Date: Wed, 16 Jun 2021 10:52:42 -0500
From: Ash Cinder
Subject: Winter Break with Dad Chapter 1

Winter Break with Dad

By: Ash Cinder

	I started seeing familiar neighborhoods as I arrived in
Memphis. I'd just finished my first semester at college and was heading
back home to stay with dad until the next semester in January. I was
excited to see my old man again. As happy as I was to finally move out and
live on campus on my own, I did feel bad leaving the old bear in the house
all to himself. He was a single father. Mom had died back when I was
12. Not sure which one of us took it harder. But since then he'd been
raising me on his own, and I think he did a good job with what he had, I
mean I managed to finish my first semester without dropping out.

	Though as excited as I was to see dad again, I was a little nervous
too... There was something I started to notice between me and him...
something that greatly influenced my decision to get a dorm in college and
live on my own away from him. As I started getting closer to my
neighborhood, I knew I would have to face it soon and see if it was still
present.

	I pulled into the driveway next to my dad's familiar red pick up
truck, I could see him sitting there out front on the porch swing, waiting
for me to get there like I expected him to. It made me happy to see that
smile on his face as he got up and started walking over to the car. I
turned the car off and got out, spreading my arms wide.

	"There's my little freshman!" He said, wrapping his strong arms
around me. "Welcome home, Caleb!"

	As I hugged him, my smile faded as the familiar feelings I felt
before I left for school started to come back to me. My fur bristled as I
felt him squeeze me, my pants tightened, and I had the urge to nuzzle the
side of his neck. I tried to maintain my smile and hide my nervousness.

	"It's great to see you again dad!" I said, hugging him back.

	I got a look at him, same old grizzly. He seemed to have gotten a
few more grey furs around his muzzle since the last time I saw him, but for
the most part it was same old dad. He was a little taller than I was, maybe
by 5 inches or so, I figured I'd catch up to him one of these days.

	"Why don't we go inside where it's not cold and I'll get you a
drink?" He asked.

	"So, how have you been?" I asked as we both walked in the door.

	"Lonely." He said.

	"Oh..." I said.

	"I'm just fucking with you." He said, patting my shoulder. "I mean,
sometimes I get lonely, but hey, I'm proud of you; going out there and
making it on your own."

	"So, how's my room?" I asked. "Still how I left it?"

	"Nope, I turned it into a game room, foosball table and
everything." He smirked.

	I gave him a playful push, knowing he was joking.

	"I'll be back, I'm just gonna put my stuff up and unpack a little."
I said, walking down the hall to my room.

	"Alright, don't take too long, it's nice seeing my boy again after
all these months." He called back.

      As I entered my room I closed the door behind me and let out a breath
I felt like I'd been holding since I felt dad hug me outside. Fuck! I
thought to myself. They hadn't gone away... these feelings for dad were
still there. Around the time I turned 17 I began to feel... different
around dad. I can't put my finger on why, but I started feeling weird about
him. When he'd hug me, I'd want him to hold me for a lot longer than he
would, I started having weird dreams about him... dreams where we'd kiss,
and sometimes... do other things. I knew it was wrong to feel this way
about him. But I tried to get myself to ignore it. When that didn't work I
thought that living on campus might be the perfect cure. A "forced
sobriety" I guess you could call it, being away from the thing I wanted so
much of.

	For a while it seemed to do the trick, I didn't think a lot about
dad in that way, and only had an occasional dream that didn't last very
long. But my heart sank when we hugged out there and I felt myself getting
an erection. Fuck, why'd I have to feel this way about my old man? And it
wasn't like I could just tell him this, he'd fucking kill me if he knew I
felt about him that way. Well, I figured I'd just have to tough it out
until January. Until then, I'd at least get to enjoy spending some time
with him for the holidays.

	After I unpacked I went back to the living room where dad was
waiting with me with some pizza and drinks. Me and him spent the rest of
the night just having a couple of drinks and catching up in the living
room. I told him about the good time I had while I was at college, about
the few parties I attended, the new friends I'd made.

	"So, any girlfriends?" Dad asked me with a smirk, giving me a
playful nudge.

	"No dad." I rolled my eyes, and adjusted myself, trying to avoid
getting a boner.

	"What about... boyfriends?" He smirked harder and gave me a funny
look.

	I choked on my drink when he said that, spewing Smirnoff all over
the carpet.

	"Jesus, Caleb." He laughed and slapped my back. "It's just a
question."

	"N-No dad..." I started to regain my composure. "No, boyfriends
either."

	"Heh, okay." He took a drink of his beer. "I mean, I wouldn't mind
if you had either. I'm not that type of parent, y'know."

	"Uh, thanks dad." I said, well at least I didn't have that to worry
about. I never knew if my dad was against me being gay or not, it never
exactly came up between us when I was in high school, I never dated
anyone... probably because I started realizing I was mainly interested in
my old man. God, it was so awkward sitting next to him while I had a bulge
in my pants I was trying to hide!

	"Well, I'm getting pretty tired after driving all the way back home
and we've been talking for a while, so I think I'm going to head to bed
now."

	"Alright, sweet dreams Caleb. See you in the morning." He said as I
walked off to my room.

	Once I got to my room I quickly closed the door and looked down at
the bulge in my pants. This was going to be a very tough visit with dad. I
wasn't exactly small down there either, so if I didn't do a good job hiding
it, I knew dad would notice it at some point.

	"You just have to be careful." I told myself. "If you get a boner
just think about something gross to make it go away!"

	I slid my pants and shirt off and climbed into bed, hoping to have
a peaceful sleep.



	I watched dad through the crack in the door as he undressed and got
ready for the shower. God, I wished I could ask to join him, but that would
be weird. I admired that sexy body he had, the nice beer belly, those
strong arms, such a perfect ursine physique. I began stroking my throbbing
member while I gawked at him.

	As I continued to admire him, I lost my footing and stumbled right
through the open door, looking up at him staring down at me. Shit! I
thought to myself.

	"Caleb!" Dad said, walking over, his sizable grizzly cock swaying
as he came toward me.

	"D-Dad, I'm sorry, I was just..." I tried to think of an excuse.

	But I was quickly cut off as dad pulled me up, holding me close and
locking eyes with me.

	"If you really want to join me for a shower, just ask." He reached
down and pulled down my pants, making me gasp. "Remember..." He gently
groped my crotch. "I'm not that type of parent." He gave me a toothy grin
before locking muzzles with me.

	My eyes went wide as I was kissed by my father, but I quickly
relaxed, letting him remove my underwear and let it fall to my ankles while
he pulled me closer, both of his paws moving to my ass and giving it a
squeeze while my rock hard member pressed against his.

	"I think you're going to need a nice long shower with daddy." He
grinned, groping my ass tighter. "Gotta get that ass nice and clean."



      I gasped and opened my eyes, staring up at the ceiling in a cold
sweat. It was a fucking dream. Ugh, first day back and I was already having
creepy dreams about dad! Stop thinking about him like that! I thought to
myself, as I looked down at the tent I was pitching in the sheets. God, I
was so hard it was painful!

	"Well, might as well take care this," I said, grabbing it under the
sheets. "At least that'll make it go away for a bit."

	I started stroking myself, beginning to imagine dad from my dream,
despite telling myself to do otherwise. I couldn't help it, I really wanted
him! I stroked faster thinking of him embracing me in a tight bear hug
before kissing me on the muzzle, pushing his tongue inside.

	"Oh daddy..." I moaned quietly. "Why do I feel like this?"

	I stroked even faster thinking of going down on my dad, sticking
that fat cock in my mouth.

	"You were such a good father to me... I love you so much." I
moaned. "Plus, I'm sure you haven't had much action since mom passed..."

	I stroked faster and faster fantasizing about dad on top of me,
pushing all of his weight down and spreading my legs. Fuck I wanted to have
him inside me so bad! I wanted to be under him while he slowly plowed away
at my ass.

	"Gnnnnnggggghhhhh!" I moaned, cumming into my underwear and
panting.

	My cock just kept pulsating, fuck I hadn't came that hard in
months... probably cause I'd buried my feelings about dad until
recently. Dammit, I wished they would go away!

	I got up and put some clothes on, heading to the kitchen, the smell
of breakfast getting stronger the closer I got. I walked in and poured
myself some orange juice.

	"Morning, son." Dad said.

	"Hi."

	"Sleep well?" He asked.

	"Yeah, I was worried I wouldn't be able too since I haven't slept
in my room for a while, but I slept like a cub."

	"Good." He said, putting some food on a plate. "I have to say, it's
nice getting to have breakfast in the morning with you again." He took the
plate of eggs and bacon and put it in front of me, before taking a seat
across from me, just like the old days.

	"So, I noticed there's not Christmas tree in the living room yet."
I said.

	"Yeah, I was waiting for you to get here so we could go get one
together."

	"Thanks, I was worried that you would have already gotten it."

	"Heh, and let you miss out picking a tree together like every year,
fat chance." He ate some eggs. "Now that you're back, maybe we could go
later today..."

	Dad trailed off as I looked across the table at him, I couldn't
help but think about the dream I had about him. I knew it probably wasn't
going to be the only dream like that, that I'd have while I was here. I
wasn't sure how well I'd be able to keep this hidden, even having dad just
sitting here in front of me was driving me crazy. I don't know why I found
him so attractive, I just really did!

	"You okay, son?" Dad asked, snapping me out of my trance.

	"Huh, uh yeah..." I lied.

	"You sure?" He asked, taking a bite of bacon.

	"I'm fine."

	There was a bit of an awkward silence.

	"You know, if something's bothering you, you can always talk to
me." Dad said.

	"I-I know dad..." I said. "But everything's fine, really. I guess
I'm still just a little tired."

	Fuck, this was going to be harder to hide than I thought.

	After dinner we both decided to go with dad's plan and head to a
Home Depot to get a tree. I was super nervous about going out with him in
public after the horny morning I'd already been having.

	"So, you think you're gonna stick with this school you're at?" He
asked as he drove us to the store.

	"Yeah, I like it there so far." I answered plainly.

	"You know, you never really did tell me why you wanted to go to a
school outside of Memphis." He said. "Just seemed like a spur of the moment
decision right there."

	"I just wanted more freedom." I lied.

	"You say that like I was some kind of overly controlling parent,
which isn't true." He looked over at me. "Yeah, sometimes I had to put my
foot down, but for the most part I let you hang out with friends, go to
gatherings and all that other stuff."

	"Ugh, I just wanted to get out of Memphis for a bit." I tried to
convince him. "I've been living here since I was born, and I want to see
some other places! Geez, stop being weird."

	"Hmph." He said but dropped it as we arrived in the parking lot.

	I hated lying to dad like that, but what was I supposed to say? "I
left because I started having dreams where I wanted you to fuck me?"

	I couldn't pay much attention to the tree selection after the
conversation I had with dad. I should have known he'd start getting
suspicious to my behavior at some point. Dad had good observational skills,
I mean he was a safety inspector.

	"This one seems good, doesn't it?" Dad asked me, examining one of
the trees.

	"Uh, yeah I like it." I said.

	"Are you sure?" He looked at me suspiciously. "Because you've said
the exact same thing about the last two trees."

	"Oh..."

	"What's up with you today?" He asked.

	"Nothing, I think I'm just cold."

	"Nah, something's bothering you, you were acting funny last night
too."

	"I was just drunk."

	"You had one drink!" Dad protested.

	"Geez dad, can we just get a tree and talk about this at home so
you're not interrogating me in public like this?"

	"Whatever, this is the one we're getting." Dad said, annoyed.

	He paid for the tree and the Home Depot workers put it in the back
of the truck. As we drove home we sat there in awkward silence. I fucking
hated these feelings I had for dad, they were ruining my relationship with
him, making me act like a dick. I needed to apologize to him when we got
home.

	Once we parked in the driveway we both went to the back of the
truck and started carrying the tree inside. We didn't talk much, from the
time we got the tree in, to when we were putting a few ornaments on it, and
when we did talk it was just kind of awkward and didn't really lead
anywhere. Eventually we both decided we'd decorated the tree enough for
right now and I went to my room to be alone for a little bit.

	I just sat on my bed thinking about everything that happened with
dad today, he clearly knew something was going on with me, but didn't know
what. I was so pissed, I loved my dad, and this was supposed to be a nice
few weeks to spend with him for Christmas, but these stupid feelings I was
having for him were ruining everything. I really had to apologize to him, I
wouldn't say what was specifically wrong, but I'd still tell him I was
sorry for the way I was acting.

	I left my room and walked into his to see if he was there, he was
on the bed watching TV.

	"Uh, hey?" I said.

	"Oh, hey son." He said, giving me a weak smile, muting the
TV. "What's up?"

	"I just wanted to say that I'm really sorry for the way I've been
acting, I just... It's something I can't really talk about, but don't
worry, I'm okay." I said to him, sitting on the other end of the bed.

	"Alright." Dad said, crawling over next to me and rubbing my
shoulder comfortingly. "I'm sorry for pressing so much too. I just worry
sometimes."

	"I know dad."

	"I'll give you more space."

	"Thanks, I appreciate that."

	"I just... I hate keeping secrets." He hugged me with one arm.

	I looked into his warm, brown eyes. I was so lucky to have a dad
like him, putting my weird desires for him aside, he was such a caring
father and always did what was best for me when I was growing up.

	"I know... I don't like it either..." I admitted, continuing to
stare into his eyes.

	"So maybe you should just tell me?" He said, moving his face closer
to mine.

	"I just... I can't." I said. "It's really... embarrassing."

	"Maybe it's not as embarrassing as you think it is..." He gently
stroked my cheek and leaned forward about to kiss me.

	I suddenly came to my senses, my eyes shot open and I started
wiggling out of his hug.

	"Oh God!" I said, pulling away quickly.

	"Caleb, wait!" Dad said grabbing me before I could run out of the
room.

	"No dad, it's nothing, I was just thinking about someone else, I
didn't mean to almost do that!" I said, starting to cry as I pulled against
his grasp.

	"I know you think about me like that!" He said, looking me right in
the eyes.

	I think my heart stopped when he said that. He knew? But... how?

	"Yeah, I know." He said, reading my mind.

	"H-How'd you find out?" I asked, my lip quivering.

	"Let's just say... you talk in your sleep, son." He patted my
shoulder.

	I blushed hard, damn dreams.

	"Y-You're not mad or creeped out by it?"

	"I mean... I kind of was when I first found out a few days before
you moved out, but... maybe it's just cause I've been missing you so much
since you left, but I think it's kind of sweet that you feel that way."

	"Y-You do?" I asked, shocked.

	"Yeah." He wrapped his arms around me in a warm embrace.

	"Wouldn't have thought my boy loved me that much." He chuckled a
little.

	"Well, you've always been a good dad." I said, hugging him tighter.

	"Aww," he said, nuzzling the top of my head, "I love you son."

	"I love you too dad."

	Dad walked me over to his bed and we just sat down and hugged some
more. It was nice, not having to hide my feelings about him anymore.

	"I was hoping you'd tell me sooner after I was asking you all these
questions today."

	"Well, it's not exactly a normal conversation to have... being
attracted to your dad."

	"Heh, I suppose not." He patted my back.

	We both stared at each other again and he stroked my right cheek
before pulling me forward and kissing me. This time I didn't pull away, I
let him hold the kiss and savored this moment I'd been dreaming of since I
was 17. After about a minute dad broke the kiss and gave me a warm smile.

	"I know you want more from me, Caleb." He said. "And if you want,
we can..."

	My fur stood on end, was he really asking me this?

	"Uh, why don't we just cuddle a little in bed for now," I asked,
"and we'll see where it goes."

	"Perfectly fine with that." He smiled, taking off his shirt.

	I blushed hard, removing my shirt followed by my pants and
underwear, I didn't care anymore, I wanted to go completely naked at this
point.

	"Someone's pretty excited to see me." Dad teased, looking down at
my erection. "Well, if you're going to bear all..." Dad quickly dropped his
pants and underwear. "Then so am I."

	Jesus, if I wasn't fully hard then, I sure was now that I was
getting a good look at dad, naked.

	He climbed into bed and gave the side of the mattress next to him a
pat. I followed, getting on the empty side and letting him wrap his arms
around me and hold my body close to his. I let out a happy sigh, I'd been
dreaming of being in an embrace like this with my dad for so long now, his
body felt so warm. I felt him nuzzle my neck and rub my back.

	"Looks like my cub still needs his daddy." He said softly, giving
me a little kiss.

	"Oh dad... I'm still a little nervous about this." I said, my voice
still a little shaky.

	"No one's here but you and me, and as you can tell, I'm okay with
this." He hugged me tighter.

	Dad gently leaned forward and gave me another kiss on the lips, but
this time he held it there for longer. I moaned softly, enjoying the feel
of his soft lips against mine, I let my mouth hang open slightly, inviting
his tongue to enter. He took the hint and slid it inside, letting out a
soft growl and caressing my back, rubbing his hardened member against mine.

	"Mmmm, that's my boy." He said through the kiss.

	"Oh, dad..." I moaned back.

	I felt his paw slowly drift down my back and rest on my ass before
giving it a gentle squeeze. My fur was standing on end now, my mind was
telling me to say "stop", tell him that we really shouldn't be doing this,
it wasn't right for a father and son to love each other like this, but my
body kept me from doing that. I was loving every bit of this, being kissed
in this way, his paws exploring my body, and that fat cock of his rubbing
against mine, and I wanted more.

	"Dad..." I said, moving my paw down his side.

	"Yeah, son?" He looked deeply into my eyes, stroking my face.

	"I... I want you... I want you to take me, please?" I asked, my
body shaking, I was so nervous.

	"You sure son?" He whispered.

	"Yes, I've wanted you for so long, and if you will, I want to do
this with you..." I gave him a kiss.

	He hugged me close and stroked my back.

	"This'll be my cub's first time won't it?" He asked.

	"Mmhm..."

	Dad said nothing but reached over to his drawer and pulled out a
small bottle.

	"Well, I'm going to have to prepare him then, to make sure his
first time is a good one." He winked at me.

	"Y-You have lube?"

	"Your dad's an adult, he has plenty of private time, especially
since he's had the house all to himself the past few months." He grinned at
me, making me blush. "Now, lift up your legs."

	I did as he said, laying flat on my back and lifting my legs so
that my tailhole was exposed. I watched dad between my legs as he squirted
some lube on his finger before holding the bottle over my ass and squeezing
out a cold stream onto it.

	"Ah!" I gasped, feeling the cold liquid touch my sensitive pucker.

	Dad chuckled in response touching his finger to my tailhole.

	"Just relax son, I know you're nervous, but I need you nice and
relaxed so I can get you ready."

      He gently pushed his finger against my tailhole, I could feel it
already sliding inside, aided by the slick lube.

      "There we go." He whispered, rubbing my belly with his other paw
while he slowly pushed his finger further inside my entrance.

      I was breathing so heavily, my cock twitched as dad probed his finger
further inside my ass. I looked over at my dad, who gave me a loving
smile. I was getting ready to do something with him so forbidden, something
I'd only dreamed of. But looking at his expression I knew that neither of
us were doing this out of lust, but of love. Once I was prepared my father
would be showing me the ultimate act of love that one person could give to
another.

      "You're still so nervous." Dad said, noticing me shaking a little.

      "How can I not be... I'm really about to do this with my dad." I
giggled.

      "Maybe I could do something to help you relax."

      "What do you mea--Aaahhh!" I gasped as I looked up to see and feel
dad wrap his mouth around my cock, moving his tongue around. "Oh fuck!" My
head fell backward onto my pillow.

      My entire body was so sensitive to what I was feeling, my dad slowly
moving his finger in and out, and his wet maw wrapped around my member
making some loud slurping noises as he sucked me. Fuck, I wasn't going to
last long at this rate, his mouth felt so fucking good! I gasped again as I
felt dad insert a second finger inside me.

      "Mmmm, you've got a pretty decent size here, son." Dad said before
putting my cock right back in his muzzle again.

      Fuck, I could already feel myself leaking pre, which my dad happily
licked off the head of my cock while he kept fingering me.

      "Oh god! AAAAAAHHHHHH!" I cried out loud as I came right into my
dad's muzzle, my father swallowing every bit of it.

      "Hehe, my, my, you sure didn't last very long." He patted my belly
and removed his fingers.

      "Hey, it's my first time doing something like that." I defended.

      "I know, I'm just teasing." He said, moving his body on top of mine,
using the leftover lube he had on his finger to lube up his member.

      My eyes widened as I realized this was it. We were really about to do
it!

      "You ready, boy?" Dad asked, stroking my cheek.

      "Y-Yes, daddy."

      He chuckled.

      "Just remember, if at any point you want me to stop, say
something. I've not no problems stopping if you start to feel
uncomfortable."

      "I think it's a little late for that." I joked.

      Dad laughed and pushed his cock against my tailhole.

      "Remember son, relax." He looked into my eyes and pressed his muzzle
against mine in another deep, passionate kiss.

      I closed my eyes and focused on my old man's tongue entering my mouth
before he pushed his hips forward and slowly slid his lubed up member
inside me, making me moan loudly into his mouth and wrap my legs around his
waist.

      Dad held me in his arms, pushing his cock further inside me. He
wrapped his tongue around mine and wrestled with it and I drug my claws
gently down his back, letting him know I was enjoying every second of
this. This was actually happening, I was really letting my dad fuck me
right now, his body on top of mine, making out with me passionately as he
buried himself all the way down to his balls inside me. I'd had dreams of
this, but never thought it'd actually happen.

      "Alright," He broke the kiss, "you doing okay?"

      "Y-Yeah dad." I said.

      "Good," He rubbed my chest, "I'm going to start thrusting now, don't
forget, if at any point you want me to stop--"

      "Oh, just do it dad!" I begged.

      He gave me a bit of a grin.

      "Please, daddy! Give it to me!" My body trembled as I begged him to
take me like I wanted him to.

      He said nothing but just kept looking down at me, slowly moving his
hips in and out. I let out shaky moans as I felt his member moving around
inside me. Dad kept his arms around me, holding me tenderly as he started
to make love to me. He pushed his muzzle against mine again in another
kiss, gently thrusting into my ass, making nice slick sounds from the lube.

      "Oh daddy." I moaned through the kiss.

      "Mmmm, my boy, I love you so much." He said, giving my neck a small
nibble.

      "I love you too dad." I said, kissing him and hugging his big body
closer to my smaller one.

      Dad's thrusts started to increase in pace and strength. I could feel
his balls lightly tapping against my taint while I looked up at the big
strong grizzly. He kept holding me in his arms, kissing my lips and neck
repeatedly. Everything dad was doing was so tender and passionate, so
loving. I didn't think I could love him more as a father than I'd already
did, but the way he was looking down at me, how slow and careful he was as
he was thrusting in and out of me, he really did care so much me.

      "You doing good son?" He asked.

      "Y-Yes daddy," I moaned, "This feels even better than I ever dreamed
it would."

      "Good, cause I feel like I'm going to cum any minute now."

      "Oh yes dad! Please, I want to feel you release inside me!" I
pleaded.

      "Whatever my cub wants." He smirked, beginning to hump me faster now.

      "Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh!" I moaned, clenching his cock each time he pushed
his cock back inside me, trying ot help him along.

      "Almost..." Dad suddenly hugged me even tighter before,
"GRRRRRRAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!" He roared, cumming hard deep inside me.

      "Ah! Oh fuck!" I moaned cumming in between our bellies as I felt him
fill me with his seed, letting me know I was finally his!

      "C'mere!" He pulled me into another kiss, all the while his cock
continued to pulse inside me, squirting more of the seed that helped create
me inside my tailhole. He growled dominantly through the kiss before
pulling away and looking me in the eyes.

      "Mmmm, my cub." He gave me another quick kiss, and I felt his paw
give my butt a squeeze. "Now, we're more than father and son... we're
lovers."

      "Yes dad." I said, smiling and tearing up a little.

      And me and dad just lay there, him on top of me, his cock still
buried in me. This had really just happened, this wasn't another dream I
was having, me and dad just did this! And I couldn't have been more
relieved. I didn't have to hide my feelings from him anymore. And hey, now
that I knew he was more than okay with it... maybe I really would consider
transferring to a school down here in Memphis?


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