Date: Fri, 1 Sep 2023 05:08:23 +0000 (UTC) From: Jeremy Reynolds Subject: Chapter 12 of A Heart Big Enough A Heart Big Enough By Jeremy Reynolds (Copyright: all rights reserved. This story may be re-published with permission, in the current or in a proofed, edited form approved of by the author.) Hello! Disclaimer: I do *not* at all condone many of the behaviors depicted in this fantasy, seeing as they occur between adults and minors. In real life, someone who does what the adults in this story do are doing something very harmful. At times some of the adults may discuss the morality of adult-minor relationships. These are solely the views of the characters themselves and they only serve the purpose of furthering the story along. Any resemblances to real places or people, organizations etc, is entirely coincidental and is used fictionally. 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Please use this link to make a donation: https://donate.nifty.org/) This story features themes of gay incest, with depictions of parents and their teenage children engaging in sexual behavior together. There is also some "piss play" in it, especially toward the end. There are five main characters in this story: -Kyle and Daniel, adult brothers -Caleb (9 years old), Kyle's son -Jesse and Nathan ("Nate") (both 11 years old), Daniel's twin boys The various chapters are from their various points of view, as indicated in each subtitle. The chapters tend to grow longer as the story goes on. I'll post the shorter ones together sometimes. Chapter 12: Caleb It had been quite an intense couple of days! All of us had been so afraid that Uncle Daniel and Jesse had been killed. I could tell it had really affected Daddy that evening they were missing. He had looked so frazzled, or nearly on the verge of tears. I had almost cried myself just seeing him that way. It was really telling of his love though, for his brother, especially. I had wanted to hold him and pat him on the head and tell him, over and over, that we would be ok. Nate had tried reassuring us, himself, that everything would be ok, too, and he happened to be right, but anyway ... it had been a hard time. I think both Daddy and I were also having a hard time with the idea of leaving San Michelle tomorrow. We had grown to love it so much here, and had become so close to Uncle Daniel and the twins. It felt like the couple weeks we'd be away from them would last forever. I felt especially awful leaving Nate, who I think I had really begun falling in love with over the last month. That was really weird, though, since I found myself being still very much in love with Daddy, too. More in love than before, in fact. Was it possible to love more than one person at a time? How did that work? This was all pretty confusing. Whatever the answer to all this may be, Nate and I had grown so close together. We had not only made out a bunch, shared the same bed and orgasmed against each other, penis to penis, but we had also begun to sneak to the bathroom from time to time together, where we would offer each other what Nate told me was a form of "oral sex." I had been a little confused at first, about what I was supposed to do, but I caught on soon enough and before I hardly knew it I was able to suck him off until he came into my mouth. I found myself really enjoying these bathroom sessions, whether I was the sucker or the one being sucked. I began to relish the taste of his cum. I wondered how Daddy's would taste, too. Would it taste the same? It was bedtime now, the night before it was time to leave San Michelle. We had turned off the light and I had stripped off my PJs and was about to pop up onto Nate's bed--when Jesse spoke up from the top bunk, asking, "Are you guys still awake?" I didn't answer for a moment, a part of me wondering whether I should pretend I wasn't. Before I could say or do anything, Nate answered, "Yeah, I am." "Same," I said. Jesse seemed to be leaning over the edge of his bed up top. He said softly, "Sorry that you and your dad have to leave tomorrow, Caleb." "Same here," I said, really meaning it. I felt like I could cry right now just thinking again about being away from them, from both of them and their dad. I guess it wouldn't be too much longer though until we were back, of course, and maybe we'd even be moving here ... "Hey, can I ... tell you guys something?" Jesse asked then, after pausing only a moment. "Sure," Nate said. "Want to turn the light back on?" "No, it's okay ..." he said. "Okay, go ahead, bro." "Yeah, go ahead," I chimed in from where I still lay on the air mattress. "Ok, well ..." Jesse began. "We told you guys about what happened, at the waterfall ... but there's something else we didn't tell you." I was curious, deciding to try to listen as intently as I could despite the fact that I was also eager to join Nate on his bed after his brother fell asleep. Jessie continued, very slowly, saying, "So ... Dad and I, or we, decided to take a dip in the water behind the waterfall, right? We were both hot still and it seemed like it'd be refreshing ... It was. Thing is, though, we forgot our swimsuits ... We decided to go in without anything on, at all. He went into the water and I came in after him ..." I heard Jesse gulp, before resuming, "... And for some reason, I, um ... told him that I have a crush on him ..." What? Jesse has a crush--a crush!--on Uncle Daniel? His dad? Whoa. I couldn't believe what I was hearing right now. I guess I could, actually, since of course I, too, had a crush on my dad ... But wow, anyway! This was crazy ... And Jesse and I were in the same boat ... I thought for sure I was alone ... I began to feel more and more excited, as Jesse continued to speak: "He and I then, um, began touching each other, and kissing, and we, uh, masturbated each other ... until both of us had an orgasm." "Holy crap," Nate said aloud. "Whoa dude. Whoa!" He was almost yelling. "Keep it down!" Jesse said in a half-whisper. "Anyway ... Dad said he felt really bad afterward. I guess he thinks he .. did something really bad, and wrong, or that he harmed me. Thing is though, he definitely didn't harm me at all. I ... I think I'm in love with him. Yeah, I know it's cheesy and I know it's really weird to feel that way about your own dad, but he's ... he's everything to me." His voice cracked, and it seemed like he might cry. He added, "But ... I don't know if we'll ever have that moment again." I felt such a deep, primal connection with him now, hearing him describe his feelings about Uncle Daniel. I, too, had been and still was totally in love with my dad. And ... the thought of doing what Jesse had said he and his dad did ... kissing, touching, making each other cum ... all that excited me so, so much! It also made me feel almost ... jealous, I guess, of Jesse, envious that he had had an experience I could only dream of! Yet ... Jesse sounded so hurt though, too. He had been ... kind of rejected, hadn't he? I felt like giving him a hug and telling him it was going to be okay. "Dude, that's crazy," Nate said. He didn't seem to have heard how close to tears his brother was. "I had no idea ... So you, or he ... What was his dick like?" "It was ... so big, so big, Nate," Jesse told us, sniffling a little still. In a few moments though his voice would become clear again and he even began to sound way more excited than hurt. "It was really, um, wide ... and his balls were huge. He had it nicely trimmed or something, since he didn't have much hair. Or as much as I thought he'd have. It ... felt so good in my hand. I couldn't get my fingers around it all the way." "Holy shit, man," Nate said again. "So you ... have the hots for Dad? That's nuts!" "Yeah, I guess so," Jesse replied, sounding kind of embarrassed. "I know it's weird." I decided to speak up and to tell my own truth, though I felt so nervous about how to put things. I felt like I could trust them with this now. I swallowed, my throat feeling dry all of a sudden, and said, "Jesse, it's not weird ... or not that weird." I took a breath and continued, "I ... um, know how you must feel. This is ... something I thought I'd never tell anyone ... I am, uh, also `into' my dad. Like, a lot. I've had a crush on him for a really long time ... He's just so handsome and kind and good to me, and I really like him and I love it whenever we're close. I am ... jealous that you actually did something with Uncle Daniel, Jesse." I thought then of Nate ... What was I saying? I was also in love with him, Nate! I spoke up again, stammering this time: "Nate, I don't mean anything about us, you and me ... Or, I didn't mean to say--" "It's okay," Nate interrupted. "Don't worry about me." Something in his voice told me he did feel a little hurt. I was about to respond when he continued, "Caleb, wow ... you, and Uncle Kyle, too? ... Wow ... I don't know what to say." "You don't need to say anything," I said. "And this doesn't change anything about how I feel about you, Nate, about us ... Or, I mean ... " I was about to say more when Jesse interrupted: "I know you guys like each other," he said. "No need to hide it anymore and use code languages." I guess I shouldn't have felt surprised Jesse had caught on. It was kind of funny, actually, us thinking that we could hide how we so clearly felt about each other. "Oh and wow, on my end too ..." Jesse started up again. "... I get it, Caleb, how you must feel about your dad ..." He must have leaned a bit further over the edge of the bed, because his voice grew quite a bit louder and clearer as he said, "Guys, our dads are hot" (he chuckled as he said this) "and they're so kind and ... loving, both of them. I don't care who knows at this point. I love my dad. There, I'm saying it out loud. I love him. I'm in love with him!" I didn't know how to reply, or whether I or any of us should say anything at all right now. We all lay there for a while, and I started to think they were falling asleep. Then Nate said softly, "Jesse ... Are you okay? It must ... hurt right now, having Dad say he thought he harmed you, and you knowing this may not happen again, that you may not have another chance to show your love ... I'm sorry ..." "Thank you, Nate," Jesse said. He sniffled again, and I was sure he must have tears flowing down his face. "I'll be okay. It does hurt a lot." "Are you going to be okay?" Nate asked. "Yeah, I think so," he said, sounding not so sure. "We'll be here for you if you need it," Nate reassured. "I know Caleb is going home, but I'll still be here for you." There was a long pause, then: "Okay, goodnight ..." Jesse said softly. I lay there thinking all this craziness over, and wondering if or when I should get up onto Nate's bed for our nightly ritual, when the silence was pierced again by Jesse's voice. He asked, "Hey ... so have you guys ... had sex ... ? Together, I mean?" "Yeah, pretty much," Nate said. "We haven't `gone all the way' yet, though we've gotten close to it ... We have made out a lot though. So much kissing, especially. We do it all the time." "Huh, interesting," Jesse said. "So have you guys, um, used tongue, when you kiss?" "Yeah, we have," Nate answered. "It's really fun, sticking it in really far inside ..." He added a moment later, sounding like he was almost bragging now, "One thing we do a lot, too, is rubbing our dicks together until both of us cums." "So you've cummed together? What's that like?" Jesse asked. "Yeah, we have. We like to rub against each other, dick to dick, and after we cum it gets all slimey and smelly, but in a really good way ..." There was silence for another moment, and then Nate said, his voice sounding like it was starting to crack a little, "I think we really do love each other, Jesse ... It's real love." "I believe it," Jesse said. He sighed, then said, "Thanks for the talk, you guys. I'm feeling much better. And I'm finally getting sleepy. So goodnight ... Sweetest dreams." "Goodnight," I said. "And you too." I felt like I didn't need to wait for Jesse to fall asleep before getting up into Nate's bed, now that we had all three of us had our conversation. I stripped off my clothes first and then got in next to my cousin under the covers. We hugged against each other, chest to chest for a moment, our cocks poking one into the other. Then at last we kissed, long and sensually, tongues making their appearances per the usual. It wasn't long before both of us were cumming again, his cum splashing out against my stomach. As we lay in each other's arms afterward, trying to catch our breaths after the most intense part of the pleasurable experience had passed, I felt so sad then, sad about having to leave in the morning. I knew that it wouldn't be long before we saw them again, and that we might even be moving here before the end of the summer ... but still, it would be so painful leaving him in particular, Nate, who I had grown such tender feelings towards. The idea of not being around him all the time was excruciating to me. "Are you crying?" Nate asked, in a whisper. "Just a little," I confirmed. "It's just that I'm so sad I have to leave tomorrow ..." "You're so sweet," he said softly, and leaned in to kiss me on my cheek, right over the path of one of my tears. "It won't be long, sweetie pie, before we're together again ... And hey, you might be moving here!" "I know .. and I hope," I said, before we kissed on the lips once more. "It still hurts though." "Hurts me too," he said. "I'll miss you so much ... I wish you had a phone. You should ask your dad about it. Me and Jesse have had ours for a little while. If you had one, we could keep in better touch." "I'll ask him," I said, though I felt doubtful about it. Nate snuggled into my neck a little, his mouth against my skin, and then he asked, so quietly, "Hey, Caleb ... If your dad were to ... you know, want to do something ... sexual, with you ... would you do it?" I sighed deeply, wondering about how to respond. So many thoughts and feelings flowed through my mind and body, almost causing a bottleneck effect inside. Finally I came out with, "Yes, I would ... I love you, Nate, but I have been so in love with my dad for so, so long, literally almost my whole life. I couldn't say `no.'" "Thanks for letting me know," Nate said. "You said this doesn't change how you feel about me, though ... ?" "No, it doesn't," I whispered. "I ... think somehow I can love both of you, maybe the same amount even. I know it doesn't make sense but--" "I think it's possible," Nate said quickly. "Maybe you can love like that ... if your heart is big enough." It meant so much to me, hearing him say that. Floods of happiness overwhelmed me, and I was about to say something sweet back to him when he responded again ahead of me: "Well, you have a long day tomorrow, babe," he said. "We should probably get to sleep ..." "Yeah, I guess so," I said, feeling a little let down, but agreeing about the need. Our lips met again in a kiss, one that became two and then three kisses. "Goodnight, Nate," I said. "Goodnight, Caleb," he whispered back. I, at least, didn't have any trouble falling asleep, even though I would have expected to have some trouble given that so much had been going through my head all day. Before I knew it, though, I was sound asleep.