Date: Tue, 09 Jul 2002 04:27:45 -0500 From: Salvin Saar Subject: "My Vacation to Manhood" Part 4 My Vacation to Manhood--Part 4 by Salvin Saar Day 6 I awoke early the next morning. Dad snored softly in my ear. It was quiet and I was glad to be alone with my thoughts for a moment. Dad was pressed against me, his furry arm holding me as if I were a life preserver in troubled waters. The warmth of his body emanated and his masculine scent filled my nostrils as I took a deep breath. I knew I'd never tire of his virile aroma. I began reminiscing about the preceding day; in the hot tub with Dad, the nice morning shave and showering in the men's locker room. It all seemed a little unreal, but as I recalled details of these events it began to sink in. What enthralled me the most was the whisper in my ear. "I Love You, Champ," Dad had said. He hadn't accidentally embraced me. He wasn't subconsciously rubbing my chest, thinking perhaps my mother lay beside him. He stroked me, held me close and he knew it! Once again doubts crept into my mind, dampening my happy thoughts. Perhaps he just wanted someone to hold on to and I was in the right place at the right time. Maybe things would return to the way they were and nothing further would happen once he awoke. But as I lay in thought, the feeling of Dad's warm arm holding my chest quickly followed by the realization that his manhood was pressing softly against my rear, chased my doubts away. I couldn't stop the smile that spread across my face as my heart lifted. I had opened my eyes and gazed out at the first morning light. It must have been around 5:30am or so. I decided to sleep a little more, but first I had to relieve the pressing on my bladder. I quietly slid from underneath Dad's arm and staggered to the toilet. I felt grown up in my proud nude glory. As my stream struck the water, the sound pierced the silence around. I aimed at the top part of the water rim and tried to keep from sounding out too loudly so Dad could sleep. Once my task was complete, I walked back to the bed and crawled under the warm covers. I lay hoping to feel Dad's warm embrace again. Within moments his arm moved to cover me. Silent joy filled me. This time he adjusted his head right next to mine and whispered "Good morning son," softly in my ear. His warm words send a tingle of excitement though my body. "Good morning Dad," I whispered back with a smile. Dad began rubbing his warm hand over my shoulders, arm and chest. "Turn over son," he said in a hushed morning whisper. I turned over toward him, his eyes still closed, as he brought my head and nuzzled it below his chin and hugged me against him. His hand caressed my back for a moment and then moved slowly to the globes of my ass. We lay pressed together for a time, dozing in and out. His soft chest hair tickled my face while I savored his masculine scent. I could also feel the soft beating of his heart against my face as I basked in the safety of his protective arms. This was the place I most wanted to be in the world, and I had finally arrived. This was my Heaven; my Garden of Eden; my Xanadu. No matter how much I try, I could never come close to explaining how much love, satisfaction and bliss I felt at that moment in time. Eventually something pressing against my hand caught my attention. Almost unconsciously I moved my hand to investigate. When I realized what I had found, my eyes popped open for an instant. Dad was at full mast! It may have just been his morning woody for all I knew, but whatever it was, it was huge. Quickly I moved my hand away, feeling embarrassed that I had touched his manhood and not sure whether he would approve. I silently hoped he had drifted back to sleep when..."Don't be afraid son," Dad said softly, "you can touch me if you want to; I know you're curious." Well, I had not really meant to grab him, but he was offering, so who was I to refuse? I reached slowly back toward his rod and began to caress it softly with my fingers; first tracing the head, then squeezing the soft fleshy crown gently between my thumb and fingers. I felt Dad twitch slightly as I fondled his rod. I felt the eye of his long obelisk and the head expanded slightly from my touch. I moved my hand forward, down the length of his shaft, with my fingers on one side and my thumb on the other. It was very large indeed and I could not quite touch finger to thumb due to the circumference. Once I arrived at the base, I reasoned, why stop here? He did invite me after all. So I rubbed my hand through the pubic hair above his hard member, feeling through the curls of his underbrush and amazed at the abundance and thickness of it. I moved my exploration slowly and casually southward to the huge round sacks from which my life began. I groped each orb extensively. Deciding to feel their combined mass in my hand, I cupped them gently, amazed by the size and weight of the furry man eggs. They were heavy indeed and I guessed they needed to be emptied. Dad, his eyes still closed and breathing softly, seemed to like the attention because after a few minutes of my exam, I detected moisture well above my wrist. I looked down under the covers and as the light penetrated through, I could see a glisten from the head of his thick pole. Wanting to inquire further, I reached back down and discovered a slick substance that began to saturate my fingers. The slippery essence lubricated the head as I moved my fingers around. I was fascinated because only moments earlier there had been no trace of it. "You better stop that now son, or daddies gonna make a big mess," Dad said humorously and perhaps a little embarrassed. "Yes sir," I said obviously disappointed. Dad got up, kissed me on the forehead as he got out of bed (his cock still very much erect) and headed for the latrine as his proud manly member bobbed up and down. He stood there for a moment straining and then I heard his heavy burden come crashing down into the water below. He made no effort to conceal his task as I had, his stream gushing down, making a deep solid sound. He shook his fleshy tube thoroughly and returned to bed. He raised the covers and exposed the hard mast between my own legs to his view. "You're UP early this morning," he said with a warm grin on his face as he looked at my teen cock and climbed back in. "Yes Sir," I said, cheeks burning. He got back under the warm covers and once again took me into his embrace. I could feel his now softening rod pressing against me. He hugged me firmly as if to get warm. "Did you sleep alright?" he said lightly. "Yeah, I slept great Dad," which was no lie. "Probably the best night of sleep I've had in a long time," I said to compliment him. "I'm glad to hear that son." A few moments later he moved to a semi-upright position and leaned against the headboard as my head rested on his chest. "Son there is something I need to talk to you about, " he said in a very earnest voice. I wasn't sure what he was going to say, but I felt it probably had something to do with the two of us. "Yes Sir?" I said innocently, sensing immediately that it was not going to be something I wanted to hear. "You're mom didn't want me to tell you this until after our trip because she didn't want to spoil anything for you, but I think you are ready to hear what I have to tell you. It's not going to be easy to say, and it's not going to be easy to hear, but please try to understand." My thoughts were going crazy now as I hung on every word. I readied myself, looked up at his face as he looked into mine and said "Alright Dad, go ahead." He took a deep breath… "Son, your mom and me are having some problems in our relationship. We've tried to work it out for your sake and your brother's, but we're both really unhappy and we feel it's time to get on with our lives." Then Dad looked me in the eyes with the most serious and sober expression I had ever seen. "Son, you're mom and me are getting a divorce." I was in complete shock, the look on my face reflecting that. Dad sighed heavily and looked away from me. I could tell the words hadn't been easy for him to say. I could see in a hint of moisture in his eyes. "We feel awful to put you through this, but sometimes we have to do what's right for us too." Dad paused for a moment, looked away and then back to me. "It's going to be a rough adjustment, but please try to understand that it's for the best. Me and your mother are still friends and I think that will make this a whole lot easier on everyone." "No Dad, no..." I said hoping it was a joke, but knowing it was not. I was still in a state of shock, but as the words began to sink in deeper and deeper, tears started streaming down my face. Dad started rubbing my back gently. "I'm so sorry son," Dad said tenderly as a tear fell down his face too. " I love you so much. You know the last thing I'd want to do it hurt you, but I've tried and tried to make it work and so has your mom, but we just can't do it anymore; it's just no use." Dad's voice was quivering and it was obvious he was extremely distressed at telling me this news. After a moment in heavy thought, Dad composed himself and continued. "Your Mom's decided she wants to live near her family, so her and the baby are going to be staying with your Aunt and Uncle until they have a place of their own. I'm going to find a place in San Diego as soon as I sell the house in Texas. I really want us to live as close as possible, but I don't want to live in Las Vegas. There are better jobs for me in San Diego, plus some of my family is there too. Dad looked at me closely again, "As far as where you go, that is a choice we want you to make. Naturally I would like for you to stay with me. You're growing up and I think it's important for you to have your old man around to keep you out of trouble. But I'm not going to pressure you. I just want you to think about your options and tell me after you've had some time to think on it. No matter what happens we are always going to see each other and spend a lot of time together." Dad lifted his hand to my face and began to brush the tears away, and whispered "I'm really sorry son; I hope you'll forgive us someday. Never forget how much we love you." He put his arms around me and I put my arms around him and we hugged in a naked embrace as my tears impacted on his shoulders and back. He held me for a long time, comforting me, rubbing my back and whispering "It's gonna be all right son" in my ear. Throughout my life so far, I had never even thought of the possibility that my parents might separate and now I was faced with that grim reality for the first time, feeling somewhat stupid for not having had some idea that things were not going well between them. They had never really argued in front of me and although they never talked a great deal, I assumed everything was fine. I had many friends whose parents were either divorced or separated and as I recalled them, I realized that at some point they were probably crying just as I was now. For the first time I understood what they must have gone through. It actually made me feel better to know that I wasn't the only one faced with this situation. But right now I was hurt and scared; hurt by the news and scared about my now uncertain future. Not only was I faced with the divorce of my parents, but I was also going to be taken away from my home, my friends and everything that was familiar to me. Essentially I was being forced into a whole new life! I decided at that moment that I was owed something for being put through this. The extreme emotional disturbance awakened a passion and lust in me that I had never experienced. I thought that acting now would help me to suppress this news until I felt like dealing with it. Slowly, I backed away from my father's embrace as his attention drifted to my tear soaked face. I was afraid of what I was about to do, but I knew nothing could stop me from doing it. I moved my head close enough to my father's face to feel his breath. I closed my eyes, said "I love you Dad," and kissed him gently on the lips. That moment turned into hours as a flurry of thoughts poured through my head. What will he do? Will he reject me? Will he brush it off as nothing? As I retracted, Dad looked me in the eyes as if contemplating what to do next, then leaned over said "I love you too son," and kissed my lips very gently, twice. Relieved that he had returned my affection, I decided to kiss him back once more, only this time I gave him three small kisses in quick pecks on his lips. I felt as if I was a very young child again playing doctor with my friends for the first time. But my patient was no child and this time he proved it! Dad leaned towards me and put his hand gently on the back of my neck and pulled me towards him. I felt his warm breath as his mouth grew closer. Then his soft lips pressed securely against mine, his mustache rubbing playfully against my face. I could feel the tip of his tongue gently parting my lips as he entered my mouth. It felt as if jolts of electricity were spiraling out of control throughout my body. I'd never felt such an intense sensation as I did from that first wet kiss. He slowly probed my mouth, his tongue jostling with mine. I pushed my tongue hard against his as if I were attempting to wrestle an invading stranger. I felt exhilaration from head to toe as our tongue match ensued. After a minute he pulled away, sat back and looked at me as if he'd done something wrong. "I'm sorry about that son, I guess I got carried awa…." But before he could continue I pressed my lips on his again and pushed my tongue inside his mouth, not wanting him to try and end the event. I knew what I wanted and Damn It, He owed me! Something in Dad changed in that moment. The look in his eyes went from loving and caring to lustful and animalistic. The barrier separating us had come crashing down and Dad was a slave to his passion. He cupped the back of my head and started kissing me urgently while stroking my nude body with his large manly hands, making me tingle as never before. Our fleshy rods were at full attention and sparred against one another like swordfish struggling for dominance. I let my hands roam greedily over Dad's body and felt the smooth mounds of his firm backside beneath my searching hands. I rubbed his muscular back and arms as they arched over my body. Then I rubbed my hands through his short-cropped hair and felt the back of his thick neck as he continued to pummel me with fiery, lust-filled kisses. The heat in the trailer intensified leaps and bounds as the sun began to beat down. Sweat covered us until we were a writhing mound of glistening flesh. The scent of our male bodies filled the hot air as we both breathed heavily from our sexual labors. Then I felt Dad's hand move between us, searching for prey. When he reached it, I jerked as if stung by a wasp, feeling his hand on my enraged teen cock. He retracted his hand, spat on it and reached down again, grabbing my hardness resolutely, lubricating it. He then moved to my side. "Just lay back and relax son. I've wanted to do this for a long time," he said lustily. As he commanded, I lay back and watched as his hand began to stoke my man handle up and down. "I love you so much son," he said, as he again invaded my mouth with his hot tongue. I knew I wouldn't last long as he continued to stroke my member, stopping only briefly to re-moisten his stroking hand with his tongue. I felt my body start to shudder uncontrollably as Dad's tongue explored the depths of my mouth. Deeper and deeper inside he probed me as my fountain began to spew forth. I jerked violently as my climax came to a head. "Oh Dad, Oh Dad, Oh, OH!" Dad looked over at my spurting cock "That's good boy, get it all out!" he bellowed as his hand continued to stroke me furiously. . Torrents of my white joy erupted and shot on to my stomach, chest and and onto Dad's stroking arm. Tingles and jolts swept though me in the wake of my expelling cock, leaving me nearly paralyzed in the throws of pure ecstacy, the likes of which I had never known! "Yeah, look what a big boy you are, shootin' all over!" Dad said amazed. He milked my rod and rubbed my cream in his hand and smeared it onto his own throbbing pole. "That felt good son, didn't it," he said sexily as he gave my cock a final shake. I lay back trying to catch my breath, staring at Dad with bewildered pleasure in my eyes. Dad got on his knees, leaned over me and began stroking his veiny cock. "You wanna see Daddy shoot boy? he said in an unexpected authoritarian way. "uh..yes sir, Yes Sir!" I said attempting to playing along. I was startled by Dad's aggressive tone, yet strangely aroused. He continued to stroke harder and faster until I knew he was about to shoot. The veins in his neck started to palpitate and his face began to redden as he grew closer and closer to climax. His glistening body began to shudder as he moved toward my face. "Close you're eyes son, it's cummin!" he said urgently. " Oh God, OH GOD, It's Cummin, IT'S CUMIN…" he roared. Dad's hot, thick burden fired onto me, christening my boyish face. I savored his liquid warmth on my lips and deeply inhaled the addictive scent of Dad's virile lust. He continued to moan heftily as gush after gush of his manly load erupted. After he had exorcized his white demon, he rubbed his rod over my face, spreading his seed over my countenance. He gave a final groan of exhilaration before collapsing next to me. He lay gasping heavily for a few moment before turning toward me. He then gently wiped the remnants of his load from my eyelids. As I opened then he leaned over and gave me a tender, passionate kiss. Afterward we lay together, cum and sweat saturated bodies pressed tightly together. "That was great Dad," I said first, hoping he had enjoyed it even a tenth as much as I had. "No son, that was unbelievable!" he said seriously as if he'd never experienced it before. He lovingly smiled at me, kissed me again softly and lay back staring at the ceiling in a daze. We lay beside each other and fell into satisfied sleep. When I finally awoke, I was alone. Dad was in the kitchen preparing something to eat. I got up, went to the john and then walked into the kitchen. Dad smiled at me as I entered, gave me a kiss on the cheek and told me to get cleaned up. After I had showered and dressed we sat down together and had a late breakfast. "How do you feel son?" Dad said nervously. "I feel wonderful Dad," I said, meaning every word. "You don't have any regrets about what we did this morning then?" he said cautiously. "No Dad!" I said surprised by even the suggestion. "Son, I can't even begin to tell you how much I enjoyed myself with you this morning. I never knew I could feel the way I felt with you. But I have to be honest; to most everyone what we have done is just plain wrong. Do you understand that?" "But I wanted to do it Dad. It's what I've dreamed of. How can it be wrong if we both wanted to do it?" Dad sat back for a moment, puzzled by my question and thought. "Son, I couldn't live with myself if I hurt you or if you were in some way damaged by this type of relationship. I love you too much to let that happen. I know we both had a good time and we shared an incredible experience together, but I just don't think it's a good idea if we continue to be sexually involved, for your own sake. I think we should cool it for a while. I also think it would be best if you stayed with you Mom for the time being until I can think things through." Dad was obviously distressed as he said this. He didn't make his usual eye contact and for the first time in my life, Dad seemed to be in a state of confusion. I could feel the blood rushing to my cheeks and my head tingled. I was sure I was going to cry at any moment, but something stopped me. I felt a surge of anger rising up and making me bolder than ever before. "NO!!" I said, the anger clearly visible in my face. "Excuse me son," he said, his authority having been challenged. "You just told me you and Mom are getting separated and then we have an incredible experience and now you want to take that away from me too? It's not fair Dad! If you don't want to hurt me, don't push me away! All I want is to be with you. You gave me the choice of whom to stay with, and I've made my choice and it's you! And I'm not changing my mind!" I said, yelling as tears started to stream down my face. Dad was obviously shocked by my audacious behavior, but I continued. "Dad, please, I begging you. Don't take this away from me, Please let us be together! I crumbled on the seat opposite Dad, tears flowing freely. Dad sat puzzled, still shocked from my emotional display, as if searching for words. "And you're sure that's what You really want son?" he said finally. "Yes Sir, it is." I said, still sobbing. He paused for another moment in thought. "Alright son, we'll give it a try," he said as I saw a smile return to his lips and his mood lighten (as did mine). "But only under one condition," he said again seriously, looking me in the eye, "If you ever have any doubts, whatsoever, you have to tell me right away. I couldn't live with myself if you did something you didn't want to do. Understand?" Without hesitation, I answered. "I Promise Dad," I said returning his serious look, although inside I felt only immense joy. "And remember, I'm still your Father, no matter what. And I'll always love you," he said giving me a warm smile. "Stand up for a minute son," Dad said casually. I stood up and Dad grabbed me by the waste and turned me around facing away from him. "Now bend over," he said again casually. I obeyed and had no doubt of what was to come, as he slapped my ass once very soundly. "Don't talk back to your Dad," he said smiling as he turned me back around and embraced me, kissing me softly on the lips. "Now let's get ready to go see your Mom." We finished cleaning up and went over to my Aunt and Uncle's house. Without going into all the details, I told my mom I knew about their separation and that I had decided to stay with Dad to start out with, since she was going to have the baby, her sister and brother-in-law for company and I wanted Dad to have someone too. We cried together for a while and I told her I understood and that I wasn't mad at her or Dad about it (although, I was still upset to tell the truth). We had dinner together that night and I seemed to feel that my parents were happier than I had seen them in ages. Maybe this was the right thing for them after all, I thought. Our plans changed somewhat that night. Our goal was to see my Aunt and Uncle in Nevada en route to California where I was to see my Dad's brother. My Dad and Mom talked and decided she would stay with my Aunt and Uncle while Dad and me headed out to see his brother for a few days. She was still not feeling well and decided it would be for the best. We unloaded Mom's and the baby's clothes and got the trailer prepared for our trip to the outskirts of San Diego, where my Uncle lived. After all our preparations were made, Dad and I headed off to bed. It had indeed been a very long day. So much had happened in such little time and I felt emotionally and physically drained. We undressed, got into bed and nestled together, both to tired to talk. We lay there silently, feeling each other as we embarrassed and kissed gently. "I love you son," Dad said softly to me. "I love you too Dad," I said, as pure happiness filled me. Smiling, we both fell into peaceful dreams. Let me know if you liked the story. Thanks, greensalvin@yahoo.com