Date: Sat, 13 Feb 2021 18:50:01 +0100 From: Chaim Utrecht Subject: A warm welcome. Part 1 Warm Welcome Part 1 By Chaim groeiutrecht@gmail.com Feedback to authors is their primary compensation and motivation. Support Nifty with your donation to keep this open and free! This story is fiction. My gay stories can be found at Prolific Authors Directory: Chaim B. (Bchaim, Bchaimstory). ============ Warm Welcome Introduction ============ My story starts when I was a little twelve year old boy. Looking at my pictures I see a rather small shy boy with freckles and blonde hair and blue eyes who is smiling at the camera. Always with that shy smile, although I was quite happy. They told me I was fun to talk to and with a kind personality, but I was shy. I was a 'shy boy'. Still am, but to a lesser extent. I was much smaller and skinnier than average and not one of the popular kids. Standing nude in front of my mirror, I looked at my young body. I was not an athlete by any stretch of the imagination, being twelve I was pretty skinny. My penis hung soft, it was growing but my flaccid penis was only about an inch and a half, maybe two inches long. My body was still hairless and smooth. The first time I discovered the pleasure of touching myself was when I was ten or so. Of course I had heard about sex, all boys talked about it, and I was curious. I didn't know what jerking off was, but I discovered that I could slather my spittle all over my hairless balls and penis and that felt really good. I would just rub my fingers around and around my wet, hard penis and that would be all. My penis was little and my foreskin covered my head completely even when I was hard. After a few weeks fondling my wet penis it became a habit to rub my penis to get that good feeling again. Doing so I started feeling a growing sensation, tingles went through my body and I stopped because I was scared I was going to pee and I didn't want to make a mess. I was obviously too young to understand all. I was just felt a flood of pleasant sensations, which made me addicted and happy. After feeling the sensation more often, well I did it every night, I had my first dry orgasm. I didn't really know how to do it, so I would just lay on my back and rub my fingers over the tip of my penis, letting my foreskin provide friction against the sensitive head. Sometimes I'd let one hand slide down to rest against the shaft, or just rub my balls a little. When I was eleven, I noticed that things were beginning to change down there. My penis felt bigger, or at least thicker, and my balls began to hang lower in their sac. Also, my voice began to change, although I was still hairless 'down there'. My dry orgasms took longer and longer to achieve, and when they arrived they were stronger than ever before, leaving me panting and moaning with pleasure. Naturally, this meant I did it as often as I could; morning, afternoon, evening at the very least. There were times when I had close calls, when my mother would come in to see if I were getting up to go to school, but I mostly got away with it. I remember feeling so much pleasure if felt the greatest thing ever. Of course, nothing came out of my underdeveloped penis. I didn't even know what an orgasm or cum was, but that didn't stop me from doing stroking my penis whenever I was alone at night. All of this may seem a little tame and naive, but being the first time ever I experienced sensual thoughts, being touched and so on, this had a great impact on me. I was still eleven, but close to twelve and still very innocent, clueless, but discovering the joys of jerking off. The big change came about some months before my twelfth birthday. I was searching the Internet, it was weekend so I had plenty of time for fun. Still keeping my penis underneath the cotton of my boxershorts, I did like I always did and ran my hand across the tip of my penis, while my other hand lay on my little balls, holding the base of my erection and squeezing it lightly. Pretty soon I could tell that the good feeling would be extra strong. It was building up like a tingle inside my belly and went all over my body. Panting and huffing, I sped up and lowered my boxers. My throbbing penis looked like it would burst. I was happening fast, and soon the tingles turned into an explosion. I was squeezing my eyes shut and groaned. Just at the peak of it all, after a couple of dry shots, I felt a strange wetness leaving my penis. It felt like I had peed a little. Not much, just a squirt or two, but enough to make me feel thoroughly embarrassed. When I came down from my peak, I checked, but my skin was still dry. I examined my penis and squeezed the foreskin and found a drop of clear liquid beneath. Thinking it was pee, I wiped it off on a pair of used underwear. Only months later I did know that I'd just had my first wet cum. One day I was reading a story on Nifty in which a boy shot his load of cum by inserting a finger into his asshole. I did not understand that but I was curious. First I tried it while I pulled my shorts off and got on my bed on my hands and knees. I tried to insert my finger dry but it hurt slightly. So I applied some spittle to it. I took a deep breath, reached behind me and inserted my finger to the first knuckle. Suddenly I was shaking and breathing hard. This was intense! I swallowed and took another deep breath. I then inserted my finger the rest of the way in my ass hole. Almost immediately my penis got raging hard and throbbing. I moved my finger slightly in and out my pucker and that sent me over the edge. I didn't know what was happening to me, I was sweating profusely and moaning, shaking uncontrollably. My penis throbbed so violently and it was quite a shock and I felt a rush but didn't get wet, but I am convinced that what I had was an orgasm. I didn't see any wet evidence whatsoever of my orgasm, but I quickly reached over for some paper tissues. I placed it on the end of my erection and, with both hands, pulled upward a couple of times. After quickly checking the paper for evidence, the paper was moist, but it could be my spittle. After that my orgasms were getting more intense all the time! I masturbated at least once a day. That is how my masturbation journey went before I met Jasper and Brian. Looking back I was less interested in girls but more and more in boys all over the span of several months before my uncle Arthur went to France. Arthur wanted to go to the French island, Belle-Ile-en-Mer to visit his brother and my nephews. He asked if I could go along. My Mom and Dad agreed which made me very happy and feeling mature beyond my years, I was travelling abroad. One evening we loaded up in his SUV and headed to his brother's cottage where we would be staying. It was a long drive and we drove through the night, when we arrived the next morning I was in a totally different world than I knew. There was a harbor and we took the ferry and there was the sea everywhere. On Bell-Ile there were hills and sand dunes around me and a lot of thing that I had never seen. The people were talking French, but in a way that sounded funny to me and even had different words than I had ever heard before. This was the moment my world opened and I started my great adventure. I was shy, but opened myself slowly in wonder, or better in hope, that it would be one great adventure. It was summer and I loved to be there. The very idea that I had the opportunity to live with two other boys excited me as well. ============================ Vacation at Belle-Ile-en-Mer ============================ We were greeted by Arthur's brother David, and his sons Jasper and Brian. The brothers were impressive to me. I watched the older guys for a second, being curious. It was weird how, as a skinny boy like me, tended to be suspicious of other teens as if they were part of some secret covert world. I ignored them but after a while Jasper went up to me and started to talk. My eyes went down from his smooth teenage face, across his hairless chest and developing abdominal six-pack to his shorts. Jasper was wearing chasing skin-tight shorts and my eyes glued to his sun-kissed legs. Jasper's eyes followed my gaze and his hand began gently massaged his crotch, accidentally but with a defiant smile. It was a very special morning indeed. Jasper glanced down at my slightly-tented shorts and grinned. Before I knew what was happening, Jasper had me in an unbreakable friendly headlock, enthusiastically grinding his knuckles into my skull. With a final drumming of knuckles on my skull, I was released from the headlock and Jasper immediately wrapped in a warm and affectionate hug. "Hi Olivier. I'm glad you are here!" Jasper's youthful bravado was convincing to me. So much that I believed he knew just about everything there was to know. Jasper was an attractive, funny and interesting boy. I looked at Jasper and he was tall, slim, well-built boy with blue eyes and pale blonde hair. In short I saw a boy who I could easily fall in love with. Well, I had ever had been in love nor was ever likely to have a chance to fall in love and therefore in my young mind such feelings were off limits. Brian his older brother just watched his little brother's actions with a huge smile. Brian was looking like a young god to me. He was a teen like us, but already seventeen, wearing a white T-shirt and boxer style swimming shorts that hugged his tight butt and thighs like a second skin. I saw the prominent bulge in his swim shorts as I watched him and I suspected that he was showing off for me, but that just wishful thinking. Brian asked, "How's it going?" and I replied back. "Great". Nothing said more, he turned around and walked away. I could not stop the thoughts running through my mind about seeing him more and what he looked like under those shorts and t-shirt, I was sure he had a very good body. Jasper and I immediately hit it off, I often wondered why a fourteen-year-old would even want to be friends with a short skinny twelve-year old, but it seemed real. We headed outside and played, hiked to the beach, wrestled on the ground and even took our clothes off to swim in the sea. The ocean was calm, no waves or wind that day, just a calm sea of deep blue water. I got a big surprise, there was a wooden sign, 'Plage Nudiste'. It was nudist beach! Jasper just walked further and spread out his beach towel, then sat down on it for a minute. I looked secretly at some of the other older boys around us. Everyone was relaxed, just enjoying the sunny day at the beach. My attention turned to several naked young boys, playing in front of us. I looked at them with some interest for a time, but Jasper was used to it and ignored them. I exclaimed, "Now this is life." and Jasper smiled at me. We chatted for a while, we sat on his beach towel and Jasper his legs parted wide. Whenever I looked at him, my eyes were drawn to his smooth, quite hunky thighs. Jasper enjoyed to surf and also swimming, so his legs were toned. They were covered with a light dusting of blond hairs, apart from the top of his thighs, which were completely hairless. I couldn't help notice his significant bulge in his shorts. I started to wonder if Jasper was actually even wearing anything beneath his shorts, as they were very skimpy, but I couldn't see the outline of his underwear. I saw the outline of Jasper's cock beneath the fabric. Jasper smiled and said, "It's getting hot," he proceeded to take off his T-shirt, ruffling his blond hair as he pulled it over his head. Jasper's chest was completely smooth and was as tanned as the rest of his body. He discarded his top and idly stroked his chest, rubbing his nipples, which now became erect from being touched. I was also getting hot and horny, as every time I shifted my position on his beach towel, my shorts rubbed against my penis, causing it to gently swell. Jasper offered, "Let's swim," staring for the Ocean. I saw Jasper simply got naked and in under a minute, he had stripped to the skin. With absolutely no shame, Jasper walked naked up to the Ocean. I didn't dare to look at him. I got up and stripped to my briefs slowly. Jasper's infectious enthusiasm and nonchalant behavior cut right through my shyness, and ran quickly after him, jumping into the cooling waters of the Ocean. "What took you so long?" Jasper teased me, almost knowingly, but he said nothing about my briefs. I didn't answer, but we swam around a little, waist deep in the sea. Back on the beach I exclaimed, "That was good fun," Jasper grinned as he wiggled his naked butt and showed off his cock to any boys who walked past us. Since Jasper was a nudist he didn't care about anyone seeing his goods. "Thanks man. So... how long have you been a nude, I mean a nudist?" I asked him. Jasper glanced at me and laughed. He looked at my wet briefs and smiled, "This is your first time, I guess. You have still your briefs on, but they are already completely transparent. You're afraid to show your goodies?" Jasper was right, my tight white briefs had become almost transparent, framing my little uncircumcised boy penis like it was already on display. He looked at me and winked before he answered my question, "I've been doing it for ages. My family comes here regularly, we are used to it." I was quite surprised. "You know, Olivier, my folks and brother walk around naked all the time and we are camping naked in the garden and do all kind of stuff naked. We put on our clothes when we have to, when we have visitors or when we go somewhere." All I could say to that was, "Cool." We sat close together and it was an amazing thing really. Only days ago I had been so shy, that even in school he would only shower reluctantly in a corner with his back toward the other boys. Now, I was sitting on a nudist beach with Jasper. I gathered all my courage and looked at my naked new friend. I screwed up my courage, took off my briefs in one single move. Jasper smiled, "Very good, join the club." Sitting naked, we let the hot sun dry their bodies. I noticed Jasper was looking at my penis. Just curious, I figured, and since I was curious too, I looked at Jasper's stuff as well. He was indeed about a half an inch bigger than me, with a little more foreskin than I had, and his balls hung loosely below his cock. I looked again at his sparse growth of pubes, wondering what they felt like. I looked up, to see Jasper looking me in the eye. We smiled at each another. "Cool." Jasper stated. "Cool!" I responded and Jasper laughed. "Wanna swim now?" I nodded to him. We got to our feet, brushed the sand off our bare butts, and we started walking back to the Ocean, this time both butt naked. Surprised at myself, I never would have believed it. Yesterday I was almost too shy to wear a Speedo in public, and now, here he was hanging out for anyone to see. We walked, this time I was not even shy about looking at other boys. We passed the last few boys, and walked to water the end of the beach where the rocks started. We stopped there, and looked at he sea. "This is so cool. I can't believe I did it." Jasper smiled, "No doubt. It was more fun doing it with you, it is really awesome to see you naked." I just looked up after him, wondering what he meant by that. Secretly I had enjoyed seeing Jasper naked as well, and it made me wonder what happened to me. Suddenly he hugged me, and I was really enjoying this. Soon we went in and were swimming, enjoying the cooling water around us. I was now thanking the gods for this freedom. We enjoyed our naked swimming and the feelings I was getting now were wonderful. After a while I was out of breath and we started to make our way up to the beach. Jasper was in front of me and turned round and gave me a push, I went to step back to keep my balance but I could not and went under water again. Jasper grabbed me and lifted me out of the water and carried up the beach, showing his strength. On the beach again I lay down and Jasper looked at my naked body, and I looked at Jasper focusing on his small dusting of pubic hairs. Jasper noticed this, and glanced at my penis for a moment. He looked up at me and suddenly I was a little afraid of his judgment about my smooth body, but with a knowing smile he said, "You look good for your age, nothing to worry or be ashamed about." and still I felt a little embarrassed showing off my naked body. I raced into the water and Jasper follewed me. We swam and splashed and generally roughhoused in the water. All of a sudden Jasper disappeared underwater and came up behind me and wrapped his arms around me. He said, "Oh Olivier, how good your butt feels, maybe you need a something inside it." I didn't understand, but splashed water on him by running my hands on the water backwards. Jasper was laughing and we started wrestling in the water pulling each other under. We had a good time together and I felt better to be naked. I admired Jasper for his courage and strength. After a couple of hours we got dressed walked back and had dinner and watched a movie. After the movie was over, Jasper suggested that it was time for bed. I found myself now facing another hard decision. I normally went to bed in a T-shirt and my underwear. It seemed odd to get dressed after spending a couple of hours on the nude beach together and the idea of sleeping naked in the same room was impossibly exciting and terrifying at the same time. Before deciding I went into the bathroom and as I stood in front of the sink looking in the full-length mirror. I took off the towel and looked at my nude body. I knew I envied Jasper's lack of tan lines, but that was a weird thought. Pushing the thought out of my mind I wrapped himself up in a towel and opened the door to find Jasper casually leaning against the wall of the corridor. "Was about time," he said rushing past me. "I have to pee badly!" Jasper made no effort to hide anything, he pulled down the top of his shorts, he hurriedly whipped out his cock and sighed with relief as the golden stream started flowing from his piss slit. Although I was a bit surprised and even embarrassed, Jasper didn't worry about modesty. As he gently directed his cock, my eyes flickered curiously towards his crotch and more specifically to what he was holding. I did never really seen anyone taking a piss like that before and was surprised to find I was fascinated by the sight Jasper standing there firm and sure about himself. He was so close to me, his shorts around his thighs, holding his soft cock as he pissed. As I watched him, I suddenly realized that something was happening to my own penis, it was getting stiff, but to my surprise I saw that there had been a definite change in Jasper's cock too. Jasper's cock was now sticking out at right angles to his body and the dwindling piss flow was now coming from the center of an obviously swollen cock head. There was a movement in the corner of my eye and he looked up to see Jasper grinning at me. I turned away from him and went to our bedroom and stared at my bed for a moment. Not sure what to do, I started digging around in my suitcase. Jasper returned after a moment and walking around his bed saying, "Looking for your sleep wear or gonna sleep in that towel?" I looked at him, "No, I don't know..." Jasper laughed, "Don't be silly, Olivier. Just sleep naked. Ever tried it?" Jasper asked climbing into his bed. Taking a deep breath I took off my towel again, tossed it toward floor, and climbed into the bed completely naked. Fearing I might start to make a tent under the bed covers, I rolled over on my stomach. Laying there in the dark, I reviewed the day in my mind. It seemed unreal to me that he had done such things like being on a nude beach. More amazing yet was what I was doing now. I was naked in bed with Jasper in the same room. I felt myself blushing. Good thing it was dark. Jasper asked me if I had fun that day. "Yeah, sure!" I said. "Now you see why I like being nude all the time. It just feels so much better." I had a thousand questions in my mind, and strange enough I wanted to reach out and hold Jasper tightly. Instead I said nothing, just stared off into the darkness. Eventually he heard a soft sigh from the other side of the room. And long afterwards, I fell asleep. ================================ Small steps can make big changes ================================ In the morning I went to the bathroom and coming back I saw Jasper was already naked when I saw Jasper's beautiful uncut cock arcing down over his tight balls. I was impressed, his cock was slowly swelling as he stroked it softly. I removed my towel, dropping it on the floor and we lay facing each other on our beds. Jasper's fingers rolled the long nipple of his foreskin, making the head slide around inside its foreskin. Jasper's cock swelled to its full inches, the helmet bulging under the covering skin. I saw his hard-on was as longer as mine, but about the same shape, he started edging the tight foreskin back slowly making a real show of it. As I watched his cock, a gush of stuff poured out over his fingers. He had enough clear lube to lubricate his long tight foreskin and make retraction easy. "I like it this way, I lube my cock before I wank," Jasper explained as he stretched his foreskin back over his shiny and slippery glans. Jasper started pumping his hardness, drawing the covering skin up and over the head, then skinning it all the way back in long strokes. He knew I enjoyed his show and he squeezed his cock around the base, making the glossy glans swell and bulge even more. "Man, that feels hot, really hot!" he exclaimed. "Watch me, now I will come for you." Jasper grasped his swollen hardness and began pumping his foreskin rapidly up and down. I felt own my penis responding, and I got rock hard. Jasper stroked his cock and with his other hand cupped his balls. He was flat on the bed with his legs wide spread, enjoying the thrills. Suddenly he skinned his foreskin back hard, baring the head, and he groaned, "Oh fuck man, this feels so good!" as I saw him slipping over the edge. A white-hot explosion wrenched his cock-root, and he cried out, "Oh Olivier, watch me!" A rush of white stuff was exploding out the tip of his cock, but his eyes were now closed in ecstasy. Jasper's cock throbbed in his hand as jet after jet of juice poured out the end. Jasper's cock was throbbing and he was helpless as his cream gushed from his body. The first shot flew out and I heard it hit his stomach quite far away. More came out, shot after shot after shot. It was so intense to watch him. Jasper opened his eyes to see his hard cock oozing its last drops of white juice all over his stomach. I just lay there watching Jasper's orgasm. It was fucking beautiful to watch but at the same time I was a little jealous. I came to my senses and looked at the white juice, it was the first time I saw real cum, the cum I wanted so badly myself. I turned my head and looked at Jasper, who lay there, totally spent with his eyes closed and his chest heaving as he gasped for air. I knew that Jasper had just experienced an enormously powerful orgasm. I was certain now that I would, from that moment on, jack off whenever I had the chance to get that bliss myself. It gave me a new outlook on life. That day Jasper and I spent a lot of time with each other. This was good for him, and I followed him around like a puppy. We were together at the house, in the garden, on the beach, etc. I even went with him to the bathroom on the beach. I was taking a leak and Jasper was next to me doing the same. I had just got my penis out and started rubbing it when all of a sudden I was aware of Jasper was into the toilets too and I froze, this was a public place! Jasper came to the urinal right beside mine. I glanced to the side. Without saying a word he pulled his shorts and briefs down to his knees. He stood back from his urinal, just enough for me to see and he started wanking. I knew his habits already and looked at him and he was looking straight into my eyes with a huge smile on his face. Jasper just stood there facing me, so I could get a good view. I was so excited that I thought I was going to faint. I felt my heart hammering in my chest. All of a sudden he gave a little moan and brought his right hand up to the head of his cock and aimed. I saw his white cum squirt neatly into the urinal. That was all, I trembled all over and my own penis was rock hard. It was just 'playing with it' and it never crossed my mind he was teasing me and was sending me an open invitation. Back home, we went to Jasper's room and showered. Sitting on his bed in our briefs Jasper asked me, "Do you jerk off yet?" I was sort of embarrassed to talk about that, but I mumbled a soft, "Yeah, I tried it." I did the first time earlier that year, I knew what my penis was made for, and what pleasure it could give me, and how to make that happen. What I didn't know was why I felt the way when I looked at naked boys and men. Why I got a special thrill from looking at Jasper's erection and firm butt. I knew the way things were supposed to be. Well, I knew how I was supposed to feel about girls. But I just didn't know why I only felt that way towards Jasper. I was confused, Jasper hugged me and that had felt so right, so perfect. I'd never known a girl I wanted to kiss, not like I wanted to kiss Jasper. I told him I had tried by gently rubbing my penis, but nothing happened beside a 'tingly feeling'. Jasper smiled at me and I noticed that during our talk that my penis was getting harder and harder, eventually settling at its full erect state inside my briefs. Jasper's briefs were throbbing as well, and his larger penis had swollen to its full size. He said, "If you want, we can jerk off now." I sort of wanted to do it, but I was still shy, so I didn't know if I really wanted to. I knew all of the crap about puberty, or most of it anyway, but I had never dreamed that something like jerking off with another boy. I had recently found that when I rubbed my penis it got hard, and the tingles felt very good, however, I had no experience at all. I felt young and stupid. I was looking for a way out, "What about your parents, your brother and your uncle Arthur?" Jasper shrugged, "If we hear them, we can get dressed real quick and my brother doesn't care. Don't worry, believe me, we won't get caught. I do it myself all the time. Let's do it together. Me and my brother look at porn and do it sometimes, really. It feels food. Did you ever jerk off with someone before?" I looked at him surprised, "No, I didn't do anything like that." Jasper smiled, "But you do jerk off, don't you?" I never admitted this to anyone. It was my own personal secret. After a short pause, he decided it wouldn't hurt to tell my new friend the truth. "Yeah. I do it sometimes." I was sure Japer could tell that I was feeling a little uncomfortable talking about this. I opened up a little and wanted to be one of the boys. "So, let's do it," I mumbled, "Maybe, I guess we could." I was pretty sure Jasper wanted to jerk off with me, which was an honor, but I didn't dare with his brother around. I noticed that there was a bulge in the crotch of Jasper's briefs right in the front where his cock was. I couldn't help myself and my eyes focused more intently on Jasper's crotch. I saw the outline of his balls and erect cock in his briefs and was impressed as always. I had never encountered this view of a hard boy's cock before with so much awareness. I was amazed that I could see his excitement so clearly. I thought it was a ridiculous thing to do, but my eyes were glued to his crotch. Jasper felt my discomfort and my face turned red. Suddenly we heard his brother Brian in the bathroom. It saved me from falling apart and saved me a lot of embarrassment, but the delay was not the end of it. We overstepped a line and I had no idea where this would end. ========= Moving on ========= I was right, it wasn't more than a day that Jasper made another move. I do remember that soon I was starting to see him as a friend and we were getting closer and closer. During the day, we didn't talk much, at night, however, we spent hours in his room talking about typical boy stuff. Jasper was a swimmer, skater and surfer, while I was more into video games. We shared his bedroom, and called it "our room". Jasper had his bed close to the window, and I had the spare bed close to the opposing wall. Jasper's room was small but I liked it, it was nice and cozy. There was a lot of crap and clothes all over the place, I didn't care, I was definitely not a neat-freak. On the wall was a group of posters of cute shirtless surfer boys. There was also a big poster of a shirtless surfer dude above his bed. I noticed that he sure liked teen boy surfers and definitely had no pics of girls. It didn't surprised me anymore, I was cool with that. As I've said, Jasper and I had become closer, and he was a open guy, he had no problem talking about sexual matters. Secretly I had always wondered what it felt like to have sex and he told me about it, without shame and embarrassment. Jasper explained that it was all right to get boners. And pointed out that almost all of us had boners when we woke up. It just meant that we needed to take a leak. I accepted that, to my surprise, he told me he enjoyed comparing his boner to the others and he wanked together with his older brother Brian. I had already noticed that Jasper loved to play with his boner, "You want to see my boner now?" At first, I thought he was teasing me, but he wasn't. Well, I had never jerked off, but he showed me already. Still, I had clue on what the real meaning of that 'tickling feeling' was. I had heard a couple of boys at school whisper about it, saw Jasper's bliss having an orgasm, and felt some myself rubbing my penis. Now Jasper explained to me that the 'tickle' was what boys called a dry orgasm. Jasper explained only the bigger boys knew what an real orgasm was, or cum. These were words I may have heard, but didn't know about. I did know that bigger boys 'creamed off' or 'shot their load' and that the big boys liked to do it. Jasper was two years older than me, he was infinitely wiser, and I trusted him and his wisdom about this. We were wearing shorts, and his tan legs and thighs spread out on the bed, the hair on his body was light and silken, giving him the look of hairlessness. He didn't have much hair, but his public hair made me jealous, I had nothing to show him. My eyes roamed up his body admiringly, and I saw that he was staring at me. I flushed and turned my eyes away in embarrassment. I turned my body around, my back to him, there was a long, lingering moment of awkward silence. I looked at him, my eyes downcast, trembling. Suddenly I was afraid, because I thought he would call me a little faggot. He shifted on the mattress behind me, and I was suddenly aware of his face hovering above my head. This time I held his gaze, my heart racing, and took a brief inventory of his face. The look on his face was anything but accusatory. Jasper's smile was calm and inviting, he lowered his mouth toward mine and kissed me gently. Shock turned to delight, and I reached up to hold his hair in my hands as I kissed him back. So this was what he wanted, I thought. This is the reason we took those furtive glances at each other when we thought the other wasn't looking. Although we were boys, all this time I'd wanted to kiss his lips. And somehow, he had known and he had wanted it, too. I could feel my penis growing hard in my shorts as his lips crushed against my own. Jasper broke the kiss and grinned. My heart melted and he took my hand, bringing me up onto the mattress with him. We sat staring at each other, eyes gleaming. He threw his legs over mine so that his bottom was resting against my thighs. This was different, he was kind and gentle, almost sweet. "You didn't mind that?" I whispered. Jasper shook his head and said softly, "I've wanted to for a long time. I just didn't know how you'd feel about it. Did you like it?" I blushed, "Yes," I croaked. "So did I. Then it's all right, isn't it?" He had me there. "You look at me a lot when you think I don't see," he smiled. My face turned a deeper shade of crimson. "It's okay. I look at you, too." Every word Jasper spoke made my penis become stiffer. "I love looking at you, Jasper." I blushed a deep red and Jasper changed the subject, "I jerk my cock off a lot, as you know, mostly solo, but sometimes with my brother. Would you like to do that with me?" I felt little, I knew less than he did. Jasper lowered his shorts, pulling out his rock hard cock. I gasped when I saw it and immediately leaned in to get a closer look. "I saw you looking at my cock all the time, I figured it might be okay to show you some more." I watched him while he pulled on his cock and I watched him continue to rub himself. I watched Jasper jerking off for a short time and I started to feel bold. I reached my hand out and took hold of his hard cock. It was much thicker than my own penis. It felt warm and inviting to my touch. I could not remain a spectator, I felt I had to do something too. "Oh yes, do it, Olivier" Jasper groaned softly and he liked the way I stroked his cock. How many times had I dreamed about something like this. I had stroked my penis to the thought of it. I felt his cock in my hand throbbing and the contact was thrilling to me. He met this with a big grin on his face, and I swallowed hard in anticipation of things to come. My mind was racing, as I wondered just how far this could go. Jasper closed his eyes and laid his head back against his pillow, with a contented look on his handsome face. I closed my eyes as well, I was so overpowered by this moment. I felt a new sexual excitement, fear, wonder, lust. I gently rubbed him, massaging his cock with my fingers, and savored the soft warmth. After a time, we looked at each other, grinning, and I knew he was happy with me. I reluctantly drew my hand back, as he finally stopped me, "I don't want to cum yet, I will save it for later." As I said, at twelve years old, I had no idea what was the real meaning of this. I knew only one thing, that there was nothing else like this, and I wanted more! Here we were, in Jasper's room, two young boys, like a thousand other boys. Living, learning, exploring, trying to find something that made us special. And the thing is, there was no other place I ever wanted to be... ====== Brian ====== The next night, Jasper's brother Brian joined us. Brian was already seventeen and much taller than Jasper. I began to realize that Jasper was a lot like me. I liked being with him and was following him around because I was new here and also liked him. Something clicked. At the time, I had no idea what. I just knew that I liked being with him. That night in the bathroom Jasper made no attempt to hide his boner, I almost got used to him being so open and enjoying showing himself to me. We brushed out teeth I had the same problem, I got a boner too. I turned around, trying to hide it for him. "Do you have to take a leak?" I asked him. He nodded and smiled a me. I observed, "You have a boner." He smiled as always, "I am just horny. I'll explain it later." I asked him, feeling stupid and innocent, "Horny, what do you mean? Is that why you feel those tingles and my penis got hard? I don't need to pee and didn't touch myself." The bathroom door opened, "Serves you right!" Brian blurted out looking at the problem between my legs. "Since you got here, I haven't had time to go with you. You little guys got things going?" I saw Jasper nod in approval with his brother. I felt a little weird, but he was right 'we got things going'. Brian had already guessed something, but I didn't understand those things. I learned a lot of things I had not known about. That night, Jasper crawled naked into bed with me. He had already told me there was something he needed to know about my 'thing'. He was going to show me in bed, that was the best way. He would explain to me the meaning of sex and being horny. He held me to his body and began to slide my briefs off. I didn't wear a T-shirt, so soon I was naked. "You know, Olivier, I really like you." I asked surprised, "You do?" Jasper smiled, "Yeah. I do." I smiled back at him, "That's nice, Jasper." I nearly slapped my forehead. I was such a dumbo! Why didn't he say something like 'I like you too'? He awkwardly put an arm around my waist. "Do you think, well, would you like to fool around, Olivier?" Jasper's hand went down and he gently went for my soft penis. He touched it and when my penis sprung to life, he rolled me over on my back and took off his own briefs. Jasper giggled, "You want to mess around?" I had no idea what he meant, but I sure wanted to find out. Jasper grabbed my boner! Suddenly I was worried, "What about when Brian comes in?" Jasper ignored my question he was rubbing my penis up and down. "Can you make sperm?" I shook my head and bravely asked him, "Can Brian?" He laughed, "Oh yeah, Olivier, he is seventeen and creams a lot. He's the horniest one of all of us. He does it all the time." I nodded, "Did you see his sperm?" At that very moment the door open and Brian came in. Fuck, I was naked, powerless, and now in shock, but what could I do? Brian looked at us, thinking, as his eyes scanned our naked bodies, "Very well, boys, you are having a good time together." Jasper looked at his brother and said, "Hey Brian, Olivier's here with me," Brian winked at his little brother and started to take off his T-shirt exposing his toned chest. I shivered but remained as cool as I could. Brian paused as he stripped naked and looked at Jasper. "Olivier looks cool, I think I will join the fun." Jasper said to his brother, "You can watch if you like and If I feel like it I will let you join in." I couldn't believe what I was hearing. This got me wondering even more about them. I realized that Jasper was excited to share me with his older brother. Brian came up to me, "Do you like my body?" he said with a smile on his face. "Oh yes, I do," I said as I started to smile as I stared into his blue eyes. As I laid there on the bed just looking at Brian getting closer, my heart started to beat faster. He was a real dude in my eyes. "I told you that you were welcome! Olivier likes good company." Jasper said still rubbing my exposed penis. Brian pulled down his boxershorts, hopped onto the bed. I just saw his naked body! Brian smiled at me and started to play with his cock and pulled off our covers and suddenly, inches from my face was his impressive boner. He has some dark hair above his cock. Brian looked so hot! Jasper squeezed my penis even harder, but I was on my side staring over at Brian. I couldn't help myself and groaned softly. What the fuck, this was real, I was naked with the two brothers with their erect penises out in the open. Jasper was staring at my penis, slowly jacking me off. I was staring at his cock, but I too excited to jack him off and to return the favor. Then, for the first time, Brian spoke to me, "I thought you were gonna do that to me, little one." So he really did want me to jerk him? Well, he was the oldest and the boss. So, I moved my fingers, as well as my thumb, and wrapped them around Brian's cock. I slowly started wank him. It was the first time in my life I did such a thing. I matched my beating to Jasper's hand on my penis, and therefore he set the pace. He would jack me faster, and I would do the same with his brother. "Olivier had never seen sperm before, but I showed him." Jasper announced, and his voice was proud. Brian looked at us for a second, "Fine, let him watch, he had not seen my load yet." I was silent, what could I say. I heard the heavy breathing of us, three horny boys. I felt the tingles, my excitement and suddenly understood the word being horny. Soon Jasper stroked my penis faster and my entire body tightened, curling my toes tight I groaned. No one was breathing at the moment, and I felt my orgasm building, while at the same time I was able to watch Brian's climax, It was as impressed as Jasper predicted. I watched in amazement as his cum was shooting out. He was shooting his load and how far it was going! Brian's load covered his belly and chest. He grabbed my still stroking hand and slowed me down and started breathing again. "Oh, Olivier. That was incredible! It was nice to share it with you." I felt proud and happy! I managed to say, "Thanks, I can't wait until I'm able to share mine with you too," I said still panting and on the edge, which made Brian smile. "Thanks for sharing it with me." I felt Jasper's stroking hand and my excitement grew and was lost in his pleasure, as I felt Jasper's hand squeezing my penis. I began to feel the tingle sensations all over my body. In a flash, my body tingled and I experienced an intense dry orgasm. It was quite an orgasm and even I realized I couldn't show any cum, it was heavenly! "Fucking good!" Jasper whispered, looking from me to his older brother, "You really did it!" I smiled happy, "Yeah! I did!" Brian looked up at Jasper, grinning at him as he milked out the final droplet of sperm from his cock! Giving his cock a flick, he made the dribble arch up into the air the white drops then landing on his chest in and increasing further the mess lying there already, "Did you enjoy wanking me off then?" "Oh yeah, it's all over you!" Brian smiled at me and ruffled my hair, he hugged me and went to the bathroom, Now Jasper began to rub and play with his hard penis and I was not sure what I was supposed to do or feel. I remember it didn't take long. Soon, Jasper was on me, he was pushing up into my body, trying to increase the speed. It felt good, really. Something special was going on, our boy cocks moved together. Suddenly, Jasper stiffened up. Every muscle in his body tensed up, he began jerking his cock faster. Jasper's butt lifted his waist completely off me, his penis jerked. I felt his penis jerking wildly and suddenly my belly was wet with his cum. "Oh wow!" Oddly enough later when he recovered, Jasper made no attempt to slip back into his own bed. He wiped my belly clean with his briefs and hugged me tightly. This brought a giggle from the dark, Brian stood there, he had been watching us. I felt pretty embarrassed, I took off for the bathroom muttering he had to pee really bad. I was surprised and shocked at Jasper's reckless courage. Jasper looked at me. "That was cool. You can go and pee." Thanks for reading Chaim groeiutrecht@gmail.com