Date: Tue, 01 Dec 1998 07:41:48 PST From: tarrant51@hotmail.com Subject: BOUND I've been meaning to write this up for quite some time now, but I've been very busy with school and where as I thought I could write this up quickly one night, it turns out it took me a couple tries to actually get it done. So I'm sorry, but maybe after you read this you'll think it was worth it, and maybe if what I say strikes a chord in you it will be more than worth it. This first part is true, it's something that really happened, but then a little later, I'm gonna slip into what I'd like to happen, I'm telling you so that you know just how much I've done and what is new territory for me. If you don't really want to know anything more about me skip this next paragraph and get into the stuff beyond, but I feel like I should at least say a little about me so that you at least know who's writing this. I'm not going to tell you a lot about me physically, except that I have short hair (3/4 inch) dyed blonde, I'm 23, 5'7, don't have a clue how much I weigh, I'm not fat, but I could lose a few pounds (and I'm working on that now), I'm not a gorilla, but I've got a decent amount of dark body hair. O.K. enough of that. My sexuality. I'm not gay. I know that because I love women, love 'em a lot. I love every little thing about them. The napes of their necks, the way their shoulder blades show through their T-shirts, the way their ankles looked in strappy high heels, braceleted arms, creamy shoulders, thin eyes brows, full lips, thighs, fingers with silver rings, long hair, the sway when they walk, did I mention high heels? Anyway, I also have this infatuation with cock. I can't explain it, it's absolutely odd, I know, the male member is the most unfeminen thing there is, but I'm just as obsessed with it as I am with a pair of painted toenails in strappy high heels. A nice thick long cock, hard, dark and full, nothing gets me so hot. It's a little different though. With a woman when I get turned on it's an aggressive sort of thing, but when I get turned on by cock, I get really submissive, I just want to be fucked, to be a little slut and used as a fuck toy. I get my worst thoughts when I'm turned on by cock, my dirtiest fantasies. Thoughts of completely turning myself over to some ones desires, to doing ANYTHING to please that cock (or cocks in some of my best fantasies). But what happened the other night was a first, it was the first time I'd ever thought about this subject, the first time I'd ever pondered this, and it got me sooooo turned on, and I think that with the right person in the situation I'd like to try. Any way let me tell you about it. I was laying in bed, trying to cum, with the usually fantasies running through my head (I won't bore you with the ones about the 42 year old nurse wearing really high heels) thoughts of being gang banged by a fraternity, used as a sex slave and kept underneath a desk by an amazingly well hung black guy, and other things I'm not sure I'm not even sure you want to hear about (but if you do want to hear about them, let me know). But it wasn't working this time, I needed something new. I camp a lot during the summer and I had these two nylon straps with clips. I don't know what drove me to do it, curiosity I guess, it was nothing I'd ever thought about before. I first wrapped one end of the first strap around my ankle, three times, so that it kind of looked like the wrap around ankle straps of a pair of heels. Then I did the same with the other one, wrapped the strap around my ankles and then clipped them shut. Then I took the strap wrapped around my right ankle and clipped it to the bedpost over my right shoulder. When I did that a thrill ran through me. It was weird, I like it a lot, I don't know if it was the way that strap was wrapped around my ankle, or the subtle burn in the stretch back of my leg, or what, but I liked it. So I took the other strap and did the same thing attaching it to the post over my left shoulder, then I pulled it tight, and then pulled it even a little tighter, so that the subtle stretching turned into a burn -- and I liked it, a lot. I loved it. I loved the way it stretched my asshole open, made it vulnerable, ready for the taking. I loved the way my legs were pinned back almost to my shoulders. I only had two regrets, one that, I couldn't restrain my hands too, but I'd need them later, and second that I'd never be able to give a guy head in this position, well I guess I regretted that there wasn't another guy there too, and now that I think about it would have been nicer to be more flexible so that I could actually get my legs to touch my shoulders. I grabbed the bottle of lotion by my bed and squirted a little right onto my upturned hole. My now rock hard cock twitched when the cold cream hit it, and my ass tightened involuntarily. I rubbed the cream around my anus, and began to work a finger into my hole. The cream had tightened it up and I really had to push to get that first finger in, but then it warmed up and loosened and I had two fingers in to time. It felt sooo good. my other hand involuntarily went to my cock and began to stroke it. But again, whether it was the position, or the newness of it, or actually what I was doing, I was on the verge of cumming with in a minute. My fingers where a blur in my tight little asshole, and I could feel that burn that meant I was on the verge. But I didn't want to cum yet, this felt too good. And I know that immediately after an orgasm I always get this guilty dirty feeling (I don't know if it's like this with every one or just me, but it more than anything has kept me from actually acting out my fantasies). So I reluctantly pulled my hand away from my raging cock. But I continued to work my two fingers in and out of my man pussy. I decided to try three fingers and though they wouldn't go in, just that much pressure on my ass nearly sent me over the edge. I closed my eyes and began imagining that instead of my fingers pushing into my tight hole, it was a man's cock. I imagined it was a guy with a huge cock (I've only seen a few real life cocks in my life, so I'm not even sure what huge would be, but I'm very eager to see just how much I can really take, and fantasize constantly about pushing those limits) I imagined it was a cock much bigger than I'd ever taken, and much bigger than I thought I could ever be capable of taking. But in this position, with my ankles tied up by my shoulders and my hands tied above my head, there was nothing I could do. He puts first the head in my ass, and I nearly cry. it's so much, and I'm already stretched as wide as I can go and it's just the head. For a moment fear sweeps over me, and there's nothing I can do. I start to whimper, but he forces his tongue down my throat. When he pulls his head away I try to tell him that I don't want to do this, that I'm having second thoughts, but he grabs the big black dildo we keep by the side of the bed and pushes it into my mouth. Then he leans up a little and pushes and inch past his head into my hole. I open my mouth to cry out, but he just pushes the dildo deeper down me throat. And before I can adjust he slides another 3 inches into me. I feel like I'm being torn apart. My pussy hole burns as it is stretched to the max. And there are so many inches left to go. He must take a little pity on me because he starts working those first three of four inches in and out. All the time calling me his dirty little slut, his bitch and his fuck toy. "Ya, you're my bitch aren't you? Your my fucking bitch, and I'm gonna shove my whole cock up your sissy lil' pussy. And your gonna love it cuz your nothin' but a slut. Your not even a whore since you don't get paid. Your just a little fuck to slut who can't get enough of this big cock tearing into your ass." And he's right, he's so right. Being tied up like that, I've completely given myself over to him. he could do anything now, and I'd let him. He could lead a horse into the room and ell me to take it and I'd try. I'd try for him. But then he quits and pulls out until just the head is in again, and he just waits there. I start to move my ass up and down, trying to get him back inside me. But when I'm tied up he's totally in control, and there's nothing I can do. He takes the dildo he has been viscously fucking my face with out of my mouth and says" what's wrong, does the little slut want to say something??? What's wrong bitch?" I'm so turned on by this point it's like being high, and all I can do is whimper. "Does the little sissy slut want my big fucking cock back in him???" "mmmmmmmyes" I manage. "Then the little fuck toy better say please" "please, please pleaseplease" "Pleas what you fucking little bitch" "Please put it back in me, please drive that huge cock back in me" "I'm getting tired of half fucking you slut, I don't think your man pussy can take this great big piece of meat of mine. Maybe you'd better beg me to impale you on it's full length, maybe you'd better beg me to stick every last inch up your slutty little hole, or maybe I'll just leave you there for your wife to find like this." "Oh please, fuck my pussy hole, fuck me like the slut I am. Put every last inch in me, impale me, and fuck me raw" as tears stream down my cheeks. "Well, you asked for it" and he drives his entire length into me, shredding my virgin ass raw. About here I realize that my hand is on my cock again, and I'm dangerously close to cumming. I tie my other hand up, so that I can't jack off anymore. But I'm so turned on that by this time al I have to do is stick two fingers back up my ass and I cum all over the place, all over my chest and face. I love that feeling by the way, the feeling of warm cum dripping down my face. And that's the end of that part, like I said, I'm sorry it took so long to write, but it's been busy. I want to get this out tomorrow, so I'm not gonna tell the other part that I wanted to tell too. But as you can probably guess, I tried again, this time I tied my hand up right away. I still haven't had the guts to go to the adult book store and get a dildo, but I got a cucumber from the grocery store and fucked my ass for 2 hours with it. I bought two, one was smaller than my cock, and the second was absolutely huge! It was about 14 inches long. I only got about 3 inches up my ass, and then I pulled the straps really tight so that my legs were just about touching my ears and my ass stretched wider than ever. I just started to push it in, all the time imagining it was a huge cock. And that feeling overtook me again and all I could think about was getting it all in. I didn't of course (thought I really really wanted to, and plan on trying again) at about5 inches my cock erupted with out even being touched, just from the strength of the fantasy. Well that's most of it. If you liked it at all, please write, I'd be glad to talk to anyone. But you'll have to be patient, I am really really busy with school. But I always write back eventually. My email address is tarrant51@hotmail.com If you liked this story, but it's just not for you, feel free to pass it on. Especially if you know any one in central WI who might really enjoy it.