Date: Fri, 13 Sep 2019 09:41:45 -0400 From: Tagen Subject: Random Tails/ Class Please donate to Nifty to keep this site running for all our fun. This is of course all fantasy and such real life conduct is not condoned Or encouraged tagenhard@gmail.com tagenhard@tutanota.com tagenhard@protonmail.com Class by tagenhard "Why do men want to fuck boys?" A mummer of voices passed thru the class. I looked out over the men attending this seminar. "That's what it is. Fucking." I stated bluntly. "I'm not going to waste time trying to be polite. We are here to talk bluntly about the epidemic of boy/man pornography that is out there polluting our society." I raised my voice. "If you can't handle the vulgar reality of these sick fucking perverts then you don't belong here." I gazed out across the group of 12 men who were about to enter into the sick world of pedo sex and trying to help clean it up. "There is nothing pretty or PC about what you are about to do." I stated bluntly. "You are about to dive into the world of the sickest perverts that walk the earth. If you can't handle straight vulgar talk from me, then you don't belong here." Sometimes the class included a woman but usually it was all men, as this class was. The group of men ranged from 20 to 45 from the data I was provided. Some of them were married with kids of their own, some divorced and among the younger ones still single. "Make no mistake about it, these men want to fuck your children, or your younger brothers and sisters." I spewed out. "They want to shove their hard fucking throbbing cocks up into them and fuck them." I let my vulgar words sink into their minds, I let the image of it sink into their brains. "You are going to have to dance that fine line between chatting with them on the internet using their language and then going home to your families and not letting it affect you." "There is a high rate of divorce and alcoholism in the police business and it can get worse when you work in this particular field." I warned the men gathered. "You need to have a firm set of values of what is right and wrong, you need to find something to be your bedrock when the going gets tough. Some men find that in a loving and understand wife or husband." I heard a snort. "Does that surprise you? You think that gay men can't be against child sex. Do you think that just because they are gay they want to be one of the child rapists? Well nothing could be further from the truth. You can't label these men as gay or straight, they are boy lovers. Sure some of these men will enjoy sex with other men but many of them only want boys to play with." "So as I was saying you need a bedrock, it can be a partner or your church, but you have to have stable footing so you can keep your wits about you and handle what has to be done." "I will be honest with you." I stated as I walked around the small 12 tables that each man sat at alone. "Today will be all about me trying to shock you. The language I use, the pictures I show you, the movies you will watch. I don't want to waste my energy the rest of the week on someone who can't cut it." I went over to the doorway and turned off the lights, then with a remote I started the video presentation. This first part was just pictures and then we would take a break and follow up with movies. The pictures started to flash across the screen in the front of the room, a steady stream of picture after picture. They were pictures of naked boys from every possible age below 14 and men placing their hard cocks into them anyway they could. Some were loving and some were not. Some of the boys smiling and some not. The men in the room were seeing things they probably would have never even thought possible, would never have thought of doing with an adult much less a child. Image after image filled the screen and their eyes, white boys, black boys, brown boys and oriental boys. Fat ones, skinny ones, cute ones, ugly ones. Red heads, blondes, black haired. Bondage, water sports, bareback, dildos, whip cream, chocolate syrup, dogs, costumes, and diapers were presented in the vast array of photo's. The presentation ended and I turn the lights on quickly. "Ok, go get yourself some coffee if you want while we take a 30 minute break so you can let all of that sink in. 10 of the men got up and filed out of the room, the two who stayed seated were the 20 year old and a man of about 40. I knew why they didn't get up, but I would confirm it later by looking at the footage from the wireless hidden cameras I had under each desk. I hoped my suspicions were right, especially about the 20 year old, because he reminded me of me when I first started this. Maybe if I gave you some background it would help. Hi my name is Ralph and I am a boy lover. Now I know you are saying that doesn't make sense. How can I be a boy lover and a hunter of boy pornographers? I'm going to take you back to my beginning of my career. I was 20 and fresh from police academy, I got hired by the State Patrol of my home state. They didn't have anyone who was trained specifically for child porn and wanted to create a position that would deal with that when the need arose. Only two people applied and I was one of them. They didn't get many applicants because it was work in addition to your normal duties and did not include any extra pay at that time. I only got hired over the older guy because I could run circles around him on a computer and that was where the action was. Chat rooms, Social Sites where code words were used and the sharing and sending of child porn between like minded men. I applied for the position because I knew I was attracted to boys sexually even though I never had sex with one. I applied because I wanted to see boy porn and didn't know how else to obtain it. I was sent off to a training class just like this one and thought I would cream in my pants when we started to see actual porn pictures. Now all sex between a child and an adult is classified as assault and molestation. The system only sees in black and white. If a child claims he liked it or wanted to do it, it was claimed they were brain washed or manipulated because no child could possible want that. As we looked through pictures I noticed that in some it was obvious that the boy was not happy or enjoying what was going on, but in others they were smiling and appeared to be having fun. I decided the experts were full of crap claiming no child could possibly enjoy this. As the week of class progressed I became more convinced that what we should be doing is protecting the child instead of just going after all of the creators of this porn. But isn't going after the creators of porn, protecting the child? You are probably asking. Yes and no, if the producer of the porn is forcing or making the child do things he doesn't want to, then yes the child is being protected by nabbing the pornographer. But let me give you an example where the child was not being protected by the pornographer being arrested. In all the case files we went through that week, there was one where a father had a picture of his little boy naked on his phone. The phone broke, he took it in for repair and the phone tech stumbled across the pic. There was no sex, no erection, just simple nudity. The tech called the police and the police raided the home. They found hidden away some pics of the dad and his son having sex. The man didn't have any other pics of any other children, just his. The boy told the police he liked being with his dad, he showed no classical signs of abuse, wasn't forced to do anything he didn't want. But the law is black and white, the father was dragged from the home handcuffed in front of his child crying to not take daddy away, the mother was screaming a stream of cuss words at the father and the neighbors were out watching the show. This family was torn apart, the boy was sent to therapy where he was told over and over that what had happened was bad, he wasn't at fault but it was bad. His true love for his dad was bulldozed by the therapists till he finally questioned it himself. The gossip of the neighbors forced the family to move time and time again. This boy's world was crushed. He was happy, he was doing well in school, he was active in sports, and he had a positive outlook at life. And the experts destroyed all of that, ripped it right down to the ground and stomped all over it. How was this boy protected? How was this boy helped? He was more molested by society than his father. It was then that I decided that I would use my position to be a boy protector. If I could ascertain a boy was a willing participant and not being abused by my standard of judgement, then I would try to thwart an arrest of the adult and help them cover up any trace of what was going on, and then help them realize what put them on our radar to begin with so they didn't make the same mistake again. Yes I know that I am putting my judgment ahead of the experts and the law, but as I said they work in a black and white world, but I know shades of grey exist. Anyway I finished the class, had my credentials and was now part of the national database of joint agency task forces that confront this issue. Part of my responsibility is to send in all data relating to child abuse incidents so it can be studied to see if it's a singular situation or fits into a pattern that might represent an organized group of abusers. All pic and videos get transferred to the national task force so they can be studied to see if they are old ones that have been around for a while or new ones being created. And then studied to look for clues to see if the people or places can be identified. I was back at work for three months when a request went out to help identify a new video that had shown up. We were presented with just screen shots of the faces and a screen shot of a really unique wall paper. We were told that the video appeared to have been filmed in an old motel room. Did anyone recognize them or the wallpaper? I didn't recognize the man or child but that wallpaper, wow, could it be that place. When I was a child my family would go to a motel halfway up the state, and stay there. Then drive on the next day to the mountain resort that was our goal. I knew that wallpaper from there. It was the weirdest swirl of lavender and grey and yellow. It was unlike anything I had ever seen before or since. I googled the motel but there was no website for it. From old court records I was able to see that the place had sold just 6 months ago. The original owners who had it when I was a kid staying there sold it off. I googled and dug thru national records and found the new owner had lived out east and his wife was killed in a home invasion. He sold his family home there apparently to move here and own the motel. The records showed there was one child a boy of 8 at that time. I wanted to investigate this before reporting my knowledge because if I was wrong I didn't want to look stupid in front of the higher ups. It was a four hour drive, which is why we ended up there. We would take off right after dad got home from work and four hours was enough before me and my siblings got on our parents nerves being cooped up in a car. Then the next day another four hours to the resort. I reported to my superior I was leaving to check out a lead and headed off. I was in a state police car and in uniform. I pulled into the motel lot just past 2 pm. There were no other cars there at the moment. Walking into the office I saw the man from the screenshot that was sent out. He was surprised just as any person would be to see an officer when one wasn't expected. He asked how he could help me. He didn't seem nervous or jittery at the sight of me. I asked if I could please see a room. He wanted to know why but I repeated my request and said I would explain after. Of course now he was nervous as any sane person would be. He asked me to pick a number as all rooms were available. I picked 8 for the age of his son. I walked into the room and it was a blast from the past. Still the same furniture and still the same wallpaper. I walked out of the room and stopped and looked at the forested boundary line that lay beyond the parking lot. "You have a son I believe." I stated as I turned and looked at him. "Yes." He replied with caution. "What is this about?" "Is he here?" "What is this about?" He repeated. "I won't ask again, is he here." I stated more firmly. "Yes why?" "I would like to talk to him, with you present of course." "Tell me what this about?" He stated with firmness in his voice. Even though he was years older than me, I gave him my best stare. "Sir it is in your best interest to cooperate with me. If you don't I will make a call and within the half hour this place will be swarming with officers, you will be in the backseat of a squad car and I will be talking to your son. Now do you want to put your son thru that when you can avoid it by just letting me talk to him?" The man was taken aback just like I wanted him to be. He hesitated a moment but finally caved. "He's in our apartment behind the office." I spotted a picnic table on the lawns edge. "I will be over there, bring him to me please." The man looked to where I indicated and then turned and walked away towards the office. Only when he was a safe distance away did I turn my attention from him and head for the picnic table. I took a seat facing outwards toward the office. It was within minutes that I saw the man emerge from the office with the boy from the screen shot. What an angel I thought, I wished I had gotten to see the video. As they approached me I smiled at the cute boy. "Hi, I'm Ralph, what's your name?" "Nathan." The boy returned timidly. I reached out my hands to Nathan and he took them, an electric shock went thru my body. "Can I please talk with you? I have just a few questions and it would be really helpful if you talked to me." Nathan nodded his head as we faced each other and I held his hands in mine. "I never meet a movie star before." I gushed. Nathan blushed but his dad went ashen. I thought you did such a wonderful job. You're so cute and smart and fun to watch, like wow. I just had to meet you." Nathan giggled again. A sweet wonderful cock hardening giggle. "Did you have fun making that?" I asked with a big disarming smile on my face. Nathan got a big smile on his face. "It was soooo fun. The man taking it was really nice and we had fun also afterwards, but we didn't film that." Nathan informed me of an important piece of information. All I knew of was the screen shots. Since there were only two faces sent out, I had to guess that they were the ones in the video. I had no way of knowing there was third person. So I now knew it wasn't a home video but recorded by someone else. "But you got to have fun with your dad and now you can watch it over and over again if you want, right." "Yea, we watched just this morning." Nathan informed so I now knew there was a copy on premise. "Do you love your daddy?" I asked. "Do you love your daddy?" I asked warmly. "Gosh more than anyone." Nathan returned with what I thought was real emotion. `I was wondering, did daddy make you make this movie or did you want to do it." "Oh daddy doesn't make me do anything that I don't want, well." Nathan paused. "He makes me eat my vegetables." Nathan added. I laughed out loud. "But you're happy you made the movie and you're happy that daddy and you do that together?" Nathan blushed and whispered back to me. "I know it's naughty and I know it's a secret, but I really like it and I'm glad daddy and I do it." I really believed Nathan was telling the truth and he wasn't showing any of the classical abused child signs. "Thank you for talking with me Nathan, like I said I never meet a movie star and wow you are just so special." Nathan again giggled and leaned in and kissed me real quick on the lips. "I won't mind making a movie with you." This time I blushed. "Well maybe we can, let me talk with your dad first. Can you get back to your room alone while your dad and I talk?" "Of course silly, I'm not a little kid." Nathan replied and ran off back towards the office/ apartment. I watched the cute little butt as it receded from sight. "Now what?" Dad asked with fear in his voice. I extended my hand. "I'm Ralph by the way." I said warmly. "Jack." He replied taking my hand and shaking it. "Did you send that movie out into the internet for others to see?" I asked solemnly. "That fucking bastard." Jack spouted. "He promised it would be kept private." "Well he didn't keep it private and it has come to the attention of the National Task Force. That's why I'm here." Jack crumbled to his knees, ranting fuck me, fuck me, fuck me. "Jack." I said calmly. "That's an interesting offer, but I'm not into older men." It took a moment but then registered in Jacks mind. He looked up to me and anger seemed to cross his face. "So you're here to black mail me?" "No, you misunderstand. I'm here to help you. Tell me about the man who took the movie." I requested. Jack explained that he bought the motel and fled the big eastern city where his wife had gotten murdered for the simpler safer life of country living for his and his son's sake. He had been having sex with his son prior to this and had been in a chat room where he talked with several other guys about the issue. Once moved, Jack felt a need to expand on his activity and wanted to go to the next level and share his son with someone. He slowly learned that one of his regular talk buddies traveled the western states. He ended up telling the guy about the motel and they arranged a meet date. The man called himself Luke but beyond that Jack knew nothing about him. Jack did however write down the man's license plate number. Jack shared his son once and Luke returned the next month and asked if he could record Jack and his son promising it was just for his personal entertainment while he was out traveling those lonely nights. Jack agreed and that's how the movie got made. I then explained to Jack how I came to find him. Since I was the only officer currently in this state that would have received this request for help of identifying, he was probably safe. The danger could be from his previous home if a participating officer recognized him but that was a chance that could not be controlled. Jack didn't have any social media pages like Facebook etc. where facial recognition programs might find him. So he needed to not start any of those and keep any pics of himself and his son off the internet. He also needed to paint over or paper over all the rooms because that was such a distinctive wallpaper. I told him he needed to stop using the chat room for a little while and I gave him my personal cell phone number. If he needed to talk about his son and sex then he should call me and I would be his sounding board. It was getting late and Jack out of gratitude offered to feed me dinner and a free night at the motel so I won't have to drive back at night, I accepted and he set me up in a room. Dusk was his busy time, this is when travelers decided they didn't want to drive anymore and pulled in and asked for a room. Dinner would be later after the rooms filled, till then Jack handed me a disc to watch. It was "THE" video. Nathan came and collected me at about 8 for dinner. As I walked to the office I noticed the place had filled up and every room was sold out. With the no vacancy sign lite, Jack and I and Nathan sat down and enjoyed a nice meal. After that jack showed further gratitude by helping me cross the line from looker to participant in this secret world. Driving home the next day with a well-worn out cock, I set about my plan to find this Luke person and investigate him. My command officer asked how my trip went and I told him that it didn't led me to the person I was looking for but did provide me with more information to pursue. Using the license plate number I discovered who Luke was, but he was outside my jurisdiction. I asked for a personal day off and visited him. We had a chat and came to an understanding. And I left with a large haul of kiddie porn for my personal use. Several weeks later a social worker called with a concern about one of her clients, I investigated and had a nice chat with the boy and his stepdad. He assured me everything was okay and the boy agreed but I had a bad feeling in my gut about this. After the interview the step dad walked me out to the front of the house where he lite up a cigarette. I asked him if he could spare one and even though I don't smoke, I lite up with him. I asked him if it was okay if I smoked it there because my girl would throw a fit if she even thought, she smelled smoke in the car. We took a couple of puffs in silence. "I apologize man for this intrusion into your life, but it's my job to have to look into this stuff." "I understand." He offered back. "Just doing your job." "Yea these social worker cunts see the bogie man around every corner. I swear there all lesbo's out to destroy us men." I took a drag and blew it out slowly. "I hear you," The man replied noncommittally. Before coming I of course looked up to see why this family was on the social services network to begin with. The mother had gotten caught up in a drug raid and arrested and there was suggestions that the step dad was physically abusive to the boy in the area of spanking with a paddle as a punishment. The social worker thought the boy might be getting sexually abused as a part of that but had no proof to go on. I reached down and gave my junk a casual squeeze as guys sometimes do. "I swear they want boys to be soft these days, probably so when they grow up they can have cunt wives who will control them." He didn't reply to that. We took a few more puffs in silence. I chuckled and he asked what. "My dad, man he would have been locked up for life if one of those bitches ever looked into my family." "Why?" he asked. I took a puff and blew it out thru my nose. I didn't want him to think I didn't really smoke and only a real smoker can do that. It took me months of practice to be able to learn how to do it with ease. "Well," I said and then hesitated as if trying to decide if I should tell him. "I apologize if this offends your sensibilities." "You can tell me." He offered. I snorted. "If my old man thought I needed a spanking he would have me strip naked and then hog tie me. Then whip the shit out of my ass." I looked out at the street and then down to my feet before looking back at him. "And I don't think it hurt me any. Look at me, I have grown up to be a respected member of the community and I think a stronger man because of it." I took another drag and held it in for a few moments before exhaling. "I didn't appreciate it then but I understand it now." I pulled my card out of my pocket and handed it to him. "If that bitch gives you anymore trouble call me, and I'll see what I can do. Thanks for the cig and again sorry for disturbing your day." I dropped the butt to the floor of the porch and snuffed it out under my foot, then walked away. I had planted a seed, would it grow. So far I had not done anything illegal, nothing that would be labeled as entrapment. I reported into my boss and documented exactly what had happened and what I had said, word for word. To gain a suspects trust was a police tool, even if that meant lying. I was talking to one of the officers at national the next day and asked if any leads came up with the weird wallpaper video. He told me that they found the source of who put it out on the internet but were no closer to knowing who the kid and man in the vid was. The perp won't tell you? I asked but was informed they found the guy dead in his house. Apparently had been for weeks. It was two weeks later that the step dad called me. He asked if I could come over and advise him on something. I told him I could be there in two hours. I reported into my boss where I was going. Oscar opened the door after I rang the bell and invited me in. I followed him to the living room and asked what was up. He picked up a pile of magazines and shoved then into my hands. They were gay smut mags. "I caught him with these." Oscar spouted. "Remind me how old he is?" I asked "12" He shot back. "And your upset he's looking at smut or because it's gay smut?" "I'm upset because I have a little faggot queer living under my roof." He spit back at me. "Where is he now?" I asked keeping a calm voice. "Follow me." Oscar instructed and he led me to the basement. There I saw the step son, naked, bent over a makeshift pummel horse with his hands and feet tied down. I also noticed a camera set up on a tripod facing where the boy was. There was a paddle and a strap on the floor next to the boy's feet. In his mouth was a ball gag and attached to his balls were weights pulling them down. "You going to punish him because of the mags?" I asked with an almost bored expression. "Dam right I am," Oscar spat out. "Which do you prefer, the paddle or the strap when you beat him?" "I like to mix it up." Oscar sneered, "Sometimes I use both." "Smart," I commented. "So you record the punishment sessions, huh, do you make him watch them after or are they just for your personal enjoyment?" "Mine and some others." He replied. "Do you think your dad would approve." "I think you have thought of stuff that wouldn't have occurred to him." I looked the boy over and bent down to look him in the eyes. I saw begging and fear. "And what did you need my advice on?" I asked. "Well since I'm punishing him for being a queer I was thinking of fucking him after spanking him, but maybe that's too much." Oscar stated. I gave the kid a wink and stood up and grabbed my crotch and pawed it. "Oh, I would have thought you have done that already." I stepped up behind the kid and peered at his asshole. "He doesn't look virgin." Oscar laughed. "You got a good eye. I thought you would, I can tell a kid fucker a mile off. Of course I've fucked the little bastard. I thought I would offer you a go at him as thank you." I stepped back from the kid and pawed my crotch and hummed an "Mmmm" As if in thought. "It looks like you got a good sized piece of meat for busting him." Oscar chuckled. I looked to Oscar and in a louder voice said. "I have enough." That was followed by the sound of a crashing from upstairs and then rushing feet across the floor above to be followed by the basement door swinging open and six armed uniformed police officers rush down the stairs yell "Get on the ground, get on the ground." Oscar nearly shit himself and dropped like told and did a spread eagle. The officers holstered their weapons as two of them handcuffed Oscar. The last officer that came down the stairs stopped and looked at the kid and kinda froze. Really I thought to myself, I would have never guessed. "Sir." I stated as I stepped over to him. "Sir" I repeated a little more firmly. My boss then looked to me and snapped back to the realization of the situation. "Good work officer." He stated. I don't think any of the other officers caught on to his delayed reaction. "Sir, we can arrest the perp but we don't have a search warrant to take the place apart. At best we could only look for the spanking videos but anything else we find might not be admissible in court. Sir I suggest that at this time the perp be taken in and booked for child abuse and endangerment, but we leave the house till we get an authorized search warrant so anything we find we can use against him." "Yes of course, we mustn't let our emotions screw this up." My boss barked off orders to two of the men to take the perp to the station and book him. He told another officer of sergeant rank to go start the paperwork for a search warrant. Then he instructed the other two, to make sure the house was securely locked up. He announced that he and I would take care of the boy. The others did as instructed and Oscar was hauled off emitting a string of obscenities mainly directed at me. My boss and I were left alone, in the basement, with the tied up boy. My boss now unobserved by anyone but me, stood transfixed staring at the sight before him. I ignored him and whatever emotional path of self-discovery he was going thru. I went to the boy and squatted down by his face. I released the ball gag and took it away, then cupped the right side of his face and peered into his eyes. "Your names Ben if I remember right." I said in a smooth soothing tone. "Yes sir." He replied with such a sweet angelic voice that only a 12 year old could have. I smiled at him and ran my fingers thru his hair as I developed a fucking hard on in my uniform. "Everything is going to be alright now. You're stepdad won't hurt you anymore." A small shy smile creased his lips. "Do you trust me?" I asked with my practiced silky voice. He nodded yes and his eyes twinkled. "I'm going to remove all of this stuff, okay?" Again just a nod. "I'm going to start by taking the weights and straps off of your balls." I explained. "That means I'm going to have to touch your sweet pretty little balls and prick. Do I have your permission to touch you there?" A nod from him was all I needed. Still ignoring my boss but fully aware that he was watching everything I did, I gave Ben a wink and moved behind him. I placed my left hand under the weights and lifted slightly, taking the pressure off of them. I heard Ben make a small sigh at the discomfort being removed. My right hand cupped his prick and balls and gentle rubbed them. My fingers worked at unsnapping the straps and untying the cords of the contraption. But as I did I maximized my flesh to flesh contact with his privates. Once I got the device off, I gently massaged his little boy balls and the circumcised pricklet. "I want to make sure nothing is damaged." I stated to Ben as I basically fondled his sweet boy parts. "Okay." I heard him squeak with some pleasure in his voice. As my bossed watched, I gently manipulated Ben with caressing fingers till he started to get a stiffy. "Does any of this hurt?" I asked softly. "No." Ben replied with a sigh. I caressed his balls and started to stroke his little prick with two fingers. I was silent, Ben was meowing for the lack of a better term, and my boss was breathing heavy. I was taking a risk but I was confident in my belief. "Tell me if this hurts." I said and then dipped my head under Ben and took his package into my mouth. A heavy shudder went thru Ben's body and a jagged "oh fuck" escaped my boss's lips. I suckled on Ben gently as he sighed and moaned. My left hand moved to Ben's asshole and with my index finger I traced small circles around it as I sucked away. I felt Ben's body start to shake and he pulled against the ropes binding him as he filled my mouth with his watery boy cum. Ben went limp across the pummel horse and I untied him from his restraints. Even though he was 12, he was light enough that I could pick him up into my arms. "Was that alright?" I asked looking into his eyes as I held him. "Gosh yes." He replied and smiled. "Boss, I'm going to take Ben up to his room and help him pack some clothes." I stated. "Why don't you make sure the others have finished their duties and then send them on their way. Then come up and join us." My boss looked at me and I could see a fight taking place behind those eyes. "Sure, of course." He finally responded. I carried the naked boy in my arms up to his room and set him down. Leaving him naked, we set about filling a duffel bag with an assortment of clothes. We had just finished when my boss Travis came into the room. "Everyone else is gone and the house is locked up." He informed me. "Good, Sir I believe that before we call child protective services, that we should inspect Ben to see that he's alright or if he should go to hospital first. What do you think?" My boss coughed and cleared his throat before agreeing that, that was a good idea. Now of course we have already blown all proper protocol out of the water. We should have called for an ambulance, first thing as we cut him loose from his bonds and then sent him on his way into the system. But fuck that. I sat Ben down on the bed and sat right next to him. "Ben, my boss Travis and I want to make sure you're not hurt. That means we need to look at all the parts of your body." Do you understand?" "Yes sir." Ben replied looking up to me with trusting eyes. I smiled at him, "Well we already know that you're not hurt here." I said chuckling as I tickled his privates. Ben squealed in laughter. "So your step dad use to but his thing in your butt didn't he?" I asked Ben nodded yes. "How did that feel? Be honest." Ben looked down to his feet, "I hated it because he was rough and made it hurt." Something about the way he said it made me think there was more to this. I ran my fingers thru his hair. "But there was someone else who did it nice and didn't make it hurt, wasn't there?" He nodded slowly and I took his face and turned it up so he had to look at me. "You liked it then, didn't you, you liked it when this person was nice to you and did it without hurting you. It's okay if you did." Ben nodded his agreement to my guess. "Do you like to kiss?" I asked softly. His puppy dog eyes closed as I leaned my mouth down to his and our lips made contact. So sweet and tender I thought as I kissed heaven. I lifted my face away and he moaned disappointment. "I need you to get down on your hands and knees so we can look at that cute butt of yours." Ben did as he was told with his butt facing my boss. I knelt down beside him and spread his butt checks apart. I took my index finger and traced it around the little puckered rose. "Tell me if anything I do hurts." "Ok." Ben sighed back I spotted a tube of lube on the floor by the beds edge along with a towel. "Boss, would you get that tube and towel there." I asked nodding my head in its direction. Travis had been standing there watching everything that I had done so far as if in a trance. The front of his uniform pants was tented and there was no mistake he was hard. Travis was in his early forties and divorced for five years now. He was attractive in a manly way as compared to a model. Five o'clock shadow and bright hazel eyes, under a short spiky haircut. He picked up the items and went to hand them to me. "It would be easier if I held the cheeks apart and you applied the lube." I suggested. Travis hesitated a moment but the knelt down and opened the tube, he squeezed some out onto his pointer finger and shakily moved it to the asshole. "Just rub it around the hole gently, we want to see it any part hurts and if you can feel or see any rips or cuts." I spoke softly. The shudder in my boss's body was obvious as he made contact. His touch was tender and could be described as loving. Ben sighed as the finger moved around and just a little of the tip went in. "Everything okay Ben?" "Yes very." Ben sighed back. "More please." I chuckled in my head, as long as it was nice, he desired it. Travis needing no further encouragement slipped his finger in to the knuckle and wiggled it around. Ben moaned and Travis groaned. It was Ben who spoke up in a sighing, moaning voice. "Maybe you should check me out with something bigger and go deeper, just to make sure I'm okay in there." I almost burst out laughing at his less than subtle request to get fucked. I looked at Travis who was still fingering the hole and could see he wasn't sure he was ready to cross that line. While fingering with his right, I noticed he had slipped his left up Ben and was fondling the boy meat. I decided to edge Travis past his uncertainty and boldly reached over and unbuckled his belt, popped his button and lowered the zipper. He didn't stop me. I hooked my fingers into the waist band of his underwear and pulled everything down to his knees. His hard throbbing cock bounced in the air. He was maybe a tad over average but not much. He wasn't manscaped and had hairy balls, but his bush was trimmed so it wasn't a raging mess. His head was plumb and the type that's perfect for filling a boy up. I wasn't going to touch him in case that contact startled him, so I just squirted some lube onto his cock and let it spread on his own. "He asked." I whispered softly into my boss's ear. "He wants you as long as you're loving. Make him feel good, make yourself feel good, make love to him." Travis pulled his fingers out and took his cock in hand and placed the head to the boy hole. Gently and slowly he spread that tight anal ring open as he pushed his man cock into the boy cunt. I stepped back and watched as he took his time to go deeper making sure Ben was ok as he did. I took my cock out of my pants and slowly stroked it as I watched. Ben looked up at me and licked his lips. I'm no fool, so I knelt down by his face and he sucked me in. Travis picked up his speed and Ben bobbed his head up and down my shaft. What a sight, a young boy and two uniformed officers. I didn't realize it immediately but my boss was leaning further and further over Ben as he fucked his cock up into the 12 year old ass. He has his head down by Ben's now and was watching my cock slip in and out of that mouth. Ben seemed to be enjoying all the cock he was getting and emitting a constant moan that almost sounded like a purr. I wondered, I pulled a little too far out of Ben's mouth on one of my pullbacks and my cock jumped up above his face as I thrust back. My boss caught it in his mouth and I slid all in. Ben watched from the corner of his eye as my cock now fucked into my boss's mouth. Now I'm not into guys, I only like young boys but hey he's my boss and appeared to want this. I let him have my cock for a few moments and then pulled out. I turned Ben's face up and Travis and Ben went into a deep kiss. I stepped away and sat down on my ass against the wall and watched as Travis bent over Ben fuck his ass with his cock and his mouth with his tongue. I thought it was beautiful. I wanted some action beyond my hand, so I laid on my back and slipped under Ben and sucked his hard little prick into my mouth as I jerked off. Travis pushed my hand away and wrapped his fingers around my cock and jerked me off. I let him have that. It didn't take long till Ben was again filling my mouth with his young sweet nectar, which triggered me and I erupted up into the open air with my cum splattering back down on me and Travis's hand. Travis then pushed himself tight into Ben and grunted repeatedly as his cock was ejaculating. We cleaned up and got dressed. I called Social Services and explained what had happened. I was informed it would be at least four hours before they could get to us. Our state and city doesn't spend much on this and so the staff was spread thin and over worked. The worker said it would probably take longer to find a place to put Ben for the night. I asked if it would be helpful and ok if my boss, Lieutenant Travis provided shelter and food for the night and then the situation could be looked at tomorrow. She was ecstatic with the idea, if nothing else so she wouldn't have to deal with it at least for now. I hung up and explained to Ben and my boss what the arrangement was going to be. Ben was very happy and hugged into my boss, Travis hugged him back tight but looked at me with a "What have you gotten me into" look. It turns out what I got him into was a long loving relationship. Social services being so overwhelmed just sorta forgot about Ben and his stay with Travis extended till one day Ben was 18. They carried on a sexually loving relationship that whole time. At 18, Travis paid for Ben to go to college where he became a para legal. Upon graduation Ben secured a job with a local office. Travis was worried that it might look funny if they continued to live together, since Travis wasn't known to be a boy lover or a gay man. Travis bought a duplex and Ben moved into one side and Travis the other, they continued to be lovers even though Ben was no longer a boy. I myself lost interest in Ben when he was about 15, but maybe as punishment for my part in all of this I had to allow my boss to satisfy his need for a man's cock by letting him blow me now and then. Once Ben got to 17 or 18 and his cock was as big as mine, Travis didn't need me anymore. After Ben had been working for two years, he hired a surrogate to birth a son for him. Ben and Travis are raising the kid as dad and unofficial granddad. I am invited to party with them sometimes and the boy is a delight in bed. These are two examples of boys I feel have been saved and there were more over my 20 year career so far. Now sure some boys were so badly damaged that the best thing for them was set them on the path of straightness and much needed therapy. There are always good and bad situations. You may think me bad or you may think me good for the philosophy I follow, but either way there it is. I will admit that I didn't just feed off of the availability of boys that I would run into. Sometimes I helped to create a boy lover situation. I have an older brother Ned and as brothers do we talk about life we ever we might get together. He would ask time to time about the pervert side of my work as he called it, I would tell him anything that was of public record but never the confidential stuff. Over the period of, I would say three years, he went from asking questions to just simply starting our conversations with "seen any good movies lately?" He thought it was funny since I had to sometimes see perv movies as part of my job. One day I came home from work early and as I stepped into the front door I just felt something was different. I tip toed thru my house looking into various rooms till I came to a guest room that I had converted to an office. Peering in I saw my brother standing behind the desk with his pants down, jerking off to a spread of boy porn pics that I had. He must have broken the lock on my desk to get to them. "What are you doing?" I asked calmly and softly. He looked at me like a frightened rabbit, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry but I just had to find out for myself. When I found the pics I got a hard on, I'm so sorry, please don't hate me, but I can't help it, I need to cum, oh I'm sorry, why can't I cum?" I walked up to him. "You have sensory overload, there is too much to take in all at once. Here let's just pick one picture for you to concentrate on." I choose one from those spread out and pushed all the others aside. Ned stared down at the pic I centered in front of him as he continued to jerk his cock. He was like a junkie searching for a high and wasn't thinking clearly. I of all people had no right to judge him. "Just look at this one pic." I advised. I had chosen a picture that would have been taken from the man's perspective of looking down to a boy on his knees. The boy's mouth was full of the man's cock, as he looked up to the man with trusting eyes. "Look at that picture, see yourself as the man taking it. See the boy on his knees before you sucking your cock, you are the man taking the picture." I whispered into his ear. Close your eyes but still see the boy before you, the boy sucking your cock. Can you picture him?" I asked. As I reached around and tickled his balls with my fingertips. "Yes, yes I see him." Ned replied breathing heavy as he stroked that hard cock of his. "Good, see the boy, see the sweet tender boy sucking your cock. See Timmy sucking your cock." "You fucking bastard." Ned grunted as a jet of cum exploded from his cock. "Fuck you, fuck you, "He shouted as he continued to erupt cum all over my desk top. I thought his knees would collapse, he was cumming so violently. "You bastard, you fucking bastard." He ranted as I counted 5 more jets of heavy cream splatter out and gel on my desk. He let go of his cock and gripped the desk top as he caught his breath, still chanting `you bastard, you bastard." After a few moments he pulled up his pants, he was crying, and he turned and ran from the room, then from the house. I heard his car tires squeal as he tore out of the driveway. I cleaned up his mess and moved the pics to a more secure place since he had broken my desk lock. With a simple dinner of chicken breast, broccoli and wine, I sat down and wondered how my nephew, Ned's 9 year old son, Timmy was doing with his baseball. Two weeks later, Travis came out of his office and over to my desk. He informed me that I needed to get home right now, city called and someone has broken into my place. I tore out of there as fast as I could and tossed the siren and lights on. I ran a mental check list to remind myself if I had locked up and secured my boy porn before going to work that morning. I got to my house to find ten city squad cars parked there. I quickly survived the scene to see a man on the ground at my front door, handcuffed and being looked over by four officers. As I walked up the first cluster of officers, another city squad car pulled up and I saw my friend Sargent Thaddeus Jones get out. I stopped where I was and waited for him. It was obvious that Thaddeus was the ranking officer now on scene as the other officers acknowledged his presence. "Hi Thad. I greeted as he came up to me. "Ralph, we got a call from a neighbor reporting someone trying to break into the house. When the address came up as a law enforcement officer, it of course got routed up to higher command and given a top priority. My boss's called your boss before I could call you direct. The man appears to be drunk and disorientated." "Thanks, I appreciate everything, should we go see what we have?" I asked as I turned and headed for the front door, Thad followed behind. As we approached one of the officers started to speak. "Sir we were first to arrive, this man was trying to smash the front door in. When we approached he continued to smash against the door despite our orders to stop. We were easily able to subdue and cuff him without the use of force. He is either intoxicated or on drugs, but my guess is booze from the smell of him." "Thank you Matt. Thad responded, roll him over and let's see what we have. "Oh for fucks sake." I moaned as my brothers face came into view. "You know him?" Thad asked. "Yea," I sighed. He's my dumb ass brother." Thad checked with the first responding officers to see if there was any possible charges of resisting arrest or abuse against an officer and there weren't. The only possible charge was attempted breaking and entry and it was my discretion if I wanted to press charges. I didn't, so they released Ned and I went to each and every officer and apologized and thanked them. They all understood, being a family issue and all. Thad helped me drag him in to the house. Once on his feet, Ned took a swing at me but Thad caught and twisted his arm behind him. "You gonna be alright alone with him?" Thad asked. "Yea I think so." I replied. "Just drop him to the floor." Now I wish Thad was one of my boy lover friends, but he isn't. Thad is an attractive black man with a muscular build and I would love to see his big black snake sliding into a boy' ass. I have made a few hints and gauged his reactions but I decided there was nothing there. Thad left and I closed and locked the front door. I took a seat and watched my sniffling brother on the floor. "What's this all about?" I asked with a calm voice. "You fucking bastard, I can't get the image out of my head." He spat back at me. "What image?" "You know dam well what image, Timmy sucking my cock." "Why are you mad at me?" I asked coldly. "You could have stopped jerking off, you could have belted me then and there. But you didn't, the image of your sweet son with his lips wrapped around your cock gave you one of the biggest orgasms you have had in years. You're the one who had to break into my desk to see child porn, you're the one who got a hard on, you're the one jerking off to it." I paused and let the guilt sink into his brain. "Listen, if I know a guy who has a son that will suck you off, do you want me to arrange it?" Ned looked up at me. `You would do that for me?" He asked with slurred speech. "I would. I wonder though, why is it okay for another man's son to suck cock but not Timmy?" "Because that's different." Ned replied. "That's hypocritical of you." I returned. "The thought of Timmy sucking you made you blast all over my desk. Just admit to yourself that's what you want." I walked away leaving my brother on the floor, dazed and confused. My phone rang and I saw it was Travis. I explained what happened and he asked if there was anything he could do. "Yea come fuck the stupid bastard in the ass." I laughed but Travis said he would if that was what I wanted. The idea was tempting but I passed on it. Ned has passed out where he laid and I left him there. At about 4 pm his cell rang and I dug it out of his pocket, it was his wife. I answered it and explained he was here passed out drunk. She swore and called him names. She explained she had to be somewhere tonight and he was supposed to look after Timmy. I suggested she bring him to my house and I could babysit him along with his dad. She accepted. I hefted up my brother and carried him to my guest room and dropped him on the bed. I stripped him of his clothes and rolled him so he was on his back with everything on display. About ten minutes before I expected my sister in law to arrive with Timmy, I went into the guest room and put a cock ring on Ned's flaccid cock and balls, then I started to jerk him off, either he would get hard or he wouldn't. He did. With a raging hard on now I snugged the cock ring tight and left the room with the bedside light on low. I guessed wrong and they drove up eight minutes later. She walked Timmy in and I explained he was passed out drunk in the guest room. She decided there was no reason to try to talk to him now. It was a Friday and I offered to let Timmy spend the night so she could just have some time alone to blow off steam. She thought that was a good idea and left. I closed the door and turned to Timmy. "Why don't you go see if your dad is okay?" I suggested. I waited five minutes and walked to the guest room, Timmy was standing bedside and staring at his dads bloated hard on. "Is he okay?" I asked as if his dad being naked and hard was natural. "I think he's asleep but." Tommy tapered off. I stepped up alongside him and put my arm around him. "But what?" I asked. "His thing is all hard." Timmy whispered as if it was a secret. "Yes it is." I whispered back. "It's pretty big isn't it?" "Huh huh," Timmy agreed. "It looks like it would break if we touched it, do you think it would?" I asked, still whispering. "I dunno, it might." Timmy commented. "I dare you to touch it." I challenged. Timmy looked at me with no particular expression. "I double dare you." I upped the ante. Well no little boy worth his salt is going to pass on a double dare. Timmy stepped closer and slowly raised and extended his hand over to his dad's hard on. He pushed on it with his pointer finger and pulled away giggling, as it bounced back into the position he pushed it from. "We, I guess I was wrong it won't break after all, Push it harder." I suggested. "Your turn." Timmy returned. "I dare you." I guess we're playing a dare game, that works for me I thought. "Okay, if I have to." I kinda groaned. I took all my fingertips and took a hold of it gently and shook it back and forth. Timmy giggled again at that. "I dare you to hold it in your hand like a banana." "Easy." Timmy replied, like he was saying I'm a big boy I can to that. He wrapped his little fingers around his dad's bloated cock and held it up away from his belly. I thought he would let go right away but he didn't. He held on to it for several minutes, looking at it before he put it back down. "I dare you to hold it like that and shake it." Timmy challenged me. "Piece a cake." I replied and wrapped my fingers around it and stroked it. "That's not shaking it." Timmy challenged. "Is to," I cut back. "I'm shaking it up and down." Ned made a moaning sound. "Are you hurting him?" Timmy asked concerned. "No that sounds like he likes it." I suggested. Ned moaned again and his pleasure was more obvious this time. "I dare you to try it." "Ok" Timmy replied with some enthusiasm in his voice. "It'll bet it will be easier for you if you get up the bed." I suggested. Timmy didn't question me and just got up on the bed and sat alongside his dad's midsection. He wrapped his fingers back around it and began to stroke it up and down like I had. It was hot seeing those little fingers wrapped around the big hard shaft. "Can I take a picture?" I asked holding my cell phone up. "You're not going to show it to anyone are you?" Timmy asked with some trepidation in his voice. "Oh no, it's just for us to look at." I falsely promised. "Well ok then, I guess." He replied and returned his attention to the task in hand. I took a few pics from different angles so you could see he wasn't just jerking a man's cock but his dad's. I also did a short video of it. "You know what would make the pictures better?" I said but didn't wait for him to reply. "If you were naked to." Timmy giggled. "Really, pictures of me naked?" "Well yes, you are so handsome and sexy, I bet you look wonderful naked." I gushed. Timmy twisted his mouth to the left causing his nose to scrunch up. "If you promise." He stated with the rest of the sentence implied. "Cross my heart." I swore. He didn't notice my fingers were crossed when I made the heart crossing motion. He looked around as if he thought suddenly someone else might be there, but then he pulled his clothes off and settled back down by his dad. I thought he must be enjoying this because his little spike was hard. Timmy took his dad's cock back in hand and began to stroke it. Again I took several pics from different angles and a video. "I dare you to kiss it." I stated hoping he would forget it was actually his turn to dare me. Timmy just stared at his hand working itself up and down that hard shaft and without a comment he leaned down and gave the head a kiss. Of course I got a pic of it. He raised his head away from it and I saw a thin strand of clear fluid make a rope from the cock head to his lips. Ned must have created some precum. Timmy licked his lips breaking the string and drawing into his mouth the part that clung to those sweet pink lips of his. Fuck I was so hard. Another bubble of precum formed on Ned's piss slit. "Will that hurt me?" Timmy voiced staring intently at the glistening drop. "No it won't, lots of people like to eat it." I returned softly. Timmy leaned down again and licked the precum from his dad's cock head and licked his lips again and then rose back up. "You think you tricked me, don't you?" Timmy put out there. "What?" I asked "It was my turn to dare you." I chuckled, "Sorry I forgot." I replied "I dare you to get naked also." Timmy challenged, turning his attention to me. "That's fair." I stated and began to undress. I was down to my underwear and made a slow show of stripping out of them. Standing back up straight with my hard on proudly on display, I looked to my nephew for a reaction. "Yours is bigger." He commented. "Yes it is, not much but bigger yes." I agreed, through all of this Timmy had continued to stroke his dad which surprised me because usually little boys get tired of doing it. "I dare you to put it" I started but Timmy cut me off. "No it's my turn still." He said firmly. "Yes of course your right." I agreed. "I dare you to put it in your mouth." He said, having figured that was what I was going to say. I had no problem with it, I wasn't going to blow him but if it helped with him getting into this, then fine. I leaned over the edge of the bed and letting him hold it up, I slipped my mouth down onto my brother's cock. I moved it up and down three times and lifted my head away. Timmy smiled at me for some reason then said it was my turn. "Is your hand getting tired?" I asked. He said it was so I told him I would take over. Timmy took his hand away and I replaced it. Of course I knew about pressure and how to stroke a cock for orgasm. "I dare you to do the same thing with your mouth but you have to keep doing it till I count to 20." "I should have thought of that." Timmy commented and then moved into a better position to suckle has dad's meat. As he did his best to move his mouth up and down, I stroked Ned's cock with better pressure. Now and then I would hold my hand down and still and then take a pic with my other hand. I made sure my hand wasn't in the frame but you could see Timmy with his mouth full and his dad's face in the back ground. Timmy was at the count of 12 and I was starting to get the result I wanted as I could feel the change in Ned's body. At the count of 18, I put my hand on Timmy's head and held him down as his dad erupted into his mouth. Timmy sputtered but swallowed as best as he could. Ned stayed passed out thru it all. Once I figured Ned had shot his best, I let go of Timmy's head and he pulled off of his dad's cock. He didn't look at me but licked and cleaned his lips and cleared his throat. Then looking at me he narrowed his eyes, "You knew that was going to happen didn't you?" I chuckled. "Yes I did, I'm sorry." "No you're not. What was that?" Timmy asked. I launched into an explanation of what cum was and that it wouldn't hurt him and that many people liked to eat it. "So yours does that to?" He asked glancing down at my throbbing meat. "Yes it does." I replied. "Can you make it happen so I can see it?" Timmy requested. "Sure buddy. We can do it together but when the time comes I will have it come so you see it." I agreed. I got off the bed and sat on a chair and had Timmy stand between my legs. I began to stroke myself and asked him to suck on it like he did with his dads but promised not to shot it in his mouth. Timmy would suck on my head for a while and then just watch for a while and would switch back and forth between the two. When I was close I had him pull off and then blasted my first shot on to his chest, then his chin, his lips and back to his chest. "That was so cool." He gushed as he licked me off of his lips. I laughed and said I was glad he liked it. I ordered pizza for dinner and then we watched some TV. Before bed I pumped off another load and Timmy let me shot it all into his mouth. We slept together in my bed with my arm wrapped around him and he snuggled up against my side. The next morning, Timmy was watching cartoons and I was reading the morning paper. We were both naked and Ned walked out of the bedroom naked and hung over. He stopped and froze when he realized Timmy was there and that everyone was naked. I handed him a cup of coffee I had sitting there waiting for him. "I'll ask once my head clears." He mumbled and sauntered off to the bathroom. While he was in there I synced my phone to the TV and put the vids I made into a repeating loop. Ned came out of the bathroom rubbing his face and then stopped and stared at the TV. Timmy was watching it as well, I think he liked seeing himself on TV. "You really are a fucking asshole." Ned spat out at me. He watched for a few more moments. "Timmy come with me." Ned said holding his hand out to him. Timmy got up and took his dad's hand and they walked back to the guest room. Ned closed the door behind him and I let him have his alone time with his son. But I was here and now with this class and these two men who just watched the pics and vids and were afraid to get up from their tables. I walked over to the 20 year old first and leaned down to his ear. "I understand," I said sympathetically. "You and I will talk about it after class, but for now you best make a beeline to the bathroom and take care of that." He was caught between embarrassment of me knowing of his hard on and surprise of my understanding. He mumbled thanks and got up and left. I closed and locked the classroom door behind him, then I turned off the lights and started the movies again. The 40 year old looked up from his hands and watched as I took a seat next to him. "Do you have sons?" I questioned. "Yes." He replied softly. "Those boys in the movie make you think of your sons. You see them doing what those boys are doing, you see yourself doing it to them." I let out softly and calmly. He looked at me with an expression that said how did I know, and is this a trap. Keeping my voice soft and level with no judgment in it, I continued. "You are not the first father to be exposed to this and find themselves thinking that which they would have never thought about. When you talk about it and thought about it, you were outraged like society says you should be, but then when you really see it for real, see it in pics and vids, something clicks in your mind and well you find it exciting, you don't find it so evil. You see yourself and your sons having this kind of fun." I explained. "You're hard as a rock right now, correct?" I asked. "Yes." He replied having turned his attention back to the screen. "In my years of teaching this class, I have found it best for men like us to accept what we feel." The man turned his face to me. "Yes that's right, I said men like us. I think that sometimes saving a boy can be more harmful than allowing him to be in a loving happy relationship. Look at the screen." I suggested and he turned back to watch it. "See your sons and you making love like that. I suggest you take your cock out before you stain your pants and everyone knows what you did." I whispered. He did reach down and extract it and started to jerk of as I continued. "Some boys love the attention, some boys love the fun and it doesn't hurt them. See your sons as those boys in the movie." I had a movie playing where the boys were smiling and laughing as they played with the adult. They looked like they were truly enjoying it. "See how much fun your sons are having being naked with you and touching and playing with your cock? They like it because they feel safe with you, because you love them and you're not trying to hurt them. You are letting them be curious boys." The man was jacking furiously as he closed his eyes and imagined the scene. "Your son's love sucking their daddies cock and eating his cum because it's part of you and part of them. And then the feeling of spreading their hot little assholes open with your hard daddy cock is incredible. You go slow and easy because you want them to enjoy it." The man shuddered and moaned out as he blew his load out across the carpet under the desk. I sat in silence as he went thru it and then his afterglow. Once he caught his breath he looked at me guiltily. "It's okay." I reassured. "We will get together later and I will explain an entirely different approach to this issue, but for now you best join the others before they get suspicious." I suggested. "So I'm not out of the class?" "No not at all, I think you are exactly the perfect candidate for this line of work." I would make a point of some day after class meeting him in his hotel room and explain my entire philosophy. And maybe he would advance his want and maybe share his sons with me. After class that day I approached the 20 year old whose name was Devon. "We should probably talk about this morning." "Yes sir, of course." He replied, with embarrassment and trepidation in his voice. He was probably afraid I was going to give him the boot. "We should talk somewhere private so why don't we go up to my room." I suggested and he didn't question why we would go to my hotel room. I could tell he was nervous and offered him a drink which he gladly accepted. I took the only chair leaving him to have to sit on the edge of the bed. "Why did you decide to take up this line of police work?" I asked calmly with my best soothing voice. "I don't want to see other little boys get hurt and molested." He replied with a shaky voice and his drink shimmering in its glass from his trembling hand. I moved from my chair and sat next to him, "You don't want to see other boys molested like you were, right?" Devon looked down and softly replied. "Yes" "Who was it?" "My father." He took a quick sip of his drink. "And your dad wasn't nice about it, was he?" I asked "No." Devon replied. I put my hand on his back in a comforting gesture and rubbed it a little. "But you didn't hate having sex with your dad, you hated that he didn't do it nicely and lovingly." I suggested. "Yes." He whispered and then started to cry. I pulled him into me and wrapped my arm around his shoulder. "It's ok, let it all out, your safe now, it is okay son." I smoothed into his ear as I held him with one arm and rubbed my other hand on his leg. Devon wrapped an arm around me as his crying slowed down and he subtly started to rub the side of his face against my chest. I knew where this was headed and was okay with it. "Daddy can make it all better." I whispered as he turned his head up and started to kiss my neck. As this 20 year old and I threw ourselves into a sexual episode I started to think that it wouldn't be so bad to have a younger man around the house, just for company and to give me sexual release in between those times that I didn't have a boy to play with. I could be his daddy and I could teach him how to be a daddy himself. Since he's in law enforcement, maybe I could talk Travis into creating another position and hiring him for it. We could save boys together. Some boy's respond to a younger man better than one my age. I could teach him everything I have learned and when I get to be 60 and facing retirement, he would be 40 and then replace me with another 20 year old of like mind. As I plowed my hard cock up into his ass and he was moaning "Yea fuck me daddy." I decided that would be a good move. As we lay in each other's arms. "Do you have anything tying you to where you live?" I asked brushing his hair. "Not really, I don't care if I live where my family is." He responded. "How would you like to come live with me and be a cop with me and learn how to save and love little boys?" I questioned. I felt him shudder, "I would love to have you as my daddy."