Date: Tue, 16 Nov 2010 19:13:24 -0800 (PST) From: K Davids Subject: Some sense of security/In search of solid ground-UPDATE Hey everyone, this is an well not very good update...honestly I'm taking a break from writing right now. I am half way done with chapter three, but I cant see my way through it...and it sucks honestly its what I hate. I am writing it and I look back over it and I hate it! For three days I stared at a blank screen and when I finally typed it up I hated it...Just right now I have a lot of personal conflicts in my life and family matters that I didn't expect to happen right now...and work has kicked up my hours and I'm stretched to the max right now I cant focus on my writing, truth is I hated chapter 2, I thought I wrote horribly, but I am my biggest critic. Just I need a break right now, no I'm not saying I'm done writing the stories cause I am not I love writing its I cant describe it...Just once I am clear to think again I will be writing heck maybe I will have a few chapters out. I have talked to Ty and well he's concerned about me, hell he keeps me sane believe it or not he is an awesome editor hell he goes beyond the call of an editor he deals with me when I am an ass lol. I have my times and right now I am in a rut. I am so sorry to do this to everyone I didn't want to but if I continued like this I would destroy what I created. Please understand I just need to get my life in order, I would never just leave the story like this. Thanks, K