I'm not like you!
wait up!" Aidan yelled as he struggled to close the gap between himself
and his brother.
up bro?" Jaden said skidding to a stop.
you seen Zak?"
not since lunch, why?"
was supposed to meet him at his locker, but he didn't show up."
to go look for him?"
you don't mind, I could use some help."
checked the halls, the bathrooms, and finally headed to the bus stop to
see if he was waiting for his bus, but still no sign of him.
worried J, he hinted that someone was messing with him before. What if
he's in trouble?"
looked everywhere, maybe he got sick or something and went home early."
don't know, maybe."
got a text alert just then and he pulled out his phone to read it,
"It's mom, she wants to know where we are."
her...we need ten more minutes, I just thought of one more place to
sent the text while following Aidan to the back of the school where the
athletic fields were located. There was no practice till later and they
were vacant at the moment. But as they approached the bleachers they
a lone figure sitting there, his head buried in his hands.
on, that's him...over there," Aidan said pointing.
didn't look up until the two started climbing the bleachers and when he
did the first thing the twins noticed was that he'd been crying, and
the second was his black eye.
happened?" Aidan said sitting beside his friend, "Who did this to you?"
someone is so dead," Jaden said sitting on the other side, "just tell
me who and they are toast."
okay," Zak sniffed, "I'm used to it by now."
one should ever get used to being bullied or abused. Just tell us who
it was and we can make sure it never happens again," Aidan said
just make things worse. You can't protect me all the time...and they'd
just get me after school."
there's more than one?" Jaden said angrily, "Fucking cowards," he said
seething and turning bright red. He hardly ever cursed and usually the
F word was only used as a description of sexual activity.
live in the same apartments I do, so if they don't get me here, they'll
get me there."
your mom know?"
and I don't want her to. She has enough to worry about. She don't need
me cryin' around about being bullied."
isn't right. Are these boys older? If they are they could be in real
trouble if you let the school and the police know."
I don't want the police involved in this. My family and the police
don't get along at all. Somehow they'd wind up blamin' it on me, or my
and I'd still get beat up."
it doesn't have to be that way..."
not like you, I can't just ask someone to help me and magically it
happens. My life is so different than yours. I don't have a nice house,
or parents that love me. I'm a poor kid and no one cares what happens
to me...not the school, not the police...no one."
care," Jaden said slipping an arm around Zak and replacing some of his
anger with compassion.
do, all of us...me Jaden, Jeremy, Dee, Jimmy, everyone at our table and
my folks care. We're on your side and we can help if you'll let us."
can't," he sighed, "I just wanna' go home."
on, my mom will take you. I don't want you walking home and you've
missed your bus."
received another text then and it was his mom wondering where they
were. Quickly Jaden texted her back and without explaining, asked if
she could take Zak home. Of course she agreed.
on, mom's waiting."
first Zak was reluctant to allow them to take him home, but his options
were limited and he really wanted to get home and just hide in the room
he shared with his older brother. He knew there'd be hell to pay there
too. His older brother Jason would want to know what happened and then
he'd browbeat Zak for not standing up for himself and letting this
happen. There was just no way to win. Sometimes he just wished the
bullies would finish him off and he wouldn't have to worry about it
since meeting Aidan, he'd begun to hope that things could change. He
wasn't exactly sure how he felt about Aidan, but he knew he liked him
when they were together he got a funny feeling in his tummy and his
palms got all sweaty. He'd never really thought about his sexuality
that much. He'd noticed both boys and girls and found them both attractive,
but other than some messing around with his brother and a friend, he
didn't know much about sex. Of course he masturbated regularly, but
lately it was Aidan's face that he saw when he pleasured himself, and
not some faceless body.
Zak," Mrs. Reynolds said not mentioning the black eye for fear she'd
embarrass him, but she was sure she'd
hear all about it once she had the twins alone, "I was getting worried,
you boys were so late."
had some stuff to do. Sorry mom," Jaden said taking charge, "and Zak
missed his bus, so we offered him a ride. Thanks mom for taking him
thanks ma'am," Zak said trying to hide his black eye with his hand.
welcome Zak, any time. I'm glad to help."
can let me off at the 7-11 ma'am," Zak said feeling panicky as they
neared his apartment complex.
right Zak," Mrs. Reynolds said looking back in the mirror and making
eye contact. Yes, that was definitely a black eye, and she knew it
hadn't been delivered by her boys, so there was a story there somewhere.
got out with Zak as he had the last time and walked him to the
sidewalk, "Think about what we said Zak. We can help if you let us.
This will only get worse and we can stop it now and you won't have to
worry any more."
can't, but thanks. I gotta' go. See ya' tomorrow," he said giving Aidan
one last sorrowful look, "I know you mean well...but like I said, I'm
not like you." Then he walked away without looking back.
going on?" Mrs. Reynolds asked as Aidan climbed back in the van. She
had waited for his return because she wanted to hear from both boys at
bullies got a little rough with Zak," Aidan began, "and we tried to
talk to him about it. That's why we were so late. We found him on the
bleachers by the practice fields."
who are these bullies? Did he name names?" she asked sounding upset and
a little angry.
he doesn't trust the school or the police or anyone. He just thinks it
will make things worse, especially since the boys live in the same
complicated," Jaden added suddenly, "We're working on it mom. Will you
trust us enough to see if we can handle it before you get involved?"
you boys have a good track record with this kind of thing...so, yes,
but...if things get worse I want you to promise me you'll let me know."
worry mom, we won't take any chances. If we think Zak's in danger,
we'll get help."
right, but I will be discussing this with your father and he may want a
few more details."
not much else to say, but I'd be glad for dad's input."
well...I don't suppose there's any progress on getting Zak to come
at lunch we talked about it, and he said he was still thinking about
it...then this happened..."
about his mother, do you think she's aware of what's going on with Zak?"
says she has enough to worry about. I get the impression that his
mom doesn't really care what happens to him. I know he has an older
brother too, and I don't think they get along all that well."
a shame. If they were closer maybe the older brother could put a stop
to the bullying."
all brothers get along like me and A," Jaden reminded her.
know, but it's a shame. Siblings should always watch out for each
other...even if they don't always see eye to eye."
well...maybe his brother doesn't know about it. I mean, he didn't even
want to tell us, so maybe no one at home knows about it."
I'm sure they will now...once they see his black eye," Mrs. Reynolds
said sighing, "Maybe that's a good thing, maybe now they'll realize he
has a problem."
evening over dinner they discussed Zak's problem, and Mr. Reynolds
added his take on the situation.
know bullies are really cowards and it probably wouldn't take much to
get them to back off. But until he's ready to tell someone in authority
about it, there's not much that can be done."
gonna pass the word at school among our friends and see if anyone has
seen anything or knows who the bullies are."
be careful, we don't want them coming after you boys," Mrs. Reynolds
said looking concerned.
will, we won't confront them, but there are other ways of stopping
stuff like this. Like making sure Zak is never alone, most bullies only
pick on kids when they're alone," Aidan said looking serious.
there is safety in numbers," Mr. Reynolds said helping
more roast, "but you can't be with him every hour of the day,
especially when he's off school property."
know, but we can at least let the bullies know he's not alone and maybe
they'll take the hint and back off," Jaden added.
just be careful, and don't be afraid to ask for help if things get
Jaden laughed, "Dad...what does that even mean?" Then they all laughed.
next day Zak was noticeably absent from school and Aidan was a nervous
wreck all day. At lunch he barely picked at his food and his friends'
attempts to cheer him up were ineffective. He feared the worst and
couldn't bare to think about the possibilities. What if the bullies had
seen them talking and attacked Zak for telling on them, what if his
mother had punished him for fighting, what if his brother laid into him
and did more damage than the bullies? What if, what if? It was all too
much to bare.
soon as he was in the van that afternoon he opened up to his mother,
"Mom, Zak didn't show up at school today and I'm really worried. Do you
think we can go over to his apartment and see if he's okay?"
we could, except we don't know his apartment number since we've always
dropped him off at the 7-11, and there's always the possibility that
absence may have had nothing to do with what happened yesterday. Maybe
he just didn't feel well, or needed a day off to think and recuperate."
wish I could call him..." Aidan said squirming in his seat, "he has my
number, but I don't have his...cause he doesn't have a cell phone, only
a regular phone."
he'll call you," she said softly, but she doubted that would happen,
"let's give it one more day. If he's not back in school tomorrow we'll
see if we can find out where he lives exactly and then go see about
guess," Aidan sighed, "but I won't sleep tonight for wondering what
they got home Aidan went up to his room, but Jaden lagged behind to
speak to his mother in private.
got it bad for this kid mom, just in case you haven't noticed."
I got that feeling right away. How do you think this boy feels about
should see them sneaking little peeks at each other at lunch mom, it's
so cute," he chuckled.
see, well...I just hope Aidan doesn't wind up getting hurt. This is a
very difficult situation and I'm not sure what we can do to make things
Jimmy?" Jaden said giving his mom a soft look, "it was a bad situation
with him too...and now just look at him...at us, things can change if
people care enough to help."
knew he was right, but she also knew she had to be careful and not move
too fast. She had a good relationship with the school
administration and she supposed that was the first place to start. But
again she cautioned herself that she had to be careful, she didn't want
to tell too much too soon. It would be tricky, but she had walked this
tightrope before with Jimmy and his family and she was
she could do what needed to be done.
know," she said hugging her son, "you and Aidan are about the most
caring people I have ever known and I promise I will do whatever I can
help. Now come on, I'll fix you a snack and you can take it up
your room and share it with your brother."
school the next day the twins waited anxiously as Zak's bus unloaded
and were relieved to see that he was among the throng hitting the
sidewalk. Rushing over to him Aidan patted him on the back.
I'm sure glad to see you today. I was worried when you didn't show up
feel good, that's all. Ma said I could stay home so I did."
better today?" Jaden asked smiling warmly.
I guess. Did I miss anything?"
nothing at all," Aidan said feeling happier than he had in a while,
"except me," he added grinning.
grinned back. No matter how bad he felt, Aidan seemed to have a way of
making him feel better.
lunch Zak sat down with them, but he didn't have a tray or a lunch sack.
your lunch?" Aidan asked not wanting to embarrass the boy.
and I forgot my lunch money," he said looking down, "but I'm not really
hungry". The truth was his lunch money had gone to the three boys who
were terrorizing him, and though it wasn't much, they took it just for
all share," Jaden said fishing out half a sandwich and sliding it Zak's
way. Someone else produced a bag of chips, someone else a cookie, and
finally a juice box.
he wanted to protest, Zak's hunger won out, and he thanked everyone and
ate the offered food. He felt some better, though he knew his worries
were far from over. At least he knew he had friends who cared, and even
if he didn't think they could help him with his problem, it was nice to
know they were there for him.
you talk to your mom any more about coming over?" Aidan asked as they
headed outside for some fresh air after lunch.
she was in one of her moods. I just stay out of her way when she's
like that. Between her and my brother, it's like living in a nut house."
too bad. I was hoping maybe you could come over this weekend."
don't know. I'll see how she is when I get home today."
maybe you can call me later...if you feel like it."
yeah...okay...except, I sort of lost your number. Otherwise I would
have called you last night to tell you why I was absent."
okay...when I get back to my locker I'll write it down for you again."
I promise I won't lose it this time," Zak said grinning.
made sure Zak had his number tucked into his notebook when they parted
a few minutes later at his locker and he promised to meet him by the
front doors when school was out. As they split off to go to class Aidan
watched him till he disappeared into his classroom then went off to his.
school Aidan hurried to his locker and grabbed the books he needed and
hurried out to find Zak and wait for Jaden. His heart was beating out
of his chest as he approached the front doors, but he began to slow
down when he saw Zak leaning up against the railing on the front steps.
Aidan said approaching with a big smile, "J should be here in a
Zak said giving Aidan a weak smile, "You guys don't have to babysit me
not, we just like hanging out, that's all."
he chuckled, "I get it. You think if you hang around me those guys
won't bother me as much. Well...I guess it's worth a try."
don't know what you're talking about," Aidan teased, "I'm just hanging
with my friend, that's all."
nodded and looked out at where the buses were waiting. He knew Aidan
and the others were only trying to help, but in the end he didn't think
it would make much difference. His life wasn't easy, it never had been,
and he didn't see it getting any better anytime soon. But somehow just
knowing the others cared meant a lot to him. And that Aidan cared for
him, was the best feeling of all. He'd never felt this way about anyone
before, and though it was all new to him, he thought it was the most
amazing thing in the world.
you guys," Jaden said bursting through the doors, "What no black eye
Aidan scolded, "why would you say that?"
had an amused look on his face, "It's okay. Might as well laugh as cry."
since J brought it up, did you have any problems with them today?"
not really," Zak said looking away and diverting his eyes.
knew that meant he wasn't being exactly honest, but he didn't want to
press him. He wanted Zak to trust him and tell him things in his own
you know we got your back bro," Jaden said nudging Zak gently with his
shoulder, "So are you riding the bus today or do you want to ride with
should ride the bus..." Zak said squinting his eyes and making a face.
come on, we hardly get to hang out at school. If you ride with us we
can talk on the way. Mom won't care."
don't know, your mom is probably tired of me bumming a ride."
was obvious Zak wanted the ride, he just needed the twins to talk him
on," Jaden said hooking an arm around Zak. Aidan took the hint and took
the other side and together they led him off to the parking lot.
Reynolds wasn't surprised to see Zak and she made it a point to show
him he was welcome.
Zak, good to see you're okay and back at school." she said cheerfully,
"when are you going to come visit us?"
you ma'am. I don't know...I'm gonna ask my mom about it next chance I
you're more than welcome to come over and we'll pick you up and take
home. I know the boys are looking forward to it."
ma'am, I'd like that. I just have to ask my mom."
had gotten in the back with the other two and once Mrs. Reynolds was
through visiting with Zak the three chatted along the way. As they got
closer to the block which held his apartment and the 7-11, Zak leaned
forward and spoke to Mrs. Reynolds.
could you take me on to my apartment this time. It's the first building
on the right."
Reynolds was surprised, but pleased that Zak was starting to feel
comfortable enough with them to let them see where he lived and she
hoped he would eventually open up to them on other levels.
there...number 152," he said pointing to the faded blue door with the
numbers painted on in white paint.
made a mental note of the number and smiled. He climbed out to allow
to get out, but didn't accompany him to the door. Instead he stood
beside the van and said his goodbyes.
for bringing me home," Zak said to Mrs. Reynolds as he climbed out,
then to Aidan, "Hey,
thanks for...you know. I'll ask my mom about coming over and call you
still got my number?" Aidan teased.
shoot...I think I left it back in my locker," Zak teased back.
just kidding," Zak laughed, "it's right here in my notebook."
guy," Aidan laughed, "well...talk to ya' later, okay?"
later," Zak said turning to go, "I'll call as soon as I find out for
watched Zak as he fished a key out of his pocket and unlocked the door
and started inside. Before closing the door Zak turned and gave Aidan a
little wave then the door closed and Aidan sighed and climbed back into
van beside his brother.
new," Jaden said once they got rolling, "Letting us take him all the
he's starting to believe that we really care no matter what," Mrs.
Reynolds said smiling in the rear view mirror.
think you're right mom. He knows it doesn't matter to us where he lives
or how much money he has. We like him for who he is."
hurt that he has a crush on Aidan," Jaden laughed.
does? How do you know?" Aidan asked quickly, not the least bit
please, you two show all the signs. Sneaking little peeks at each
other, acting all nervous when you're together, cocking your heads like
puppies when you're listening to each other talk."
Reynolds laughed, "Well, as long as it's mutual and you're not just
stalking this boy, I guess it's all right," she teased.
one mom," Jaden laughed.
funny you two," Aidan said, but he was grinning.
mom said I could come over Saturday, but I don't know if I can spend
the night or not."
cool, either way is good. We can pick you up and take you home," Aidan
well...I caught her in a good mood for once," Zak laughed, "that like
hardly ever happens. My brother gave me a hard time though."
with your brother anyway? Don't you two ever get along?"
I mean...yeah, I guess sometimes, when he wants something," Zak said
not elaborating. The truth was when his brother was horny and wanted
sex he could be downright friendly.
I guess the age thing might be part of it. I'm glad I have J, we like
never fight...well except when I had the brain tumor. I was sort of a
butt back then."
I guess you had a good excuse," Zak said sounding amused, "Sorry about
that, but you seem fine now," he said blushing despite the fact that
Aidan couldn't actually see him.
feel great and I've even started to work on my videos again. For a
while there I was afraid I'd never get that back, but I'm not as hung
up on myself or fame as I was before."
I get to come over promise you'll let me see some of them."
but I don't want us to spend all our time looking at my videos. I want
us to have some fun."
kind of fun? Zak wondered. He was not really used to hanging out with
other boys and he worried they wouldn't have much in common.
well...I hope you can stand being around me. I'm sort of boring."
Zak, I'm not expecting anything from you. I just like being with you,
that's all. If that's too weird I understand," Aidan said putting his
heart out there.
it's not weird. I like being with you too, I just...I'm not good at
worries, well...J just yelled at me that dinner is ready. I'll see you
tomorrow at school, okay?"
totally. Uh..goodnight..and thanks."
that lover boy?" Jaden said coming up to make sure his brother heard
his dinner call.
was Zak if that's what you mean. He can come over Saturday, but he's
not sure he can spend the night."
hopefully he can...I'll give you guys some space and you can seduce
him," he giggled.
don't even know if he likes me that way."
you like him that way, right?"
actually blushed, "I...I mean he's cute and all, but I'm not sure I'm
ready for...you know, a boyfriend again. I just want to get to know Zak
and see where things go. I'm not in any hurry and I'm sure he's not
either. I don't think he has very many friends."
does now, he has all of us at the table and once word gets out he's
part of our group he'll have even more friends."
hopefully someone else won't steal him away from me before I can make
my move," Aidan teased.
on, dinner is ready and I'm starved."
next day at lunch Aidan noticed that Zak seemed more animated and
happier than usual and he liked to think he had something to do with
it. Zak had brought his lunch today, a peanut butter and jelly sandwich
and an apple, but there was always plenty of food at their table and he
wound up finishing off Jeremy's tater tots and Aidan's chicken nuggets.
No one went hungry at their table, they made sure of that, but they did
it in a way that didn't hurt anyone's pride.
Aidan took Zak aside and led him out to the common area and
they found a seat away from the other kids and talked.
mom said I could probably spend the night," Zak said curling up on one
of the fiberglass seats with his feet under him.
man, that's great. If you can we'll have pizza and watch a movie and
play video games and we can stay up as late as we want."
I was wondering. Where will I sleep?"
my other friends usually just sleep in my bed, but if that's too weird
we have an air mattress we can blow up and you can sleep in the floor."
no, that's not weird. I mean I used to sleep with my friend Derek when I spent the
good, I promise I won't try anything," Aidan joked.
I know that," Zak said blushing brightly.
just want you to feel comfortable and welcome, that's all."
Zak said smiling, "I already do."
about your brother, do you guys share a room?"
but we have our own beds."
good," Zak laughed nervously, "so do me and my brother Jason."
old is your brother?"
and he's a pain in the ass. He just got his license but we don't have a
car so he don't get to drive."
can't wait till I get old enough to drive, I'm gonna get a job and save
up money for my own car."
your folks just buy you one?"
doubt it, they're not that rich," Aidan laughed, "plus they're not
gonna buy me a car just like that. They believe kids should work for
their stuff. But...I might be able to make some money from my videos."
that makes sense. Course I've never seen them, so...I don't know if
they're good or not, but I bet they are."
you really want to," Aidan said pulling out his phone, "I could give
you a preview..."
can do that...on your phone I mean? Yeah, let me see," Zak said
exactly which video he wanted to show Zak, but it wasn't one he
had posted yet. It was his cover of Wicked Game by Chris
Isaac with just him playing the acoustic guitar and a drum
track in the background. It wasn't by any means ready
for posting yet,
but he thought it was pretty good and it had special meaning to Aidan.
started the video and handed the phone to Zak who held it as if he were
afraid of dropping it. Then as the music began and Zak heard Aidan's
pure sweet voice he became mesmerized. He knew Aidan was special but he
had no idea just how special and to think he had any interest at all in
someone like him seemed impossible. Yet, he'd shown time after time
that he did care and it was almost as if this song was being sung just
for him...about him. He found his eyes were wet with tears and he dared
not look at Aidan for fear he would think he was a whiney-assed crybaby.
the last line was sung "nobody...loves...no...one" he sniffed a little
handed the phone back to Aidan.
was...was like the coolest thing I've ever seen in my whole life. I
can't believe you can sing like that, and play the guitar. Man, you are
so talented. Now I see why all the girls are crazy about you," he said
I love my girl fans, it's a shame I don't like girls romantically,"
Aidan laughed, "only boys."
blushed again, "And I bet you could have any boy you wanted."
there's only one I really want to get to know right now," Aidan said
doing his own share of blushing.
uh...well, I bet he...um likes you too," he said not daring to believe
the boy was him.
hope so," Aidan said trying to be as obvious as he could, "but he's not
an easy guy to get to know. I've been trying hard, but I think I may
have finally cracked his shell."
turned to Aidan and searched his face, "I hope it works out for you."
do I," Aidan said wishing he could just come right out and tell Zak
what he was thinking.
bell rang then and they had to go their separate ways, but all Zak
could think about the rest of the day was what Aidan had said, and the
video on his phone which seemed to be just for him. He was happy, but
scared. Nervous but hopeful and more confused than he'd ever been in
his life. He still wasn't sure if he was gay or straight, but he tried
not to think too much about that. All he knew was how he felt about
this cute blond twin who made him feel so happy and had opened up a
new world of possibilities for him.
school was out the three met up at the front steps but Zak insisted on
riding the bus today and neither twin protested. They were sure he'd be
safe on the bus, and after all there was no way they could watch over
him every minute.
twins walked him to the bus and said goodbye then watching until he was
aboard before heading off to find their mother's van.
your buddy?" Mrs. Reynolds asked as they slid in behind her in the
second row of captain's seats.
let him ride the bus today," Jaden teased.
him?" their mom chuckled, "so now you're in charge?"
kidding, but we figured it was safe for him to ride the bus today. I'm
pretty sure the guys who are picking on him don't ride his bus."
no idea who these boys are?"
no one has seen anyone messing with Zak so far. Maybe the word got out
that our group is watching out for him and they decided to back off. We
do have a rep for getting things done," Jaden said proudly.
most kids know we don't have a problem reporting that kind of thing. I
mean it's not like we go around tattling on everyone, but if we see a
in danger we're not afraid to act."
a very good way to look at things. That way you keep the respect of the
good kids and well...the bad kids know they can't mess up around you
and your group."
was quiet then, gazing out the window while Jaden filled his mom in on
the day's activities. He had a lot to think about. His feelings for Zak
were growing by the day and he still wasn't sure how Zak felt. He hoped
find out more about that Saturday and he really hoped that Zak got to
sleep over. That would give them more time to explore their
relationship. He was nervous at the thought of sleeping in the same bed
as Zak, then he thought how ridiculous that sounded. He's
all his friends at one time or another, and had messed with most of
wanted things to be different with Zak. He didn't want their
relationship to be based on sex. He wanted them to get to know each
other first and then...if it felt right they could explore that
subject. With John it had been just the opposite, they'd begun with sex
and then they'd fallen in love. Well, he had to admit, that worked out
just fine too, but he really wanted this time to be different. He knew
Zak didn't have as much experience as he did and he didn't want to put
any pressure on him or scare him off.
A...we're home," Jaden said pulling him out of his funk.
yeah...just spaced out is all."
can I talk to you for a minute," Aidan said once they were in the house.
course honey. Jaden why don't you go fix you and your brother a snack
while we talk?"
gave Aidan a curious look, but he knew his brother well enough to know
he'd confide in him later.
Reynolds took Aidan into the little home office at the front of the
house and they sat down on the couch there and she waited for Aidan to
been thinking mom...about Zak. I...I really like him...a lot. Maybe
more than a lot," he said nervously.
is that a problem dear? Are you afraid he doesn't feel the same way?"
I'm not sure exactly how he feels mom. But that's not really the
problem. I'm just worried about how things will work if we do...you
know, become friends."
you mean because of his home situation?"
I mean I can't ask you to keep going to pick him up and take him
home...." he said fishing around for how she felt about that subject.
if that's your only problem, don't worry. I don't mind giving Zak a
ride when he needs one. You know I'll help in any way I can."
more. I mean...if we do become...um, you know...it won't be like with
me and John. John's mom was cool and I could sleep over there and he
could sleep over here...but with Zak I don't know how we could make it
first of all I think you're worrying about things that may or may not
be a problem. Why don't you just take it slow and work on becoming
friends first, then I'm sure the rest will work itself out."
you're probably right. I do tend to over-think things sometimes."
sometimes, but usually you come up with the right answer despite that
fact. I have faith in you son. I think you'll figure things out in the
end. Just take it slow and try not to worry so much."
I will. Thanks mom," he said giving his mom a warm hug, "you're the
welcome honey. Ready for your snack now?"
had nuked some pizza rolls and had bottles of Gatoraid ready for them
and Aidan grabbed his and thanked his brother.
okay?" Jaden said after a few minutes.
I'll fill you in later. I just wanted to get mom's opinion on
something. It's no big deal."
no probs," Jaden said wolfing down a pizza roll. He worried about his
bro, but he didn't expect him to tell him everything, just most things.
what's with you and Jimmy? Except at school you guys haven't been
hanging out much."
sort of got grounded. He got a D on his math quiz and his mom is making
him study every night till the next quiz. If he makes at least a C on
it she'll ease up on him some."
sucks. Doesn't he get any time off?"
I'm going over there Saturday and spending the night, that way you and
Zak will have the place all to yourself," he said grinning.
well...we...um...might not need that much privacy."
I thought that was what you wanted."
do, I mean...I hope we get there eventually, but I don't want that to
be all we have. You know? I want to get to know him first and become
okay...well, he can sleep in my bed if you want. Just in case he
doesn't want to feel pressured or anything."
thanks. That might be best. Yeah..that could work out. Takes the
pressure off both of us."
are you so nervous when it comes to Zak?" Jaden asked grinning, "I've
never seen you this freaked out over a boy."
don't know...really, I don't. I mean it's not like I haven't liked a
boy before, it's just well, with Zak it's different."
it's cause you really, really like this boy."
don't know. Sometimes when I think about how much I loved John and how
much it hurt when he had to leave, well...I'm not sure I want to go
through that again."
put his hand over his brother's and looked into his eyes, "I know it's
scary, but you can't give up on love just because of what happened with
John. You're probably gonna love a lot of boys till you find the right
one. We're young and there's no way to control our lives right now, but
we can't let that keep us from trying to be happy...now."
know, I just want to take it slow and not make the same mistakes I did
then take it slow, but don't be afraid to feel what you feel. If you
really like this boy and he likes you back, go for it."
Aidan chuckled, "seems like it used to always be me giving out the
advice, now look at me...so unsure of myself and you're the one who's
got it all together."
do you think I learned it baby bro?" Jaden laughed.
week passed slowly and by Friday Aidan was a bundle of nerves. But he
was excited and happy as well and wanted Zak's first visit to be
enjoyable for them both. They'd play video games and watch a movie,
there would be pizza and
snacks and sodas or sports drinks, and on Sunday
they'd walk to the park and shoot some hoops or just bike around the
neighborhood, with Zak using Jaden's bike.
they split up that evening at the bus stop Aidan once again confirmed
the time and then they said their goodbyes and the twins went off to
find their mom's van. Once inside Aidan was quiet until his mother
spoke to him.
is the big day. Still picking him up at 1 o'clock?"
mom, I checked with him just before he got on the bus. He said he'd be
at the 7-11 to save time."
surprised his mother didn't call me. I wonder if I should call her?"
I don't think you need to do that. It might just make things weird for
him. He said she was in a good mood when he asked and we don't want to
risk changing that."
Mrs. Reynolds had misgivings about the situation she certainly didn't
want to rock the boat at this point so she agreed to leave things as
they were. She knew how much this meant to her son and
she wanted it to
be everything he hoped for.
back at home, after finishing his snack, Aidan went about picking up
the room he shared with his brother and making sure everything was
ready for the sleepover. Jaden did his part by making sure his side of
the room was clean
and their mother had promised to change the sheets
the next morning so everything would be fresh.
movie are you gonna watch?"
gonna rent a couple at RedBox tomorrow I thought I'd let Zak decide
which one we
first. We might have time for two if we don't play video games
make out too much," Jaden teased.
don't think there's any chance of that happening," Aidan said stiffly,
"I don't think he's ever made out before and I'm certainly not going to
seduce him or anything."
just saying...if two boys like each other, sometimes stuff just happens
spontaneously. Don't fight it if it does."
well I doubt that's gonna happen on our first date," Aidan said, then
sitting down on his bed he covered his mouth with his hand as if he'd
said a bad word, "I just realized I said date...our first date."
well..it sort of is. I mean you can't count all those times hanging out
a school. This is the real deal, the real test. I almost wish I was
gonna be here to watch you two being all shy and flustered around each
other. Awww...puppy love is so cute."
threw a pillow at his brother, but he was grinning, "Puppy love, is
that what you think it is?"
you're both still pups...so yeah, puppy love."
whatever it is...it's got me nervous as heck. I feel like my stomach is
all tied up in knots when I'm with him."
that's love all right. I used to feel the same way around Jimmy, but
now we've been together so long I just feel happy and comfortable when
we're together. It's weird how things change."
know I never really asked you this, but...the thing with Dee...did it
make you want to try girls?"
do you mean, as in have a girlfriend and dump my boyfriend? Cause if
that's what you mean...no, I love Jimmy. I liked that we did that
together, and we've both agreed that if we found another girl as cool
Dee we'd do that stuff again, maybe even go all the way, but for now
we're perfectly happy just to be together."
I wish I liked girls that way. It would make life so much easier and
give me more options."
it doubles your chance for a date on Saturday night," Jaden joked, "but
seriously bro, there's nothing wrong with only liking guys, or girls,
or both. We are what we are, we're who we are, and we just need to
that and be happy with it."
got up and walked over to his brother's bed where Jaden lay sprawled
me about how it was with you and Jimmy and Dee...I want to hear it all
a short distance away Zak was eating a bowl of cereal and watching
cartoons on a tiny little flat screen that his mom had bought at
Walmart. There wasn't much else in the house to eat and his mom was out
again, God only knew where, and what little money she had would
probably go for beer or cigarettes.
his brother Jason burst in the front door, and seeing Zak he marched
over and fell down beside him.
me a bite," he said grabbing for Zak's bowl.
take it," Zak said offering the bowl.
don't want it all, just a bite. What's up with you? Where's mom?"
knows?" Zak said shrugging, "probably at the bar."
of early for the bar," He said taking a bite of cereal and then handing
the bowl back to his brother.
okay, I'm done," Zak said getting up.
Jason said digging into the cereal, "where you goin'?"
gonna' do my homework."
on a Friday, what's that shit all about?" Jason said following his
brother into the small bedroom they shared.
be busy all weekend."
yeah...you're going to that queer boy's house...right?"
up," Zak said angrily.
thumped him on the head with his spoon getting milk in Zak's hair,
"Watch your mouth bitch."
not a bitch," Zak grumbled.
tell when you're sucking my dick," Jason laughed, "is that why you're
defending that gay kid, you like him that way?"
Zak said lowering his gaze, "it's not like that...we're just friends.
He's really cool, him and his brother."
dude, I don't care if you suck his dick, long as you still suck mine."
leave me alone Jason, I need to do my homework."
but later...I need a blowjob. Right now I gotta go meet Billy and the
was Billy Nelson and one of the bullies that had been making Zak's life
total hell all year. Zak didn't know till later, but Billy Nelson
was also the boy that had made the comment about Aidan deserving to die
because he was gay, and nearly getting into a fight with Jaden over it.
Instead he had thrown a book at the Principal, striking him in the
face, and though he'd managed to escape criminal charges, he'd
gotten a two week suspension.
even during his absence the other two members of his gang had continued
harass Zak, and upon his return Billy had taken his frustration out on
Zak and given him a black eye. Sometimes he wondered what his brother
think if he knew that his buddy Billy was tormenting his little
brother, but he dared not tell him for fear it would only make things
are you going?" Zak asked softly, not wanting to sound too interested.
the mall, Billy is going to lift some CD's and we're gonna sell em and
buy some weed. If you're good I'll share with you when I get home."
don't smoke weed and you know it," Zak said frowning, "and you
need to learn to live a little bro, weed helps take the edge off
it bad enough mom does that shit? And look where it got her."
I'm nothin' like her. I'm not gonna wind up on welfare. I'm gonna make
something of myself."
what, go to jail?" Zak smirked.
it shit head, you're startin' to piss me off."
just go and let me do my homework."
later bro. Remember, be ready to suck some dick when I get home."
frowned, but he really didn't mind sucking his brother off. In fact he
enjoyed it most times, and sometimes Jason would jerk him off and that
was sort of nice. His brother had been hinting that he wanted to have
anal sex, but so far Zak had resisted. It wasn't that he feared it
would hurt, after all Jason wasn't all that big, but he had always
thought of that stuff as serious and best saved for someone you really
knew it was probably only a matter of time before Jason quit asking and
just made him do it, but he kept hoping that his brother would find a
girlfriend and leave him alone. In a way he would miss the attention
and the closeness, but he was hoping just maybe that Aidan might fill
finished his homework and found a can of Spaghettios in the pantry and
heated them up and ate then while watching TV. He knew his mom wouldn't
be home till late, if at all, and it was anyone's guess when Jason
would come stumbling in, high or drunk, but he was used to being alone.
considered calling Aidan, but he didn't really have anything new to
say, and he figured Aidan had better things to do than talk to him. He
took a shower and stripped down for bed and around 11 he heard the
front door open.
few minutes later Jason came walking in, "Hey bro, ready for some
dick?" he laughed, "Gotta go take a shower, unless you like it dirty."
take a shower," Zak said making a face, "and hurry, I'm tired and wanna
get some sleep."
could just let me fuck that tight ass of yours, that way all you gotta
do is lay back and enjoy," his brother said leering at him.
way. I'm not letting you in my ass, so forget it."
bet you'd like it," he said starting to undress. When he was down to
his underwear Zak could see that he was already erect.
wasn't all that well hung, probably 5 inches long and not all that fat,
but he was always horny and could come more than once most times. He
was a typical teenage boy in that regard, and since an occasional
blowjob from Zak was his only form of sexual release, except for his
hand, he was always eager for Zak's attention.
heard the shower running and Jason singing loudly and off key, then it
was quiet and a few minutes later Jason walked in wearing nothing but a
towel. His hair was still wet and droplets of water glistened on his
hairless chest. Zak had always had a bit of a crush on his
brother and admired his body, and once he'd reached puberty he found
him sexually exciting as well.
fact it was Zak who had first initiated the sex play between them,
starting with hand jobs and progressing to oral sex. Jason had
pretended he thought it was weird, but that had never stopped him from
accepting his brother's help, and now it was he who initiated the sex.
bro? Sure you don't wanna' roll over and let me pop your cherry?" he
I'll blow you, that's all. Turn out the light and get in bed."
okay...don't get all pissy. I know you like sucking this dick and
my jizz down. I gotta admit, you give better head than most
knew that was bullshit, and that no girl had ever been near his
brother's dick, but he wasn't about to challenge him on it. He just
wanted to get this over with and get some sleep. Tomorrow he would be
able to forget all this and enjoy himself at Aidan's.
the light was out Zak got up and went over to his brother's bed and
knelt beside it. He could smell Jason's soap and shampoo, but it didn't
completely mask his musky teenage scent. The scent that drove Zak into
a frenzy at times like this. With his brother it wasn't so much about
pleasing him as worshiping him. No matter how much he complained about
having to service his brother, the truth was he enjoyed it...no, loved
it, and looked forward to it.
my nuts," Jason said in a deep husky voice, "make it last bro. Take
your time and edge me."
Zak did as he was told, but it was a draw as to who enjoyed it most.
was up early and after breakfast he reminded his mom about changing the
bed linens and she did that while he and Jaden cleaned up the kitchen
and loaded the dishwasher. Mr. Reynolds had a golf date with his boss,
and though he didn't play often he liked the occasional 18 holes, and
the weather was perfect for it.
11:30 they dropped Jaden off at Jimmy's and swung by the grocery store
for snacks and rented two movies from the RedBox there, and by the
time they were done it was time to pick
up. As they approached the 7-11 Aidan's heart fell when he saw no sign
of Zak, but suddenly just as he was about to voice his fears, Zak came
tearing around the corner and when he saw the van he headed that way.
Reynolds didn't even bother parking, instead she pulled up as
close to him as possible and Aidan slid the rear door open for him.
I was worried when I didn't see ya at first."
was running late, sorry."
prob, you're right on time really."
you ready for some fun...fun...fun," Aidan giggled, his nervousness
making him giddy.
okay?" Zak laughed.
just happy and excited," Aidan said calming down some.
okay, I'm pretty excited too. So where's Jaden?"
he's at Jimmy's this weekend. He said hi though."
so he won't be there...at all?"
so you can sleep in his bed now. Mom put clean sheets on the bed so you
won't have to smell his stinky feet," Aidan joked.
okay...whatever is fine," Zak said, actually feeling a little
disappointed that he wouldn't be sleeping with Aidan. He knew that was
silly, that he had no reason to think anything physical would happen,
but it would have been nice to be close to him.
got movies and video games for us and we have pop and Gatorade and
snacks...lots of snacks, and later we'll have pizza."
cool, but you didn't have to go to all that trouble."
it's no big deal."
again," Zak said to Aidan, then to Mrs. Reynolds, "and thank you ma'am
for picking me up."
welcome Zak, I just want you boys to have a good time this weekend and
I hope you'll like it enough to come back and see us again."
sure I will," Zak said smiling, "I'm just glad to get away from home
for a while."
garage door was wide open and Mr. Reynolds was checking the tire
pressure on his Durango, but he looked up when they drove up and wiped
his hands on a shop rag and headed their way.
know you guys had your mouths set on pizza, but what do you think about
steak instead? A guy at work gave me a huge box of steaks and I'm dying
to try them."
okay with me, you down with it Zak?"
sounds fine," Zak said, "I don't think I've ever had a steak before."
steaks it is, then and I'll make some of my twice-baked potatoes and
maybe some broccoli with cheese," Mrs. Reynolds said smiling.
favorites. You'll like em too I bet," Aidan said rubbing his flat
tummy, "Need any help dad?"
you boys go have some fun. I'm gonna finish up here and go gas up and
grab some charcoal for the steaks. I'll start cooking about 5 and we'll
eat around 6, that okay?"
perfect. Oh...dad, this is Zak," Aidan said realizing he hadn't
introduced his friend, "Zak this is my dad, the best dad in the
whoooooole world," he said holding his arms wide to demonstrate how
good his dad was.
Zak, ignore my son, he must want something," he laughed.
sir," Zak said grinning. He liked how easy Aidan's folks were about
things and how friendly they were.
I meant it...really. I hate to brag, but I think I've got the best
rents in the world."
we think you and Jaden are the best sons in the world," Mrs. Reynolds
we try our best," Aidan laughed, "Come on Zak, I'll show you around."
a brief tour of the house Aidan wound up the tour in his room. "That's
J's bed over there, this is mine. We share a desk and the closet, but
we have our own bookcases and stuff."
your bed is big," Zak said sitting down on the edge of the bed Aidan
we used to have twin size beds, but it was too hard to fit both of us
in one bed," Aidan chuckled, "see me and J used to sleep together most
nights...when we were younger."
not now?" Zak said then blushed.
sometimes. When I got home from the hospital my dad moved J's bed right
beside mine so I wouldn't roll out of bed and J was right there for me
if I needed him. After I got better he moved his bed back, but
sometimes we lay in my bed or his and talk and sometimes we fall asleep
there, it's no big deal."
think that's cool. My brother is a jerk most times. We used to have
bunk beds when we lived in our old apartment, but now we have our own
beds, but the room is so small..."
he ever nice?"
sometimes." When he
wants a blowjob, Zak thought, "he doesn't mess with
or anything. He just has his own friends and stuff."
bad, I'd love to have an older bro, especially if he could drive me
places," Aidan laughed.
well Jason has a license, but we don't have a car..."
too bad. Does your brother have a job or anything?"
he just hangs out with his buddies and gets drunk or stoned most of the
time...but I don't do that stuff," he added quickly.
I been drunk once, but it wasn't that much fun and I've never been
to do drugs. I just don't get why people take drugs."
me either. I've never even drank
so much as a beer. I guess...cause I
see what it did to my dad...and now my mom..."
nodded, "Oh, sorry. Hey, wanna play some video games?" Aidan said
wanting to get Zak's mind on happier things.
okay...but I haven't played much. You may have to show me what to do."
problem, come on we'll start with a race game, they're easy."
half hour later Mrs. Reynolds knocked on the open door and came in
carrying two bottles of Gatorade and a bowl of popcorn.
something to hold you boys till dinner," she said sitting the bowl down
between them and handing them the drinks.
you ma'am," Zak said smiling up at her.
Reynolds could certainly see why Aidan liked the boy. He was polite and
sweet-natured and with that red hair and those freckles he was very
cute. He had a tight little body too, but she knew that Aidan wasn't
hung up on looks or physicality. If he liked this boy it was because of
what was inside and what kind of person he was.
welcome guys. I'll let you know when dinner is ready."
mom is nice," Zak said taking a handful of popcorn.
she's the best. Hey, maybe later we can go out and play catch or
something while my dad is cooking the steaks."
that sounds good," Zak said grinning, that sounded very good.
can I use your bathroom?" Zak said after finishing off his Gatorade.
sure...it's right there," Aidan said pointing to the open door.
yeah..right...I forgot," Zak said blushing. How cool was it to have a
bathroom right next door?
noticed that Zak didn't close the bathroom door and moments later he
heard the distinctive sound of water hitting the toilet.
He really did need to go,
Aidan chuckled to himself, Must've
been the Gatorade.
he heard a flush, then the water at the sink running and then Zak
walked out looking content as a bee in clover.
like your bathroom. That's a neat shower you got."
I like it. J and I used to take baths when we were little and play with
our toys, but now that we're older we hardly ever use the
bathtub. We mostly take showers...sometimes together to save time."
we...gonna...?" Zak asked blushing.
laughed, "No, no...I didn't mean that we
were...well, not unless you
I was just kidding..." Zak said blushing even brighter red if that was
Zak, I don't want this to be weird or anything. If I do or say
something that makes you uncomfortable
just let me know. I want this to be fun for you and I want you to come
back. So, if I get too pushy or too weird, let me know...okay?"
don't think it's weird," Zak said softly, "I wanna do stuff just like
your other friends," he said blushing.
wasn't sure exactly what Zak meant. Did he mean the normal sleepover
stuff, or the after the lights were out stuff? He was afraid to ask for
fear he'd just embarrass both of them, so he just decided to take it
slow and let Zak lead the way.
cool. I'm bored with this game," Aidan said turning off the game and
jumping up, "First I gotta pee."
the back yard Aidan showed Zak around and told him about some of the
good times he and his brother and their friends had there. Sitting
beneath the shade of the tree in the corner of the yard they enjoyed
the unseasonably warm temperature and continued their talk.
I was younger, like maybe six or seven, we lived in a house, back when
my dad was still there. We had a big fenced yard and Jason and I used
to play all the time. We got along pretty good back then, before he
turned into a jerk," Zak chuckled.
happened to your dad...if you don't mind me askin'," Aidan said
you wanna' know?"
if you want to tell me, it's no big deal."
sighed, "He got into some trouble and went to prison. That was when I
was 11 and I haven't seen him since."
man, I'm sorry. Jimmy's dad is in prison too. His dad abused him and
finally hurt him so bad his mom turned him into the police."
one thing I can say about my old man, he never hit me. He wasn't always
that nice, but he never hit any of us. I just think...well, that
he liked booze more than us."
sorry, but at least you know you don't want that to happen to you, and
that's a good thing. You can't help what happened to your dad, but you
can make sure it doesn't happen to you...or your kids, if you ever have
don't think I'd ever want to have kids," Zak said looking thoughtful.
think I do, but that may be kind of hard considering..." Aidan laughed,
"I mean unless I find some lady to have my baby and then sign it over
why? OH...cause you like boys and not girls?" Zak said blushing.
I guess I could be satisfied to just be an uncle, cause I'm pretty sure
J will have kids...someday."
But, I thought him and Jimmy were..."
they are, but both of them like girls too...so who knows? Someday they
may get married..to a girl and have kids. Did you know J wants to be a
really...that's cool I guess. I'm not sure I'd want to be responsible
for a bunch of kids though."
never know, we're still young and still figuring things out, but...If
there's one thing I'm sure of it's that I'm 100% gay and I don't see
that ever changing."
guess I don't know exactly what I am...yet."
that's okay. You have time to figure it out," Aidan said smiling, "but
no matter what you decide, I'd still like to be your friend."
nodded and smiled, "I'd like that."
wanna shoot some hoops?"
front they took turns shooting baskets on the basketball goal on the
front of the garage. Eventually they dissolved into a game of one on
one and Aidan was surprised at how wiry Zak was and it was a close game
right up to the end.
and sweating they went inside for a drink and then went out back to
keep Mr. Reynolds company while he started the grill.
seemed especially interested in the procedure and Mr. Reynolds made a
point of explaining everything he was doing. When the coals turned grey
Mr. Reynolds sent Aidan in for the steaks and when he returned with
threw them on the fire. Anticipating the usual teenage appetites, Mrs.
Reynolds had prepared six thick steaks and both boys mouths were
watering by the time they were ready.
the time the steaks were ready Mrs. Reynolds had the twice-baked
potatoes and broccoli and cheese ready.
In addition there was Texas Toast with butter and parmesan cheese and
tall glasses of iced tea. Zak was nervous at first, but his hunger soon
won out and he thought that he had never tasted anything as delicious
as the food before him.
is really good," Zak said grinning, "I never knew I liked broccoli
boys love it, as long as I put cheese on it," Mrs. Reynolds said
eat any vegetable with cheese on it," Aidan said wolfing down a bite
of twice-baked potato.
in these potatoes?" Zak asked digging out a forkful.
cheese, milk, butter, bacon bits, chives, and green onions and a few
huh?" Mr. Reynolds laughed, "like what, salt and pepper?"
other things," she said not elaborating.
mom makes these all the time," Aidan said, "I could make a meal out of
them by themselves."
that and a big pot of soup and you have a meal."
steak is really good too," Zak said, "I like pizza, but this is even
more filling," Aidan moaned, "I'm about to burst."
don't do that, when you're full stop eating and you can save the rest
for later. I'm sure you'll want a snack later."
okay...I'm done then," Aidan said pushing back his plate, but
noticed Zak had almost cleaned his plate and showed no signs of
stopping anytime soon.
Zack said wiping the last of the meat grease and cheese off of his
plate with his bread and popping in it's mouth.
coconut cream pie for dessert, but if you're too full you can save it
groaned, "Yeah, I'm too full. How bout' you Zak?"
I'll wait too. He said gathering up his plate and silverware and
sitting his empty glass in the middle, "what shall I do with my plate
take care of it Zak. You boys go on and enjoy yourself. We'll take care
mom," I'll do cleanup tomorrow night and I'll make J help me," he
sure he'll be glad to help, if he's not too tired after spending the
night with Jimmy," Mr. Reynolds teased.
blushed, but didn't comment until they were back in the twins' bedroom,
"Do your folks know about Jaden and Jimmy? I mean, that they're....you
know, boyfriends and stuff?"
yeah, they pretty much know everything, even that they have S.E.X."
Aidan laughed, "They had the talk with us when they figured out that we
were doing more than holding hands with our boyfriends."
I don't get it. Aren't they mad? Don't they think being gay is wrong or
sick or something?"
I told you my rents are cool. They get it. They understand that who we
like...sexually, isn't a choice, it's the way we're born. Sure, they'd
probably rather we'd been born straight, but not for the reasons you
might think. They just want us to be happy and they know being gay
isn't always easy. They worry about us, but we decided it was better to
be out than hiding and so...we came out and now most everyone accepts
us and we really haven't had any problems."
that's so...so amazing. I can't believe you can just be...you know...I
Aidan laughed, "you can say it. I'm proud of who I am. Uh, it doesn't
bother you...that I'm gay...does it?"
it's cool. I think you're really brave to just be who you are and not
worry about what anyone else thinks."
not that I don't care what people think, or even respect their
feelings, but I just can't let it affect my happiness. I know who I am
and I'm comfortable with it. If someone has a problem with it
don't have to come around me."
all the kids at that lunch table, they're not all
the safe table is
for anyone as long as they respect the other kids
there. That one girl that came with you that first day, she wasn't
comfortable with all the gay kids so she didn't come back. I don't
think she was really offended or anything, but she just didn't take the
time to get to know us. If she had I think she would have seen we're
really no different than most kids."
are different than most kids," Zak said, then quickly added, "You're nicer and more
guess the fact that we sort of felt like we were outsiders for a while
us want to do something. Then we found out we're not alone, that there
all all kind of ways to be on the outside besides being gay. That's
really what the safe table is all about, about letting kids just be who
they are without having to worry about being bullied or teased about
me," Zak said sadly, "I might be on the outside in more ways than one."
do you mean?"
nothing," Zak said looking away, "What can we do now?"
was sure Zak wanted to say more, but he wasn't about to rush him. He'd
opened up slowly and they'd made great progress so far, no need to
force the issue.
you were wanting to see my videos..."
fired up his laptop and pulled up his YouTube channel and began the
videos starting with the early ones he made on his own and progressing
to the newest with Isaac, Jeremy, and Jaden backing him up.
why aren't you like in California in a Disney show, or touring, or at
least making CD's and selling them?"
laughed, "Cause I'm 14 and mom and dad won't let me."
too bad. Can't you at least make some money on your videos on YouTube?"
do, notice these little ads at the beginning of some of the videos.
Each time someone clicks on a video I get a little
money, but it's not
don't see why they won't let you cut a CD or something. You could be
making money for college or something."
the problem with that is...record companies expect you to tour to
promote the CD and I can't do that."
what if you bypassed the record company and made your own CD's and sold
them online or something?"
looked at Zak with new respect, "Actually...we could do that. I have a
CD burner on my laptop and eventually we could buy one of those units
that mass produces CD's..."
mean even at five bucks you could make some serious money."
know that just might work. But...I'd need some help. Do you think you'd
be willing to help me for maybe...a buck a CD?"
yeah," Zak said excitedly, "but...I just thought of something: what
about the other guys in the band?"
4 of us, 5 counting you...so, a buck a piece."
as much as the other guys, how about 50 cents for me and
the other 50 cents is for overhead."
yeah, I guess we gotta buy CD's and print labels and stuff. Hey, how
about I talk to the others about this and get back with you on Monday?"
good. Can we watch that one you showed me at school again?"
but it's not posted. I have the file on my laptop though."
pulled up the video and started it and then watched Zak watching the
video. His green eyes flicked over to Aidan and he blushed then went
back to the video. His pink tongue came out and licked the corner of
his mouth and Aidan felt a stirring below.
God, he is so cute,
as he let his eyes wander down to Zak's chest and shoulders. His tee
shirt was a bit tight and faded, but Aidan thought he looked sexy in
it. His jeans were faded and had a rip at the knee, but then that was
the fashion these days, though he doubted Zak was trying to make a
was good, I like that one," Zak said when the video ended, "How come
you haven't posted this one?"
it's not really finished. I want to add some more tracks to it before I
post it." The truth was he had made it one evening as he was thinking
about Zak and he thought of it as Zak's song and he really didn't want
to share it with anyone else.
I like it just like it is. I wish...I wish I had a computer or a phone
so I could watch it anytime I wanted."
a friend without the usual electronic devices was a challenge for
Aidan, but he knew there wasn't much he could do about it. He certainly
couldn't buy him those items, but...
I just remembered. I have an old tablet. It's a small one, like 9" or
something, but when we got the laptop we quit using it. I think it's in
the closet, hold on."
finally found the tablet, still in the box it came in beneath a stack
of old magazines, and when he showed it to Zak he was like a kid on
can put some of the videos on here, plus there's some built in games,
and some other cool apps. Let's check it out and see what's on here..."
spent the next hour or so downloading files onto the tablet and Aidan
gave Zak a crash course on operating the tablet and accessing the files
and apps. When Aidan was sure he had it down pat he suggested they plug
the tablet in to charge and play some video games.
was obvious Zak was new to video games, but like most kids his age he
adapted quickly and was soon giving Aidan a run for his money. As they
played they talked and Zak opened up a bit more about his life.
dad used to have these cards," Zak said softly, "they had like naked
women on them, and sometimes when he was gone or too drunk to know what
he was doing, I'd get them and look at them."
old were you?"
10...I think. The thing was...I don't know why I kept looking at them,
cause...well, cause they really didn't do anything for me. I mean I
guess it was just cause it was dirty and all that stuff, but it really
wasn't that exciting. I mean I didn't get hard or anything."
the first porn J and I saw was straight, but it was always the guys we
were most interested in, especially me."
brother liked em' a lot. He used to...jerk off to them, but he didn't
think I knew it. He'd wait till he thought I was asleep and then he'd
use the flashlight under the covers to look at em' and beat off," Zak
you ever...do it too?"
really didn't know how exactly, not till I was older.
Actually...Jason taught me how," he said blushing.
what older brothers are supposed to do...teach their younger brothers
how to do stuff."
was quiet for a moment then then he looked at Aidan and blushed, "Yeah,
I guess. So...you and your brother just sort of learned together I
well...we had some help from our friends too. We were lucky, we had
friends with older brothers who passed along the sacred teachings,"
you...I mean...did you guys ever...you know, do stuff together?" Zak
asked softly not looking at Aidan.
serious? Two horny boys living in the same house, sleeping in the same
room, most of the time in the same bed...you think? Not to mention
we're twins and it's like doing yourself. I mean we can almost feel
what the other one is feeling,"
and me...we do stuff," Zak said softly still not looking at Aidan.
it stuff you both like?"
yeah...I mean it was actually me who started it."
then that's cool. It's nice to have someone to...ummm...you know,"
don't think it's weird?"
would I think it was weird? As long he's not forcing you or anything..."
no..nothing like that. All we do is...well..." Zak said sighing, "I
shouldn't be saying this stuff."
cool. You don't have to tell me everything. I can imagine what kind of
cool stuff two boys can do," Aidan laughed.
oral..." Zak said quickly, "but...he wants to...you know...do the other
don't know. I mean I'm not afraid. Jason isn't all that big, but I
don't know, that stuff seems so..so, serious."
can be. It's best if you really like the other person, which of course
is no problem for me and J, cause we love each other."
guess I love Jason, but it's not like with you and your brother.
Sometimes he's a real ass to me."
older brothers can be like that, so I've heard. But you guys are only
like two years apart, right?"
when we were younger it didn't seem like such a big deal and we got
along better, then when he turned 14 things changed. Him and his
friends started calling me names and picking on me. It was hell anytime
they were around."
he still hang out with these guys?"
of them...Billy has been his friend for a long time.."
Not Billy Nelson?" Aidan said becoming agitated.
why...you know him?"
the kid that hit the Principal...right?"
oh...damn, I forgot about that...he was the
one who said that stuff about you. Oh man...I'm sorry. He's a jerk and
an idiot and some day he's gonna go too far and wind up in juvie."
can't believe your brother is friends with this kid," Aidan said
sorry...if you want you can have your mom take me home," Zak said sadly.
no...this has nothing to do with you, or your brother really. Billy is
responsible for himself, no one else is."
it makes you feel any better, Billy is a jerk to me too. He's the one
who...who gave me the black eye."
Aidan said looking at Zak intently, "Does your brother know?"
Zak sighed, "I'm not sure what would happen if he knew."
think you should tell him."
can't...it's not like with you and your brother, we're not that close.
You know what he said when he saw my black eye? He said I should man up
and grow a set and defend myself."
maybe if he knew it was an older kid, and that it was his
friend, he'd feel different."
doubt it, but anyway...if I told on him, Billy would probably just beat
me up worse."
we can fix," Aidan said, "if you'll tell the school it was Billy."
can't Aidan. I'm sorry, I can't. Please don't tell anyone..please."
long as things don't get worse, but if they do...then I can't promise
I'll keep quiet."
wanna take a shower?" Aidan asked then, "you can go first if you want."
I could use one I guess."
grab your stuff and I'll show you how the shower works and show you
where everything is."
did as he was told and followed Aidan to the bathroom where Aidan
handed him a towel and washcloth and showed him what he needed to know.
Zak stood waiting for Aidan to leave before he started undressing and
Aidan finally took the hint and as he left he closed the door behind
chuckled as he heard the latch turn. Does he think I'm going to come
in and molest him? Aidan wondered.
Still he guessed he could understand Zak being sort of nervous since
this was all so new to him. He tried not to take it personally though,
and vowed to try to make Zak feel more at ease.
Zak came out wearing a pair of gym shorts. Aidan hadn't noticed if he
took any underwear in with him and he couldn't really tell if he was
wearing any through his baggy shorts. He tried not to stare at Zak, but
he was just so cute standing there with his wet hair all a mess and
beads of water glistening on his smooth chest. His nipples were erect,
tiny pink nubs surrounded by dime size circles of brown, and his muscle
definition was amazing for a boy his age who didn't work out or play
another towel for your hair?" Aidan asked pulling his eyes away from
the sexy boy.
yeah or a hair dryer."
on, we have one of those too."
pulled the hairdryer out of the drawer and handed it to Zak and hung
around while he dried and brushed his hair.
like your hair," Aidan said when Zak had it just like he wanted it.
I like yours too," Zak said blushing.
laughed, "Well, now that we have agreed that we are both two gorgeous
studs I think I'll take my shower."
yeah...okay...I'll just go watch some TV or something."
whatever you want to do, or you can stay and talk to me, I'm not shy in
case you haven't noticed."
stood there for a moment uncertain what to do then turned back to the
mirror and started primping his hair again.
Aidan took that to mean he was staying, and he left him only long
to grab a clean pair of underwear. When he returned Zak was brushing
with the toothbrush he'd brought and pretending to ignore Aidan.
smiled to himself as he stripped off his shirt watching Zak watch him
in the mirror.
got us a couple of movies at Redbox to watch," Aidan said as
dropped his jeans and then stuffed them in the hamper along with this
in just his royal blue boxer briefs he reached into the shower and
started the water and adjusted the temp.
that's cool. I hardly ever get to see anything besides regular TV."
started talking about the movies and as he did he dropped his underwear
and stepped into the shower and closed the frosted glass door. Zak took
that opportunity to swivel his head and look that way, but all he could
see was Aidan's silhouette through the frosted glass, yet even that was
don't really watch all that much TV, mostly with mom or dad on family
night, or when I have company...and that's usually a movie. Mostly we
play video games or I'm online looking for new ideas or making my
wish I had internet," Zak said hopping up on the vanity and getting
comfy as he watched Aidan's sexy body through the frosted shower door.
be lost without it, but my mom and dad said they didn't have it growing
up and they turned out okay I guess," Aidan laughed.
be happy if I had a cell phone, even one that just had talk and text,"
your brother have one?"
not yet, but he's trying to find a job and he says he's gonna get one
for sure and...he even said he might put me on his plan too if he can
find one of those cheap deals."
are pay as you go phones," Aidan said, "You buy the phone and then just
add minutes for like 25.00 or something. One of our friends has one of
those. He uses it mostly so his folks can keep in touch with him, but
sometimes he texts us."
too bad I can't get a job."
maybe not a regular job, but you're forgetting the CD thing. If we get
that going, you could make enough money to buy your own phone."
I forgot about that. So you really want to do it?" Zak asked straining
to see if he could make out any details of Aidan's body.
discuss it with the others and let you know, but I don't see why not. I
think it's a great idea. Hey, you don't by any chance sing or play an
kidding, I have no talent of any kind. I'm not even athletic."
you're smart. You came up with the idea for the CD's."
shrugged, then remembering Aidan couldn't see that he said, "I guess. I
do okay in school, but mostly cause I don't want to be hassled by the
teachers. It's bad enough being hassled by the bullies."
gonna have to talk more about that," Aidan said, then suddenly he shut
off the shower and the door slid open catching Zak off guard.
there was Aidan in all his glory. Blond and wet, his body a wonderland
of curves and muscles and his skin so soft and perfect looking. Even
pubes looked like they were styled, and as far as Zak could tell in the
few seconds he dared to stare, his balls were smooth as a baby.
much to tell. Guys like me are fair game for guys like that."
don't have to be. We've helped other kids escape their bullies and we
can help you...if you'll let us."
just can't, not now...I mean since the black eye Billy has pretty much
left me alone. I think he's scared or something."
should be," Aidan said grabbing his towel and purposely bending over to
give Zak a good view of his perfect ass.
swallowed hard and squirmed as something else grew hard between his
legs. He tried not to look, but it was almost like Aidan was putting on
a show for him, which in a way he was. He couldn't believe how
perfect Aidan's body was and to think this little God of a boy wanted
to be his friend, was almost too much to handle.
since I've been sitting with you guys and hanging around you I haven't
trouble...except that one day."
maybe word is getting out that you're with us now. Most of the idiots
like Billy know not to mess with us."
I ask you a question," Zak said trying to keep his mind off Aidan's
flopping cock, which attracted his eyes to it like a moth to a
what's up?" Aidan said turning his full attention to Zak and starting
to dry his hair now.
you have other kids...uh, watching out for me when you guys aren't
there are a lot of us...and well, we might have put the word out. I
hope that's okay."
at least I know I'm not crazy," Zak laughed, "I mean kids who never
paid me any attention before were chattin' me up and stuff."
you know what, those kids are starting to like you for who you are.
Weird how that works, isn't it?"
guess, but why can't kids be like that all the time?"
dropped his towel and grabbed a hair brush and brushed his hair out for
a second before answering.
sometimes guys like you put up walls and it makes it hard for other
to get in. I mean you just automatically assume that everyone is gonna'
be a jerk to you so you can't see the kids who are really cool and want
to be your friend. Anyway, that's what I think happened in your case."
Zak said frowning, then his frown was replaced by a sly smile, "I can't
believe I'm sitting here talking to a naked boy," he laughed.
do it all the time," Aidan joked, "in fact I prefer naked to clothed
any day. You should try it."
later," Zak said blushing, "when the lights are out," he added grinning.
didn't press him, instead he slipped on a pair of baby blue boxer
briefs and led Zak back to the bedroom.
time," Aidan said loading the DVD and grabbing the remote. Then falling
down on his bed he beckoned Zak over, "We can both lay here and watch
the movie, I promise I'll be good," he teased.
big as this bed is you could fit four of us in it," Zak said stretching
out and propping his back up against the headboard.
don't think we haven't," Aidan laughed, "although lately it's just been
three of us, but not as often as we used to. I guess my brain tumor
slowed us down some."
mean...you and your brother...and his boyfriend?"
and when John was around sometimes the four of us."
don't you worry about them getting jealous?"
what we do we do openly and out of love. We don't sneak around and
everyone's included, so no one gets their feelings hurt. It's great,
but when John was around, it was mostly just the two of us."
I guess I just don't understand that stuff. I know if it was a girl and
guy, the girl would get jealous."
well some boys might too, but not us. Like I said
we love each other and
respect each other and so we all enjoy it."
adjusted his position then so he was leaning against the headboard too
and started the movie. For a while they were deep into the movie and
neither spoke, then during a romantic scene between a girl and a guy
Zak spoke again.
was wondering, when did you first figure out that you were, you
actually I didn't really think about it one way or the other till I was
about 11 or 12, that's when me and J started messing around big time.
I guess at first I just thought it was regular boy stuff, you
know? Most boys experiment at that age, but then I realized there was
more to it than that. I began to notice other boys and I'd get hard
just thinking about what they'd look like naked."
we started having a lot of sleepovers and I'd get chances to see my
friends naked or at least in their underwear and eventually we managed
to get them to mess around too, and I think that's when I realized
this wasn't just fun and games for me, it was serious stuff."
and J talked about it...a lot, and he made it clear he liked girls too,
but I was pretty sure, even back then that I only liked boys. J was
cool about it and he never made me feel bad about it and we still
messed around a lot, but when I met John and we became bf's I
think J was sort of relieved. I think he felt like I was too clingy or
something. I mean we never really talked about this stuff, but that's
how I felt. Then not too long after that him and Jimmy got together and
ever since then things have been even better for us."
had paused the movie when the action began again and he waited for Zak
now I should have figured this out?" Zak said sounding unsure of
necessarily, I was lucky. I had J right here with me and good friends
who helped me figure out what I liked and didn't like. Not to mention
the coolest rents in the world who are 100 percent supportive."
for my brother and a friend back at my old school, I've never really
done anything like that."
did you like it with your friend, and with your brother"
yeah...it felt good...what my friend and me did, and I like making
Jason feel good...and sometimes he...you know...helps me feel good
think you're stressing way too much over this Zak. Kids today don't
need to worry so much about labels. If you like someone and like doing
stuff with them, then that's all that matters. Doesn't matter if
they're a boy or a girl, it's the person you like...right?"
guess, but I just don't want to lead someone on then let them down."
Zak meant Aidan of course. He had strong feeling for Aidan, but he was
afraid he couldn't be everything that Aidan needed.
there someone you like?" Aidan said feeling a little disappointed since
he was hoping he and Zak could become closer than just friends.
of," Zak sighed not looking at Aidan, "but this person is like way
bettern' me and more experienced and so cool..."
cool too, and if this person likes you back then none of that other
stuff matters, "Aidan said trying to be helpful even through his
don't know if he even likes me...as much as I like him..."
it's a boy?" Aidan said feeling even more despair. If it had been a
girl he would have been able to deal with that better, but competing
with another boy was tougher.
Zak said blushing.
I know him?"
Zak said so softly Aidan could barely hear him.
the first thing you need to do is tell this boy that you like him. I
mean I assume he's gay or at least open to being liked by another
Aidan was really upset now. How had he not noticed Zak was interested
in some other boy? He knew most of the out gay boys and suspected many
others, but he couldn't remember Zak hanging around with any of
them before, "Well...as cute as you are, and sexy, he'd be an
idiot not to like you back."
know so. I mean if it was me...that you liked...I'd be so happy I would
want to shout it from the rooftops."
then it hit Aidan who Zak was referring to. How could he had been so
dense, he wondered, it's me...it's me he likes and he's feeling me out
to see how I feel, "Look Zak, I don't want to mess things up for you
and this other boy, but I gotta tell you how I feel."
Zak said finally looking at Aidan sideways and blushing.
know we haven't known each other that long, and this is our first time
to really be alone...but, I really, really like you and...not just as a
friend. I think you're so cute and sweet and yeah...sexy, but I mean I
understand that you might not be ready for anything like that, but I
just gotta tell you how I feel and I hope that no matter what happens
we can still be friends, but I really wish we could be more than
was grinning now, "You mean it?"
do, I really do. You're all I've thought about since we met. Why do you
think I want to protect you and help you every way I can? I...I'm not
sure love is the right word, but I think I could very easily learn to
too," Zak said simply, "Don't you know? That boy I like...it's you."
sighed and reached for Zak's hand, "I kind of figured that out...toward
the end, but I still wasn't sure. I was so....so jealous when I thought
you liked someone else. I know this is happening kind of fast, but I'm
willing to slow down and let you decide what happens from now on. I
just like being with you and we don't have to rush things," Aidan said
squeezing Zak's hand, "but...can I kiss you?"
nodded, blushing bright red, and then they leaned in for the kiss and
it was magic from start to finish.
they pulled away both
boys were flushed and smiling.
that was...amazing," Zak said in awe, "I never knew that kissing was so
the right person it can be better than sex with the wrong person, if
you know what I mean."
don't know much, but I'm willing to learn."
I we have lots of time. We can just take it slow and see what happens,
too slow," Zak teased, "I'm a fast learner."
bet you are," Aidan chuckled, "Hey wanna go grab some of that coconut
okay...sure," Zak said surprised at this turn of events.
let's go," Aidan said hopping up and pulling Zak out of bed.
far away at a Jimmy's house Jaden and Jimmy were just settling down in
bed for the night. They'd played video games and watched a movie, ate
pizza and candy, drank pop till they were stuffed, and now they were
ready for some fun in bed.
smell good," Jaden said nuzzling Jimmy's neck playfully.
my natural manly odor," Jimmy joked.
Jaden said as he made his way down to Jimmy's erect nipples.
moaned lowly and reached down to stroke Jaden's long blond hair,
"J...can we talk?"
Jaden said looking up at Jimmy with a curious look, "Now?"
now might be best."
pulled away and rolled onto his side and stared at Jimmy questioningly,
"This must be important."
sat up then and looked at Jaden worriedly, "First of all I want you to
know that nothing has changed between us as far as I'm concerned."
what do you mean?" Jaden asked frowning.
last week...when I said I was grounded...that wasn't exactly true."
are you talking about?" Jaden said sitting up a little further.
sighed, "J...I love you and nothing has changed, but...I've met
someone...a girl and I've been seeing her almost every night this week."
a girl? But where did you meet this girl? Do I know her, is it someone
she's the daughter of a friend of my mom's. She's new to town and she
didn't know anyone so my mom suggested she invite me to her birthday
party and that's how we met. OH J, she is so cool, I know
like her if you met her..."
you met a girl and you been hanging out with her and you never told me
sorry. I was going to tell you, then I decided to wait till we had some
time alone...and I invited you to sleep over."
looked away trying to digest all that Jimmy had said and make some
sense of it, "So...what does this mean...I mean for us? Are you
breaking up with me?"
No, nothing like that. I just wanted you to know that I have a...a
another friend now...a girl."
girl friend?" Jaden asked raising his voice a little.
not like that...well, maybe..."
sighed, "So what now? Am I supposed to share you now..or
don't know...I mean...I want you to meet her and I want you two
each other. I mean it's not like we haven't been saying all along that
we like girls and might want to be with one someday. Dude, she let me
finger her and she blew me."
so you won't need my help getting off," Jaden mumbled.
be that way. I still love you and I want us to be together, but...I
want to be with Kalie too."
what are you saying? We work out a schedule or something...I get you
odd days she gets you even days?" Jaden snorted.
that's not what I meant. I just wanted you to know I was seeing her,
well that explains it all," Jaden said smirking, "so I'm competing with
a girl now. That's fine, that's great."
thought you'd understand...especially after what we did with Dee."
are you saying this girl wants to mess with both of us?"
well...no, she's not really into that."
she's just for you then?"
sighed, "If you don't want me to see her again I won't."
that what you want?"
what do you mean?"
mean is that what you want, or were you hoping you could have a
girlfriend and a boyfriend?"
tired, I think I need to get some sleep. You don't need me anyway."
be that way..."
way?" Jaden said hotly, "Just because I thought I had a boyfriend...one
I could trust."
can trust me, that's why I told you about Kalie. I didn't want there to
be any secrets between us."
good...I guess that's all settled then," Jaden said moving as far away
from Jimmy as possible and burrowing beneath the covers, "Goodnight."
Jimmy sighed, "Goodnight. I love you."
only grunted as he pounded his pillow into submission and settled in
for a long sleepless night.
the Reynolds house Aidan and Zak returned to the bedroom with huge
slices of pie and tall glasses of
milk and when Zak dug into his pie he had one more thing to be happy
about. Meals at his house were spotty and usually came out of a can or
carton then to the microwave. The pie was delicious and the crust so
flaky that Zak couldn't believe someone could actually make such a
thing by hand.
mom is like the best cook in the world, but she cooks healthy stuff
It's not all junk food and sweets."
mom wouldn't know a stove if it bit her," Zak laughed, "she can barely
operate a microwave."
who cooks at your house?"
or Jason, usually just heating something up in the microwave. We eat a
lot of cereal...when there's milk."
definitely need to hang out here more then."
shrugged, "I can't keep letting your mom pick me up and take me home,
she's gonna get tired of me fast."
won't, and you know why? Cause if you're my friend and being with you
makes me happy, then my folks are all for it, cause my folks are all
about me being happy."
guess I'll never understand how a real family works."
you will, cause before long you'll be part of our family. That's just
how it is. Jimmy is like one of us and so was John and you will be too."
hope so, that sounds nice."
on let's finish the movie now."
hopped back in bed and as soon as the movie started Aidan reached for
Zak's hand and held it the whole time. When the movie was over they
took a pee break and Aidan suggested they watch the second movie and if
they got to tired they could watch the rest tomorrow.
readily agreed, only now he scooted down and lay flat on the bed with
his pillow propping up his head just enough to see the TV. Aidan
scooted down and took his hand again and started the movie.
been watching the movie for about 45 minutes when Aidan looked over at
Zak and saw that his eyes were closed. He smiled and watched the cute
boy sleeping and decided not to wake him and make him go to the other
bed. After all
they were unofficially sort of boyfriends and there was no reason why
they shouldn't sleep in the same bed.
stopped the movie and suddenly the room was dark except for an LED nite
light by the bathroom door. It took his eyes a moment to adjust, but he
could just make out Zak's sleeping form, his chest rising and falling
with each breath, and suddenly he muttered something in his sleep and
smiled back, and for the first time in a long time the pain of losing
John was gone. He knew he would still miss John and always think of him
as his first love, but he also knew it was time to move on and this
seemed like the perfect time.
not to waken the sleeping boy he snuggled close and threw an arm around
him and watched him sleeping till he too succumbed to sweet slumber.
awoke a while later and was aware of something warm and firm against
his backside. Struggling up out of sleep he remembered where he was and
realized it was Aidan snuggled up behind him, an arm thrown around him
and pulling him close.
liked the feeling and snuggled back a little and noticed something hard
was poking him back there. He smiled as he thought about what the hard
thing was, Aidan's penis. He knew his own penis was hard most of the
time and he could only imagine how hard it would be if he was snuggled
up to another boy.
realizing his own penis was indeed already hard he reached down and
began rubbing it through the front of his shorts. He involuntarily
shivered and moaned lowly as the pleasure washed over him and he was
quite sure that he would come at any moment if he wasn't careful.
had awakened and he was immediately aware of two things,
that his hard penis was pushing into Zak's butt crack, and that Zak's
hand was rubbing against his arm as he touched himself between the legs.
saying a word Aidan let the arm he had draped over Zak move lower. Zak
froze with his hand on the hard lump inside his shorts as panic swept
over him, then Aidan's hand moved down and covered his own and squeezed
speaking Aidan pushed Zak's hand aside and snaked his own hand inside
Zak's shorts and wrapped his fingers around Zak's hard 4.5 inch boy spike.
smiled to himself but still did not speak, then slowly he began to move
his hand up and down Zak's stiff member iliciting more moans and
on you back," Aidan whispered as he removed his hand from Zak's shorts
to allow him to do so. Then with both hands he pulled down Zak's shorts
to free his rampant boner. Snaking the shorts on down and off Zak's
feet he tossed them on the floor and moved into position between Zak's
Zak's legs apart a little he dived down and began licking and sucking
on his hairless nuts causing Zak to cry out in pleasure, twisting the
bedsheets in his clinching fingers.
by Zak's apparent approval of his skillful manipulation Aidan took
things to the next level. Pushing Zak's legs up a bit to allow access
to the inner sanctum he began to lick Zak's taint and then his tight
up your mind," Aidan chuckled, then went back to rimming the boy till
he was slick and sloppy.
moving back up Aidan nuzzled Zak's soft pubes with his face before
attacking his cock. Grabbing it in his hand be began licking up an down
the shaft then across the head lapping up Zak's tasty pre-cum in the
lay there panting, letting Aidan do all the work, but as much as he was
enjoying what he was doing, he longed to taste Aidan's cock and bring
him as much pleasure as he was receiving.
wait...spin around," Zak panted, "so I can do yours."
understood what Zak had in mind and after quickly losing his underwear,
he guided them into the classic 69 position. Though Zak had never
really touched a boy's butthole before, after being rimmed and feeling
such pleasure, he was curious to find out what it felt like to be on
the giving end of a rim job. It took some doing but he was able to get
a good taste of Aidan's starfish and Zak thought he had never found
anything as erotic and exciting as licking another boy in this most
private of places.
Aidan went down on him however he felt the need to reciprocate and left
his prize and returned the favor. Aidan's cock was bigger than his own,
and actually a little longer than his brother's but he still had no
problem taking all of it into his experienced mouth.
grunted his approval as he continued to suck and lick Zak's cock and
soon the boys had a nice rhythm going and their orgasm was rushing
toward them like a runaway train. Zak came first, crying out around
throbbing member and that was all it took to send Aidan crashing onto
shores of release. His cock pulsed and exploded filling Zak's mouth
with his baby batter even as he was gobbling down Zak's tasty treat.
they were spent and milked dry they lay there panting, their face
the thigh of their lover and rested for a long minute. It was Zak who
spoke first and what he said summed it up for both boys.
guess we're friends now, really good friends," he said with a hint of
mischief and good humor in his voice.
yes, really, really, good friends," Aidan panted.
peed and washed up a little but neither boy bothered dressing and as
they lay down naked together they snuggled close and kissed before
falling asleep still holding hands.
finds a boyfriend and Jimmy finds a girlfriend and OMG, what is next?
Will poor Jaden figure out a way to share Jimmy or will this be the end
of his and Jimmy's relationship? And what about Zak and his bullies?
Will Jason come to Zak's defense when he finds out who Zak's bullies
are, or browbeat him for being weak?
to everyone for your kind words and support and keep those emails
coming to: firstname.lastname@example.org
And a big thanks to Stan in Florida for editing for me.......
updated my story list if
you see any missing please let me know.
Series, rest are short stories
A Christmas for Joey
Christmas With Nick
Alex and Aidan*
Andy Tastes Like Candy
At the Dike*
Boy Glory Hole
CL Cock Sucker
Cody's Christmas Wish
Dirt Bikes and Blowjobs
Story #Part 3 of a series
(The Story of Joe)
The Ginger and the Chub
Hair Salon Boys
I Heart You
Little Brother's Feet*
Lost in Fear*
Best Friend's Dad *Related story to My Son's Best Friends
My Not so Miserable Life
Little Runaway #Part 1 of a series
Son's Best Friends *Related series to My Best Friend's Dad
My 11th Summer*
Rabbit: A Christmas Story
Second Chance for Love
Six Black Boys*
Taking a Chance on Love
The Year I Learned to Love my Brother (TYILTLMB)*
The Reynolds Twins*
Tommy Boy #Part two of a
To the Max
Trailer Park Christmas
Trick or Treet Dress Up
Tween to Teen*
What a Dollar Will Buy
Wild Wild West Again
Amazing What Sex Can do for a Guy (as