Date: Sat, 11 Jun 2022 18:12:20 -0400 From: James Karvonen Subject: Andy's Story : Search for Meaning - 13 "Are you ready?" Kevin asked. Damn, he was one eager kid, I thought. But that was fine with me. That told me that my little lover really enjoyed the sex that we had together. I enjoyed it also but for whatever reason Kevin seemed to be more into it then me not that I was complaining. It was rare to find someone like that. "Ah, let me go to the laundry room first so that I could take your clothes out of the washer and put them in the dryer. When I come back I'll definitely be ready for you." I replied. I eased off the bed then leaving my bedroom rushed down the hallway to the laundry room. I quickly took Kevin's clothes out of the washer then tossed them into the dryer. Once I had the dryer going I quickly rushed back to the bedroom. Kevin was patiently waiting for me He had picked up the tube of KY, so that he could squeeze a little dollop onto his fingertip not that he actually needed it. My father and Matt had both fucked me before and their dicks were a lot thicker and much longer then Kevin's still boy size dick. Even if Kevin didn't use the KY on me he probably would be able to push his slender rigid length all the way in balls deep with no problems whatsoever. But I wanted to appease him, to make him feel like an adult and not just a little boy. Besides it would be interesting to me to see just how far he actually would go as far as getting me greased up was concerned. I rolled over on my stomach giving Kevin full access to my firm ass and bottom hole. Now it was going to be up to him how he was going to do it. The first thing Kevin did was straddle me at directly over the back of my knees. "I'm going to grease you up now, then I'm going to grease myself up." I heard him say. Bring it on, I thought preparing myself for whatever was going to happen on Kevin's part. I felt the palm of his hand on one of my cheeks. He parted it to reveal my gaping asshole. And then I felt one of his fingertips slick with a dollop of cool KY gel slowly pushing up into me. Damn I thought. He was actually pushing one of his fingers up into my asshole and it felt lovely. Immediately I could feel my penis lengthening beneath me. He pushed his finger all the way up into me to his third knuckle then started moving his deeply impaled finger in and out. I could hear a faint squishy sound as he was doing that. Each time his finger nudged my prostate it caused my now very much erect penis to flex. Already I could feel myself getting really close to climaxing. I was about to warn him about that but before I could do so he slid his finger. When he did that that gave me a little reprieve from the pending orgasm that I was on the verge of having. While he was still straddling me Kevin went on ahead and greased up his little erection. "Okay, I'm ready." Kevin said. "Do you want me to get on my hands and knees or in another words how do you want to do it?" "Just lie there like you're doing." Kevin said. "Alright." I smiled. I laid there on my stomach, closed my eyes and relaxed a little. As I was lying there I felt Kevin's young lithe body slide on top of me. It took only a few seconds before I felt the blunt circumcised head of Kevin's rock hard dick prodding my asshole. When he found my greased up puckered opening he wasted no time pushing his rock hard 3 1/2" inch length right up into me. As I figured on his very first down thrust he drove all the way in until the entire length of the front of his body, his chest and stomach were mashed firmly up against me. I deliberately clamped my anal sphincter muscles around him to suck his slender impaled length even deeper into me. It must have surprised him a little because I heard him cry out with pleasure. As I had anticipated he really didn't need the KY because even without the KY he would have slid his entire length all the way up into me. I used my anal sphincter muscles again to suck him in a little deeper. This time when I did that his basic animalistic instincts must have taken over because he started hunching his impaled rigid length in and out of me at a rapid pace almost uncontrollable pace. Each time he down thrusted I would hear him grunt. Drawing back he would gasp only to down thrust again. As he was doing that he was bringing me closer and closer to what looked like would be an intense orgasm. And I was more then ready for it. The question was, who would be the first one to climax first. "Ah, ahh, ahhh!" He cried out and then I felt his shaft swell outwards before it lurched hard within me. A second later his impaled length started jackhammering away deep inside of me. His impaled pulsing erection immediately drive me too my point of no return. Lying on my stomach underneath Kevin while he was hunching his rigid length down into me caused me to explode outwards into my own intense orgasm. My cock started pulsing away at a rapid pace spurting ropes of cum between me and the blanket on top of my bed that I was lying on. Within seconds I had made a large sticky mess all over the blanket, my lower stomach and groin. "Ahhhh!" I heard Kevin cry out one last time as he wildly thrusted his impaled cock one as deep as he could into me. A second later while he was still impaled I felt his warm chest and stomach collapse down against my back. His face was against the side of my head. Panting I could feel his warm wet breath against the side of my cheek. For now it was over. We stayed like that for about a minute or two before Kevin finally pulled his now flaccid penis out my bottom hole then rolled over onto his back besides me. He reached down to feel himself up then said, "I think I did it again. My dick feels warm and slippery." "Let me see." I said rolling over onto my side besides him. I braced myself up on my left elbow so that I could look down at his crotch. Sure enough his soft penis had a slippery looking smear just beneath and around the deeply blushed circumcised head. Grasping his 1 1/2"inch soft nubbish penis with my thumb and forefinger I squeezed upwards watching as a drop of clear slippery thinnish fluid bubbled out from the tip. "Yep, you did it again." I said. Then impulsively I leaned over and took his entire nubbish dick into my mouth pursing my lips tightly around it. Letting out a little cry he sat up with a start and watched as I sucked him off tasting not only the drop of immature cum that had bubbled out of him but the KY as well and maybe a little if the tartness from my asshole that he had just fucked. "Aaahh, that feels so sensitive!" He gasped. I lifted off and smiled. It had been quite an afternoon there could be no question about it. Getting up I left the bedroom, walked naked down the hallway to get his clothes that I had put in the dryer for him. Walking back into the bedroom I handed Kevin his dry clothes so that he could put them back on. It had finally stopped raining outside and it was getting close to the time for Kevin to leave. I watched as he slowly dressed. Just before he left fifteen minutes later he gave me a kiss and a hug. I hugged and kissed him back. Having experienced both oral and now anal sex, we had now opened up another new phase in our relationship. Unfortunately for us that relationship would last for another two years or so. In life there comes a time when all good things would come to an end. And that time came almost a year and a half later on a cold February afternoon. I can clearly remember the date and it grieves me to this very day to even think about it. Like usual Kevin would come to visit me on weekends. Only this time when he came to visit me I could clearly see that he was upset about something. "What's up Kev?" I asked as soon as he stepped into the apartment. With tears in his eyes Kevin broke the sad news to me. "I can't stay here very long with you today. I just came here to tell you that I found out that we're moving in three days. Today will be the last time I will be able to see you." "What!" I gasped. "Where will your family be moving too?" "A little town in North Georgia up in the mountains called Cleveland. That town is at least eighty miles from Atlanta from what dad told me." "Oh no." I cried, "That means that once you move we'll probably never see each other again!" The thought of losing my little lover was heart breaking too me and from the way it looked it had to be heartbreaking for Kevin as well. Tears were streaming down Kevin's beautiful twelve year old face "I don't want to move. I want to stay here in Atlanta and be with you. You're the only real friend that I ever had. But that's not going to happen. Dad said that things are just to expensive in Atlanta and getting worse everyday. That's why we have to move. Besides he had already accepted this job offer in Cleveland that had been given to him a couple of months ago." I knew that there was nothing that neither Kevin or I could do about this situation. In a week's time Kevin would be out of my life forever. That very thought was devastating and very depressing too me. With tears in my eyes I hugged him. He hugged me back As we held each other close I could feel his lithe young body heaving against me as he softly sobbed to himself. It hurt us both, there could be no question about that. This would had been a friendship that would have lasted forever had it not been for Kevin's father's final decision. The time that I had spent with Kevin over the last three years had been the happiest time in all my life. I had taught Kevin everything I knew about not only about being a young gay boy growing up in Atlanta but life as well. And then there was the sex that we had shared with each other. It had been beautiful to say the least. We loved each other in more ways then one. And now he would be leaving me. We were both sobbing now as we were holding each other tightly. Within seconds we found ourselves kissing each other feverishly. We ended up in my bedroom knowing that this would be the last time that we would have sex with each other. With trembling hands we slowly undressed each other. Staring over a Kevin's beautiful nude body he had grown a lot since I first saw him naked almost three years ago. He had grown taller and was more broader at his chest. His stomach had lost just about all of his baby fat and was now taunt and lean. His circumcised penis had thickened quite a bit. Sporting an erection it was a proud 4"inches in veiny length. He even had a small sprinkling of fine wispy pubic hair that was now sprouting at the very root of his penis. The wispy strands were the same rusty color as the tousled hair on his head. In my eyes he was beautiful in more ways then one and even more so now into early adolescence. We melted into each other's arms, our naked bodies pressing firmly up against each other. The warmth and smoothness of his twelve year old body was almost more then I could bear. We started rubbing up against each other his 4"inch circumcised erection and almost full grown hairless balls rubbing up against my thick, veiny almost 7"inch uncircumcised erection and hair sprinkled ball sack. Both of us were drooling pre-cum and we could feel the pre-cum mixing with each others when our throbbing cocks made contact with each other. Before long we were both gasping for breath moving closer and closer to the inevitable. Kevin then rolled away onto his back still gasping for breath. I braced my self up on my elbows and looked over at at Kevin. "What's wrong?" I whispered. "I just want to be loved and since this will be our last time doing this together I want to make it last for a while." He whispered. "Same here." I whispered leaning over towards him. Tenderly I kissed my little lover on his smooth downy cheek. In the course of our final afternoon making love together I wanted to make it last. I wanted to bring him off as many times as I could before exhaustion set in and played it's hand on him. Being that this was going to be our last afternoon together I wanted to make it an experience that he would never forget. An experience that both of us would keep in our hearts, mind and soul forever. Placing the palm of my left hand on his heaving chest I felt Kevin's strong rapid heartbeat pounding away beneath his rib cage that slowly expanded and retracted with each deep breath that he took . Being experienced in sex thanks to my father and Matt I knew how to make this experience last for him and I was going to use every technique that I knew to insure that it would happen. And I sure if given enough time he would do the same thing for me. But on that particular afternoon it wasn't me that I was concerned about, it was Kevin for he was everything in my life. Everything that was so dear and precious to me that unfortunately would soon come to an end for both of us. Tenderly I ran the palm of my hand across his warm smooth chest towards his right nipple. Using the tip of my forefinger I rubbed the budding pink nipple in a circular motion until it became hard like a little b.b. Once the nipple was erect I slowly slid the palm of my hand down over his protruding ribs and smooth too his taunt firm belly covering his innie belly button. Leaning over even closer I jutted out my tongue licking the sensitive tip of the rigid nipple and dime size areola surrounding it. I swirled my wet tongue around in a slow circular motion over and over again sending chills surging through his young twelve year old body. Lying there not moving, he whispered, "I like that." Leaning over even closer to him I took his nipple into my mouth. Pursing my warm wet sensuous lips around it I slowly started sucking on the rigid nipple increasing the pleasure that I felt sure that he was feeling at that very moment. I could hear Kevin's breathing becoming even deeper and faster. A minute or so later I lifted my mouth off his right nipple leaving it dripping with my saliva then moved over to his left nipple to do the same thing to it that I had done to the right one. While licking and sucking his left nipple I slid my hand from his belly button down the smooth plane of his lower stomach covering his rigid pre-cum drooling erection and plump scrotal sack. "Uhhh." I heard Kevin moan when the palm of my hand pressed gently down over his genitals. He moaned even louder when tenderly I moved the palm of my hand around and around in a slow circular motion over his rigid penis and scrotum. His shaft flexed beneath the palm of my hand becoming even more slippery with his drooling pre-cum at the tip. By the way he was now moving and squirming I could tell that he was getting close to ejaculation. Lifting my mouth off his left nipple I moved down to his belly button. Leaning down over his stomach I stuck my tongue out to lick around it before I darted the tip of my tongue into the indention. I fluttered and jabbed the tip of my tongue into his bellybutton feeling his shaft flex again beneath the palm of my rubbing hand. When he moaned that second time flexing hard against my palm I knew then that he was about to cum. Just as his erection swelled on the verge of his pending ejaculation, I quickly squeezed the root of his throbbing penis with my thumb and forefinger as hard as I could to stop him from ejaculating. This was a method that I had used on him many times before that he both loved and hated at the same time. I could actually his cum jetting upwards within the core of his pulsing shaft only to be stopped by my tightly squeezing fingers. He tensed, his back arching, his toes curling. He squirmed a couple of times then cried out "Ahhh!" I kept squeezing the lower shaft of his throbbing erection until his tense body finally relaxed. It was then and only then that I relingushed my grip around him. He laid there besides me panting for breath. "Oh God, I was so close to cumming." He moaned. "This is what you wanted, isn't it?" I asked. "Uh huh, I want to make our final time together last as long as possible." He reinstated. "Same here." I said softly feeling the hurt of our future separation becoming even more powerful and prevalent. I slithered my wet tongue from his bellybutton down to his pubic mound, licking his inner thighs and plump almost full grown low hanging scrotum inhaling the musty aroma of his sweaty crotch which had always been a turn on for me. I was rock hard and throbbing and had been ever since I started pleasuring Kevin almost a half hour ago. I was delibertly taking my time with him and knew that once I finished what I was doing with Kevin right now he would take care of my needs before we moved on to round two. As I was slithering my tongue around and over the soft still hairless sack I found myself reflecting back on how small the sack was the first time I saw it more then two years ago when he was only ten years old. Puberty had set in during our time together which thrilled me as I watched him grow. "Uhhh, I'm about ready to cum again." He cried out his body tensing. I lifted off once again using the squeeze method on him. He calmed down after a minute or two and I continued to do what I had been doing to him. This time I took his erection into my mouth tightly pursing my lips around the rigid shaft. I cupped his clenching balls then started bobbing my warm moist lips up and down around him as I diligently sucked him off my cheeks concaving inwards as I sucked. Like I had done the very first time I had I sucked him off a couple of years ago I managed to work the tip of the middle finger of my right hand into his hot clammy asshole to stimulate his G-spot, his prostate. Feeling the little bump I rubbed and prodded it to with the tip of my impaled finger sucking him off even harder until he finally couldn't take anymore. "Uh, uhhh, aaah!" He screamed. His body shook and quavered. Seconds later he exploded in my mouth gushing spurt after spurt after spurt of his rich boy cum against the back of my throat. I wasted no time in swallowing his jetting cum. It was a good adult size load for a twelve year old but that was to be expected. That was what Kevin wanted especially after all the foreplay that I had done with him over the last forty five minutes or so to build up load of cum that he had just ejaculated into my mouth and down my throat. When he was finally spent I lifted off of his wilting cock then rolled over onto my back besides him relishing the taste of him that lingered in mouth. We rested for about ten minutes or so mainly for Kevin's benefit so that he could regain his composure. When he was once again ready to go he softly said, "My turn to do you." I was more then ready for Kevin. I laid there on my back and watched as Kevin straddled me at my chest. His plump still well rounded bubbly ass was almost in my face. As he was leaning over me his butt in my face, I couldn't resist the urge to part both of his plump well rounded ass cheeks to reveal the pink puckered opening of his hot little rosebud. I darted my tongue upwards to ream his crack and thrust the tip of my tongue into the bittersweet gaping opening of his asshole. At the same time I was doing that I felt his fingers making a tight fist around my the thick girth of my throbbing 7"inch erection causing it to flex outwards almost immediately. At the same time I was reaming him with my tongue, his fingers skinned back my foreskin. The next thing I felt was his warm tender moist lips pursing around my upper shaft. A second later his hot wet tongue was swirling around my protruding ultra-sensitive glans bringing me closer and closer to my rapidly rising release. As his fist started moving up and down around my lower shaft he started sucking me off almost greedily. As he was doing that I fluttered and darted the tip of my tongue into his hot little pucker to give him pleasure also. It didn't take me long to reach my point of no return. I erupted like a volcano spewing my thick teen lava in rapid consequative spurts into his mouth against the back of my throat. He coughed and sputtered as I was shooting my load and surprisingly swallowed just about all my gushing cum that I was giving too him. I felt his hot little ringlet start twitching against the tip of my darting tongue which told me that the ream job that I was giving him was bringing him off also. After it was over we rolled over into each other's arms and tightly embraced pressing our nude trembling bodies against each other. We just laid there together entwined in each other's arms for a good hour or so kissing and really just enjoying the warmth, the physical contact and the love that we had for each other one last time. Time was rapidly passing by and it wouldn't be long before Kevin would leave the apartment and be out of my life forever. About a half hour before that time came that he would have to leave Kevin whispered into my ear and said, "Will you fuck me.?" He knew that I really enjoyed fucking him and in turn he loved being on the receiving end especially when I played with his cock while I was fucking him to bring him off also. With tears in my eyes I said "Alright Kevin. I'll be right back." We relingushed our embrace allowing me to slowly I ease off the bed. A few minutes later I returned with the tube of KY in my hand. This time we decided to do it standing up. As Kevin bent over the side of the bed placing both of his hands against the mattress, I should directly behind him. Opening up the tube of KY, I squeezed a dollop of the KY onto the tip of the middle finger of my left hand. Jutting out my middle finger out I thrusted it deep up into Kevin's tight asshole moving it in and out. Already his inner sphincter muscles were clamping tightly around my impaled finger. When finally I had him greased up I twisted my finger out of him then went on ahead and greased up my throbbing erection from the head all the way down to the hairy root. Tossing the tube of KY to the side I pressed my crotch firmly against his plump ass then positioned the head of my rigid length between his plump well rounded ass cheeks. Within seconds I drove the protruding head of my cock into the gaping rosebud stretching the inner folds a little. The slight pinch of pain that he felt caused him to grunt but he pushed back hard against me causing my erection to sink the rest of the way in. Immediately his anal sphincter muscles clamped tightly around my impaled shaft. Once we were joined together as one, I slid my left hand around his side so that my palm covering his belly button. At the same time I moved my right hand around his hip to gently grasp his straining 4"inch erection with my thumb and forefinger just beneath the circumcised head. I used the tip of my forefinger to smear his leaking pre-cum all over and around the mushroom shaped head causing him to moan in pleasure from the sensitivity that he had to be feeling from my light gentle touch. He was ready and I was now ready. Grasping his throbbing erection I started masturbating him. My thumb and three fingers started slowly moving up and down along his smooth rigid shaft. At the same time I started hunching in and out driving my impaled cock in him almost balls deep with each thrust. He moved with me pushing back as I thrusted forwards. As our pleasure intensified both of us started breathing deep and rapidly. Before long we were both moaning and gasping. Speeding up my thrusts it took only a matter of seconds before both of us reached our point of no return. It was Kevin who climaxed first in reaction to one of my ball deep driving thrusts. He let out a cry as about four or five good spurts of clear thinnish cum jetted out in front of him a couple of inches onto my mattress. His twitching sphincter muscles around my thrusting impaled length brought me off into an intense orgasm that left me virtually breathless. Jet after jet of my thick white cum blasted into him filling his rapidly twitching asshole to the brim. It took a few seconds but finally it was over. This would be the last time that I ever would do that to him. Two days later was one of the saddest times of my life. My little friend and lover was gone, his family having moved to North Georgia. We had spent almost three happy years together. With the exception of my father and Matt who I still had a sexual relationship though it wasn't as strong or as intense as it had been when I was younger I was basically alone as far as my relationships with others apart from my family was concerned. I was still searching for the meaning of life. But there was still some hope. Attending the Gay Pride Parade that year I noticed a boy on a bicycle looking at me. He looked to be about eleven years old if that. He had shoulder length wheat blond hair. He was shirtless his smooth lean boyish body torso glistening with a light sheen of sweat due to the hot Georgia sun that afternoon. He was waving his T-shirt around and around over his head in support of the LGBTQIA movement that the parade represented. When he smiled at me, I smiled back and slowly made my way over to him. His name was Bobby and just like me he was gay, searching for his own meaning of life..... *Follow up on Kevin's story which you can find in Gay/Incest, Brother Swap Time, dated May 5, 2022. *