Date: Sat, 12 May 2012 10:21:06 +0200 From: Shawn Edwards Subject: The dream cum true 4a "Hey," i said in a voice filled with suprise as he walked into my bedroom and sat on my bed. "Hie," he said smiling. "What are you doing here?" i asked sheepishly then realised i was naked and on top of the bed cover. I started covering up. "I just came to see my lovely cousin,did i come at a wrong time?" I wanted very much to say yes. Gerald my cousin would ruin my date tomorrow and i wasnt about to let that happen. It was bad enough that i couldnt have him but i wouldnt tolerate him ruining my date and preventing me from having someone else. I would go on that date tomorrow against all odds. I told my cousin he was welcome but i sensed from my tone that he could see something was up. I had to call Mike and tell him not to enter but to call me when he was at the gate. I left my room and went to make the call naked. I swore i saw Gerald checking my ass but i pushed the thoughts away. Normaly i would have had an erection but i had somebody in my life. Who had taken my mind off my cousin. I walked in and he stared at me. I acted oblivious of the fact that he had his eyes on my package. He had seen it and all the times he didnt react like this. I ignored it and went to take my shower. I walked naked again this time showing him my naked wet body. I swore he was close to drooling. If i had looked closer i would have seen an erection on him. If he had done this two weeks ago i would have ran and kissed him but it was different now. I had a boyfriend who i couldnt stand cheating on. Who i was crazy in love with. A boyfriend i wanted to keep. Though they were both hot and my cousin was a bit hotter than my Mike i seemed to careless. My crush on my cousin was officialy over. I rubbed lotion on my hot muscular body slowly and seductively, flexing my muscles so my cousin could have a taste of what was nolonger his if he wanted it. "Fancy going out?" i asked. "Yeah sure," he replied. "Good i have just the perfect thing in mind, so what brings you here? Aint ya supposed to be working?" i asked. He told me he wanted to spend time with his favourite cousin since he didnt see me at the party that much and that he missed me. Normaly i would have been over the moon with that statement but i took it casualy. I finished applying my lotion and dressed in jeans and a t-shirt. Gerald was ready so we took my car and went to town. We would grab something to eat in town. We went to Mcdonalds first them got a table. I ordered burgers. Beef for me and cheese for him. I knew what he liked and that made me realise we were connected at the primal level. That sort of stirred up some familiar feelings. We ate mostly in silence and i didnt need mind reading to notice something was wrong. Gerald had not just come to see me. There was something wrong with his life. I wouldnt ask jus yet but if he didnt tell me during the day. I would ask him at night. I wasnt happy to see him like this even though he pretended he was alright. We left and went shopping. I knew he liked it and it took his mind off things. It was 4:30pm when we finished. He had released some tension and he had regained his spunk and spark. He had returned to his normal state which had made me fall in love with him and i was sure it was making me do the same and i tried by all means to fight it but i didnt know how long i could put up the fight. He was my first crush and he was not easy to let go. I thought i had but seeing him act like this made it impossible. He was managing to rekindle the weakness for him in me. We walked to the elevator. We were two in the elevator and now i was resisting the urge to pounce on my cousin and have sex with him. The feelings had resurfaced and were back to haunt me. I was fucking sure of that. We were standing side by side in silence. It was not just silence but awkward silence. He dropped his shopping bag and i instinctively bent down to pick up the bag for him. He had thought of the same thing and i felt his hand on top of mine on the handle of the bag. I let go. Withdrawing my hand and he held the bag. We stood up facing each other and when i was upright his gaze caught mine. I got lost in his intense blue eyes that seemed to be deep with a longing and a passion. I could tell he was lost in my green eyes. He was an archangel. His blue eyes contrasting his light blond hair. My head pulled closer to his and i could see his was pulling closer to me aswell. I felt his warm breath on me when our lips were closer. I wasnt thinking straight. Infact i wasnt thinking at all. The elevator door dinged and opened and we drew away from each other. Coming to my senses i realised i almost kissed my cousin. My dick got erect that same minute and i felt embarrased. He felt the same way and we drived in silence to the movies. I didnt enjoy the movie. It was my favourite, Changeling by Anjelina Jolie but i didnt even have fun. Deep down i felt realy ashamed of myself for nearly cheating on Mike. I knew if Gerald wanted me i would let him have me he was my dream my cousin and that dream nearly came true. Above all i kept asking myself, was he gay?. There was no answer to that in my brain. I had to find out for myself yet i was nowhere near ready to talk about the elevator. I wanted so badly to find out what would happen when we got home. I then felt the need to be with Mike. I missepd him. Maybe he would take my mind off Gerald but if i got with him would it feel the same? "Why are you here Gerald?" i finaly asked when we got home at 8pm. I felt a little resentment for him. Why had he come to complicate my life? Why was he here to ruin my relationship? Yes i knew he would ruin my relationship and complicate my life. I he turned out gay i would have no choice but to love him. What would happen to Mike? "Tracy dumped me,because of you, because i couldnt please her coz all tha time i be thinkin of you," The iceberg of anger i had melted that instant. The words tasted sweet to me and what made it more sweet was the fact that he was crying seated on my bed. He thought about me in the same way i did about him and yes she had dumped him because he was gay and in love with me. Without thinking straight i walked over to him and stood him up. I cupped his face and wiped his tears with my thumb. We stared the same way as in the elevator and he bowed his head to kiss me for i was shorter than him. We locked lips and wrestled our tongues. He was a good kisser. Mike never kissed me this good. Gerald did and he sucked and bit on my lips and it was awesome. He tasted sweet like the kiss of true love. He lifted me up and threw me on the bed. He stripped naked and i saw his dick. It was the most beautiful dick i had ever seen. It was 8in and thick with a pink mushroom head. He was hung. His balls hung four inches like tha dick of a small boy. He was shaved. He was cut just like Mike. He bend over and ripped my clothes off my body. My own 7.5 was fully charged. He kissed me again and then went for my hole. He licked it good. His tongue entering me at times. It felt ecstatic and i never wanted it to end. I felt the waves of pleasure and felt my pre cum falling on my belly. His tongue was like a tornado devastating my ass with pleasure. He stopped and wasted no time in entering me. He filled me with his thick dick. Gerald removed his hot dick and started playfuly rubbing it on my hole. It was just like the dream. This time however i wouldnt beg. "You dont know how long i been waitin for this," he said. "Just fuck me," i demanded. He rammed his dick inside and started his fucking frenzy. Gerald fucked me so bad he was an animal. I thought i had seen it all with Mike but i realised it was just the beggining. I moaned from the pain and pleasure. He was my guilty pleasure and I loved it. This was the dream cum true. Not anything else, and not Mike but this. He was experienced and i felt sorry for Tracy. She had lost something real good and i was getting it. Geralds dick got hotter inside me and i knew he was cumming for he had grown tense. He breathed heavily and his pace increased. I stroked my dick thrice and i came,shooting on my face. He bent over and licked my face dry whilst he fucked me. He removed his dick from my ass and pointed it to my mouth. He wanked and shot jet after jet of cum around my lips. I licked it. It was sweet and delicious. I loved it. He licked the remaing cum on the places my tongue couldnt reach and then french kissed me, feeding me with the remainder of his seed. He lay on top of me and smiled. I smiled half heartedly as i had come to my senses. I had cheated on Mike with my cousin and that wasnt the rest of it. Two men in my life were in love with me and i was in love with them. My life had gone from loneliness to crowdedness in an instant and i was indecisive. Neither of them knew about the other or so i hoped. Was i going to two time them or let go of one and keep the other. I knew it would be hard. Like choosing between Trey Songz and Chris Brown. They liked the things i liked and they were quite similar. I pushed away the thoughts and seized the moment.