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Preacher's
Son VIII: Dagwood.
Let it never be said that Dagwood Pontius King cannot
think quickly on his feet. The prospect of going to Resilience with Eli was
irresistible, and I knew exactly how I was going to make it happen: The College
of St. Vitus. St. Vitus' was one of those places you went to if you had shit grades but good money. You either did all your four
years there, or you did two and then you transferred somewhere bigger. I would
say that I wanted to tour the campus. Cousin Clarence goes there, so this
wouldn't be hard to arrange, and Clarence can be convinced, too. He's annoying,
but today he's useful, so...
"Plotting, I see," Violet murmured passing me by.
"Setting up auditions for your boyfriend's beard?"
"Can we please forget I said anything to you?"
"No."
Violet turned on her heel and made her way to her
reading chair in the living room. It had been several days of her walking by,
hurling a prickly barb about how callous I was, and entertaining neither
protest nor apology. I hated it. I missed talking to her. You see, I do have
friends at school and on the track team, but I have always kept them at arm's
length. I am not an asshole: I joke, I help, I go to
school events. But I don't go on those joyrides with the guys on the team; the
kind where we'll do shots of some kind of bathtub gin and then get sloppily
vulnerable the way drunk dudes do. I didn't have to be sunny around Violet. I
didn't have to be anything around Violet. We understood each other.
"You have no idea how much I miss you," I was sitting
on the rug before Violet's chair, an old childhood habit.
"I do, actually," Violet's voice cracked though she
didn't look up from her book. "It's probably about as much as I miss you.
Lesser, but close enough. One standard deviation away."
"It's not a competition."
"One standard deviation."
"Fine."
"You gave that up easy."
"I don't want to fight anymore."
"No," she shut her book. "I don't either. I can't do
what you've asked of me, Dagwood, but I can move past it with time. But—"
"That is more than I could have asked for."
"Dagwood, may I finish?" Violet sounded somewhat like
her old teasing self again. "We may not be in best place with each other right
now but thank you for telling me. About you. The gay stuff. You're my brother
and I will take a flamethrower to anyone who makes you feel less than. But I am
into Eli, too, and it burns me up that he chose you instead."
"Lots of fire imagery there..."
"What are you not saying? What are you hiding under a mid joke?"
"I..." This was going to be hard. "It's not fair of you
to say that he chose me when you weren't even in the running.
"It's different for girls." An arid smile. "I saw him
at church the first time, and of course, the body..."
"Goddamn, the body..."
"Please..." Violet rolled her eyes. "But it's more than
that, isn't it? He's quiet, but I got the sense that he's sensitive. He was so
uncomfortable at that deeply homophobic sermon that one time..."
"They're all homophobic"
"Fair. And God, how tough that must be for you. I am
so sorry, Dagwood."
"Gotta get used it."
"I wish you didn't," she sighed. "But, yeah, he seems
like a guy who'd stand up for the people he cares about. I remember thinking
that him not punching you in the face when you called him a hayseed—and you
would have deserved it—was him being a gentleman, not stooping to your level."
"HEY!"
"But now I know that he didn't want to hurt you. He
let you hurt him because you needed to get whatever aggression out."
"There was no agg..."
"Dagwood, please don't pretend like we haven't grown
up together."
"Fine," I conceded. I mean, she wasn't wrong. "How did
you glean so much about him without even talking to him?"
"It's different for girls." That wan
smile again. "And we have talked. He really likes poetry, evidently."
"He has a great memory for them," I couldn't help but
smile.
"Do you know if he writes?"
"Well, I might find out this weekend..." I took a chance.
"He wants me to come to Resilience with him."
"Oh." Violet was clipped. "Is that what the plotting face
was about? I assume you have something?"
"I'm going to ask daddy to let me tour St. Vitus'."
"They're Catholics!"
"So?" I was taken aback by that oddly prejudiced
reaction from Violet. "What do you have against Catholics?"
"Absolutely nothing, idiot!" She shook her head
exasperated. "It's going to be a hard sell to Daddy."
"What does he have against Catholics? Besides
Clarence goes there!"
"Daddy can be...adamant about how Scripture is
interpreted."
"Ugh, you're not wrong..."
"Also, Clarence is a literal idiot, and I will bet you
money that Aunt Sarah doesn't know a Jesuit from a cruet set." Violet fumed.
"Impressive rhyme, Sondheim!"
"Thank you." Violet took a deep breath. "I shouldn't
be helping you. But I will."
"Huh?"
"I will keep your secret, Dagwood." She was solemn.
"But I am not going to make it easy for you."
"What are you saying?"
"I still like him, Dagwood. I never was in the running
before, but that changes now. And pretending to be his girlfriend gives me such
a head start! I love you, Dagwood, but I intend to get mine for once."
"You can try." I said as I felt a smile of surety
bloom across my face.
"I should check out St. Vitus', too, don't you think?
College isn't all that far away for us..."
****************
"I am deeply suspicious." Daddy leaned forward in his
chair, elbows on the table.
Violet and I had gone to Daddy's office on the farm to
plead our case. It was a cramped dusty remnant of what this place must have
been like a long time ago before Daddy's loan from his father-in-law and our
grandfather. Of course, that loan had paid off richly: the sugarcane that grew
here proved to be sweet in all sorts of ways.
"Suspicious of what, sir?" Violet asked. "We just want
to tour St. Cletus'..."
"Vitus." Daddy said, struggling not to smile.
"That definitely alleviates your suspicions, I'm
sure..." I mumbled, pissed off. C'mon, Violet...
"Dagwood. Violet." Daddy now had his head in his
hands. "I am very busy: be straight with me."
The need to snort-laugh was radiating from Violet like
light visible only to me.
"Well, sir, the fact of the matter is that we need a
change of scene." Violet said.
"And you have chosen Resilience because...?"
"It's a fun college town!" Violet had taken the reins
on this conversation. "And we should start looking at colleges, anyway. Bonus: Clarence
goes there! He can give us an honest insider's view of what it's like. C'mon,
Daddy..."
"Your Cousin Clarence faced difficulty gettin' in the other places he'd hoped for, and I don't
think your Aunt Sarah knows, even to this very day, that that place is run by
Jesuits."
Violet treated me to a supercilious smirk.
"Do we not like Catholics? Did we decide this as a
family? When was that meeting? Where was I?" I blurted out.
"I disagree with some of their ideas about Scripture,"
Daddy was matter-of-fact. "An intellectual
disagreement; nothin' bloodthirsty about it."
"Okay, but can we go?" Violet.
"No." But it wasn't his usual stentorian no, the kind
that killed further discussion. "Fine, just go now, okay? Let me do some thinkin'."
"How many business days are we thinking of thinking,
because coach tickets..."
The look that Daddy gave Violet told her that she was
pushing her luck.
"Dagwood, stay." Daddy said as Violet and I began to
retreat.
Violet, in a surprisingly endearing gesture, squeezed
my arm before she shut the door behind her. Daddy and I were alone. I didn't
dare sit.
"Interestin' how the
preacher's boy is from there. Resilience."
"I wasn't even thinking about that."
"Bullshit." Daddy's voice was quiet
but he sounded dangerously annoyed.
"He's not going to be there, to my knowledge," I lied.
"I don't understand what the problem is."
"Then why are you goin'?
Don't say nothin' that school for rich rejects."
"Is it so wrong for me to want to walk the streets
that he walked?" Even to me, that sounded mawkish...but it was kinda true, too.
Daddy chuckled.
"Didn't take you to be one for melodrama, boy."
"You may not believe me, sir, but I am
seriously considering that school. Eli and I may not be able to be...anything
here, but Resilience is his hometown, it's bigger, less uptight and not too far
from here."
"You're ready to throw your future away for a boy?"
"I didn't think you to be melodramatic either," Great
job, idiot. Agitate him some more. "Sir."
"Dagwood," Daddy's eyes bore into mine. "What part of "stay
away from the preacher's boy" do you not understand, son?"
"But I am staying away from him! Can I not plan for the future?" What a snake I'd become. How easily I
lied and manipulated.
"So far, your plans for the future are goin' to a school that you're too good, too smart for."
"Actually, I think I can excel anywhere," I said
haughtily. "Also, with Violet and Clarence with me this weekend, I don't think
you have anything to worry about."
Daddy just sighed. For the first time, he looked
weary. Not tired, like after a day spent hard at work, but soul-spent.
"Go home, Dagwood."
****************
"Did he rake you over the coals?" Violet asked the
moment I got home.
"Sure did," I answered. "He doesn't know you know or
about this fucked up sibling rivalry thing you're doing."
"I'm going to ignore that," Violet said magnanimously.
"Because you should thank me; I have successfully pled our case to our mother.
She's on-board."
"Oh, Violet, that was low!" Daddy rarely refused Mama anything so evoking her would just push him over the
edge into a yes. "Ingenious, though. My scruples wouldn't..."
"I think we both know how permissive your scruples
are, Dagwood."
****************
Eli, you busy?
not for you.
Silly! Haha!
you blushin tho?
It
was true. Even over text he held such sway over me. Too late to say this now,
but I am so fucked!
Of course. Anyway, Daddy agreed.
wow...how'd you manage that
I said we wanted to tour St. Vitus.'
that's a Catholic school...
Did I miss a memo or something? About the
Catholics?
idc
but daddy has a lot to say bout em
So, Violet's coming along.
why
She knows.
fuuuck
I had no intention of saying anything about the
surreal sibling rivalry we were now entangled in. Over him. Is that the right
thing? It does not feel like the right thing.
She's cool.
k
you excited?
Obviously!
i'm
excited too... [Devil emoji]
And what followed was a picture of his fat cock
straining against his white briefs, the head clearly visible having rendered a
spot in the fabric translucent. I did what any rational person would do in this
moment: I dropped my pants, unbuttoned my shirt, and took a mirror selfie: the
unbuttoned shirt, my snug package, as if I was waiting for him to finish
undressing me. I liked that picture. The shirt covered my pecs, but not the
line that divided them. My stomach was mostly flat, but thankfully the shirt
concealed the love handles that managed to cling to me despite all the running
I did. And the fucking, I suppose. It's a sweaty,
heart-pounding business if done correctly.
ur killin me, Dag.
that underwear color is damn hot.
Jungle Red.
for real?
Why not?
take em off
smartass show me that hole
I don't think so, Eli Remington.
wtf!
Show some resilience. Soon, we'll have all
the time in the world.