Date: Tue, 3 Nov 2020 19:22:57 +0000 (UTC) From: anthony scordato Subject: Jordan and Billy part three I have a story to tell that centers around sex between two brothers. If the subject matter bothers you or is illegal in the area where you live or you under the age of 18, it is now time for you to leave this page. This story will be short compared to many that are on niffy. I hope you will enjoy it. Please donate to Nifty. Brothers Jordan and Billy part Three Saturdays were my absolute favorite day of the week for years, but the Saturday we drove Jordan to Berkeley was the worst Saturday I had ever had. My Mom talked most of the way about what a wonderful opportunity this was for him. My dad said he was proud of Jordan's determination to get through school as soon as possible and reminded him that church was still important. He had even found a church of our denomination that Jordan could attend. I knew that was never going to happen. We moved Jordan into the dorms and met his roommates and then started a long drive home. No one spoke other than my dad who said I should be more like my brother. I continued to run cross-country and track and neither of my parents came to any of my meets. I took advanced classes in everything and earned A's. I jerked off every day, sometimes two or three times a day. My favorite jerk off fantasies included Jordan and the fun we had with each other. My favorites were me jerking him off with my finger in his ass and him coming on my face and me with my mouth open catching all the cum I could. I also imagine what his cock would feel like in my mouth and having him give me one of his biggest loads. My friend Andy, who was also on the cross-country team, told me that he saw a video of this guy jerking off and coming three times in a row in about four minutes. Andy told me he had it down for coming twice but hadn't gotten to three times. He was determined. He said that he doesn't jerk off for a day and then it's easy. A day without jerking off. Was it worth it? I decided I'd give it a try. I knew jerking off twice, if I took a ten minute break, was easy. But to do it without a break was something I hadn't tried. I skipped jerking off one Friday. I decided that I'd better have the house to myself. I watched my parents leave and then got naked in my room. I lay on my bed and started masturbating. I was surprised at how quickly I started leaking precum. I licked my hand. As I jerked off I thought of Jordan shooting his cum on my face, getting into my mouth, coming in a glass and then drinking it. I wished we just had drank each other's cum. My friend said that after I come I should continue jerking off and I'll come again. As I got close, without thinking about it, I flip my legs over my head and steadied myself. In my mind, this was not my cock and my cum, it was Jordan's and I wanted it badly. Then my climax hit. Rivers of cum exploded from my cock. I swallowed the first few shots, but more cum kept coming. I let it build up in my mouth. When I stopped coming, I lay flat and continued jerking off. I moved the cum around in my mouth still imagining it being Jordan's cum. To my surprise, it didn't take me a minute before I was close again. With my first load of cum still in my mouth, I curled upward and aimed at my face with my mouth open. Most of the cum went directly into my mouth. When I stopped coming I licked my fingers and moved the gobs of cum on my face into my mouth. I lay on my bed breathing hard thinking of Jordan and swallowed. Before my parents returned home, I jerked off again and then took a much needed shower. Weeks later I remembered what Jordan said about rubber penises. When my parents left I walked the house looking for something to put up my ass. I found a candle stick, a carrot and a banana. I wondered if I should peel the banana or not. I decided not to peel it. I found the hand lotion and got on my bed. First I used the carrot. I spread the lotion on it and my ass. I slid the small end first. It hurt at first but then it slid easily into my ass. I masturbated and moved the carrot around. Then I tried the larger end. Again it hurt but I was not going to be deterred. Finally, it slid in. Then more I moved it around the better it felt. Then I wondered how much of the carrot I could get into my ass. I went from the carrot to the candle stick. Then the banana. After about 30 minutes of play, the banana was freely sliding in and out of my butt and I was surprised by how good it felt. My cock was rock hard and my balls were hurting. I had to come. I pushed the banana up my ass and moved it around as I stroked hard. When I came, I came hard. My body went into spasms of pleasure and I came a lot. As it was becoming my habit, I continued stroking my cock and quickly came again. I did get to take the bus to Oakland. Jordan was pledging a fraternity. He tried to convince me that the friends he made, and the connections that would follow, would help him get a job and be more successful. I told him that I thought that he joined for the parties and the girls. He laughed, and I will never forget what he said, "I can't help it. I love pussy and I want to get as much as I can." I wasn't at all surprised by what he said. I knew how he felt about girls and how much he loved sex, but I felt sad. It was no surprise that he did well at school. Whatever Jordan does he really puts himself into. When we went to the football games we sat with the guys from his frat house. They were a lot of fun and treated me like I was someone special. I did bring my sleeping bag and slept on the floor of Jordan's dorm room. We did get to hang out, but never were alone. Over the years, my visits became less frequent. However, Jordan called often talking to me and my mother. He was taking a full course load so he could graduate in three years. It left little time for anything else. He lived in his frat house his second year, but moved out and lived in a one bedroom apartment with one of his frat brothers. I did visit a couple of times that year and slept on their sofa. Again, we were never alone. The last time I visited them, it occurred to me that Jordan and his roommate were having sex with each other, but I decided I had to be wrong. I'll never forget the night I came out to Jordan. I don't know why it took me so long, but it had to do with fearing the distance it might put between him and me which was my worst fear. Maybe it was because our sex play had stopped and it seemed that Jordan was no longer interested in it happening again. I don't remember how the disagreement started between my father and I, but we argued. It was just before dinner. I was mowing the front lawn when he came out of the house and started on me, yelling so loudly that I was sure our neighbors could hear him. I felt my jaw tighten so much I thought my teeth would crack. He went on and on. I just listened getting angrier. Then he said, "You are and have always been a disappointment to me." I said, "And you to me." He swung wide and smacked my face with the back of his hand. Without thinking I said, "Fuck you." "Get to your room and get naked." "Those days are over." Right there in the front yard he took off his belt and beat me on my back and legs. I stood there, never moving and not crying. When he was done he walked away and went back into the house. Even though I was hurting, I finished mowing the lawn and then went to my room. I didn't have dinner. After my parents went to bed, I called Jordan. "Hey, buddy." "Hi," I said and as soon as I heard his voice I started crying. "What wrong?" "I got beat." "Fuck," he said. I told him what happened. "Fuck, I'm going to kick that old man's ass one of these days." I cried. "I'm just so tired of being here. I hate him." "I know." He listened to me crying. "Billy, you'll be out of there soon. Fuck, I wish I could help." I wasn't crying only about the beating. It was more about missing Jordan. "Jordan," "Yeah. I'm here." "Jordan. Don't be mad at me." "Now why the fuck would," "I'm gay." Silence. "You think I'd be angry at you because you're gay? Billy, I love you. I couldn't give a damn if you're straight, bi or gay." "But the stuff we did." "I love the stuff we did. It was the best time I've ever had. No bullshit." I cried. "AH, Billy. I wish I was there or you were here. I love you." "I love you, too." We talked for over and hour. When I hung up I felt much better. I got up and looked at my back. There were welts. It was that day I started counting the days until I would leave and never come back. I had taken my SATs and ACTs and did better than Jordan had. I had applied to several UC campuses and a couple of state colleges. I was accepted to all the schools I applied to and had received a scholarship that paid for my tuition to UC Santa Barbara. That's where I decided to attend. I was also able to get a part time job on campus that would pay for my housing so that I wouldn't need any money from my parents. Jordan did graduate in three years and graduated with honors. He was offered a job in Los Angeles by a company that specialized in bond investing and had state and cooperate pension funds as their main clients. He moved to Los Angeles and shared a one bedroom apartment with a women he had been dating who also found in job in Los Angeles. We were now both living free of our parents and within a 100 miles of each other. My parents drove me down to UCSB. My father didn't speak. My mother talked about how proud she as of me. They helped me move into my room Ð I had two roommates. My father left my room and didn't say a word. I wasn't upset by that because anything he would have said would have been bullshit. My mother hugged me and said, "I happy for you. I'm happy you'll be free of him. Jordan calls me on my cell every week. I call him, too. I'd love to hear from you once a week. Just to let me know you are okay and I'll call you. We hugged. "I love you, Billy." "I love you, Mom. I promise, I will call." I walked her to the car. As they drove away, tears filled my eyes. I felt sorry for her. She had to be alone with him. Jordan called me the next day. "You moved in?" "Yeah." "Can I come up this weekend. Hang out." "Really? That would be great. Is Cathy coming?" "No, she's going to Phoenix to visit her parents." "Yeah, sure. Come up. Where will you stay. There is absolutely no room in my room." "Motel." "Cool. When are you coming?" "I'm dropping her off at the airport at around six, Friday night. I'll leave from there. So, with traffic, I'll probably be there at around nine." "Great. I can't wait to see you." "I'll be starved, so eat a light dinner. I know of a great Mexican restaurant in Santa Barbara. You're starting classes?" "Yeah." "Get whatever you have to do before the weekend. Let's just spend time together. Maybe we'll drive down to LA and do something. You know, hang out." "I already have my books and have started reading." "Shoulda known." I hadn't seen Jordan since the week after Christmas when I visited him at Berkeley. He called me as he entered the campus. I ran out to the parking lot and waited for him. As he drove up, I couldn't help but smile. We'd be seeing each other so much more often now. I waved. He smiled and waved to me as he pulled into the parking lot. I opened the door and started getting into his car. "Pack a bag." "What? Where are we going?" "We'll spend the nights here in Santa Barbara, but I thought we'd spend the day in LA tomorrow, or maybe we'll just say here." He parked the car and came with me to my room. He talked to my roommates and I packed a change of clothes and got my toothbrush and stuff. We drove into Santa Barbara and found the restaurant he talked about. We had a great dinner. He said, "We've never really talked about the stuff we did when we were kids." "It wasn't all that long ago," I said staring at my hands. "Is it weird for you?" "Absolutely not. I told you I loved what we did." "Yeah, but you said that when I was crying and told you that I was gay." "I meant it. If I had it all to do over again, I would do what we did and maybe more." "More?" He stared at me for a moment. "I didn't think you were gay. I was afraid you were doing stuff because I wanted to do stuff. Also, when I thought about doing other stuff," "Other stuff like blow jobs? Fucking?" "Both. It was around when I was leaving and," he sighed. "It felt like we'd blow each other and fuck each other and then I'd be gone and I worried about you. Like let's do this and then bye." I nodded. "It probably would have made things harder for me." He stared at me. "Have you done any of that?" "No, but it's at the top of my list," I said and smiled. "You were afraid of Dad finding out." I nodded. "I would have gotten kicked out." "You're right." Silence. I finished my meal. "That was great." "Yeah, I heard about this place from Cathy. She said the food was great." "How is she?" "Good. She said to say hi." The waiter came and took our dishes and gave Jordan the check. Jordan gave him a credit card. "Thank you," I said. "I own you." He leaned toward me. "So, we never got to suck and fuck. You interested in losing your virginity to your brother or is that too weird for you." I left my face go into full blush. Oddly, my eyes filled with tears. "I have fantasized about that since you left at least a thousand times." "Is that a yes or no or not sure." "Yeah sure. I'd like that. I might not be as good as all the girls you've had." My cock started becoming hard. He chuckled. "I doubt that's true." "Can I ask something?" He nodded. "You're straight, right?" "Yes. But it's different with you." "How? I mean I have a dick." "I like being sexual with you. It's very comfortable. And I trust you completely. And I'm curious about having a big hard cock up my ass and down my throat. I'm not interested in doing that with anyone but you." "Can we leave?" We drove to the motel, parked the car and walked to the room. When we entered the room I saw that there was only one king sized bed. We put our luggage down. "I need to shower," he said as he entered the bathroom and closed the door. I heard the shower as I undressed and got ready to take a shower. My cock was rock hard. I was feeling confused. Everything he said made sense to me, but if he was straight and having sex with Cathy, why would he want to have sex with me. But we had done so much and always enjoyed it, so it made sense to do stuff. But he's straight. The bathroom door opened. He stepped out drying himself. "I'll take a shower," I said. "No. I want you the way you are." "But I haven't showered since this morning." He pushed me toward the bed. "I want you the way you are." I lay down. He lay beside me. "Answer me one question," I said. "Okay?" "Have you done any of this with a guy? "Well, a couple of my frat brothers and I gave each other head. Not really an all out blow jobs. You know not coming in the mouth kind of blow jobs. And I use to jerk off with my roommate at the frat house and when we lived in an apartment. Let me ask you a question." "Okay?" "Are you comfortable with doing this with me. I mean fucking me and let me fuck you." "Yes. I mean I'm kind of nervous because I've never done it, but I really want to. And I want to suck your cock." "We might not make it to LA tomorrow." I chuckled. "Saturday. Our go to day." "Your body is fantastic," he said running his hand over my chest. "I've been working out." I smiled. "I'm going to get a lot of dick at UCSB." He laughed and wrapped his fingers around my cock. "You've gotten a lot thicker and bigger." "Really?" "Yes. It's going to make getting fucked interesting." He leaned into me. "I want to kiss you." My face burned hot. We kissed. When his tongue touched mine a tingling ran through my body and I sighed. He kissed my neck and my chest as he ran his fingers over the shaft of my cock. He kissed my stomach and said as he glanced up at me, "They say you never forget your first blow job." "I'm sure I won't." "You're not going to believe how good this feels." He put his lips over my cock head and then took me deep into his mouth. My toes curled, I arched my hips upward and I moaned loudly. He began bobbing up and down taking me deep into his mouth. He wasn't on my cock for a minute when I was getting close. "Jordan," I sighed. "Fuck, I'm close." He moaned and kept sucking my cock. "Fuck, I'm going to come." My body began to tense and then my legs began to shake as my climax hit. "Oh fuck, Jordan." I felt cum pulsing through my cock and into Jordan's mouth. He moaned and swallowed. I squirmed experiencing more pleasure than I had ever felt. He kept sucking and swallowing. I kept climaxing. When I stopped coming he stopped sucking my cock and kissed the head of my cock. He moved and lay beside me. He put his hand on my chest and watched as I came off my climax. "Fuck, Jordan." "Felt good?" I laughed. "I never felt like that before. My cock is still rock hardl That was incredible." I moved toward him and into his arms. He held me, put his hand on my head and ran his fingers through my hair. "I want to do that to you," I said. "Tell me how to do it so that it's fantastic for you." He chuckled. "Watch your teeth, press your tongue against it as it goes deep into your mouth. Try to take it as deep as you can and move up and down. But just try to enjoy what you're doing." "Don't worry about that," I said as I moved down on him. I held his cock away from his body and stared at it as I stroked it slowly. I thought it was deliciously beautiful. My heart pounded in my chest as I opened my mouth. As I closed my mouth over his cock, I moaned. He moaned, "Oh yeah, Billy." I ran my tongue around his cock head and then moved it deeper into my mouth and began bobbing up and down. My cock remained rock hard. His cock in my mouth felt better than I had imagined. "Lick the shaft up and down," he moaned. I did as he asked. "My balls, too." I lick his balls. "Move a little so I can see what you're doing." I moved and glanced up at him. He smiled. "I want to see you with my cock in your mouth when I come." I chuckled and took his cock in my mouth. He put his hand on my head and set a rhythm. I could hear him breathing harder. My cock was pulsing, my heart was pounding in my chest as I waited for a mouthful of his cum. I felt his cock head become firm and then he moaned loudly, "I'm going to come." A stream of cum exploded from his cock and hit the back of my throat. He held my head steady but arched his hips. Cum filled my mouth. I swallowed. He kept coming and I kept swallowing and moaning. He laughed and pulled me off his cock. "Fuck, Billy. Fuck." I squeezed the last drop of cum from his cock and licked it up. I kissed the head of his cock and took his cock deep into my mouth. He stroked my head. I moved up to him and pulled him toward me. He moved into my arms. I held him "Fuck, Billy. I've had blowjobs, but that was the best. Fuck," he said. I could feel his body tensing and relaxing. "Fuck." "That was incredible," I said. He laughed. "Incredible getting a mouthful of cum." "Incredible having your cock in my mouth, licking you balls, and cum in my mouth." We held each other. We kissed. "You don't need any lessons on giving head," he said and smiled. He looked at me. "You came a lot. I mean I remember you coming a lot, but it seemed like a lot more. When did you come last?" "About three days ago. I can't figure out how you jerk off when you have two roommates. I mean if one of them is in class the other isn't. I don't think they jerk off at night when we're in bed. I can't jerk off in the showers because there's always someone waiting to get in and after I come my cock stays hard for a while. When did you jerk off?" "It's tough in the dorms. What I did was a found a classroom building that was mostly empty at night. There was one near the library I studied in. I'd find an empty bathroom, sit on the toilet and jerk off, just to get off a load. Not all that much fun. When I lived in the house, my roommate and I just jerked off when we wanted to jerk off. I saw him or heard him all the time and I'm sure he did the same with me. Then when I shared an apartment with Brian we pretty much jerked off together." "Really?" "Yeah. He'd pull up porn on the computer and start jerking off." "While you were there?" "Yeah. You saw the computer was in the living room. He'd start jerking off, I'd pull up a chair and jerk off beside him." "You ever give him head." Yeah, we'd do each other once in a while. But like I said, nothing like what we just did. You can find an empty bathroom someplace. Your campus has all those trails. You jog. Go for a late night run. Go down to the beach. That would be fun." He kept gently touching my cock. "Do you want to fuck me?" he asked. "You fuck me first." "We're both virgin," he said. "I've never fucked anyone. You've fucked girls." He chuckled. "So, I guess this can hurt at first when you're virgin. We'll have to take it easy until we get used to it." "I'm up for it." He moved and knelt between my legs. I was surprised when he lifted my legs and pressed my knees to my chest. He smiled at me and said, "You're going to enjoy this." He put his face to my ass and pressed his tongue against my hole and rimmed my ass. I immediately became concerned and wondered why he didn't want me to take a shower. Then I gave into how wonderful it felt. He probed my hole with his tongue and then ran his tongue up and down the crack of my ass. He then licked my taint and then my balls. We made eye contact. One by one, he sucked both my balls into his mouth and then closed his lips around my sac. It felt incredible. He let my balls pop from his mouth. "Fuck, they're bigger than they look," he said. He went back to my ass and pressed his tongue hard against my hole. Then he spit on my hole and pressed a finger into me. He fingered my hole and moved it around inside of me. I moaned. More spit. Then he licked my hole and pressed his tongue into my ass. "Fuck, Jordan." I felt him press to fingers into me. I realized he was slowly opening me up. He released my legs. I lay on the bed. He got up and pulled something from his luggage. "What's that?" "Lube. It will make it easier." "Like lotion." "Better," he said as he spread it onto his cock. Then he lifted my legs and squirted it on my hole. He ran his finger over my hole and then lowered my legs. I pulled my knees to my chest. He looked at me as he leaned over me. "Try to relax your hole." "I know. I've put stuff up my ass." I felt the head of his cock press against my hole. We stared into each other's eyes. "I'm fine," I said. He pressed further. I felt his cock head press past my sphincter and a pulse of pain. He stopped. "I'm fine." He pressed further and slowly began to thrust. "Fuck, Billy, you're so tight." "Is that good?" He smiled. He pressed further. I winced. He stopped. "More lube, I think," he said as he pulled out. I sighed loudly as his cock passed over my sphincter. He squirted lube in my hole and spread it around with his fingers. Then more on his cock. He pressed in slowly. I put my hand on his hip and pulled him toward me. His cock slid into me. I sighed and kept pressing him into me. He hesitated. "You okay?" "Just go all the way. If it hurts I'll stop you." Slowly he pressed deep into me. I could feel his body pressed against my ass. "Is there more?" I said and smiled. He smiled. "That's all of me." "I'm good. Fuck me." He slowly started thrusting hardly moving and always staring at me. I pulled him down on me with my legs spread wide. "Fuck me, Jordan." He buried his face in the nape of my neck and began thrusting. With each thrust deep into me, I moaned. He kissed my neck. I moaned. He kissed my ear and bit down and kept thrusting. I grunted with pleasure with each thrust. "You feel so good," he sighed. "Fuck me." He pulled off me and looked down at me. He spread my legs wide and looked down at his cock buried in my ass. I held my knees. He began thrust again. I could feel him pull most of his cock from my ass and then thrust into me. "Oh yeah," I called out. "Yeah, fuck me like that." He began thrusting hard and fast. I watched as his chest became flush and his breathing became deep and fast. "Fuck, Billy. You feel so good." He pressed my legs down onto my chest and began slamming hard into me. "Oh yeah, fuck me. Fuck me." He grunted loudly and pressed hard into me. I could feel his cum filling my ass. And then he collapsed onto me. I wrapped my legs and arms around him and held him and listened to him breathing. "Fuck, Billy. Fuck. You okay?" I chuckled. "I enjoyed shoving a banana up my ass, but your dick was so much better." He laughed. I laughed. As he pulled his dick from my ass he kissed me. Our tongues met and I sighed. We lay holding each other for several minutes and kissed. He said into my ear, "A banana." I laughed. He laughed. "With or without the peel on?" "I tried it without but that didn't work, so I did it with the peel on." "How was it?" "Good. I was getting pretty good at it. I'd go to the grocery store and find the biggest and the greenest banana and head home." He laughed. "You going to put your big banana up my ass." "Yes. I'll be gentle." "I'm a big boy. I can take it." He pulled back and looked at me. "I want to get fucked, really fucked. I have this fantasy of my ass hurting as I drive home Sunday." I laughed. "I'll try to make all your fantasied come true." "I want you to fuck me and come inside of me this time, but I have this crazy fantasy of you fucking me and just before you come, you pull out and shove your cock into my mouth and come." "I can do that," I said, as my cock became so hard it hurt. He lay on his back and lifted his legs. I pushed his legs against his chest and looked at his butthole. I had always thought his hole was beautiful but I had never thought about licking it. The thought of licking his ass really turned me on. I pressed my face against his butt and pressed my tongue against his hole. I licked the crack of his ass from one end to the other and then ran my tongue over his taint as I looked up at him. He sighed, "Oh wow, that feels so good." I licked his ball sac and then took one of his balls into my mouth. "Oh yeah," he called out. He put his finger to his other balls and pressed it into my mouth. I closed my mouth around his sac. His balls filled my mouth. "Bite down." I bit down on his scrotum lightly. "Bite." I bit down harder. He moaned. I pulled back and both his balls popped out of my mouth. "You like a little pain." He nodded. "You think that's weird?" "No. I said I'd do whatever you like." "It's mostly fantasy. I've never told anyone." "Jordan, you can tell me anything," I said stroking his cock. "I told you about shoving a banana up my ass." He smiled and pulled me up to him. I lay beside him. "I was playing football with guys from the frat house. We went up to catch a pass and when I came down, I got a knee in the balls. It hurt so bad it knocked the wind out of me. I was doubled up on the ground. God, this feels so weird to say. It kind of got me hard. Months later, while I was hard and jerking off, I got this idea about hitting my balls." "Did you?" "Yeah. But then I tried to find different ways to do it." "Like I started with a carrot and then was buying big green bananas." He laughed. "Yeah. Like that." "How did you do it?" "I tried hitting my balls with my hand and fist, but it wasn't the same. I can't believe I'm telling you this." "Fuck Jordan. When I was alone after you left, I'd jerk off into my mouth and not swallow. I'd jerk off again moving the cum around in my mouth and through my teeth thinking it was your cum. Then I'd jerk off again and flip my legs up and come in my mouth again. Two loads in my mouth and then I'd swallow thinking that it was your cum. I've even peed into my mouth and swallowed my piss." "Yeah, I've done the pee thing." "So, I've never told that to anyone and I know you won't think I'm weird because I did that stuff. So, tell me." He sighed. "I went on line. I looked for ball torture. You know, women torching a guys balls. I mean I don't want to torture my balls, but I wanted to find some way to do it." "Did you find anything?" "Yeah, a video of this guy. He put a baseball in a tube sock, stood with his legs spread and swung the sock and let it hit his balls. It seemed like he kind of missed a few times but also kind of connected. Then he swung and really connected and moaned and doubled up, fell to his knees but kept stroking his hard dick." "Wow, that would be hot to watch. Did you try it?" "Yeah. I was pretty scared at first. Kind of swung and kind of got that feeling, but finally I gave it a good swing and connected. I fell to my knees and lost my breath but I kept jerking and came." "Wow. Cool. Can I see you do that sometime?" He chuckled. "Sure. Sometime. But not this trip. You said you'd do anything." "Yes. Whatever you want to try." I could tell he felt nervous. "Just say it. I'll do it." "I want you to fuck me and some of the time not cum in my ass." "Okay. Just jerk off and shoot." "No. When you're close, pull out and put your cock in my mouth and let me give you head and you shoot your load in my mouth." "Yeah, sure. Will you do that to me." He smiled. "Yes." I felt warm all over. "I like that thing about fucking and then coming in my mouth and your mouth. I love your cum. I really like you licking my ass," I said and laughed. "I like licking yours too. It's weird I never thought about doing that. I like it." He smiled. I said, "Do you remember the times when you'd sit on my chest and jerk off and come on my face with my mouth open." He smiled and nodded. "I'd like you to do that, but to jerk off and get all your cum in my mouth. I want you to look down at me and as you come and watch me enjoying your cum." He smiled. "Sure." He pulled me toward him and we kissed. "Now fuck me, but take it easy. I want you to fuck me again and again this weekend." I pressed my cock against his hole after lubing it up and lubing my cock. I pressed in slowly. He took a deep breath. I pressed further until my cock head as inside of him. "Fuck you're tight." "I haven't been bananaring my ass." I laughed. I pressed further. He took a deep breath. "Fuck, you're thick." "Too much?" "No. Look at my cock." He was hard. I pressed further into him. I was about half in when he said, "How much more?" "Half in." "Fuck yeah." I pressed further. More deep breaths. I pressed his legs to his chest, leaned over him and pressed in until I was balls to the wall inside of him. He laughed. "Fuck, you're huge." "And thick." "And thick." "I love you cock in my ass. Fuck me." I began slowly pressing into him, moving just an inch or two. I couldn't believe how incredible it felt to have my cock buried in his warm tight hole. "You like my cock?" I said and smiled as I pressed into him. "I love your cock. Do you like my hole?" he said and grunted and I began to fuck him faster and pressing deep into him. "I love your hole. Do you want this load in there or your mouth." "In my hole." I began thrusting hard and fast as I stared at him. His eyes widened, grunted and chuckled. "Fuck that's a weapon." "You love it." "Fuck me." I fucked him and fucked him hard. When I came, I pressed my toes into the mattress and pressed hard against him. I grunted and so did he. Then I collapsed onto of him. I fell asleep in his arms. The next morning we showered, climbed back into bed and sixty-nined. We lay on our side and sucked, then I was on my knees over him, then he was on his knees over me. I loved the feel of his cock in my mouth. I so into his cock that my focus was on sucking him rather than getting sucked. When one of us got close we changed positions. We were at it for over and hour when he began thrusting into my mouth. The feel and taste of his cum put me over then edge and I started coming. We dressed and went to breakfast. After we ordered, he said, "Just reassure me. What I told you. You don't think I'm weird." "Jordan. Absolutely not. He looked worried. "Jordan, I don't get it." "Do you remember when you told me you were gay and how scared you were?" "Yes." "I'm telling you my deepest darkest fantasies of slapping my balls with a baseball and you pulling your cock from my ass and shoving it into my mouth. It makes me nervous to say it all out loud." "I'll tell you what you said. I love you. I want you to bring a sock and a baseball and I'll try it and the next time we fuck each other we'll come in each other's mouth. And I'm sitting here and my cock is getting hard." He smiled. "I love you." "Are we going to LA?" "Do you want to?" "So my choice is going to LA or back to the room and sucking and fucking?" He smiled and nodded. "Room." We tried fucking in as many different positions was we could think of Ð standing tall, doggie, face down on the mattress, us both on our side getting fucked from behind, standing bent over hands on knees. And I did what he asked. I was fucking him doggie style. "I'm close," I called out. He spun around and took my cock into him mouth. I grabbed his head and fucked his face like he asked. I came in his mouth and came hard. Then he fucked me while I was on my back with my legs in the air. When he got close, he quickly moved, straddled my chest and pressed his cock into my mouth while looking down at me. He fucked my face and then shot his load. "Don't swallow," he said. I opened my mouth and showed him his cum. He put his finger in my mouth and moved cum over my teeth and lips as he smiled. "Now swallow," he said. I did. Sunday, we gave each other head and then showered. We checked out of the motel and then went to breakfast. Driving back to UCSB, he said, "That was great." "When do I see you again?" "Well, probably Thanksgiving. I'd come up every weekend, but," "No, I get it. The dorms close Thanksgiving. So, can I stay with you guys?" "Of course. Absolutely." He looked toward me. "But we won't be able to do anything." "I know. But it will be fun to see you guys." "Christmas too. We want you to come with us to Phoenix. You can't say no. She's wanting to stay there a few days. I told her that I'm good with Christmas Eve and Day but then you and I will head out." "Sounds good." "I'm going to rent a one bedroom condo at Mammoth for three or four days. She hates snowboarding, so she was happy that you'd go with me." "I've never been on a snowboard. I didn't know you did." "Yeah. Guys from the frat house would go. I went and learned. You can learn. You've been skateboarding for years so it won't be hard for you to pick it up. Plus we can have alone time. Might not have any for a while after that." "Sounds good. Can I stay with you guys over spring break?" "You can stay with us whenever you want, Billy. My apartment is your apartment." "Yeah, but Cathy might not be happy about that." "In my book, you come first. Don't ever forget that." When he dropped me off, I waved as he drove away. I felt sad about not seeing him for a couple of months, but then as I felt my ass hole ache I smiled thinking about losing my virginity to Jordan. My cock started moving in my pants as I thought about our upcoming time at Mammoth Mountain.