Date: Tue, 25 Jan 2005 19:24:08 -0800 (PST) From: Thomas Gaige Subject: Aaron Gets His Wish - Chapter 4 DISCLAIMER: The following story is FICTIONAL. It contains descriptions of sexual activities between teenage boys. If you are not over 18 years of age, or if you find this type of story offensive, or viewing this material is illegal where you are, then please DO NOT READ IT! If you choose to read it, then - I hope you enjoy it! Aaron Gets His Wish Chapter Four ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Over the next few days, things seemed to go fairly well for Mark and Aaron. Although privately Mark thought Aaron was a complete wuss, he didn't let on to the boy that he felt that way. He realized that rather than an innate timidness, Aaron's demeanor was most probably due to his living with two very over-protective women, and not having had anyone in his life who encouraged him to be a man, since his father had died. Mark felt sorry for Aaron, and hoped that maybe now that he and his father were around, that maybe he would blossom into a more self-assured young man. Not having anything else to do, Mark hung out at the park across the street for most of the day, and in the evening hours too. Whenever he went, he invited Aaron to join him, hoping to help him come out of his shell a little. He was pleasantly surprised when Aaron went along with him, because he knew, after their first visit there, that Aaron didn't like going to the park. He realized the reason Aaron didn't like the park though, was because of the other kids who hung out there. He was glad that Aaron trusted him enough to join him. Going to the park certainly wasn't Aaron's idea of fun! In the past, he had always gotten picked on, and even beat up sometimes when he went there. He wished Mark didn't always want to go there, but he didn't want Mark to think he was scared to go, and he also didn't want Mark to think he didn't want to spend time with him, so nervously, he always went along. At the park, Mark quickly made friends with a few skater boys his own age. Even though he was developing his own friendships, he was cognizant though that Aaron had no friends there, and was subject to being bullied by some of the boys who hung out there. Also, Aaron was new to skateboarding. So, Mark kept an eye on him, and spent much of his time teaching him how to skate, or trying to encourage him to make friends with some of the other boys his own age, who seemed nice enough. Aaron didn't think the other boys seemed interested in becoming friends with him, but they did include him in their group whenever Mark worked him into it, and they didn't pick on him. Aaron figured this was due to the fact that Mark was his 'big brother', and the other boys Aaron's age were all in awe of Mark, because he was such a great skater. Although Aaron had always wished for an older brother, he had initially been very nervous about the kind of a relationship he was going to have with his soon-to-be older step-brother. Soon though, he began to realize that Mark was a nice guy, and that even though he didn't have to, Mark was spending a lot of time with him, trying to be his friend, teaching him how to skate, and trying to help him make other friends too. Aaron was also surprised, and very thankful, that even though he and Mark didn't know each other very well yet, that Mark was taking on the role of the "protective older brother". Aaron realized that Mark must have figured out he was a wuss. He didn't care though, because Mark never made fun of him about it, and he felt secure whenever he was with Mark. Mark always seemed to be watching out for him. More than once, when Mark had skated away from him for a few minutes, and Aaron thought he was going to be picked on by some bullies, Mark had reappeared at his side, just before any unpleasantness started, and the threat had quickly dissipated. Most importantly, Aaron knew that because he was a wuss, and Mark realized it, that Mark could've taken advantage of him. He knew that Mark was big enough, so that if he wanted to pick on him, or even beat up on him, that he would be powerless to defend himself, and would have to take whatever Mark wanted to do to him. He was completely at Mark's mercy, and initially this scared him to death. Yet Mark never once made fun of him, other than in a genuinely friendly teasing way, nor did he ever do anything to hurt him in anyway. In fact, Mark always treated Aaron very nicely, almost gently, and genuinely seemed interested in having a good relationship with him. For this Aaron was exceedingly grateful. After spending a couple days with Mark, and coming to realize all this, Aaron began to relax around him. He realized that he liked Mark a lot, and wished that he could be more like him. It caused him to want to do whatever he could to please Mark. As a result, if Mark asked him to do something, he did his very best to do whatever it was, even if it was something he didn't want to do, or if it was something that scared him. It wouldn't have mattered what it was that Mark asked of him, Aaron would have done it! If Mark had asked him to strip and skateboard across the park completely nude, he'd have done it. All he wanted to do was please Mark, so Mark would continue liking him. Mark realized that Aaron was trying his best, and admired the boy for his effort. He gave him extra encouragement when he noticed this, especially when he realized that Aaron was less than thrilled, or even scared about doing something he'd suggested. As the two spent time together, their relationship grew. Mark realized that Aaron was a nice boy like his father had said he was, and began to appreciate him as such. And, Aaron realized that he was starting to love Mark as the older brother he'd always wanted! * * * Most evenings, Phyllis made Aaron go to bed by 11:00. Mark would go downstairs and watch some TV with his father and Phyllis for a while then. A couple times when Mark went back upstairs later, he found the bedroom door closed. The first time this happened, he could hear the distinct squeaking of bedsprings from behind the door. Grinning to himself, he sat down on the landing outside the door to wait for Aaron to finish jacking off. As he listened to the action going on behind the closed bedroom door, his dick quickly began to stiffen. Behind the door, Aaron didn't realize anyone could hear him. He knew the bed springs squeaked. But he also knew that Nobody on the first floor of the house would hear them, and he thought everyone was down there. Besides that, Aaron wasn't really thinking about his bed springs. In his mind's eye he kept recalling how Mark had sat naked at the computer, jerking off, while he talked to someone on-line the first night they spent together. He wasn't sure why, but this image of Mark excited him a lot. Aaron was lying completely naked on his bed. His face was flushed and his eyes were closed. He was breathing heavily through his open mouth. Even so, his nostrils flared slightly every so often, as surges of pleasure swept through his small, thin body, causing him to quickly breathe in more deeply. Aaron's was cupping his scrotum and gently kneading his testicles with his left hand. His right hand was wrapped around his hard, lotion-slicked penis, and was sliding up and down it at a good pace. Next to him, on the bed lay one of Mark's porn magazines. Soon after he and Mark made up after their initial "privacy issue" he'd asked mark if he could borrow them every so often. After thinking about it for a minute, Mark had told him he could, but to be especially careful not to leave them out. He told Aaron to make sure he always put them back in their hiding place. He also told Aaron not to squirt his jizz all over them. Aaron had agreed, and started borrowing them every night after that. He was always very careful to put them back, and so far, only one tiny drop of his cum had ever flown off the tip of his dick and hit the edge of one of the pages. Aaron had quickly wiped it clean, and Mark had never mentioned noticing any stains, although Aaron could still make out where his sperm had landed, if he looked at the page carefully. Aaron was really grateful that Mark's permitted him to borrow the porn magazines, because it was in one of the articles he'd read about masturbation, where he learned that using hand lotion as lube made jacking off so much better. "So that's why Mark keeps that big jug of hand lotion in his drawer!" Aaron had thought, smiling to himself as he read the article. Aaron was already naked and playing with himself at the time. He wondered how much better it would be if he used some lotion when he jerked off. "Only one way to find out," Aaron thought, smiling to himself yet. Aaron rolled over to Mark's side of the bed, and opened the drawer on Mark's night stand. He pulled out the jug of hand lotion Mark kept in it, popped the top open, and squirted a glob of it into his right hand. He put the jug back, and rolled back over on to his back, then he wrapped his hand full of lotion around his hardon. "Damn! That's cold!" Aaron muttered to himself, wondering if it what he was doing was really worthwhile. Ignoring the coldness of the lotion, Aaron diligently slathered it all over his dick. As he did, it quickly warmed up. Soon, his hand was gliding up and down his slick rod. "Damn!" Aaron muttered again, only this time due to how good his newly discovered masturbatory technique felt. Jerking off had NEVER felt so good. It was the best time Aaron had ever had with his penis! It was so good, he wasn't able to keep silent. As his orgasm approached, he began moaning sofrly. Then, when it actually hit, he gasped and groaned, because it felt so good. He hoped nobody had heard him. Apparently they hadn't, as nobody said anything, or indicated they'd heard any strange noises coming from his room. From that night on, whenever Aaron jerked off, he always "borrowed" a handful of Mark's lotion to use. So far, Mark hadn't noticed that the level of lotion in his jug was being depleted at a faster rate than usual. Aaron realized he'd probably figure it out as some point and comment on it, but he also figured Mark wouldn't really care. Another night, Aaron did something else that he'd seen Mark do the first night he was living with them. He never mentioned it to Mark, because he didn't want Mark to get mad at him, but Aaron was still very curious about why Mark had sniffed the crotch of his underpants. Since there was nobody to ask, when he took his underpants off one night to jerk off, he decided to find out for himself why Mark had liked smelling them so much. Carefully avoiding the skid marks in the seat of his briefs, he put the front of them to his nose. When he sniffed, he smelled the musky aroma of his own sweat. It smelled OK, but wasn't anything to write home about, Aaron didn't think. Then he wondered if it mattered that he was smelling his own underpants. Or maybe it was because they didn't have any cum on them. Aaron hadn't jerked off yet, so he hadn't wiped up his mess with the pair he was sniffing. Looking around the floor, he spied a pair of Mark's boxers on the floor and snatched them up. He was surprised when he didn't see any skid marks in them. "Must be new, or maybe colored ones don't show poop stains as much," he thought. Aaron inspected the inside of the crotch of Mark's boxers. He smiled when he saw they were smeared with a lot of dried cum. "Damn! He squirts a lot!" Aaron thought. Then, tentatively he held them to his nose and sniffed lightly. A broad grin spread across Aaron's face, and his hardon twitched involutarily as he smelled the scent of Mark's cum. Then, like he'd seen Mark do, he pressed the boxers to his face and breathed in more deeply. "Wow!" Aaron muttered, as the sweet essence of Mark's jism filled his nostrils. "That does smell good! Wonder if mine smells as good. The way Mark was smelling my underpants the other night, it must!" Aaron enjoyed the scent of Mark's semen so much, that he laid Mark's boxers on his face, so he could breath in Mark's scent as he jacked off. When Aaron came, he was so arroused that the first load of cum he shot landed on Mark's boxers, which were laying over his face. His second load hit him in the neck. Aaron was amazed! He'd never shot so much cum, nor had it ever flown so far! His orgasm had felt better than any he'd ever had before too, and when he was finished, his balls actually ached a little. The smell of Mark's sweaty cum-stained boxers was a scent Aaron knew he'd always remember. Everytime after that, that he got a chance to smell Mark's dirty underwear, he did. If he didn't have a hardon at the time, he quickly developed one when he whiffed Mark's scent. * * * One night, after about a week and a half had gone by since he moved in, Mark went upstairs to go to bed. Aaron had gone to bed three quarters of an hour earlier. When Mark got to the third floor landing, he found the bedroom door closed again. Listening, he heard bedsprings squeaking, and knew that Aaron was masturbating again. Smiling, he sat down to wait for Aaron to finish up and open the door. Inside their bedroom, Aaron was indeed lying naked on the bed masturbating. Aaron had been mildly disappointed that Mark hadn't left any dirty boxers on the floor, but he didn't let that deter him from pleasuring himself. He'd stripped, gotten out one of mark's magazines, and a handful of lotion, and laid down on his bed to look at the pictures, and fantasize that it was his dick sliding in and out of the girl's vagina. As usual though, Aaron didn't pay as much attention to the girl in the picture, as he did to the guy's exposed asshole. Damn he wished he could touch the guy's ass! The thought of touching another guys's asshole caused Aaron's dick to throb and stiffen a little harder momentarily, before relaxing to its usual hardness. Eventually, Aaron laid back and closed his eyes and began replaying in his mind, the image of Mark masturbating that first night they'd shared a room. Aaron's dick and whole pelvic region felt incredible, as his lotion-slicked hand slid up and down his short, thin shaft. He knew it wouldn't be long before he blew his wad, as he pictured Mark pounding his dick with his hand. Suddenly, he remembered how mark had licked his finger and stuck it between his legs and played with his asshole! "Hmmm..." Aaron thought to himself. He hadn't ever played with his asshole. After a moment though, as he'd continued sliding his hand up and down his rod, and thought about Mark fingering himself some more, he was so horny he decided to give it a try. Since he'd used so much lotion on his dick, he decided rather than licking his finger, like he'd seen Mark do, he would use lotion. After all, people used lotion on baby's butts all the time, so it shouldn't hurt. Aaron wiped up a dab of lotion with the middle finger of his left hand, the same finger he'd seen Mark use. Then he spread his legs apart a bit and pointed his finger at his ass crack. Pushing against his crack, he felt his finger slide between his cheeks. It felt good, just going part way in. As he continued masturbating, he pushed his finger all the way in. "Fuck!" Aaron gasped, and his eyes flew open with surprise at the wonderful feeling he felt when his fingertip first encountered his anus. Aaron quickly began "tickling" his hole with his lubed finger, as he continued jerking off. "Ohhhh!" Aaron thought. "Damn that feels SO good! No wonder Mark shot so much jizz that night!" After about only a half minute or so of incredible sensations, Aaron realized his orgasm was building already. He relaxed and closed his eyes again, and kept on masturbating. At the same time, he kept on fingering his hole. It felt great! The more he played with it, the more pressure he kept pushing on it with. Finally, Aaron drew his legs up a little more, and as he continued masturbating, he pressed gently on his asshole. "Fuck!!!" Aaron exclaimed, as his finger suddenly poked through his sphincter and slid up inside him. "Damn!" Aaron thought, as he stopped jacking off momentarily to feel the sensation of having his finger shoved up inside himself. He wiggled his finger about a little, feeling what the inside of his ass felt like. The sensations his rectum experienced as his finger moved about felt awesome! Seconds later, Aaron began pulling his finger back out of his hole, then he shoved it back in. He liked the feeling he got as something got shoved into his ass, rather than just sliding out, like shit did. Drawing his legs up even further, he started rhythmically fucking his finger in and out of himself then, similar to how he'd seen Mark doing it that first night, and returned to jerking off as well. As he masturbated and finger-fucked himself, Aaron replayed the picture in his mind, of Mark doing the same to himself a couple nights earlier. After a minute, the picture in Aaron's mind changed, and he began to imagine Mark being in the room with him, laying naked on the bed next to him, pleasuring himself in the same way he was. A moment later, the picture in Aaron's mind changed again. Mark had rolled onto his side, facing Aaron. He'd pushed Aaron's hands away from his body. and taken Aaron's penis in his hand and begun jerking him off. Then, to Aaron's surprise, Mark had wiped a little more lotion off the base of Aaron's dick with his middle finger and pressed his lubed finger against Aaron's ass crack. Eagerly Aaron had spread his legs a little more, and Mark's finger had slid between his cheeks, the tip of it, lodging against Aaron's anus. With a gentle push, Mark's finger had penetrated Aaron's sphincter and his finger had slid up inside him, as Aaron let out a gasp. Then, Aaron imagined himself relaxing as Mark's hands pleasured him. About a minute later, with his eyes closed and visions of Mark masturbating him and finger-fucking him, his right hand was flying up and down his penis, and the middle finger of his left hand was slamming in and out of his his asshole, Aaron began to feel his orgasm building up again. * * * Outside the door, Mark had been listening to the sounds coming from inside the bedroom. It wasn't too long before he realized the bed springs were squeaking faster. He also started hearing some low moans. Having seen Aaron masturbating the first night of his stay at the house, Mark didn't have to imagine what Aaron was doing. He could picture exactly what the boy was up to. The image in his mind had him hard in an instant. Automatically, Mark's hand moved to his crotch and he began squeezing his bulging cock. After only about a half minute of playing with himself through his jeans and listening to the sounds of Aaron pleasuring himself, Mark couldn't take it any longer. His desire to jerk off was too great! Quickly he stood up, unzipped his fly, reached inside his pants, and pulled his hardon out. Immediately he began beating off, as he listened to Aaron, doing the same thing on the other side of the door. * * * Aaron tried to hold off his orgasm as long as he could, stroking himself slower and slower. All that did though was excite him even more. All too soon, he felt his orgasm begin building rapidly, and he couldn't stop himself. He had to stroke himself faster, and he did. At the same time, he started shoving his middle finger and index finger in and out of his asshole even faster. He'd liked one finger so much, that after a minute, he'd added his index finger to it. He'd found that two fingers were even better than one! He pulled his legs up a little more and started fucking his fingers in and out of himself faster, as he pictured Mark plunging two fingers in and out of him. "OOOHhhh!" Aaron moaned, as he felt his climax quickly approaching. He started beating off even faster, and slamming his fingers in and out of himself. "Fuck!" Aaron gasped suddenly. His body stiffened for a second, he felt his asshole clamp shut around his fingers, and he fired a load of cum out his dick. It splattered against his chin. "Awww!" Aaron groaned a second later, as again his fingers got squeezed, when he squirted another stream of semen onto his chest. * * * On the other side of the door, Mark heard Aaron having his orgasm, and this excited him to the point he suddenly climaxed as well. Mark let out an almost silent gasp, as he violently fired a rope of cum out his dick that splattered against the wall of the stairway. "Mmmmm," Mark moaned almost inaudibly, as a second glob joined the first on the wall. Both globs of cum began slowly running down the paneling. Straining to be silent, Mark shot another load. This one landed on the hardwood step. * * * Mark spasmed a few more times, dumping more cum on the step he was leaning over. On the other side of the door, Aaron squirted a few more loads onto his belly as well. Eventually, both boys' orgasms ended. Aaron lay quietly for a minute breathing deeply, enjoying his post orgasmic euphoria. Mark stood quietly on the stairs, breathing deeply, also. He gave a shudder a few seconds later, and a last stringy drop of cum oozed out his piss slit and dripped slowly onto the step. Aaron's penis oozed a last glob of semen as well. It dribbled down the underside of his penis and over his knuckles. Aaron pulled his fingers from his asshole then. Tentatively he examined them and sniffed them. His fingers appeared clean, but he smelled the faint odor of his own shit, mixed with Mark's hand lotion. Aaron looked over at the clock then and realized Mark would be coming upstairs soon. Quickly, he set about cleaning himself up, wiping his cum on his briefs. He tossed them on the floor and got out a pair of pajamas and put them on. Finally, he put away Mark's magazine. Then, he went to open the door. * * * Mark had stowed his cock in his jeans, and just finished wiping his cum off the wall and steps with his hand, when Aaron opened the door. Both boys looked a little surprised to see each other, and Mark closed his hand, hiding the globs of cum he'd just wiped up. Aaron didn't notice. "Oh!" Aaron said, tinging red in the face, looking guiltily at Mark, wondering if he had been listening to him. "Hey Squirt!" Mark said, blushing as well, hoping Aaron didn't realize he'd been listening to him. Aaron blushed deeper still at Mark's use of "Squirt" as a nickname. Mark had started calling him "Squirt" a few days earlier, but now he wondered if Mark had heard him jerking off, and was calling him that to make fun of him. "I was Just coming up to bed," Mark said, ignoring Aaron's obvious embarrassment. "Oh," Aaron said, deciding Mark wasn't making fun of him. He quickly retreated to his side of the bed. "I was just going to bed myself," he said. "Cool!" Mark said, as he surreptitiously grabbed a wad of Kleenex from the box on his nightstand. Facing away from Aaron, he quickly wiped the cum off his hand, and tossed the tissue away. "Think I'll check my e-mail before bed though. I'll be quiet." "OK. G'night," Aaron said, and he climbed into bed. "Night!" Mark said. Mark turned on his laptop, then once the screen was lit, he turned out the ceiling light. * * * As Mark logged onto his computer, and brought up his e-mail account, Aaron pulled the covers up over him and rolled onto his side. He lay thinking about what he'd just done. As he thought about it, his happiness over the good feelings he'd experienced faded away. He began thinking about the fact that he'd been thinking about Mark as he masturbated. After a minute, the realization that he'd gotten excited over another guy began to set in. In particular about another guy who, in his fantasy was touching him, and doing sexual things to him. "Shit!" Aaron thought. "Does this mean I'm gay?" Before, whenever Aaron had fantasized while masturbating, he'd concentrated on what it was he was doing to himself, and how good it had felt. Sometimes he did think about Kyle. But that was different. It was more like he was just curious about Kyle, or at least he always thought that was his reason for thinking about Kyle. Aaron had never seen Kyle naked, and he wondered what Kyle looked like. Particularly his dick. He wondered how big Kyle's hardon got. He wondered if Kyle jerked off too. They'd never discussed masturbation seriously, although Kyle liked to joke around all the time, saying he bet so and so "jerks off". In his mind Aaron sometimes pictured Kyle lying on the bed next to him. Both of them were naked, and both were masturbating. Always in his mind's eye, Kyle's penis was the same size as his. Kyle had darker pubic hair though. As Aaron lay masturbating, he would imagine Kyle doing the same thing to himself. The two would be always be looking down at each other's crotches, watching each other masturbate, waiting to witness each other's orgasm. Occasionally their feet would touch each other. They'd look at each other's eyes and grin when that happened. Quickly both their gazes returned to each other's genitals though. As Aaron approached his orgasm, he imagined Kyle's was nearing too. Then, as he spasmed and squirted his semen all over his belly, he imagined Kyle was doing the same as well. That was the extent of any fantasies Aaron had ever had involving Kyle, or even involving anything remotely sexual with anyone else. Until now, he'd felt it was more a curiosity about what Kyle looked like naked. Now, since he'd seen Mark masturbating, and he was always fantsizing about Mark masturbating, he knew it wasn't just curiosity anymore. He'd already seen Mark doing it, so there was nothing to be curious about. Instead, he began to realize that thinking about other boys jacking off, excited him. "Shit!" Aaron thought again, this time more desperately. "Maybe I really am gay! I don't want to be gay!" As he lay under the covers thinking about this, Aaron felt stricken. Even though he'd thought about Kyle masturbating with him on occasion, he hadn't ever considered the thought that he might be gay! Now he was thinking about Mark jerking him off, and sticking his fingers up his butt. Why was he thinking about this? Why was the thought of such a thing giving him a boner again right now, even though he'd just jacked off? Why didn't he ever think about girls? Aaron realized then "there's only one reason I'd think about the things I think about! I'm gay!" Tears began to well in his eyes, as Aaron thought miserably, "Things were just starting to get good! Why is this happening to me? Why me? Why now? Why???" * * * Oblivious to the fact that Aaron was quietly having an emotional crisis, Mark brought up his e-mail account. There was an e-mail from Jon waiting for him. Mark opened it and began reading: "Yo Mark, You won't believe what happened to me! It's FANTASTIC Man! I told you about Han right? Well... I had to stop at the bakery again for Mom. He was there. When he gave me my change, his hand touched mine again and lingered for a minute again. I looked at him. He looked nervous and started to pull his hand away. I can't believe what I did!!! Nobody was around in the shop - just us. I closed my hand around his, before he pulled it all the way away. He looked shocked. I smiled at him. Then he smiled at me! He has such a beautiful smile! He didn't pull his hand away. Just smiled back at me. So I asked him if he wanted to do something sometime. He said he did. So, yesterday morning, he came over. We hung out a while, just talking. Then, I asked him if he wanted to come up to my room. He smiled and said he did!!!! When we got upstairs, I closed my door and pulled him to me. He was smiling so shyly. God he's so CUTE! I kissed him. He kissed me back. We must've kissed for at least ten minutes. All the time I could feel his hardon pressing against me. Mine was pressing against him too. Finally, I asked him if he wanted to get naked. He smiled and didn't say anything - just started stripping. So did I. He's SO FREAKING GORGEOUS!!! He's shorter than me, and thin, and has such smooth silky skin. I love running my hands up and down his body. It's like silk. He likes it when I feel him all over like that too. And his dick! Mark! It's gorgeous! Not as big as mine, but so beautiful! I couldn't help myself. I fell on my knees and swallowed all of it. He was moaning in no time. I stopped just long enough to steer him to the bed and push him down on it so he'd be comfortable. Then I went down on him again. I sucked on him for almost five minutes. Everytime he got close to cumming, I stopped a minute. Finally he couldn't take it anymore, and he blew a huge load of the sweetest cum I ever tasted into my mouth! Fuck it was good! I drained him completely. When he was finished, he was exhausted, so we rested a minute, then he did me! Fuck! He's got a great mouth too! And does he ever know how to use it! ... uh... not that you don't too... you know what I mean! Anyway... we had a great time! After that, we rested a while, then I asked him if he'd like to fuck me - you know how I love to take a dick up my ass! He said he did! Mark! That boy knows how to make love to a guy's asshole! He started out eating my ass out! His tongue was like heaven on my hole! Then, just when I thought I was going to go crazy, he stopped and greased up, and slowly slid his tool up inside me! He fucked me real slow for a while. Then neither of us could stand it, and he sped up. A minute later he was filling my insides with his stuff, and I was spraying the sheets underneath me! By the time he was finished, we were both completely drained! We took a short nap together then, then he had to go. It was too bad he had to go - it felt so nice laying snuggled, naked with him. Mark! I think I'm in love!!! I can't wait to see him again! He's coming over this afternoon again! Weird thing. I'd closed my bedroom door when we went in. When we were finished, I noticed it was open a crack. Only person who was home was Lukey. I'm wondering if he was spying on us! TTYL, Jon" "Wow!" Mark thought a little sadly. "Wish I had a guy like Han!" Mark wrote Jon an answer then, telling him he was very happy for him, and how great he thought it was, and saying he wanted "all the dirt" as things heated up! Mark answered a couple other e-mails, then he logged off the computer. * * * Tired, Mark stepped over to his side of the bed and stripped down to his boxers. Quietly and slowly he slipped under the covers, so as not to wake Aaron. Unbeknownst to him though, Aaron wasn't sleeping. He had stopped crying, but was still lying awake thinking sadly about his realization that he was probably gay, and wondering what, if anything, he should do about it. Mark rolled onto his side facing Aaron's back. Lying in such close proximity to Aaron, Mark could feel warmth radiating from his body. His thoughts immediately returned to what Jon had said about snuggling with Han. He recalled how good it had felt whenever he and Jon had had a sleepover, and had snuggled naked together in bed. Mark suddenly felt lonely and wished he too had someone to snuggle with. Of course, he also began to feel horny thinking about it too, and his dick began to expand. There was Aaron sleeping right next to him. Only inches away! He could feel the boy's warmth. Mark so wanted to scootch over and snuggle up to him. "I can't do that! What if he woke up? He'd know I was gay!" Mark thought. A moment later, Aaron's body let out an involuntary shudder, left over from when he'd been crying. "He must be cold," Mark thought. "I suppose I could snuggle with him in order to warm him up!" Then Mark remembered his hardon. He couldn't snuggle up to the boy and press his erection into his back! Aaron was asleep though! Mark hemmed and hawed a moment longer, then his urges got the better of him. Aaron was asleep, and everyone knew that nothing short of a nuclear explosion could wake a sleeping boy! Smiling to himself, Mark carefully moved closer to Aaron. Aaron's eyes flew open when he felt Mark's body suddenly pressing up against his back, and Mark's arm wrap around him, and come to rest in front of him. "What the ...?" Aaron thought. "He must be cold! Or... maybe he knows I was crying!" Then Aaron suddenly became aware of Mark's bulging hardon pressing against his ass crack. Suddenly he was very confused, and a little worried. "Mark's not gay! What's he doing? Maybe he's desperate for sex, and doesn't care that I'm a boy! He's not gonna try and fuck me is he?" Aaron thought, suddenly getting very nervous. Confused, and somewhat frightened, Aaron didn't move. Mark didn't move either. After nothing else happened for a while, Aaron thought "He must just be cold and think I'm asleep, and won't notice. And he must just be hard because he was talking about sex with some girl on the net again!" In reality Aaron didn't care that Mark's penis was pressing into him. On the contrary, he actually liked it, and his own dick began to quickly stiffen again. He didn't like the fact that he liked it though, as it only added credence to his realization that he was gay. He thanked God he was facing away from Mark. At all costs, Aaron didn't want Mark to know he was awake, so he didn't make a move. Once Mark was settled up against him, Aaron's body, which had tensed up when Mark had initially snuggled up to him, relaxed. Mark's warm body felt so good, pressed up against him, even his bulging penis pressing into the groove of his ass felt good! Although, it felt good in a way Aaron wished it didn't. Still, he didn't care. Mark had just come to bed. Mark was still awake, and for whatever reason, he was consciously snuggling up to him, and in a loving way too! Aaron didn't care why Mark was snuggling up to him. He just knew he liked it a lot! It meant that Mark really cared about him, at least in some way! Suddenly, Aaron felt secure and loved. Even though he didn't like the thought that he liked Mark's dick pressing into him, he decided to forget about it, and be happy that Mark seemed to care about him. Mark's arm, which was draped over Aaron's side, was lying in front of Aaron's chest. Aaron pulled his arm up to Mark's and held Mark's arm against his chest like it was a teddy bear. Instinctively, even though he thought Aaron was still sleeping, Mark gave Aaron a quick gentle hug, and a soft kiss on the back of his neck. When he felt Mark's kiss, Aaron smiled, and his eyes welled with tears. This time they were tears of happiness though. He squeezed his eyes shut tightly and fought the urge to cry. A minute later the feeling passed. He could feel the last bit of tension leaving his body. Mark innately sensed Aaron's happiness. Both boys relaxed then, and smiling, each drifted off into his own dreams... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The next chapter of this story will be published soon.