Date: Tue, 09 Sep 2003 23:19:47 +1000 From: freddy fred Subject: Becasue he's Bo My work you know all the disclaimers, I dunno about being 18 0r 21 or wateva seeing it's a no sex catorgory, but do wat eva happens no copying, no like u would, right? This all happened this year, 2003, when I went to tafe, some names changed some places twisted, some events unexplained. I'm in Aus, NSW, give me feed back if/when u read it Cheers Mog floggermogger@hotmail.com I went to tafe after I finished year 12. I wanted to do it again to get into uni next year do communications, drama, or journalism. I was there for a few years with my two friends, Sheena and Alisha - that was until they wanted to do something else, moved out of home and never showed up, leading to them dropping out. By this time I had known a few people, but not well enough to sit with them at lunch or breaks. Here at Tighes Hill Tafe there were a few hotties in overalls, doing HSC and trying to get a life, while at the same time there was those derro's who were there because "it was fun to hang with others", there was also the drug lords who tried to rule the place, but no one ever gave them the time of day. It was this time that I noticed a big headed wog a little younger than me, probably 16 - 17, his name I came to learn was Dave. He had major sex appeal and dressed in a gay way to me, but hey he's a wog, so who really knows! The first time I got to be close to him was in the cafeteria. Here I noticed a blonde, tanned, blue eyed guy who I thought was YOUNG, bout 14 - 16. I really wanted to get to know him, he seemed fun, gorgeous, and I could live on his life alone! I came to be great friends with Tara by this time. I found out she had hooked up with another wog, Petros. He was quite studly! He played soccer (typical) and he was another big headed freak who prided on the chicks checkin his "sub woofers mate". His hair was always in the perfect postion (until his hair cut), dressed in tight clothes to show his build (what he had of it), and was hardly seen outside (probably cause the wind might drag his air headed head in the air and never come down). Tara and I became best friends this year, we know each other inside out and we are always assumed to be dating!! (uh huh sure!). In Modern History there is a girl named Erin, she knows the blonde headed andonis, and so I found that becoming friends with her would benefit me greatly. A month after I became friends with Tara, I became friends with Erin and she became another good friend of mine. It was this time I got to talk to Bo, the andonis, and it was not long after Erin's friendship that Bo found out I had the hugest crush on him. Turned out he was "bisexually confused" about liking guys and the whole deal, but also he had slept with quite a few chicks, which gave me a huge hole in my stomach. Erin tried teling me everything about Bo, what he likes, what he doesn't, his interests, his personality, what his attude is like towards everything, and that "he was different to other judgemental guys". I came to find out that he was in a way, to this day I think we never had a relationship because I am not cute like all the guys with god-like bodies, gorgeous smiles, killer eyes, and the whole shinnanigans that go with it. But anyway, I also came to see that because I wanted this freindship/relationship with Bo I was pushing everything so fast, so hard. Now the year is almost over, I can safely say giving him, or us, space has helped us. Coming this far through the year and making new friends with the people at tafe, I found myself as well. I didn't want a relationship with those feministic guys, the ones who sit around doing nails, craving different hair styles/colours, obssessed with being thin as anything, talking like a girl or wagging tales at guys and saying "I'm better than that bitch, take me home". I found that I didn't like sex. that's right, didn't, I was more based on the emotional side of relationships, instead of staying up rooting some guy til the cows came home, I wanted to stay up and look at the man I loved/adored, talk with him and find out every last inch of info on him, share secrets and dreams/ambtions. That's what I wanted with Bo. He was the one I came back to in the end, was Todd the one I wanted? Was Joel the I wanted? No, niether, I wasn't sure why.. But I think it came back to Bo was the one I wanted, even though some people were saying that I could do better because they thought he had a big head, and prided himself on the fact that he knew he was cute, and that he played on the fact that I liked him.. I didn't care, no one saw him through my eyes: the sun shone when he was around, clouds parted, troubles ceased, time stopped. When we first started talking he never seemed to be around when it was just me and him, we'd talk nonsense about nothing, maths, weekends, or something uninteresting. But of late something has changed, I became to love Bo, and even though I have had ups and downs with him, I may never see this person again after this year, he will be apart of my history.. why? Because he is Bo. It's short sweet, first attmpt, be gentle with me and I'd love to do another full attempt. This one was for Bo. Others will be/can be fantasy, made up which hopefully I'm good at for you guys to read. Cheers.