Date: Wed, 17 Mar 2004 17:57:14 -0500
From: coolguystud089@netscape.net
Subject: I found out I was gay

I remember when I first found out I was gay.  It was one of the most
enlightning moments of my life.

I was surfing the internet for some prices on books.  A pop up of porn came
up, and before I had time to close it, I was suddenly enticed by the nice
ass the man on the ad had.  I stared at it and I suddenly got hard.

It had never even crossed my mind that I could be gay, but after seeing
that, I expiramented.  I looked all through the net at gay porn, and
picturees of naked men.  The pictures kept me staring for hours, admiring
their long dicks, and their tight asses.

I started using most of my free time looking up naked men.  I became
obsessed with them.  I wanted to fuck them so bad.  I stroked the screen,
imagining myself touching them.

Then one night I had a dream that I was in bed with one of the models.  It
was one of the best dreams I ever had.  We did it with each other for
hours, running our hands through each others hair.

I then woke up and realized I had jacked-off in my sleep.

At school, I began to look at things differently.  I was no longer
interested in women, but would stare at men, and in P.E., I would get
embarrassed by the boners I got while staring at the other naked guys.

I could go on and on talking about my search for myself, but this was the
most important part.  It was a hard journey accepting my homosexuality, and
also getting my friends and family to accept it.