Date: Mon, 6 Jul 2020 00:16:47 +0000 (UTC) From: David Auslander Subject: Eric's Brother Daniel - Part 3 ERIC AND HIS BROTHER DANIEL PART 3 During the week, Cal came over to the In-town house. He took one look at Eric, and knew something was bothering him. Cal confronted Eric, asking: "What's wrong?" Eric answered: "Let's shower before I tell you!" The boys went into Eric's room, upstairs, and took off their clothes. When they were naked, they went into the shower in the bathroom and cleaned out. They returned to Eric's bedroom. Since Little Tim was not living there, a "Double bed" replaced Eric's "single". Cal and Eric made passionate love, Cal being on top and madly fucking Eric. When they were done, they disconnected and lay cuddling on the bed, naked skin in contact with naked skin. After regaining their breath, Cal said: "There is something on your mind,so talk!" Cal was not sure where to begin. He finally blurted out: "You know that I am emotionally involved with you. But you have to know that at times my spirit is willing but my flesh is weak. That is because I am having regular sex with my brother!" There, he had said it, now he had to gage Cal's reactions. There was silence in the room for several moments as Cal contemplated what was said. He finally responded: "I have detected no difference in our feelings for each other, so I must ask you why?" As he talked about the situation Eric felt more comfortable and became free-er with his words. He commented: "My brother Daniel is 14. He is gay, and having a hard time dealing with it. I was afraid for his safety and feared that he might suicide or hurt himself before he moved to the In-town house and received a complete education on what it means to be gay! To help him, I introduced him to several gay sex acts. He liked it, and wants to continue our having sex together. I am no longer worried that he might hurt himself. I think that as long as I have sex with him; he will not hurt himself!" Cal absorbed Eric's words then asked: "But you still love me?" There was a pause, and Eric answered: "Yes I love you. Daniel is my brother and I love him as a brother, not a lover. I consider you my love! Eric continued: "Although he is cute and attractive, I am doing this for his welfare. The sex with him is good, but it is not the same as when I make love with you! With you, I have an emotional reaction. I enjoy having sex with him, but it is not the same. I have sex with my brother, but I do not make love with him. Please say you understand?" Cal thought about his feelings towards Eric. After several moments of thinking he asked: "You said "Several sex acts," what are you doing and not doing?" Eric answered: "The Coach said 14 is too young to fuck, by American standards, and if we decided to do that, we must wait till he is older. We kiss, get naked, suck cock, "69" and frott, but we do not "eat" or fuck. Part of that is in my head. As far as I am concerned, very few people get my ass: the Coach, and Little Tim. Aside from them, my ass belongs to you. When I make films, as I am well hung, I am on top, never on the bottom. Daniel and I do not fuck, because there is you!" Cal lay there thinking. The close contact with Eric's body affected his thinking. Although he had not been sexually frustrated before he met Eric, (he had had an active sex life in LA), he had felt empty. That feeling of emptiness had ended when he paired up with Eric. He considered that both he and Eric made films for the Coach; but no matter how stimulating the action may have been, they always came back to each other. Cal put his thoughts in an acceptable order, and realized that he needed Eric, and, at this point in time, nothing could come between them. He had to figure out the right words to reassure Eric that there would be no problems. After several more moments of contemplation, he said: "Eric, do you make films for the Coach?" Eric answered: "You know I do, when asked; but I don't initiate any film making." Cal then said: "You also know that I make films for the Coach; but what happens after we make those films?" Eric responded: "I don't know where you are going with this line of questions. What are you thinking?" Cal answered: "The point I am trying to make is that, no matter how much fun and satisfying the film making may be, when it is over, we come back to each other. I have never objected to your having sex with others, as you have not objected to my having sex with others. When we are done making films, we always come back to each other, because our relationship is based on more than sex. We are emotionally attached to each other! We are each other's soul-mate! Your having sex with your brother is an attempt to help him! I cannot object to that! In my mind, my first reaction is that it is in the same category as making films. My second reaction is that you are trying to help your brother, and I cannot object to helping another person adjust; and my third reaction is that you will come back to me. I have no objections to you helping your brother. As a matter of fact, I would like to help you in this endeavor. You should not do this alone." Eric was ecstatic! He was greatly relieved! He had been afraid of Cal's reaction, he had had doubts! He had to assimilate that Cal would help with his brother, and did not object to his having sex with his brother. Eric couldn't resist, and he rolled over and kissed and hugged Cal! The hug went on for sometime, then they disengaged. They rolled apart and Cal began to think out loud: "For the benefit of your mind, the most important thing is to protect Daniel while he adjusts. We have to come up with a plan for his...education. Off the top of my head, I think it is a several step procedure. Firstly, you have to get him to visit the in-town house. I think exposing him to well adjusted homosexual growing boys will be good for him. Then you must have a talk with the Coach, and introduce Daniel to him and let the Coach talk to him. You will also have to introduce him to me. I want to see exactly what has concerned you. What do you think?" Eric responded: "I think that's a plan!" To execute the plan, the next day Eric talked to the Coach in the dining room of the In-town house. He explained the problem and the Coach asked: "So tell me about Daniel!" Eric thought about it then said: "He is very bookish. He always has a book! I would say his personality is...Fragile! I guess he is an introvert or a nerd! He used to be very outgoing; then he "Closed Up"when he entered puberty. Now, he seems to disappear into whatever he is reading and loses track of the real world. We always have to remind him to do his chores. He does the farm chores cheerfully and does not resent having his reading interrupted. I think his fanatic reading might be the best way to approach him, if you know of a book that would be a starting place." The Coach replied: "I know of several books that are a good starting point, but I must talk with him. The books are a starting point only, but there is more that he must know. Start by bringing him around to the In-town house and introduce me. I will give him the books and after he has read them, I will talk to him." *************************************************** Over the next few weeks, Eric talked Daniel into staying over at the In-town house. Daniel slept in Little Tim's nominal single bed, knowing that little Tim slept with the Coach. He noticed that Dino appeared on Friday night and disappeared into Big Tim's room and was barely seen the entire weekend. From his talks with Eric, Daniel knew that it was a gay household and he observed the residents. He was amazed to see regular boys, with no hang-ups. Cal's father was in town, so Cal was at his home and Daniel did not meet him. He met the Coach First. Eric and the Coach arranged for Daniel to meet. The Coach had two books with him. He usually did not have the boys read the books, but he thought that reading was the way to approach the bookish Daniel. Eric and Daniel met the Coach in the dining room. Eric made the introductions, and left. The Coach gave Daniel the books saying: "The first book is "The Naked Ape" by Desmond Morris, the second book is entitled "Brain Sex!" After you read them, we will talk." That ended the first meeting. The following weekend, Daniel returned the books to the Coach, stating that he had read them. The Coach took the books and said: "Come with me." They went into the dining room for some privacy, and sat down. The Coach began talking: "Daniel, as you know, everyone in this household is gay, including me! However, in this household there are no negative comments about this status. My aim, and the reason for this household, is to mentor gay boys so they will grow up well balanced and uninhibited by negative comments. "We must all come to terms with our condition. Different people react differently, so the approach to each person is slightly different. With you, as you are bookish, we started with the books. The main point of the first book, "The Naked Ape", was to educate you on what amounts to two major points, that is that biologically we are naked apes, we are thinking animals, and secondly, that we are social animals. We must have intimate contact with other members of our own species. "The second book, "Brain Sex" developed a theory of why some members of the human race are gay. We don't know why some people are born gay. The second book offers a theory. Being gay is part of the human condition. We don't know why some people are born gay, but we do know that throughout history, in all societies, 5% to 10% of the people are born gay, both male and female. Being gay is a born thing, it is not a choice." Daniel burst into tears. He interrupted the Coach by saying: "But I don't want to be gay!" The Coach answered: "There is nothing you can do to change it. You were born that way! Some people are born with red hair; some people are born left-handed; some people are born gay; they are all part of the human condition. You must come to grips with your difference and accept it because nothing can change it. Those persons who brag about "Aversion Therapy" don't know what they're talking about! They think pain will solve problems; but they are wrong! That is why we are here. We want to help you do just that to accept what you are and for you to mature as "normal" as possible. "When you are older, you will learn what it means to be gay! Essentially, it means you will learn about sex, disease, and love." Again, Daniel interjected: "I thought sex and love were the same thing!" The Coach answered: "No, they are different. They are intertwined like a Gordian knot, but they are separate. Eric told me that you and he are having sex; but Eric's heart belongs to Cal, and visa versa. Eric and Cal love each other, but they have sex with others. Eric loves Cal, but he has sex with you! Both young men have faced their differences, and have accepted it. They are now learning how to live in our society, some parts of which consider them unacceptable. "It is this divide between gays and some sections of society that must be breached. Unfortunately, there is a lot of misunderstanding, especially when one side operates on a "faith" and will not accept any opposing view, even when backed up by facts. Basically, there is only one difference between gays and so called straights; and that difference is what turns you on, sexually, and which sex acts you prefer. Aside from that, you are exactly the same as other people. "Not counting disease, it is the intrinsic unshakable beliefs of some that is the cause of problems. Unfortunately, statistics support this. According to published reports, almost half a million teenagers committed suicide last year. It is thought that at least 50% of those suicides were because the young people discovered they were gay. Along with that figure is another, and that is that over 200,000 teenagers were thrown out of their homes. It is theorized that most of those teenagers were thrown out because their parents discovered that the teenagers were gay! "There is another printed story that is just as depressing. Last year, a young man killed a number of people. It turned out he was a member of an evangelical church that hated homosexuals and proselytized this hate. The young man was gay, and his church hated him. It drove him crazy, and he snapped. The results were unfortunate. "This is why you are here and why we are trying to help you! You are young, and it will be a couple of years before you come to live here. Once you are here, you will learn what it means to be gay. Here, it is your mental stability that is our concern. While you are here, you will not have to worry about disease. In the meantime, you must know that we all are here to help you adjust. Your difference means nothing to us, and we all feel for you. We know what you are going through because we have all gone through it, and some are in the process of dealing with it. "I want you to look around at the other residents of this building. They are all gay, except Big Tim who is Bi-sexual. The rest, including your brother, are all gay. They are growing up without negative connotations about their situation. They are all well balanced and uninhibited by their sexuality. "You must know that we are here for you, and if you have any questions, all you need to do is ask!" The Coach rose indicating that the meeting was over. As they exited, Daniel remarked: "I have a lot to think about!" The Coach answered: "Yes you do! Come on and lets see what is for dinner."