Date: Thu, 28 Jan 2016 08:13:30 +0000 From: kuragari 129 Subject: Life's Little Lies - Chapter 33 "Life's Little Lies" belongs to the pen name Kuragari129. Posting this on another site must be done with the permission from the author. Even though some events and characters in this story are from my memory this is a work of fiction. Any similarities to real life events have been altered to keep the actual names private or are completely fictional in every aspect of the word. If you are not the legal age in your area to view this then please leave now. This story holds sex between two males and your delicate minds might not be able to handle it. (Without jacking off of course.) If you like Nifty and want it to continue running and posting stories then Donate to this lovely site that lets you view 4.6 Gigs, and increasing, of stories for free. Go to http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html and donate today!! Lastly my contact info for any questions/comments/concerns is as follows: Email: kuragari129@hotmail.com. Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/LifesExpectations Ask.fm: ask.fm/kuragari Thank you for choosing to read my story. LLL is a sequel story to Life's Expectations but I will attempt to make it as good of a standalone story as I can. I also have other stories that I have completed or are being worked on. For a full list of stories on Nifty just follow the link below! www.nifty.org/nifty/authors.html#kuragari Thank you for reading LLL and I hope you enjoy this story! LLL – Chapter 33 – Memories – Crazy Little Thing Called Love Blake Bear's POV Why do I feel this? You know that one time that Antoine and I fucked? Ya I'm thinking of that right now, it's not my fault I swear! It's just that I'm feeling really horny and that's where my mind went. Antoine is with Isaac now, so I know I don't have any chance of that happening again. I won't be a 'home' wrecker. Even if I like someone, if they are dating someone they are off limits. That's just common sense, common practice. They have a relationship going on, if they don't want it anymore, they'll break it off. And right now I'm in the middle of my cooking class. Even with awesome sugar cookies in front of me I'm still super horny. Lexon, one of my cooking partners looked at me. "Are you not going to have anymore?" "I'm going to take my share with me." I crossed my legs in an attempt to hide my growing piece between my legs. "I figured I would share the deliciousness with my friends." "That's nice of you." He smiled as I shifted in my seat. "What's up, why you shifting?" I immediately blushed. "It's nothing, just getting comfy." Lexon giggled. "What's making you all frigidity?" His eyebrows wiggled. Lexon knows exactly what's going on with me right now. He waved his finger and I leaned in close to him. "I can help you with that if you'd like." My eyes opened up wide. Like I've known Lexon for a while now, since the start of school, but I never expected this from him. There has always been that wonder about the kid but really? "Ummm... No thanks Lexon. I got this." He just smiled. "If you ever need help, just ask." DAMN, holy fuck this kid. As soon as the bell went I made my way quickly to the bathroom. I need to get rid of this boner fast and now! I'll go into the old wing bathrooms, wait for the doors to get locked and then get some release. Sounds like a plan! "Blake!" I heard a French accent call out to me. I bit my lip and turned around, there was Mattieu making his way towards me. "Hey, can we talk?" I REALLY NEED TO JACK OFF RIGHT NOW MATTIEU CAN THIS WAIT!?!? I waved back and forth before answering. "Okay, fine. Where?" "How about at my car? My lunch is in there anyways." Okay, whatever. Guess I'm horny all afternoon. We made our way to his car. He was parked near the middle of the parking lot, pretty secluded. Mattieu took a seat on his hood and offered me a seat beside him. I sat down beside him and took out my food. "Cookie?" I offered him one of my cookies from class. He gave a small smile. "Sure, thanks." Taking a bite he looked up to the sky. "Do you miss your cousin?" Mattieu wanted to talk about Anthony, really? "Ya sure. We didn't hang out much; it was mostly Lucas and him. The only time Anthony and I really hung out was family dinners. It still hit me hard when it happened." "I still feel bad about it." He lowered his head. I placed my hand on his leg. "We told you not to. Everything is fine; it had nothing to do with you." Mattieu shook his head. "That's not it. When Leo and I experimented... I started to love the touch of another guy. I've had sex with a few girls here and there since... Il n'a pas été le même. It lacked something that I felt with Leo." That was when he placed his hand on my thigh. "First I fall for his boyfriend, now his cousin." He leaned in and pressed his lips to mine. I thought my reaction would be to back away, but I kissed him back. HARD. His hand eventually got to my cock and he started rubbing it. I moaned while we kissed. "Mattieu..." I groaned as we backed away from out kiss. He took his hand away. "Sorry." I pulled it right back to where it was. "No, I want this right now. Please, fuck me." Mattieu's eyes went wide and then he cracked a smile. "Get in the car; no one is home right now." DONE DEAL! We quickly drove to his place and rushed down to his bedroom. As he took off his cloths I could only drool over his 17 year old body. He had a fair definition to his body, unlike me. He quickly took charge of the situation and was over top of me, kissing me everywhere as we finished stripping. Mattieu wasted no time and lubed right up. Before I knew it, my legs were above his shoulders and my hole was being penetrated. Fuck, it was the hottest quickest fuck I've ever had! Mattieu went fast and hard, we were fucking like rabbits. So happy no one was home because I was kind of screaming with pleasure. Just before he finished up he pulled out and shot his load all over my stomach. I quickly covered myself more when I shot all over myself. He handed me a towel and lay down beside me. We lay there panting for a while before I looked at my phone. 1:23, we were late for class. "We're late for class..." "C'est très bien." Mattieu waved it off. "I don't think I want to move much." I rolled over and snuggled into him. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled blankets over us. "This isn't weird is it?" Mathieu placed his chin on my head. "No, I kind of liked it actually. You've got a great looking cock." I laughed, smacking his chest. "Really? That's how you want to start this off?" "I just don't know how to express myself to you. I feel like I am doing something wrong again." He tightened his grip on me, for just a moment. "Don't feel bad about feeling Mattieu." I kissed his chest. "I think we should hang out more... and do this A LOT more." He chuckled. "Je suis d'accord." I rolled my eyes. "You're lucky I can speak French kind of. I'm happy you agree." We ended up staying like that and watched a movie. I think it was an afternoon much better spent than going to school. Just before the end of school Mattieu got up out of bed. "I think we should get cleaned up. Want to shower together?" I gave a sly smile. "Only if it leads to something more." I winked, he rolled his eyes. "You are one horny kid. Come on, I'll give you some satisfaction." AWESOME! I can't wait. Maybe this could be the start of something more... I wouldn't mind exploring it. Don't take this the wrong way, Mattieu may be Antoine's big brother but that has nothing to do with what could be my developing feelings for him. Okay, maybe it has a little bit to do with it, but I promise I want to get to know Matt for the sake of getting to know him. Antoine Rieu's POV Izzy has been kind of different the past couple of days. When we're hanging out with people, alone. It doesn't matter he seems distracted by another train of thought. I don't know how to bring it up to him at all. That is why I'm staying after the GSA meeting to talk to Nick. "See you later everyone!" Nick smiled and waved as many people left. It wasn't until it was just Nick and I when he spoke again. "What are you still doing here Antoine?" "I wanted to speak to you about Izzy." He giggled. "Still can't get Isaac down?" I blushed and lowered my head. "What's up?" "Well, Izzack." I tried okay. "He's seems like he's been really distant lately. Just the past couple of days now. I don't know what to say to him about it or if I should." Nick nodded and sat down on a desk. "I'm not surprised that he's being distant. He's struggling to tell you something. I don't want to be the one to tell you, but trust me Antoine, he's fine." "Okay..." This hasn't helped me at all. "Just start the conversation and Isaac will open up, I promise." He got up and gave me a pat on the back. "I got to go though. If you really want to know, just ask him. See ya Antoine." And like that Nick was on his way. I guess that just leaves one thing to do, talk to Isaac. How do I do this? How do I tell someone they are being weird? Like I want to know what's up but I don't want to seem too intrusive. I hope he won't put up a wall like most people do. So here I am on my way to catch up to Iszak and I'm still not sure what to say. I know the path he takes like the back of my hand. I would run and then take a break and walk. I'm not the fit person but I can run a fair bit. I didn't catch up to him until like 20 minutes of running. I can see him now, "IZZY!" I called out to him. Taking another look he had a pair of headphones on. I guess I'm going to have to catch up to him in order to talk. So I made one more run for him. When I finally caught up to him and grabbed his shoulder he jumped. I startled him. "Antoine!" He yelled as I panted, keeled over. "Why... What are you doing?" "I... Just... Wanted.... To... Talk..." I panted out. Iszak giggled. "So you ran all the way here just to talk? You're so sweet, what do you want to talk about?" I collapsed onto the side walk. You run 20 minutes, sprinting, and expect not to be tired. I'm not an athlete; don't expect me to be able to run like an athlete. I had to sit down for a few minutes before I was able to say anything. Izzy sat down and waited for me. "I just wanted to know why you've been so distant." Izzy face changed immediately. "Oh... Ya I guess I have been pretty guarded lately." He nodded and got back up. "Kale, my old boyfriend is back in town. He met up with me on my run the other day." "Et il veut que tu reviennes." Wow this is probably not what I wanted to hear. "What did you say?" "I told him you and I were together and I can't just end us." That's a relief. "I won't lie to you Antoine, I am torn between you two... I am with you though, I won't just drop you." "Do what makes you happy Iszak." I don't want to burden him. "If you like Kale, go with him." "Do you listen to yourself?" Izzy screamed at me. One look at his face and I lowered my head. "I am your boyfriend Anotine, I like you! I've... We've gone farther than Kale and I ever have. I LIKE YOU!" "Sorry..." "You don't need to apologize Antoine. Just don't think that you are beneath someone else. You are better than you give yourself credit for Antoine. But the insecurity makes you adorable; it's what I like about you. I'm not against you getting some confidence though." I couldn't help but blush. "Want to... go get food or something?" "Sounds perfect. My treat!" He offered me a hand and helped me up. "Okay, let's get something to eat." I'm happy that Izzy chose me... I'm glad this is all sorted out, but I just don't know... how am I more important than Kale? Nick's POV "Give me a god damn chance Nick!" Jayce sounded very frustrated with me. I mean I've been ignoring him for the past little while, and every time he tried to ask me out I would ignore him. I rolled my eyes. I don't know how else I can word this. "Yes that one night was nice and all but I don't like you like that. You were nice, very nice, but I just can't develop feelings for you Jayce. I'm sorry. "So I would like for you to stop trying to get me to go out on a date with me. I don't want it." I stomped my foot. "I can't get over certain things because I know Lucas is not an idiot. He's dumb and naive but not an idiot. He'll figure things out, I know it!" "You're the one who's being naive Nick!" Jayce countered back at me. "If you think he'll suddenly come back to you because he 'figures things out' you're bull shitting yourself. Lucas won't just wake up and tell you 'I'm gay again' because that's not how the kid works. "He's stuck with pleasing a father who wants a straight kid when he has none! Lucas won't just end his crusade just to be back with you Nick. Get that into your head." I just glared at him. Every fiber in my body wanted him to be wrong, but I knew he was right. Lucas wouldn't just wake up from it; he'd realize he was wrong but continue with it. He'd try and escape but get caught back in it like an idiot. He wants so badly to be with me, but wants to please his dad. Those two things can't mix ever. His dad and I are on two very opposite sides of the spectrum and therefore cannot exist in unison. "I don't care, Jayce. I want to believe that Lucas will come back and therefore I will!" I was convincing myself more than him. I have to. "I'm done with this conversation now. I'll see you later." Later that Day. "Nick..." I was lying in my bed. Had been since I got home from school. I was mostly zoned out just laying there. Well I was until Gage came into the room. "Are you going to lie in bed all day?" "I feel like it." Gage sat down on my bed. "What's up Nick?" I rolled over away from him. "Ya I know it's usually Claire that does this. She's not here right now, so can you just talk to me." "I'm starting to give up on Lucas. I don't want to give up on him." I could feel Gage collapse on the bed beside me. "What do I do Gage?" "Well it's simple really; you go give him one final shot. How long has it been now?" "He's been on his crusade since before Christmas." "Calling it a crusade now are we?" Jayce is at least. "And we're now in April, so four months. You're just giving up on him now... wow, you hold on tight." "Thanks, I guess." Gage grabbed my blankets and threw them off of me. "Give those back!" "Nope, get up." "Why?" "Get up; we're going to Lucas' right now." "And what if he's not there Gage? Then what do we do?" I'm running out of ideas here. What will we really do? "We just go out driving and find him!?" Gage stared at me straight in the eyes. "You sound like someone who has given up on him. If you say you haven't, prove it. Get up, and come with me to TRY and talk to him. I'll be in the car, you have five minutes." Like that he was up and out of the room. I hate it when Gage is right. I do sound like someone who's given up. Get up, drive, talk, and slap some sense into him. That's the plan... the final plan, after this I don't know what I could do. The drive to his place was long, even for a three minute drive. It was so instantly there and yet felt like I had spoke to him a million and one times. Gage stopped by his house and waited. It wasn't up to him to make me go, it was up to me. So I did go. I walked up to the front door and knocked. I shook; my nerves were getting the best of me. What happens if he's not home? He's out with Shyla or something. I'll be a home wrecker... Kind of. "Nick..." Lucas. He answered the door while I was deep in thought. "What are you doing here?" I took a deep breath. "I... I wanted to talk to you." He didn't say anything. Just waited for me to continue. "What you're doing, I support it. I know you want a relationship with your father again. I know you want to do whatever it takes Lucas. You even found yourself a girlfriend. "You guys must have had sex by now. You had to of, how else can you tell yourself you're straight. I know you're not though. The moment's we've shared together, those weren't just heat of the moment things. They meant something to us...to me. "So I'm here on my last string that I am holding onto to try and get my Lucas Bear back. I want to be able to cuddle you. To kiss you again." A stray tear flowed down my face. "I want what we had back again. I miss you too much to hold onto hope any longer." I took a step forward and started crying into him. His arms wrapped around me, tight. I could feel him place his chin on my head. "I'm sorry I've put you through this Nick." He kissed my hair. "I tried to go to you the other day... but Shyla showed up. I was so horny... I'm sorry." "You're an idiot." "I know I am." I could feel him lift me up; I wrapped my legs around his waist as he placed his arms below my ass. "I'm your idiot though." "You're going to have to make up for that, you know." He nodded. "I know. Every time me and Shyla had sex, I wasn't there, like mentally. I was always with you. No matter how hard I tried I couldn't pull you out of my head." His face was so close to mine, I could kiss him. "You always have been my knight in shining armor, Nicholas Bells." He kissed me. Just a simple peck on the lips but a kiss nonetheless. "I missed this feeling." "Me too. Let's get inside." He carried me into the empty house and closed the door. I just pulled myself so I was smuggled into my big teddy again. Eventually we got into his bedroom and sat down on his bed. "Nicholas, will you be my boyfriend?" "I thought you'd never ask." I kissed him this time. Before retracting just an inch or two. "What about your dad and Shyla?" Lucas sighed. "My dad may be a problem, but Shyla will understand, I hope." Lucas' hand went up my shirt as he started kissing my neck. "Right now though, I have a little monster that needs taming." I giggled and pushed him onto his back. "Oh fuck off, you horny bastard." Lucas shook his head. "Bad words are unbecoming of you." I smacked his chest. "I deserve that." "Yes, yes you did." Chapter End. Nick and Lucas are finally back together! Blake has found a new relationship with Mattieu and Antoine has confronted Isaac. With 7 chapters remaining what will happen for everyone!? Email me who you think should be together at the end. The center four cast members are Nick, Isaac, Tyson and Blake. Those four have to end up with someone by the end. It's KINDA clear who Nick ends up with, especially if you read the LE epilogue. If you have read that, who was with Isaac? Who do you think it was? Email me, let me know. There is still time to get some details in that I may have missed. Thanks for reading!! TRIVA Well there are 7 chapters left, but the last chapter will be split into two chapters, so I thought I would cover more specifically 8 cast members. WHO YOU MAY ASK, well the main 4 and their counter parts. But first the main 4. NICK BELLS will be today's topic. Nick has plenty of relationships in CLE/LE/LLL. He's had sex with his older brother Gage, Anthony, and of course Lucas. His relationship with his sister is special though. Even though he's closer with Gage, he goes to Clair for advice more. Why? Clair is older and has mother instincts even though she's no mom. Nick's best friend, Tanis is close to him too. I originally had a plan to do a Tanis' Life Expectations spin off but the plan never lifted off. Nick and Tanis go back to the point of elementary school. Where Nick was bullied and Tanis was pretty much his only friend. The two of them are close even if they live far away from one another. Lastly, Isaac. Nick's best friend in town. The two of them were both set as outcasts by their classmates and they ended up in the same homeroom in grade 8. Isaac had some walls that Nick needed to break down but he got through them. Nick and Isaac are best buds now, and have each other's backs. How else do you think Anotine and Isaac got together? Anyways that's all for now. Again Thanks for reading. See you next time.