Date: Mon, 28 Sep 1998 21:56:25 -0400
From: djanus@hotmail.com
Subject: Time moved on

Time Moved On
by Djanus

After my experience with Earl there was no more male contact for many
years and I went through the normal times of high school dating and my
first experience with a girl and I found that I really liked the feel
and taste of Pussy and so my life went on in what one would call a
normal fashion. Not until I had graduated from high school and had went
into the service did I have another male contact.

Being in the Navy I was first sent overseas to Guam where life was very
dreary and sex with a male or female for me was non existence. It was
not until I returned to the US some 18 months later and hit San
Francisco did I have another sexual experience with a male, and boy was I
ready. Feeling awkward around females it was mostly prostitutes that I
thought about so when I was accosted by a young man who seemed
interested in me at a bar I was quiet ready to try it once again.  

We left the bar and went to a hotel and registered for a room in my name
and we went to bed together both wearing our shorts. I must admit that I
was a bit concerned when this young man did not make an immediate pass
at me but rolled on his side and proceeded to go to sleep. I was horny
and was sure that I must have misjudged this person completely.
Disappointed , you bet but I tried to go to sleep but it was an
impossible situation as I wanted some sex. It had been a long dry spell
for me and I was tired of masturbation. I wanted some real human contact
and I didn't care who from.  Thus it became up to me to do something and
so I took things in hand and went for it.

I feigned sleep and with my hard dick managed to push against enough for
him to feel my dick hit his ass and he rolled over and just looked at me
and I was sure that I had done the wrong thing and trouble was afoot.
But to my glee he took my hard dick in hand and began to stroke it and
then sucked it until I came in big gushes. After cooling down he rolled
over and proceeded to go to sleep. It did not occur to me to touch him
or offer him any release. He seemed to be content with having sucked my
dick and having masturbated while sucking me off. In the morning we both
woke up and he once again sucked me off and asked me if I liked it. I
told him yes I liked it very much but that I also liked girls more. This
seemed to disappoint him and as he left he turned to me and said:" you
should try it sometime, you might like it." I thought to myself "not me
fellow, I'm into pussy" and the night ended on that thought. Thus was
the beginning of my mixed life. There were other incidents of one night
stands with men but I always justified it by thinking it was only
because I didn't have a girl and needed some sex and the men wanted my
cock so I gave it to them.

Much later in life I would come to grips with my sexuality and admit
that I really enjoyed men as well as women and that I could be with
either sex and enjoy what each had to give. Some might say I am gay and
won't admit it and that might be true but until I am convinced in my own
mind of that I will continue to remain Bisexual and continue to enjoy my
double life. I have had many women and have only sucked one dick but I
admit I did enjoy the experience and will do it again if given the
opportunity .

Submitted by djanus@hotmail.com