Date: Wed, 19 Jan 2011 11:28:20 -0500 From: Johnathan Johnson Subject: To love or not to love Part 11 To love or not to love – Part 11(end) Comments welcome at jjjohnson8221@gmail.com Still recovering from my massive exertion of energy I wasn't really paying attention as to where he was going next but the next thing I felt was him lifting my right foot to his mouth and began to lick and suck on my toes, and then running his tongue down between them, tasting and licking every inch of my foot. (I had never even thought of something like this and I again found myself moaning in delight, curling and uncurling my toes as I continued to feel this incredible sensation. Leaving my feet wet with his saliva, he gently pushed my legs back farther and began to lick down the backside of them. First down the Achilles tendon of each foot and then to the back of the shins, paying particular attention to the back of each of my knees, as I again found myself moaning in delight. Now as he lay face down on the bed between my legs I instinctively grabbed my legs pulling them back to him access to more of me. He licked up and down the back of each thigh and licked and nibbled on the inside of each as well. He kept getting closer and closer to my crotch but never seemed make it there. At this point he was driving me practically insane with lust, I wanted nothing more than for him to just fuck me senseless already! Finally, he began licking in the grooves between my thighs and groin on each side of my balls. I just couldn't stand it any longer and I begged, "FUCK Jeff, eat my ass already!" My eyes were closed but I could feel his stare at me, and then all of a sudden, I felt his tongue licking my hole. I could feel him trying to enter but he couldn't get it in, I knew I was tight, maybe too tight, maybe this wasn't going to work at all, which was somewhat of a disappointment, but I didn't want that I wanted him in me so badly that I had to take some sort of action. So I took my right hand grabbed his hair and pulled him up to me and said again, "Fuck your tongue, do that later. Just FUCK me! NOW!" I felt him come up to face me and I opened my eyes to look into his and he said, "Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you, and it does hurt the first time, a lot." I could see the love and concern on his face. It was so beautiful, he was so beautiful. But the slut in me wanted more. More, more more! And someone in me just responded, "I don't care if it rips me apart. I need you in my now. FUCK ME NOW!" I don't think he's ever heard me talk like that. Hell I don't think I've ever heard myself talk like that. But that look of love and desire and care remained on his face and in his beautiful green eyes and his arms came around me and his mouth sought mine out. We kissed for a long time as my hand slid down and began to play in his butt-crack and gently stroke his hole. He was moaning in my mouth and sucking on my tongue until he finally pulled his head back, and I watched his eyes go from that beautiful love, care and desire to lust and fire, and his gentle smile went to that of the devil and in a deep voice he said, "You asked for it!" He quickly made his way back down, pushed my legs back as far as they could they could go hooking them into my arms and attacked my hole with a vengeance. I could feel him pushing his tongue into my ass and really got into tongue fucking me. I had now finally gotten a hand of it and was pushing my butt back into his face and spreading my legs farther apart trying to take more and more of his tongue up inside of me. And I was once again moaning almost begging, "Oh, Fuck! Eat my ass! That's it! Suck my hole! Shove that fuckin' tongue all the way up me!" I suddenly felt his tongue leave my ass again and as I looked down, our eyes met again and I just smiled and nodded. I could see the wheels turning in his head, probably contemplating how to do it, and I decided that I was once again going to make that decision for him and I just said, "Line it up and just shove it in, I promise I'll be OK." He looked at me again with those eyes that had once again gone from fire to soft loving one's and said, "You absolutely sure?" I smiled and nodded, and he again said, "OK but promise me that if it really hurts too much you tell me." I thought to myself, like hell I was going to say anything. I wanted him in me and I wanted him in me NOW. Nothing else mattered, I've taken plenty more pain than this. This was child's play, and I again nodded, and said, "Deal. Now FUCK ME!" Our eyes locked again as he began pushing his cock against my hole. There was slight resistance at first but then I felt my hole finally give way and his cock slid inside. The moment the head was inside my ass, it did hurt but there was no way I was going to let him see that. And I just used my ass muscles and began to suck his cock deeper and deeper inside me until I felt his pubic hair tickling ass, and finally let out a long, deep sigh. He then took came right up to my face and I whispered, "Finally, just where it should be." He smiled at me, and then I let him feel my tight ass start to loosen up, and at that point he started to gently move around touching everywhere inside of my hole, places and feelings that I never knew existed. And in moments I was moaning again, and my cock which had been mostly soft at one point, was now standing straight up at a 90 degree angle and leaking pre-cum again. I once again gave him that knowing look and I saw his eyes go from soft to fire again. But this time, I knew they were going to stick and follow those lustful feelings and desires. And he started to pull out slightly just a few inches, and then all of a sudden rammed his cock forward driving it back right back up my hole! "Ahhh FUCK! That feels so GOOD!" he moaned as he continued to pull further and further out and then pushing it back in deeper. When we had a good rhythm going he pulled his cock back just to the head and stopped. I looked up wondering what happened, "Don't worry I'm not going anywhere." He just smiled at me and then took my legs and placed them over his shoulders and then bent forward with his hands resting beside my shoulders and his arms stiff holding him up. He kissed me deeply, then licked my ear and whispered, "You ready lover boy?" I smiled and nodded. He began to slowly fuck me for `real' as he and I kept total eye contact. And then began fucking me harder and faster. I could almost feel him up into my throat. It was incredible, I for myself was moaning like a slut as the grunts and noises that were coming out of him were just as loud and filled with lust. I knew that I was getting close to cumming again but I wanted to make sure that he went first this time and wanted to make sure that he came just from fucking me. (Being the newbie I didn't realize that was common practice). And the only way that I could think of to make it happen was to just beg for it more. And I shot out, "Fuck me! Fuck me hard! Fuck me HARDER! HARDER!" And apparently he took me to my word and I felt him going in deeper and harder than I ever thought possible. As he pummeled his ass I could hear his hips slapping the underside of my ass like a machine gun while I heard myself moaning and grunting louder and louder to the point that I just couldn't take it anymore and I just let out another blood curdling moan of, "FUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!" as my cock began shooting my cum hitting the wall above the bed, my face, my neck, everywhere. I didn't know I still had that much in me. And as soon as I started shooting my load, I heard him let out a blood curdling "FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!" I had heard him curse and yell before, but something of this tone never before. And then I felt him shoot long and deep inside my hole. I seriously could feel it in the back of my throat, I know I shot a lot but this was, well I don't even know how to describe it. I lay there just panting and trying to breathe as I came down from my orgasm and feeling his as well, and the tears were running down my face along with the sweat. And as he saw that he pulled my legs off his shoulders putting them around his waist and leaned over me and asked, "John! What's wrong? Did I hurt you?" I shook his head violently 'no'. "Then what the matter? Why are you crying?" "I..I...I'm just ...so..so happy. I missed you, I love you, more than you could ever imagine. How much and how long I've wanted you to be with me." Still buried deep inside me, his whole body relaxed and collapsed on top of me and he began licking and kissing my tears and all over his face, finally taking his mouth with my own. He kissed him deeply as his arms wrapped around my neck. "John, I love and have missed you too! And I promise I'm never letting you go again" Still inside of me, I took his face in hand and pulled him down on top of me and started to ever so gently lick his lips, and then gradually got more and more forceful, to the point that we were once again devouring each other. Our mouths like vacuums against each other. I felt his arms tighten around me like a vice as if he was holding on for dear life, never wanting to let go and who the hell was I to complain? I wanted it to be that way just as much, never to let go of him again. And if I had any say about it, I never would. And then in the midst of all that I tightened my ass around his still deeply buried cock. And well I guess he got the idea. ! He broke the kiss and pulled back a bit, looked into my eyes, and into me, deep into me. He saw what was there -pure deep unadulterated brazen lust. No words need be spoken, he knew what I wanted. And this grin broke out on his face along with horns that came out of his head, And then I realized, `Oh shit, I'm in for it this time.' But it's what I wanted and needed. Our eyes remained locked, our bodies connected as one, and he said, "Seems as if someone is still hungry.." I just lifted my hand and gently stroked the side of his face, wiped the sweat from his forehead, licked his fingers, smiled and said, "I'll always be hungry for you, day and night. I just feel so perfect and so complete right now that I don't want to ever lose that feeling." He smiled as the tears started to drip from his eyes, as he just stared at me and spoke again "John, I'll be damned if I ever let you lose that feeling again. I love you so much, I promise I won't let anything bad ever happen to us again." I smiled and kissed him as he kept me wrapped in his arms and pulled him down on top of me turned him on his side so that we were both now laying on our sides facing each. He brought my face to his that the tips of our noses were touching, kissed and in a purring whisper said, "I love you Jeff." And then curled up against his chest and pulled his arms around me even tighter than before, layed my head down on his arm, just like I had wanted to do for so many years as a little boy who wanted the protection and safety of his big brother. And I just closed my eyes, now knowing that I had that and my life was complete now. I finally had that void filled, that one missing puzzle piece I had it. And as I was slowly drifting off to sleep I felt him lean down kiss the top of my head and in a loving voice say, "I love you John, now and forever more." And then grabbed the covers from the other side of the bed pulled them over us, lay his chin on top of my head and we fell asleep together just the way it should be, and has been for the past 15 years.