Date: Wed, 25 Sep 2019 12:35:20 -0700 From: Always Ready Subject: Re: Don't say I do Don't Say I Do -- Part 8 Comments welcome at alwaysready123@gmail.com We all love nifty for the great service it provide, please consider donating to the site! As I led him down the hall to our bedroom, he grabbed onto my arm and pulled me back and whispered into my ear, "No matter what happens, I just want you to know how much I love you, and how sorry I am for all of the pain that I caused you. You did not deserve it and for as long as I'm still alive I'm going to make sure that it never ever happens again by me or anyone else." "I know Seth, and I love you too. More than anything else in the world. Now get that sweet ass of yours in there so that I can make love to you the way that I've always dreamed of.". He just looked at me with the most devilish grin and ran passed me jumping into the bed. I followed him in and in one quick movement ripped his shorts off and went straight down on that cock if his licking and sucking and drooling all over it. As I was doing that it kept hitting the back of my throat until I finally pulled off of it and looked, I guess it didn't notice it last night because we were in such a frenzy, but this thing was fucking huge. I mean I've seen a lot of cocks over the years but damn. I felt his eyes on me as I was looking and then he said, "I know, that was another problem I had with the few girls that I tried, no one was ever able to take it." I just looked back at him and said, "I'm sure as hell going to try" and went straight back to work getting him moaning and wriggling as I sucked up and down and around. Every time I could see his balls pulling up I pulled off. I pushed up those legs over my shoulders and dove in to find find a tight puckered he that I wanted my tongue in and licked and probed and push with him on top begging me me to fuck him already. "God damnit fuck me already!! I need to feel you in me!!". I just sat back and then crawled up to look directly into his beautiful emerald eyes and said, "I will my beautiful man I will. I will make you mine." He just looked back at me smiled and said, "I already am yours. But I still need you to fuck me good!" "You asked for it!" I just pushed him back on the bed lifted his legs over my shoulders and plunged in, in one fast push slapping by balls against his ass.. "FUCK YES!!!". And I just kept pounding in and out. Harder and harder to the point that it just became a complete blur. I don't think I had ever fucked anyone so hard and so deeply in my entire life. It felt so strong and so fucking good. "TAKE IT ALL! You WANT MY CUM?? YOU WANT ME TO BREED that tight ass of yours?" "Fuck yes!! Give it to me! HARDER!!". I just fucked him with everything I had until I finally exploded inside of him. "FUUUCK!!" "Yesss!". At the same time that I was blowing my load deep inside him I felt him squirting onto my stomach. Finally all of my energy leaving me I collapsed on top of him gluing us together with all of his cum. It was the most intense and invigorating orgasm I had ever had in my entire life. As I was laying there catching my breath I felt his arms wrapping around him and kissing the top of my sweaty head. "Seth, I love you so very much. That was the most wonderful experience that I have ever had. Better than I ever dreamed it could be." "I know my love, it was for me too. So special and felt so, so good. I wish we could stay just like this you planted deep inside me. Just where it should be." As we both slowly came down from that point of euphoria, my cock did finally slip out of his hole and I slid up to lay my head on his chest listening to him slowly breathe and just closed my eyes revelling in what had just finally happened after all these years. And then the gravity of his health crawled back into my mind. "Seth," "Yes?" "I need you to promise me that you really are going to continue to try and fight this. I know what those papers said, but I want more than 6 months with you. I need more than that. I need our entire lives. I know it may be selfish and I know what you've gone through but please...at least let's try a few other things. And this time you won't be doing it alone. I will be with you the whole time.". There was just silence. "Sigh..You really aren't going to let this go are you.." "No I'm not. Not until every possible option is attempted." "Fine, we can look into it and see what else there is that I haven't tried already." I could tell that it was said in a tone that was just meant to pacify me, but I was going to take anything I could get at this point. "Thank you my love! I promise it'll be worth it. I'm sure of it!" I just leaped up and kissed him and then got out of bed. "Ok now I really do need coffee". "You going to go make it like that? You are covered in cum." "Big deal. I'll go start it and then you can clean me off in the shower yourself if you are that concerned about it." He just giggled at me. "Fine go ahead. I'll be there in a few minutes. There's still cum leaking out of my ass which I would prefer to clean up." "Ok. But first come here and kiss me." He crawled up the bed and kissed me and then walked off to the bedroom. I just stood there for a moment, again replaying the last few hours in my head. I couldn't believe that he was here. I couldn't believe I just made love to him. I can't believe that I might lose him again. Except this time it would be for good. That thought made me shiver, but I promised myself that I was going to do everything in my power to prevent that from happening. I just hoped that it would be enough. As the days began to pass we fell into a routine of our own. Really just as any other couple. I tried to teach him how to cook although that didn't exactly work out well. He and kitchens did not work well together. We went out and started to try and enjoy life. But I could see when he would start to tire out. He just got this look in his eyes that the energy was draining out of him and that it was time to go home. In earnest, we started looking at doctor after doctor, tried one treatment after another. Different types of medications, a few procedures which stopped the spread of the cancer for a few months. But then just as we thought may we beat it. Maybe it finally worked, he would go for a check up and there it would be again. One night while we were laying in bed his head was laying on my chest and I thought he had actually fallen asleep. I heard in a very slight whisper, "Adam, I'm so tired." "So go to sleep love." "No, no that type of tired, tired of everything. I am so tired, I know you don't want to hear this or accept it, but nothing is working. I just can't do it anymore. I just want to let life take the rest of it's course. Let's just enjoy the time we have left." "But you said you.." and he cut me off "Adam stop. I know you don't want to accept it. But this is reality. We have tried everything on the face of the earth. It's done. Let me just be. I will do my best to last as long as I can, but I can't fight anymore. It's just too much for me." I could feel his tears dripping onto my chest. He was right, I didn't want to accept it, and I didn't want him to give up. But I also knew what he meant, and I could see what it was all doing to him. I knew he was suffering and I loved him too much to force it on him anymore. I finally just held him as tight as I possibly could. "OK, I understand and I don't want you to suffer anymore either. And I do thank you for trying as hard as you have. It means so much to me. You are a very special man." "So are you. So are you." We just laid there in silence not really know what was going to come next. We knew what the eventual end result would be, just not what was between now and then. As the days started to pass I could see him to slowly start to get weaker and weaker. By 3 months after the day we had decided to no longer try and find some form of solution he had become more or less bed ridden. After his most recent doctors appointment, it was basically down to "just a matter of time." There have been nights that I've just stayed up for hours watching this man sleep, trying to grasp every possible moment that I could get as a memory. On one of those very nights I must have been in a trance because I didn't feel his hand touch mine or realize that he had actually woken up. "Adam?" "Yes love? What do you need?" "Would you do me one favor?" "Of course. Anything." "OK, first lean over and kiss me for real. Not just a peck, a real kiss." I looked at him strangely for a moment but leaned over and started to kiss him and his arms slowly came around my neck as he pushed his tongue into my mouth. He did it with as much strength as he could and held it as long as he could until finally releasing me. "Thank you, now the next thing" I suddenly saw this glimpse of fire in his eyes that I had never seen before. "I want you to make love to me one more time." I just looked at him. "Are you kidding me?? How?? How could you possibly?" I thought he had gone insane. I mean with all the pain meds and everything maybe he'd gone nuts. "Adam I need you in me one more time. I don't care how much it hurts or how long or short it is. I just need you in me one last time." I could see the tears falling from his eyes. I knew what he meant it had been months since we had sex. I needed to be a part of him too. I too knew it would be the last time. So just smiled and nodded at him. He started to push his shorts off and I helped him off with his shirt. And in front of me lay basically a frail but absolutely beautiful man. The man that I loved with all my heart and soul. He watched me take off all my clothes, and when I was finally naked, he motioned for me to straddle him as he slowly licked and sucked me to complete hardness and then whispered, "Now fuck me" I want back down to the end of the bed and slowly lifted his legs. And as I was doing that I could hear him wincing in pain but trying to hide it. I brought my cock to his hole and very gently started to push in. There was a huge amount of resistance and just as I was about to push through he stopped me. I figured it was hurting too much and had changed his mind. "No, I said, FUCK Me!" I just looked at him and said, "Are you absolutely sure?" "YES! DO IT!". I hadn't heard him speak that way in a long time but gave in and slammed into him. "FUUUCCK!!" I paused again, "KEEP GOING!" So I finally went for it. And fucked him for almost 10 minutes in and out going as deep as I could. I knew it was hurting because I could hear both moans of pleasure and pain. Until I finally got to the point of no return. And with one last drive I came inside him. That release felt like the very first time that I had made love to Seth. So passionate, so intense, it was just so wonderful. I was suddenly brought out of my moment of euphoria by hearing Seth start to whimper. I immediately rolled off him. "Babe so sorry are you ok??". He just nodded his head. "Thank you so much. It was the most wonderful feeling ever. I will never ever forget it." "No my love Thank You! I know how difficult it was for you..but it was so special and I too will remember it forever, now let me get a towel and clean you up." I just leaned over kissed him again and rolled off the bed. As I was walking to the bathroom, as I paused and looked back at him. He was the most beautiful man in the world. My one and true love. I knew in my heart that after he passed there would never be anyone else. And the funny thing was, I was perfectly fine with that. The next few days were sort of frantic, again I knew the inevitable point was coming soon and I had asked many time if he wanted some form of 'comfort care' but he was just too damned stubborn and always said no machines or drips. 'Just let the body do it's thing.' And then it was time. On the night of October 2nd, he turned to me and looked deep into my eyes pulled me next to him kissed me and whispered into my ear "I love you Adam, I always have and I always will. And I'll be waiting for you with open arms." He kissed me and took my hand in his and closed his eyes for the last time. To all readers: I want to thank everyone who read the account and responded with comments and or criticisms. I know that this section on Nifty is generally geared towards high amounts sex between family members, so I apologize for there only being a small amount in it. But I felt that it was the right place to post it and show that there can be true love between blood relatives beyond just sex. I hope that everyone got something out of this and if not thanks again for reading! Don't forget to donate to the Nifty website!