Date: Tue, 21 Aug 2018 12:09:08 -0400 From: Greg Stevens Subject: Sex with My Cousin - Chapter 1 Sex with My Cousin Fiction by Greg Stevens This is a work of fiction. All names and places are fictitious. Sex with My Cousin -- Chapter 1 My name is Matt or as my family calls me Matty. I come from a farming community in the mid-west. There are more cows than there are people. We are fortunate to have lots of kin in the area. My Dad is one of 9 kids, which means lots of cousins my age to hang out with. Unfortunately, I have a bit of a secret that they do not know; I'm gay. I have never done anything with a man, but I knew what turned me on at an early age. I remember at a really young age watching some of the hired hands with their tight jeans and big muscles working the cattle. I would get so excited not even knowing why and would have to go in the barn and spill some seed when no one was around. As I got older I would stay close, so I could watch them. I wanted to be just like them and even more so, with them. Every summer, I was required to work the fields with the hired hands. I would saddle up early in the morning and get to my chores; milking, plowing, fixing fences, mucking stables. Pretty much whatever needed doing. I did not mind the work as it gave me time to watch the men sweating along side me. Now mind you not all the men were good looking or built. Some were down right fat slobs, but every so often there would be one or two that I could not stop checking out. This sounds like a perfect set up for some farm porno about some hot cowboy taking my dick in the barn, but unfortunately it wasn't. First off, I was way to shy, and all these men were from town and knew all my family. If I tried something and got exposed, it would be a mess. My story begins in college. I finally got my chance to go off to school. I could not wait to be free of the farm. Do not get me wrong I loved the hard work and discipline the farm taught me. Also, all the hard work meant not having to spend time in a gym. My body was solid and carved from all the manual labor. At 19, I was 6'2 210 lbs. of solid muscle, I was mostly smooth on my body, but had soft light colored hair on my legs and bushy pubes that framed my cock. Being away from town and the farm meant freedom to explore, to meet some men and experience the sex I had been craving. That proved to be more difficult than I realized. It turns out my cousin Jeff was also attending the same college with me. We were in different dorms but the same damn school. This meant I had to be careful where I went to meet guys. One evening right after the beginning of winter break, I decided to check out a few spots I had been reading about in chat rooms online. I was not heading home for the holidays for a few days and my cousin Jeff had already returned home so I could be all alone. I was nervous and excited, but my hard dick led the way for me. One of the spots I had read about was a bathroom in the Sullivan building where there were glory holes. I never used one but watched a video online and it looked interesting and anonymous. I could try sucking a dick and maybe get my dick sucked too. Not exactly the perfect scenario, but a good start. I found the bathroom and went into one of the stalls. It was a large bathroom adjacent to one of the gyms on campus. The room had the familiar smell of chlorine and jocks. The lighting wasn't great, but that was probably a good thing. I went to the furthest stall and sat down. Sure, enough there was a hole into the next stall. I could see someone's boots under the stall. I was so nervous I could not move. I did not know what to do. I just sat there frozen. Anticipation was making my dick rock hard. I decided to pull it out of my jeans and play with it a bit. Not enough to shoot my load but enough that if the guy next to me was interested he would see it. Soon I saw 2 fingers run around the hole. Shock and panic went through me. What do I do? Then I heard a voice "Give it to me" The sound was husky and masculine, but very quiet. I stood up and turned towards the hole. My dick was about 3 inches away and the hand reached out and started to stroke it. This was the first time a hand other than my own was on my dick. The hand was warm and felt good and strange all at the same time. "Give it to me" the voice whispered again. I moved closer and started to slide my dick through the hole. I had to kneel down just a bit as the hole was a bit low for me. I rested my hands on the partition and moved my dick all the way forward. A warm sensation started at the tip and moved slowly over my hard cock. It was the most amazing feeling I had ever experienced up to this point in my life. The guy on the other side held my dick in his mouth then slowly started to draw away then back. The feeling tickled a bit at first, but soon the feeling was amazing. My body was charged, and my breathing was raspy as the fellow on the other side went to work on my cock. I did not want the feeling to stop but I knew it would not be long before I was going to unload. I tried to extract my cock from the hole, but the stranger held me in place preventing me from pulling out. "Please, I am going to cum" I pleaded. I did not want to shoot my load in his face for fear of him getting mad at me. He held my cock in place with his hand but removed his mouth from my cock. I could feel my orgasm starting to subside. I took in a deep breath and relaxed. Soon the stranger put his mouth back on my cock and my body tensed with pure excitement. This time he went about blowing me a bit slower. He knew exactly how to work my cock. Again, I could feel my cock swell in his mouth, and again my orgasm started to build. This time it came on quicker and I knew I would not be able to hold off long. "I am going to cum" I whispered and tried to pull free. "Give it to me" the fellow said. I was not sure what he wanted. He continued to suck my cock and started to stroke my dick at the same time. This motion pushed me over the top and my body contorted as my cock started to unload in his mouth. My body felt every part of the orgasm as it shot through me, but at the same time I felt bad for shooting my load into the strangers mouth. I did not mean to, but he would not let my cock go even after I tried warning him. Still the stranger did not seem to care as he kept sucking and slurping on my cock. Did he like my cum? My orgasm finally started to subside, and the stranger licked and cleaned up my cock with his mouth. I placed my hand on the partition and started to straighten up. I looked down at my semi hard cock in the dimly lit room. The head glistened with saliva. Now the stranger put his cock through the hole. I guess it was my turn. I hadn't given it much thought that he would want or expect me to reciprocate. I kneeled down not sure what I was going to do. The strangers cock was right in my face. It was the first time I had come this close to another man's cock. He pushed his thick hard cock through the hole allowing his balls to pass through the opening as well. I could see dark pubes surrounding the balls and some pubes at the top of his cock. With my face close I could smell the musky odor of his cock and balls. The smell was not unpleasant to me. It was a very manly and I found myself breathing it in. I wrapped my hand around the cock and started to inspect it. The length was similar to my own, but where mine was almost perfectly straight this cock had a bit of an upward curve. The head was large and almost purple in color. I continued to hold the cock getting more comfortable. As I held it and inspected it, a clear drop of fluid leaked from the tip. I watched as in slowly slid down forming a strand of precum as it moved. I darted my tongue out to taste it. The precum was sweat and a bit salty but did not taste bad. As my tongue ran over the fellows cock head I could hear a moan escape his lips. I liked hearing the moan, there was something satisfying in it, knowing I was pleasing him. I decided to try taking the dick into my mouth. I had fantasized about this moment for as long as I could remember. In my dreams it wasn't in a dark bathroom though. I took the head of the cock into my mouth. The flesh was warm and soft and had a velvety texture. As it entered my warm mouth the fellow seemed to swell it as if he were able to pump more blood into it. I savored the taste and feeling of the cock head swelling in my mouth and continued to slide ever so slowly forward. Soon the cock hit the back of my throat and I started to gag. I pulled my mouth off the cock and tried to suck air back in without choking. "Easy Buddy take your time" the fellow coached softly. I caught my breath and took his dick back into my mouth again, this time careful not to go too deep. I pictured some of the video's in my mind of the guys giving blowjobs and imagined what I was supposed to do. I started to bob my head back and forth over the cock feeling it slide between my lips careful not to hit the back of my throat again. I could feel my jaw start to hurt a bit and I grabbed hold of the cock to try to ease the work my mouth was doing. "Yeah buddy" the voice hissed as I continued pumping the cock. "Fuck that feels good" he said with a growl. I liked the encouragement, but I was getting really tired sucking this boys cock. "Yeah man I am close" the fellow hissed. I was not ready for cum in my mouth, so I removed his cock and continued to pump with my hand. Within in seconds the eye of his cock opened and cum shot out. My eyes were wide with awe as his cum moved from the head like a bullet from a gun. I started to get out of the way, but I was not fast enough and some of it hit my shirt. The rest of it flashed past me and landed on the floor of the bathroom. I just looked in amazement as his dick finally stopped shooting its load and softened in my hand. I was so caught up in the orgasm that I did not feel him trying to tug his cock back through the whole. I stood up and quickly zipped up my pants. I left the stall, washed my hands and left the bathroom. I felt amazing. My first experience with a man had finally happened and it was awesome. I left the Sullivan building and headed back to my dorm. About half a block away and I realized I had left my card key in the bathroom. "Fuck" I thought as I quickly returned to the Sullivan building. Just as I was about 10 feet from the door I heard it "Matty" I turned to see my cousin Jeff standing there. "What are you doing here" I asked being snapped out of my thoughts. "I thought you went back home already" I added trying not to sound suspicious. "I am not going home till the day after tomorrow. I had some work to get done here" he said. "What about you" he asked. "Same for me." "Where are you heading?" Jeff asked. I could feel myself start to sweat. Jeff was 4 months older than me. He was about 3 inches shorter than me. His body was also well built from hard farm work, but he had a shorter stockier build like a lineman. Jeff had very dark thick hair on head and also on his arms and chest. I remember swimming in Miller's pond with all my cousins and even at a very young age Jeff's body had matured much faster that all the male cousins. Jeff also had the same dark hair on his ass which I had noticed on several occasions. "I am going to Sullivan. I think I dropped my card key." His brought is finger to my shirt, "you have to be careful cuz" he said with a grin. You don't want to take this back with you to the dorms" my vision started to blur and my breathing became raspy as I followed his finger to where he was pointing. Sure, enough it was the blob of cum. "I um er, eh" I could not get the words out as I fished for an excuse. "You need to slow down when you are sucking cock, so you don't gag" he added. My eyes shot up to him as the realization hit me. I had just gotten a blowjob from my cousin, and I sucked his cock too. I am not really sure what happened for the next few moments. I felt a combination of fear and nausea as it all started to swirl in my head. It was as if my world unraveled quickly. Jeff knew! "Shit" I thought, he is going to tell my family, then I realized, I knew about him too. I did not say anything I just looked at him waiting. "are you ok Matty" Jeff asked putting his hand on my arm to steady me. I nodded. "Do you want to talk" he asked. "Yeah that would help, but I need to get my card key" I said. Jeff reached into his pocket and pulled out my card key. "I was on my way to find you." He said with a grin. "Let's go talk, my place is closer" We walked in awkward silence to his door room. The night had gotten cold as we walked, and I was happy to be in his warm room. I took a seat on the edge of the bed and Jeff handed me a beer. This could not have been more awkward. Jeff sat next to me and I found it really hard to get the idea of his dick out of my head. I kept thinking "I just blew my cousin" was all I could focus on. We sipped beer in silence for a few minutes. I had no idea what to say. "How often do you do this?" Jeff asked. "Never" I blurted out sounding a bit suspicious and angry. "It's ok Matty, I am not judging. I did it too" he said with a chuckle. As I thought about it I had to laugh a bit too. "This is my first time ever" I said more calmly. "I was never with anyone" I added avoiding saying, "with a man". "What about you?" I asked now interested in how he started. "Jeff took a sip of his beer "I knew I liked guys for years" he said without any guilt. "I had my first experience that winter my folks took that trip to Canada. "With who?" I asked. "With one of our farm guys. He had been staying with us through the winter until we started working the fields again in spring. He got a little drunk and started showing me his cock. I knew I wanted it and finally I reached out and touched it. He did not stop me. He let me suck it." I listened intently as he relayed the story. "Then what?" I asked. "Well he loved to get his dick sucked but never really did anything to me. He let me suck his dick pretty much whenever I wanted to. One night I guess he wanted more." "More?" I asked wanting the story to go on. "yeah he wanted to fuck me." I just looked at Jeff, thinking about his hairy ass. Imagining a big guy fucking his ass. The thought never occurred to me but now that I was picturing it, I could not get the image out of my mind. "he had me lay on my back and he started to finger my ass. At first it felt ok, weird but ok, then it started to hurt a bit. I squirmed under him. Part of me wanted to get away and another part wanted his dick. He placed his hand on my chest and told me to breath. I did as I was told and soon his finger felt great inside me. Then he spit a wad down on his cock. He removed his finger and placed the head into my hole. Pain shot through me and I wanted to get away. Again, he held me in place and started to slide into me. I felt like I was going to split in two." As I listened to Jeff I was excited and scared at the same time. I pictured this big older guy, sticking his dick in to my cousins hairy ass and I could not help myself, my dick started to get hard. I tried to conceal it as Jeff continued his story. "After what felt like a while his dick was deep inside me. I could not breath and there was pain in my ass. I wanted him out of me, but he was stronger and drunker than me." "Did you tell him to stop?" I said interrupting. "No, I didn't. As much as it hurt, I wanted it. I wanted to feel a man's dick inside me. I had read things online about how it hurts at first before it feels good, so I tried to relax and take it." "And?" I asked. "It took a few minutes, but it felt good. The work hand pounded my ass hard then shot his load inside me." "wholly fuck" I said without thinking. "Once he was done, he basically rolled off me and fell asleep." "Then what?" I asked on the edge my seat. My dick was rock hard in my jeans hearing the story and imagining how it happened. "That was it pretty much. My folks got home the next day and the worker and I never discussed it. It was as if it never happened." We sat there for a few minutes quietly and then I felt Jeff's hand on my leg. I did not notice that he was looking down at the bulge in my pants. I looked up at him and jumped up off the bed. "I should go" I said feeling weird." I turned to the door. Jeff came up behind me. "Matty, it's ok. It's our secret. I have as much to lose as you do." His reassuring tone helped me relax. "Thanks Jeff" I said giving him a half smile. I could not help but think his mouth was wrapped around my cock and he swallowed my load. "I better get going" I said reaching for the door handle. Jeff gave me a hug. This was not uncommon in our family as we were all really close, but something was different I could feel his hard cock press against mine. Jeff looked up at me and something was different. I backed up into the door confused, scared and horny. Jeff continued to approach me. He had a look of pure lust on his face. He brought his mouth towards mine and touched his lips to mine. I did not resist, I closed my eyes and allowed Jeff to kiss me. His tongue probed my mouth. Instinctively I wrapped my arms around him and drew him to me. Our tongues intermingled as I had the first real kiss of my life. His hands explored my back and I sank deeper into him. I had dreamed of holding and kissing a man, but I never dreamed it would be my cousin. Jeff led me over to his bed. I laid down and he laid next to me and we continued making out. --------------------------------------------------------------------------- Please support Nifty Erotic Stories. Your donations provide great stories. You can donate at: http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html