Date: Fri, 6 Apr 2018 08:12:57 +0000 From: Osito J Subject: Arreglalo pt.1 Adhere to laws or rules from where you're at. Here's a try at writing out a fantasy I had floating in my mind. As usual, feel free to let me know your thoughts & ideas, good or bad welcome. Open minded & up to exchange experiences. Or just hear you out too. Give what you can. Ive been jerking to this since I was a teen boy, and I know many other men & boys are doing so. So, do your part, and help donate what you can you horny bastards. Anyways, I thought of my dad making this story, yet this pic is close enough for inspiration of what I imagined https://krazi8kolek.tumblr.com/post/172650213238/mmmmm-so-damn-hot-wish-i-had-a-dude-like-this-to http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html ------------------------------------------------------------ As I waited for the next school bus to come so I can be on my way home, I was actually excited for the first time in a long while. Normally, I just stand quiet a bit away and get lost in my daydreams. Oh man, did I have so many lil dreams I'd escape to. I didn't have friends & felt so out of place. Like I didn't belong or wasn't..good enough. Just negative weird things. But anyways, the thing is, I can easily go walk out in the nearby forest trail. Well, now I can. My parents finally had some extra money to leave my two younger bros with a good babysitter they knew of. Oh man. But yea, the greatest surprise I had was when I did my normal walk through the trail & daydreamed I was in the pokemon world. Oh man, it would be so fucking awesome if they were real. Especially Mew, my all time favorite. Anyways, I would go off the trail at times & that's when I discovered weird things. At times, some spots had needles, strands & patches of cut hair, or liquor bottles. But the best were the ones that had used condoms on the ground. Oh man, it felt so naughty & wild to see it, and wishing I could see some of the fun. But nothing ever happened when I would go check. But this time, I found something nice. I found a big dildo. Well, it seemed big to me. It looked a bit dirty, as I didn't know if it was dirt or what on it. I figured it might be a lil poop as I sniffed it to try n see. And yup, it sure was. I wanted to toss it back to the ground, but it looked like it was okay. It took me a long while, but I decided to take it back home. I was so damn nervous & broke out into a sweat, as I tried to find something to wrap it in. I couldn't find anything, so I decided to hold it under my shirt. I figured, I'd wash it muchos & a couple times. I checked several times to see if anyone was around before tucking the dildo under my shirt & started my walk home. It felt like I was walking a million miles, feeling like anyone would pop out & say "AH HA!" and ridicule me for having the plastic dick. As if they were hiding even in the small bush or magically appeared from the side of any car I walked past. It was the best breath of air I took as I made it home safely. I snapped out of it as the large worn out school screeched to a stop. I felt a lil sweat trickle down the side of my face in remembering that walk home. I nervously scanned the area to see who noticed. But as usual, no one did, nor cared bout me. It took some time to load up, but by a great chance, there was a spare seat & sat alone. I took comfort in it as I stared out the window again & got lost in the scenery. I dived back into my daydreams as the bus pulled out. Oh man, I smiled here & there as I remember the mishaps I had in trying to find a hiding place for the dildo. And how many times I washed it, wiping it with alcohol and more to make sure it was as clean as possible. I had gotten fully lost in my dreams, as I heard a loud noise the next second. "Joe...joe!!" yelled the bus driver. "Huh? yea??" I called back out. "Its your stop. Or you wanted to go for a longer ride?" the bus driver told me. He was always such a nice older white man. He kept an eye out for me at times as he knew I was a loner. At times, we had good talks, and at others, I sat behind him to feel comfortable and okay. "Sorry bout that mack. I'm getting my things." I quickly grabbed my book bag & scrambled for the door. I paused next to him & polite said "Have a good day & thank you." as ma always said she didn't raise me to be rude. He patted my head with a smile & said "Nah, my pleasure bub. You go on now & have a good day yourself." I smiled and ran off the bus, as I was excited for todays events. You see, today was the first day of now always having friday evenings to myself. Mis papas decided to leave my bros at the babysitters till they swung by for them in the evening time! So every night, after I found the dildo, I used some spit & lotion to play with it. And lil by lil, I was able to get just the head in. Mmmmm. So that meant I was alone from roughly 2:30 till maybe around 6:30pm. Oh man, I could watch my shows all I want, not share my snacks, and best of all, jerk off all I want!!! And play with my good toy!! Oh man, friday's were going to be the best ever!! Ever ever!! Like forever!!! I got that tingly feeling as I power walked home. I felt a bit of out of breath as I reached the door. Well, for one, I was a chubby thirteen year old, and soon to be fourteen at the end of the school year. And two, I was too damn excited to try my toy!!! With my heart beating fast, I raced to close the windows as best as I could. I made sure the doors were locked and put away my stuff. I went back to the living room & peeked from behind the curtain. I saw some kids pass by, but reassured myself no one would know. I took off my clothes & made a small pile, and then went for my hidden toy. Oh man, it looked big as I held it in my hand and just examined it. It kinda looked like a real dick as I examined it more. I got a measuring tape from my drawer I had looked for last night. I layed the dildo down sideways and put the tip of the tape to the tip of the toy. I softly said "Wooow.." as the dildo measured out 7in. I tossed the tape aside as I started to get hard, wanting to jerk off. I didn't get to jerk off for a few day, and twice like I do every night either, as I had a project to do. I climb onto my bed and started to get into a comfortable position on my back. Thank goodness I had lots of pillows to use! Well, I had one under my neck & two under my hips and butt. Oooo, this feels so commmmfffyyyy!!! Mmmmm, I felt my balls, even though they didn't hang out much at all. My lil chorizo was nice & hard, ready to go. I reached for the dildo & as I started to fantasize bout my gym teacher. Mmmmm, Mr.Meroz was such a sexy latino man. Oh man, he wasn't overly fit. Just hairy enough, just right, and such a guy. Oh man, I got extra excited thinking bout his big hands & furry treasure trail. Ahhhhhhh shit. Damn it. My horny daydreams were cut short as I slide the dildo on my dick. It felt too rough and dry, and actually hurt a lil bit. Damn it! With a sigh, I reluctantly got out of bed & went to find something to make it feel good. I first checked the bathroom & tried looking for lotion. But there wasn't any. Hmmmm, what can I use? It felt nice to be naked & walking around the house. I got the idea to check my parents bedroom, in which that felt naughty itself, as we normally couldn't go in if they weren't there. Nor were we supposed to. I felt giddy, as I knew I was alone, yet wanted to do it. I looked around real quick, & headed in. My body could feel the air around, as I was high on a naughty notion of being in there. Oh man..I noticed the smells & clothes thrown around as I walked around a bit. I knew pa slept on the right side of the bed, so I had the idea to go by his table stand. As I got closer, I noticed something on the floor & was in shock, as I realized it was pa's calzones. My palms got sweaty as I had a hard time breathing, my heart beat picking up. I looked at the door for a few seconds & then back at the black calzones sitting there. I reached for it as I felt a wave of chills pass through me in just touching it. I held it open in my hands as I stared at it, and started to examine it. I wondered if pa left stains in his like I did at times. My heart was beating so hard as I turned it inside out and noticed something so horny & wild. I saw some of pa's dick hairs sticking to the undies where his dick had been. Without thinking, I pulled pa's calzones to my face & lightly sniffed it, like I had done to the dildo. Oh man, I felt like I was going to pass out, as I got dizzy. I could smell pa's pee and this strong musky smell. It smelt a bit bad, yet it made my uncut chorizo even harder then it was before. Mmmmmmm, I got dizzy in good feelings as the scent soaked into me. I steadied myself with a hand on the bed as I started to realize I was smelling pa's manly dick. I nearly jumped out of my skin as I heard a noise. At least I thought I did. I stood still like a statue & stared at the door, wishing I could be invisible, hoping I was wrong. It seemed I was, as the seconds passed ever so slowly. I slowly set his calzones back back down & leaned over to my left to see if anything was there. But nothing. I breathed a lil easier & looked back at the calzones. I was too scared to pick it back up, yet I wanted to sniff if so bad again. I was getting hard again in knowing I did a nasty thing. I simply had to jerk off now, I couldn't take it anymore. Thank goodness I looked up, as I noticed a little bottle of lotion on his stand. I went to grab it, checking once again to make sure the underwear was back where I found it. With pa's dick smell still a bit on my nose, I raced to my room & got back onto my bed. I felt so damn tingly, I could barely control myself. I started to jerk myself before even getting into position, closing my eyes & enjoying the smell. Mmmmmmm, it was so damn good. I put my hand over my nose to keep the smell there. I groaned as I kept jerking, and then grumpy with myself, as I stopped. I was going crazy, I needed to feel more, but didn't want to stop for any reason! But I had to get myself into position. I just had to or I wouldn't cum really good & hard. I got my pillows back into position under me & put some lotion on my left hand. I was breathing hard in excitement as I got my chorizo slick & wet. I groaned a bit as it felt a lil chilly yet warmed up as I rubbed it all over. My dick pulsed and stood straight out as I rubbed my wet foreskin. Mmmmm, I searched for the dildo & then got it slicked up with lotion too. I whimpered as I layed it against my stiff lil dick. Oh man shit, it felt so damn good. I could hear the squish of the lotion between our dicks, as I moved it around some, just enjoying the feeling. My legs spread even wider the harder I rubbed it into myself. I lightly pounded the dildo into myself, loving the feel of the balls on mine. How I wish mine hung out like the dildo's did! Mmmmm, I almost dropped the dildo as I held it by the shaft & started to poke my taint with the head. Fukin a, it felt so damn good to rub the head up & down & just poke. I realized I could barely smell pa as I poked myself with my new favorite toy. I held the dildo in my right hand, and with my other, I pulled one of my colchas over my face to keep the smell in. I held my legs wide as I turned the dildo upside down & slide it up & down my crack. I loudly groaned "Oooooooooooooo" as my virgin hole squeezed & puckered. I started to really enjoy it as I smelt pa & started to imagine Mr.Meroz once again. Mmmm, such a manly man. So hairy in all the right places, and so damn handsome. Shit, how I wish he was here right now..mmmmmmm!!! I felt my hole push out as I slid the toy up & down my wet, slick crack. Mmmmmmm, it felt so damn good as it made nasty squishing sounds, so sticky & wet. Mmmmm, I quicker I started to slide the hard horny plastic cock, the hungrier I felt my ass get. I started to whimper a lil as the head slid right over my warm tight lil puckered hole. My legs kicked a little feeling that strong pleasure, as I focused the head on my hole. As I teased my hole, I whimpered & felt my hole push out a bit. Oh my shit..it felt sooooo good, moving the dildo in small quick motions. Mmmmm, fukin a, I had to try n push it in a lil. Just a lil bit to loosen me up. I had gotten the head in before, but I wanted to really get more in. As I nudged the head in my tight asslips, I started to think of Mr.Meroz and that helped my hole open up just a bit more. Mmmmm, it started to hurt a lil as I felt my lips spread with each millimeter of dildo trying to invade me. I quickly moved my toy to where some lotion stayed on my balls and slicked it back up. I focused a bit as I returned it back to my hungry culito. "Here we go", I thought, as I applied pressure and for the ride I was about to go on. "QUE CHINGADAS ESTAS HACIENDO!?! WHAT THE FUCK HIJO?!? HEH?" I heard the thunderous manly voice scare the soul out of me. I was in cold shock as I realized it was my pa. The air left my body as I heard the door being hit extremely hard. I pulled my colcha off to see his furious eyes & twisted, angry face. My hardon died instantly and tried to hide in my body, which was what I wanted to do. Hide in some shadow, some void, some place I could be safe & forgotten. My body and lungs failed each time I tried to breath, as I could only stare in fear as my pa looked me dead in the eyes. "Te pregunte, que chingadas estas HACIENDO?!?" pa asked with such power. I silently stuttered as even my words feared to cross him. He shook his head and turned his back to me, as it seemed he didn't know where to walk away to. With some ounce of hidden energy, I pulled my colcha around me & covered up as best as I could. My body felt so numb and cold as my eyes watered badly. Everything looked vivid yet so damn blurry. My body finally pulled in a breath of air, and I could feel my heart beat once again. I jumped as pa punched the wall and body tightened itself as best as it could. "No no no no no NO NO!!!" pa vocally said in anger as he leaned his head & fists to the wall. I barely said released the words of "Pa, I can explain." He didn't hear me. Without look at me, he flat out asked "Eres un pinche puto? Te gusta verga y hombres?...HEH?!?" My throat seized up as I couldn't answer, tears drawing out two thin rivers as they flowed down my cheeks. My body heat returned as I felt so damn full of shame and embarrassed. "I..I..I..I'm not..." come out of my mouth clumsily as I tried finding courage within me. "NO LE NIEGUES! Eres un pinche puto para verga y mecos!!" he shouted into the wall. My fists squeezed in fear as he finally moved & angrily stomped away. I didn't know what to do. I could barely lean over to see if where he had gone. I wanted to die so bad, to reverse time in any ways & change it. My body hurt from being so tense yet I couldn't relax, nor move from my spot. Each second felt like infinity as I sat there, as I softly cried, scared to attract his attention again. I wiped away my tears with shaky hands, as I couldn't figure out what to do. The best I figured was get dressed n ready for whatever he would do & tell ma. Oh man..ma...what would she think? what would she do? More tears poured out as I felt deeper shame. My heart wanted to break as I could imagine her disgusted & hurt face, and her rejecting me as her son. I lost track of time & didn't know how much of it passed as I softly took my colcha off me. I could feel how sticky and cold my penis & ass felt. I was too deep in thought, as pa's thunderous steps & voice caught my attention. With a stern powerful finger, he commanded "Vistete, ahora mismo." He looked me dead in the eyes again. As I tried to speak up, he angrily shouted "NOW!!". I quickly shook my head yes as I quickly got up from bed. I felt so bare, so vulnerable as he stared me down getting dressed. I've never been naked in front of him, and him being there didn't make it easier to put on my clothes. I fumbled so bad as I tried to not make him angrier then he already was. I couldn't look him in the eys as I sadly stared at the floor in front of me. I flinched as I heard movement & barely saw him reach towards the bed, grabbing the slick dildo. Shame filled me to the brim reliving the moment I was caught. "Sigueme..now." he sternly said, and I obeyed & followed him full of fear. I could feel every breeze of air as we made our way through the house. He grabbed his keys, and as we stepped outside, he commanded "Get in the car." Shakily, I opened the door & got inside, quickly putting on my seatbelt, confused as to where we were going, and wishing I could disappear. As pa got in the car & slammed his door shut, I scooted as close to my door as I could. He tossed the dildo next to me as he said in disbelief "Fuck, a fukin dildo. Un pinche puto..no le puedo creer." And as if he was yelling at the window, he indirectly told me "Ese va en un panocha, no te pinche culo lleno de mierda. Es para mujeres...eres mujer?!?" All was quiet as my head hung, and then he turned on the car, quickly strapping on his seatbelt as he reversed fast from our driveway. Even though it was beautiful out, I stared into nothingness as he drove us to where he wanted. Once again, silence was my best friend, as it wrapped around me & comforted me. My body tried to hold tears back as best as it could. All sorts of thoughts ran through my mind, in attempts to keep me somewhat sane. Was pa going to kill me? Was he going to beat me? Drop me off somewhere and tell me to never come back home? That would be nice..to never have to deal with home and my ma. I was too lost in my thoughts as I realized the car came to a stop, and noticed we were at a motel. He turned the car off & got out, commanding me to do the same. I nervously got out & stood next to the car door after closing it. I scanned the area & it didn't seem familiar to me at all. I was startled as pa said "HEY!" in a loud whisper. With a finger, he motioned me to go to him. I did as commanded & we walked around the building to a side door. He knocked and I heard a female voice say "Come in papito". My dad opened the door & I followed suit, as he said "Trancalo y te sientes alli." as he pointed to a chair. As I slowly made my way to the chair, I saw this pretty lady sitting on the bed in some revealing clothes. She was latina and was just plain pretty. Ina carefree manner, she simply asked "Who's the lil cutie? Is he watching or you want me to teach him something?" I felt a wave of shame and a sharp pain in my tummy in seeing pa pull out the dildo out of nowhere and toss it on the bed. As she looked at it & back at him, he stated "I found him in bed using it como un puto. He needs to learn to be a man, and know that only panocha gets dick & toys." He pulled out his wallet & counted money, setting it on the side table saying "Para dos". I felt clammy & cold as papi started to undress & looked over at me. He was muttering and saying things under his breath. I could barely make out "...metiendole por su pinche culo. Solo sale mierda de alli." as he looked away. I felt a shiver as I was seeing him in his underwears for the first time in my life. He wasn't extra fit, yet he was just manly & fit. And so hairy in the right places. I felt ashamed as I got hard lookin pa up & down. The way the socks clung to his manly feet. How he was stocky yet fit. His treasure trail slim yet so hairy. Nicely hairy thighs, light hairs on his brown nipples, and some right in the middle of his chest. The dark stubble on his jaw, and his nice thick mustache. I felt that cold shock yet again, as I saw reach for his calzones. I felt so short of breath as my tummy hurt more then before, as pa pulled down his calzones a few feet from me. My eyes made a perfect memory of his thick unshaved cock hairs that stuck straight out. Jet black like the hairs everywhere else, and it looked like a forbidden mini jungle of hair. My eyes widened as I saw every pelito, and followed it to his long uncut cock. It was perfectly darker around the base, and got redder as it got closer to his foreskin & head. Oh that foreskin, it looked so damn good. My tummy turned in knots harder as I saw his dark red balls hanging from his verga, wrinkly yet so manly. I swear my mouth seemed to water as I felt my tongue swipe my lips. My eager gaze was broken as I noticed pa pulled the lady close to the edge of the bed. He pushed her legs open & she held them open, as he reached for his verga & slapped it a couple times on her pussy. She moaned & said "Mmmmm, papito, metemelo. Cojame duro, damelo todo papi." I felt a lil sick, as my tummy kept hurting, and I was watching my pa cheat on ma. Yet, this feeling was strong, as I was turned on so much, and wanted to see more. Pa held the tip of his cock to her lips as he looked over at me, telling me "Aqui va verga y juguetes hijo, no en tu culo. ok?" I felt tingles as pa looked back at the lady and started to push his verga in. My eye widened as I saw her smooth red lips give way & wrap around his verga. My hand had a mind of its own as it reached for my bulge, and I realized I was rock hard. Whimpers slipped out of me as I massaged myself, almost going at pa's tempo as he slide in & out of that tight pussy. It was like he heard me, as he looked over at me again & grinned as he caught me jerking myself. He seemed to pound into even more so. The sounds of flesh smacking into flesh echoed in the room, as I was even more turned on, and for a few minutes, had forgotten everything that traspired earlier. I couldn't stop staring at pa, as he got sweaty, almost driving his cock fully in rapid succession. I stopped jerking as pa loudly grunted "FUCK", pounding her hard & quick. All of a sudden, he held still as he grunted loud, his cock half way in her. I could see his verga pulse, his balls slightly moving with each pump his verga made. I could hear a plop as pa pulled out of her, giving me a view of his slick wet uncut cock. It was an angry red, shiny with a clear wetness, and some milk leaking out the tip. A string hanging their like white honey. Its when I noticed pa's strong chest. He tan skin, his small dark nipples hidden in the hairs. Just a strong mexican man. That good dream was broken as pa wiped his forehead as he stepped back & said "Ahora te toca a ti. Ven." I felt numb as I didn't know to react, and he waited a few seconds for me to get up. Sternly, he commanded "VEN! Time to be a man! Orale hijo, NOW!" I just couldn't find the will or energy to get up. He started to look angry and yelled out "NOOOW!" Trembling, I got up and took my clothes off as best as I could muster. As I got to my tighty whities, I pulled them down full of shame, as my dick wasn't big like pa's. Or at all, for that matter of fact. I kept my hands over my soft dick, trying my best to hide. For some odd reason, I kept my socks on, as it comforted me in trying to be like my pa. He snapped his finger & motioned for me to come over by the bed. Despite the horny fact that I got close to my naked dad, and seeing her pussy leaking cum, I felt so sad. I didn't want to be in her pussy. I didn't want to be her, or anywhere. I wanted to disappear. Tears started to build in my eyes as I stood in front of her, and heard my dad walk away. She sat up & rubbed my cheek, telling me "It's ok chulo. We'll take it nice & slow." She kissed my other cheek & rubbed my forearms. She gave a warm smile as she learned into my left ear & whispered "It's gonna be ok. You like using the toys at home, and watching your pa right now, huh?" I stood still in shock, as my brain scrambled to figure out how she knew. She kept rubbing my body as she softly said "I saw the way you looked at your pa. This isn't the first time I've seen this. Your secret is safe with me. Just focus & think of your pa, and know his cum is your lube. You like boys, huh?" I softly shook my head yes as she lightly giggled & softly kissed my cheek. "Apurale, we don't have much time" pa sternly said from across the room. I looked over & saw he was sitting in a chair, still rock hard. I looked back down at the lady as her words started to echo in my mind, as she got into position at the edge of the bed and held her legs open. She winked at me and started to play with her wet red pussy, making the juices leak out. In seeing that fresh forbidden milk flow out of her, I became less nervous and more turned on. She reached over to massage my balls lightly, as she winked at me. As she layed back, she held her pussy open with one hand, and with the other, used a finger to play with my pa's cum. As she made wet, slick noises, she egged me on with "Mmm, you want this, dont you? You wanna feel all this on your sexy lil cock, huh papi?" I blushed as she winked and contiued with "Doesn't it look soo tasty & good? So hot & nasty..stick your verga in it & get it papi." I zoned out as I stared at pa's cum continuously leaking out, and could barely make out pa moaning "Fuck yea hijo, cojela. Fuck that panocha." For a second, I look out the corner of my eye and seepa is jerking so fucking hard, with a face of lust & horniness. It sends a shiver through me & makes my lil chorizo pulse with the sight & knowledge of what pa is doing. Awkwardly, I started to lean forward, and as the tip of my young, sensitive foreskin touches pa's milk, I feel a wave of shock go through me. The pleasure is too much as my body convules some, causing me to loose my breath, as pa's milk starts to coat my hard lil head, her warm pussy lips peeling back my foreskin, & feeling my cherry disappearing. Pa's cum, his milk, his leche, is so damn warm & good on my verga. A pleasure I could never imagine, even in my horniest of thoughts. I swear I could smell it, but maybe it was the sex in the room. My hips instinctively push forward & fully drive me in, as I feel her wamrth wrap around my vergita, every inch of velvety panocha pulling me in. As if she's trying to milk me. I gasp hard, as I feel her lips at the base of my dick, and pa's leche all over my balls. In fully feeling it all, it sends me over the edge, as I dry orgasm inside her, my body unable to handle the crazy scene played out. I moan "Uhhhhhhhhh!!!" as my orgasm overpowers me and again, I convulse in pleasure. I stay fully in her, trying to catch my breath, as she rubs my head & steadies me. She quietly says "Shhhh" to soothe me, whispering "The next round is one me." I look down as I come down a bit, confused that I like it, yet scared that I do. She rubs my cheek saying "It's ok..it's ok papito." Slowly, I start to pull out, analyzing every detail & pleasure I could. I stop dead in my tracks, as I feel a breath on my neck, and realize it's my pa. The flow of breath on my shoulder grows stronger with each second as I feel him get close to me. So close, to the point I can feel his chest and nipples on my back. I breath in sharply as I heard him strongly whisper "Mas hijo. Dale mas. We're not done yet. You gotta go again." I feel pa graze my ass with the tip of his cock, which causes me to push back in the warm wet pussy. I groan, as it feels so good, and the top of my butt crack tingles from pa's cock touching it. I feel pa closing the gap between us as he stands directly behind me. He keeps softly saying "Mas hijo..mas. Vamos hacerlo mas.." over and over. I push back to feel pa's hairy uncut chorizo on my ass again, and groan loudly as his cock and balls lay directly on my ass. And I quickly push back in her pussy, to make my cock feel so damn good. Back & forth, back and forth, crashing full into her, and then back to feel my hairy strong pa. I was in a confused heaven, as I grew extremely quick to a second orgasm. Feeling pa's hand on the side of his tummy, his strong breaths on my neck, and him repeating "Dale, dale, dale.." drove me over the edge. I let out a strong moan as I pulsed yet again in her. And as I did, pa wrapped his arms around me & pulled me back, convulsing in his arms. As we stood a foot away from her, my vergita throbbed freely in the air, as pa held me, kissing the side of my head. I almost started to cry as I came crashing down from my horny high. This wasn't how I wanted to lose my virginity. I was so turned on yet confused, as pa held me. I wanted him, wanted to feel her pussy again, wanted the dildo back in me..just..I was lost in feelings. Pa snapped me out of it as he kissed the side of my head one more time, letting me go from his warm embrace. As his arms swung down, it roughly brushed my vergita, making me jump in pleasure. He didn't say anything as he started to get dressed. I looked at the lady and she winked & mouth the words one more time, saying "Its ok, it's ok." She nodded to my clothes & I started to get dressed quickly. Pa made sure he had everthing, then simply nodded to her, and headed back to the car. She warmly said "Goodbye papito, and have fun." As she shooed me away, I quickly waved bye & said "Gracias", and ran to the car. I got in & was able to breath well again, as it was all over. As we pulled out & headed back home, nothing was said. I had massive amount of feelings & thoughts to deal with, and felt so damn lost. I did the only thing I could think of, and started to get lost in my daydreams again. As I wasn't ready to tackle anything for the moment. As I stared out the window, a single stream of tear escaped.