Date: Fri, 21 Jul 2006 11:44:06 EDT From: Chetnadelphi22@aol.com Subject: The Massage Massage By Indigo Indian The usual disclaimers apply 'I'm not gay!' He had told me this many times. I knew of his incipient heterosexuality without his words for I'd seen the natural way his eyes followed a pretty girl and yet his oft-repeated statements sounded to me as though he was trying to convince himself. For me, his own eyes were invariably far superior, with their long lashes and soft brown lenses, to any of the girls he ogled. His skin was softer, a lighter brown and his full, inviting lips were a lush red, surpassing in every way their crimson slashes. That he loved me was undoubted, not just the love for a middle-aged uncle but much more. We slept together always, wrapped in each other's arms in the way that lovers do. I would often awaken to know his erection pressed into my side or against my belly and sometimes lie awake with his leg slung across my body, lying on my throbbing tool. That I loved him with my whole heart and with every cell of my body was clear to him. With his fourteenth birthday only weeks away, I would have to think of some present to demonstrate that love. The sleeping together was natural in the culture in which we lived. Bangalore! An Indian city filled with thousands of beautiful, brown-skinned boys. He knew though, that I had eyes only for him and he was fully aware of my desire to be lovers in body as well as in spirit. I had been open with him right from the start and while sex was a naughty no-no, he would allow me certain pleasures, gifts issued from time to time: like seeing his naked penis, erect and throbbing or having me examine his testicles for cancer of which he was very afraid following a visit to the Doctor two years before when his balls were aching: probably the action of cycling. My massaging of him, however, was not one of those gifts but was a pleasure we both shared each night before falling asleep; noses touching, soft breath on soft breath, or as spoons with my right hand curled around his slender torso, holding him tightly, my palm flat against his flat tummy, the cutting edge of my hand scant, teasing centimetres from his proud cock. Many were the nights I could not sleep because of that metric gap. Oh, I could touch him when we played snatch 'n grab and he felt free to grab my parts at any time - mostly in public where my shock would be most keenly felt. I had often held that erection but always only momentarily and at play rather than at sex. That particular day and night had started like any other. It was only when we were ready for bed that my life changed for ever. He had undressed and then dressed in the soft poly-cotton shorts I had brought from England. With nothing beneath, all was always revealed; eye candy to beat all eye candy. I was wearing my own soft shorts but with Y-fronts beneath for he objected to my pre-come which poured out at every opportunity, at every cancer check and every massage, soaking through if I wore shorts alone. His own pre-come, if he had any at all, was well and truly contained, concealed within his ample foreskin. As he lay splayed upon the bed, face down, he issued his imperious command, 'Massage!' I was only too happy to oblige, for my hands would then have freedom to roam his body, front and back except for that forbidden zone. Even his fantastic bottom was mine for I was allowed to pull down the back of his shorts in order to lay my hands there and caress those golden globes. With him lying on his back, and his thighs under my hands, I would sometimes find an excuse to brush his balls but not too overtly and never enough to invoke rebuke. 'Full or half', I asked, for we had this arrangement whereby sometimes his tiredness would require a 'quickie' with only his upper body being massaged. 'Full, and make it a really good one, my body is aching tonight'. I knew already that he had been engaged in sports at school today. I started as I always did with a kiss to the nape of his neck. Then, in the darkened bedroom, sitting up at his left side, my hands started to work their magic upon the magic of his soft, brown, muscled back. I put my hand to the waistband of his shorts asking, 'Down?' He did not reply but his head nodded agreement. I pulled the elastic down towards his feet so that the two beautiful globes, lighter in colour and looking white in the darkness, gazed back at me, the material of his shorts bunched across his upper thighs. Then, starting at his shoulder, my hands, one on top of the other, pulled down along the muscles above his kidneys, fingers splayed, to tease the fibrous interior into relaxing. My action stopped at the lowered waistband on each stroke. I repeated this across the whole of his back and then switched to a soft, rapid chopping with the edge of each hand 'a la Bruce Lee. Other strokes and actions followed; some of them teasing, some caressing and some pummelling. I then moved down to his legs and thighs working my skills on his toes, ankles, calves and then his thighs, especially his upper thighs. My actions there, upon the latter area, were invariably softer, more caressing than with the other parts. After some fifteen minutes of this I told him to turn over. He did so with the slickness and smoothness of the boy he was. He was erect as always. In the dim light, it was trying to poke out of the top of the waistband and failing, merely pushing up the material, stretching it so that his balls also were individually highlighted. He knew I could see but didn't care. In the early days of knowing one another, he had demanded to see the naked body of this 'white, English Uncle' and in return, I had demands of my own and had gazed upon his pubescent, 10- year old erection without any concerns from him. Again my hands pummelled and caressed, teased his flesh, stimulated his muscles and soft skin and chopped at my whim. I moved to his flat, soft belly; no chopping here, simply a round and round action with my palms and fingers, those fingers occasionally slipping beneath the elastic of his shorts to caress his loins, taking care to avoid the rigid member, but desperately wanting to hold and stroke him there; to kiss and lick and suck him there. Perhaps because of his erection increasing the material's tension, each time my fingers tried to gain entry, they stuck momentarily, caught in the elastic. He stopped me, obviously slightly annoyed and said, 'More on my back please', even as he turned over. His buns were still naked and so I started a circular action on each of these using opposite rotation so that his crack was opened and closed, opened and closed. Although in that half-light I could not see the pinkish bud there, I could imagine it for I had seen it many times when massaging him in lighter conditions or when we showered together and I cleaned him there. As I moved up his body, he lifted his bottom into the air and I caught the action of his hands as he slipped the elastic of his shorts over his cock and pushed them down. 'Tight', was his monosyllabic excuse as he again settled onto the mattress. A further ten minutes of working his back and lower legs and I thought he was drifting into sleep. I let my hands creep up his thighs but the gathered blue material of his shorts were in the way now that they had been pulled down equally at back and front. His voice startled me as he said, 'Take them off!' I had really thought him to be sleeping. I didn't ask for clarification but grabbed my chance and slid the shorts down to his feet and then off. He was unabashed, for nakedness wasn't an issue between us. Nevertheless, my memory tried and failed to recall a time when I had been favoured with massaging his totally naked body. I looked down upon his beautiful form. His shoulders and back, adolescent, still held the promise of an athlete's body. His narrow waist, softened by the merest hint of puppy fat, would be the delight of many a woman while his long, long, colt's legs were an open invitation to run my hands up into the treasures at their apex. It was all revealed to me once again, and I performed the massage as though I was starting, just then, for the first time. Throughout the process he 'mmhh-d', and 'ahh-ed', , letting me know that I was doing a fine job, occasional grunts telling me I had hit a part of him aching from the sports. Finally, finishing with caresses of his pert buttocks and upper thighs and long, slow, double-handed slides from thighs to neck, I asked him if he had had enough, if he was ready for sleep. 'Other side now', he replied and started to turn over. My cock, which had been stiff and leaking from the start, now went into overdrive at the idea of him lying face-up and naked beneath my eyes and my hands. Pulsing and dripping, I was worried about the stuff leaking out onto the front of my shorts and him finding out. However, the sight before me as he lay back once again, put my anxiety on the back burner. He was truly a wonderful sight, lying there with his balls tight in to his body and his cock standing up at a 30 degree angle, rocking and cocking with his heartbeat, looking outsize against his slender adolescent body and making of him a priapic satyr. As I looked I saw his eyes open for a moment and gaze into mine as he moved his hands beneath his head. His naked body open to me, he was vulnerability personified. 'You can massage all of me if you like', he said quietly and calmly, without batting an eyelid; this boy who had refused me my desires for more than four years. 'All of you?' I asked, wanting to be sure if my dreams had come true or if they were just the stuff of my fantasies. 'Mmmm, all of me; every centimetre', he replied. Good God, I thought, what have I done to deserve this? I've been longing to do this for so long and now here was my chance, and I was frightened. I spoke again; to cover my fear and to make sure I was getting the right message. 'Even here', I said as I stroked a single finger from his balls to his puckered tip, right along his bulging urethra. 'Mmmm, especially there, in fact, only there', he said, his voice catching in the way that fourteen year old male voices do. Perhaps it was catching also with excitement, for, as he spoke, his dick cocked and swelled in a way not driven by the natural pumping of his heart. I, who had waited four years for this, needed no further urging, but wanted a prime ring-side seat at the show and so slipped down the bed until my eyes were on a level with his genitals. I then, for the first time in a sexual sense, took hold of his penis. I was shocked by the heat and by the strong swelling within my clenched hand as he pulsed strongly two or three times. I slid my hand down towards his balls, looking as his cock-head was revealed, pleased to see his pre-come glistening and the head slicked with it. I turned his dick within my hand so that I could see the underside of its head, bared for the first time to my eyes. My hand then started to caress and stroke, lightly and carefully, across the full width and length of his maleness. I was desperate to use my mouth but was afraid to speak in case it was going beyond his limits. I was afraid he would reject the idea and, in rejecting, turn over and demand that we sleep. How little I understood how my boy had changed overnight. 'Kiss me', he said out of the darkness. 'There'. I was confused, not thinking clearly. In a voice constrained to a choked whisper I responded, 'There?' 'Yes, there!' I was in heaven. I was Lost in Euphoria, a place of his making. I rolled beneath his recumbent thigh, holding it aloft with one hand as I slid myself to a position laying between his legs, ending up with his balls only millimetres from my nose, my eyelashes almost touching the base of his penis. The natural boy scent of him was strong here, my nose wrinkled at the delicious sampling of light and fresh sweat, a hint of piss and the smell of previous comings. I licked his balls, first one then the other, the wrinkled but still naked sac lifting beneath my tongue. His few pubic hairs were still only apparent on his abdomen above his penis. On the latter and on his balls there was no trace of hair whatsoever. I placed my elbows each side of his hips as I drew myself up. Without further preamble, I slid my moistened lips over his cock, sliding down to the base even as my tongue wriggled to seek out the slicked eye hidden within his foreskin. As my lips slid down his length and my tongue found its target, instantly becoming coated with his juices, his body arched and I knew his pleasure was great. I also sensed that he could last only a few moments more, that his excitement had been too great for too long and his need to spill his seed more urgent than my need to take my time in my own pleasure. His cock was messaging this to me with the dual swelling of its girth and head in my mouth. The skin of his sheath was hot and made hotter by the rigid structure within. He was iron- hard and, as I lifted my lips to the crown of his cock, tonguing the sensitive skin on the underside, he erupted hard, without warning, jetting into my mouth and filling me with his life-force, his body arching and tensed upon heels and shoulders only. One hand came down to caress my head, sifting through, then grabbing my hair. Again and again his seed surged into me, his cock pulsing and swelling and throbbing, ever more weakly but still rigid. I swallowed everything he gave, both shocked and delighted at having him, his essence, inside me. The taste of him was virginal. I knew he would sleep now, cleansed by my mouth, and that my own satisfaction would have to wait but I also knew that this was the start of a new beginning, a new life for us both. I could wait.