Date: Fri, 26 Nov 1999 17:21:52 CST From: Pat Hutchinson Subject: Learning from Larry This is the true story of how I learned to masturbate. I wonder how most boys learn to jack-off. Most I have asked, figured it our on their own. I'm not sure I ever would have. The summer before 7th grade I was 12 years old and was well into puberty. I had had a close to full size cock (6-inches), hair on my dick and underarms and was on my way to adult height. I was a swimmer and had just developed a good teenage body with the combination of competive swimming and puberty. I was suffering from powerful erections for which I had no outlet. My best friend was Larry, in my grade and a few months older. We were home alone at my house. Somehow we ended up naked in the bathroom posing in the mirror. We both were pretty mature for our age and showing off to each other. My cock was bigger but Larry's, but he had more hair around his adult looking cock. This wasn't even sexual. I imagine brothers who are close in age do the same kind of thing. It turned sexual with my complaining about about the erections. "Larry, do you get hard-ons all the time?" "Sure, everyday." "I feel like my dick is going to explode if I don't have sex, but I can't even make sperm yet (the verb 'cum' was not yet in my vocabulary)." "What! You're old enough to make sperm come out." "No, it has never happened." I said. "Pat you just need to pull and rub your dick the right way." "How?" We moved to the sofa in the living room. I can't believe how brave we were, our living room had a picture window facing the front yard. We both sat on the sofa totally naked. I asked Larry to show me how to do it. "Well I can't 'cause I don't have a boner." Can you believe how straight that kid must have been to be 12 years old sitting on a sofa with your best friend naked, about to teach him to masturbate, and his dick was soft? "Just grab your dick and rub up and down." I tried to follow his verbal directions, but wasn't getting the idea. It would be funny if I could remember exactly the way I first tried it. "No, no," Larry scolded. "Well show me God-damnit! How 'bout I play with your dick to make it hard so you can do it." "Well OK." He let me play with his dick for a few seconds. I was impressed with all the hair he had. Larry only let me play with his cock for a few seconds, before he asked me to stop. He didn't get hard. "Will you do it to me until I get the idea?" He agreed and grabbed my throbbing cock for about four strokes then pulled away. That was all I needed and my hand took his place. I stroked for a few minutes getting the rhythm down. "Larry this is awesome! We should do this to each other all the time." "No, you can only do this with your girlfriend." Larry advised. Looking back I wonder if Larry was taught to masturbate as well. His comment showed a lot of self-control for a 12 year old and neither of us had girlfriends. Larry didn't have older brothers, but it could have been his step-dad or real dad he spent the summers with. I kept pumping away. As my dick drooled some precum I asked Larry if that was the sperm that shoots when you have sex. "No, that's nothing. You'll know when the sperm comes out." Then my parents pulled into the driveway. We ran to my bedroom where our clothes were. Larry went out the window, which is funny as my parents would have never known what had happened. I went to bed early that night. I stared jacking off again. The build-up began. I thought I had to take a piss. I decided it felt so good I would piss on myself. My orgasm came hard. I turned the light on after and saw pools of cum around my cock, stomach and chest. I was so excited about my first ejaculation. I remember thinking about becoming a man that night and even put an "X" on the date on my wall calendar. I think the date was August 24. The next day I called Larry about the good news. He was awkward on the phone and quickly had to go. We never really spoke again. That was the first male friend I lost to my attraction to guys. On the bright side, it is one of my favorite sexual memories.