Date: Wed, 13 Jul 2011 00:19:13 -0700 (PDT)
From: Kenny Vo <xokennyvoxo@yahoo.com>
Subject: The Choices, high school, Chapter 10

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Chapter 10: The Truth and The Whole
Truth
*
Bryan's Point Of View
As Leo
was fucking me in the ass, which HURT like hell, I was in total pleasure. God,
I miss being a bottom. When did I become so aggravating during sex? Being
fucked was a great thing. I missed that with Noah, but he's all bottom and
shit. Leo was all man for me. Who thought he would be the one to push me down
on bed and be the dominate one? Noah was weak and pathetic, that's why I never
let him touch my ass. Rarely, he did once and that's because he asked nicely.
Still, I
lost that feeling for Noah. He got too boring for me. He didn't excite me as
much anymore. That's why I needed someone else, someone  who is surprising and as daring as I am. That
person was Leo. He was all I need now. He was hot, nice, understanding, and
everything that Noah doesn't have. Also, the fact that Leo is open to an open
relationship with me is wonderful. It couldn't be a better idea. Maybe I could
start a relationship with him. Maybe he'll want to be with me.
If so, I
needed to breakup with Noah. How is he going to take it though? He'd probably
take it hard and beg on his knees for me to come back. I can imagine how
pathetic he'd look doing that. Then, I'd just say no and walk away. I don't
care if he gets hurts. Does it affect me in anyway? No. So I wouldn't care.
Also, I have Leo to go to, so I won't be lonely and single.  How though? In person? No, he'll break down
and start crying like a pathetic lovesick dumbass. Text? Well, that'll be
easier. So text it is.
I felt
the pleasure of Leo's cock going in and out my ass. It was awesome. I wouldn't
mind topping him though. I'd love to pound that ass of his.
I
gripped the sheets beneath me and closed my eyes, feeling him speeding up his
thrusts. I felt his abs on mine and it was a hot sight. I smiled at his defined
abs. Noah didn't have any, the scrawny whore.
Leo
looked at me, smiling. "Damn Bryan, your ass is tight as hell."
I could
barely get the words out due to the toll my ass is taking. "Le..o, oh... my...
god!!! That feels good."
He
smiled even wider. "This is way better than that whore bag huh?"
I was in
total ecstasy at this point. "Yes!!! Yes!!!"
He got
closer to my face, "God you're hot." Then he cupped one of his hands behind my
neck and pulled me into a hot kiss. I thought of how perfect this felt. His hot
lips pressed against mine...it was just hot. Nothing can compare to this.
Nothing.
As we
kiss fiercely, the door cracked and opened slowly. Then they dropped something
long and wooden. A bat maybe? My lamps were on--to give it a romantic mood--the
hallway lights were bright. Shit, parents caught me. What was I suppose to tell
them?
Then the
person spoke up, making me realize who it was. Noah. Holy crap, why was he
here? He said he was going to be at home. Fuck, this isn't going to end well.
He just caught Leo fucking me.
The
blood drained from my face, I was at a loss for words. I didn't know what to
tell him. I mean, I was going to break up with him anyway, but I didn't want him
to find out this way. Well, might as well deal with it now since he's here.
He stood
there motionless and then opened his mouth.
"What
the fuck?" he said quietly, as if he didn't want to see what was in front of
him.
Of
course, Leo and I stop in the middle of intense fucking and making out. Leo
pulled him off my bed and put on his boxers. I did the same as well. Shit, he
really had to come in the middle of sex? Total cock block.
I
immediately response with, "it doesn't look like what you think." I didn't know
what else to say. I walked up to him and stood close to him. Damn, my ass still
hurts from getting fucked.
He
looked blank, as if he were seeing right through me. "Bryan. Why? Why?" he said
twice, tears were rolling down his face now.
I didn't
want to tell about the other guys I've been with. "I knew we were breaking
apart and losing that pas--" I lied, but then interrupted by Leo.
"Because
he didn't want your loose ass anymore whore," Leo said standing there proudly.
He was defending me and telling off Noah. The other woman or man would have
stayed quieted. But Leo was different. He wanted to be with me, so he's making
sure he gets that. I liked that.
Leo's
words seem to snap Noah back into reality. "Loose ass whore?!" he said, walking
to Leo. I tried to block his way but he shoved me out the way. Damn that
shoulder shove was completely nothing but strength.
He
walked right to Leo, getting directly in his face. "Bitch, you're the whore
here. You're fucking my boyfriend! And who knows if you're loose or not."
Leo's
face remained unchanged. "He doesn't want you. He wouldn't be having sex with
me if he still wanted you. So bitch you better back the fuck off!" he said then
slapped hard Noah across the face. Noah's facial expression stayed the same, he
was definitely taking it like a soldier, but Leo stood his ground.
Noah
looked back at Leo with nothing but hatred in his eyes. "You are a fucking
whore who's stealing my boyfriend from me! Fuck you hoe!" Noah said then he
didn't the least expected thing ever.
A
cracking noise was made when Noah landed a punch into Leo's nose. It was a hard
hit, because Leo fell on the ground holding his nose. Damn, I never thought
Noah had the balls to do that. He shook his hand after the blow. Leo was on the
ground holding his nose, he was bleeding.
At the
sight of the blood coming out of Leo's nose, I reacted immediately. I put my
arms around Noah and threw him towards the hallways. He hit the door frame and
landed on the ground. It looked like it hurt him but I didn't care. I wanted it
to hurt him. I want him to feel the pain Leo was feeling. I rushed by Leo's
side, tending to his nose. Damn, Noah was a fucking idiot.
I looked
back at Noah, who was holding his back. "Noah, you didn't have to hurt him!
He's my boyfriend! Yes, I called Leo my boyfriend, because I was sick and tired
of your bullshit Noah!"
Noah's
face went from anger to being shocked at what I said. "So you did want to cheat
on me? You don't meant that do you?" His words were low and cracking.
I looked
at Leo who was smiling, it was cute even though there was blood all over his
chest and chin. I looked back towards Noah with a hateful look. God, he was
fucking pathetic.
"Yes! I
did want to cheat on you. I fucking hate you and every part about you! You nag,
you cry, you want, you bitch, etc. You are fucking annoying! I wish I never met
you! I meant everything I just said to you whore! This is our break up and
that's final. I'm finally breaking up with you. Leo is a better boyfriend than
your pathetic, love-sickening self will ever be! I don't want you anymore and I
never want anything to do with you! You deserve everything that just happened.
You don't deserve happiness you stupid, pathetic whore!" I said, making sure
that every word was made clear.
Leo
spoke up, "see? He doesn't want your stupid ass anymore. Time for you to leave
whore! I am better boyfriend than your scrawny ass will ever be!"
Tears
rolled down his eyes like rain--crying like there was no tomorrow. It was
disgusting to look at, I just wanted to beat that look out of his face. He was
a pathetic person and he didn't deserve anyone. He doesn't know how to treat
guys and respect them and not talk about being in love.
Who
cares about that bullshit? NO ONE. That's why his whore-self will be lonely and
die alone.
He
looked me directly in the eyes, a lost, pleading look. I rolled my eyes at
this. "What?" I asked coldly.
He cried
even harder. "Please, please tell me that you don't mean that? Tell me it's all
a lie and that this is all just a cruel joke. Bryan, please."
This
pissed me off big time. I got up, walked right up to him and slapped him hard
across the face. He laid on the ground, crying his eyes out. I didn't feel any
remorse towards him. Fuck Noah and everything he stands for.
"Fuck
you Noah, we're over. Don't ever call me, text me, call me your boyfriend, or
even think about me. We are, as of now separated. Don't you ever touch Leo," I
said before going back to Leo. He was smiling and kissed me. I know I made the
right choice.
Then I
heard Noah pull up that baseball bat.
It's
about to get physical in here.
* Evan's
Point Of View
As I got
home from football practice, I was tired and exhausted from the arduous things
they made the team do. God, I missed Noah since that scene in the bathroom,
gosh he was such a tease! I loved him when he was cute like that. Noah was a
great guy and I hope I get a chance with him. I really hope he leaves Bryan's
ass.
I
grabbed a bottle of water as I heard yelling upstairs. It was Bryan's voice.
Now what the fuck was he yelling about?
Then I
heard a cracking noise, like someone was being slapped. Shit, did he slap Noah?
If he lays one finger on Noah, I will rip him apart limb from limb. He was such
an asshole to Noah and he didn't deserve Noah.
I ran
upstairs and come to see Noah laying halfway out in the hallway, crying with
his hands covering his face. I was shocked by this. Oh fuck no, Bryan hurt
him.  I rushed to Noah, he didn't see me
until I was next to him.
He
looked up at me as I held his head, examining the damage Bryan's done to him.
"Evan? What are you doing here?"
His eyes
were puffy from the crying and there were red lines on his face. Bryan slapped
him more than twice. He's dead to me. How can he lay a finger on Noah? Someone
who cares about him?  Noah loved him
unconditionally and this is how he pays him. What a pathetic excuse for a man.
I rubbed
his forehead and tried to comfort him. "I live here Noah. Did Bryan do this to
you?"
He cried
more as I mentioned Bryan's name. "What happened Noah?"
"I'll
tell you what happened. He came in my room uninvited and started bullshit with
me and my boyfriend. He had it coming. He was such a pest and a pathetic guy.
He also hit my boyfriend as well. So I defended my boyfriend. Now he wants to
fucking cry and beg for mercy. Well I broke up with his ass and now I have a
real man for me," I hear on one side of me. It was Bryan's annoying voice.
I turned
and noticed that he was in his boxers and there was another guy also in his
boxers too sitting on the ground holding his nose. He was bleeding from his
nose. He had dark hair and fair tanned skin. He was like a bigger version Noah
without the dark brown that looks like mahogany and his cute petite butt and
was less cute and less adorable.
Apparently
Noah walked in on Bryan cheating on him. That asshole.
"You
were cheating on him? How could you? You disgusting asshole." I said, looking
him directly in the eye.
He
backed up as he saw that I was pissed off. He gave me a confused look and
started to nod. I just wanted to punch that smirk on his face.
"Oh I
get it. You figured out that you're gay too and decided to gun for my
boyfriend. You want Noah for yourself. Always wanting the same things that I
have, so pathetic and sad. Well you can have him. I don't need him anymore. I'm
done with him," Bryan said. That made me really pissed.
Just as
I was about get up and show him what a real punch looks like, Noah grabs the
baseball bat on the ground and stands up. It was wrapped in a bow, so I assume
it was a gift of some kind. Looks like it was about to become a weapon.
Noah
gripped the bat and stared Bryan right in the eye. "Do you know what today is
Bryan?"
"What?"
he replied.
Noah gripped
the bat even harder. "It's our anniversary today. The day that we fucking met!"
Bryan
rolled his eyes at it. Apparently it wasn't a big surprise to him. "Whatever,
it's not that important. Also, we're not together anymore, so it doesn't
matter. What's the point of an anniversary when you give each other gifts all
the time?"
Then
almost at the speed of light, Noah swung the bat. Bryan dodged it and it hit
into the door frame of his bathroom. A loud slamming noise was made and the bat
split in half. Holy shit! Damn, Noah was fucking pissed off and he was proving
it!
The wood
from the door frame splintered at the impact of the bat hitting it. Bryan was
surprised at how strong Noah swung it. Damn, if Noah was a baseball player,
that swing would have been a homerun! I was surprised at this. Man, I would never
want to get Noah angry, that kind of scared me.
"Yeah.
Well, I'm a sucker for all the love, romance crap that you hate so much! I
fucking hate you too! You cheated on me on a special day? Fuck no. You're not
getting away with it," Noah said. His words were like venom, each one like
stung.
Bryan
laughed. "You're pathetic Noah. That's why you'll be alone for the rest of your
miserable life. I did get away with it Noah! I did! I cheated on you! Several
times! Leo is just my new boyfriend now."
The boy
named Leo was leaning against the wall and smiling at what Bryan had just said.
He knew Bryan had a boyfriend and he went along for the ride. What assholes in
this world.
Noah was
still holding the bottom half of the bat. He got so angry, chucked it at Bryan.
He blocked it with but it probably hit hard. Well, serves him right. I mean,
what kind of boyfriend doesn't believe in love and a committed, exclusive
relationship? Apparently him and his boyfriend.
If he
didn't want that with Noah, then I did. I wanted to be with Noah. I don't know
why, but I feel like I'm connected to him and I had feelings that feel really
good towards him. I wanted Noah and now that he was single, I have that chance.
Noah
then started throwing anything that was next to him at Bryan. Books, DVDs, CDs,
condoms, all kinds of things.  Then he
proceeded to attack him. I didn't want this to get out of hand and let it get
even more violent. My parents would be home any second from visiting their
friend's house and I did not want them to come home with all this confusion. It
would be too hard and too long to explain to them. Plus, I don't even know the
whole story!
As Noah
was basically slapping around Bryan who was trying to defend himself--so
pathetic. I walked up to Noah and grabbed him by the waist and tossed him over
my shoulders. He was extremely light and easy to pick up. Maybe it was because
of my strength over him, but he was a small guy after all.
He
kicked and screamed at Bryan before I left the room. They exchanged "fuck you's"
before I finally got outside and put Noah in the passenger seat of his car. I
got in the driver's side. It wasn't easy putting him in the car. He was so
pissed off.
He sat
there, looking very pissed off. "Why did you do that?! I really could have
handle it by myself!" He put his head against the headrest, looking out the
window.
I looked
at him, "Hey, I don't want my Mom and Dad to come home to see all this. It
would gotten more violent if you stayed. Please, you were on the verge of
killing that asshole."
"You
know, I just wanted him to know how it felt to be hurt. He cheated on me and
that was messed up," he replied.
"Look, I
just didn't want anything bad to happen in there. I know you were like on a fucking
rampage and everything, but Bryan's a tall guy. He could have hurt you. I just
didn't want to see you get hurt. Especially by the likes of him," I said,
trying to look him directly in the eye, but he turned around.
He kept
on looking out the window. He wasn't listening and was concentrating on the
whole thing that just unfolded. He was shutting me out and I didn't want that.
I want to be a part of his life. I wanted to be with him, to be his boyfriend.
I can't believe I just said that but I did. I didn't want him to stay mad. I
had to calm him down, but I didn't want him mad at me either.
I
reached over and slipped my hand into his. He resisted at first then gave in.
His face turned from sadness and anger to calm and relaxed. I never want him to
feel alone and helpless. I cared about him and that was the truth. I think I'm
really falling for him.
He tried
to smile and gripped my hand, letting me know that he's not mad at me anymore
for physically making him leave Bryan's room. I was happy about that.
"Here
are the keys," he said, taking his hand off and looking in his bag for his car
keys.
"Thanks,"
I said, taking the keys out of his hands and putting them into the engine.
"Thank
you. You pulled me away from those assholes, and now you're driving me home.
Thanks Evan," he said, putting his head against the window.
As I
pull out the driveway, he was knocked out. Poor Noah, he went through so much
today. My asshole of a brother broke his heart by cheating on him. Also, he hit
Noah. He fucking hurt my Noah! That asshole was the definition of douche bag!
God, I'm just glad that Noah isn't with that asshole anymore. Now it was my job
to keep him happy and I intend on doing that.
I am
really falling for Noah. The question is, is he falling for me?
* Noah's
Point Of View
I woke
up laying in my bed, it was night outside. Thank god, it was all a dream. Bryan
really didn't cheat on me with a whore and he's probably still in love with me.
Dreams these days...
As I sit
up, my backside was in pain. Shit, I wasn't dreaming. Fuck, this was real and
it hurt. I walked in on Bryan and that whore that stole him. Then he broke up
with me because he wanted to be with that bitch. God, Bryan threw me at the
wall pretty hard. My cheeks hurt too. Those motherfucking slaps... I was really
proud of myself when I punched Leo in the fucking nose and broke it. I hurt my
wrist but hell, it was worth it. That whore bag deserved it. Fuck, that bat was
completely split in two parts. I never thought I could do something like that.
Holy shit, I broke a bat!
Shit,
Bryan cheated on me. He lied, he didn't want me anymore. He cheated on me this
whole time and I believed all those motherfucking lies. God, I'm so stupid. How
could I fall for his stupid lies? Gosh, I was naive and he took advantage of
that. He lied about me being the only one for him and all that bullshit he's
lied about. He seemed so perfect, but underneath was a cheating whore that only
used me as toy so people wouldn't see him as a whore.
I mean,
what kind of boyfriend cheats on their boyfriend and thinks that it is okay?
People like Bryan. Being in a relationship means that you are ready to be
exclusive with one person, that you'll use your time to be that person.
Cheating on someone is just wasting their time by sleeping with someone else
because you want to or that person isn't enough anymore. All Bryan had to do
was tell me that he wasn't feeling it anymore and broke up with me. But he went
out of his way to sleep with others behind my back, while I stood around like
an idiot waiting for him to tell me his next lie. Who is he to tell me that I
will be alone and single for the rest of my life? Fuck him and his "wonderful"
idea of love.
Leo. Now
that was a different story. That ugly whore was the one I caught Bryan fucking!
He was a fucking bitch! Gosh, the times I just wanted strangle him... Well, I
could have, but you know Bryan would have killed me if I did. Still, I got some
good hits in on him. Also, Leo knew Bryan was still mine! Not that it mattered
now that I think about it--All the others who have slept with him before had him.
But it would have been a different story if Leo didn't know. He fucking knew
and he wanted to go along with it! He wanted Bryan all to himself. Looks like
he got his wish.
He won.
He finally had Bryan and I'm the one that is single and heartbroken. I'm the
one that lost him and looked like a stupid ex, bickering about being cheated on.
At this
I cried, I cuddled up into a ball and cried. I was single and cheated on.
Everything was a lie. All those words he told me, they were all lies. I didn't
want this, I didn't.
As I
cried to myself, the door opened and walked in Dad, he looked really concerned.
He sat next to me and rubbed my back. He was trying to comfort me and
everything, since he was a psychiatrist. I just wasn't in the mood to talk
about my feelings just yet.
"Johnny,
it's okay. I know that it's horrible but it'll get better. I mean, gosh Bryan
did something horrible to you. I really don't want to see you this way. I hate
seeing you hurt. But I know that you need time to adjust Noah. If it's okay, I
would like to talk to you for at least thirty minutes every day," he said, in his
father voice. Not in his psychiatrist voice.
I looked
at him through my tear-filled eyes. "Dad, I can't believe he did that. I really
don't know what to feel. I don't want to feel. I don't know if I can recover
from this. It just hurts Dad," I said, hugging him. I cried even more, just
letting my emotions flow out.
"I know
Noah," he said rubbing my back. "I know and I promise that it's going to get
better with time. Eventually the pain goes away son. It does."
Dad
saying that reminded me that he had to live all these years with Mom gone. He
went through hell because he had to move on when he didn't want to. They were
still in love with each other and then she died. He didn't ask for her to die,
but she did. He had to move on in order to take care of me and that probably
was hell for him. He had it worse than me and I am sorry for that.
"Thanks
Dad," was all I could say before I started crying even more.
He just
hugged me and kept rubbing my back. I was so grateful that my dad understood me
and accepted me for all that I am. He cared about my day and was everything
else a child ever wanted from a parent. He was the best father ever and I'm
thankful to still have him.
I
realized that I was gross from crying and my clothes smell like anger and
violence. I got up and took a shower. I felt better as I took a shower. The
world just disappeared around me and made me forget my fucked-up breakup. I
cried a little in the shower, but I stopped to realize that I couldn't cry
anymore. I cried so much today that I didn't have anymore tears.
After he
left I felt a little better, but I still felt like shit. I was cheated on and
left broken. Bryan doesn't care about me anymore. He'd rather be with that
trash whore named Leo. Whatever, he doesn't care so I don't care about him
anymore. That was that.
As I
thought of a million things, the door opened again. It was Evan. He changed and
looked showered. He was kind of sweaty when he picked me up and put me in the
car. He was really cute, his short dirty blonde hair wasn't spiked as usual. He
was wearing gray shirt with jeans. He was really cute. I really liked him. He
was nice, gentle, and understanding. I really liked that about him. He had the
things that I wanted in a guy. He was just Evan, someone that is real and there
to listen to me. He was making a huge effort to be friends and to make amends
with me.
I'm
already passed that. I'm at the point where I'm falling for him and I can't
stop it. I smiled as he sat on my bed.
I smiled
and probably blushed, because I was wrapped in a towel with no clothes on
underneath. This was embarrassing.
"You're
still here Evan?" I asked, going over to my closet and tried to find some cute
sleepwear.
He
blushed too at my embarrassed self. "Um, I went home and took a shower. I
wanted to know that you were okay and just wanted to see if you wanted to
talk."
He came
back to see if I was okay. That showed a lot on his side.
I
blushed even more at his cute face blushing. I rushed into the bathroom and
changed. "Oh well thanks for being there to stop me and to bring me home. I don't
know what would have happened if you didn't show up."
"Your
welcome. I'm here for you buddy. I didn't want anything bad to happen to my
friend," he said, trying not to look at me as I walked out. He was sitting
comfortably on my bed.
"Oh
hehe, thanks anyways. I'm grateful anyways," I said, getting nervous. I didn't
know what to say to him. He made forget things when I was with him. I felt
clueless.
He
pulled into the bed and made me lay my head on his chest, which I felt his warm
chest move up and down. I immediately got nervous when he did this. I was
uncomfortable but glad he did. I needed someone to comfort me right now. I was
feeling low. I relaxed my body and let him comfort me. I smiled.
"I'm
sorry for that asshole I call a brother. Gosh, he's such a dick. I wish he
would just leave and never come back," he said, hugging my shoulders.
I
laughed a little. "I wish he would go away too and never come back but that's
not happening."
He
laughed too. It was cute the way he smiled. It just made me smile. "I know
right? He isn't going to leave, but we can ignore him and act like he doesn't
exist."
I
really didn't want to talk about Bryan anymore. He's like a buzz kill to the
conversation. "Oh I know. So what did your parents say about the whole thing?"
"Well,
when I got home. I told them what I knew and then we had a long talk with Bryan
and that guy, Leo. Let's just say that Bryan is on lockdown right now."
"Oh,
that's well...I don't know."
He
noticed my discomfort and changed the subject. Or at least tried to. "So how do
you feel?" He was brushing the hairs off my face.
"Well,
I feel like I've been shot with three bullets through the heart and the brain.
Also, I was threw at the wall and slapped a couple times. So basically, I feel
like crap," I replied.
He
realized what I just said. "I'm sorry. I wish I could make it better."
He
could. He could kiss me right now and tell me that he cares about me.
"Well,
I just wanted to see if you were okay and seemed like you needed someone to
talk to," he said getting up and was about ready to leave.
"Oh
leaving so early Evan?" I said, but the words came out before I realized I had
said them.
"Oh
hehe, I didn't wanna make you more uncomfortable than you already are. It's
getting late too, I need to get some sleep as well. We both have school
tomorrow," he answered half-heartedly. Something in his voice said that he
wanted to stay.
"Oh,"
was all I could say.
"Okay
so goodnight Noah, see you tomorrow," he said before starting to my bedroom
door.
I
really didn't want him to leave. I wanted him to stay and hold me and kiss me.
It was the only thing that made me feel better and forget about what happened
today.
 I walked up to him and grabbed his arm. He
stopped dead in his tracks. He turned around slowly. His beautiful eyes looked
into mine and that said it all. He wanted to be with me as much as I want to be
with him. His eyes said that he was waiting for me to make a move. My heart was
trying to get me to do it. So I did.
We
kissed and that was all. He held his lips pressed against mine. I felt good. I
felt loved. I didn't know how to explain these feelings that I felt for Evan. I
felt like I was on cloud nine, because he kissed me with passion and not lust.
He wanted me and to help me ease the pain in my chest.
When
we let go, it felt awesome just standing next to him. He made me feel loved and
special. I wanted to  feel like this
forever. I just felt safe and cared for when I was around him.
He
could do it and I was ready to let him. I didn't want to go back to Bryan or
even beg for him back. I was ready to be with someone that cared about me. That
person was Evan.
I
broke the silence, "Evan please stay tonight. I don't think I can go through
tonight without you."
I
prayed desperately for him to say he would.
He
smiled and said, "Okay. I was hoping you said that."
Then
he kissed me before I pulled him to my bed.
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Hey
readers!!!!!! Looks like the chapter ended pretty good huh? Well, it doesn't
stop here! There are more hellish twists to come! Just sit tight and wait for
the chapters to come!!!!
I
have this contest thing that I would like you guys--yes, my fans--to do. I would
love to know how you guys think the characters in the story look! I wanna see
how you guys see Evan, Noah, Bryan, or even Leo would look like. Use pictures
or name celebrities that closely resemble them. I really want to know how they
would look if they were put into a movie! Send a link or picture to my emails. xokennyvoxo@yahoo.comor kennijason@gmail.com!!!!
Have
a great day and do stay in tune for more.