Date: Sun, 18 Feb 2024 16:55:13 +0200
From: DN
Subject: Jerking off while dad watched.

Jerking off while my dad watched.

The following is a true account of how I discovered my sexuality, jerking
off and my dad's involvement in all of this. It is not overly sexual, so it
might not be to everyone's taste, and some of my memories from that time
are a bit blurry so they might not be filled in as much as I would
like. But I hope you enjoy reading it.

PS. My writing isn't great so excuse the spelling and grammar errors. The
events of this recount take place in the 90's.

Please don't read this if you take offense, but nothing overtly sexual ever
really happened as you will see.

This is my first and probably last story on this site.

This story starts when I was 11. My name is David, I'm blonde and was a
pretty athletic kid. I used to be very active with school sports. My dad
was 50 at the time, I was very much a late child in the family. He was very
handsome though, he was a very muscular guy, with jet black hair and only a
splattering of grey here and there. He had a bit of a belly but nothing
extreme. He had a pretty large uncut cock that looked massive to my eyes
when I was a child, and I would come to learn as an adult was in fact
pretty big. He was very open about nudity, something about the generation
he grew up in I suppose, he would casually walk from the bathroom, across
the hall to his bedroom naked and would not bat an eye when I went into the
bathroom to pee when he was in the bath. When I was very small I used to
take baths with him all the time, and when I got to big for that he would
often sit next to the bath and chat to me while I was washing and playing
with my toys.

When I was 11 the boys at school started talking about something called
"jerking off", they explained it as going up and down your willy with your
hand and apparently it felt really good. At first it was just a few boys
who talked about it but then later more and more of them did. I remember
trying to do it once, I got home, pulled down my pants and went up and down
my soft willy with nothing happening. In my head I thought this was all
nonsense and they were just all lying so I left it and went on with my
life. But all of the boys at school kept talking about it and saying how it
was the best feeling in the world and that I had to try it.

So one Tuesday, The night my mom worked a night shift and it was just my
dad and I at home, I decided to ask my dad about it. He and I were always
open about things and me not knowing that this was anything naughty didn't
even bat an eye to ask him. After he made us dinner (steak and mash was the
only thing he ever made) we sat on the couch eating. I asked: "Dad, some of
the boys at school were talking about this thing called `Jerking off" and
said it was when you rub your hand up and down your willly." My dad looked
at me quizzically , raising his dark eyebrow. "Well I tried it," I
continued " and it didn't really do anything. Do you think my willy is
broken?" My dad just stared at me with a blank face for a while and then
asked me to describe what I did. "Well I got home and pulled down my pants
and took my hand and went up and down like the boys sayd." Mimicking the
gesture with my hand. My dad looked at me again then asked; "Was your willy
hard when you did this?" I stared blankly at him. "uhm... no, just like
normal". "Well there you go, your willy needs to be hard for that to
work. Try doing it again when it gets stiff and see if it works then."

And that was the end of the conversation. I didn't rush to my room to do it
or anything, at that age I wasn't really to preoccupied with sexual
thoughts. I simply decided I will wait till my willy gets hard one night
and try it then. It was about three nights later that it finally happened
as I was lying in bed waiting to fall asleep. My willy got hard and I
remembered what my dad said. I made a fist around my willy and started to
pump it up and down. Almost immediately it felt different. The normal
tingly feeling I usually got when my willy got hard was amplified ten
fold. I immediately knew I was doing it correctly. I naturally started
doing it faster and faster as I just let the pleasure take hold of my young
body. Then it happened. A sudden wave of extreme pleasure came over me,
radiationg from my penis through to the rest of my body. I knew what it
was, the other boys had told me that if you do it long enough you will
eventually get "The Feeling" and that it was the best feeling in the
world. But wow, I never expected it to feel this good. When it was done I
just lay there thinking "How have I been missing out on this for so long."
I almost immediately tried to do it again, but this time it didn't work,
and instead it just kind of hurt a bit. I figured it was something you
could only do once a day so I rolled over and went to sleep.

The next day at school I could not wait to tell my friends that I finally
"jerked off". The first friend I saw, Damian, was super excited for me. I
told him all about it and he was very happy that I finally managed to do
it. When our other friend Steven arrived Damian immediately told him what I
had discovered. They shared some tips with me and told me that when I get
older, like 13, I am going to start shooting white stuff called sperm from
my willy when I get "The Feeling". Damian's older brother had told him
this. He said it will start happening when we start to get pubes.

When I got home that day I could not wait to try it again. It was literally
all I thought about the whole time at school.  I somehow thought that I
could only do it in the bathroom or when I went to bed, it didn't occur to
me that I could just shut my bedroom door and do it. So I patiently waited
until the earliest respectable time to go have a bath. The moment the
bathroom door was closed and the water was running, my hand was around my
rock hard cock and I was yanking away like no tomorrow. I very quickly got
to The Feeling, and spent the rest of the time just peacefully lying in the
bath.  I got out and dressed and realized that it was still very early
before my bed time so I went to keep my dad company in his garage. He is
always busy with his woodworking and had a pretty impressive woodshop
setup. I would often go and hang out with him in there and try and make
silly things or just help him with what he was doing.

I walked into his workshop with my boxers and a T-shirt on. Asked him what
he was working and if I could help. He gave me something to do, I don't
remember what, and we quietly sat together and worked. Then I remembered
that I hadn't told him about jerking off yet. Again, at this point, I
didn't realise it was something naughty, there was nothing sexual about it,
it was simply a cool trick that my willy could do. So I said; "Oh yeah dad,
I did what you told me and waited for my willy to get hard, and then I
tried jerking off." My dad looked at me with a sly smile on his face and
replied; "Oh year? How was it? Did it work?". "It was AMAZING dad! The best
feeling I have ever had in my entire life! Especially the end part. I tried
to do it again afterwards but my willy kind of hurt that time. Damian said
that that is normal and you have to usually wait a day or so to do it
again. I did it earlier in the bathroom and it felt great!"  My dad just
gave a chuckle and said; "Well I'm glad you like it, just don't let your
mother ever catch you, she hates that."  "I'll be careful not to, don't
worry."  And then we continued with what we were doing. No weird feelings,
all very casual.

Over the coming months I would jerk off like crazy, I quickly discovered my
favorite technique (Thumb and index finger) and slowly jerking off was
accompanied by sexual fantasies. It started to be a lot less innocent and I
started realizing that masturbation was a bit of a naughty thing. I had a
couple of circle jerks at school and at friends' houses and I would jerk
off at home thinking about those. I grew a fascination with seeing my dad's
dicl, something which was not hard to do since he was pretty open about
nudity, and I would save those mental images in my wank bank.

The one fantasy that I developed early on was the desire for my dad to see
me naked and jerking off. I would lie naked on my bed, yanking away,
wishing he would walk in and ask me for something. In my fantasy I would
see him and simply pointed to what he needed and continued jerking off like
it was no big deal. Alas, this never happened, no matter how hard I willed
for him to walk through the door.

Then something happened. I was about 12 and a half by this stage. It was a
Sunday, and as I walked past my parents' room I hear a painful
moan. Without thinking I opened the door and saw my dad naked on his bed,
hard cock in his hand, and a sticky white liquid on his belly. Some of it
was still dripping out of his cock head which was slightly exposed. It was
the very first time I had ever seen my dad's erection, and also the first
time I had ever seen his pink head. I just stared at him while he was
clearly in pain. He yelled out, I have a cramp, go call your mom. My dad
had often gotten muscle cramps that I knew were very painful, and my mom
would usually rub it for him till it went away. I went to go call my mom. I
sat in the living room thinking about what I just saw and wondered if my
dad was going to hide what he was doing when she got there. Evidentily not,
because not long later she came out looking rather miffed. I asked her if
he was ok and she said, "He just had a cramp, he'll get over it".

I felt sorry for my dad that my mom would be so cold towards him,
especially in the vulnerable state he was in. When he came out of the room
later, I asked him if everything was ok and he said yes. Then continued as
normal as if I didn't see him with a throbbing boner and cum all over his
belly just a while earlier. This event made me realize a few things. 1)
Never let my mom catch me and 2) my dad has very little shame about nudity
and jerking off.

I know I should probably have realized it earlier with how casual he was
naked and with my questions about jerking off, but in my head I had not
added everything together. Those questions I asked him felt like a million
years away, back when I was still innocent, and not the little wanking
pervert I was now. I jerked off about twice that night thinking about my
dad naked and imagining if he had just asked me to come in and rub his foot
to get rid of the cramp. Then I came up with a few ideas of how I could be
naughty with my dad, since he clearly didn't mind all that much.

I waited until Tuesday again for my mom to be out of the house, I was going
to be more bold around my dad from now on in the hopes that he would see me
naked and catch me jerking off. After we ate I told him I was going to take
a bath, I kept the door wide open, something which he normally did in any
case, but which I never did. I knew eventually he would have to go have a
pee after his beer.  So I simply had to stay in the bathroom for as long as
possible. While I waited in the bath, I got hard and soft several times,
and was just about to give up and get out when he walked in, very casually,
and whipped out his cock next to the bathtub and had a pee. I acted super
casual and asked him what he was working on in his garage etc. He looked at
me naked several times and I was slowly chubbing up. Just before my willy
was about to stick up out of the water, he flushed the toilet and left.

I instantly had a wank in the bath, still dry, and felt some of the
greatest sexual satisfaction I have ever felt.

There were a few more small events that happened that fueled my wank
bank. I would start to leave my boxers in the living room on Tuesdays and
then would have to walk naked from the bathroom, to the living room and
look for them. I would always engage him in conversation so he would have
to look at me and once or twice I popped a full boner while we were
talking. He never mentioned it though and I acted like it wasn't there.

I also noticed that the boxers he wore didn't have the button on the slit
and so often his dick would be visible or hanging out of it. He clearly
didn't care. This made me do the same thing. I got a pair of my old boxers
and ripped the button off. I would only wear these on Tuesdays when my mom
wasn't around. Often I would lie on the couch with my willy sticking out,
soft or semi. I usually tried to be more subtle about erections while also
letting him know I had one, if that made sense.

Then one night I struck the jackpot. This was the first and only time this
had ever happened. It was a few after my 13th birthday, by this time I had
some hair around my dick, and had started to shoot a bit of clear liquid
out when I came. Our Tuesday routine was pretty established by now. He made
dinner, we ate, he watched the news and I went to have a bath with the door
open. Then I would hangout nude in my room with the door open if he didn't
come into the bathroom to have a pee and give me a look at his
dick. Sometimes when I was in my room he would come in and ask for help in
the garage or whatever so I hoped he would walk in and see me naked. On
this day he did just that. I was standing in my room sorting through
something with a semi (I was pretty sexually worked up). He came in and
asked me to come help him move something in the garage. I said ok, grabbed
my torn boxers and put them on (I wanted this to seem normal and not appear
to be a creep.) then walked with him to the garage. I helped him lift
something, then left. I really wanted to jerk off but at the same time I
wanted more. So I went to the living room and decided to watch a movie,
with my dick hanging out of my boxers. I settled on a pretty Interview with
a vampire, not appropriate for kids, but I knew my dad didn't care about
things like that. As I watched my dad walked in and sat on the chair behind
the couch. This meant, that although I could not see him directly, without
turning my head, he could clearly see me, and my dick which watching the
TV.

I had sneakily seen the movie once before so I knew there was a scene
coming up with a naked lady. I saw this as an opportunity to try something
I had never done before. As I laid there, my dad and I made some small talk
in the build up to the scene. I decided to not pretend and not notice my
dick was out, so every now and then I would reach down and give it a
tug. My heart was pounding so hard at this stage it felt like I was going
to throw up. My dad never said a word about this and just pretended like
everything was normal. At one stage I was like 80% hard and just held my
dick in my hand, stopping my foreskin from rolling back, while asking my
dad questions about something.

Then the moment came. The scene where the girl is brought on stage and
undressed. We both kept quiet watching what was happening. I had zero
interest in the girl but was so horned up by the scenario that I was rock
hard at this stage. I slowly started to pump my cock, not too much to be
obvious, but enough for my dad to tell what I was doing. I could not see
his face, or see what he was looking at but I am sure he was watching me,
watch the naked lady.  The scene was not on long, but when it was done we
both remained silent watching the rest of it. I closed my eyes (not sure if
he could see it or not) and continued to slowly pleasure myself. I was so
horny at this stage, and knowing that he was right behind me watching me
that it really only took about a minute for me to cum. I shot a small
stream of mostly clear liquid onto my belly and gave an audible moan of
relief. I continued to milk my dick for a tiny bit, then stood up, and
looked at my dad as I put my mostly hard 13 year old cock back into my
shorts and gave him a big smile and said. "I needed that".

When I first stood up and looked at him his face was staring blankly at me,
not surprised and disgusted, or horny, he didn't have a bulge or
anything. After my comment of "I needed that", he gave me a smile and
said. "Get to bed boy."

Nothing really sexual ever happened after this. Some casual nudity etc. But
I still wank thinking about this experience regularly. Our relationship
didn't change because of it. He clearly just thought I was a horny 13 year
old boy who had seen a sexy lady on tv and needed to have a wank right then
and there.