Date: Sat, 4 Nov 2017 20:31:04 -0700 From: Darrin P. Subject: Exploring My Attraction to My Dad, Chapter One: The Video Store ***I've always loved reading these stories on Nifty, so I thought I'd try writing one. This is a fantasy story largely based around a boy named Kevin and his dad. Some of the events are from real life. I'll let you decide which those are. I enjoy stories that have a healthy amount of erotica, but seem realistic and don't rush things too quickly. That's what this story will be. I'm not sure exactly how long it will go, but I have quite a few scenarios I'd like to see played out before the end. I welcome any feedback or suggestions about where you'd like to see the story go. Maybe I'll use some of them. ppendere@gmail.com Enjoy!*** Chapter 1: The Video Store I'm in the bathroom taking a piss with the door wide open. Standing there completely naked watching a stream of urine hit the toilet water below, I close my eyes and tilt my head back in relief. Suddenly my dad appears behind me wearing only his white briefs. He's so close to me that I can feel his chest hair against my back. He reaches around and grabs my soft cock while I'm still peeing. "Let me help you out with that" he says. "I know you were in my room the other day." I know exactly what he's talking about and my heart starts to race. But I'm confused by his tone. His voice is low and seductive, almost like he's turned on by the fact. Even after I'm finished, he continues to rub my penis until it's completely erect. His hardening bulge is rubbing into my ass and he's holding me close to him with his other arm. I can feel his breath on my neck and the scruff from his beard when he leans in to kiss me. I'm totally surprised and elated. My dad is actually seducing me in our bathroom with the door wide open. I turn around and play with his bulge a little while we share a deep kiss. I reach to pull his briefs down to expose his meaty cock when just then I wake up in my bed in the middle of the night. I'm alone, it was just a dream. My cock is hard and my bladder is full. I race to the bathroom to take a piss. I go back to bed and rub against my sheets with the dream playing over in my head. I've had these feelings lately and I'm not quite sure what they mean. I'm curious about guys, about their bodies. I want to see them naked. Even more strange is I'm really curious about my dad. But maybe it's not so much curiosity anymore. I think I'm attracted to him. I want to be with him, have him hold me, touch his naked hairy body under a warm shower's stream. That's pretty much true for all guys, but especially true for my dad. I think I'm gay, which is why I hid in his room the other day. Maybe I should give some back story. I've been curious about guys ever since I started puberty. It's just been recently that I now realize it's not going away. It's August and my older brother is starting his senior year in high school. I'm starting as a freshman. I don't really have many friends in my year, but I'm happy to be in the same school with my brother now. At least I won't have to awkwardly sit by myself during lunch or on the bus. Although there's still Jonathan Rush. He's your basic hotheaded loud mouth jock. He's never done anything physical to me, but he often uses me as his social punching bag to boost his fragile ego. For example, the bus always drives past this video store on its morning route. The kids in the bus make jokes about it and laugh when we pass by. It's some sort of sex video store, but I've heard only gay guys go in there. One day as we were passing by, Jonathan yelled out from the back of the bus. "Hey Kevin! The video store wants all of their movies back!" and the whole bus erupted in laughter. My brother yelled back "Well then you'd better pull them out of your asshole and take `em back!" He was always good with comebacks like that. But the video store spiked my curiosity. If gay guys went in there and there were gay sex movies, then maybe I could watch one. I'd have to be careful so no one would see me go in, but I was very curious to investigate the infamous video store. Maybe I could find a video with a guy that look liked my dad. That day I got home, I decided to plan on making a trip to the video store the next Saturday. I had to check it out and see what the hype was about. I had finished all of my homework and I was just lying in bed thinking about when I would go check it out. I was getting aroused at the thought of browsing through hundreds of videos. The thought of getting caught also scared me a little, but I was determined. I looked at myself in my bedroom mirror at my skinny almost hairless naked body. I wanted to be hairy like my dad and even my older brother. My dad pretty much has hair from his face down to his feet. He's a big guy, some would call him beefy. Very muscular, with just the right amount of fat on his body to make him look healthy. He has to be fit, given he's a firefighter and works out regularly for his job. I've never seen him naked except for when I used to take baths with him as a kid. My cock was getting harder every moment I continued to think about my dad's body. I started to grind my hard cock against my bed holding my pillow in my arms pretending it was my dad's warm body. We never had much in common or we don't really do a lot together. He's more interested in baseball which my brother plays with him. My brother is even on the baseball team. It's really my fault. I don't really feel comfortable around my dad and we never seem to have the same interests. I regret not making more of an effort now that I'm so drawn to him. I want to be near him all the time. I got an idea just then of how I might finally be able to see my dad naked. I could stay home from school the next day without my dad knowing and see if I could get a peek of his naked body. As I was rubbing my throbbing cock into my sheets and reaching climax, I heard a knock at my door and it started to open. I flipped over quickly and pulled the sheets over myself with my knees bent to cover my hard cock which was still spewing cum onto my abdomen. My dad walked in. "Hey buddy, how was your day at school today?" "It was fine" I panted as I was still coming down from my orgasm. "Your brother told me about what that kid said on the bus today and I thought I'd come talk to you about it. I want you to know that guys like that kid are just scared little idiots. They tear other people down to build themselves up. In the end, they almost always go on to live pathetic, meaningless lives. But you, I have confidence that you're gonna make something of yourself. You're my son after all." He said with a smirk. "Anyway, I was thinking maybe since you're starting out high school now you'd want to join me at the gym sometime and start building up some muscle. It might make guys like that take a second thought before picking on you again. Would you like that?" "I don't know? I'm really busy with homework. I'm not sure I'll have time." I was caught off guard and that was the best excuse I could make. Going to the gym with my dad? With all those big muscular guys and that intimidating equipment. My dad would expect some much and I would doubtlessly embarrass him and myself. "Well no pressure buddy and if you ever want to talk about anything, just let me know, ok?" "Ok dad" I replied as my dad left the room. I felt so disappointed in myself. I couldn't even spend time with my dad because I was too scared of the gym. It was then that I noticed my cum had made a large wet spot in the sheet. My dad and I had that whole conversation all while my fresh cum stain was there in full view. I was now even more embarrassed and wondering what my dad must be thinking after what he just witnessed. I just wanted to crawl into a hole and hide. I just turned off my light and went to sleep. The next day was my dad's day off. My dad was a man of routine on his days off. He'd sleep in, go to the gym, and if my mom was working, he'd go to his room and lock the door for a couple hours. I always just assumed he went to take a nap, but I'd recently heard moaning coming from his room. I told my mom that I wasn't feeling well and she suggested that I stay home. She went to work and my brother went to school without me. I was as quiet as possible all morning long so my dad wouldn't know anyone was home. As predicted he got up and went to the gym mid-morning. When it was about time for him to come home, I went and hid in my mother's closet. I didn't think he'd ever need to go in there so I'd be safe from discovery. I was hoping to finally see him naked. The second I heard to the front door open, my cock was instantly hard and precum had started dripping from its head. I was rubbing it in my shorts and it seemed like an eternity for my dad to come upstairs. He came into the room and locked to door, which sent a shiver down my back. My heart was racing with anticipation. The closet door was just open a crack where I could get a full view of the bathroom. As my dad came into view, he was wearing his typical white briefs and whistling as he went. Something had him excited as well. He turned on the shower, chucked off his briefs and stepped in behind the stormy glass. I gasped as I saw his hairy ass. He paused for just a minute for the water to warm up, which gave me a longer view. It was amazing. I knew then and there that I wanted to be with my dad sexually. As he showered, I started to rub my cock through the pant leg of my shorts. I could feel all the precum that I had already produced. I watched him wash his body behind the cloudy shower glass door. When the shower stopped, my heart jumped. I eagerly watched for him to exit but he grabbed a towel while inside the shower, put it around his waist, and left the bathroom. I could hear him drying off just out of view. I didn't even get to see his cock. After he dried off, I could hear him get in the bed and let out a long sigh. Maybe this wasn't quite over yet. For a few minutes, I heard movement around on his bed and then he started to moan a little. My dad was jerking off with me in his room. I couldn't take it, I had to see what was going on. I found a small makeup mirror that my mom had in her closet and slowly lowered it under the door. I could see the bed and then my dad's bare hairy ass thrusting into the bed. He was grinding into his sheets just like I do. I was so aroused and I set the mirror at a slant under something so that I could work my cock at the same time. I lowered my ear to the crack in the door to hear his moans. Then he said something. "Suck it Casey, suck my big cock. Yeah, you like that? You like the way it tastes?" I was instantly curious. Who was Casey? That's not my mom's name. Maybe it was another lady my dad knew or some porn star that he liked. Regardless, it peaked my interest. "Yeah, don't forget my balls. Love getting my balls licked" That was good to know. He continued to moan "Oh baby yeah, your ass is so tight. Oh you're gonna make me cum" I wanted to cum with him, I was so close and just barely holding off for him to finish. "Oh baby, here I go! Aaauuuggghh!" My dad let out a huge cry and I could see his body almost convulsing in the mirror. Just then I shot a huge load all over my shirt. "Yeah, I'm cumming in your ass. You feel my big load?" I couldn't believe the things I was hearing. My plan was successful for the most part. My dad was much louder now than he had ever been thinking that he was alone. It seemed like his orgasm went on for so long. He finally came down from his high and then the phone rang. He sprang from his bed to answer it. "Hello? Hi honey, what do you need?" My dad's breathing was still a bit rushed while on the phone with my mom. "He's at school right now. Oh, he is?" My dad's tone changed and I couldn't help but think he was talking about me. "Ok, one sec." He placed down the phone, put on a pair of shorts and went out to the hall calling my name. I could hear him in my room. He came back to the phone "I don't think he's hear. You sure he didn't go to school?" I was stuck. I couldn't leave and risk him seeing me. "Ok, have good day at work, Bye" and he hung up. "Kevin, are you home?" He said as he left the room again. I could hear him going down the stairs and I instantly got out from my hiding spot and ran towards the stairs. I was creeping down the stairs and then he saw me. "Kevin, where have you been? I've been calling you." I had to think fast "I was um, doing some laundry in the laundry room and I came up to see what you wanted but you weren't up there." Hopefully he bought it. "Laundry? When you're sick? What's that on your shirt?" I looked down and noticed my cum stains that still hadn't dried. "Oh, I think that was from the washing machine. It splashed on me a little." I was so certain that he'd caught onto me. "Were you down here to whole time I was upstairs? You didn't hear anything did you?" "No, like what?" I asked. "Nothing, just forget about it." My dad was noticeably upset and I began to realize that while I was hoping he hadn't caught onto me, he was also hoping I hadn't caught onto him. He was being defensive and I think that blinded him to the fact that I was in his room the whole time. "Anyway, your mom called to see how you were doing and if you needed her to pick you up anything on her way home after work. Call her back please." I told him I would and ran up to my room. I was so scared and exhilarated at the same time. I had actually experienced one of my dad's jerk off sessions and it was something that would fill my fantasies for days. The next few days went on without a hitch, and things between my dad and I slowly went back to normal. At first, it was a little awkward between us both, but after a few days it was like nothing happened. Finally Saturday came when I had planned to go by the video store. I was just as nervous and excited as I was spying on my dad. I walked to the store in the morning early enough where most people would still be home sleeping in. I walked on the other side of the street so I didn't gain suspicion and I scouted out the store for a long time beforehand to watch for any movement. It was quiet until a car drove up. A man got out dressed in gym clothes and walked into the store. He seemed to browse up front for a bit until he went further into the back. There were more cars in the parking lot, but I couldn't really see much of anything going on inside the store. I continued to wait, after some time a different man came out of the store from the back. He looked both ways down the street and then quickly ran to his car. I was getting anxious and about to call the whole thing off, when I noticed another man walk into the store. He was tall and handsome. He had such a face that you didn't want to ever look away. It was just so handsome and masculine. I eagerly wanted to see what he was doing in the store, but that would mean going inside. I told myself to buck up, and I made my way across the street as stealthily as possible. Once at the side of the store, I looked down the street for any people or cars and then went for the door. Before I knew it, I was inside the store. The shelves looked like they had been recycled from some other store and it looked dusty and dirty inside. I looked to see rows and rows of videos on shelves and items like condoms, lubricant, some sex toys, etc. As I was taking it all in, I walked over to a wall and lurked behind one of the shelves. As I looked over the shelf, I couldn't see anyone else in the store. It was completely empty. Where did the rugged, handsome guy go? "Can I help you?" A voice come from the front of the store. It was the store owner and the name Darryl was printed on his shirt. It looked old and used like he wore the same shirt every day. "What are you looking for young man?" I was stunned. I couldn't answer his question. I didn't really know what I was looking for, just that I was interested in looking. "Let me put it this way, pussy or dick?" "What's a pussy?" I asked as it was a term I had never hear before. "Ok dick it is then" he exclaimed. "Over there in the corner towards the back you'll find all of the gay porn." I slowly made my way in that direction, but still not wanting to confirm that I was indeed here to look at men. I was so embarrassed and I just wanted to run out of there that minute. I made my way to the back and stared at some of the titles. Suddenly I was hit with explicit images of men having sex with men. Beautiful, gorgeous men all in intimate or explicit positions. All of them fully nude. My sex drive started to kick in. I noticed a man come from a back area in the corner of the store not far from where I was standing. He was coming right at me and zipping up his fly as he walked. He noticed me standing there and avoided eye contact the whole way out of the store as he left. I looked back at the direction he came and walked that way. There was a curtain with a sign that said "Video Booths" on it. I was just about to open the curtain when the owner who was now right behind me asked. "Hey kid what are you doing in here? Looking for someone?" I just shook my head no. He put his arm on one of the shelves. "Do you know what's behind that curtain?" Again, I shook my head no. He gave me a quick smirk. "You don't have a clue what you're doing in here do you? You're just curious I imagine?" I shook my head yes this time. "Not much of a talker either." He chucked and for some reason that made me laugh as well. I finally started to relax a little. "Tell you what. I don't normally do this, but how would you like a tour? I was a curious boy once and there are likely some guys in there that would take advantage of a kid like you." "Sure" I finally spoke. "And he talks! Perfect. Follow me." He yelled towards another back area on the other side of the store as we walked in that direction, "Hey Tom can you watch the front for me for a bit?" "Sure thing boss" as another employee came out from a back door. "Heeelllo" he said almost creepishly as he noticed me. "Cool it Tom, I'm gonna show him my office. He's just here checking things out." "Sure thing boss" this time his tone was disappointed. "Here we go bud" as Darryl pointed back into a hall area and then to a door titled Manager's Office. Inside the office was a desk and computer with a couple chairs around it like you might see in any typical office. It was run down like the rest of the store and quite dark given that there weren't any windows. On a far side of the office was a whole wall full of tv monitors with black and white screens. On the screens were men all mostly naked, sucking each other off through partitions in the walls. Some were even in the same room together. "What do you think? Pretty sweet huh?" "Yeah" I said without even realizing it. I was in such a daze watching the screens. "Here sit down" Darryl said as he pulled up two chairs, one for each of us. We sat down and I studied the screens in silence. Darryl just watched me in amazement. He chuckled "You really are taking it all in aren't you?" I noticed in one of the screens was the handsome man I had seen coming into the store. He was getting his dick sucked through one of the partitions. His body was perfect and his back was arched as he was thrusting into the hole in the wall. His face has the expression of pure bliss on it. "Ah, you found one you like." Again Darryl chuckled. "You ever seen a dick in real life son?" "No" I shook my head as I answered him. "Would you like to? Would you like to see his dick?" He pointed to the handsome man on the screen. By that point, my intentions were obvious so I said yes. The moment I answered him, my whole body started to crawl with excitement. My cock was raging a hard on in my pants. "Are you sure bud? You look pretty intimidated right now." "Yeah, I want to see it." I answered. "Ok, just let me know if it becomes too much." We got up and made our way back towards the video area. "You picked a good one though, very handsome. He's married you know? Most of the guys in here are married actually. Dan is a regular. He doesn't really do much except get his dick sucked. Wife must not be a fan of blow jobs. Anyway, just be quiet when you're in there. No one wants to talk." He stopped and turned to me. "Look who I'm telling to be quiet" and then he let out a big laugh, which made me laugh as well. We made our way behind the curtain area, which was even darker than Darryl's office. There were rows of small rooms with videos playing and another employee sitting at the entrance. Darryl led me back to a room and knocked on the door. He whispered something to the man inside and suddenly a naked man emerged from the room with his clothes in hand. As he passed me he whispered in my ear "enjoy kid, I warmed him up for you." We went into the room and Darryl closed the door behind us. There we knelt in front of a hole in the wall and Darryl brushed his finger across the bottom of it. Suddenly, there it was. The handsome man's cock, Dan's cock. A married man sticking his hard, erect penis through a hole in the wall for me to enjoy. Darryl immediately started touching it and sucking on it, grabbing the man by his balls and pulling his cock into his mouth. "You wanna touch it? Go ahead." He said. I grabbed the handsome man's cock. I remember it being heavy and warm. It was very thick too. Just above his cock was a thick mound of curly black hair, which sent my cock surging. Darryl opened his pants and started to play his own cock and he motioned me to take over pleasuring the handsome man's cock. I started rubbing his thick cock, feeling it in my hand. I was playing with my own with my other hand. "He likes it when you suck on it." Darryl said. I moved over to get a better positioning and took in a deep breath. Just then Darryl chuckled again as though he couldn't contain himself. I noticed some precum starting to drip from the handsome man's cock. Was I really going to taste my first cock? So much was going on, I really didn't know what to think of it all. This was all happening so fast and yet time seemed to stand still as well. I slowly lowered my mouth to his cock and took in his manly scent. A scent I recognized from my dad as well. I tasted the single drop of precum. It wasn't bad, so I went for it and stuck his cock into my mouth. I must have been a little eager because I immediately felt it at the back of my throat and started to choke. "Easy!" Darryl said as he laughed some more. I went easier this time and moved his cock in and out of my mouth. My hand on the rest of his shaft with the other on my own cock. Darryl then got up and sat in a chair in the corner of the room all while still jerking his own cock. I felt like he was giving me some space to explore, which I appreciated later. I couldn't believe I was sucking my first cock and that it was handsome man's cock. I could feel his pubes tickle my nose every time I got close to them. The taste of his cock, the smell of his body, it was all amazing. Just then I remembered what my dad said about sucking on his balls and how he liked that. I wondered if maybe this guy liked that too. I moved my mouth to his hairy balls and began to lightly lick them while still rubbing his cock with my hand. Handsome man let out the first moan that I had heard from him the entire time. His ball sack jumped a little and his cock got just a little bit bigger. Precum now really started to drip from his cock which made it easier to jack him off with my hand. I started to suck on his balls and he continued to moan from the pleasure. He obviously liked what I was doing. I couldn't stop myself from cumming right then and there. His moaning pushed me over the edge and I came in my pants. It wasn't long after that that handsome man's cock started to get really hard and his balls started to tighten up. "I'm gonna cum, keep sucking on my balls" He said and I started to jack him off harder. "Aaauuggghhh!" He yelled as he shot cum all over the room from his now throbbing cock. His cock curved slight upward and I didn't realize a man could cum and have it shoot out of his cock that like. Mine almost always just leaked out and down my own cock. The handsome man let his cock slowly go soft in my hands as he caught his breath. He pulled away into the room and started to put his pants on. Before he left, he looked into the hole and said "Thanks ma-uh-n" and then quickly ran out the door. I think he was startled by my young face. I was ready to leave and Darryl showed me out after he buttoned up his pants. He asked me how I liked my first cock, but I was in such daze that I didn't even answer. "You want a movie before you go?" he asked. "Here take this one, it's one of my favorites. It's about guys getting off together in the gym showers and locker rooms." "The gyms have showers?" I asked. "Yeah, often times they're open showers where guys shower together totally naked. They walk around naked in the locker rooms too. Sometimes they even do much of the same stuff you saw today, right there in the locker room." I thanked Darryl for the video and he said I was welcome back anytime, but not to tell my parents what I had been up to there. I wasn't about to do that. I ran out the door and made my way home. As I was walking home, I noticed my dad was in the driveway washing his car. "Hey Kevin, where were you this morning? What's in the bag?" "Nothing, just some snacks from the gas station." I lied as I passed him. I was almost at the front door when I stopped and turned around. "Dad, I wanna go to the gym with you after all." "Really? Ok bud" he said "How about this afternoon after I'm done washing this car?" "Sure" I replied and I went into the house.