Date: Sun, 15 Mar 2015 14:45:06 -0400 From: Jeremy Ellington Subject: Lessons From My Dad-5 NOTICE: This story may contain scenes of a graphical nature, which may not be legal in your area. This story is completely fictional and written only for entertainment purposes. Any similarities to real life people or characters is coincidental. If you have trouble separating real life from fantasy or you are offended by such themes, stop reading now. Lessons From My Dad Chapter 5 I slept great last night with Dad's arms around me, and I only vaguely heard his alarm go off and feel him get off the bed. My next memory was of him nudging my shoulder to let me know that he was leaving for work. I just said `okay Dad' and turned over. "Oh no you don't, I'm not planning on getting a phone call from your school later wondering where you are." He picked me up and carried me to my room and laid me in my bed, covered me up and made sure my alarm was turned on, and then he kissed my cheek. "I love you so much Sean," he murmured, then I heard him walk out of my room, then out of the house. When my alarm woke me up later I groaned at the idea of going to school, but dragged myself out of bed, got myself ready, and decided I would buy my lunch from the school cafeteria. By the time I was out the door there was still enough of a chill in the air to finish waking me up, so off to school I trudged. When I got home from school I stood in the kitchen uncertain of what to do about dinner. I decided to wait for Dad to see what he wanted, so I changed my clothes and sat down to finish reading a book that had been assigned in one of my classes. It wasn't too much later that Dad came home so I jumped up to greet him. He leaned down to kiss my forehead, but instead of his usual nightly strip tease he just stood there appraising me. "Dad, I was undecided about dinner. I can either heat up the leftover roast, or I can use it to make cold sandwiches. Which are you in the mood for?" He reached down and took me by the hand and said, "Let's talk for a little while Sean." He led me into the front room and we sat down together on the couch. Now I really couldn't recall off the top of my head the last time Dad was on the couch. He had his favorite recliner and I had the couch, and that was the way it had always been. I didn't know what this meant, but I didn't think I was going to like it. "Dad, what's wrong? Have I done something wrong?" "No, Sean, nothing is wrong, I just thought you and I need to touch base a little on some things. Do you mind talking with me for a bit?" I wasn't reassured, especially since I couldn't read any expression on his face. "Of course not Dad, what's on your mind?" He sighed, pulled my hand over to rest on his knee and placed his other hand on top of mine. "Sean, we've been having some good times together in my room, but they've moved away from me just showing you how to masturbate. I've been fine with that, but last night we really moved away from just a father showing his son how to jerk off. Sean we're really *having sex* now. I just wanted to make sure you understood what we were doing." This worried me. It was really me who pushed us past the jack-off sessions into the oral sessions, and I felt last night that Dad had been okay with that. "I guess this is my fault Dad, I'm the one who moved us, I'm sorry if I've made things uncomfortable for you." I tried really hard but I couldn't keep my eyes from starting to water. Here I was enjoying a newer closeness with him, and now it was about to be taken away already. "Babe, don't be upset, trust me I have thoroughly enjoyed our playtime! I just think it is a wise idea to step back and discuss it a bit. Sean, I suppose we could maybe get away with me showing you how to jerk your dick, but society...and the law...does not look kindly on a grown man having sex with a minor, especially his own son. What I'm saying Sean is if anyone ever found out that we have progressed beyond mutual masturbation to actual sex, I would get in big trouble. I would go to prison son, for a very long time. You would end up living with your aunt or uncle, or if they didn't think they could take care of you, you'd end up in foster care, which can sometimes be a nightmare. It's very important that you understand this Sean. You cannot tell ANYONE, not anyone who knows us, not even your best friend, ANYTHING about what we have been doing. It would kill me to lose you Sean, it truly would, and I would never jeopardize our lives like that." Tears started to flow down my cheeks at the thought of my Dad going to prison, especially because of something I had done. It was my fault for trying to play more with him, and now he is upset and may never want to play with me like that again. I just started sobbing. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Dad, I just love you so much and I wanted to have fun with you, and I thought you were having fun too, and now I've ruined everything!" I collapsed in a heap on the couch. He reached over and picked me up and settled me in his lap, hugging me and trying to shush me. "Ssshh, Sean, no it's not like that at all! I love what we've been doing, I just realized today that we never really discussed that it has to be very private, just between us. I didn't mean for you to get upset honey, I'm not telling you that we have to stop, I don't want to stop! I love you so much, and I really love that we have found another way to be close. Please don't cry, you know I don't seem to be very good at explaining these things to you without messing it up, please don't cry baby." Dad was rocking me on his lap, wiping the tears from my face with his thumbs and kissing my cheek, then my forehead, then even my ear. "Are you sure Dad? I didn't go too far last night? I really wanted to make you feel good, I wasn't trying to complicate things." "I am absolutely sure Sean, and you did make me feel good last night! Do you know how difficult it is for an adult man to cum twice in a row like I did last night? That was because of you Sean, and I fucking loved it!" I had managed to stop the flow of tears by then and was hugging Dad as tightly as I could. "Dad, I understand that it's private, just between you and me. I would never do anything to hurt you, and I sure wouldn't want you to go to prison! To tell you the truth, I'm not too thrilled with the idea of living with your sister or brother either." Dad laughed out loud. "Well, I can't say as I blame you there Sean. April would smother you with over-protective mothering, and Andy...well, I don't think my brother would have a clue what to do with you. Your uncle Andrew has been divorced twice and personally I don't hold out hope for his third marriage either. He's too much like his father, and there is no way in hell I would let you live with your grandfather! Everyone who knows me has been told that if anything were to ever happen to me you are never to end up in his clutches." I already knew that my Dad didn't have a happy childhood. I always wanted to ask him to tell me what happened between his father and him, but I knew that this was hardly the time for that conversation. "Dad, why exactly is it that it's against the law anyway. I mean I won't say anything, ever, but I'm curious. I love what we do, and I don't see anything wrong with it." "Well Sean, it is generally believed that a child hasn't matured enough to understand sex, physically and especially mentally. Everybody is different, and the only reason I feel okay with you and me is that you are so mature for your age. You are very smart, very responsible, and I hope you would tell me if you feel that you are uncomfortable. You will do that won't you Sean? If anything we do, or anything I say makes you feel uncomfortable you have to tell me. You have to promise me that Sean, I would never want to hurt you." "I promise Dad. I can't imagine you ever doing anything like that but I will tell you if you ever do." "Now Sean a lot of guys your age experiment with friends, and that's all right as long as you don't feel pressured into any situation, and as long as these boys aren't too much older than you. I did it when I was your age, like I told you before, mostly because I didn't have any information given to me at home." "I don't really see myself doing that Dad because I have you, but if something like that happens I would tell you anyway." "Well, you shouldn't have to son, I mean I sure didn't tell my old man, hell he would have beaten me for it. As long as what you do is safe and nobody is getting hurt you can keep it private if you want, but if you feel okay to tell me that is fine too. I would at least like the chance to let you know if someone is giving you crappy information." "Okay Dad. So, what did you decide on dinner?" Dad laughed and shook his head. "Well, I guess we're done with that topic then, huh? Okay, roast beef sandwiches sound like a great idea and I'll even help make them, how about that?" "Awesome Dad!" We made our sandwiches, added some potato chips, and Dad even had a soda with me. We watched TV for awhile, and then he said it was time for bed. I thought about asking if I could sleep with him again, but since it was a school night, and remembering our earlier conversation, I decided not to push my luck. I did my thing in the bathroom, then he followed me after. Instead of crawling into bed like usual I stood outside my bedroom door, waiting for to come out after brushing his teeth. I grabbed onto him as he walked towards his room and squeezed him tightly. "I love you so much Dad." Dad squeezed back. "I love you too Sean. So very much." We said our good nights and headed to our beds. - - - Thursday night Dad came home and just dropped into his chair. I was in the bathroom when I heard him, so I finished up and came out to greet him. I took one look at him and knew that something wasn't quite right. He looked up at me and gave me a small smile. "Do we have any soup Sean? I just started to feel like crap around lunchtime, didn't feel like eating anything, and I don't feel any better now. I hope I'm not getting sick with anything." "Sure Dad, we have tomato and chicken I think, I'll go check." I peered into the cupboard and only found one can. "Sorry Dad, all we have is tomato. I can run to the store and get anything you want." "Oh Sean, tomato is fine, you don't need to go out but thanks. I don't really care what it is, I just don't want anything solid but I know I have to get something in my system." I made him the soup and added a few crackers to the plate. I also brought him a glass of milk and watched him as he slowly got everything down. I made myself a sandwich with what was left of the roast beef. I cleaned up in the kitchen and returned to ask him if there was anything else he wanted, only to find him asleep in his chair. I watched TV for awhile with the sound on low, then decided he would be more comfortable either on the couch or in his bed. I woke him up to ask him and he opted for bed. I helped him up and watched him pad to the bathroom. I hovered to make sure I didn't hear him being sick. When I heard him brushing his teeth I decided he was okay and went in to his room to turn on the light and turn down his bed. He smiled at me when he came in and just stood there while I stripped him. He crawled into bed, told me I was a good son, then he just conked out. I turned out the light and left him to sleep, did my own bathroom time, and then put myself to bed as well. The next morning was Friday and I was happy that the weekend was almost here! I got myself together, had my breakfast and headed out the door. The first thing I noticed when I opened the door was that Dad's car was still in the driveway. I was so used to him being gone in the morning that it never crossed my mind to check in on him. I hurried to his room and went around to where he was laying. "Dad? Are you okay Dad?" He opened his eyes and gave me a slight smile. "Morning son. Well, I do feel a little better but just to be safe I decided to call in sick today. The boss didn't like it, but screw him!" I laughed at this and knew he must be feeling a little better, because he IS the boss. "Well Dad, he is a bit of a slave driver but since you rarely take any time off, he really shouldn't complain," I giggled. "Really, is there anyone I should call for you?" "Nope, I called Carl, got it covered, but thanks." "Can I get you anything Dad? Do you want some toast or juice, or can I cook you some eggs? Should I stay home and nurse you?" "No thanks Sean, I just plan to sleep in some more, then I will get up and make myself something. I'll just take it easy today and maybe have some of your cereal. And you, young man, get your ass to school! YOUR boss isn't as forgiving as mine is." I laughed and leaned forward to kiss him but he stopped me. "No, just to be safe, no kissing today in case I really do have a bug. I'll give you extra kisses when I feel better okay?" "Okay Dad, just rest. Call the school if you need me to get anything on the way home." I hurried out the door then so I wouldn't be late, knowing that Dad would be on my mind more so than usual for the rest of the day. On my way home from school that night I stopped in at the store and bought some cans of soup and some juice just in case Dad was still feeling sick, then hustled on home. When I got there I could hear the TV on, and when I made my way into the front room he was laying on the couch. He looked up at me and smiled. "Hi Dad, how are you felling? I stopped to get you some more soup if you want some." "Hey Sean. I feel much better, and thank you for getting the soup, you are always so thoughtful. I was debating on what to eat for dinner, I'm sorry that I haven't started anything, but nothing sounded good to me. I wouldn't mind some more tomato soup and crackers if you got any." "I got you regular tomato and tomato with rice, which would you prefer?" "Wow! I am rather hungry, do you mind combining them together for me, I'm pretty sure I could eat them both. All I've had today is some of your instant oatmeal and a lot of water, and I'm bored sick of it." "Dad I also got orange juice and grape juice, do either of those sound good?" "Oh man, I should have played the lottery on the day you were born, I was so lucky that day. You're the best Sean, grape juice sounds really good." "Coming up Pop," I said, setting my bags in the kitchen and getting out a big bowl to heat the soup. I poured him a glass of juice and took it into him, then took my backpack to my room and got changed while the soup was heating. When I went back to the kitchen to put the juice in the fridge I saw some Chinese food in there. "Dad, where did this Chinese food come from, did you go out?" "No, I had that delivered for you Sean. It's a peace offering. It felt great to rest today but I'm going to have to go in tomorrow, probably for most of the day. I'm sorry Sean, I hate to be away on a Saturday, but I don't want to get behind on any of these new projects and Carl can only do so much. He called me a half a dozen times today, it almost felt like I was in the office anyway. I'm really sorry buddy." I was disappointed, but I knew it couldn't be helped. "Dad don't worry about it, I just hope you're felling better. It worries me when my big, strong Daddy is under the weather like this." "You and me both bud, I hate being sick. I do feel better though, especially thanks to the great care I am getting from my nursemaid," he grinned at me. "Maid?! I was aiming for personal slave! Here is your soup my master." Dad chuckled as he sat up and accepted the bowl. "Considering all the housework you do for us Sean, I should be paying you by the hour. It would sure help our finances if you *were* a slave, that way I would only need to feed you gruel and chain you to my bed at night." "Hmmm, the gruel part sounds sucky, but I wouldn't mind sleeping in your room at night Dad....I mean master...just in case, you know, you need anything big and hairy taken care of," I said suggestively. Dad looked at me and smirked. "You may just get your wish boy. It was really nice waking up next to you the other day. Of course then I got sick and then all I wanted to do was snuggle up next to the toilet in case I needed to throw up." I was in the kitchen during his last comments so he didn't see the look of surprise on my face. Was he really thinking about letting me sleep with him? I would love that! I finished heating my Chinese food, wondering if I should press him on the subject or just act nonchalant. I decided to see if he brought it up again the next time we played. We ate our food. I took everything away and cleaned up the kitchen, then joined him on the couch. We watched TV for awhile, and then he decided he needed to turn in. I stayed up for a little while longer then got myself ready for bed as well. I peeked in on him and heard him snoring softly. I went to bed with a smile on my face and the hope that he would be back to his old self tomorrow. I awoke Saturday morning feeling a tickle against my cheek. I felt a kiss, then I heard Dad whispering. "Little boy. Wake up little boy. Daddy wants to have breakfast with you before he goes to work." I started giggling when I felt him blowing in my ear, and I grabbed the pillow from under my head and swatted him with it. "Somebody feels better today I think," I yelled, trying to dodge what I expected would be some form of retribution for the pillow hit. Instead he reached underneath me and picked me up. He carted me into the bathroom and yanked down my shorts, grabbed my dick and pointed it at the bowl. "Piss! I'm hungry, I have to get to work, and my slave makes the best eggs in the kingdom! Chop, chop!" I giggled the whole time Dad was carrying me but as soon as he touched my dick I started to get hard. "Now you're gonna have to let go or I'll get too hard to pee," I cried. "Hmmm," he murmured. "Do I want a hard slave, or do I want my eggs over-easy the way that only he can cook them? Ah, the eggs win! Whenever I cook them I break the yolks. Sorry slave, you'll have to handle your own wiener. I'll go get things started in the kitchen." He marched off and I managed to will my dick back to a soft enough state so I could pee. I washed my hands and splashed some water on my face, brushed my teeth and headed for the kitchen. I cooked up the eggs while he handled the toast, humming along as he did. "Well, I guess you are feeling better then," I said as I plated the eggs. "Oh yes, I think your soup did the trick yesterday. That and all the extra sleep. Did you know how boring daytime television is?" He wolfed down the eggs and toast. I laughed. "Yes, that's why I read books and rent movies during the summer when school's out, and get my little part time jobs." "Speaking of jobs, I have to run. I'm meeting Carl to put out whatever fires he couldn't handle yesterday, then I have a few things of my own to handle. I'll give you a call when I'm close to finishing. Don't make anything for dinner though, let me see how my stomach handles this breakfast, then if I do okay we might go out somewhere to eat tonight. Sound good?" "Sounds great to me Dad!" Okay if I strip your bed and do some laundry?" "Of course Sean, and thank you again, for everything you do. Sorry for waking you up today but I didn't want to start my day without spending some time with my best buddy!" Dad got up, grabbed his keys, kissed me three times on the forehead, then headed out the door. "I'll call you later!" I just smiled and shook my head. Sometimes he is such a whirlwind of activity I can't keep up. I guess that's why his business has been so successful. I cleaned up the kitchen, decided against showering yet, and headed for Dad's room to get his sheets and grab the clothes hamper from his closet. I happened to look up and saw the box on the shelf in his closet, the one where he had the jack-off video. I have always respected Dad's privacy, but curiosity got the better of me so I reached up and pulled the box down and set it on his bed. I opened the box to look inside. I was surprised at the number of videos he had. I also noticed some rubber rings, a couple of small bottles of brown liquid and some bottles labeled `lubricant'. I skipped over those things and started looking through the videos. There was quite a variety. I found the jack-off video he gave me to watch along with one other one, but it was the rest that had my jaw dropping. There were a number of movies about leather, a couple about bondage, some movies with `bareback' in the title, and then some regular–looking movies with cover pictures like I saw on the internet. What really caught my eye though was a `daddy' movie, and another movie called `Slave Auction'. I put the daddy movie in the CD player and sat down to watch it. It started off kind of hokey and fake, but I picked up on the dialogue right away. The younger guy was either saying `daddy' or `sir', just like I did the last time we played. The older guy was calling the younger one `boy', like Dad called me. This was just like what I saw on those websites. The boy was sucking on the daddy's cock, then the daddy made the boy get on his hands and knees and the daddy poured some liquid on the kid's butt, and then he slid his finger up inside. The boy moaned and wiggled his ass a little. The daddy slid a second finger inside and the boy moaned even louder. When the daddy slid a third finger inside you would have thought the boy was having an orgasm he was moaning so loudly! The daddy kept sliding those fingers in and out, all the way as far as they could go, then he pulled them out, dripped some of the same liquid on his erect cock and stuck his cock in the boy's ass! Okay by this time I was so hard it started to hurt. I wanted Dad to do that to me! I mean the video made it kinda look a little impersonal, and there was really stupid music going on during the scene, but there were a lot of close ups of the cock and the ass. I just couldn't believe that didn't hurt! The daddy keep pulling almost out and then pushing it back inside, getting faster and faster. At the end the daddy pulled out and came all over the boy's rear end and back, and then the boy just sat there and jerked himself off. The next scene was a little more intense. The boy looked younger and the daddy looked meaner. This daddy was calling the young guy a `bitch'. When he put his cock in the guy's butt he called it a `cunt'. Now of course I had heard those words in school, but I didn't know they applied to men! All the guys at school who talked dirty were always using those words to describe women. At least I think they were. This scene ended the same way as the other, except the daddy wouldn't let the boy play with himself. The last scene in this video was more like the first one except in this one the boy licked the daddy's boots before taking them off. Once the daddy was naked the boy licked and sucked on the daddy's toes and feet, then licked his way up to his crotch. I loved that and wondered if it was something that Dad would like. The rest of the movie was the same suck and fuck as the first two scenes so I just fast-forwarded through it. It looked like there was very little variety to these things. I removed the daddy video and put in the auction video and right away realized that this one was different. The first one looked like it was more staged. This new one looked like someone had just filmed it with their home movie camera. I looked at the box and it said it was an `amateur' movie. This started out with three guys naked, chained and kneeling against a wall. Two of the guys had some kind of metal cage thing covering their dicks. The third guy wasn't covered, but he didn't have any pubic hair. He certainly looked old enough to, but I remembered from one of the websites that everyone had to be at least 18 to do these movies, so I guess they shaved to make them look younger. The camera moved back to show four men in different kinds of leather get-ups walking into the room, which looked like a basement. The guy in the front stopped and immediately called the three naked guys `faggots'. I was really surprised that was in a movie. He asked whether they were aware of the other guys in the room and they all answered `yes master'. The master then went on to call the naked guys `slaves', and told them that he was going to sell two of them today, but he hadn't decided which one to keep. The slaves started begging to be kept, but he pulled a whip out from behind himself and slashed it at them. They shut up right away, even though the other men in the scene laughed. I was still really hard watching this movie, but it made me nervous. I wasn't sure if I was ready to see anybody get whipped or hurt, so I had the remote handy in case I needed to stop the video. The master used the whip to point at one of the men who were standing with him and told him to select a slave to test. This guy walked up to the first slave on the end and told him to open his mouth. He did, and then the guy pulled out this really big cock, bigger than my Dad's, and started to piss into the slave's mouth! You could hear and see the slave drinking but some spilled out. The guy stopped pissing and slapped the slave. He moved to the middle slave and did the same thing. This slave ended up being slapped for the same reason. The last slave opened his mouth and drank all of the rest of the piss without spilling a drop. The guy patted him on the head and said `good bitch', and then walked back to the group. One by one, each of the men approached the slaves and gave them a task. One wanted his cock sucked and he grabbed the slave by the back of the head and just shoved himself down the slave's throat. Only the last slave was able to take it without choking. Another guy made each slave turn around and raise their butt's in the air and he shoved his cock into them, one at a time. Only the last slave was able to keep from falling forward and crying out. The master then used his whip on each slave, and again only the last slave kept silent. He made that slave turn back around to kneel facing him, pulled out his cock and pissed all over the slave. He then turned to the other men and said he had marked this slave as his and would be keeping him. He pulled a dog collar out of his pocket and attached it around the slave's neck. The other two slaves were then put up for sale, but the video skipped over any bidding. The last scene was two of the three men each walking out with a naked slave being pulled along by a chain attached to their collars, and the third man walking out alone. It turns out that was the end of the video. I realized that the pissing scene, the sucking and then the fucking scene really turned me on, although I didn't like that they were so rough with them, at least not at first. I thought that I might like that if I really knew how to take that kind of force. I didn't like the whipping at all, in fact it made me lose some of my erection. I put in one of the bareback movies and it was pretty much what I had watched on the internet, just longer scenes. I didn't understand what `bareback' meant and didn't see what the reason was for giving the movie that name, but this movie had a scene where a guy was sucking and being fucked at the same time. I really liked that scene, and I pulled my dick out of my shorts and jacked off to that, cumming pretty quickly all over my shorts. I also noticed that the guy who was doing the fucking had a thing around the base of his dick. I froze the movie and looked back in the box, pulling out the rubber rings I saw in there earlier. I put one over my dick but it was way too large for me. I didn't understand the purpose so I decided it just must be some part of costume. I started to watch the movie again and this time I saw that the guy in the middle was sniffing from a bottle. Once again I looked in the box and picked out one of the bottles with the brown liquid. I opened the bottle and took a sniff. It didn't smell all that good, then suddenly I got this really woozy feeling and felt my body get warm. I started to get hard again right away. I took another sniff and got really warm and a little dizzy. I watched the movie and jerked myself off to another cumload. The guy in the movie seemed to really enjoy this stuff; each time he took a sniff he really talked nasty to the guy fucking him before putting the other guy's dick back in his mouth to suck. He moaned a lot, so I figured this stuff must be some kind of drug. I wasn't sure if I should have used it so I put the cap back on and put it back in the box. I put the video back in its container then put it back in the box with the rest I had watched. I tried to put everything back where I found it, although I wasn't sure if I got it exactly right. I knew the jack-off video was on top, so I made sure it was again, then put the box back on the shelf. I gathered Dad's clothes from his hamper and put them with his sheets and headed off to do the laundry. I was starting to sort the laundry when I realized I was getting a headache. I wondered if I was getting sick like Dad had been, so as soon as I got the washer started I went back to my bed to lie down. After a bit the headache went away. 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