Date: Thu, 1 Mar 2018 14:54:53 -0500
From: Steven Jones <columbia_dweller@yahoo.com>
Subject: Learning from my brothers - 14

Learning from my brothers -14

This story is fiction.


We get in the car and head home. I ask Luke what Chase has to give
him. Luke says that none of your concern. I said is mom pissed I left early
into the service. Luke said I told her you had to help the teacher with
something and had to go back.

We get home and mom starts cooking Sunday dinner, I take a shower and Luke
is in the den with dad talking about football. I come downstairs and mom
asks me to set the table. I get that done and she hugs e and says I have
missed my boys. I smile and say I missed you to. We talk about school and
everything. I tell her things are good. She finishes cooking and we all sit
at the table. Dad blesses the meal while we all hold hands. Its different
without John here for family meals.

We start eating and dad starts talking to me. Since I don't play sports or
in the band, he wants me to look for an after school job. I protest and say
why. Dad says you need something to fill your time besides video games. Mom
pats my arm and the conversation moves away from me. We finish eating and I
am clearing loading the dishes into the dish washer as Luke clears the
table. Mom and dad have gone outside and are sitting on the porch.

Luke says I will hook you up with a job interview this week. Don't worry. I
say what kind of job, and Luke says you will like it, just trust me. Luke
brings the last of the dishes and props beside me. I look up at him and he
asks me if I am horny. He has never asked me that before. I shake my head
no. I am bummed about this get a job crap. He flexes his arm in front of me
and says feel that bicep. Thats a man's muscle. You know you like it. You
know my body makes you horny. I feel his bicep and just touching the hard
muscle makes me weak.

Luke says tell me more fantasies for yours. I say I told you most things. I
don't know what else. Luke pulls me over to the hallway where mom and dad
cant see if they walk in. He leans over and kisses me. My hands are pulling
at his shirt so I can feel his chest and abs. Luke breaks the kiss and
pushes me away. He says now are you horny. I say yea. He says then from now
on when I ask if you are, you always say yes. He turns and walks to the
den. I say we going up stairs. Luke says nah, maybe later. I stand in the
hallway with a major hard dick and Luke isn't wanting to mess around.

Needless to ay, I learned that Lesson. I reach into my shorts and pull my
dick up so the head is in the waistband and held in place so I am not
poking out as I walk around the house. I run upsetters and grab my iPhone
and come back and join Luke in the den.

Luke is flipping through channels and settles on a stupid football game. I
play on my iPhone. Luke starts texting me questions. Do you like me fucking
you and do you like when I let me friends use you. I just keep replying Yes
because thats the answer I know he wants to hear. He texts and asks, Do you
ever jerk off thinking about the time I had that girl and you fucked her. I
look over at him and he is grinning. I reply back yes even though I
don't. He texts me, do you like pussy or cock better. I reply back with I
LOVE COCK in all capital letters. Thats makes him giggle some.

Mom walks in the door and sits in the chair. She says, oh Luke, lets find
something better than this. Luke walks the remote to her and sits back
down. He continues his texts to me. He texts, would you let a random guy
fuck you, Would you suck a random guy, and every question I replied back
Yes to Luke.

Luke texts and says what can I do to make you have more fun. I reply that I
love what we do now. He sends a thumbs up to me. I text him and say can I
ask questions now and he says yea.

My first question is where do you get all that money from. Luke says next
question. I text him, who was the guy that brought me the shorts at
church. Luke replies that was Owen.  I text who was the guy you fucked in
the bathroom at the batting cages and games the other night. Luke replies
back, Do you really want to know and I look across the room at him and nod.

Luke texts and says it was Kenny. MY eyes bug out. I text and say my friend
from school that was sent to christian school and Luke texts, Yes.

Why hadn't Kenny texted me. I text Luke and say was this the first time and
Luke replies nope I was actually fucking him before I started fucking
you. But it was hard to get up with him and this was about the 3rd time. I
was blown away. I just laid the phone down on the couch beside me. It
buzzed over and over. Mom finally say someones phone is driving me crazy. I
pick it up and Luke has sent about 7 texts asking if I am cool with
that. As much as I wasn't, I replied back Yes.

I said to mom that I was going to go ride my bike. I got up and went to the
garage and headed to on my bike. My mind was going crazy. I ended up near
the mall. I wanted a drink so I peddled to the gas station. I locked up my
bike and went it. I got a mountain dew and a bag of twirlers. I come out
and unchain my bike. I put my drink in the holder on my bike and I eat a
twirler before stashing them in my pocket. I get on my bike and I hear
someone say, hey faggot, wheres your brother today. I look over my shoulder
and its the guys from Waffle House that Luke punched in the face.

I start to peddle fast and I hear car doors closing. I look over my
shoulder and I see them at the red light. I go left and peddle hard. I tun
into the mall and I see them a ways back. I peddled fast and finally reach
the woods where all the homeless people are. I just the turn with my bike
and peddle off the road and deeper into the trees. I stop and wait. I see
the car going slow as they pass by. My heart is beating out of my chest. I
watch as I see the tail lights pull over and park.

I reach in my pocket and text Luke. I say I am at the mall can you come get
me. He replies back, I am watching TV with mom now. I reply back I need
help. I am hiding from the guys you punched at Waffle House. I am hiding in
the woods near the homeless camp. Luke replies on my way.

I wait for what seems like hours, but its less than 10 minutes. I hear
Luke's car pull up and come out the woods with my bike. He opens the trunk
and tosses it in. He says where are they. I point and he says get in the
car. He twirls the car around hard and races over to the parked car. The
guys are standing around the back. Luke pulls up and says stay in the car.

He gets out and says are you guys bothering my little brother, and of
course they all lie and say no. Luke taps the window and motions for me to
roll the window down and I do. He says what was said and who said it. I
tell him I don't know who said it, but someone called me a faggot and asked
where my brother was. All the guys were shaking their heads and saying I
didn't hear that.  Luke looks at me and says roll up the window.

I wait and watch. Luke has walked over behind their car and I can no longer
hear what he is saying. Finally Luke opens the door and gets in. He looks
at me and says roll your windows down. I roll it half way down and the
other car pulls around and pulls up beside us. All the guys say some
version of Sorry, we were just playing around.  I just sat there. Luke said
to them, ok, get on out of here and they left. Luke asked me if I was ok
and I nodded, I said I was just scared. He said I am always here for you. I
love you. All you have to do is call or text me and I will make everything
right.

My heart was still beating like crazy. Luke said so where are you going and
we will go together. I said I was just riding my bike. I don't know what to
thinkable you and Kenny. Luke said look at me. I looked over and he said if
you tell me you don't want me messing with him, then I wont.

Luke said tell me now or later and I said ok. Again he said where you wan
to go. I said I would like to go to the planetarium but I know you hate
that kind of stuff. Luke said if that's what you want, then that's where we
are heading. He put the car in gear and said hold on. I grabbed the door
and he spun and did 2 donuts in the parking lot and headed off. He knows I
love his wild driving and being tossed around in the car.

We get to the Museum and its a fee to get in and an additional fee for the
planetarium. Luke looks at me and says you spending all my cash. I get my
ticket and run over, but the next show is almost an hour from now. So I am
walking around the museum with Luke and he must know I was really scared
today, because he is acting playful and almost goofy at all the exhibits.

We come to the refreshments on the 3rd floor and he asks if I want
anything. I said yea a drink and a snack. He tosses me the wallet and sits
at a booth. Luke says get me whatever you get.  I get in line and order 2
drinks and 2 orders of nachos and cheese. The total is close to 16
dollars. I open his wallet and its still asked with cash. I pull out a
twenty and hand it over. I get the change and put it in my pocket. In the
wallet is a piece of paper. I make sure he isn't looking and I unfold it
and read it.

The small piece of paper just says 4 pair and has a making address that is
out of state. I fold it and cram it back in his wallet. I have no idea, it
must be 4 pair of tickets to a game or wrestling meet.

Finally the drinks and nachos are ready and I take them to the table. Luke
is on his iPhone and says come here a minute and sit beside me. I sit
beside him and he says smile. He takes a selfie of me and him and sends to
whoever. I pass out the food and drinks and move to the opposite side of
the booth. We both start eating, but Luke is still texting. He finally
looks at me and says, don't say anything, just sit there. Luke works on the
iPhone and then holds it up. He is making a recording of himself. He looks
into the phone and says hey everybody.  I am hanging out with my younger
brother today so everything is going to be later than normal. We are
currently hanging at the museum and going to do a planetarium show and then
I will be able to get on.  The entire time he is turning the camera around
to show that he was indeed at the museum. He ends with, Hope you all have a
great Sunday and catch me later.

Luke works on his phone and I say what was that about. Luke says, don't
worry. Its how I make my cash. He finally puts his cell down and we finish
our nachos. We get up and head back for the show.  We watch an awesome show
on the stars and planets and it last 45 minutes. We get out and Luke said
that wasn't half bad.

We head to the door and out tot he parking lot. Before we reach the car,
someone is calling Luke Luke. We both look around and a nice car pulls up
and the window rolls down. Luke tosses me the keys and says wait at the
car, He walks up and squats next to the car. The windows are darkly tinted,
so all I can see I Luke. I see Luke laughing and talking. I see a guy reach
out the car and rub on Luke's arm. I keep watching. Luke stands up next to
the car and I see him cross his arms and lay his head on tp the
car. Finally Luke moves back from the car and I see the guy reach out and
stuff something into the pocket of Luke's jeans.

Luke starts walking to me sitting in the car. I act like I am playing on my
cell, but when Luke sits down, I see a huge bulge in his jeans. It is
obvious to me know that while Luke had his head onto the car, the guy
inside was playing with Luke's cock. I said who was that and Luke said just
a friend. Luke changed the subject fast and say we need to get home before
time to leave for service.

Sunday night service starts at 6. We get home. Luke heads up to shower and
I go to my room. Once the shower starts, I go to the hall and go in that
door to Luke's room. There are his jeans laying int he floor. I grab them
and reach into he pocket. I pull out money. I count and its 160 dollars in
twenties. In the middle of the cash was a note that said Buddy, had a phone
number and said one pair of each.  I wonder each what. The shower turned
off and I pushed the money and note back into Luke' jeans and went out into
the hall and back into my room.

I go in the closet and grab some clothes. I hear dad calling for Luke. I
open the bathroom door and say dad is calling you. Luke wraps a towel
around his waist and goes to the top of the stairs and says Yes sir and I
hear dad, but cant make out when he is saying. Luke says yes sir again and
comes back into my room.

Luke says dad just said that you can stay home tonight. I look at him and
say why? Luke shrugged his shoulders. I said to Luke, are you going and he
says no, I have to stay around and watch you. About that time, I hear dad
calling me. I walk to the stairs and he says, come downstairs and come to
my study. I do as he told me and I walk into his study. He says close the
door.

He is sitting at his deck working on the computer. He points at the chair
and says sit down. I sit down. Dad looks at me and turns the computer
monitor towards me. Its a surveillance camera of the bus area at
church. Its grainy footage. Dad clicks the play button and I see myself
walking to the bus lot. I see a figure that I know is Chase standing by a
bus. I watch as I get to the bus and me and Chase get on the bus. I sit in
silence as the video just shows the top of the buses in the lot. After what
seems like an eternity, but in reality was less than 7 minutes, the bus
door opens and me and Chase come out and go our separate ways. Dad clicks
the video to stop and then looks at me. Dad says I see your bright purple
shirt so I know that is you.

He says, Mattie, you want to tell me what you were doing skipping service,
what you were doing in the bus, and who that other person in the video
was. My heart was thumping hard in my chest. I just sat there looking at
the stopped video on the monitor. Dad turned the monitor back around
towards him. He crossed his hands on his desk and said Mattie are you
gay. My head sank deeper as I just stared at the floor. I felt tears coming
and I couldn't stop them. Just the present of my dad was intimidating
enough to scare the truth out of me.

Dad got up and walked around his desk. He grabbed another chair and pulled
it around in front of me. He sat and called my name. I looked up at him and
the first thing he said was you know I love you Mattie. Are you gay. And I
just nodded as the tears streamed down my face. Dad pulled me over and
hugged me. Mattie, Mattie, don't cry. I don't approve of this at all, but I
love you and I am here to help. Who was the other guy on the bus Mattie. I
couldn't answer. Dad hugged me and said if you tell me, I can get both of
you the help you need. I pulled back and said I don't need help, I need you
to understand that this is just who I am.

Dad says, do not ever say that again. This is not how me and your mother
raised you. Dad said you are grounded young man. I just sat there. Dad
said, and you will stay grounded until you tell me who the other guy was
and we get you help. Dad said, with therapy, you can be normal. The more he
talked the more the tears went away. Everything he said was about fixing
me, like I had a broke leg.

Dad asked, who else knows about this.  I had gone from scared to upset to
mad and now I was pissed. I said no one knows. Dad said did you talk to
your brothers about it and I said no. Dad said I am very very disappointed
in you Mattie. You are grounded. No tv, no video games. You go to school
and you come home and go to your room. I just nodded. You are forbidden
from saying anything about this to anyone, you understand me. I nod. He
says now go upstairs and stay in your room.

I leave and run upstairs. I slam my room door and lay face down on my
bed. Luke opens the bathroom door and said don't be slamming these god damn
doors and laughs. He sees me on the bed crying. Luke says whats wrong as he
sits on the side of the bed. I look at hand tell him what happened.

Luke just keeps saying oh shit, oh shit. Who did you tell him the guy was
and I said I never told him. Luke says listen, don't tell dad anything and
don't answer any more questions. Luke said we will work through this, but
just remember, don't say anything.

Luke leaves and closes the bathroom door. About ten minutes later, dad
knocks and comes into my room. He sits on the bed and says, Look Mattie. I
know growing up is harder than ever now days. I know you are faced with
temptation but you must resits these urges. It is unnatural and against
god.  God made me this way dad. Dad says don't you ever say that. You chose
this lifestyle. We will talk more when I get home from service.

Dad leaves. I hear the car crank up and leave. Luke is in the room and says
god damn he is being a jerk.  Luke says are you ok buddy. I get off the bed
and run over to Luke and hug him. Luke hold me and hugs me back. What am I
going to do now Luke, and Luke says, I have no idea.

I start to cry. I know how dad felt about gay people and I just lost
control. Luke said maybe we can tell him it was the first time you have
ever done something and all you did was compare dick sizes of something. I
said dad wants to know who was on the bus with me. Just tell him you don't
know the guys name. But keep saying it was the first time that you have
tried anything and maybe he will go easy on you.

I said I was scared. Luke moved and wrapped his arms around me. He hugged
me and I felt so much better. Over the next hour, we went over what I
should say and not say when dad came home. We heard the car pull up and
Luke said just be strong and raced downstairs and was watching tv in the
den when mom and dad came in. I closed my door and laid on my bed.

Mom came to my room and knocked and came in. She sat on the edge of the bed
and said Mattie, I love you and nothing will ever change that. Your father
told me about what you and him were discussing and I told him that I do not
support his views on this.  I looked up at my mom and she just smiled at
me.

She said that you are growing up. You cannot chose who you love. I said dad
is mad and wants to fix me. She said me and your father have talked. He is
calmed down, but now the issue is you disrespected the church property. She
also said he is going to talk to you and ask you some questions. You need
to be honest ad open with him.

You both have to understand that this is new for the both of you. I said I
just feel like dad hates me. Mom reaches and hugs me and says me and your
father will always love you, but this is going to take time and we are
going to have to set some rules. I just nodded as I hugged my mom. She
kissed me on the forehead and said she loves me and she left.

Luke opens the bathroom door and just looks at me and smiles. He starts to
walk in but there is one single knock at my room door and my dad opens the
door. Luke pulls the bathroom door closed before dad sees him. Dad says to
me, put your shoes on and lets go for a ride. Dad stands at the door as I
grab some socks and get them and my shoes on. I walk towards him and he
just looks at me. I can't tell if it is a mad look or a regular look. I
walk past him and down the stairs. Dad tells mom that we are going for a
ride and will be back in a while. Mom says to dad, remember what we talked
about.

We get the car and leave. It is silence for several miles as dad just
randomly drives around. Finally he says to me, how long have you had these
feelings and urges.

I thought about what Luke had said, and how mom had said be honest. I said
I have had them for a while.

Dad says how many times have you acted on them, and I said just the
once. Dad says just the one time on the church bus and I said yes sir. He
said Mattie the feelings you have are hard to deal with. Lust is a sin if
you are gay or straight. We must learn not to give into lust and sins of
the flesh. Dad says you are stronger than these feelings and you can resist
them. He says how can I help you.

I sat there and was just looking out the window. I said you can love me and
accept that this is whoI am. Dad says I cant do that. I am not your
mother. I said then you can not condemn me. Dad said I would never condemn
you, but I do condemn the choices you make. I said then you condemn me. I
accept your faith and your beliefs even though I do not believe in them.

Dad pulled the car over and said what does that mean. I said I don't
believe in the things you teach and the things you belief. Dad said where
did I fail with you Mattie. I said I think I am doing good. I have great
grades, I have never caused you any trouble, I have never been expelled,
you have never been called to the school over anything I id. I think I have
been a great child.

Dad says we need to get home, but you need to understand a few things. When
I am around you, I don't want to hear anything or see anything about the
lifestyle you have chosen. You are forbidden from dating guys while you
live in my house. You will have no sleep overs at my house. You will be
home by 9pm every night. You will never disrupt my house or my church by
engaging in activities I do not approve of. I just sat there and listened
as he went on and on. He finally said do you understand me and I said yes
sir.

WE got home and I walked in. Mom met me at the door and hugged me. She
asked if I was ok and how things went. I said ok, but I have like a million
new rules. Mom just smiled and said head on upstairs. Dad came in and
locked the door and talked to mom. I went upstairs and into my room. I
closed and locked my bedroom door. Luke was sticking his head into my room
by the bathroom door. He said you ok. I walked to the bathroom and I told
him everything. He said you got off easy. I said thats not easy.

Luke said when dad found out I was fucking a girl in my Sophomore year at
high school, he grounded me for a month. Took my cell and my keys. He
threatened to make me quit the football team and the wrestling team. Every
night before bed, he would come to my room and we would have to pray
together for my sins not to send me to hell. Luke said you got off easy.

I shrugged my shoulders and left the bathroom. I laid on my bed and just
relaxed some. A nock at nay door about 30 minutes later and I opened the
door to mom. She walked in a nd said I just wanted to tell you good night
and make sure you are ok. I said I am fine. She hugged me and said good
night. She left and I heard her knocking on Lukes door. Then I heard her
footsteps as she went down stairs.

Luke came in my room and said you want to sleep with me. I shook my head
no. Luke walked to the bed and sat down. Luke said why not, you had a rough
day. I can make you forget all about it. I said maybe another time.

Luke said you are tire of me and found another guy huh. I laughed and said
no. Luke said who is he and started tickling me. Over and over he said tell
me who it is you replaced me with as he continued to tickle me. I was out
of breath and finally said Scott.

Luke pulled back and said Scott who. I was glad the tickling had stopped I
said I haven't replaced you. Luke said do you go to school with Scott and I
said no, you do. Lukes eyes got really wide and a shocked expression on his
face. He said Scott from the debate team and I nodded. He said you have the
hots for him. I smiled and said I just think he is a hot guy. Luke said but
he is a senior and has a girl friend. I said I know I can never mess around
with him, but I had to say something to get you to stop tickling me.

Luke said who else you lusting after at my school. I said most all the
jocks on the football team and wrestling team. Luke said you love these
muscles don't you as he flexes his biceps in front my face. I smile and
said yea. He said then why you want Scott. He isn't anything like me. He is
skinny and no muscles. I said just something about him makes me horny. Luke
said forget him. If you want muscles, I can see what I can set up for
you. I said no, I am happy with you. Luke said nothing wrong with trying
out new things.

Luke said what other fantasies do you have. I said I do not know. You have
done most everything I have ever seen online and its all been good. Luke
said well, get your ass up and come on to my bed. Luke got up and walked
out my room and into the bathroom. I grabbed my cell phone and turned off
my lamp. I walked through the bathroom and into Luke's room. Luke closed
the bathroom door and walked over and locked his room door.

I sat on the bed and plugged my iPhone in. Luke went tot he closet and came
out with a bottle of lube. I knew what he wanted. Luke stood in front of me
and his crotch was in my face I could see the big lump of his soft cock. I
reached up and Luke pushed my hands away. He grabbed the back of my head
and pulled me into his crotch. He was grinding his cock inside his shorts
against my face. He stepped back and said tonight, we are going to change
things up. Luke said move over. Luke undressed and laid in the bed.

He tossed me the bottle of lube and said Lube that hole up real good. I
took the lube and pulled my underwear off. I dripped lube into my hand and
then started to lube up my ass. Luke said I am going all in at once, so
Lube it up good. I looked at him and said no please don't. It hurts so bad
when you do that. Luke said I gotcha something that will want all the dick
you can get. Just get lubed up.

Finally Luke grabbed a pillow and put in the middle of the bed. He told me
to lay on my stomach on the pillow. I moved and laid with the pillow under
me. Luke grabbed to Lube and I watched as he poured a lot into my crack and
then on his dick. Luke laid on my back. He was very heavy. I felt his hand
reaching between us and I was honestly scared for him o go all in me at
once. Instead He laid his cock between my cheeks and started just grinding
his cock on my ass.

Luke was kissing my neck and grunting. I could feel he was fully hard. He
reached over my shoulder and opened the drawer beside his bed. He grabbed
something and then went back to grinding on top of me.

Luke brought his arms beside my head and his hands were in front of my
face. I watched as he unscrewed the top off of a small brown bottle. Luke
took one hand and covered my mouth and my left nostril. He put the bottle
under my right nostril and said take a really deep breath. I did and my
head was immediately cloudy and I was very lightheaded. He swapped hands
and covered my mouth and other nostril. Luke put the bottle up to my left
nostril and said take another deep breathe. I did.  I was very light headed
and immediately felt very hot. The next thing I know, Luke was pounding
me. I was in a state of mental bliss. I wanted him to fuck me harder. I
wanted more and more. Luke was really fucking me. All I could hear was him
grunting in my ear every time he thrusted into my little body. I could
focus my eyes on anything, it was like I was in a haze, but loving it.

Luke grabbed the bottle and covered my mouth and we did the deep inhaling
again. Then Luke grabbed me and flipped me over on my back. My eyes
struggled to focus on his hard body as he grabbed my ankles and pulled my
legs apart. Then he was back inside my hole and laying on my chest. He was
holding my shoulders to keep my body from moving. Each thrust into me
rattled my entire body. Luke was in pure fuck mode. Over and over he pumped
his cock into me.

MY mind was high and I was just at his use. I felt my legs pushed down and
he pulled me up on my hands and knees. He was fucking me harder and
harder. And then his hips stopped moving and I could feel his massive cock
inside of me throbbing and filling me with his cum.

Luke pulled out and I was about to lay flat on my stomach when I felt his
face in my ass. Licking my ass. He was eating his cum out of my ass and I
was just loving the added sensations. I felt his chin move and then I feel
his hand start stroking my cock. His other hand grabs my balls and starts
to squeeze. Luke loves to watch my squirm from mashing my nuts, but today,
I was in a mental state of not caring what happened, it all felt good. I
felt felt my cock shooting and once last hard squeeze of my nuts before
Luke plopped on the bed beside me.

Luke grabbed my shoulders and pulled me back into him and said how did you
like that. Luke was sweating and I could tell he had loved everything that
just happened. I was still floating and Luke said just lay here. The
feeling will pass soon.  We laid there and he cuddled me. I slowly started
to lose the effects of my high. I could feel the pain in my nuts from Lukes
squeezing. My hole was very sore and aching. Lukes massive cock always
destroys my hole.

Luke was laying there and I guess it was the effects of what I was inhaling
earlier, but I had no control over what I said. I blurted out to Luke, how
many times has Chase fucked you. Luke said what. I said how many times
Chase fucked you. Luke said about 4 times. I said you selling drugs aren't
you. Luke said I sell some. I said you let the ld guy in the car play with
your dick too, did he pay you. Luke pulls my shoulder and I roll onto my
back. He looks at me and is smiling. Luke said you knew this all along and
I tried to nod. Luke said what else you know. I said I know you use
steroids, I know John used to fuck you with a rubber dick. I know you like
to eat your cum when you cum inside me and I know you like to fuck me hard.

Luke said you know a lot but you don't know it all. I said then tell
me. Luke said most everything you said is true. I do let guys jerk me off
for cash.  I do sell steroids, but I no longer use them. I also sell my
boxers to guys online after I wear them and cum inside them. Luke said I
fuck you hard because the girls at school cant handle when I unleash on
them.  He said what else you want to know

I said what about Chase. He said those details are private. I said have you
ever fucked Chase and Luke said no. He is bi and only likes to get sucked
off and wants to fuck.

Luke said what else you want to know. I just laid there. My high was gone,
my balls were hurting. Luke said anything else. I said Do you love me or
just love me to use me for sex. Luke leans up and said Mattie. I love
you. I always have and always will. He kisses me. I said what about when
you go to college. Luke says you don't have to worry about that. I will
always be here for you. I smiled. Luke kissed me again, deeper than
before. I feel asleep in his arms.




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