Date: Mon, 2 Feb 2004 04:12:02 -0800 (PST) From: Thomas Gaige Subject: My Step-Brother Jacob - Chapter 53 DISCLAIMER: The following story is FICTIONAL. It contains descriptions of sexual activities between teenage boys. If you are not over 18 years of age, or if you find this type of story offensive, or viewing this material is illegal where you are, then please DO NOT READ IT! If you choose to read it, then - I hope you enjoy it! My Step-Brother Jacob Chapter 53 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Mike had begun his journal shortly before his 13th birthday, before I'd even met him. The first entry explained that he'd gotten the idea to keep a journal, because his older brother Brian kept one. As I read through the journals, I grew to realize just how much he loved and idolized Brian. I imagine Brian realized this too as he'd read through the journals, and that he must've felt really great because of it. At the same time, I expect that he must've felt awful too. Learning how much Mike loved him, but realizing too that Mike hadn't opened up to him about his true thoughts and feelings, must've hurt. It must have bothered him that he'd never get to tell Mike just how he felt about him too. Also, it must've made him wonder how things would've turned out if Mike had been able to talk to him openly. He must've wondered if maybe it would've made a difference and if maybe Mike wouldn't have killed himself. I know that by the end, I was thinking these thoughts myself, about Mike and me. I couldn't believe how candid Mike was in his writings. He seemed to put down all his innermost thoughts and feelings. It seemed strange because, he had always seemed so introverted and shy - even with those of us who knew him well! He had never expressed himself this openly. The journal entries were a lot like diary entries. In each entry, Mike told about the things that had happened to him since the previous entry. As he was a hot-blooded American teenage boy, a lot of the things he wrote about were sexual! I particularly loved reading the early entries that described Mike's first few wet dreams. How he'd woken up with a hardon, and had 'sticky stuff' all over himself. He hadn't been scared, because he knew what was happening. Both his dad and Brian had prepared him for it. Although it felt good when he was having his wet dreams, he really didn't like the 'gooey mess' he had to deal with afterward. He also told about how he'd been mortified at dinner one night when his mother asked him why there were so many pajama bottoms in the laundry suddenly. His dad had knowingly smiled and told his mother to just go about doing the laundry and not ask so many questions, afterwhich she too had smiled knowingly. Mike said his face was burning and all he wanted to do was crawl under the table, especially when Brian snickered about it. A short time afterward, Mike discovered masturbation. He wrote that although he had often played with his hardon, nothing had ever happened. He didn't realize at the time that he was stopping too soon. By spying on Brian who was jacking off one night, Mike had learned that he wasn't playing with himself long enough for anything to happen. He described watching Brian through the crack in his bedroom doorway. I snickered when I read that "Brian's cock is HUGE!" Brian was lying on his bed stroking his cock slowly. Eventually, as he started breathing more heavily, he got going faster and faster. Suddenly he'd tensed up, gasped, and squirted huge globs of sperm out the end of his dick, all over himself. Mike said that he'd gotten hard watching Brian. As soon as Brian was through, Mike had gone back to his own bedroom, stripped, and laid down on the bed and begun imitating what he'd seen Brian doing. He described how it felt better and better the longer he kept on stroking. He began to feel like he was going to pee, but he kept on going, holding back, figuring he could go later. Then, all of a sudden he couldn't hold back. He knew he was gonna pee all over himself! He'd tensed up trying to stop but couldn't, and then suddenly he squirted some gobs of sperm all over his belly, just like Brian, and it had felt awesome! He was so relieved he hadn't peed all over himself, and he felt wonderful! He was elated! After that first time jerking off to orgasm, he'd started doing it regularly. Again he was embarrassed though when his mother noted publicly during dinner that suddenly there weren't all the pajama bottoms in the laundry anymore. Again Mike's dad had given a knowing smile and told her to not worry about it. This time Brian laughed out loud. In another entry, Mike talked about his fears that he was jerking off too much, and that he wondered if maybe he was going to hurt himself. He noted though that Brian did it just as often, and he hadn't injured himself, so he kept at it as well. Later on, Mike wrote about spying on Brian some more and learning to use hand lotion as a lubricant. Of course, he tried it and found that it was so much nicer when he used lotion, so from that point on, he used it almost everytime he jerked off. His mother struck again during dinner not too long afterward. She asked if anyone was using her lotion, as it seemed to be disappearing rapidly all of a sudden. Everyone denied using any, but Mike's father had glanced curiously at both Brian and Mike. Mike said they'd both turned red in the face, and his father had smirked quietly at them. I was rather surprised Brian let me read the journals when I found some of the entries Mike had written. One entry was about how Mike had come home from school one day, and found Brian and a friend of his, Eli, having sex! As Mike had walked past Brian's room one afternoon, the door had been ajar, and he heard Brian and Eli, who was visiting, both gasping. He'd looked through the crack in the door and was shocked to see Brian and Eli both completely naked, laying on the bed in a '69' sucking each other off. He had watched until both boys had blown their loads into each other's mouths and swallowed it! Then, both disgusted, and arroused more than ever, he'd run to his room, closed the door, stripped, and jacked off. He'd replayed in his mind, the scene he'd just witnessed. Within a minute or two, he'd blown his load all over himself. When he'd recovered from his orgasm, he laid thinking a minute. Finally, he decided he had to know. He scooped up some of his own cum off his belly with his finger, and stuck his finger in his mouth. He was surprised to find it didn't taste disgusting, as he'd thought it would. He then proceeded to clean off his belly with his finger, slurping his cum off it, and swallowing it. Often after that, Mike wrote about eating his own cum. A more shocking entry soon afterward described Mike's thoughts about his older brother's body, and his desire to see Brian's tool up close and personal. One night, Mike laid awake a long time after he went to bed. He was horny and was fondling himself. He kept thinking about how Brian and Eli had sucked each other off, and he began wishing he could do that too. He waited for some time, until he figured Brian must've fallen asleep. Then he tiptoed down the hall to Brian's room and peered in. Brian was snoring. He'd tiptoed over to the bed, and looked down at Brian. As usual, Brian was sleeping on his back. Very slowly, Mike had pulled the covers off Brian. Then he'd slowly and carefully opened the fly of Brian's boxers and reached in and pulled out Brian's flaccid cock. He leaned toward it and gently took it in his mouth. Brian had sighed in his sleep, and Mike felt his brother's cock growing in his mouth. Slowly he'd begun sucking up and down on it like he'd seen Eli doing to Brian previously. In a few seconds, Brian was stiff as a board, and Mike was sucking gently up an down his hard dick. Brian's breathing was heavier, and his snoring had stopped. Mike looked up at his brother's face, and it looked like he was still sleeping though. Mike had kept on sucking on his brother's dick, and soon Brian's hips were humping up and down on the bed. Mike felt his brother's hands on the back of his head then, holding him in place. Mike was terrified he'd been caught, but kept on sucking. Then with a loud gasp, Brian's body stiffened, and Mike's mouth was filled with Brian's jism. Mike wrote that he loved the flavor of it, and that he swallowed it quickly, just in time for Brian to shoot another load, filling his mouth again. Brian had filled Mike's mouth 6 or 7 times with his love juice by the time his orgasm was over. Finally, his hands slid off Mike's head. Fearfully, Mike looked up at Brian's face, but Brian still appeared to be sleeping, so carefully, he tucked his brother's cock back inside his boxers, and covered him up and tiptoed out of the room. Back in his own room, Mike had stripped and crawled into bed with some hand lotion and jacked himself off. Mike wrote that Brian never mentioned the incident, so he assumed he'd slept through it. Mike also said he'd have liked to try it again, but chickened out. A day or so later, Mike wrote that he really was curious to know what it felt like to be sucked off. He couldn't ask Brian, and there was nobody else to consider. He was in his room fondling his hardon thinking about it. As he sat fondling himself, he began to wonder if there wasn't a way he could suck on his own dick. He bent forward as he sat on the edge of his bed, but that didn't work, his mouth wasn't close to his dick. He tried standing up and bending forward. Still no luck. Finally, he'd laid down on the floor and done a partial backward sommersault, so that his hips ended up hanging over his face. The tip of his dick was right over his mouth and only a couple inches from it. By squeezing and scrunching his body as much as he could, then reaching with his mouth, he managed to get the head of his cock into his mouth. Elated, he'd begun sucking on the head of his cock. It felt great, but he was unable to hold the position for very long, and relaxed, his dick popping out of his mouth. He ended up staring at his cock, which was 2" away again. Mike rested a couple minutes then tried again, and was successful. He sucked on the head of his dick again. At the same time he began masturbating. Again, after a minute or so, he had to relax, and his cock returned to its position, hanging above his lips. Mike was getting excited by this point though and kept on jacking off. Within a minute or two he realized he was going to cum. Quickly he opened his mouth, just as his orgasm began, and he squirted a big gob of hot cum into his own mouth. Quickly he swallowed, as he began squirting more and more of his juice. He kept at it until he'd shot his entire load into his mouth and swallowed it. Mike said he found it exciting, and tasty, but that it was a lot of work, and not really worth it. Especially since the spot between his shoulders that had been on the floor really hurt afterward. He bemoaned the fact that his penis was only 6" long. Another couple inches would really have been handy. Eighth grade began, and there was a new boy in a couple of Mike's classes. His name was Cody Michaels. He was blond, and had green eyes, and Mike found himself deeply enamored with Cody, and made a point of becoming his friend. A large portion of each day's entry from then on was devoted to Mike talking about Cody, about how nice he was, and what a great body he had, and about Mike's secret desires for him. Mike wanted to have a relationship with Cody, like Brian had with his friend Eli. Mike soon found out that Cody lived not too far from him, and the two had started visiting each other's houses. They quickly became best friends. By the first weekend in October Mike had invited Cody to sleep over on Saturday night, and Cody had accepted. Mike 'borrowed' a couple of penthouse magazines from Brian's stash, and stuffed them under his pillows, before Cody arrived. Cody got there during the afternoon, and the boys had hung out together outside, as it was nice. Mike had a TV, stereo, and lots of things to do in his room, so after supper, the two boys had said "good night" and gone up there for the evening. They kicked off their shoes, then turned on the TV, and watched a little while, but Mike was getting impatient. He needed a way to get Cody to notice the Penthouse magazines. At some point they saw something on TV and Mike started teasing Cody, comparing him to whatever it was they'd seen. Eventually they got to poking and jabbing one another, and started to wrestle around. After a while, Mike peeled his t-shirt off, as he'd gotten warm. Cody did too. Then Mike quickly grabbed a pillow and started a pillow fight. As Cody reached for the other pillow, he noticed the Penthouse magazines, and abruptly stopped. "Whoa!" he'd exclaimed and grabbed the magazines. Mike told him they were his, and Cody was impressed. Of course he wanted to see them. So both boys began looking at the magazines. They looked at the pictures and read a couple of the letters in the 'Forum' section. Soon Mike had a hardon. As Cody shifted position at one point, Mike was sure he saw the outline of a hardon in his jeans as well. Slowly and carefully, Mike worked the conversation around to masturbation, and he casually asked Cody if he ever jacked off. Cody had gotten embarrassed. Mike was so hot and bothered that he'd lost his inhibitions and boldly told Cody that he did it all the time. Cody was incredulous that Mike would admit such a thing, but quickly admitted that he too did it. Once the ice was broken, the conversation continued more easily, and Mike asked Cody if he ever used lotion as a lubricant. Cody said he hadn't, but seemed very interested in learning about it, so Mike told him about how great it was. By then, both boys were sitting up facing each other, and Mike saw Cody glancing repeatedly at his crotch. Mike was looking at Cody's too. Cody definitely had a hardon, and Mike wanted very badly to see it! Mike started watching Cody's eyes then, and the next time Cody looked up from Mike's crotch, Mike grinned at him and said, "Like what you see?" Cody had gotten really embarrassed then, and started stammering an apology. Mike reached over and put his hand on Cody's shoulder and told him it was OK, that he was curious too. Cody looked at him then, with a confused look. Mike told him then that he was curious about Cody's dick and wondered if Cody was curious about his. Cody sat quaking a minute, but then finally admitted to Mike that he was curious about his dick too. Mike suggested then that they both take their jeans off and check each other out. Nervously, Cody had agreed. The boys both stood up then and first Mike, then Cody had unfastened their jeans. Mike lowered his to the floor and kicked them off. Cody's eyes bulged when he looked down and saw the tent in Mike's boxers. Mike told him it was his turn to take his jeans off then. Cody lowered them, and kicked them off, and revealed a tent of his own in his boxers. Mike wrote that he was ready to cream his shorts he was so excited at this point. "Now our boxers" he'd told Cody. Cody looked at Mike and gulped, but hooked his thumbs in his boxers, and as Mike lowered his boxers, Cody had lowered his as well. When they stood up, they were facing each other, their hardons pointing toward one another. Mike couldn't stand it any longer. He had reached out and wrapped a hand around Cody's hard penis, and begun to massage it. Cody had groaned, then reached for Mike's and encircled it with his hand and began fondling it as well. The boys stood feeling and rubbing each other's penises for several seconds, then Mike released Cody's dick and reached underneath and cupped Cody's balls. Cody breathed in sharply and did the same to Mike. Mike noticed a drop of pre-cum glistening on the tip of Cody's penis. Without thinking, he wiped it off with the tip of his finger and stuck his finger in his mouth, tasting Cody's juice. Cody had initially looked horrified, and Mike realizing his blunder, had been devastated. But then Cody had shocked Mike by dropping to his knees and closely examining Mike's dick. Then, he too wiped a drop of Mike's pre-cum from the tip of his dick and tasted it. Mike smiled down at Cody, as Cody looked up at him uncertainly. "If you suck on mine, I'll suck on your's!" Mike had said hoarsely to Cody. Cody had continued looking up at Mike for a minute, but then suddenly, he leaned forward and wrapping his hand around Mike's shaft, he'd begun licking the head of his dick, like it was a lollipop. Mike couldn't believe it. And it felt so good! After a minute, Cody had taken his hand off Mike's cock, and had lowered his mouth down over Mike's entire shaft and had started sucking up and down on him. Mike was in heaven. All too soon, he realized he was going to shoot soon though. "I'm gonna cum Cody!" Mike had told him. Cody didn't stop sucking on Mike though. Mike warned him again, as he strained to keep his orgasm from starting. Cody began sucking even harder on Mike's dick. Mike was the most excited he'd ever been, and suddenly with a loud groan, he'd tensed up like a board and blasted a huge glob of cum into the back of Cody's throat. Cody had gagged a little, but quickly swallowed, and continued sucking up and down on Mike's dick, as Mike ejaculated over and over again, shaking violently with each spasm of his orgasm. He said he'd never experienced such an awesome feeling in his life. Eventually his orgasm ended, and he collapsed onto his bed, as Cody knelt in front of him, wiping his lips. After a minute, Cody had crawled up onto the bed and laid down next to Mike. Mike told Cody how awesome his blow job was. Cody looked at him hopefully, his hardon still twitching. Mike had smiled at Cody, then got down on the floor between Cody's knees. He'd then taken Cody's delicate looking penis into his mouth and sucked Cody off in much the same manner Cody had done for him. Cody too experienced what he told Mike was an awesome orgasm, and Mike had let him cum in his mouth, swallowing all of Cody's juice as well. From that point on, it seemed that Mike and Cody were inseparable, and spent all of their spare time together having sex with each other. They sucked each other off regularly, and even experimented with anal sex. Eventually they figured out how to fuck one another without it hurting too much, and they took turns fucking each other from then on. Unfortunately for the two boys, it all came to an abrupt end before the school year even ended, as Cody's father was transferred again, this time to Phoenix, Arizona. Mike and Cody never saw each other again after that, although they did write to one another on and off. I could tell from Mike's entries in his journal how very depressed he was to lose Cody. As I read about Cody, I wondered if he knew that Mike had died. I made a mental note to check with Brian about that. * * * "What are all these?" Andy asked, walking into our room later that evening. "Um, just something Brian asked me to look at," I said, quickly gathering up Mike's journals and putting them back in their box. "Well, it's late, you've been reading for hours, and we should go to bed. You have school tomorrow!" Andy said, snickering. I agreed, and put the journal I was reading away. "What's all this?" Andy asked, looking at Mike's things which I'd dumped onto the bed next to me. "Some stuff Mike left for me," I said. "I see," Andy said, picking up Mike's necklace. "How come you haven't put this on?" "Because, I already have a necklace. The one you gave me." I said. "But, this was something of Mike's, don't you want to wear it too?" Andy asked. "I don't think so," I said. "I'm going to put it in a safe place." "It's OK if you want to wear it," Andy said, "or his ring." "Thanks Andy, but I don't need to," I said, "besides, I have a school ring of my own." "Why don't you put it away, and wear Mike's instead? Then you'll have something of his that's close to you." Andy said. I thought a minute, then pulled my ring off and slipped Mike's on. It fit on the same finger, as Mike and I had the same size hands. It did feel good wearing something of Mike's. I looked at my own matching ring, then an idea hit me. I picked up Andy's hand and tried to put my ring on his ring finger, but it was too big for him. So, I took it off and slid it onto his middle finger and it fit perfectly. "There," I said, "I think I like it this way. I'll wear Mike's ring, and you can wear mine!" Andy smiled at me and said, "I always did like your ring, thanks, and this way, you can have a little bit of Mike with you too! I know he was important to you!" "Yeah, he was Andy, and if he was still here, you two would've become friends. Trust me, I know you would've," I said. "That would've been nice," Andy said, smiling and admiring my ring on his finger. "It's late. We gotta get to bed," I said. "OK," Andy said, and headed to the bathroom. I picked up, then followed Andy to the bathroom. Reading Mike's journals must've gotten me all hot and bothered, because when I walked into the bathroom and saw Andy standing at the sink, brushing his teeth, I was very turned on by the thought of just ripping his pants down and sucking him off. As soon as he'd finished his teeth, I spun him around and did just that. It only took a couple minutes before I had Andy leaning back on the vanity, grasping the edges of it, his head tilted back, gasping, and pumping his load down my throat. "God that was Brilliant!" he exclaimed running his hand through my hair, as afterward, he continued leaning on the vanity, panting, while he recovered from his orgasm. Before I'd even stopped grinning, he'd turned me around and pushed me back against the vanity. Then he knelt down and ripped my jeans down and went down on me. I too only took a couple minutes to reach my climax, and soon I was flooding Andy's mouth with my juice as well. Andy stood up happily licking his lips after I'd finished. We got done in the bathroom then and went back to our room and went to bed. Since we'd both just serviced each other, and it was late, we just cuddled up with one another, and soon we were asleep. * * * The next day was my first day back at school, and it felt strange, but not awful! I actually enjoyed being with my old friends again. Classes were a breeze though, as all we were doing was review for our final exams. I found the content easy, as it was pretty much the same things we'd studied in England. At lunch, I deposited some money in my lunch charge account, to cover the meals I'd bought the boys Friday. That afternoon, Jacob and Harry said they'd just hung around the house, not doing much of anything, while the twins and I were at school. Andy too said he'd just laid around, relaxing as well. I suggested that the next day, they could mow the lawn and rake it while we were at school. They all snickered, but said they would. * * * That night when I went to read some more of Mike's journals, I found the one I was reading the previous night, laying face-up in the box. I thought I'd left it face-down. I didn't think much of it though, figuring I'd been more tired than I thought when I put them away. I picked it up and settled down on the bed and began reading again... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The next chapter in this series will be published shortly.