Date: Thu, 23 Sep 2010 09:20:01 -0700 (PDT) From: K Davids Subject: Some Sense of Security/Some Sense of Security Ch5 This story is fiction and is not intended to imply anything about the true sexuality of the. This story contains sexual contact between two underage males if this is illegal to read where you live then please hit the back button now and do not read on! Everything in this story is PURE FICTION made up by myself all the characters, and where it takes place is all fiction even the names, please do not copy it and post it anywhere else. Feel free to email me k.davids@ymail.com ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Hey, thanks for all the great comments on ch.4! I am stoked that you enjoyed it! I have found an editor, well he found me and we emailed and we agreed on how to do it and he will be editing my story. I'm stoked to have him on board helping with S.S.O.S ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Hush don't speak a word about the dreams that I live for. It hurts to reach you when I'm down. Don't speak again, I'm still waiting for my turn. It hurts to reach you when I'm down -Reach- Eyes Set To Kill ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Characters Chasen- Main character Tanner- Chasen's boyfriend Margaret- Tanner's Mother David- Tanner's Father Troy- Tanner's little Brother ----------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------Chasen's POV----------------------------------- A dull ache hits me and I wake up feeling groggy, I don't recognize the bed I'm in. My ankle is propped up with pillows and wrapped in bandages, I'm shirtless still and in my boxers. The cuts on my body have been bandaged up. I look around and I am in a room, and I see Tanner sitting in a chair sleeping next to the bed I am in. He looks so cute sleeping I smile, and try to sit up, but a hand comes to my chest stopping me. "No honey just lay back ok." Margaret tells me, "you are pretty banged up and those old bruises still look nasty." "How long have I been out of it?" I ask "A better part of two and a half days." "I'm so sorry." I mumble out. "Dear, there is nothing to be sorry about. Just rest up ok, because later you and I need to have a conversation about all of this." She tells me and walks over to Tanner and shakes him awake. "Oh Chasen, I'll bring some food up for you, time for you to pack on some weight and you have no say your underweight even the Doctor said." Margaret says walking out of the room. I look over at Tanner, and smile, "Hi..." He gets out of the chair and leans over and kisses me, "Hi babe, you scared me so much." "I'm sorry, I didn't know she had been watching us...I didn't know what to do I was just too scared." I tell him, as my eyes began to water. "Don't cry! It's not your fault babe, I am so glad you called me ." He tells me while sitting next to me, "I just want to see you get better and you do need to put on more weight." "How much do I weigh?" "Doctor said 115lbs, and he said it's too light that it's no wonder your ribs are bruised and possibly cracked, which by the way we will figure out by taking you to get x-rayed tomorrow." He tells me. "Tan, I don't have the money for this!" I tell him sitting up. "Dear, I didn't ask you if you had the money for it." Margaret says from the doorway. "Tanner I need to speak with Chasen alone ok." I become nervous, and watch as Tanner walks out of the room, he Looks at me one last time. I look at Margaret as she pulls a chair up to the bed she is a very pretty woman, Tanner looks just like her. "Now Chasen, I need to know what happened. I need to know the truth dear, we need to get this taken care of so you won't be hurt like this again." She tells me sternly. I look down and I just lose it, I start to cry, "My...My mom, she does this to me a lot." I let out and I feel shame wash over me, my skin prickles and a flash of heat goes through my body. "I know baby, now tell me why." She says taking my hand to comfort me. "She hates me, I don't know why I just don't, she is an alcoholic, drunk and just mean." I splutter. "Chasen! I need you to be honest. I know you know the reason, now I need you to tell me ok." She says looking at me. "It's because I'm...I am, umm... well I'm Gay......" I say softly and turn my head to look away from her. She chuckles "Darling, there is nothing to be ashamed of. I know and have had plenty of gay friends in my life. So the beatings where caused from the drunken rage and your sexuality? I'm going out on a limb here and going to say she saw you and Tanner?" I just stare at her in disbelief. I didn't want to out Tanner to his mom with him not even being in here. "Chasen it's ok to say yes, I have known for a long, long time. Mothers know these things about their sons. I could see how he was worried over you when you were unconscious earlier. So am I right? About her seeing you two?" she asks "Yes..." I mumble, "Please don't hate me." She gets up so fast I flinch as she closes her arms around me to hug me, "Oh, honey I couldn't hate a precious boy like you. If you are the reason my Tanner is so happy then by all means it makes me happy. Now I am going to go get you something to eat and I will call Tanner back in here for you." My mind was whirling by the time she got up. Not only did I just out myself to her but practically outed Tanner as well. I hope he doesn't get pissed at me, I don't think I can handle it if he does. Tanner makes his way back into the room smiling at me, he sits on the end of the bed and puts his hand on my leg, "hey babe, how was it?" I scoot up to where my back is resting on the backboard, "I told her everything..." "By everything you mean?" he asks looking a little upset. "She pressured me it felt like I couldn't lie to her! I told her I'm gay, and that's why my mom hates me, and pretty much beats the living shit out of me...She asked if we were together...?" I blurt out as I start to cry. "What do you mean she asked you if we are together? What did you say to her? Chasen? I need to know what you said now!" he says getting worked up. I start to cry harder, "She knew we were together...I'm sorry, I didn't mean to out you I didn't want to tell her!" He gets up and paces back and forth with his hands on the back of his head, and screams FUCK! I start to cry harder, I knew this wasn't a good idea I shouldn't have called him when it all happened I should have just toughed it all out. "I'm sorry..." I offer weakly at him. "Chasen, how are you sorry? I don't even know how my mom's going to react! This is fucked up! I told you I wasn't ready to come-out to anyone and you told my mom!" he hollers at me. "TANNER ALEC GARRET! How dare you raise your voice to him at all!" Mrs. Margaret shouts at him coming into the room, looking mad as hell, "do you think he outed you to me? Well he didn't, I asked him and he tried to deny it, but I knew better. I am your mother and a mother knows things about her son! I knew you were different, you haven't brought a girlfriend home ever! That Kristy girl has been ringing my phone off the wall so much and you never showed any interest." Tanner looks at his mom, "I...I just didn't know how to tell you, dad, or Troy." "Well telling me you're gay would have been a good way to tell me! If you think your father would hate you well your wrong his boss is gay, the one that comes over with his "friend" all the time, and Troy worships the ground you walk on. Plus it's not like you are any different now." She scolds him, "Now you better apologize to your boyfriend and get out of this room now!" "I'm sorry Chase, I truly am" he tells me looking sincere. I just nod my head, not trusting my voice because I'm still out of breathe from crying, and I watch him sulk out of the room. Margaret brings the soup she made me over, "I will deal with him hun, and you just eat. Ok?" I nodded and start to eat the soup she gave me, and she walks out of the room closing the door behind her I let out a few more tears...... ------------------------------Tanner's POV---------------------------------- I'm so frustrated, but not at Chase. At myself, I cannot believe how I acted towards him. It makes me no better than his mother! I slam the door to my room and hit the wall and lean against the wall and start to cry. I hear the door open and I already know who it is, "So are you going to act like a baby?" My mom says taking a seat on my bed. I look up at her, "I was scared! Ok I didn't know how to tell you I like guys, or how you or dad would react, I mean look at Chasen's mom and what she does to him." She gets a hurt look on her face, "Do you think me or your father would ever raise a hand you, or even your brother in fact? I'm hurt that you would even think that Tanner! I don't know what has gotten into you but I swear it better change or I will ground your little butt! Chasen's mother, Tammy is sick; the whole town knows she has a horrible drinking problem, though no one ever knew how bad it was. No one knew about Chasen being harmed at all, and if anyone had they would have stopped it!" I look at her and I feel worse in fact I feel like a plain ass! I don't know how I could even compare her to Chasen's mom. "I'm sorry mom. I was just so scared I didn't know what to do and then this happens to Chase." I tell her and walk over to her and hug her. Hugging me she says, "It's ok baby. It's ok, Tammy won't have the chance to ever lay a hand on him again. I am going to make sure of that, I called Officer Tomas, who you know. I have called so he could get the paper work started and should be on his way to arrest her soon for child neglect, abuse, and domestic violence. Even Dr. Williams has documented it, and is willing to testify against her about the condition Chasen was in. I am going to nail her to the floor! It breaks my heart to look at Chasen like that." I look at my mom in shock I have never seen her this angry and bitter about anything in my whole life, "What is going to happen to Chasen?" I ask. She looks at me and smiles, "Well Tan, I go sign some papers that Officer Tomas is preparing as I have said, it's to take emergency custody of him, until Chasen has fully recovered and we will all sit and talk about whether or not he wants to stay here or not." I hug her again I can't believe what I am hearing, that he is going to stay with us! "BUT! The guest room will become his bedroom and you will sleep in your own room! I don't want to hear the both of you doing anything at night!" She says sternly. "Oh my GOD MOM! Gross! We just started dating, we haven't even talked or thought about that and we aren't going to for a long time jeez!" I say pulling back from her. ------------------------------Chasen's POV----------------------------------- ----- I hear a knock on the door and I figure its Tanner, or Mrs. Margaret, so I tell them to come on in, but it's neither of them, its Aaron. "Hey, how are you feeling?" he asks walking over and sitting on the edge of the bed. I look up at him still kind of shocked, he's still at the house, I mean it is Tuesday, "Honestly I feel like shit, but I have had a few beatings before...So why are you here? I mean not that it's my business, but it's like the weekday and all?" He smiles, "It's cool, my parents are in Europe on business, like always so the Garrets let me stay over when they leave. My moms work in the movie business. I really don't know what they do, because they're always gone! But its cool they give me a huge allowance, and make sure the Garret's have enough money for the food and stuff I eat and whatever else I may need." I look at him and nod my head I can understand how he feels, I noticed he said moms, as in like two of them, "Aaron, I don't want to be nosey but you said moms as in like you have two moms?" He giggles, "Yup, yup, I have two moms ever since I can remember. Don't know who my dad is and don't really care! So did your mom do this to you cause you're gay?" He asks up-front. "Yeah......I guess I'm not the exact typical son a mother would want." I tell him. "I think you're awesome, and cute!" He says and leans in and kisses me! I push him back off me, "Aaron! Dude whoa man I can't." "You don't like me? What's wrong with me, I mean you're gay, and I think I am too!" he says and starts to pout. "No, Aaron it's not like that, you're super cute, just your like way to young and I have a boyfriend. We can be friends man. Don't look so down, we can talk and chill and all." I offer him, because it looks like he is going to cry because I rejected him. "I'm fourteen! And your only two years older than me! You have a boyfriend!? We can talk and chill? Will you watch me skate sometimes?" He asked bouncing right back to being the hyper no shame kid. "Yes I have a boyfriend, and yes I will watch you skate." I tell him grinning. "Is your boyfriend hot? Have y'all fucked?" He asks getting hyped up more. I look at him with my eyes wide, "AARON! You can't ask if we have had sex, that's very personal dude. He is very, very hot." He falls on his back giggling and rolls on his side with his head being propped up on his hand, "So y'all have fucked! How was it? Did it hurt!?" I shake my head and give up, "No, we have not had sex at all! We aren't going to for probably awhile! Aaron there is thing as a social filter and you need to learn it! You cannot ask personal things like that!" Aaron is steadily giggling and rolling with fits of laughter, and then Tanner walks in and looks at Aaron laughing and smiles, "Hey lil dude, get, I gotta talk to Chasen, about stuff ok." Aaron gets up and says ok and starts to leave and looks at me and winks and runs out the door shutting it behind him. Tanner shakes his head and laughs, "that kids worries me sometimes, he isn't all there." I chuckle to myself and tell him, "Well he's not so different." Tanner looks at me all confused and then a register of shock comes over his face, "You mean he's..." "YES!" I tell him before he can say it and he goes quiet. "Who would have known?" He shakes his head. I get out of bed letting the sheet fall off me, leaving me in only my boxers and I walk over to him and grab his hand, "Well who knew me and you would be together." He kisses me softly and it drives me wild and I kiss him back passionately, and he pulls back and walks me back to the bed and sits with me on it. "So mom sat and had a talk with me and I want to say I'm so sorry for freaking out earlier it was wrong of me, I felt so bad when I just stopped and thought about it." He tells me. I try to say something but he puts his finger over my lips, "Everything is going to be ok Chase. Mom has made some calls and she and my dad have taken emergency custody over you, until you are better and we all can sit and talk it out and decide if you want to stay here or what." I look at him in total and complete shock, I start to ask how in the world can such a good thing happen to me but once again he puts his finger on my lips. Tanner grabs my hands with his, "Babe my mom has a lot of pull with a lot of powerful people, she makes good things happen when she can, but you have to listen to me ok." I nod listening to every word he says, because right now it's the only thing that's holding me to the ground. "Your mom is going to jail...for long time ok, babe don't get upset she can never harm you again! What she was doing to you was child abuse, she was starving you and its domestic violence, and mom has an officer on his way to arrest her. Even the doctor, who checked you out has given proof of what she has done to you." I start to cry, but they were tears of happiness, "You don't understand how happy I am!" I tell him hugging him. "I'm going to bring you some basketball shorts to put on, so you can come down stairs and talk with everyone if you would like." He tells me walking out of the room. It hits me that I really need to go to the restroom, so I walk to the bathroom that is connected to the room I'm in and relieve my bladder, as I come out I see that Tanner is sitting on the bed smiling with a pair of white basketball shorts in his hands. "What about a shirt?" I ask as I put on the shorts wincing a little as my body is so sore. He smiles weakly at me, "Babe you can't wear one until maybe tomorrow, we can't have the medicine rubbed off that's on your cuts, and I like you without a shirt anyways." I smile and lean and kiss him and tease him a little, "Well then I think you should have to be shirtless too!" I tell him. He laughs at me, "No, besides mom said this is your room, and I am not allowed to sleep with you in anyway, she thinks we are, you know doing it." "OH MY GOD! Aaron was asking if we had sex too! I told him no, and he doesn't know you're my boyfriend either, but jeez why is everyone wanting to know if we are having sex?" I ask bewildered that people assume just because we are teens. Tanner laughs and walks up to me and kisses me, and grabs me I jump out of shock, "Because you're mine and no one else's, just like I'm yours and I couldn't be more happier!" I smile and kiss him back and follow him downstairs and into the living room and we sit on the sofa, watching Troy, and Aaron play some game on the X- box 360, and Aaron looks back and smiles and raises his eyebrows and winks at the sight of me and Tan. ------------------------------Tanner's POV----------------------------------- Sitting next to Chasen is the greatest thing ever right now! I can't even begin to describe how happy I feel I have my boyfriend on the couch with me and I don't have to hide us being together. I see mom coming out this way to sit in the chair to watch Troy and Aaron play as well, she looks over and smiles and asks Chase how he feels. "I feel good, I guess." He replies shyly. "Well honey let me know ok, I have a good dinner cooking, and there is plenty going on your plate!" She tells him getting up heading back to the kitchen. "I don't think I can eat much more, I'm not used to eating so much." Chasen whispers in my ear. I smile and nod, and get up to go chase my mom down, I walk in and she is on the phone I catch the last bit and I'm guessing from the sound it was my dad. "Who was that?" I ask sitting on the stool at the bar. She puts the oven mitts down and walks over leaning on the bar, "Your father, he hasn't located Tanner's father." "Why would he be trying to find his dad?" I ask. "Well Honey, he has a right to know about his son, and what has happened." She sighs and stirs the macaroni on the stove. I look down at my hands, "So umm...have you told dad yet? About, uh...me and Chase?" She gives me a small smile, "No not yet, but he already knows. He is the one that told me." For the millionth time today I am speechless looking at her, "How the hell did he figure out?" "Tanner Alec! Watch your language young man! Your father isn't a dumb man. He is one of the brilliant people I have ever met I guess that's why he became an engineer." She says scolding me. "Sorry it's just all so crazy everyone knew..." I shake my head and look at my mom. She comes over and hugs me. I hug her back and tell her Chase isn't used to eating so much so don't force him to eat. She laughs and shoos me out of the kitchen. I walk back into the room and see Troy and Chasen talking, I smile and let them talk, I go sit on the floor next to Aaron and challenge him to a few matches on halo 3. "So Chase and you are together huh?" Aaron asks as he desperately tries to hunt me down on the game. "Yeah, We are together, I really like him." I say shooting and killing him in the game. He gets more determined to beat me at the game but I am in the lead. I am demolishing him left and right, "So have you kissed him yet?" He asks giggling. I look over at him and while he looks back I shoot him again in the game, "that's not any of your business, buddy. So I hear you're on the same team?" He drops the controller and looks like a deer caught in some headlights, "WHO TOLD YOU?" he whispers to me. I smile and hit him again in the game, "I know things, I can tell." He looks worried, "is it that noticeable!?" I laugh at him and shake my head, "Nah little man, it ain't you pretty much have to be gay to notice, and by the way don't try to hit on my boy he's mine!" I tell him giving him a playful punch. He laughs, "Scared of a little competition? "Pshh, Little man you have to measure up to this." I say motioning over my whole body. He licks his lips and shoves me, "Nah he is yours I don't want to get Tanner cooties." And laughs and bounds out to find where Troy went. I go and join Chasen on the couch and kiss him, he looks tired I ask if he is feeling ok he just puts his head on my shoulder. "I'm just really, really tired" he mumbles. "I want to go shower, I feel grungy." I look at him and wink he gives me a little laugh, and lays his head back on my shoulder. "Tanner, go find Troy, and Aaron tell them dinner is almost ready!" Mom hollers from the kitchen. Getting regrettably having to leave my boyfriend I go off to find what the boys are up too, I walk up the stairs I hear the boys talking in Troy's room, I know I shouldn't eavesdrop but I can't help it. "So you know my brothers gay?" Troy asks Aaron. "Yeah I figured that out a looooooooooong, time ago!" Troy looks at him and asks "What do you think about it?" Aaron laughs and looks at him shaking his head to move his hair out of his eyes, "I think it's cool, I mean you, and Tanner are like my brothers, and Chasen is really cool. I mean you and I always guessed Tanner was gay so what's the big difference? Not like he is any different." "Isn't it like genetic?" Troy asks. Aaron looks at Troy weirdly, "Are you scared you're going to be gay? Dude you either know your gay, or you don't. There isn't no becoming it, you just know. Are you?" "No I don't think so I mean it's never crossed my mind, neither has being straight, I just like to hang out and just have fun anyway." Troy tells him pushing him playfully. I watch as they wrestle on the bed laughing, finally I knock on the door and see Aaron on top pinning Troy down. I laugh and tell them dinner is ready to go wash up. Aaron heads to the downstairs bathroom and Troy head to his own, I follow Troy into the bathroom and wash my hands while he washes his. "Sorry little bro I kinda heard you and Aaron talking earlier, about me and Chasen." I tell him looking at him. "Dude that's not cool, eavesdropping on me and my friend." "Well I want to know, does it bother you?" I ask while washing the soap from my hands. He starts to dry his hands and turns and looks at me thinking hard, damn he looks just like me I have never noticed until now. "I think I always knew you where, I mean you never brought a girl home. Plus you never had any magazines under your mattress or bed. So it's cool I mean not like your all girly and all. He tells me laughing. "You went snooping through my room?" I ask. "I'm a little brother that's what we are supposed to do!" He says putting up his hands in defence. I ruffle his hair, and we head down stairs to meet up with everyone else that is already in the dining room seated at the table, I'm surprised to see my dad home I didn't hear him come in. I say hi to my dad and I sit right next to Chasen, who is looking a bit uncomfortable, I guess not knowing what to expect from my dad. I lean over, "it's ok he is the one that first actually figured out that I was probably gay." I whisper in his ear. He gives a weak smile back, and picks at his food not really eating a lot, and tells my mom that the food is delicious. We all ate in silence of course; I traded a few kicks back and forth with Aaron, who usually does this every time we sit to eat; I swear that kid cannot go without having some form of contact. My dad is the first one to break the silence, "I can't think of a better thing to come home to than my boys, my lovely wife who is a great cook, and enjoy a meal with my family." He says smiling and looks at Chasen, "I'm talking about you too son, your just as much now as part of the family as Aaron, who well practically lives here. "HEY! Mr. G you know you love me! Besides I have to be here it would be way to boring without me." Aaron says loudly. We all laugh and finish our meal and go into the living room to find a movie for all of us to sit down and watch, the family likes to do that from time to time, having quality time together. After A few hours of watching television we all head to our rooms, Mom and dad to theirs, Troy and Aaron to his bedroom, and I help Chasen to his room. "So sexy boy, here we all alone." He tells me smiling as I help him onto the bed. "Yeah so here we are." I say smiling back and kissing him. He pulls me on top of him I try to suspend myself over him not to hurt him, but he tells me I won't and I lay on top of him, as we start to kiss passionately. "I really, really like you Tan." He gasps in-between breathes. "I like you to babe." I say kissing him and sliding my hands down over his shorts and start to pull them off. He lifts his butt up so I can pull them off without a hard time, I sit up and look at him smiling at me in nothing but his boxers and I lean down and kiss his cheek down to his neck. I slowly make my way down his chest kissing each bruise on him, and slowly to his four pack and a lightly blonde trial leading into his boxers, which are tenting pretty well by now. I start to slowly making my way back up his chest heading back to his lips, all the while I can hear Chasen panting and uttering little whimpers, I kiss his lips, and smile at him. "I want you right now." He moans out as he kisses me. I smile at him, "Not right now babe I want it to be perfect, this is great but I want us to both be ready, I know deep down you aren't ready." "Kiss me again you big tease." He tells me and smiles, "I'm glad you're my boyfriend, because you know me too well." We kiss a little more, and I tell him goodnight and I tuck him into bed. I kiss him one more time and make my way to the door, slowly closing it. As I start to my room I pass Aaron coming up the stairs and he just smiles at me, but I can tell he has been crying a little. "You okay?" I ask stopping him. "Yeah I'm great, I just sneezed and then had yawn, so my eyes started to water." He tells me giving me a small smile and makes his way to Troy's room. I shrug it off going to my room and stripping down to my boxers, and lay in bed smiling about how perfect everything is turning out a have a great family and a hot, cute, amazing boyfriend. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- --- KD: That is ch.5 I hope everyone has enjoyed it! Chapter 6 will be even better, more one on one time with C and T, and why Aaron was up late? I want to give a big thanks to Tyler my new editor! He and my good buddy Josh keep me going on this even when I can't think of anything else to write. I am also going to launch a new story soon, but don't worry! S.S.O.S will not be put on the back burner at all! This story is just getting good! Don't feel afraid to email comments/suggestions and if you would like to be emailed when a new chapter comes out drop a line, I love to talk to readers and everyone! Ty: Thanks KD for a great chapter, can't wait for the next one. Is everyone as stoked as I am for chapter six? I guess we better keep an eye on Aaron, who knows what KD has planned for him and I wonder how steamy that alone time C and T will have, will be lol. Don't forget to send your comments in. Comments are your way of showing appreciation for the work the writer put into their work.