Date: Tue, 19 Feb 2008 00:04:42 -0800 (PST) From: badboy jim Subject: Teaching The Boys You know the regular drill-if it's illegal for you to read this stuff, then move on. While it's a true story about me and Step-brother, I in no way promote sexual contact between pre-teens regardless of the ages involved and at no time do I promote sexual contact between 18+ and a preteen. I in no way intend for these stories to be viewed as any kind of pedophilia. I tell the story to relate what happened to me and relive an exciting part of my life and for those who experienced the same to share those experiences with them. Please do not send me email talking about man/boy sex or explicit comments or stories about your own man/boy sexual experiences. The experiences I relate are of my own adolescence and we were all around the same age-there was no man/boy sex involved and I am offended when you make my experiences seem like they were some kind of pedophilic experience. The story is copyrighted to me, so please do not present it in any other format or use it in any other way. Enjoy it just as it is. Your comments are welcome at atneils@yahoo.com Teaching The Boys I've already told you about sucking my older step-brother and the full on sex I had with my younger step-brother. I've also told you about sucking a cousin and full on sex with another cousin. I've told you about the sex games we used to play with the younger guys, telling them the cum they swallowed from us would make them grow strong and make them cum buckets of their own. And I've told you about the hole duty I was put to when one of my cousins when off to college. I will continue those stories as the mood strikes me and I thank each of you for the kind words you written to me about my stories. This time I'd like to tell you about how things changed as we all aged and I was one of the few left on the farm, with the exception of the younger guys. I was 17 at the time and there was only one other cousin my age on the farm and he was too busy busting every pussy in the 5 surrounding counties. It was a real treat when he asked me to suck him because he was truly one of the most beautiful cousins I had on the farm. He had a big cock that shot lots of yummy cum and his body was honed beautifully. About half way thru he'd stand up and grab the back of my head and I knew I was in for the ride. He'd fuck that big cock in and out of my throat, holding it deep in my swallowing muscles until he was about to cum and jerk it out, rub it all over my face and when he was calmed down he'd go back to long stroking my mouth. He didn't want to do it very often, but sometimes he said he woke up wanting a damned good blowjob and he knew of only one that was good enough to take his big cock. As the older guys slowly went off to get married I found my time at the wall dwindle to a slow trickle. Summer break and Spring break saw a big flux of the older guys return to the farm and to the hole, but the big spaces of absence of those big, delicious cocks made me hungry for more. Also, as the guys just a couple of years older than I discovered they no longer needed my cum to be big and strong, much less to cum a bucket, they too started finding the entertainment of girls, leaving me wanting even more. There were few of them that returned to my cocksucking, but now and then they couldn't resist. Since I was one of the few of the older ones left and the number of cocks I was used to satisfying everyday had dwindled to just a few a week, left me very hungry. This left me with a pool of cousins ranging in ages from 13-15. I was a bit uncomfortable at the idea of sucking guys so young, but my cock won out in a short period of time. When one afternoon came around that 5 of the younger guys asked me what the older guys and I did when we went into the barn, I found myself at a crossroads. I could tell them the old story about sharing cum to make one stronger or I could switch the rules around. There were a big bunch of guys in that age range and I found myself thinking how great it would be to mix up the rules. There was no one there to say differently and since it was a strict rule that the guys I was sucking and that were sucking me keep out times together very quiet, then the younger guys only knew we got together and went off to do something-they didn't know what, exactly. So I found myself picking and choosing which one's I'd tell what story. It's odd how one family member can produce the best looking guys in the bunch. I had a female cousin that had married a very good looking man and they managed to produce 7 of the most attractive boys around. I had already sucked off 4 of the brothers and the last had just run off with his girlfriend. That left the 3 youngest in ages 12-15. I decided I wanted to save those guys to trade sucking with. I'd tell them the story that it would make them strong and cum a lot. They were beautiful, even the 12 year old. Those boys had the greatest bodies of any of my cousins and I couldn't wait to see them, one by one, kneel between my legs and take my big cock into their mouths and then later watch as they swallowed the cum they had worked out of me. The thought made me want to suck the 5 boys that were questioning me that afternoon, so I mixed up the stories a little. "We'll first of all, what we do is very secret, so you must swear that even if you don't want to do what we were doing that you will never ever tell. You have to understand that if you do tell, then the other men of our family will never talk to you again. Do you understand?" "You mean my Paw will never talk to me if I tell anyone what you're gonna tell us?" "That's exactly what I'm saying. Do you remember Clay?" Of course I knew they all remembered him. He was one of the few that never partook in our oral games, but was gay as they came...a real flamer. We all knew he'd grow up swallowing cum when he was 5 and wore his tap shoes into the field. When he was 16 he told everyone he was gay and they literally threw him out of the house and he'd not been seen since. There were several of us that got together and made sure he made it into town and a nice older woman we knew took him in and we took up a collection for him every now and then to pay for his food and clothes. We all kinda felt like he wasn't any different than us, we just knew to keep our mouths shut. So when I mentioned him to the younger boys all they could think about is how much their parent's badmouthed him for being gay. To 13-15 year old guys anything having to do with male to make sexuality is gay, they cant' see it's just playing around. I must have sucked of every male member of my family within 5 years of my age and that has to have been 40 guys and with the exception of Clay and I, they all got married and have families of their own. So the fact that we all had cock in our mouths at one point or the other didn't mean we were gay. "So if your father's learn what we're doing they will throw you out into the cold just the way Clays father did. So if I continue, you have to swear that you'll never discuss what I tell you with anyone, ever, understand? I looked at the 5 young guys as they looked at each other. Then one by one they said they understood. "Fine, what I'm gonna tell you is something that's been going on long before I came to the farm and will be going on long after I leave the farm. It's games the young guys play with each other and it happens all over the world. Brothers do it, cousins do it, next-door neighbors do it-it's no big deal. What I do with the other guys in the barn is we suck each other's cocks." I paused to see their reaction. To say they were shocked was an understatement. "You mean my brother goes in the barn and puts your peepee in his mouth?" One of the boys asked. "Yep." I answered simply. His eyes went wide when I said that. "And...and you suck his?" "Yep." "Wow," he said in amazement. "I seen his peepee once and boy was it big. It was all hard and he was moving his hand over it. It scared me so I hid under the covers. I never knew you could put it in your mouth." "What are you, 10? I knew about rubbing it with your hand and putting in a girls mouth and also putting it in her pussy." He paused as he looked at me. "But I never knew you could put it in another boys mouth." "You sure can." "Why would you want to do that?" One of the other's asked. "Because it feels really good and if you ask a girl to do it she'll run and tell everyone and you'll get in trouble." I explained. "Yeah. My older brother got into trouble for asking a girl to do that to him and he was grounded for a whole month." One of the other's said. I didn't remember that incident because even if he was grounded, he'd have full run of the farm where he could come have me suck him anytime, but I went along. "Yeah, I remember when that happened, he got into trouble big time and everyone in town knew what he'd done too so they all thought he was dirty. So he'd come to the barn when the rest of us were playing our sucking game and join in, that way no one would tell and he wouldn't get into trouble and he'd also get to have the great feeling of having someone suck his cock." The boys seemed to be shocked at my use of the vulgar word for their peepee. "So you can see why it's a good thing to play these sucking games with each other. It's a secret between each of you and you get to have all the fun of feeling a hot mouth on your cock and the great orgasm that comes with it." They looked at me with wide eyes and some of them dug at their crotch. "And something else you have to understand; just because you play sucking games with another guy doesn't mean you're gay like Clay, you're just having some fun...nothing wrong with that. I've played these games with just about every male cousin we've got and look at all of them; ain't a one of them that ain't married and most with kids and those that are off to college come home with pretty girlfriends. So those of you who want to play the game I'll tell you the rules, but you got to swear you'll never say a word to anyone, understand?" They all stood around looking at each other waiting for one to speak up. "What about the other cousins our age. There has to be 20 more of us around. Can we tell them about what we're doing?" I was quite to take care of this. "Absolutely not. The 5 of you will know about what we do today, that is if all 5 of you want to play sucking games. If you don't want to play you don't have to, no one's gonna make you do anything you don't wanna do. But you have to promise that the 5 of you will follow the rules and the first rules is that you can never ever speak a word of what we do to anyone, ever. I will tell the other boys all about it when the time comes for me to show them, but you can never tell a single soul." "But two of those boys are my brothers. You mean I can't tell them about it?" "Have you and your brother been playing touching games or sucking games at night?" I asked pointedly? He looked at me wide eyed, "Oh no. Preacher says it's a sin to touch yourself. I never even thought about touching someone else." "Then you can't say anything to your brothers. I will show them when I get the chance to get them alone. You can't show all of them at once, you can only show a few at a time. I've never show more than 2 at a time by myself. We used to get a group of boys together and show them, but there were 4 or 5 of us and we'd pick who we were gonna show. Since I'm the only one left to show you, then I'll show all of you at once. And as far as what the Preacher says, you'll learn in life that there's a lot of things that Preacher says that's a bunch of bull. They just tell you a bunch of stuff so you'll be afraid and not do anything but work hard and give your money to the church so the Preacher can live in a big house and have a mistress." He wasn't aware that I knew too much about his minister. He knew the man lived in a big house so what I said made since to him. "Okay, so do all 5 of you want to learn? Remember, if you don't wanna do it you don't have to, you just have to swear that as you leave you won't speak one word of what I've told you so far." They all stood around looked at each other and me, but not saying a world. "Okay so I will take that as you all wanting to learn. Now, have any of you ever played touching games or sucking games with anyone at all? One of the first rules is you must always be honest, so if you have, then you need to tell me now." They all remained quite, but one. Henry said he'd touched his older brother once when they took a shower together and he'd always wanted to do more, but his older brother never showed it to him again. The other boys were two couples of brothers and Henry was the only one there without a brother and I knew which older brother he was talking about. I had sucked his cock many, many times and loved it. I wondered if that night he came to my bedroom window in the house and asked me to meet him in the front garden, then proceeded to fuck my mouth without mercy was the night his younger brother was now talking about. The other 4 boys said they hadn't played any type of sexual games with anyone. "Okay, have any of you ever rubbed your cock's until you got a funny feeling and then for you older boys did white stuff come out?" The two older boys said they had masturbated quite often after they'd seen their older brothers doing it at night, but the other three said they'd never touched their cocks and didn't know what the white stuff was I was talking about. As my cock grew even harder I thought how grateful I was that the people of those parts were so narrow minded not to tell their children of the birds and the bees so that I may do it for them in my own special way, but at the same time I knew how pathetic it was their fathers hadn't told them about their bodies. The boys were 14 and that was long past the time to tell them about their bodies as far as I was concerned. And if the two 15 year old boys hadn't seen their brothers doing it, they wouldn't know that much. With this bunch I decided I'd make new rules. "Okay, here are the rules guys. You can never ever rub your cocks again, that's what I'm for. The 5 of us will make a private, special team. At first I will be the only one that will suck your cocks. When you graduate to a certain point, then you can suck each other if you want, but only after I've told you it's okay. Also, you can never play sexual games with anyone outside this group. Five is a big group and you will have plenty of opportunities to play sexual games with each other and you won't need to rub your cocks until the white stuff comes out." Henry raised his hand as if he were in school. I nodded. "What is this white stuff you're talking about?" "That all comes with time and I'll explain it all to you, we have to get the rules out first. The only other thing I have to tell you is this. You each are coming of the age that your older brother's know that someone on the farm will be teaching you about the sucking games, just as someone did they when they were your age. You must never ever tell them that anyone is showing you the sucking games and you can never ever tell them it's me hat's showed you. Got it?" They all nodded in agreement. "Okay great. Now come with me to the barn and be careful. Paw can't see us sneak around the backside or he'll come up there to see what we're doing. And remember when the time comes for you all to play the sucking games with each other you have to always do it in a place where you can't be seen. I'll show you all the best places in the next few days." They followed me like ducklings and we made it safely to the barn and into the loft. I sent to the bale window and looked out to make sure no one was on their way to the barn to check up on us. The cost was clear. I turned to the 5 guys and they stood, the youngest shaking. "Okay guys, take off all your clothes." They looked at me like I had lost my mind. "Well, how did you think we were going to play sucking games? With you clothes on?" They looked to the floor. "Okay, tell ya what, I'll go first that way you won't be ashamed." After I'd removed all my clothes I turned around for them to see me in all my naked glory. At 17 I was quite the looker, if I say so myself. I had the farm boy body, honed by working in the fields and I had a respectable 6-1/2 inch cock. It was hard with though of what we were about to do and a bit of the 'slimy'-that's what I called precum, which I loved!-was on the tip. The boys just stood there gawking at me as if they'd never seen anyone older than they were naked before, which I knew wasn't true. They'd all seen their older brother's naked. "Okay, your turn, let's go guys." One by one they started undressing. My discomfort with them being so much younger than I was quickly disappeared, as I looked a them turned away from me, taking off their underwear. They too had farm boy bodies, even Henry who was just 13. Their asses were very pretty and my cock got even harder as I watched their muscles flex. I had sucked off 2 guys at the same time, but never 5. My heart raced as I watched them slowly turn around. The sun came in thru the bale door and I could see them each clearly. There was Jack who was 15 and looked the most like his older brother at that age. He had a nice patch of pubic hairs growing and a treasure trail. His cock was hard and had to be nearly 6 inches and he had a tight ball sack that pulled close to his body. His golden hair was all over his body and his tan was evident by the white where his shorts were. His vision, made me the hardest. Not to say the other boys weren't beautiful also. Next was Jon, he too was 15 and had a nice treasure trail, but no as much hair. His hair was dark and it surrounded his cock that was about 5 inches long. His balls hung down lower than Jacks thought and I wondered if it wasn't just that Jack was more turned on. Mark was next. He was 14 and also blonde. His six-pack was more pronounced that the two older boys and he had a 5-inch cock also, but hardly any hair. His balls were pull tight against his body too, just like his brother Jack, I wondered if it ran in the family. Larry stood next to him and was identical except his hair was dark, like his brother Jon. I wasn't sure if his cock was 4 inches or more, but I couldn't wait to find out. Last was Henry, the youngest at 13, but I took comfort that he was 2 months from his birthday, so it's not like he'd just turn 13. He had hardly any hair at all and his cock was the smallest, as were his balls. Since the two older boys had jacked off and knew the pleasures of an orgasm, I wasn't as excited to suck them as I was the other boys. Since they'd never flown into the pleasure as it swept over their bodies, I couldn't wait to give them both the joy of that orgasm and the pleasure of my sucking mouth. In a way I new I was ruining them. After I had my mouth on their cocks, jacking off would never do anything for them. On one had it made them come back to my mouth quicker so I could suck another load out of them, but on the other hand as they grew they'd only seek out other mouths to suck them because laying in bed by themselves pulling their cocks with their hand wouldn't bring them the pleasure a mouth can, especially my mouth. "Okay, the oldest goes first. Which of you is older Jack or Jon?" Jack was quick to step forward. He didn't hesitate to reach out and fondle my big, hard cock. His hand felt so good on my cock. We'd been talking about this for over an hour and I wasn't used to neglecting my cock. I was known well enough in the surrounding farms that if I couldn't find a cousin to suck me, then I knew I could find one of the guys from one of the other farms to suck my cock. I had been horny all day and when the guys started asking me about what I did with the other guys in the barn I had hoped it would turn out to be something like this. Now we were all standing naked with hard cocks and I was going to have their cum soon. With Jack wrapping his hot hand around my big cock and the excitement of seeing these beautiful boys naked with hard cocks was almost enough to make me cum. I wanted so badly to push him to his knees and jab my cock into his mouth until I came, but I knew that was not the way to go about it and I'd be getting my cock sucked soon enough. Besides, I liked it best when I had sucked two or three cocks and swallowed down their cum and then lay back to get my own sucked-it made the orgasm so fucking great, so I pushed his had away from my cock so I wouldn't cum from his ministrations. He surprised me when I pushed his hand away when he went to his knees and looked at my cock. He licked his lips and opened his mouth. He misunderstood the rules and it was all I could do to keep from letting him suck my cock. His beautiful face was so near the heat of my stiff cock and he had big beautiful lips. I could see them stretched around my throbbing cock. How I stopped him, I do not know. "Okay, here's how this works. I will suck each of you until you cum in my mouth. By the time I'm done with Henry, the first three should be ready for round 2 and by the time we come to the time for each of you to suck me the other two of you will be ready as well. Then each of you will take turns sucking me and I will decide which of you is the best cocksucker and you will be rewarded with my cum. You want to be sure to swallow my cum because it's full of protein and that makes you strong and it will also help you to be able to cum more, the more you swallow. As each of you get better at sucking, you will get the reward of my cum and that will make you cum more and the more you cum the better your orgasm, which is why we're doing this. The harder you cum the better it feels and the more you want to cum. You boys are lucky. You're all young and you can recover and cum again in a short amount of time. I take at least an hour before I'm ready to cum again. You boys will be able to cum again in 10 minutes, which makes me jealous." I smiled to them to break the serious of what I was telling them. "So count yourself lucky that you can recover so quickly and cum so much. Then the one that gets to swallow my cum three times in a row will graduate and you can suck one of the other guys in the group and then all of you will slowly graduate and then all five of you can have a big sucking session if you want, I just hope you'll invite me." I smiled again. "Remember you can't suck anyone outside the group unless I tell you it's okay. I'd only let you suck someone if I knew they could keep their mouth shut about what the five of you are doing and that will take someone special. So remember the rules and remember how lucky you are to have the five of you. When I started the games I had only one partner. We sucked each other's cock about 10 times a day. I would have loved to have 4 other guys to suck." I watched them for any arguments to the rules, but they just stood fingering their cocks. "Okay, enough talk, lets get to it. Only thing is, you can't play with your cock while we're doing this or you will cum and there's only one place you're allowed to cum until you graduate and that's in my mouth. Understood?" They all nodded and I took Jack by the hand and sat him next to me. Looking at his face I wanted to kiss him. There weren't many of the boys I sucked that I wanted to kiss, but he was certainly an exception. I knew not to push that right now and that when we were alone together that would be a time for me try kissing him and see how it turned out. I looked to his crotch and his cock looked bigger. It pulsed out his heartbeat and the tip was leaking slimy. His six-pack seemed to float to the top of his skin as he breathed and I had to rub his belly. His skin was soft and smooth and he pulled in a breath and closed his eyes. It was clear he was really turned on. As I watched his cock mark every beat of his heart I had to hold myself back from plunging my mouth onto that beautiful cock. Flashes of his brother's cock sitting before me went thru my head. The hours I'd spent between his legs only added to the excitement of doing the same to his little brother I couldn't wait to feel that big cock shoot it's young teen cum in my mouth. I took in a jagged breath as the hard shaft slid along my tongue. I wanted to suck him hard as I felt his hand on my muscled back. When his cock head reached the back of my mouth I felt him shudder all over and then I heard his broken words. "Oh...oh...oh my....shit this is so much better than doing it at night with my hand. Oh...my...oh...oh..." I slid my tongue along the bottom of his steel hard shaft and felt his balls pull even tighter to his body. I placed one hand on his tummy and circled his balls with the other. The way the muscles of his stomach played along as I suckled at him were music and his whole body vibrated as I stroked his balls. I knew I was going to love sucking this cock over and over and only wished I had told them the rules were they had to get my cum a dozen times before they could start sucking each other. The thought of anyone else taking this delicious cock into their mouth make me instantly jealous. I wanted this beautiful young man as my cock lover every single day so I could suck him like this. I felt his cock jerk hard in my mouth and I pulled off and looked at the head. He let out a loud groan and felt him press on my lower neck. "Oh god, why did you stop, I was about to go. No...don't ...no..." His words were lost the pleasure only a cocksucker can give. His cock was breathtaking as it jerked out his accelerated heartbeat. It was shiny from my spit mixed with the precum that now coated my mouth. I watched as more of that clear juice oozed out of the flared head of his cock. I stroked his balls and his legs stood out stiff from the beam we were sitting on. "Oh...I'm gonna...I'm gonna..." I wasn't gonna waste that precious juice, but knew I had to show the younger boys what I was talking about 'white stuff'. As I watched his cock grow so hard I was sure it would burst I didn't care about teaching them anything and knew I couldn't show them with the next cock as it came. This time I didn't stop myself and dove onto his throbbing cock as far as his body would let me. His entire body went hard as a board and a squeak came from deep in his throat and I felt the first of 10 spurts of his delicious cum. He began to scream out his pleasure as I sucked and sucked at his pulsing cock. I felt his balls move as if they were pumping out every drop of cum he had in his body and I remember his brother's balls did the same each time I swallowed his amazing load. I continued sucking at his amazing cock as he continued to fill my mouth with his seed. He groaned, growled and moaned as each shot of his orgasm hit his body. After what seemed an hour he started twitching and whimpering and I knew he was done for now and his cock was too sensitive. The hunger I had for more of him would have to wait and I was glad I had four more to finish off. If it had just been the two of us I would have continued sucking him until he was ready to cum again. That's one of the things I loved most about sucking younger guys. Although their cocks were very sensitive right after cumming, just like all men, they recovered very quickly and were ready to unload again very quickly. As I pulled off of his cock with a popping sound his whole body jerked. I looked at him laying lip over the beam and bale of hay behind us. His whole body glistened from a mist of sweat. I had only thought this boy was beautiful, but seeing him draped before me with is six pack floating to the surface, as before, and his hard cock so shinny it might show my reflection, I knew a new beauty from him. I swirled his cum around in my mouth as I looked at him. The hunger inside me for more cock taking the better of me, I turned to the other boys. They stood with their eyes wide and their mouths open in sheer astonishment. My own cock was drooling precum and they looked at me. I liked to thing they were turned on by my body. Not only was it much more grown up as theirs was, but my six-pack showed hard against my heavy breathing. The boys watched in added astonishment as I opened my mouth and let Jacks cum drool out of my mouth, onto my own cock. I had aimed it perfectly and it hit the tip of my cock and slowly made it's way to my balls and dripped of into the hay on the floor. "You see that white stuff? That's cum, or sperm. It's what makes baby's. The good thing about the pact we've made is you can't get another guy pregnant. As long as you let a guy suck your cock instead of putting it inside a girl, then you won't get anyone pregnant. Chicks get pissy when all you want them to do is suck your cock. But you can always find a guy that's willing to do it. And here you have four other guys that will do it with you...when you graduate. In the mean time, you have me." I had done too much talking and just reached out for Jon and pulled him to him. Where I was sitting on the beam put me at the right height to take his cock into my mouth. I liked to have someone stand over me when I sucked their cock. I could have a better look at their body and feel their ass easier. He jerked in a sharp breath and I felt his ass go rock hard as I took his cock into me in one full gulp. His didn't reach as far as Jack's did in my mouth, but it was thick and made for a full mouth. I was so hungry for his cock that I sucked him without thought of pacing myself and him watching me suck Jack must have really turned him on because before I knew it he was moaning and shaking and filling my mouth with his great seed. He came a lot, but it wasn't as much as Jack. I didn't care, I was loving feeling his cock jerk around in my mouth as he shot his cum. I also liked how he grabbed onto my head as if he was using it to keep him from falling down and his whole body shook as he came. When it became too sensitive he pulled it out of my mouth all of a sudden, leaving me wanting more and making way for his juice to pour out of my mouth and I had to move quickly so it will rain down onto my own cock. As I looked at myself I was sure I'd cum at any moment, I was so fucking turned on. I had sucked to great cocks that were attached to two of the hottest boys on the farm and I still had three to go. I was one lucky fucker. I looked at Mark and he just stood there with wide eyes. "You've never masturbated, huh?" I asked. He looked at me as if he couldn't speak. "You know...rubbed your penis until you got an amazing feeling?" He still didn't answer me. Jack was slightly recovered and I pulled him to a sitting position and then gave him a bit of a push and he got the message and got up. I patted the beam and looked at Mark. He was frozen in place and Jack laughed. He went to Mark and gently pulled him from the line up and sat him in his old place. Mark looked at me and then to my cock, that was covered with the two previous boys cum. He reached out and then it was clear that fear took him and he pulled his hand back quickly. "No, go ahead. I know you're curious. Just be careful. I'm really turned on and if you play with it too much it will spit out a lot of that white stuff and I don't wanna cum just yet. Don't be afraid, go on and feel it." Looking at his much smaller penis I could see why he'd be amazed at my own. His little fingers tried to surround my cock just below the head. I was so fucking hot that his touch just about pushed me over the edge. If that wasn't enough, feeling his hand slick up and down my shaft was too much and I quickly pushed his had away. He looked up to me kinda hurt. "Cummon...don't be that way. You'll have plenty of time to play with it. We'll do lots of sucking games just you and me, I promise. It's just that right now I'm about to cum and I want to show each of you how great it can feel and then you all can return the favor." My explanation was enough for him and his features softened. I gently laid my hand on his shoulder and laid him back against the bale of hay behind us. He was breathing heavily, but his cock was rock hard. I didn't want to get on the floor and have the hay dig into my knees so I turned him long ways and laid him down on the beam and put his leg on the other side so he was straddling the beam. My god he was beautiful laying there before me. For someone only 14 he was breathtaking. I know I say that a lot, but I don't know of any other way to tell you how beautiful these boys were without sounding gushy or like I'm' trying to win a literary award. You get what I'm saying. The boy was fucking hot and his hairless balls made me wanna dive right in and suck him. But knowing he'd never had an orgasm I knew I had to be easy and since I had been so quick with the last one, I wanted this one to last. I had to be careful with the way I laid on the beam. One way would stimulate me too much, the other would bring my soft underside in contact with the beam and it would hurt. I decided to take my underwear and lay it on the beam so it wouldn't hurt. My face was only half an inch from his throbbing cock and the smell of him was intoxicating. I stopped for a minute and gave a thought of how best to show him all the amazing joys a great cocksucker could give him. Then a vision of his older brother came to mind. I remember how he liked it best and thought he'd enjoy that too. However, it being his first blow job he'd like it anyway I gave it to him, I was sure. I started by softly licking his balls. The moment my tongue made contact with his skin he started moaning. I lapped and lapped at his soft sack, loving the lack of hair there. I couldn't remember when the last time was that I'd sucked someone who didn't have hair on their balls and I was truly enjoying it. When I lowered myself and took his whole ball sack into my mouth and started sucking them he sat up. "Oh damn! I feel this burning feeling. Is it supposed to do that?" Jack, Jon and I chucked with is balls in my mouth and nodded my head. He remained in a sitting position. "I feel an uncontrollable urge to stroke your hair. It just feels so damn good. Can I?" I thought he was very sweet and I nodded again and loved the way his fingers felt in my hair, but regretted it when I dropped his balls from my mouth and started licking his cock. His fingers locked around my hair and pulled a little too hard. "Let go." I said. "Huh." He squeaked out. "Let go of my hair." He looked down to his fingers pulling my hair and let go as if shocked. "Oh, I'm so sorry," He stroked my head again. "I didn't even realize I was doing it." "It's cool, just don't touch my hair again until I've gotten all of your cock into my mouth, deal." He just looked down to me and shook all over. I reached out my tongue and licked the underside of his shaft. I'd sucked many cocks in my life and had never thought of any of them as 'cute'. Marks was definitely cute and I couldn't wait to get it all in my mouth. As I lowered my mouth onto him I heard him pull in a deep and long gasp. When I was up against his tummy I felt his few pubic hairs tickle my nose, so I held there and sucked at his shaft all in my mouth. For a boy of 14 he certainly had a nice cock. It wasn't long, but he too was a mouthful. When I started to pull back I felt his fingers in my hair again. He was so gentle, so loving. He was another one I couldn't wait to get alone, just the two of us, to see what might unfold. I was sure he'd loving kissing. His older brother loved it and was angry if we didn't have at least thirty minutes to kiss before we got into sucking cocks. I pushed all the way onto him and his cock head reach just the opening of my mouth. I held him there and swallowed over and over and he began moaning over and over. He reached around to the back of my head and placed both of his hands there as if to pull me more onto his throbbing, steel hard cock and he kind of hunched into me. Then he began saying 'oh my god' over and over between moans. I couldn't remember the last time someone enjoyed their first blowjob as much as he did. When I felt his cock get stone hard I pulled off. He also was shocked that I had stopped. "Let go of my head and let me finish you, you're really close." "I am? It all just feels so amazing. Could I have started doing this years ago?" "Depends on who there was to do it for you. We're pretty careful how early we start you at this and that's why no one said anything to you before now. I guess you could have started a year, or year and a half ago." He looked down to me and with those big beautiful brown eyes of his looked deep into me and said, "Then I hope you're ready to catch me up on a year and a half of this because I already wanna do it again. How many times a day can we do it?" I had to chuckle. He was a cocksucker hound just like his big brother. That boy could never get enough and I often had to make him go away so I could get my chores done. Paw didn't care what we did as long as we got our chores done. We didn't want him to come looking for us, so I'd promise Marks' older brother that I'd sneak out of the house after lights out and come suck him one more time. He was always waiting for me in the bushes outside his bedroom with a hard, drooling cock. "I would suspect we could do it between 5 and 10 times a day until you're about 16 and then you're desire kind of drops off or you get other interests. You're gonna want to do it a lot at first, but you remember that you can't do it with anyone else but those here with us now, that's important. And you can't masturbate-you come to me and I'll take care of it." I didn't want any more talk, I wanted to get the show on the road, but the time off of his cock did some good because he'd calmed down a bit and I could suck him longer. I loved to go up and down on his little shaft and hear him moan and stroke my hair. Just before he came his cock started drooling a bit of precum. He had a sweet taste and I was sure he would cum some fluid when he had his orgasm. I didn't have long to wait. "Oh shit! Oh my god! Oh...Oh..." Then I felt him pull my face against him so hard I couldn't breathe, but I didn't care, I knew he was about to cum, so I suckled at his hard shaft in my mouth. It was clear when he came because he screamed louder than Jack had and I was worried Paw might hear us, but I just kept sucking at his cock and it began the familiar throbbing and jerking around in my mouth as he squeaked thru his orgasm, pulling me harder against him. His entire body shook against me and he began to moan as his orgasm subsided. I could taste a bit of fluid in my mouth and wondered what it looked like. He kept pulled me against his body and his orgasm went on for a very long time. His orgasm was something only someone in their youth can have and only those that remember their first moments of jack off orgasms or sucking orgasms remember how long they could cum. Finally he let go of my head, but I kept sucking him. "Oh, shit, it's really sensitive...it almost hurts, is it supposed to be like that?" I just pulled off of his cock and he let out one final moan. I sat up with my cock pointing straight out of my lap and I opened my mouth to see what would come out. I was surprised to see there was quite a lot that came out. It was mostly clear, but it certainly was his cum. His eyes were wide. "Did I make that? Did that come out of my peepee?" I smiled to him, "Yep, it's all you." He beamed with pride, as if he'd just scored the schools last minute touchdown! I looked at Larry and Henry and wondered how I was going to make it thru sucking both of their cocks without cumming all over myself. "You boys ready?" They both just shook their heads with enthusiasm. I looked around and got an idea. "Hey, Jack. You and Jon pull those two bales of hay over here in front of me." When they were in place I told Larry and Henry to put their shirts on the Hay so the sticks wouldn't poke them and told them to have a seat. They were quick to follow my orders and sat in front of me in the naked glory, hard cocks waiting for the pleasure they'd just watched the three others enjoy. I reached out and stroked their cocks with my hand. The difference in their sizes was really evident. I leaned forward and took Larry's cock in my mouth and he let out a kind of yelp but then settled into an incoherent mumbling. I sucked on him for a while and then pulled off, much to his disappoint. I swung my shoulders into the lap of Henry and took his cock into my mouth. The small size reminded me of his age and I was uncomfortable again. For a moment I thought that I should have made him wait another year but when I heard him tell me how great it felt and remembered that he was almost 14, I let it go. He too had started stroking my head and was groaning. I knew he was going to be a quick cummer. If he were anything like his brother he'd be a trigger shot. I'd never sucked anyone like his brother. He was usually first when there were several waiting for me to suck them. We all knew it wouldn't take him long. It wasn't unusual for him to walk up to me, put his cock head to my lips, slide it in and the moment it touched the back of my mouth he was shooting off. I thought it was such a shame because he has such an amazing cock, but he could do that 3-4 times a day like that. And there were a few times I had along with him that I just stayed between his legs and kept sucking him and he'd cum sometimes six times in a matter of five minutes and he'd make me stop. He agreed it was a shame, but he explained that all the powerful feeling that most men had in fifteen to twenty minutes of a blow job, he felt all at once, so it was just as good for him, just quick and when he'd let me suck him for a long time he said it took a heavy toll on him because he came so hard over and over. With that thought I pulled off Henry's cock and went back to work on Larry, who was more than willing. His body stiffened as I slid up and down on his amazing cock and I knew for a young man of 14 for his cock to be that big, that in just a few short years he'd have one monster cock. When I thought he was near cumming I pulled off. This time he let me know how much he didn't like me. "Damn. You didn't do that to the other guys. This is amazing, but I wanna see if I make any of that juice and to feel what these other guys were feeling when they went all hard all over and growled uncontrollably." I understood where he was coming from so I mixed things up a bit. "I'm the cocksucker, so you do it my way. Always remember, who ever is sucking your cock is doing you the favor, not the other way around. You should think of it as a mutual trade off. You're getting your cock sucked and someone is getting a cock to suck. But never feel like you're the one with the prize because you're not the one with the award winning mouth, like I have." I smiled, but he still didn't like it. I turned the two boys facing each other and then had them lie down and scoot as close together as possible. When they were as close as they could get I had Henry drape his legs over Larry so he could get closer. When he was all but sitting in Larry's lap I had him relax and sit on the bale of hay and bingo their cocks were so close they could touch. It was a beautiful sight and I dove in. I sucked Larry as far as I could go and then pulled off and went all the way down on Henry, then pull off and went to Larry. I went back and forth like this until both of the boys were blubbering silliness from the amazing feelings my sucking mouth was giving them. I knew they were both on the verge of cumming at any moment and I was more than ready for them to do it. I pushed both of their cocks together and went all the way down on them. It was the first time I had done that and I liked how it felt to have both of their cocks in my mouth, slipping against each other. The boys really liked it too. When I felt Larry's cock go rock hard I pulled off and before he could get his protest out I took him fully into my mouth and sucked hard at his cock and he went stiff all over. His moan turned into a growl deep in his throat, then he went limp all over. When I pulled off of his cock I opened my mouth so his offering could spill out onto my cock, but there was very little. But being 14 he was excited that there was anything at all and declared he was a real man now. I didn't waste any time going to work on Henry and in no time he too was holding onto my head as his body vibrated in pleasure as his cock throbbed in my mouth. Before I pulled off of him I knew he hadn't shot anything, but I didn't expect him to. "You have to give yourself time. Mark and Larry could have shot cum for prolly six months to a year now, they just didn't know it. And the fact that you can't shoot cum doesn't' make it feel any less great, right?" His shy smile told me all I needed to know. I was so fucking horny I wanted a mouth on my cock and I wanted it now. I was so damned horny I wanted to tell the boys that lesson was done for the day and go find one of my regulars that I knew would do it right so I could shoot a great load and enjoy the ride. But as I looked at the boys, the first three were turned on again and I knew they were ready for more. I told them to like up and stand in front of me. The three hard cocks were beautiful and I loved sucking them, each, into my mouth again and feeling their hardness against my tongue and their cock heads press against the back of my throat. When I thought they were equally turned on I stopped, looked up to them, then laid back. I have to say I looked beautiful to the boys. Years later they each told me that when I laid back with my legs spread wide and my big cock throbbing each of my heart beats, drooling my own precum and soaked in each of their cum, they said the sight of my tight, muscled body made what we did next a necessity. Not one of them said they felt a moment's hesitation Looking back I know that is true as they each sat on the bales of hay before me and leaned forward. "Okay, all of you can't suck me at once and I'll tell you now you're gonna have to be careful because I'm really close as it is. I woke up with morning wanting my cock sucked and here we are. And now that I've sucked each of you it's really made me extra hot, especially knowing that I was the first mouth on your cocks and that I gave three of you your first orgasms. So I'm gonna teach you how to do it right, just go along with what I tell you and you'll do find. Jack, you're first." He quickly changed places with Mark who sat in the spot directly in front of my cock. "First feel it and stroke it, but do it lightly and get a feel for it." His had felt amazing on me and I knew I was gonna lose it the moment he put my cock in his mouth. When his hands reached my sensitive head I pulled back and he looked at me like he did something wrong. "It's okay. If you had stroked the head I would have came. If I happen to cum before each of you have a suck on my cock, we'll have plenty of lessons later, so don't worry. Give me a minute to cool down. How about you play with my balls." He smiled and bent over so he could feel of my falls with his fingers. He softly massaged them like he was collecting the morning eggs. While what he was doing felt good, I had never really been a ball kinda person. That is to say, sucking or playing with my balls never really turned me on that much. When I thought I was amply cooled off I told him he could put the head of my cock in his mouth. When he stopped I looked at him as if to ask what was wrong. "Can I feel your stomach? Your muscles are amazing." I loved the attention my beautiful body was giving them and told him to feel all he wanted. His hands felt good sliding all over my torso, but then he grabbed my cock by the base, stood it straight up and put as much of it in his mouth as he could. The soft, hot silkiness of his mouth was amazing and I loved how he held my cock in his mouth and sucked. For a moment I wondered if he'd been doing this with his older brother, he was too good at it. When he pushed further down my shaft, the tip caught the back of his throat and he gagged and jerked off my cock all at once. "Yeah, you have to be careful. It took me about 30 cocks before I learned how to control my gag reflex. Right now it's natural for you to want to gag when you feel something hit the back of your throat, but you'll learn how to control it and have my cock deep in your throat." I was kidding, but he surprised me when he said, "But I want all of your cock in my throat now." I thought he was making a joke, but the look on his face told me otherwise. "Then we'll just have to do lotsa practice so you learn how to control it. Mark wants to catch up on a year and a half or orgasms so while I have his cock in my mouth you can be practicing on working on your gag reflex with my cock in your mouth. How about that?" He smiled and I knew he was satisfied with that arrangement and leaned down to take my cock in his mouth again. "Hold up there, fast times. It's Jon's turn." He didn't like it at all, but I made him get up and give Jon his seat, but only after promises of spending lots of time between my legs. As Jon took my cock into his mouth all I could think about was the house I would spend with Jack sucking my cock and I almost came. I tried to concentrate on how Jon was doing but all I could do was look at Jack and his beautiful body and his amazing cock. It was purely selfish of me, but I wanted to make the rest leave and spend the rest of the day sucking Jacks amazing cock and having him practice his gag reflex with my hard cock down his throat. I had to push Jon off of my cock because I was going to cum any second and I was almost too late. My body was use to be pushing it to the edge and stopping like that and so two spurts of my cum shot out of my cock as I held Jon's head in my hand to keep him from sucking my cock. When the spurts shot out they all watched in amazement, but then looked puzzled. "That's all you cum?" they asked. I explained how I often edged when I was with someone I really liked to have suck my cock and if I timed it right I could trick my body and it thinks it's time to cum, but I don't have an orgasm, I just shoot some cum, but not all of it. While the white stuff pooled on my rippled stomach I got an idea. "Jack. The tube on the bottom of my cock is still full of my cum. How about you put my cock as far in your mouth as you can without gagging, and then press the bottom of my cock with your tongue and them slowly pull off my cock. You'll get the sensation of my cock cumming in your mouth and you get to taste my cum as well?" I didn't have to tell Jack twice and he settled between my legs taking my cock into his mouth. Instead of doing as I said he just softly sucked on my cock. The feeling was amazing and at that moment I didn't give a damn if the other's got to suck my cock or taste my cum, I wanted it all for Jack. I wanted to cum in his mouth right then and then suck him cock twice and then have him suck me again before we called it a day and then maybe meet again after nightfall to do it all over again. I looked at the other boys with their hard bodies and hard cocks and knew what torture really was. "Push your tongue up against the bottom of my cock." He nodded his head no and kept sucking. "If you make me cum I won't ever play sucking games again. Do as I told you please." He looked at me with his big blue eyes and knew I was serious. I didn't know how I'd keep that threat, but knew I had to at least make him believe I'd do it. I felt him press his tongue against the bottom of my cock and start to slide off of me, but he was keeping up the sucking pressure and the combination was sending me over the edge. I was lucky that he reached the end of my cock before I came, but again it was very close and my cock jerked and he was rewarded with a single shot of my cum as his lips were at the tip of my cock. He mumbled his pleasure, licking his lips. It was clear he was very turned on and if I were to suck his cock that he'd cum very quickly. That wasn't my plan although it was hard not to change things around. "Okay, the rest of you boys taste the cum on my belly, in order of age. Jon, you first." One by one their tongues wagged out of their mouth as they lapped up some of the two spurts that I'd shot earlier. I watched as they slicked it around inside their mouth, tasting of me for the first time. And one by one they each told me they liked it and couldn't wait for their turn to take it directly from the source. "Jon it's your turn to suck my cock. Remember to take it easy and maybe you won't gag." He knelt and positioned my cock at his lips, licked the tip, making me jerk and then gently took the tip in his mouth and sucked, swiping the tender underside with his tongue. When he was satisfied with the texture in his mouth he started his descent. I was shocked at how much he could get in his mouth before backing off a little, feeling his gag reflex stop him. He just held it there for a moment, using that amazing tongue. I caught the sight of Jack watching me loving my cock in Jon's mouth and could see the jealously on his face. Then he caught me looking at him and he looked at me with glazed over eyes. Something clicked inside of him and his whole body tensed and a big blob of precum poured out of his cock. The sight made me push Jon off of me cock. I tensed all over, holding back the orgasm. I closed my eyes and thought of cows in the field or muddy water on a rainy day-anything to take my mind away from that hay loft, those hot sexy boys and their amazing cocks and sucking mouths. I didn't want to cum right then and it was all I could do to stop myself from shooting everywhere. I looked down at my cock. My whole body was stiff and I'd never seen my cock so hard. And the color was purple, it had gone way past red a long time ago. My precum steadily pumped out of the tip and I was sure the boys were getting a mouthful of my 'slimy'. They stood before me, hungry. There eyes glazed over with the hunger only lust can give you and I knew I had to hurry. "Cummon Mark. The rest of you can take one quick suck, but I gotta cum or I'm gonna burst all over the place. He quickly scurried into place and took my cock into his hands. He looked it over with big eyes and then I felt his mouth on me. His mouth was the hottest of the other two so far and it felt great. He went down about two inches and he sucked but then pulled off, licking the tip. Next was Larry and he was quick to get my cock in his mouth, but he scraped it with his teeth. I didn't know if it was him being careless or if his teeth were just set close together. At any rate he wasn't on my cock long enough for me to protest. He went down quickly, sucked hard and then was off, looking at the end. When I looked at him strangely he defended himself, "You said be quick. I didn't want to be the one to make you cum can I want to know more about these sucking games. Especially if you can make me feel that way every time I cum. I chuckled as Henry got into place and took a hold of my cock. He just sat there looking at it which I didn't mind because it gave me time to cool off, but Jack didn't like it all. "Come on dude, suck it so I can make him cum." I thought it was very portentous that he'd assume that I was going to let him make me cum, but I didn't say anything because he was exactly who I wanted to make me cum. Not only was he the one that turned me on the most, but he could get more of my cock in his mouth more than the others, not to mention he sucked me better than the others. Henry moved closer, his breathing very heavy. He opened his mouth and licked at the top, bring back my precum to taste. When he approved of that taste he stretched his mouth wide and placed it over my cock. I think he was surprised that it went it with room to spare and it was amazing seeing my cock in his mouth, not feeling his tongue and then to feel him close his mouth around my rock hard cock. He only could get the head in and he kind of moved his head a little and sucked, but he did the best he could. I knew we'd have plenty of time for practice. That was if Jack would let them near me. Watching him out of the corner of my eye I could see how much he didn't like that I was enjoying Henry sucking my cock. I was kind of concerned about this new development. When we first started talking about the sucking games, the look on his face made me wonder if he'd be game for the games. But now watching his jealously made me concerned that he'd be territorial and I couldn't have that going on, no matter how much he turned me on or how good he sucked my cock. His brother alone could keep my mouth occupied for an entire weekend. I told Henry he did a good job and he could stop now. A big string of my precum attached his big red lips to my cock and the sight really turned me on. I hoped in time I'd have plenty of time to teach him how to suck my cock proper like. When Henry moved, Jack took his place and bent over to take my cock. It pissed me off and I placed my hand out and placed it on his forehead to stop him. He looked at me around my big palm. "What makes you think you're the one that gets to make me cum? I choose that." He sat back in absolute disgust. I had thoroughly pissed him off. "I think Jon sucked me much better than you did and besides you got a spurt of my cum when you were sucking me earlier." Jack turned red all over. The anger showed on his face and I thought he was going to hit me. So I sat up until I was inches from his face. "Unless, of course, you can give me a reason to think otherwise." I don't know what I thought I wanted him to do. Maybe I wanted him to beg me to let him suck my cock and shoot my cum in his gulping mouth. Maybe I wanted him to storm off only to make up for it by sucking my cock endlessly on one of our fishing trips. Maybe I wanted him to let go of that obviously pride and get up to let one Jon take the place. But the one thing I never expect him to do was kiss me. And even if I had expected it I would have never expected him to kiss me the way he kissed me. His beautiful pool blue eyes closed and those big puffy lips of his touched mine and he wrapped his arms around me, holding me gently. If that wasn't enough of a shock, this tongue separated my lips and reached inside my mouth and I heard the other boys gasp in shock. My own shock was gone as I was and have always been a big sucker for kissing. I could kiss for literally hours. When I make full on love with someone, it's not a complete love making session if we didn't do plenty of heavy passionate kissing and Jack was doing his best to show me just how grown up he was. I felt into his soft and gentle kiss and wrapped my arms around him, pulling him to me. I felt his hard cock slide against mine as our tongues danced together inside our mouths and I felt and hard him moan his pleasure in my embrace. I moved my lips against him and loved how his back felt and how his body felt against mine. I dunno how long we kissed like that, I got lost in the feeling of him against me, pushing his cock into mine as I felt his big round ass, loving every moment of the way he kissed me and how he was making love to me with his beautiful body. I knew our times together in the future would be full of this passion. When he broke from my lips he looked down to me with those amazing beautiful eyes and asked, "Is that enough convincing?" I couldn't give up so easy and made him wait for my answer. Finally, after he'd suffered in the silence, I told him, "Only if we agree that you must take two dozen loads from me before you start sucking anyone else." He smiled that beautiful, captivating smile, and then kissed me long and deep again. As he kissed his way down my flat muscular stomach he spoke between the smacking noise of his kisses along my skin, "That," kiss, "won't," kiss, "be," kiss, "a," kiss, "problem." Then I felt his tongue on the soft underside of my cock and his lips ran along the bottom of my cock to the base and he licked my balls. I couldn't want until he got my cock into his mouth and he was gonna make me wait for it and he continued to lick and rub his lips along the hardness of my shaft. He's top now and then to go to the tip and lick up the precum I was depositing there from all the licking and rubbing he was doing. The other boys stood watching him as he made love to my cock and their own excitement only grew. Then I felt him take me into his mouth. Just the head at first. He held it in his mouth and sucked softly, slipping his tongue back and forth along the most sensitive part of me. Then down, down, down he went and he'd stop to suck at my steel hard cock until I felt the opening of his throat. I was sure he'd pull off because this was the point where he'd gag, but I felt him push forward and knew it was a mistake. I felt his throat revolt, but he pushed on and suddenly he had every inch of my cock down his throat. To look down and see his blond hair overtake my crotch and feel my cock head all the way into his swallowing throat was more than I could take and I reached down to yank him off of my cock. He looked up to me in anger and I leaned down and kissed him as deep as he'd kissed me. I was quick to see he was as much a sucker for kissing as I was and I pulled him to me, feeling him against me, I had to have that amazing cock in my mouth once again before I blew my own load. As I pulled him up he groaned in question and I kissed him again telling him to just go with it. I plunged onto his cock and loved feeling its hardness fill my mouth and taste his precum fill my mouth. I stroked his balls and his big round ass as I felt him stroke my hair and pull my face into him. When I knew he was about to cum I stopped and sat him on the bale of hay and laid back. He began to go to his knees and I stopped him. "I want you sitting on the hay after I cum, trust me." He sat there fingering his drooling cock and looked at me with those wonderful eyes and surprised me again, "Kiss me." I didn't hesitate in granting his wish and rose up only to have him meet me half way. We kissed and he pushed me back and he lay upon me, rubbing his hardness against me. The other boys were forgotten as we made love to each other. He broke from my lips and went directly for my cock and took it in one quick swallowing motion and I loved the hot warm feeling his sucking mouth gave my body. He swallowed my cock head and sucked up and down the full length of my cock, even pulling off to go all they way down over and over again, swallowing my cock head every time. I loved how his mouth felt on me and when it came time for me to cum I reached down and pulled his head into my body and shouted my pleasure as the orgasm shot thru my body, burst after amazing burst and he sucked and sucked at me, bringing the pleasure higher and longer with each passing moment. I felt as if I had passed out and when I opened my eyes I was laying back on the hay behind the beam I sat on and Jack was still sucking my very sensitive cock. I sat up and pushed him off of me. He looked at me with those eyes and smiled to me. "That was fucking amazing." "We're not done." And I lowered to his lap and took his cock all the way and it was only moments before he was cumming again, this time he shouted my name over and over as the orgasm took his body to new heights. When I pulled off of his cock I rose up to his face and pulled him to me and kissed him long and deep. When I was done I laid back and pulled him with me so we were lying side by side and I whispered in his ear. "Now THAT'S fucking amazing." Don't read further unless you want to know the sad facts of the future that was to follow: P.S. After Jack and I had kissed for about thirty minutes I sucked off the other boys one at a time and then once more before we were done for that session. I had told them I had cum all I could cum for that lesson, but if they would meet me at dead mans curve after chores the following day we'd continue lessons and they quickly agreed. Jack and I were the only ones left as we were getting dressed and I waited until I was sure the others were long gone before I said anything to him. "I just told them I was all cummed out so they wouldn't want to suck me. I wanted to save the last for you, if you want it." He didn't say anything and came to me, pulling me to him and kissed me in a way that I could only call Jacks way. I can't explain it to you. He kissed me in a way that no other man has ever been able to kiss me since. We undressed each other as we continued to kiss and he sucked me to an absolutely amazing orgasm and wanted more. We lay in the loft for several hours afterward watching the moon and kissing and talking. I found myself falling in love with Jack and I thought the feeling was mutual. For several years I continued the lessons with the boys and introduced the others in their age bracket to the joys of oral sex, but always saved the end of the day for Jack. What ever we were doing, at the end of the day we'd get together, kiss and give each other great oral sex. As the years went on Jack's cock grew to be really big. By the time he was 18 it was 9 inches long and 5 inches around. He went off to college that year and when he came back he wanted to fuck me. I was never into anal sex and especially with something so big. Over those years my feelings for Jack became stronger and lessened, kind of like the tide. One time it was strong, the next time it was weak. He and I talked quite a lot in those years and we talked about becoming serious with each other. He had one problem with me. I wouldn't let him fuck me. I recall how much in love with him I was when he stood before me, looking at me with the eyes I loved so much and told me that if I couldn't make real love to him and let him be inside me as we made love together, then he couldn't be with me. Most of all I remember how much that broke my heart. I already thought we'd been making love all that time and couldn't understand how the position of a cock could make so much difference in defining love. As time went on Jack found boyfriend after boyfriend. It didn't surprise me he had his pick of guys. Jack grew into a truly beautiful man. That blonde hair and blue eyes and amazing body could get him anyone he wanted. The last time I saw Jack was on his wedding day. He couldn't keep a boyfriend so decided he'd marry a woman and have some children. I'll never forget when he looked at me 5 minutes before he took his vows and told me he had gotten everything he'd wanted, except the one thing he truly desired and needed. He kissed me one last time and walked thru the doors and changed our lives forever. Understanding that the position of a cock was how Jack defined love helped me to understand that he could never be right for me, although it took many years for me to reach that place. I've seldom talked to Jack since then, there's only so much suffering one's heart can bear. He has 3 great children, all boys, all look exactly like him. When his sweet wife sends out Christmas greets she always sends a family picture. Jack is as beautiful as ever and his children are as well. As I look at them I remember him, how he felt against me, how he touched me, how beautiful he was, how he looked at me with those wonderful amazing eyes, how his lips...his tongue felt against mine. But most of all I remember how much I loved him. And all I can do is wish for him all the happiness he ever wanted.