02 - Palm Springs Family

02 - Palm Springs Family - Let's Talk

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This is a `Coming of Age' story... It wasn't supposed to include a lot of sex, but the boys seem to have their own ideas. Sorry?

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Day 1

Friday Evening - Luke and Steve's room

After they finally get rid of the would-be-gay-dads, the boys all end up in Luke and Steve's room. Daniel and Diego are reclining sideways on Steve's bed, leaning up against the back wall. Luke and Steve are on Luke's bed in the same positions... although they always sleep together, in one bed or the other.

Nobody really wants to be the first to say anything.

"So, uhhhh, guys. What did you think?" Diego finally asks, with a lot of hesitation, the whole time looking down at his shoes like they're the most important thing in his world at the moment.

Luke and Steve kinda look at each other, each afraid to be the first to say what he thinks. What if the other doesn't feel the same way?

Everybody expects Luke to be the last one to agree that this is a good thing, but Luke finally dares to say, "You know. It didn't go like I thought it would. They were really nice to us. They didn't act like jerks. I mean... they didn't even mention that we're gay," and then much quieter, "I actually like them."

Glancing around the room, he pauses to see how the others react.

Daniel, rarely the comic of the four, chuckles and adds "At least you won't have to worry about `coming out'," which earns a chuckle from all of them, including a little nervous one from Diego and himself.

"Yeah, and boyfriend... I wonder if they'll let us sleep together? Naked!" Luke says while wiggling his eyebrows and smirking at Steve. "I mean, I bet they do... uhhh... Do you think all three of them do?" and immediately regrets raising the subject.

Steve, nervously laughing and looking directly at Luke, takes a deep breath and says, while ignoring the last part, "You know. I agree. I know they're not my like my parents were, or yours... but they seem really nice. I've never thought about having gay parents... or dads. Uhhh... Kevin... uhh... dad... Kevin, the one who walked up to us with tears in his eyes... He seems really nice, and I think that was really hard on him. I'm not sure why, but he seemed to be really worried about US... how hard this is on us. He said that several times. He even kept looking over to see how you guys were doing," he says looking toward D+D.

"Yeah, that was hard to miss... I guess they didn't know what to expect any more than we did... I've never thought that this whole adoption thing would be hard for parents. I don't think I ever saw my sperm donor cry before... at least not when he was sober," Luke says very softly.

Luke thinks for a bit and says, "But... I was crying too. I was so nervous. I've never met an actual gay couple before... well... other than us (little chuckle from all). What would it be like having them as dads? They seemed, I don't know, a lot more friendly than I was expecting... easy to talk to... They weren't full of themselves. I didn't get any reason to think they're like hitting on us!"

Steve looked panicked, "Oh shit. Did you think that? I mean, I thought about it, but I didn't get any feeling like that at all... they just seemed like they really want kids... and they really seemed to like us... all of us."

Steve, smiling at Luke and suddenly thinking about something, looks at Daniel and Diego, and says, "Why do you think he invited you guys to hang out with us the entire time? I mean... I'm really glad he did. We really like you guys so much and it made it a lot easier to talk to them, but I was surprised. And it's going to be so hard to leave you both," with tears threatening... again.

"Yeah, I don't know why either, but I'm glad they did. We're going to miss you guys so much too, so getting to spend a little more time with you is great, as long as it lasts," Diego adds sadly.

"You Know..." Luke starts to say while still thinking, "When you guys got up and started to leave, uhhh... the one... Kevin... dad Kevin... quietly asked both of us if we'd like to invite both of you to go with us... for the whole time... kinda like he was afraid to ask you himself. Or, maybe he just wanted to be sure it was ok with us, since I guess they did come to see us."

Luke, the jokester as usual, adds, "You don't think they're planning on adopting you two, do you?"

That has the effect of making both boys eyes really big... they kinda look at each other for a bit and then Daniel says, "If they'll adopt both of us, we'll go. Right Diego."

With almost no thought Diego blurts out, "YES! We'll be together. We'll have two great brothers. From what I remember, I like Palm Springs... They have a pool! The weather in California is way warmer than here... I HATED winter here... Great, now I'm even more depressed. Thanks a lot!"

There are a few sad chuckles.

Steve seems deep in thought and says, "We're supposed to be thinking of things to do the next few days. Anybody got any ideas? They mentioned the lake, and that amusement park thing, and a couple restaurants... Does anybody know anything about any of that?"

After a round of 'No's, they move on, with Steve adding, "We'll try to look on the computer later and see if we can find out anything. We've got a few days to figure out what to do..."

That seems to spark a thought in Luke, "Yeah, that's another thing. I'm surprised. I figured they'd see us today, and if they like us, tell us to pack tonight, and be ready to leave tomorrow. What gives? Why are they planning to stay that long... and they said something like `we'll stay as long as you want to stay'. Why would they do that? My parents never ever asked me what I wanted to do. Why would they?"

Steve adds with a tiny giggle, "I don't know. I thought that was weird too. Maybe it's just because they don't know us, or are afraid we won't want to go if they're too mean or something. But I didn't get that feeling. I think they're really trying to not freak us out. Maybe they want more time to get to know us. More time to make sure we're not crazy or something," which gets nervous laughs.

"The one, Kevin, talks way more than the other two, and he seems friendlier than the other two. And, speaking of the other two, who is Michael? They said he's a friend and he lives with them and cooks and drives and stuff... Are they rich?" Luke wonders out loud.

"Wow, that would be neat, and Michael's younger and really cute," Daniel says excitedly and then immediately wishes he hadn't. Even with his beautiful olive complexion, everyone can see he's obviously blushing... his very big eyes after the comment don't help.

Even more so when he looks up and sees Luke and Steve staring at him with open mouths. And it breaks his heart when he sees the hurt look on Diego's face. Then he really blushes and drops his head a bit.

"Uh... Dude, is there something you want to tell us?" Luke says smirking.

"Uhhh... Oh, NO!... It's just that he's gay, I guess, and you're both gay, and the dads are gay... Just sayin," while trying to laugh it off, not entirely convincingly, then looking at Steve, "I bet you think he's cute too! He kinda looks like an older you"

Now it was Steve's turn to blush... "Well, maybe, but that's not the point."

"Oh? What is the point?" Diego says, looking to rescue Daniel, although he's still hurt by Daniel's comment about Michael.

"You know, maybe they are rich... that would be neat," Steve says, trying hard to change the subject.

Which gets a collective laugh.

But, there's one more topic that needs discussing... even if nobody really wants to bring it up.

Luke, being the one least likely to ever avoid something just because it's awkward, forges ahead with, "So... Steve. We're out and I don't want to go... `back in', but... uhhhhh... now that we've met them, how do you really feel about having gay dads? I mean, I honestly don't think I care, but we have to go to school and you know everybody will know. How do you feel about that? Are they going to think that we're... you know... doing stuff with them? And Diego and Daniel... since you might end up being our brothers," which gets a somewhat uncomfortable chuckle from everybody, "how do you feel about that?"

Nobody seems in a big hurry to answer. They kinda sit and think and look at each other. Finally Steve offers, "You Know, Luke. You're right. I don't have any intention of going `back in' either. I refuse. And having gay dads should make all that a LOT EASIER than having to worry about how our parents feel about us being gay. Don't get me wrong... I miss my parents... and my little sister... so much..." he says with a few tears running out of his eyes. Luke reaches over to rub his back while he takes a few moments to recover...

A little steadier he clears his throat and asks, "Diego and Daniel. How DO you feel about this? I mean, I don't know if they'll seriously want to adopt you too... But, if they do, I really, really hope you'll say yes, but how would you feel about that? I mean. It's not like you're gay. While you're thinking about your answer.... I want to check something."

While he's saying that, he's getting off the bed and moving to the ancient looking computer on the desk. He sits down, moves the mouse and waits for the old monitor to come to life... opens a web browser and types "Gay in Palm Springs".

While he's doing that, Daniel and Diego think about their answer, while looking carefully at each other.

Diego offers "I don't have any problem with it... My only problem is that there's no way they are going to adopt us... I wish they would, but I'm sure they're just being nice to you... just giving you more chance to spend some time with us and make it easier to get you to go back with them. I wish they would, but I wonder if they wanted to adopt you because you're both gay. That would make sense."

Daniel said, with less enthusiasm than humanly possible... "Yeah, I wish they would too."

About that time Steve starts to read things on the computer monitor,

"Wow... Oh My God...

Look at this... The City of Palm Springs has an actual `Gay Guide'....

It lists gay hotels and bars and restaurants and stuff...

OMG... and cute guys... (blushing)

"This question asks `how gay is Palm Springs'... it says 'between 40 to 50 Percent'. Holy crap. 50 Percent gay... that can't be right, can it? There are what, like, four gay guys in our whole school? Counting both of us!"

"There are links to the `Gay Pride Parade' they have every year... OMG... LOOK... here are pictures... wow... lots of kids marching in the parade... here's a list of all the groups marching in the parade... LOOK.... There are at least 4 school bands... The police department... Palm Spring's Gay Men's Chorus. Guys... I mean, if these kids from school will march in a Gay Pride Parade, how bad can being gay in school be? Even with gay dads.

"I'm going! Luke, please say we're moving!"

Turning around he sees three faces right behind him, peering over his shoulder with their eyes almost as wide as their mouths.

Luke and Steve suddenly don't think moving is so bad.

And Diego and Daniel look more dejected than ever.

Luke can't resist looking at Diego and Daniel and teasing just a bit... "Guys are you SURE you're not gay? Think about it."

Looking a lot like two deer getting ready to be run over by a train... Diego looks at Daniel, who's looking at Diego... takes a very deep breath... and opens his mouth and says, "Uhhh... well... maybe."

Now it's Luke and Steve's chance to look gobsmacked, with their mouths hanging open.

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The Discussion

We stop by Mr. Franks office just long enough to say we want to think about something and that we'll call him later. He looks panicked, maybe thinking we are going to back out of the adoptions... so we assure him it's all good... and we're definitely not changing our minds, although he looks worried as we bid him goodnight.

We're mostly silent and deep in thought on our way back to the hotel.

We all think, despite a rough teary beginning, that things got much better and we all found a lot to talk about. It was actually great that Daniel and Diego were there. It made it all much easier.

Michael really seems happy to maybe have a couple `little brothers'. Alex is Alex... always more laid back than me, Kevin, certainly. He's probably already worrying about shopping for clothes, getting school set up, phones, computers, and all that stuff. He is a CPA, after all.

When we get back we have a VERY LONG discussion about how everything had gone and what the options going forward are. It isn't an easy discussion, and there are varied opinions, but we all see the same things.

We're all extremely impressed by the boys... all the boys. It's great the way they relate to each other... and support each other. They're always so polite and patient, with us and each other. It's obviously going to be very hard on Luke and Steve to leave Diego and Daniel. It isn't an easy choice, but hell we've come this far. Why not? We agree on what our plan should be... if possible. Alex agrees, but a little more reluctantly. We should just do it, if at all possible.

We decide that our third day together will be the day to have the big discussion with the boys, and try to complete our family. Assuming tomorrow goes well. And make some plans for the future... for our futures and for their futures. That will give us one full day together just getting to know each other, before we have to get into the hard part.

Those plans start with a brief call to Mr. Frank that evening after our discussion. He had said we could call until 9PM, and we ask if we can come by tomorrow and talk to him before we meet with the boys... We have a very important matter to talk to him about... and are more than a little afraid of what he will say. We do, however, give him a full `heads up' on what we're thinking, so he can prepare... one way or the other.

We're supposed to meet the boys at 10AM. It would have been earlier, but the boys have some chores they do most mornings, especially when they're not in school. Mr. Frank was happy to let them skip them under the circumstances, but they wouldn't hear of it. They said it wouldn't be fair to the other boys, who will have to do their work.

Wow. Amazing boys.

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Stress Relieved

Meanwhile, after separate showers... I mean, after looking at the size of the bathtub/shower in the hotel room, there was no way the three of us are going to fit, and honestly two would have been a stretch. We're all more than a little ready for some serious `stress relief'.

None of us bother to get dressed after our showers... If the boys could see us lounging around naked, all three kinda sitting up on the bed with our backs to the headboard, they probably would freak out, for several reasons. But having lived a clothing often not necessary life in Palm Springs for years, being naked with each other certainly isn't a big deal. Nor is being intimate with each other. That's how we got to know each other in the first place... and then we fell in love.

Both of these subjects will have to eventually be discussed with the boys. We had already decided that we will not be naked around the boys... ever. And as far as the details of our relationship with Michael, that will have to be done very carefully... after we're ALL a lot more comfortable with each other... and after we figure out how to do it.

We aren't willing to do anything to freak the boys out... even Michael is reluctantly onboard with that idea, even if it means sleeping alone part of the time, or better yet, sneaking back to his own room very early in the morning... Just when we all thought all this hiding crap was behind us... Still... these boys are worth the sacrifice.

It's not surprising when Michael, who's reclining in the middle, reaches over to both sides and, oh so gently runs his fingers over his favorite bits of each of us... which both of us return in kind... which has the immediate desired reaction.

Looking up, at first one then the other, with a smirk, he says, "OK. Let's do this. I'm so fucking horny. This whole situation has put a damper on our sex lives for long enough."

Michael moves to slide down in the bed, turning so his face is pointed toward those bits... begins to lick... and inhale... and tease... first Alex, and then after a sufficient warm-up period, Kevin. They slide closer to each other so Michael can more easily reach and so they can start kissing... first so light, teasing, barely touching... then a little more touch... a little more passion... a little more tongue.

Michael is obviously enhancing the effect of the kissing. Sliding his hands up both chests... Stopping and rubbing very gently at a nipple on both, which causes a few moans.

"Oh damn... that feels amazing," Alex says as Michael slowly inhales the head of his dick while playing with his nipples. Alex's nipples have ALWAYS been wired directly to his dick and balls... and very nice cumshot.

After kissing, rubbing and sucking as much as possible in these positions, Kevin feeling a little left out, just kidding, slowly raises up on the bed and moves over to straddle Alex... Getting in the right position he leans forward and passionately kisses Alex, showing why they have been totally in love from their very first meeting in college, letting their tongues duel for a few passionate minutes.

In the meantime, Michael slides Kevin's hips so his ass cheeks are spread and just in the right position so Alex's hard dick is lying in just about the right spot... right over the not-quite-as-tight as it used to be pucker... He scoots down a bit so he can lean forward and run his tongue over the hard dick and then right over the little starfish... gaining a deep moan from both.

Continuing to lick and deeply inhale the musky, mossy scent, he's really working the head of the dick... and asshole. Michael isn't shy, and he loves to bottom, as does Kevin... and he loves these two guys as much as they love him... And sex is not an embarrassing topic between them... not even when it's hot, heavy and a little kinky.

Alex is constantly moaning... Michael is opening his mouth to completely cover the head of his dick. Continuing to assault it roughly with his tongue... licking top to bottom.... pulling the dick back toward him so he can get his tongue in the slit... pushing past the dick head, continuing to assault Kevin's twitching little starfish... harder... deeper... wetter... moving back to the dick... trying to see how wet and worked up he can get the dick... trying to see how much he can excite and widen and loosen the hole...

Michael loves ass... to lick... occasionally fuck... and sometimes even more, but his first go-to-ass move is always to see how deep he can get his tongue... to get everybody so damn turned on before moving on.

Nobody seems to notice the passage of time, but suddenly Michael takes the dick and pulls Kevin back just enough so Alex's dick invades the soft, quickly opening tunnel. Licking and sucking and probing for all his tongue's worth the whole time.

With the head just inside, Michael really goes to work assaulting both with his tongue. Continuing to wet everything down, including his two fingers, even as he gently and slowly eases Kevin's ass backward, and downward... slowly adding the tips of two fingers as well... so slowly that Kevin never notices.

Without even noticing, Alex is suddenly almost all the way in. Kevin's eyes roll back in this head as he begins to flex and move his ass up and down on Alex's dick.

Michael reaches over to the nightstand and retrieves a bottle of lube he had put out earlier... he holds the bottle over Alex's mostly submerged dick and dribbles a little out. Shifting so he gets his dick close to the other and lets more lube dribble down over his own dick...

Reaching down, he slowly smears the lube, top to bottom.... He uses a little extra on three fingers of his right hand, but he doesn't use his other hand to spread it out. He lubes the palm side of his fingers and then turns his hand over to smear the lube on the topside against the dick and ass... while letting the tips of a couple fingers start to make their presence known... inside.

Then, while dribbling out a little extra lube, starts running his lubed fingers up and down the dick... going a little bit further and deeper each time... pretty soon he has two fingers going in as far as they can reach, while lying palm-side-down on Alex's dick... which is also about half way in at this point....

As his finger starts going deeper so does Alex's dick. Michael is now pushing three lubed fingers in on top of his dick....

They're all moaning heavily, while Alex and Kevin play tonsil hockey with their tongues.

Then Michael moves up so his dick is completely on top of Alex's. He withdraws his fingers and starts so very gradually sliding his dick in on top of Alex's. He's using his fingers to stimulate Kevin's ass and Alex's dick, while his dick is sliding so slowly deeper, until he's basically balls deep with and on top of Alex's dick.

The moaning intensifies... and the breathing gets more ragged and uneven.

Michael, even with both dicks all the way in, starts probing gently with two fingers of his right hand... sliding them in to the right of the two dicks, which causes the other two to groan even deeper. Now he has his three fingers in a few inches... slowly, slowly, slowly pushing until he can't go any deeper because of the dicks...

The three of them have for years perfected their mutual play... discovering long ago that entering so slowly that the person being entered doesn't even notice the motion results in going much deeper and longer than going fast... and they love every moment of it.

Among moaning and sweating and heavy breathing, Michael reaches around and gently takes hold of Kevin's dick with his left hand... and starts slowly sliding up and down... Alex is having some serious fun pushing in and almost out of Kevin's ass while Michael is pummeling it more and more with is own dick. And four fingers. The two dicks moving back and forth against each other is driving him crazy.

This has been a long time `coming'... ok, bad pun. This normally happens most days, unless something seriously interferes... But with all the stress of meeting the boys, nobody has seemed to be in much of a mood lately... for weeks.

After the meeting today, that seems to have been taken care of, at least a little. It seems like, for the first time in a while, certainly in the last couple months, the dam has broken. The anxiety has been partially relieved, and it's getting ready to be REALLY RELIEVED.

From the increasing vocal assault, things are coming to a head... or a double head in this case... and OMFgawd, is it ever welcome and needed... And then it happens. Kevin isn't as prolific a `cummer' as Alex, and actually not many are... but as Alex comes up his ass, Kevin is no slouch either, pretty well soaking Alex's stomach and chest... And then Michael joins the flood.

For all three of us, relief comes within a few seconds of each other. OMgawd... we all feel like we're going to pass out.

After what must have been at least a couple minutes just holding still, Michael, being on top, stirs. After a long, heavy round or two of kissing, we all roll off of each other and lie still trying to get their breathing under control.

Eventually, feeling cold and cummy, rather than hot and sweaty, we decide that a quick run-thru of the shower again might be in order.

Michael starts by asking if we want to go first... normally the clean-up would be all three, and intimate and fun, but not in this shower...

But, there's something about the way he asks... It sounds `sad' somehow. I look over and he isn't crying but his eyes are a little red... so, I roll over and kiss him. Then Alex does the same. And we all three kiss. And if you've never done a hot, long, three-way kiss... you definitely should!

"Michael, what's wrong? Is it the boys?" Kevin asks, noticing the sudden change in Michael's mood.

"No, not really... I know we've talked about this before, and I believe that we'll eventually get back to a normal life... including sex. But right now it seems like everything is going to change. But, I'm really looking forward to having them around. I really already think of them as my `little brothers'. It's ok. I'm just tired and stressed out... But, I want this. I really do. I promise.

"I love you guys and I am NOT going to let this come between us. I promise. I REALLY do already love those boys... which makes no sense... I just met them. What they've all been thru is horrible... and there is no way in hell I'm going to do anything to deny those boys a good home and a great family. I promise. It's ok."

Of course, as soon as he finished... he breaks down in tears. Hell, we all do. FUCK! It takes more than a few minutes for us all to pull ourselves together... again. And, with a very shaky voice I try to assure him... and Alex... and me,

"Michael I promise. WE promise. This is NOT going to change things between us. We've known each other a little longer, but we've been together almost six years. Not going to change things between us Michael. I Promise. If worse comes to worst, they'll be back in school five days a week. We'll fuck ALL DAMN DAY five days a week. PROMISE!"

That at least gets us laughing... then normally quiet Alex just has to add, "Maybe we can send them to summer school!"

That does it. That's probably exactly what we need... We all have a really good laugh, rolling around on the bed, and I THINK we all believe that we can do this. We have to. We can't find the most amazing boys on the damn planet only to have it wreck everything... We have to figure this out.

It's been a LONG DAY filled with a lot of anxiety and dread and doubt.

But, on balance, it has been a VERY GOOD DAY! I'm SURE.

Damn this is hard.

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