Date: Wed, 30 Dec 2020 22:25:28 +0000 (UTC) From: Mark Hall Subject: Black In Me - Pt 5 - The First Boyfriend By the time I was in my early twenties the AIDS scare was rearing its ugly head, so my days of anonymous, unprotected sex were ending. I was hoping to find a boyfriend and settle into a more domestic lifestyle and, at age twenty-five, I did just that. I met Leo on the basketball court where he knocked me to the ground while attempting a layup on an asphalt court. A brief description of Leo -- he was about 6-foot, seven inches tall and weighed close to 350 solid pounds. Anyway, I came out of my dazed state with him comforting me and taking me to the local emergency room where he worked as an x-ray technician. He asked me for my phone number to check up on me, which I took as a sign that he might be interested in more than just basketball. At least I hoped so, really, really hoped so. A few weeks had passed before I heard from Leo and I was beginning to wonder if he was going to call at all. At the time I was going out with a guy named Anthony and we agreed to meet at a bar known for it's rough trade and leather men, which sounded exciting to me. I had never been to that bar before and didn't know what to expect. Upon entering I noticed a lot of bigger men which only made it more interesting. I ordered a beer and stood observing the crowd of hot men of various races, ages and sizes. I didn't see Anthony so figured I'd have a couple of beers before calling it a night. Based on the stares and glances I must have had that "new meat" look. One guy was particularly aggressive, so I went to different part of the bar to get away from his drunken advances. The back of the bar was dark, smoky, and smelled like sex. Curious, I explored and saw a group of men huddled together around a partition. Getting closer I saw there were men getting their dicks sucked, men on their knees, and one guy was bent over with someone eating his ass. Having my curiosity about the back room fulfilled I was now very horny. The moans of the half or fully naked men and the atmosphere of sex was alluring. I went behind the partition to investigate more and I recognized Leo, sitting on a bench with a white guy between his legs blowing him. His head was thrown back and eyes closed in pleasure so he did not see me. My first reaction was to go away so that Leo wouldn't think I was spying on him so I headed to the front of the bar. Then after reconsidering, that this was an opportunity for me to get closer to Leo on a sexual level. 'What did I have to lose?' I thought so headed back to see more. Not wanting to disturb what looked like a great blow job, I stood and watched at a distance. Another guy lifted Leo's shirt, exposing a large hairy chest and began to suck his nipple. Leo started moaning and pushed the white man's head down onto his dick as he shot a load into his mouth. 'What a hot scene!' I whispered to myself, watching as the guy pulled off Leo's dick, revealing a humongous dark cock. It was wet with saliva making it shine beautifully in the dim red light. Leo got up and put his dick back in his pants, making his way out from behind the partition. Sitting at the bar, trying to be casual, I sat drinking my beer awaiting Leo to walk past, and hopefully notice me. I was truly intimidated by him and hoped he would take the lead. On his way out of the back room, Leo saw me and looked very surprised, but quickly smiled. "Hey man, what a fucking surprise," Leo said as he approached me. We hugged and I could feel he was sweaty. "Yeah, was supposed to meet someone but apparently not happening." "Who would turn down a fine man like you?" Leo asked with sincerity. "Flattery will get you everywhere," I said stupidly, at a complete loss of clever things to say. Leo laughed. "I'm sure. So how long you been here?" "About 30 minutes." "So, what did you see?" Leo asked with a grin. "Everything," I admitted with slight grin. "So I noticed," said Leo as he reached and felt my semi-hard dick. My laughter was more out of embarrassment that humor. "You headed out?" "Just getting started, going to get some fresh air outside. C'mon, let's catch up." I followed the big man outside, stopping in silence as others greeted him. We spoke outside for a good while, mostly small talk about relationships and the increasing gay presence in the neighborhood where we were. "Let's go in the back," said Leo, opening the door to the bar. I was anxious but unsure. "Not really comfortable with that Leo." "Just a few minutes," he said as he grabbed my arm and led me to the back, past the hoard of men. There was another section even further back that was a bit more secluded, but still within sight of anyone who wanted to see. As we made our way I watched the guy who just blew Leo on his knees giving head to another black guy. One guy was getting fucked while sucking someone. I had never thought this much open sex was possible in any public area but was definitely excited about it. When we got to the far back of the room, we were in almost complete darkness. I felt Leo rub his hands on my chest, then press his lips to mine, his tongue making its way in. I returned the kiss, felt his tongue press stronger, and felt his breathing getting heavier. He stopped kissing to whisper into my ear. "Boy I want to fuck you so bad." I did not say anything. His cock was going to be a challenge even for the most experienced bottom. He continued telling me his desires. He undid my pants and pulled them down to my knees, exposing my behind to all those that wanted to see. It felt strange but erotic. Leo rubbed his hands over my bare cheeks while we returned to kissing. After a few minutes he poked at my hole with a finger. "Damn baby that's a nice, tight hole," he said. I was overcome with desire and passion, barely able to speak, moaning as his finger entered me. "Damn that's hot. Fuck I need to be in there James," he said as his finger entered me deeper, starting to cause discomfort. I was glad I washed my ass before going out -- not that I had planned this, but my hygiene was always very good. He could tell I was in some pain so he pulled his finger out, giving my ass a loud smack. "Fucking beautiful," he said, unbuckling then lowering his pants. He guided my hand to his semi-hard, very large cock. I slowly stroked it, feeling the foreskin slide past the head. "Put it in your mouth," he said, putting his large hand on my head. "Here?" I whispered, not wanting my bar sex inexperience on display. "Or your place," Leo suggested, kissing me softly on my lips, both his hands returning to my ass, squeezing it. "Let's go then," I said with unchecked enthusiasm. Leo pulled his pants back on, laughing. "You said that kind of quick. Either you want me bad or want to get the fuck out of here." "Both," I said, making sure he knew how badly I wanted him. Leo stopped at the front bar before leaving, kissing the bartender, a well-built, middle aged man covered with tattoos. "See ya Matt," said Leo in his sexy, deep voice. "Later sexy," said Matt as he continued his busy pace of serving drinks. We got our coats from the coat check and Leo, who seemed to know everyone, kissed him and tipped him with a $5. "Thanks sweetie," said the coat check guy. "Enjoy," he added as he winked at Leo. When we got outside the cold wind hit us immediately. The forecast was for 20 -- 30 degrees below zero wind chills and it certainly seemed that was correct. "I parked a couple of blocks from here," I told Leo, shivering. "I'm just down the street so I'll follow you to your place," said Leo, huddled in his large coat. He put his skull cap on his bald head and pulled his gloves on. "Motherfucker it's cold," he said loudly, grabbing my behind. "But got me a hot ass!" I laughed at his uninhibited behavior. That's another thing that seemed to make me attracted to Leo -- his ability to be open about everything and not hold back. "What are you driving?" I asked. "Black BMW. You?" I was embarrassed to tell him a 12-year old Honda Civic. "Alright, be there in a few." He seemed unfazed by me having a beater car. I pulled up in front of the apartment building and told him where to park and meet me in the lobby while I parked in the garage. I met him there and as we rode the elevator struck up a conversation. "Can I ask you a personal question?" I asked. "You can ask anything you want, no guarantee I'll answer," said Leo dryly. "But go ahead." "Do you believe in having safe sex?" I asked. Someone got on the 10th floor so we saved the rest of the conversation for later. After entering my apartment, I took Leo's coat and hat and hung it in the closet. The coat was huge and heavy and bent my cheap wire hanger, so I went and got another. "I do," I heard him say as he sat on the couch, pulling several extra-large condoms and placing them on the table. "I see. Anything to drink?" "Beer is good if you got it." "Definitely. Shot of Jack?" "Sounds good to me." We both downed our Jack Daniels and drank while finishing our conversation about safe sex that was started on the elevator. "So how bad you want me?" said Leo, spreading his big legs, playing with his dick inside his jeans. "I want you man," I said eagerly but not wanting to sound too desperate. "Doesn't look like it," said Leo, still playing with his dick, now growing, straining the fabric of his pants. "Come over here, sit next to papa." I sheepishly walked and sat next to him. I was very nervous. The liquor was slowly setting in and I was becoming more relaxed, but not nearly enough. Leo must have read my mind. He poured us another shot of whiskey and we drank it down simultaneously. The whole time Leo stared at me, making me uneasy, but turned on, by the confident look. Finally, he put down his beer and leaned in to kiss me, first softly, then more forceful causing me to have to lean back as he began to cover me with his whole body. He ran his hand through my hair and took my head in both hands. "You're going to enjoy this baby," he whispered. He got off of me, stood up and took off his shirt, revealing a huge chest matted with dark curly hair and a large but solid, hairy belly. His shoulders were very wide with hair on them as well. "C'mon baby, get me started," he said as he reached his hand out to me. I took it and he helped me up. "Suck my tits." I bent over and place my mouth on his man boob. They stood out proudly and his nipples stuck out from the hair that surrounded them. I sucked them gently, flicking the hard nipple with my tongue. "Oh yes," Leo moaned. "Harder baby, bite 'em." So I did. I looked down to see that his penis was stretching his pants and looked humongous. After sucking and nibbling on his nipples for a few minutes Leo placed his hands on my shoulders. "Get on your knees," he commanded. Here I was, about to get my first taste of Leo's dick. His take charge attitude was turning me on. I got on my knees like he told me to. "Fuck you James. You're an obedient bitch. I like that," he said as he rubbed my head. I reached out to unzip his pants but Leo grabbed my arm, helping me up. "Not yet. Let's take a shower together." "Sounds good," I said anxious to get things going but appreciating his desire for cleanliness. I led him to the bedroom bathroom where we both stripped. I couldn't keep my eyes off this magnificent man. The first that that struck me was how solid he was, not muscle, but natural bulk from his round head and thick neck to his wide long feet. He skin tone was black/dark brown dotted with thick curly hair. Though his belly was large it was firm. His thick cock hung impressively a six to seven inches, nestled between how hanging balls that hung like egg sacs. "Perfection," I whispered to myself. "You say something James?" he asked, turning towards the toilet and letting about a strong stream of piss, which I was oddly turned on by. "Ah yes. That felt good," Leo said as turned around and put his arms over my shoulders, staring at me with his beautiful almond shaped, clear eyes. His wide flat nose and full lips were perfectly formed. My heart raced and I caught myself taking a deep breath. Leo looked at me quizzically. "What's wrong?" he asked, running his hand through my hair, maintaining his direct gaze into my eyes. "Nothing, everything is so...perfect. Including you." "Thank you, James. I was so happy when I saw you in the bar, because, well, I lost your number," he said, looking at me comically with a grin. "But here we are, naked, and I'm about to fuck your brains out so all is good!" Leo took me by the hand and led me into the shower. Once the water was at the right temperature, Leo turned me around and soaped my back, then my ass, slowly working in one, then two fingers. While it was uncomfortable, I endured, trying to show him my toughness. After he turned me around and pulled me into him, we kissed passionately, exploring each other's mouths with our tongues. I reached down and felt his penis. The soft flesh was slippery from the water and soap runoff I stroked it. The feel of it in my hands was exciting me beyond description. Leo took my hard dick and we mutually masturbated each other under the pouring of hot water. After exchanging kisses I sucked Leo's nipples and kissed and licked his massive chest. It took me a long time to soap his body as I enjoy the strength and power behind it. "Turn around," said Leo. "Your ass is fucking amazing," he said. Sure you don't have a African-American ancestry somewhere," he laughed. "Nope, pure Caucasian here, no black in me," I said. "Yet," he said, backing me up into him. We both laughed at the easy set up I provided to him. He started to kiss my neck then gave me the order I had been anticipating. "Bend over." So I did as told, putting my arms against the back of the shower wall, braced myself and waited. I felt Leo's hands rub my cheeks, separate them and play with my hole with a thick finger, then kneel down licking and biting my butt cheeks then a few, hard, loud smacks. Then he replaced his fingers with his tongue, spreading my cheeks wider and forcefully probing inside of me, swirling around, creating such a pleasurable sensation that literally saw me seeing stars. The combination of drinking, hot water, and Leo's hot tongue inside of me sent me over the edge. I started coming. My moans of pleasure and muscle tension indicated to Leo that I was having an orgasm. He quickly turned me around and placed his mouth on my dick, grabbing my ass and pulling me into him so that my groin was pressed against his face. I kept shooting and Leo was sucking all that I had. It was the most intense orgasm I ever had. It felt like everything that was in my balls shot into Leo's hot mouth. After a minute or so he stood up, looked me straight in the eye, and rubbed his hands over my face. He softly kissed my lips. I could taste my own semen's, salty, bleach taste. "This is just beginning" he said, keeping his eye contact. I was physically drained and ready to get out of the shower and relax and definitely not ready for another round. "Damn that was good." "You came quickly." Leo said. "Sorry man, that felt awesome." "I got a lot planned for you." He placed my hand on his now hard dick. It felt like a club and had the hardness of a baseball bat. I'd say a good 10 - 11 inches. Not knowing what else to do I stroked it. Leo remained expressionless, standing before me while the hot water continued to pour down our naked bodies. "Let's go to the bedroom," said Leo. We got out the shower, not able to avoid having our bodies pressed against each other, dried off and headed to the bedroom. I picked up my underwear and started to put them on when Leo said "What the hell you think you're doing?" "Just putting my underwear on." Leo looked at me and shook his head in disbelief. "Not yet baby. Let me tell you how this works." He led me to the side of the bed, sat me down and sat next to me. "I don't know how you did it with other guys but with me sex is totally different. You can't come and just leave. In case you had not noticed I ain't finished." Leo looked down at his half hard penis resting along his big, dark thigh. "In fact, hardly even began." "Sorry Leo, you're right. It's just that after I orgasm it take me a bit to get horny again." "And that's my problem how?" He could tell I was in deep thought. "Baby, it'll be good, I promise you." I really was not in the mood after such an intense orgasm but I knew I had to play along. Leo had a very sexual presence and I could tell that "no" was just a suggestion to him. "Tell you what, let's relax for a few, watch some TV and just enjoy each other's company." "Great" I said, hoping I could either get my drive back or that Leo would lose his. Leo was obviously comfortable with his nakedness as he got up to go to the kitchen. His ass protruded beautifully and I could not help but stare as he walked away. His cheeks were not spared of the tight, curly hairs that covered his body. I heard his singing in the kitchen, clanging dishes and bottles. He came back with two more beers. "Nice place you got by the way." We sat back on the bed, still naked and watched a pro basketball game. Leo held his arm out and pulled me into him so that my head lay on his breast. He was very animated when someone made a bad or spectacular play. I watched him raise his arms in victory when the team he was rooting for sealed the game. His arms were huge, biceps very large and forearms three times as big as mine. I gathered the beer bottles and placed them in the kitchen, then joined him on the bed as the post-game show had Leo showing his disgust in one of the commentators. "They don't know what the hell they're talking about," said Leo, shaking his head as he leaned over to look at me, then kissed my lips softly. Leo got on top of me and continued kissing me softly. I could feel his soft penis rest on mine, his nipples and hairy chest rub against mine, his big belly pressed against me against me. With his legs he forced mine apart, allowing his growing dick to slide between my legs. His kisses got deeper as his dick quickly grew to its full length, now pressing eagerly between my legs. Leo got up on his knees, powerfully lifted and spread my legs, exposing my hole. "Damn boy you got a nice pussy," he said as he bent down to lick it. His tongue on my hole was sending waves of pleasure through my body and my cock was again fully erect. He was very good at this. Not a small man myself, my legs were pinned behind me by Leo's powerful arms and his ass eating was the best I had ever experienced. Although I did feel like a woman being on my back and legs spread, I was enjoying the submissive role. It felt good to have someone take charge and make the decisions, especially in a sexual situation. I felt Leo's tongue travel from my hole to my balls, gently licking them and sucking them in. This got me to moaning as y balls are extremely sensitive. He let my tired legs down and started licking my penis, then sucking it all in. I watched as his bald head bobbed up and down my dick, his large lips wrapped tightly around me, giving me the best blow job I ever had. Beads of sweat dripped down his head onto my belly. I reached down and felt his head, smooth and moist. Leo grabbed my arms and pinned them behind me, letting his tongue travel up my belly, to my nipples, and then feverishly kissing my throat and neck. I could feel his dick grinding on mine, wet from his saliva. His entire body was sweaty, creating slickness between us. He then moved to my armpits and I discovered that it was also an erogenous zone. It was both pleasurable and ticklish at the same time -- so much so that I tried to get out of his hold. But despite my efforts I couldn't budge. Leo had me pinned tightly. "I got you now baby, and don't think I'm letting go," said Leo as he pinned my arms down with more force. He stared at me for a few seconds, an almost angry look but I took it as being passionate. "You got some pretty lips," he said. "Thanks," I said. With that Leo got up off the bed, and stood next to it. "Hang your head over the bed," he instructed. While I got into position for him to face fuck me I could not imagine how it would fit in my mouth. He then hovered over me, taking the head of his dick, which had slightly slid past the foreskin, and placed it at my lips. "Open your mouth," he instructed. Leo put the head of his dick in my mouth, stretching my lips. "Open wider baby, no teeth." I opened as wide as I could and more dick filled my mouth. The feel of hard warm flesh in my mouth was making me hornier. What I found more satisfying was the determination of Leo to have his way with me. He had about 3-4 inches of dick in me before I felt it hit the back of my throat. Unable to breathe, I gagged so Leo pulled out. He slid his wet dick across my lips for a few seconds. "Open up," he commanded. I opened my mouth as wide as I could, eager to learn how to please Leo. He slid his dick back in and pulled out. "Tighten your lips baby." I wrapped my lips around him to his enjoyment as he began stroking. "Oh yeah," moaned Leo and he started to increase the pace. After a few minutes my mouth was getting tired, and my arms hurting from his powerful grip. I let my mouth relax and could feel my teeth scrape his dick. Leo let go of my arms and gave a gentle, but enough to be felt, slap to my face. "No teeth I said." Unable to comply Leo pulled out his dick. "Lick my balls." Knowing how sensitive a man's nuts are, I licked his hanging balls gingerly, then sucking each one. I was obviously much better at ball sucking than dick sucking. "That's it baby, lick those nuts." Leo was obviously enjoying having my tongue on his hairy sac which easily covered my face when he rubbed them on me. "Take care of that ass too." Leo positioned his ass over my face, spread his cheeks, exposing his hole. I wasted no time licking it then circling my tongue around it. Having just showered it smelled soapy and fresh and I was really getting into eating Leo's ass. I probed his hole with my tongue and was able to get inside, stroking the smooth interior with the tip if my tongue. "Damn baby that's good." Leo had his knees on my arms and I could feel they were starting to fall asleep. At this point I didn't care. I was pleasuring the man who I lusted after for the past month. When he got off me I could see his dick looked bigger than before. I was impressed by how hard and upright it was considering its size. He stood at the edge of the bed, wiping sweat from his brow. "You do know how to eat an ass. Now I'm going to teach you how to suck a dick. Lay on your belly." Leo stood at the edge of the bed, his dick sticking proudly outward. I lay before him and waited for Leo to instruct me. I definitely was having problems sucking his dick. I attributed it to his size because I was known for my cock sucking skills. "Now open wide." Leo grabbed his dick and inserted the head in my mouth. "Now close your lips around it." I wrapped my lips around it as tight as I could. "Put your tongue under it babe. Now lick around the head." I swirled my tongue around the mushroom head which was now fully exposed. I could see that Leo had at least 8 more inches of dick but I concentrated on what I had in me. "Yeh that's it, now practice breathing through your nose," said Leo as he pushed in another inch. Having a sinus problem I was having problems breathing through my nose and with a mouthful of dick I was struggling. Not wanting to blow snot out of my nose I backed off his dick and breathed heavily. "You got a lot to learn. Try taking a deep breath before I put my dick in." Leo took my jaw and opened my mouth, once again putting his dick in. This time I made sure to take a deep breath. He got in about half his dick when it hit my throat. I started to gag and back off but Leo grabbed my head and held it on his dick. "Relax, don't fight it!" he yelled. I had what was the equivalent of dry heaves and let out my breath but was able to take in more air. "Good boy" said Leo as he rubbed my head. He pulled out his dick until just the head was still in my mouth. "Now suck." I French kissed the dick of his head. "Damn that's it baby." By this time I was drooling badly and saliva was dripping down my chin. Leo started a fucking motion. "Keep sucking" he told me. I was able to hold my breath for a good while before opening my mouth to take in more air. Leo rhythmically stroked my mouth the whole time. My mouth was getting very tired but Leo's big hands had a grip on my head and wasn't letting go. Not knowing what to do with my hands I placed them on Leo's hips, then rubbing his pubic area. His tight wiry hairs looked sexy and I wanted to lick them. But Leo was picking up the pace of his mouth fucking and I was not able to keep up. When his dick head hit my throat hard I gagged terribly and thought I was going to pass out. Leo stroked me head, telling me I had done well. After getting myself back together Leo sat down next to me and stroked my ass. "You did good baby. We'll go slow on the deep throat though," he laughed. "As you can tell I'm a little horny." I could not believe anyone could fit all that in their mouth. "Damn. You mean you expect me to take all that in my mouth?" "That's the plan," he said matter-of-factly. "Has anyone been able to do that?" "Yeah, I actually got a fuck bud and he's real good at it. But nowhere as good looking as you. Look at that sweet ass." I was still belly down. Leo bent over and kissed my cheeks, pulled them apart and licked at my hole. He ate my ass for a good 10 minutes before positioning himself so that he was on top of me, his dick filling my crack. I could feel his sweaty, hairy chest rub on my back as he began to hump my ass. His legs separated mine, getting me spread eagle and prone to his rock hard dick. "You want this dick in your pretty white ass don't you?" Leo whispered in my ear. "Yeah I do." "Good boy. I'm going to fuck you like a whore." Leo got up and fished some packets out of his pants pocket. He put on the bed a brown bottle, packs of lube and some rubbers. He opened the bottle and held it near my nose so I inhaled, enjoying the brief high. "Poppers, go ahead and take some in, just one deep sniff." Meanwhile Leo had opened up a packet of lube and poured it onto my hole. "Going to open you up some." He put the poppers under my nose again and I took another deep whiff. My entire body felt like it was changing, making me horny as hell and wanting Leo to have his way. I felt him put a finger in my hole. When I first saw his hands I remembered thinking that his fingers were fatter than most dicks. Now one was probing my virgin hole. "You good?" said Leo as he let his finger rest inside of me. "Yeah man, real good." Then I felt Leo insert his finger in deeper, then pull out completely. "Get on your back and put your ass on the edge of the bed." Leo commanded, sounding impatient. With a cock that large I normally like to ride it first to adjust to the size but with Leo all personal preferences were abandoned. As I got into position I watched Leo roll a condom onto his huge erection. "Look at that hungry pussy," he said, wasting no time lifting my legs and sliding his cock in. Feeling like it was more than I could handle, I screamed out which seemed only to encourage him to go deeper. That night Leo fucked me for hours, sometimes sensuous and slow, others brutal and carnal like, resulting in three loads inside of me. It was a night I will never forget. That morning I woke up belly down with him on top of me, eventually depositing his sperm in me for a fourth time. But I think he was most impressed by my ability to cook and serve him breakfast in bed. We spent the entire day in bed together, making out, watching TV, more fucking and falling asleep with my head resting on his large, pillowy chest. Leo and I spent the next 18 years together in what was mostly an open relationship, and it worked well for us. I still miss him a lot.