Date: Mon, 19 Apr 2010 01:35:29 -0700 (PDT) From: Teddy Lin Subject: 'OutBurst #1' {Teddy Lin} (BB hs slow) [1!] Hey guys! :) So, this is my very fist attempt in writing a story... So yeah, please bear with me, please..? hehe This story is 100% fictional and imaginational -- came out entirely from my head, so If there are any similarities in names, locations or occurences, it is purely coincidental and I'm sorry for that! :) And the usual drill, this story contains some explicit sexual descriptions between males (well not really at first though). So, if you're not allowed to read this kind of story, please don't read any further.. I mean, I do hope that you would read this and maybe enjoy it, but well I don't want you to get into troubles because of it! :( And please guys, don't copy and publish this story elsewhere without my expressed consent. But well if you just wanna copy it for your personal enjoyment, please feel free to do so!! Hehe :) :) Oh, and another thing, I'm not an English native speaker so please forgive me if there are any grammatical mistakes or any wrong uses of expressions. >.< Well, enjoy! --- CHAPTER ONE : "2" --- "Wake up..." Uurrgh... No.. No.. Please... "Wake up...!" Please don't... Don't let me go through it again... I don't want it anymore..! "Wake up..!" Please...! Just let me go... Please... No.. "Wake up!" Aarrgh!! .............. Sigh.... I guess... I still have to be here... I guess... I just still can't go away yet..... *KNOCK, KNOCK!* "Wake up, Teddy, dear, wake up! Wake up now~! It's six o' clock already~! "Don't you wanna have your favorite warm shower first before you go? You know how much you like it~! *KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK!* "Teddy, dear~ Wake up, wake up! You don't wanna be late for school, do you? "Wake up, dear~!" *KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK!* "Umm... Yes, I'm up, Mom.." "Oh, you're up already? Good morning, sweetheart~! How was your sleep?" "... Umm... Fine..." "Just fine? Didn't you have any interesting dream?" "....." "Well... It's a beautiful morning! I'm sure you're gonna have a much-better-than-just-fine day today~!" "......" *KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK* "Honey you're not going back to sleep, are you? You'll be late for school!" "No, Mom..." "Oh, okay... Alright then! You better get to the shower now and clean yourself up, honey! Mommy has prepared your usual favorite breakfast and they're all waiting for you downstairs! So, chop chop now, okay?" "... Okay Mom.." "... Okay then..! Don't take too long though! You don't wanna have a cold breakfast! I'll be waiting downstairs~!" "....." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Oh, fuck! Shit..! This is nice. "Ah.. Ah..! Ah...!" Yeah.. Take it all! Fuck! This hole is damn tight! "Argh! Yeah! Harder! Right there! Yeah! Aah!" Oh fuck.. This feels good.. "You like it hard?" "Yeah! Yeah! Aargh!" "And fast?" "Yeah! Arrgh! Fuck me! Yeah! Again!" As you wish. "Aargh! Aargh! Oh shit! Yeah!! Right there! Aargh!!" Fuck... Fuck.....! Fuuckk......!! "AAAARRRGHH!!!" Fuck. "Hah... Hah... Hah... "Wow.... That.. was amazing!" ... Yeah... Right. "I gotta go now, so you better leave." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Dear, are you sure you're full already?" The clock was showing that it was less than twenty to seven when Teddy decided that he could not force himself to consume all the things in front of him anymore. He really tried his best, and he actually wanted to keep on trying, but it felt like his stomach had already given up on it. The omelet was way too big for him to finish up, the hash browns and the toast were too overwhelmed by the enormous egg that he didn't even realize they were there, and the pile of bacons at the side was just too high that it scared him to even think of touching it. And, he surely would not finish a whole pitcher of orange juice by himself early in a morning. So, eventually more than half of everything that Clara had prepared ended up lying there on the table, untouched. "Yes, Mom..." Teddy answered, trying to convice his mother. "Really? You ate so little, darling! You sure you're gonna have enough energy until lunch time? You used to eat like a monster, you know! Even for breakfast." "... I'm sorry..." "Oh, No, no, dear! Why should you be? It's alright! You didn't do anything wrong, darling! It's me who threw myself too much into the cooking that I forgot how much I had actually put in!" Clara laughed drily. "It's OK. Really! I'm just worried you're gonna get hungry before lunch time." "I won't, Mom... "I'm sorry..." "Oh sweetheart, it's really OK! Don't worry about it! Daddy and I can eat this up later and I'm sure Sarah would love to have some of these too before going off to her campus." It was clear from his expression that Teddy was still feeling great remorse. "Oh honey... Really, it's fine~! You don't have to feel so bad about it, sweetheart! "Oh! Look at the time now! I think you better hop onto the car now or you're gonna be late! Come on, I'll make sure Simon gets you to school on time!" Clara got up from the dining chair and started heading towards the front door. Teddy got off his chair too, and followed his mother at a slower pace. "... Umm.. Mom..." "Yes dear?" Clara seemed to be pleasantly surprised by the call. "I don't think it's necessary..." "What is it, darling?" The statement made her curious, and somehow quite anxious too, although it was still obvious that she was very much elated to be having the interaction. "For Simon to drive me to school..." "Oh, why is it, dear? He always drives you to school... Did he do something bad? Do you want me to just drive you there instead?" "No, no, I mean... It's very close, I think I can just walk there..." "Oh..? Why all the sudden, honey?" "Nothing... It's just... I think Simon can just do other stuffs instead..." "Well, He doesn't have any other stuff to do.. He's always been your driver." "I know... But I think.. From now on maybe I can just walk to school... It's very close..." "Well... Okay... If that's what you really want... But you sure you won't be too tired when you get there and start your class?" "Yes... " "You really sure? Cause I don't want my dear to get sick or anything! Remember what Doctor Henry said? You can't get too tired, darling. Oh! And the smoke from all the cars and the motorbikes! You sure it won't bring up your asthma or your allergies? Not to mention the danger of walking among those cars that just go berserk in the morning! You might get hit or something...! And you might also...." "... I think I'll be okay, Mom.." "Oh.. Okay.. Well.. But, do you think you still have the time to make it there on time? It's just... I don't want you to get that 'SAM', honey..." "..It's really close, Mom..." ".......Mmm... Okay... Well, If you really want it, then let's give it a try today and we'll see... If it's really alright, and you still insist on it, you can walk there everyday. But, really, you sure honey..?" "Yes.." "Okay then... But please be careful, okay?" "Yes, Mom..." By then, Teddy was already out the house's front door. "...Okay then, bye.." "Bye, sweetheart. Take care! Don't walk too close to the cars and the motorbikes!" Without looking back, Teddy started walking away from his house. When he did look back, his mother was still there standing in the front door, looking worried. And, as if she knew why he was looking back, she went back in and closed the door. Teddy then just kept on walking. Oh my --! Why does she always have to be like that?! Why does she always have to be too much about everything!? Why..?! I don't think I can stand this anymore... I just can't! ... Why..? Why do I have to be back and go through all this again? I don't want this anymore! Why didn't You just let me go!? Well... Because hoping yourself to die in sleep just like that is plain stupid? Arrgh! Shut up! I didn't ask you! Urgh... I can't keep on being treated like this all the time... I can't... This is wrong... I don't deserve it... ... AAARRRGGHH!! Not that again! Ahaha~! Teddy... You little devil! Why do you have to look away? You like it, don't you? NO! NO! SHUT UP! STOP TALKING TO ME!! You know you like that picture! You like looking at it! We both know! No need to be so surprised and so in denial about it, Teddy. Go on~! Stop running away and just look at it! SHUT UP, YOU FUCKING SHIT! Teddy, you do know your main purpose of walking to school is actually so that you can look at that picture clearly, right? Because you can't stare at it and observe all the little details in that picture when you're inside the car. Yeah, it's not really just because you don't wanna spend your parents' money on gas and the driver, or whatever it is that you think is making you so persistent about it! So c'mon..! Stop pretending~! SHUT THE FUCK UP, YOU FUCKING SHIT! I DON'T WANNA LISTEN TO YOU!! Hahaha~ Oh, Teddy, Teddy... C'mon..! Even your body agrees with it! See, it keeps on growing -- harder and harder! You know you can feel it, Teddy -- and you like it. You enjoy it. NO! NO! IT'S A SIN! This is wrong! Why is it a sin? Why is it wrong? I don't know! I just can't! I just can't... You're just doing what you like... What makes you... Happy! NO!! I'm not happy with it! Shut up already!! .... OH SHIT! And now where on earth am I?! Dammit! I must have made a wrong turn! Uurgh, now I'm not sure if it really is a good decision for me to walk by myself... Shit! I'm surely gonna be late...! And I don't even know where I should go now! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Ethan Richardsson! Where do you think you're going?!" "Mmm.. To my seat?" "Are you not aware that you are late coming to my class, AGAIN?!" "I am." "And are you aware of how many times this has happened?" "I didn't really count it, Sir. And don't really want to anyway. Haha." "Mr. Richardsson! You are unbelievable! I think you've been late to my class for every single day throughout these whole two months!" "Yeah, and after all those times, you're still surprised today, Sir." Some of the other students giggled at that. "Ethan Richardsson! You are absolutely unbearable! And you definitely crossed the line! Do you think that just because you come from a rich family and that you are always lucky to get good marks, you can do whatever you want at school?!" "Well, Sir, if I'm doing whatever I want, I won't be here now." "You might as well just not!" "Okay." "Mr. Richardsson! Where do you think you're going now?!! Come back here!" "Sir, do you want me in or out?" "Go to your seat!" "Sigh..." "I let you in my class for now, but I will not tolerate if you disturb the class again!" "Okay, okay... I never did though. You were the one who made all the fuzz, Thomas." "You --! Don't call me by my name! "Well, I hope you're aware that you're getting three days of SAM and detentions!" "What the fuck!? Why so much, Thomas??" "Don't call me by my name! "... Well, obviously because you talked back to a teacher, and you refer to me with my name! That is very disrespectful and completely unacceptable! And, you came late to my class, for I don't know how many times already, and then you disturbed the whole class!" "Then..?" "What?!" "They're only four." "Well... And... You are not wearing the uniform properly! "And then... Umm... You said a bad word in the class! A very harsh and inappropriate word to be spoken to a teacher and in front of others!" "What?! Even that too?!" "Yes!" "Well... Okay then, if that makes you happy, Thomas." "Don't call me by my name!!" So guys, what do you think?? I really hope that you guys have enjoyed reading it as much as I have enjoyed writing it! I would REALLY REALLY LOVE to know what you think about it! Any thoughts, suggestions or anything, you can send it to my e-mail address written above. But please don't be too harsh on me though! hehe