Date: Sat, 13 Oct 2007 01:48:31 -0700 (PDT) From: Phuck It Subject: Fantasies and then some Part 1 (Gay Male | Incest) Nothing illegal. Take form it what you need. ----------------------------------------------- Because I have never known my dad, I had always wanted to find one. As I grew older, I realized that I wanted more than just a big brother type dad, I wanted a fuck buddy. You know someone you can live out all your fantasies with. Except I've always had hang ups. They have to be this way or they have to be that way. Always finding the faults. I guess it was my way of releasing if it didn't work out. Well one night I was horny as heck and I went on a popular website to release the tension, as I normally did. That's where I saw a post about a father and son. Seems like the author who is older wanted to play with a "son." I thought heck, I can be the son. I mean I am in my mid-30s but I keep good care of myself. Lift weights, run, eat well, don't smoke, drink socially. I mean I can pass as a 27 year old easy. If I were on a college campus, I could easily pass for one of the students. So I responded. After a couple of emails, the guy gave me his phone number so that I can call him. I did and we chatted about the scenerio. All he wanted to do was suck my cock. I was around his son's age and well that was what he wanted. So I said, ok. That's what mainly happens anyways. Guys look at me and they want to suck my cock. Frustrating at times when I want to suck cock myself, but if it makes somebody happy why not. So not long after he gave me his address and I was on my way. Not sure what I was getting into, but I really wanted to play out this father son deal. It has always been a fantasy of mine. I get there and he opens the door. He was a fucking hot daddy. I mean tall and stout and balding. All sexy in my book, but it was his show so I just went along. I mean why disturb the groove. He started to suck me off in the living room, where he had all these crosses. The guy was religious. Another huge turn on, I mean I have demons myself, I just don't like talking about them. You know I am afraid of them and it also gives me the upper hand on judging people. Sorta fucked up on my part, but tonight I was only interested in playing out this role. I was the son and he was the dad. In the past, when I talked to some guys online about their real son fantasy, they would tell me stuff like how they would go into his son's room and jerk off to his son's underwear when he wasn't there. Sniffing the the fabric that hold his son's cock and balls. Licking it as if they had just worn them, so that they can maybe get a taste. Sometimes a dad would even jerk off on his son's bed thinking about him. Another dad told me how one night the door was open to his son's bedroom and he caught him jerking off, except his son didn't see him. So dad just stood there watching his son stroking his meat and playing with his balls, hoping his mouth and tongue could help him get off. The whole time waiting for his son to shoot a load and be relieved. I think the son saw dad and put on a great show for him. However, then dad would go back to his bedroom and either fuck his wife or into the bathroom to Jerk himself off to the image. The son he created. Having those thoughts in my head, I was locked and loaded with fantasy role-playing ammo. I wanted us to go to the bedroom where his son slept and so we did. I lied down on the bed, thinking this is where his son jerked off in the middle of the night, middle of the day, fuck probably while dad was taking a shower or taking a shit or sleeping or even jerking off himself. Those thoughts got me harder than a rock. So dad, which I will call Jack was sucking me. I mean he was a good cocksucker. He licked my shaft and sucked my balls and stroked me. You couldn't ask for anything more. Except I did. Because I test boundaries. Actually I try to push boundaries and see what I can get. So this night was not any different. I asked him what his son's name was and he told me it was Alex. So I told him to call me Alex while he was sucking my cock. Actually, I wanted to be Alex, if this hot man was his daddy. I mean the idea of seeing this man everyday is like a dream come true. Totally conservative and professional and right here sucking my cock and calling me Alex. Of course, I asked if he saw Alex naked and he said they used to hang out together naked. I was like. Man I bet you sucked his cock, but I didn't ask. Not then, I didn't want to disturb this groove. I sorta wanted to be Alex at that moment. The fun part was that this guy was doing it, he was sucking his son Alex's cock. It might have been mine physically, but mentally it was Alex's. It normally takes me a long time to cum, but that night I wanted it to last. I mean I wasn't sure how long this oppourtunity would last. So he got tired, but I wouldn't help him out. I wanted him to get me to cum because I was enjoying being Alex. As a matter of fact, I got to thinking about my own fantasies. What I wanted to do if I were ever priveldged enough to be with Jack and Alex. I mean there are times when I like being the aggressor and times I want to be submissive. I am more of a top, but this daddy is hot. I'd let him do whatever he pleased to me. And he would be the only one that I would show the submissive side of me. Him and Alex that is, because I'd want to please the both of them if I could. I mean Alex could be a ugly man with a small dick, but I doubt it. If he looked anything like his daddy, I'd be on my knees sucking his cock as fast as I could. I'd lick those balls and tongue his piss hole. I'd eat his ass and kiss the bridge to his balls. I'd make sure he was serviced regularly and never had to beat off. This is also true for the daddy, but right now Dad is working on Alex's cock and I am just along for the ride. The problem is I got caught up on doing Alex that I couldn't cum while Jack was sucking me. I mean he is good, however, I wanted a cock in my mouth as well. I wanted Alex's cock in my mouth. Funny thing is that if Alex was there, there would be no need for me. Jack would just suck Alex and that would be the end of it. He wouldn't have to go on that popular website to find a substitute, it would be there available. I wonder if Alex knew how good his dad was, maybe he might have never moved away. It got me also to thinking that if Alex jerked off in this room. Then he probably also fucked some chicks in here. I wonder where Jack was? I wonder if Jack would hear them fucking. The pounding of Alex's cock against her pussy. The slapping of his balls against her and the moans she would make. "Harder! Harder!" The bed shaking against the wall until finally there would be a few "Oh God, Oh God" I wonder if Alex ever walked from the room into the bathroom rubber still on his hard cock and dad watching from his bedroom. Bet Jack misses those days. It makes me want to go out get married and have a son. Jack finally got Alex to cum. It was great! I felt like a million bucks. As I looked down on Jack's naked body. Hairy like a bear with nice cock in between, I thought maybe I should return the favor, but felt that it was not the right time. We went back to the living room where my clothes were and we chatted for a bit. I of course got to see a real picture of Alex and he is handsome, but then I started to feel guilty. I mean is this right? For a father to want to suck his son? You see I get on my soap box to overcompensate for what I did thinking it was wrong. I tend to make a situation worse, because I am not sure on how to deal with it. I mean I have these demons as well, I just don't know how to handle them. I wanted to tell Jack all about them, about how I wanted to suck Alex as well and how I wanted to do more with them. But I always think it is wrong and immoral. I mean they are two adults, its their privacy, they can do whatever they want. Right? Ok, somebody drill that into my head, because I forget that. Also, even though I can write this story, I have trouble with actual words from my lips. I am afraid that what I say will sound stupid or intrusive. I mean what if Jack never wants to suck Alex's cock and it is just a fantasy? I mean to talk about it would be silly maybe? Even though I think it would be fun to suck them both off. Actually, it would just be fun to suck of Jack and whomever he considers Alex to be. One thing I think I should have told Jack that night is that I am not perfect and that I make mistakes too, but I'd give anything to have him as a sexual partner. Wither it is with him and somebody else or just him or him watching me suck a cock or me watching him suck a cock. I know that we won't always be on the same cock at the same time, but it would be fun to try. And I should have told him that I liked him sucking my cock but I'd like to suck his as well. At that moment, I wanted to give everything I had into it. I mean I make a decent living so I would have contributed as much of my earnings to the upkeep of the house. I would have planned vacations to some exotic places and even to some local joints. I would do whatever it takes to have sex with him on a continual basis and maybe one day even with his son or anybody else. He could have his personal jock and I would have my personal daddy. And if Alex gets married and has kids, and needs a blowjob because his wife won't give it to him, then I would be glad to take care of it, if daddy wasn't around. I mean I am masculine and you wouldn't tell I like doing this. I like beer joints and pool halls, but at the same time, if the bathroom in the pool hall had a glory hole and some hot guys were there playing pool. I'd service them and I think Jack would too. However I don't think I would be what Jack wants. I mean this is Dallas, you can find anything you want here and there is always someone better. So I have to take my victories and not go for the gusto in defeat. But like I said I am not perfect. I only wish I would have told Jack all this that night. But I didn't. So from here on, the stories are going to be about what I would like to do to Jack and his son or whomever else I can think of that he might want to have sex with or whom I'd like to have sex with in his presence. I hope you enjoy what's to cum.