Date: Sun, 13 Jul 2003 17:40:34 -0700 (PDT)
From: lucky boy <hambone1776@yahoo.com>
Subject: James Alexander Mendez ch.1

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			  JAMES ALEXANDER MENDEZ
			      by Hambone1776

James Alexander Mendez was his name. Everybody called him Alex. He stood 5
feet 8 inches tall and weighed 170 lbs. He was a broad shouldered boy, kind
of lean, yet solid and had a tight 6-pack. His coal black hair hung just
below his eyebrow, his skin was light brown, like he had a permanent tan
but that was his heritage. He was half Mexican and half white. Alex had
inherited his father's build, hair, and athletic abilities and his mother
had given him her perfect smile, sense of humor and piercing blue eyes. Oh
yeah, blue eyes! Alex was something to behold. He had been the starting
quarterback of the North Carolina 2-A state champions his junior and senior
years. Everybody loved him, or so it seemed. He was indeed the kind of guy
all the boys wanted to be and all the girls wanted to be with. He was a
star maybe even a Golden child but Alex never let it show. One other thing
given to him by his parents was humility. Work hard, play hard but never,
ever embarrass or belittle anyone. God gave him certain gifts but he did
not flaunt them. He understood perfectly that if he did it would return
against him tenfold.

Practically his entire life had been an open book. Virtually every award,
plaque, ribbon and trophy he had won since the 4th grade was written about
in the local paper. Alex had a little secret though. This was one thing his
parents didn't know, one thing his little brother didn't know, one thing
his hometown didn't know. There was no one else in the world that knew of
Alex's little secret and he wanted to keep it that way at least for now.

School was out for the summer and the only thing Alex wanted to do was
chill beside the pool and take it easy for a couple weeks then he wanted to
have some adventures, travel a bit. Those long, hot North Carolina summers
could make people do things they wouldn't normally do and Alex only had a
short while until he left for college.

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Hello, my name is James Alexander Mendez. This is my story.


I woke up in a sweat. "Damn it's hot in here," I said out loud. It was only
8:30 in the morning and I was burning up. I sat straight up in my bed.

"Wha...what's wrong Alex?" my little brother Sam asked in a sleepy voice.

"Nothing, except it's too damn hot in here," I replied.

I walked out into the hallway and turned the thermostat down to 70 degrees.

"You're right man, it is hot in here," said Sam, "Why?"

"Because our father is a cheap bastard, that's why," I replied jokingly as
I entered back into our room. Sam laughed as he threw his blanket back and
stood up to stretch beside his bed. His morning wood poked through the fly
of his boxers and it looked almost as big as mine. "Damn boy, you better
put that monster away before you hurt somebody," I chuckled. Sam just
laughed and said, "Well he likes to breathe a little sometimes." Then he
stretched some more, trying to wake up. I said I had to take a piss then I
went to the bathroom we shared. It wasn't easy to start, kind of like most
mornings, I had a boner too. As I stood there trying to drain my bladder,
my mind wondered back to my baby bro. of all things.

I have to admit it Sammy was cute as hell, dark brown hair with blonde
highlights which seemed perpetually disheveled. He had big brown doe eyes
that would melt the coldest of hearts and his body was starting to fill out
pretty good. He was only 16 but he was almost as tall as me and was
beginning to put on some real muscle. Sammy was turning into a real lady
killer! We had always been close, probably closer than most brothers would
be. I wondered sometimes if that was normal.

Take the time he broke up with his girlfriend last year. Well, ok, she
wasn't just a girlfriend, she was Sammy's first real true love and she
dumped him for some prick. Sammy was heartbroken. She dumped him at school
right after first period but I didn't know this until Sammy and I arrived
at home. On the drive there I noticed he wasn't talking and he kept looking
out the window or down at his feet. I knew something was wrong but decided
to wait until we got home to ask him about it. I hurt for the little
guy. When we walked in the house Sammy raced up the steps to our room and I
called out for Mom and Dad. There was no answer so I went into the kitchen
where I saw a note from them laying on the table. They were gone to Uncle
Bill's house in Wilmington. Aunt Maggie had a heart attack and they were
going to stay a night or two with Bill. Beside the note was $40.00 from
Dad. I stuffed the money into my pocket and took off upstairs to see about
Sammy.

When I reached our room I saw my baby brother sprawled across the bed with
his face buried in a pillow. His body shook as he sobbed. I walked over and
sat down quietly on the bed and placed my hand softly on his back and began
to rub it lightly through his shirt. After a few moments the crying eased
up, then stopped as he wiped his eyes and turned his head to face me.

"Alex, please don't think I'm a pussy for crying man," he said. I was
actually stunned for a second by that remark.

"What in the world would make you think that I would, Sammy?"

"I don't know, guys aren't supposed to cry you know. Please don't tell
anybody." He looked almost embarrassed.

"Man, you know me better than that. I'm your big brother and you're my
little brother, we got each other's backs don't we?

"Yeah," he said with silly grin.

I just sat there rubbing his back while he told me the story about how his
girlfriend dumped him. He got a little bit emotional a couple more times
but I thought it was really cool the way he poured his heart out to
me. When he was done, he just let out a long sigh.

"I'm really sorry Sammy. I know you probably don't want to hear this right
now but there will be other girls. It hurts bad I know but the pain eases a
little each day then before you know it, you won't even remember her name."

He grinned a little bit. "Really," he asked, "When does it get easier, the
hurt I mean?"

"It just takes time, bro. it just takes time."

"Alex, hang on a second," Sammy said as he raised up and took off his
shirt. He fluffed his pillow and put his head down again. "Ok, sorry, keep
tickling my back. That feels good," he said.

"Damn he was cute," I thought. Sammy used to love having his back rubbed
lightly when he was a little kid but he called it tickling.

How could I refuse that request? I just sat there "tickling" his back as
Sammy drifted off to sleep.


I still hadn't started to piss yet when Sammy walked in completely
naked. "Shit," I thought as I watched every move he made. His dick had
deflated slightly and flopped as he walked.  He was so fluid, graceful even
as he moved right up beside me and smiled.

"Haven't you finished yet?" he said with a sly grin.

"I can't even get started," I replied as I blushed.

"Well move over, I have to piss too,"

He took his now semi-hard cock in one hand and with the other, grabbed the
back of my neck and slowly kneaded it. It felt good. The thing about my
family was that we had always been a touchy-feely bunch, not anything
sexual but just that we were huggers and massagers. Sammy and I probably
did it a little more in private I guess, we just kind of picked it up from
our parents. They were always greeting each other and us with big hugs and
kisses. I mean, I don't think I would offer my buds from school a massage
but then again, they weren't my brothers.

My cock had deflated some and a few drops finally came out and then a
steady stream began. "God, that feels good," I moaned. Sammy chuckled then
he did something which I never expected. He move behind me as I was still
pissing and held me tightly with his left arm wrapped snugly around my
middle and with his right arm, moved my hand off my penis and replaced it
with his.

"Whoa, Sammy what are you doing?" I asked as I involuntarily halted the
flow.

"I'm sorry Alex, but I've wanted to do this a long time. Just relax
bro. and keeping pissing, I want to check something out." His dick was
cradled right in between my ass cheeks and I was afraid I'd bone up again.

"Yeah right Sammy, this is a little weird so why don't you let go now, ok?"

"Just shut up and piss." He smiled when he said that.

"Whatever dude." I grinned back.

"Man, this awesome," he said as I started again and then finished in a few
seconds. "You done now?" he asked. "Yeah," I replied. Sammy slowly and
gently tugged my dick then gave it a couple quick shakes. He moved his hand
off my dick and wrapped it around my belly just like his other was and he
put his head up against the back of my shoulder.

"Thanks Alex," he said softly.

"Your welcome," I replied with a loving smile, "Sammy, what was all that
about? Why did you do that anyway"

He got a pained look on his face as he quickly released me and walked back
into the bedroom. I followed and sat down on the bed. He sat down opposite
me.

"Are Mom and Dad home?" he asked while looking at the floor. "No, I doubt
it, Dad said something last night about having to go down to the office
this morning and finish up some paperwork and Mom always goes shopping
Saturday mornings so I don't think they're here. Hell they probably won't
be home until lunchtime," I said.

"Good," he said. He got up and walked over to the bedroom door and locked
it. I thought damn this is serious. When he sat back down he said, "Alex,
there's something I have to say and it's killing me but I got to say it. I
don't want you to be mad but you'll probably want to bash my face in." He
looked nervous and was kind of fidgeting.

"Sammy, just speak what's on your mind dude. Whatever it is I promise I
won't get mad." I had an idea what he was gonna say, at least I hoped I
knew what he was going to say.

"Alex, all my life, I've looked up to you, ya know? I've got friends in
school, good friends, close friends too but nobody is as close to me as you
are. You're my protector, confidante, hero," He looked away and blinked
quickly several times.  "I want everything you have Alex, I want to be you,
ok? You've always had it all man, the prettiest girlfriends, the coolest
buds, the brains, the popularity and the body too. I'm sorry Alex, I don't
know why I feel this way it's just you're the coolest fucking boy I
know. I'm guess maybe I'm just jealous but I want to be you." He looked
away again. I put my hand on his shoulder and drew him into me. He cried.

"Sammy, I think all you have is case of big brother worship, that's all
man. It cool and it really makes me feel good that you'd tell me all
this. It truly does."

"Alex, that's not all. That's just part of it. I really do want to be you
and I want to be with you too. I like guys Alex. I think I've known that
since we were little but I didn't want to believe it. You remember last
year when me and Crystal broke up? That was why, well I mean I didn't tell
her I liked guys but it was because I didn't fuck her. I couldn't fuck her
Alex. Just being with her didn't feel right. We kissed and felt each other
up and stuff but I knew I couldn't have sex with a girl and I kept putting
it off and finally she just dumped me. I've never had sex with a dude
either but I know I'm gay. I just am. Please don't be mad and don't tell
anybody either, especially not Mom and Dad." He was pleading this last part
and I just hugged him tighter.

"Sammy, I'm gay too I think," I blurted it out. He leaned back and looked
surprised.

"Whoa, no shit?"

"No shit."

"How do you know, I mean have you and your buds ever done anything or do
you have a boyfriend?" It was cute how his face suddenly changed
expressions and he was now smiling his head off.

"No man, I've never done anything with a guy except that time I stayed over
at Jeremy Parker's house and we all measured our dicks." His eye's widened
big time when I told that.

"Oh my god, you saw his dick?" he laughed.

"Yeah, he's got a nice one too and it's fat." Sammy laughed.

"God, who all was there?

"Well, me and Jeremy, Daniel Thomas, Bradley Woods and his cousin Randy and
then Jeremy's little brother Scott."

"Oh shit, did you see Scott's dick?"

"Yeah I did, it looked pretty much like Jeremy's did. They're practically
the same size too."

"Oh man I can't believe this Alex. How big is Scott's dick?"

"Geez baby brother, calm down you'll bust a nut in a second if you don't,"
I said jokingly but as I glanced down and noticed Sammy's little guy was
standing straight up and leaking pre cum big time. "If I remember correctly
I think Jeremy was almost 7 inches and Scott was just barely under that so
he's probably like 6 and three quarters. It's not as fat as Jeremy's is
either but it looked good."

"Oh man!" Sammy exclaimed as he flopped backwards hard onto the bed. When
he did that some of his dick drool flew out the head of his penis and
landed on his belly. I leaned over and scooped it up.

"Did you ever wonder what this tasted like?"

He nodded. "Have you tasted it before?"

"I've only tasted my pre-cum, never the real stuff though. It's kinda
salty." I moved my finger down toward his mouth. He licked his lips.

"Ok." He flicked out tongue quickly and then smiled. "That wasn't so bad."

"Alex, can I see your dick?"

"You've seen my dick lots of times," I said teasing him.

"I know but I mean up close though, please."

"Alright then little brother, just for you" I smiled as I stood up and
removed my boxers. His face beamed with delight.

"God, you're big Alex. You're real big."

"Naw, it's bigger than some I guess but not as big as others. Go ahead and
touch it."

He reached over and grabbed my semi, which quickly grew to the full 7 and a
quarter inches it usually gets. I leak a lot of pre-cum too and some
dribbled onto Sammy's hand when he squeezed my rod.

"Oh god this is great."

He started at the base and slowly kneaded my dick all the way up to the
tip, which caused a pretty good amount of liquid to spill out onto his
hand. He raised it up to his mouth and licked it off. "It tastes just like
mine, kind gooey and salty," he said kind of surprised. "Let's see," I
replied. I copied Sammy's actions. "Yeah, you're right. We do taste the
same," I replied. We both smiled as if we had made a major discovery. In a
way, I guess we had.

TO BE CONTINUED

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