Date: Tue, 17 Jun 2014 21:10:31 -0400 (EDT) From: DOGG Subject: my son in the bar [the early years] MY SON IN THE BAR [THE EARLY YEARS] My earliest recollection of family for me was when I was 3. It was me [Shawn], my mom [Helen], and Al [mom's live-in boyfriend]. I don't really remember my dad, as he and mom separated and divorced while I was still a baby [around 1 year's old or so]! Mom said dad took the separation hard and moved away, not wanting anything else to DO with us! I remember Al [short for Alvin] was the closest thing I had to a father. He was always there while mom was at work, dropping me off or picking me up at daycare, taking care of me. Sometimes we would spend the whole day together, me playing with my toys on the floor while he took naps on the sofa with the TV playing and a beer in hand; or he'd have a friend or two over for beers and burgers on the patio. I remember spending more time with Al than mom, as she was always working! Mom worked as a nurse in a hospital and often did a lot of overtime to make ends meet [apparently Al wasn't working steadily]! She would often kiss me goodnight before bed, then I wouldn't see her until the next day in late afternoon or sometimes even later! Al would wake me up, dress me, fix my breakfast, then take me to school [unless he overslept, then we'd stay IN all day]! We spent A LOT of time together, and I even called him `daddy', which he seemed to like a lot! We would go to the park, and he'd carry me on his shoulders or drag me behind him while holding my hand [as I walked much slower than him]! He was so big and strong, he was everything to me in my world! Sometimes I'd watch mommy kiss `daddy' when they thought I wasn't looking! Mom was reluctant to DO anything physical or romantic in front of me, but Al was always trying to be affectionate [pulling her into his arms or grabbing her ass when she walked by]! Mom would often struggle to get away, but would sometimes give IN and let him have his way! I loved watching them kiss. Al would slip his tongue into her mouth, his large hands roaming all over her back, body, and butt as he pressed himself against her! Mom would grab his wrists and try to pry his hands off her butt! She would wipe his saliva from her mouth and blush with embarrassment, but I'd always notice the big bulge tenting out the front of Al's pants whenever they played around like that! Sometimes he'd even reach down and adjust himself lewdly, making mom turn 6 shades of crimson before walking away flustered! Whenever mom would leave Al alone and frustrated like that, I would always go over to him and offered him a hug, wanting to give him what mom denied him! I was just a kid [not even in grade school yet], and already trying to please men and their needs! Al would laugh whenever I tried to play substitute for mom, and would welcome me into his arms, giving me a big hug! I would bury the side of my face in his groin and smile like I'd just met Santa Clause, feeling something HARD pressing against my cheek! I wasn't exactly sure what IT was, but I was fascinated by it, sometimes rubbing my face back and forth against it! The first time I did that Al pushed me away and stared down at me as if I'd done something wrong! I stared back up at him with sad eyes, feeling rejected after trying to show him the love that mom wouldn't...! "Awe...don't look like that, lil' man..." he said, pulling me back in his arms. "I'm not mad at ya...!" he said, trying to make me feel better! I pushed by face back in his groin, feeling the THING rest against my face again as I rubbed my cheeks against it purposely! Al looked surprised, but didn't stop me from showing admiration! After that, when mom would walk away and leave him hanging, I'd walk up to him and hug him, planting my face in his crotch as he hugged me back by my head and shoulders! I could feel the THING throb and pulse against my cheek, and couldn't resist reaching up and grasp it, feeling its thick length as he'd stood there and groan...! "What IS that...?" I finally asked one day, while sitting in his lap in a chair, squirming against it as it pressed up against my butt! "That's my cock..." he explained, as I reached back, trailing my little fingers along the length of his hard-on as it bulged against his tight jeans! "...it's what daddies use to make mommies happy...!" "Can I SEE it...?" I asked, wondering what it looked like...? Al hesitated... "uh...I don't think that's a good idea..." he said, reluctantly...! "Pleeeease...?" I begged, loving the way it felt! "If I do...you can't tell anybody..." he said, tossing his long shoulder length hair back as he spoke! "...especially not yur mother...! Promise...?" "I promise!" I said eagerly, watching as Al pushed me down off his lap, then reached down and started to unzip his pants and reach in to fish out his erect cock! My eyes grew as wide as saucers when I saw how BIG it was! He pulled it out of his zipper, then let it stand up between us of its own accord! "Wow..." was I could manage to say as I stared up at it with all the wonder and amazement of a child my age! Al quickly put it away after I'd gotten an eyeful, not wanting to scare me off too quickly! I was disappointed to see him pack it away so soon [like taking away one of my favorite toys]! Al promised to let me see it again `real soon' if I was a good boy...! I climbed back up in his lap and physically threw my arms around his neck, giving him a big hug! I'd seen him and mommy kiss when they hugged, so I planted a big kiss on his lips also! Al laughed at my forwardness, pushing me off him...! "What was THAT for...?" he asked, amused! "I dunno..." I said, honestly...! "...I love you...!" "Aww...I love YOU too, lil' man...!" he said, kissing me again! At first it was just closed mouth kisses, but then I tried to poke him in the mouth with my tongue [like I'd seen him do mommy]! Al pulled back, staring at me as if trying to figure me out! I reached down and began stroking his hard cock between us again, smiling up at him innocently! Al stared at me hard, then licked his lips and grabbed the back of my head and planted a wet one on me, driving his thick masterfully wet tongue in my shocked little mouth! "Ummpphh...!!" I groaned, overwhelmed by his manliness as he twisted and turned his head in tiny circles, screwing his tongue ever deeper into my slack mouth! I could barely breathe as my lips wrapped around his oral digit, suckling the slimy snail like piece of flesh like hard candy! I could feel his cock pulsating in my small hands as I continued to stroke him, unaware what it was doing to him! Just then mom came downstairs! I remember Al jumping [startled] as he ripped his thick tongue from my shocked mouth! Having NO time to separate, he simply spun me around in his lap, pulling my back pressed against his chest to sit ON and conceal his erection hiding under me! Mom came downstairs [rushing for work], looking for her purse and car keys! She came over and kissed Al and me goodnight on the lips, then ran out the door none the wiser! Al's cock had softened during the scare, and he pushed me down off his lap and tucked before taking me upstairs to get ready for bed! Al undressed me, then sat me in the bathtub and washed me up real good! I had my toy boats in the tub with me to play with, but completely lost interest in them when Al stripped naked and got into the tub with me! We touched each other all over, with Al's huge soapy hands rubbing all between my legs and ass cheeks! I gasped [biting my lower lip] when his soapy finger popped into my tiny anus, washing it out thoroughly! I could see his cock standing up in the water, and wrapped my hands around it and began stroking it with my bare hands! "You like daddy's cock...?" he asked, watching my face as I stared at it fascinated! "Yes daddy!" I thrilled! Al showed me how to stroke it for him properly, using both hands to milk it up and down! We leaned into one another and began to kiss again! This time I was prepared for his tongue when it moved into my mouth, taking over residence inside my oral cavity! I sucked and suckled his tongue like a drippy wet popsicle on a hot August night! Al started darting it in and out of my mouth [as if playing peek-a-boo]! I stroked and stroked his soapy cock while we kissed, feeling it thicken and throb in my hands as they glided up and down the rock hard shaft! Al abruptly broke the kiss as he fell back against the tub, his eyes rolling up into his head just as something white shot out from the tip of his flaring cockhead, spurting up into the air like white hot lava from an erupting volcano before landing all over my hands, arms, and splattering back down in the water! "Oooohhh yeeaahhhh....! yeeeaaahhhh...! yeeaaahhhh...! Ooohhhh fuck...!" he moaned, making me think I did something wrong again! "Oh no, baby...you did good..." he explained, making me continue milking him as it slowly softened...! "...you made daddy feel REAL good...!" he smiled, tussling my wet hair! After drying off, Al dressed me in my flannel PJ's, then placed me in bed! I asked him what was that `stuff' that came out of his cock...? "That was my Daddy-MILK...!" he explained, pulling the covers up over me! "When daddies get really excited and feel good...like you made ME feel tonight..., we produce man MILK! It's what daddies shoot into mommies to make babies...!" I went to sleep that night feeling wildly excited and happy! I made daddy feel good, and made him shoot his daddy-milk! I slept like a baby that night, unaware what the future held as the seeds of my submissiveness was being planted...! _______________________________________ Written by Eugene Marvin aka NPHILLYDOGG@aol.com Email me or Willingmike2@gmail.com with questions, comments, and suggestions. Or join me on Facebook to get faster updates and see what I'm working on next!