Date: Thu, 20 Aug 2015 13:55:54 -0500
From: Jake Stone <studbluecollar@gmail.com>
Subject: Searching for My Identity, Part 8 (gay/incest)

Where we left them:

Everyone was much more relaxed and beers were brought out. But my
pensive moment wasn't over. Things were getting complicated in my life
quickly and I needed a break. And just as I was beginning to feel
anxiety take over my Dad turned to me and said, "Son, why don't you
take some time at the beach. Jeb knows his way around San Diego. Why
don't the two of you take off tomorrow and relax. I think you need a
break."

Damned if I wasn't shaken. How did he know what I was thinking. And he
was thoughtful enough to make sure no one that I was fretting over was
included. Jeb made perfect sense. I barely knew him, he wasn't related
to me and he was close to my age.

"Thanks Dad. Good suggestion. How did you know?" I asked.

"Chip off....." Rex started.

"...the old block!" Dad and I finished. And then everyone started laughing.

Part 8:

After a busy weekend, and then a busy Monday morning at the bank with
Dad and Max, Jeb and I took of for San Diego for a week. We took his
Jeep Wrangler so that Pedro would have the Tahoe while I was gone.

Max had a flight out at 3 pm and would be gone all week as well. Pedro
was going to go and take care of the house for Dad and Rex while
checking on my house. I promised him a weekend off when I got back so
he could go do his own thing if he wanted but he didn't seem too
excited about it. I think he thrived on being needed.

As we left the valley we took a small highway through the mountains.
As I looked back I could see the whole valley. I thought everything
was Interstate in California. Guess I was wrong. It was really nice.

It took us a little over two hours to get to the outskirts of the San
Diego Metro area. I had booked a couple of rooms at Estancia La Jolla
Hotel & Spa as Dad told me it was a nice and relaxing place and that
it was near the famous Black's Beach. So I had to give it a try. Where
better for me to go than a nude beach!

Within 30 minutes we were in the lobby of the hotel. We requested
adjoining rooms as I thought it made sense. Jeb agreed. So far Jeb and
I found each other easy to talk to and we got along really well.

As we took the elevator to our rooms we agreed that we would go to our
separate rooms and nap and then shower and get together for dinner.
When I got to my room and laid down I started to think about the
conversation I had with Jeb on the way down here.

When Jeb was in High School he was a lot like me. Although he grew up
in Oklahoma City. He was a wrestler but instead of baseball he played
football. He had good grades all throughout high school. He was medium
height, dark eyes, dark hair, athletic and handsome as well as smart.
He was the all American kid any parent would be proud to have as a
son.

In the middle of his senior year, during winter break, Jeb's father
came home early from work and found Jeb and his best friend in Jeb's
room having sex. His best friend was the Captain of the wrestling
team. His father blew his stack. Turns out both of Jeb's parents are
like my Mom. And, like me, all their preaching and lectures turned him
totally off to religion.

Jeb was given twenty minutes to get his belongings together and leave.
His buddy had left the house already but waited for him outside by the
street. Jeb didn't have a car but his friend did. His friend took him
to his house and explained to his Mother that Jeb's father had kicked
him out. When she asked why he told her. It seemed his friends parents
were a lot more liberal than Jeb's and they took him in until he
finished his senior year. Jeb slept in the guest room but the
relationship with his best friend had became platonic anyway. The
drama of the day he got thrown out was enough and neither of them were
too keen on starting up their sexual relationship again. They both
were gay and still had lots in common but they remained just best
friends.

Jeb's parents never contacted him again nor did they show up for his
graduation. That was five years ago. After that Jeb left town. He
stayed in contact with his friend and his parents as he felt they
deserved to know how he was doing after all they had done for him. He
even sent the parents gifts for Christmas and their anniversary.

Jeb hitched to California after high school. Somehow, instead of
making it to the coast, he ended up in Palm Springs. Broke and hungry.
It was off season and he went looking for a job, any job. That's when
he came across the restaurant. He knew it was a gay restaurant and
figured he'd fit in. He had no experience in restaurants however. They
ended up giving him a job as busboy but he almost lost it because he
had been late a few times and never had a totally clean uniform. He
was homeless and had been cleaning up at the shelter and then coming
to work.

Before he got fired he came clean with Jimmy and told him what was
going on. Jimmy told my Dad and Rex. They came to his rescue. Gave him
a place to stay and basically adopted him. He said that Dad and Rex
were more than generous to him and he doesn't want to let them down.
He decided to go back to school and to keep working at the restaurant
so that he can pay his tuition.

What he didn't know, but what Dad told me, was that he was also taken
care of. Dad had an account set up for him. Didn't tell me the
specifics but I'm sure it's generous.

Anyway, what I did notice the whole time Jeb told his story, was how
modest and unassuming he was. He was the type that didn't fuss about
his looks and wore whatever was available. There didn't seem to be an
ounce of vanity about him. And he was so nice and at times bashful. He
was one of those hot guys you didn't notice in a crowd right away but
once you zeroed in on him you couldn't look away. His brown eyes and
dark features captivated you. And his easy going smile was adorable.
His short dark brown hair was a bit wavy. His neck was thick and
attached to very thick shoulders and arms. His chest was beautiful. He
didn't have a six pack stomach but it was in shape. And he wore his
shorts low. They always seemed to just be hanging off of his bubble
butt.

He was probably the most attractive dude I ever met. But, like I said,
he didn't walk into a room and you said, "wow". He had the looks of a
piece of art that you hadn't noticed before but once you did you
couldn't take your eyes off of it. Once again, unassuming is the best
way to describe Jeb.

I found myself dissecting my new found fondness for Jeb far too much
and wasn't able to nap. I finally gave up around 5:30 and went to take
a shower. When I was done I toweled off and then opened the french
door to the terrace for some fresh air.

I stayed naked and let the breeze from outside surround me. It was
almost chilly that breeze. Then there was a light knock at my door. I
got up and went to the door and open it with the privacy latch still
on. I peeked out and saw Jeb standing there with his signature smile.
I closed the door and opened the latch and then let him in.

As he entered he regarded my lack of dress. "I didn't know dinner was
going to be this casual. But I like it. I thought I was under
dressed." He, however, was wearing tight plaid shorts worn low and
hugging his ass, and a tight tee shirt that only went down to the top
of his shorts. A hint of skin was visible. His muscles were testing
the seams of that shirt. And then he just had flip flops on.

"I know, I'm sorry. Wasn't able to nap and wasn't motivated to dress.
But let me throw something on and we'll find something to eat." I went
over to my luggage and started to rummage through it when I heard a
low whistle come from Jeb. I whipped my head around to see what he was
doing. When I did I saw that he was staring at my ass.

I laughed and said, "Was that for me?"

"Sorry" he got all bashful again, "I can't help it when I appreciate
something. I sort of give a soft whistle. I'll try to restrain."

"Nothing to be sorry for. I like feeling appreciated." I found a pair
of cargo shorts and a tee shirt. I didn't look as hot as Jeb but I
wasn't even going to try.

We walked down to one of the restaurants, 'Mustangs and Burros', and
were seated at a nice table by the fire. It wasn't cold or anything
but with the patio doors open the fire seemed nice.

We had dinner and talked about nothing really. Just stuff. Then at the
end of dinner Jeb said, "How about I go get us some beer and we stay
up for a while and talk. I really like talking to you." I was game.
And told him so.

So I walked back to my room and he headed off to find some beer. I got
to my room and kicked off my flips and took off my shirt. Within 20
minutes he was knocking at my door.

"I just got a twelve pack of Bud. Is that alright?" he asked as he came in.

"Of course. I'm a cheap date." I said with a smirk.

He lifted and eye brow and said, "Oh are we on a date?"

"If you play your cards right" I answered and then laughed.

He laughed as well and that broke the ice. Seems like we just became
more comfortable with each other. He opened two beers and gave me one.
We went out to the terrace and sat on the two chairs overlooking the
pool area. We were two floors up.

Jeb got up and went into the room and kicked off his flips and took
off his shirt and then brought two more beers outside. "When in
Rome..." he said and smiled. He looked fucking hot. Those shorts fit
him just right. A hint of ass crack in the back to top it off. But
considering his uniform at the restaurant I figured he was used to
dressing like that. I figured I'd ask him about that. The restaurant.

"So Jeb. The job at the restaurant? What is it like?"

He grinned and said, "Do you mean what happened in the private room
last week with your Dad and Rex, if it happens often, the sex?"

"Well since you bring it up..." I laughed.

"Well no, it doesn't. We get groped a lot, with those uniform pants
it's basically expected, and we get propositioned but the private room
is really the only place that anything happens. And it is never like
what happened last week. I probably work a private party about twice a
month. A lot of the guys ask if we would just forget the jackets and
serve in just the pants. We do that. And once in a while we'll be
asked to pull our pants below are balls after everyone has eaten. And
yes, a few of the clientele have blown us while they were seated and
we were standing next to them. But as for fucking, Rex has fucked me
in there before and of course, you know, I have fucked your Dad in
there. I haven't fucked any of the clientele." he answered.

"How about the other waiters?" I asked.

"Well that is different", he laughed, "But that has happened after
work. Usually at their place. Once in the parking lot of the
restaurant."

"Anyone special?" I wondered.

"Nope, no one. Rex and Jimmy are special. But as family not as
partners. The sex is mostly just recreation. I love them both very
much though. Two greatest guys in the world. But as far as a love
interest? Well, lets just say, its in the back of my mind."

I wasn't sure what he meant by that and I wanted to know but decided
not to press.

Before we knew it it was past midnight. I was getting a bit buzzed and
realized I had to pee. I got up and excused myself and went to the
restroom and on the way back I just let my shorts stay in the
bathroom. I got back to the terrace and Jeb looked at me surprised.

"What? Like we're not casual at home?" I asked

"Oh I didn't say anything. I don't mind at all. Believe me." he said
with that smile.

"Well if it makes you feel more comfortable join me." I said boldly.

Jeb stood up and went into the room. Dropped his shorts and kicked
them off and then returned to the terrace with two more beers.
"Better?" he asked.

"Much" I said. There was a tension back between us but it wasn't bad.

So there we were. Naked and drinking. Not saying much. We had already
talked a lot. We had compared our lives. Nothing much different there
except for the fact that I left home and he was asked to leave. And
then there was the money. But other than that we were a lot alike.

"So am I going back to my room tonight?" he asked apprehensively.

"Nope" I answered.

"Sweet" he said.

He bent over in his seat and looked at me. I did the same. He reached
out his hand and took mine and then pulled me into him for a kiss. At
first it was just a sweet kiss. Then it turned into more.

Then I caught his scent. It was so much more subtle than the others.
But it was there. That masculine musky scent that I've grown so fond
of. We got closer to each other and our little make out session
intensified. I sucked on his tongue. I licked his neck. I licked his
ear. I was all over this boy.

"I really like you Scott. We have so much in common and I feel so damn
close to you."  he said.

"I feel the same way."

Finally we went inside but left the terrace doors open. We went to the
bed and I stripped off all the top sheets. He pushed me back on the
bed and we kissed some more. Then he took my arms and pushed them
above my head. He dove into my left pit. Sucking it, licking it and
eating it. I felt his hard cock on my leg the whole time. He was
driving me crazy.

"Jeb, Jeb...I have to pee buddy." I had to break this up. All that
beer. I didn't want to stop but I knew it would be only for a moment.

"Ok" he said. And then he took my hand and lifted me off the bed. He
guided me into the bathroom and then took me to the tub. I was so
confused.

Then he got into the tub and layed down. "Do it".

"Do what?" I said.

"Let it go man. All over me." he said.

"Let what go? I have to piss man."

"Oh yeah. Let it go. On me" he said. I was taken aback for a moment.
What was he saying?

"You want me to piss on you man?" I asked.

"Oh fuck yeah I do. Then I want to fuck." he replied.

I was at first taken aback but then something took over. It's
something I never really thought about. But it intrigued me. As he
laid there in the tub looking up at me I all of a sudden felt the urge
to make him dirty.

He was still looking at me waiting. I complied. I let loose. As I
pissed I asked him where he wanted it. "All over man. Give it to me in
my face." And I did. I totally let him have it. He was dripping in my
piss. And he was as hard as a rock. "Oh fuck yeah." he said.

I got into the tub with him and laid on top of him and started a deep
and sensual kiss. I was rubbing my body on his piss soaked body. I was
now so turned on that I couldn't believe it. And then I felt his hard
cock start pissing in between us. It was warm and wet. I never thought
that this would ever turn me on but it did.

"Let's rinse off and go to bed" he said.

I agreed. We got up and started the shower. We rinsed each other and
then helped each other dry. We kissed and caressed the whole time.

When we got to bed we kissed more, cuddled and just felt each others
bodies. And what a body he had.

"I could just eat you Scott Evans" he said. Licking and nibbling me. I
was doing the same. The man was so fucking hot. Surpassed all my
expectations.

"Will you fuck me Scott?" he asked.

"I was about to ask you the same thing." I replied.

"I wish we could both do it at the same time but I want you so bad
Scott. Everything about you..." he licked me, kissed me, hugged me.

"Me too." As I said that he had reached for some lube. I had no idea
where it came from. I didn't bring it. He lubed up my cock and then
put some on his ass. He was determined to be first.

He was on his back. I leaned down to kiss him again. I felt his hand
guiding my cock into his ass. "Please Scott, I need you."

I felt the head of my cock at his hole. His hand still there, guiding
me, until I entered. Once I did he released his hold on me and just
said, "Give it to me Scott, all the way, all at once."

I complied. I slide right in. He grimaced but took it like a champ.
Once I was all the way in I stopped to let him get used to it. But he
wasn't having any of that. "Fuck me man. Fuck me hard. I can't wait to
get your cum in my ass man."

So I did. I pulled almost all the way out and rammed it back in. He
moaned loudly. And again, and again. We were sweating, kissing,
hugging and cussing at one another. It was one of the most intense
fucks I've ever had.

"Hold on" he said. And he slid out from under me and got on all fours.
"Now, and hard." he had his ass up in the air waiting for me. I lined
up and once again went straight in. I grabbed his hips and fucked him
good. The bed was shaking. I knew we had to be waking people up. I
didn't care. I felt like an animal marking his territory. I wouldn't
stop for nothing until he was marked, mine.

Finally I couldn't hold back any longer. I fucked him so hard while I
was cumming I expected my load to shoot out his mouth. He came at the
same time. We were a raunchy sweaty mess. The scent of two men after
sex. I wanted to bath in it.

We collapsed onto the bed. In each others arms. Not letting go. He
gave me small kisses all over my face and I returned them. I wanted to
stay there all night. Like this.

Finally we fell asleep. Just as we were.

The next thing I knew it was morning. The sun was shining through the
french doors to the terrace. What time was it? I felt like I just fell
asleep.

I heard light breathing next to me. I turned around as saw Jeb's
angelic face. Sleeping. I sighed heavily. It wasn't a dream after all.
All those intense feeling were real. Dad was right. This trip was the
best thing for me. I wasn't confused anymore. I knew what I wanted. It
was laying right next to me.

Just then Jeb opened his eyes. At first surprise was in his eyes that
I was staring right at him but then his smile replaced the surprise.
He reached out and felt my face and then my arm. "Good morning sexy."
he said.

"Good morning stud." I replied.

"Did last night really happen?" he asked.

"I'm as surprised as you are. It was intense." was all I could say.

"You're telling me. I've never felt anything like it. But was it just
a fuck?" he asked.

"Fuck no. It was a lot more than just a fuck. We sort of belong
together." I couldn't believe I just said that.

"We do?" he smiled.

I laughed and said, "Yeah, and I can't believe that I just said that
out loud. But yeah we do. I mean I don't want the white picket fence
and shit. And I doubt if monogamy is my thing. But I want you in my
life. I won't lie. I like sex. And I will have sex when the
opportunity arises. But I want you if you want me. I know this is like
sudden and stuff but I think Dad knew what he was doing. I don't know.
What do you think?" I was rambling now. Feeling like an idiot. What
the hell was I doing? Basically professing undying love to someone I
barely knew. But it was true. I loved him. But hell if I was going to
say it.

"Monogamy is not my thing either Scott. I always knew that if I fell
in love it would have to be with the understanding that the
relationship would have to be open sexually. I don't want any lies and
there seem to be a lot of gay guys that lie to their partners about
having sex with others. It's not for me. I want to be honest. " he
laid his head back down on the pillow and looked up at the ceiling,
"And as far as being honest with you, I have to say, I think I already
love you Scott. In fact I'm pretty damn sure of it." Then he looked
over at me without moving his head. He had a frightened look on his
face like he had said to much. But he hadn't. Not as far as I was
concerned.

"Have you ever loved anyone before" I asked.

"Not like this" he said.

"Me either" I reached out and rubbed his chest. Regarding him,
studying his face, caressing him.

"You mean...?"

"I knew before you woke up this morning but I was damned if I was
going to say it first. Actually I think it happened on the drive here.
I was thinking that you were the hottest man I've ever met. " I
explained.

"Yeah right. Have you seen Rex and your Dad?" he questioned.

"Oh they are hot. Physically. I'm talking the whole package. You've
got the whole package in my book."

"So I said I loved you...." he regarded me as if waiting for me to say
the same thing.

"So you want me to say it as well", I asked and he shook his head yes.
"Oh yes Jeb, I love you, I was just not going to be the first one to
say it. Now are you going to fuck me. I came in your ass so I think
its fair that you cum in mine."

"Ok. I got to piss first." he began to climb out of bed and I stopped him.

He looked at me funny and then a light bulb went off in his head. "Oh"
he turned back to me and started to kiss me. He found the lube and
lubed up my ass and then his cock. "We should probably do this in the
bathroom just in case.

So we headed to the bath tub. We both got in and he bent me over and
guided his cock into my ass. It hurt at first but I adjusted quickly.
The next thing I knew he was filling me up with his piss. And he was
right to suggest the tub. The pressure was too much. I was leaking.
But that turned him on more. Pretty soon he was fucking me hard. Piss
was leaking out of me every time he pounded me. It didn't take long. I
was so turned on that I came quickly and once he felt my ass contract
around his cock he came as well. Unloading in me. He pulled me back
for a kiss while he was still in me. Then he said he was going to lay
in the tub and try to still stay in me.

It worked. I was even able to turn around and face him while his cock
stayed in me. I bent down and kissed him and we made out just like
that. He slowly pulled me off his cock and then sat me back down on
his groin. We kept kissing and then he said, "Let it go".

I looked at him shocked for just a moment but then thought, 'Damn that
sounds hot'. So I did. His piss and his cum came out on top of him and
he ground his cock into my trench while it was happening.

To say that we were a sweaty, smelly mess would be an understatement.
But we definitely went places together that I had never gone before.
Someday I'll have to ask him how he learned all this stuff.

"Want to clean each other?" he asked.

"It's probably a good idea." I laughed.

We got up and took a nice long hot shower. Helping each other clean
every bit of our bodies. It was pretty sensual. We both got hard
again. But, alas, we decided to wait because we were both hungry.

After our shower we laid down for a few minutes holding each other. It
was then that we decided that we would go to Black's Beach after we
had something to eat. I couldn't wait.

Look for Part 9, Black's Beach, coming soon, :)

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