Date: Wed, 3 Aug 2011 20:48:00 -0600 From: Max Anderson Subject: love's a bitch-2 Hey guys, i hope you liked the first chapter, it took me a while to write but I DID IT If you are under legal age, according to your state laws, if this story is offensive to you or to anyone around your viewing area, or it is illegal for you to view such content...well then i say this with all my heart PISS OFF, go do your homework or something mmm k thnx i got to school at around 12:00 pm and sadly i got detention after school with Mr. Hess, everything in my life was NOT going right at all...i was full on GAY!, i was in love with BRAEDEN SALVERDA (captain of football team- which can also be translated as all American STRAIGHT BOY- ya i know i got no chance) and to make things worse i just kissed Stiles Montgomery (the number one gay basher in town). I tried to avoid Stiles the best i could, i did not want to run into him because that would just push him over the edge and he would probably out me to the whole school, so right after the bell rang i booked it to detention trying soo hard to be invisible. "Welcome to Detention, Brooks please take a seat and start working on any extra homework or projects you have...oh and one more thing NO TALKING!", Mr. Hess said, as he walked out of class. i sighed as i looked for somewhere to seat, spotting a seat at the back i walked over and sat down, pulling out my diary and started doodling on it trying to see what my name would sound like if me and Braeden got married, would i be a Mr. Bryson Salverda, or will i keep my last name and become a Mr. Bryson Brooks Salverda. "hey", i heard someone beside me say interrupting me from my thoughts. I always recognized that voice, it was my Braeden, ha, has a nice ring to it right? i turned to look at him and smiled. "hey Braeden, how's it going bro?" i actually spoke to him, without passing out, maybe my day wasn't so bad after all. "Pretty good, man...so what are you doing in detention, you are like the most responsible person i know ". "haha i was late for school...wait what do you mean the most responsible person...I..I can be bad if i want to, infact i did the most horrible thing ever last night". i said "oh yeah, what did you do?" he pressed "kay, so my mum told me to wash the dishes last night and i was like mom, i cant i'm doing my homework, but i was actually reading, ha IT. WAS. CRAZY!" "Oh wow you are such a rebel", Braeden said sarcastically. "I CAN be a rebel if i choose to!", i pouted and stuck my tongue out at him. "hahaha, God you are sooo cute!". Did i hear him right, BRAEDEN SALVERDA thought I was CUTE, oh god, i think i just died and went to heaven. "Isn't he?" a deep voice erupted from behind me, i whipped my head back and there was the guy i was trying so hard to avoid, the guy who had my whole life in his hands and could do whatever he pleases with it. That thought made me queasy, i took a deep breathe, turn my head back forward and place my head on the desk. "you okay man, you look a little pale", Braeden whispered, his eyes filled with concern. "ya are you okay there Bry, you look like shit", Stiles sneered at me. he placed his warm hands against my back. "uhm...ya I'm ok, uh i just...it's nothing, uh excuse me i have to...i have to go", i picked up my backpack and ran out of the classroom, not giving a shit if i still had 45 minutes of detention left. i just had to get out of there, i needed to go somewhere safe. I walked in to the boys locker room, luckily no one was there so i didn't have to worry about crying in front of the football team. i took off my clothes and walk into the shower, the feeling of the warm water pelting against my back felt so soothing. It's amazing how fast my life had changed over the last few hours, i really wish i wasn't gay, things would be so different. Life would be so much easier for me, i would just simply ask a girl out, and we would date all through out high school and college and get married, then i would become a lawyer and she would become a doctor. We would have like 4 children- 2 boys and 2 girls- and we would be a happy family. But lets face it that idea was just plain repulsive to me, i don't want a woman in my life, i wanted men...always have always will. I pressed my back against the cold wall and slid down to the floor, i pulled my knees to my chest and buried my head between my thighs and started crying. i have never cried this hard before, i just wanted to let all my sad emotions out. I was in hysterics when someone walked into the shower and stood in front of me fully dressed obviously not caring about getting wet. I looked up and found Stiles standing in front of me, his eyes filled with pure hatred. Knowing that he hated me made me cry even harder and i have no idea why...i didn't give a rat's ass what he thought about me...right? I mean why would i he meant nothing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO ME, now Braeden on the other hand was everything to me. He was the reason i got up every morning. "You are sick!" i heard him say, his voice filled with hatred, anger and disgust. "Fuck off Stiles just leave me alone, you don't know anything about me ok, so just FUCK OFF!" i yelled at him, not caring if me yelling at him would provoke him more. "Oh i know everything about you...i also know you are FAGGOT, a QUEER, a FUDGE PACKER, a FAIRY a-" "So! Why do you care if I'm gay, hunh? just leave me the fuck alone" "No people like you don't deserve to live, you are a filthy sick disgusting piece of shit" "I...you don't mean that, Stiles i KNOW you don't, we've been best friends since birth...i know-" "We are not and never have been friends, ok...all because your mom and my mom have been childhood friend does not mean me and you are friends!" "Shut the fuck up, you lying bastard, we were friends, the best of friends until out of the blue you just fucking dropped me. So don't act like you never knew me, you stupid inconsiderate assh-" Suddenly i felt his body slammed against me, he pinned me to the floor and slapped me across the face. He wrapped his hands around my neck and started strangling me, i was shaking and struggling to get out his strong grip around my neck. I felt myself fading into darkness, when i felt the weight of Stiles being pulled of me. "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING TO HIM, YOU STUPID FUCK!!!!", my rescuer yelled at Stiles. I was trying so hard to breathe, my vision was still really blurry so i could make out the face of my savior. His strong arms wrapped around me and gently rock me back and forth telling me i was going to be okay, his voice soothing, his voice, the voice of my love. "Braeden, I-" "No don't talk, i have to get you to the hospital, quick, don't worry you'll be okay...i...i promise" "No, don't worry it's okay, i don't think I'm not going to make it...i...cant breathe", i whispered lightly. "Oh, please you'll be ok, just hold on please don't...don't die", i felt his warm lips press against my forehead. This fucking blows, I'm in the arms of my love and I'm dying...maybe the whole die and gone to heaven thing isn't so great after all. i felt him lift me up. "I swear on my life, you'll be okay, just hold on tight please, I'm begging you", he cried "ok..." i tried so hard to hold on, but i felt myself slipping into the darkness, the last thing i heard was Stiles and Braeden screaming "NO" in unison. So guys what do you think, is Stiles in love with Bryson and is just scared to admit it, so he uses violence?, is Bryson going to die, and is it me or does Braeden seem a little gay. I really want to hear your guy's opinion on this chapter, did you like it?, was it boring?, did it give you goose bumps? lol, let me know : )