't look at him, cause I know he was right. "Look the next song is gonna be mine and Zach's dance, but next song I expect you to be out dancing. Boy or girl, I don't care, but your dancing!" He left me standing in the hallway, I didn't even attempt to move. A couple of people past by but no one really noticed. I stood their for the entire song. Then Simple Man came on... I don't know why Shane and Zach are dancing to this song but they are, apperantly. About 30 seconds through the song Gage and Sam came out of the gym. They noticed me instantly, "Hey Nick, how's the dance so far?" "I don't wanna talk about it." This time I successfully pushed past them and went back into the gym. I went up into the bleachers and sat down a couple of steps up behind in front of some seats out of sight. When the song ended I just waited. Then another song past, and another and no one found me. I just kept thinking about how I think I'm gay... but I don't want anyone to know. Everyone already thinks I am, but they don't need to know. On top of that Mom and Dad would be disappointed that the only biological grandchildren they are getting are from Clair. I couldn't do that to them. "You know hiding isn't that much fun at a dance." It was Isaac, looking like he always looked, just in a nice shirt. "This was Shane can't make me dance." "Why don't you wanna dance?" "Cause if I dance with Shane everyone will know!" Isaac just looked at me with a sad expression on his face, "Will know what?" "You know 'what'." "You've never actually told me what 'what' is, ya know." So he sat down beside me on the bench, I was still on the ground. "Ya know, I'm not having a good time here either. I think I got one dance in so far." "More than me. Everyone just points and giggles at me." Isaac sighs, "Nick, I'm gonna say something that someone told me a few years ago." Isaac was playing with his bandana's again, "If you let your fears blind you, you'll never be able to explore the territory it's blocking. The moment you let go of your fear you'll see the most beautiful thing you have ever seen." "What?" "Freedom." Isaac got up and looked over the ledge in front of us. I didn't hear who it was that was calling him but he called back, "Where have you looked?" "Who is it? Tap your foot if they are looking for me." He tapped his foot so I got up to see who it was. Lucas and Anthony were standing like right below us. When they saw me they headed right up to us. I sat back down on the floor. "Dude Shane and your bro have been looking for you everywhere." Lucas had a relieved look on his face when he finished. "Shane wants me to dance with him." That relieved look went to a a rather confused one. "He hasn't danced with anyone yet." Isaac finished for me. Lucas went to a understanding face, "Well I haven't danced with anyone either." "Ya, but has like every group of girls looked at you and giggled as you pass by!?" "Dude, stop letting them get to you. I mean you pretty much are..." "Shut up Annie!" I can't even look at them right now. So I put my head between my knees and don't even respond to them. I know I'm being a big baby but I can't help it. Imagine being made fun of just because your brother is bi, and when you stand up for yourself they call you gay. Then on top of all of that you are actually gay, or at least you think you are. I've never had to stand up for myself, ever! In elementary school Gage would always protect me. When ever one of my siblings wanted something I let them have it because I thought if I didn't let them have it they wouldn't protect me. Only when I really wanted something did I fight for it, but I would always loose. They would always say that I'm a baby and I need to grow up. Gage has been better at everything we've ever done. He's better at pokemon, yugioh, pretty much any video game you could think of, absolutely everything! We both started swimming lessons at the same time, both of us in level 3. He skipped some of them and left me behind. He made it all the way to the end and made the local swim team, I failed level 8 twice. Then there's Jake... a kid who has friends who are afraid to do him wrong. What kind of friendship is that!? When you can't be yourself because you wanna be with the 'cool kid'. How could anyone stoop so low? Jake is a no life who finds it fun to pick on the weak... me... Just then someone kicked my shin, "Get up will ya?" It was Gage. "If you don't get up I'm gonna have to get mom." So I reluctantly got up and started walking away. "Woah there, hold on Nick." Gage grabs my arm and I whip around, "What!?" "Tell me what's up and I'll let you go." "I don't want the school to know I might be gay!" "If you don't want them to know you gotta be quieter about it." He's right... I don't like that he's right but he is. "Listen, I get it. Your worried about what everyone will think of you." "I know you know, but that isn't helping my situation." "You wanna go home then?" "Yeah..." Lucas put his hands on our shoulders and looked at Gage in the eyes, "If it's okay, he can stay over at my place." I just kinda looked at him, then over to Annie. "Is Annie going too?" "I got a family day tomorrow. My dad's side has family days every once in a while. You go ahead though." Lucas had a pleading look on his face. So I accepted. We found my mom, who was watching over the dance. She agreed and told us to tell dad to drive us down. So me, Lucas, Annie, Gage and Sam all left and walked over to my place. Lucas called home to double check it was okay. After him offering to mow the lawn all of October he got himself a yes. I took as little time as I could getting my stuff together. I grabbed the first shirt and pants I saw and just took them. I think before dad could even find his keys I was ready. He doesn't even take long in doing that. It was everyone but Gage going down the hill. Sam and Annie were getting a ride home with us. The sweat couple shared a kiss before parting. I of course got the front seat and Sam got his seat behind the driver. The ride was mostly just me and Lucas talking about what we were gonna do. With me constantly saying sorry to Annie about it, who just brushed it off. It wasn't that long of a car ride we were all in our locations by 9:50. It wasn't long before I got told why Lucas invited me over, "I'm really horny and you are getting more attractive every time I look at you! Will you please let me have fun with you!?" We were both on his bed, in his basement away from the rest of the house. So no one could hear us. "I don't know," I started moving my hand up his leg, "What kind of fun we talkin' here?" "Let me fuck your brains up!" "Only if we sleep naked tonight. In the same bed." He has his own little pull out couch that looked really comfy but so did his bed. Before he even answered he had pushed me down and was kissing me, rubbing my crotch. "Hellz ya!" It was like an instant that my pants were off and he was undoing his belt. I took off both our shirts and flipped us over. Lucas has the best level of chub, not to much but enough to make me enjoy his nipples a little more. This is why I'm not sure if I'm gay or not. Lucas started to moan so loudly I stopped because I thought someone would hear us. He informed me that he and Shane have had even rougher sex and no one wondered what was up. So I went back to sucking his nipples and even started rubbing our crotches together. Lucas even started grabbing my ass. After like ten minutes of this I could feel his swelling tool. He pushed me off of him and just said, "Sorry but I gotta do it soon or Imma splode in my underwear. Also your bubble butt is amazing!" Just like that our underwear was off and went under his bed for his lube. Once he lubed himself up and wasted no time getting at it. He entered with ease but asked if I was okay when he did. Gage and I have fun to often for it to bother me. He went right to it pushing my legs up and going missionary. He didn't last very long, just 5 minutes or so. I actually cummed before him which caused him to shoot his load into me. Just as we finished with our groans a voice came from the door way, "What are you guys doing?" Lucas grabbed me and he turned his back against the wall, covered us in a blanket and hugged me tight. I was to tired to really move so I just put my head on his shoulder. "Blake, what are you doing down here!?" Chapter end. Sorry for the wait, my writer's block and memory can be really bad at times. But here's chapter 17! I will get chapter 18 out asap! 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