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Previously...
Sean
I can't believe he just did that. I have never been so embarrassed in my life. Nor have I ever felt so much love and emotion to one single person. He was singing the song right to me and by some stroke of luck the class was too busy partying and my heart was swelling. I knew that this was a situation I needed to deal with quickly, but I couldn't work out how I was going to do that. My life has been completely turned upside down since all of this started. I have stayed up most nights trying to work out how I was going to make up what happened at the hospital, but I just didn't see a way to do this and keep my job. The rules on teachers and relationships are quite rigid. Not under any circumstances.
When he runs out of the classroom I settle everyone down and follow to make sure he's ok. I walk into the bathroom just as he finishes up and I realise I'm angry. How could he do that? It was so stupid it could have quite easily raised some questions, which could have put us all in some very awkward situations.
"Just what do you think you're doing Adam?" I snap with more venom in then I was meant too.
"What do you think I was doing? I was trying to get you to see how much I care about you" he snaps back shocked at my hostility. Come on Sean stand your ground.
"You can't do that! Look I don't know what you thought you heard when you was in the hospital but we can't.." He cuts me off.
"Don't you dare blame all of this on me Sean! I was quite happy I had a crush on my teacher and then everything was blown apart with what I KNOW you said when I was in hospital. And I haven't forgotten about you singing to me in the ambulance. And Christian said how you snuck into the hospital every day, so stop lying to me and yourself and grow yourself a pair of fucking balls!" He screams back at me. What am I doing? I need this boy so why do I keep pushing him away.
"Adam I just can't deal with this.." I stutter back unable to finish my sentence.
"Oh do you know what? Forget it. I can't deal with this either and I can't believe I wasted my time even thinking this would go anywhere. From now on we'll be exactly what you want teacher and student" He snaps back dejected. He pushes past me and storms out of the bathroom. Before I can stop myself or listen to reason I chase him down the hallway swing him round and my mouth is on his. And the world falls away.
We kiss each other hungrily clinging to each other like we would cease to exist without each other. And I feel complete and everything that ever made me feel bad drifted away. I knew that to be without this man would destroy me and no matter what I won't let anything get in the way of me and him. Suddenly we hear the door closing at the end of the corridor and it snaps us out of our blissful union. Shit we've been seen.
A Change Of Hearts
Chapter 6
Adam
Oh god! I finally get Sean to open up about everything and we choose that moment to have a full on snog in the corridor in college! And to top it all off we have been seen by someone. I should be angry, I should be scared, I should be worriedÉ But IÕm notÉ I am beaming, I am ecstatic I am a four year old on Christmas morning! He wants me, he really wants me just the way I want him!
He pulls me by the hand into a spare classroom and pushes me up against a wall. IÕm worried for a second and think heÕs going to react badly but he kisses me again. And in that one kiss I can taste all the need, want and desire inside it. I push back against him with my pelvis and kiss him back with an urgency I have never experienced before. Time stands still as we tear at each otherÕs clothes trying to get closer and close to each other. Our hands exploring in each others trousers grasping and moving like men possessed by lust, desire and passion. All too soon its over and were both screaming, panting spiraling into a world of ecstasy. A world where only we exist. A place of ecstatic solitude.
Finally he pulls away giving me time to breathe. I cling to him afraid that If I let him go A IÕll fall and B it will all fall apart. Slowly he lifts my face to look at his kiss and trails light kisses down the side of my face and neck silently reassuring me and pulling me back from the dark edge that is reality. Right here stood with his arms around me and his lips trailing across my skin I know IÕm undeniably in love with this man and even though a part of me knows he will destroy us both I welcome destruction with baited breath.
Sean
Having Adam in my arms almost makes me forget what just happened but not quite. Someone has seen us kissing and that puts my job and reputation at risk. Deciding that eventually we will find out who saw us I quickly get Adam and me back to class and attempt to act as normal as possible. The class is still reeling from AdamÕs stunt earlier and full of cheers when we arrive back. After settling them all back down I finish the class without any further hitches. At the end of class Adam passes me a note asking to meet him later to which I promise to call him.
Alone in my office I finally get a moment to assess the situation and really try to work out what to do. Now that I have tasted Adam I know there is no way I can allow anyone else to have him. IÕm pretty sure that he will keep his mouth shut about us. I think that If I explain to him how dangerous it would be for anyone to know about us he would keep it a secret. Before I realize it I look at the clock and its 5pm so I pack up my stuff and make my way back to the car.
I take my daily detour and pass AdamÕs house. HeÕs outside with his father and they seem to be arguing. His father is waving something at him and trying to drag him into the house. Adam pulls away which results in his father hitting him hard across the face. Before I can control my legs or decide otherwise IÕm out the car and running up towards AdamÕs father. With a rage I canÕt control I push him with all my might not speaking a word and help Adam up. Just as I get Adam to his feet I feel a blow to my shoulder making me turn around. Everything moves so fast I canÕt register whatÕs happening and can only focus on the picture of me and Adam kissing as the world falls away.
Adam
I got home in good time today definitely in a better mood than when I left. I didnÕt have long before I had to get ready to go and meet Sean so decided that I would grab a quick sandwich and then jump in the shower. As I walk through the front door, Mum, Dad and Christian are sat in the lounge. Dad looks red vexed and I know IÕm in big trouble. What I canÕt work out is what IÕve done wrong!
ÒWhatÕs going on?Ó I ask sheepishly. What the hell have I done wrong?
ÒWe need to talk to you about your teacher hunny. Sean, I think his name isÓ My mum says nicely. Too nicely.
ÒWhatÕs going on with you too then?Ó Dad snaps pulling out a picture of me and Sean kissing. How could they possibly know? And then I flash back to earlier today in college and my head whips round to look at my brother who is trying his best not to look at me.
ÒYou told them? Were supposed to be brothers Christian! You could have at least fucking said something instead of just letting me walk in and get ambushedÓ I am LIVID how dare he! How dare he tell them?
ÒListen mate IÕm just trying to help you. Whatever is going on between you and this teacher isnÕt rightÉÓ I cut him off I donÕt want to here his shit!
ÒDonÕt start with your bullshit excuses! IÕm an adult IÕll do what I like! And if I was going to listen to anyone it wouldnÕt be you! Traitorous bastard!Ó ChristianÕs eyes water as I really drive my point home. I know I have hurt him but right now I am way to angry to care. Christian gets up and walks out of the room without saying another word.
ÒAdam we didnÕt call you in here to have a show down with you about this and I think you should apologise to your brother. Having a relationship with your teacher is not allowed, no matter how old you are. And to be honest I think it is completely inappropriateÓ My mum says to me quietly. She knows IÕm coming to the edge and I calm a little bit hearing her speak.
ÒIT STOPS NOW! YOU EITHER STOP ALL OF THIS WITH YOUR TEACHER OR I WILL REPORT HIM AND HE WILL LOSE HIS JOB AND TEACHING STATUS FASTER THAN HE CAN BLINK! AND WHILE YOU ARE UNDER MY ROOF YOU WILL DO AS I SAY NO MATTER HOW OLD YOU ARE! GOT IT!Ó My father explodes making me and my mother jump.
ÒWell if thatÕs how you feel about it father then I wont be under your roof anymore. If youÕll just give me a week to pack my stuff and find myself somewhere to live, IÕll be out of your hair!Ó I speak back to him calmly and quietly. ThereÕs no way IÕm going to let this man bully me all over again, IÕm way past that bullshit!
I walk out of the room before he can speak anymore and deciding that I just needed to get out of the house pick up my car key and walk out to my car. Just as IÕm about to open the door my dad grabs me by the arm and starts dragging me towards the house. IÕm screaming at him to get off me but he ignores me and keeps dragging me back in.
ÒI nearly lost you once before, and IÕll be damned if I lose you to this pervert!Ó
He shouts at me.
ÒAnd whoÕs fault was it that I ended up in the accident in the first place!!Ó I scream and regret it instantly. My father hits me in the face instantly and before I can breathe or even register pain Sean and my Dad are fighting. I break the fight up and my dad looks at me defeated, deflated and broken.
ÒAdam, will you please come back in the house so we can deal with this. As a familyÓ he whispers dejectedly to me.
Not knowing what to do and angry that Sean just hit my father I pick up my car keys and drive away not knowing what to do with either of them. I look in the rear view mirror and watch as Sean and My dad kick into action trying to catch up with me and I know they wonÕt, and I take comfort in this notion knowing I am safe from life for now.
Marissa
Why is it my family finds it impossible to have a normal discussion without it ending in a massive screaming match. I knew from the second we found out about Sean and Adam that things werenÕt going to go smoothly and that Daniel would explode.
Since the accident things have been strained. Daniel has always been a strict father but his fear that something might happen to his children has made even stricter and I know the children are suffocating under the strain. Well our young men, and I think thatÕs the problem. The boys are not children anymore and needs to make their own decisions.
I donÕt condone what Adam is doing with Sean but I know that telling him he canÕt do something is only gunna make him want to do it more to spite us both. Adam has always been strong-minded and has always clashed with Daniel. ItÕs because they are too much alike and so that causes friction. But I didnÕt think it would come to blows and all over again things have been blown well out of proportion. Now Daniel wont come out of the Den. Adam has been missing for most of the day and Christian wont talk to anyone feeling like he has betrayed his brother. A nice normal day without drama would be nice!
The Next Day
Christian
Well last night couldnÕt have gone any worse as far as IÕm concerned. DadÕs not talking to anyone. AdamÕs disappeared and heÕs not answering his phone. I feel like shit. I keep thinking over everything that happened and how I felt when I saw Adam and Sean kissing. I was so angry after the way he gave me the brush off that I snapped the picture and gave it to mum and dad without thinking.
I thought Adam would get into a little bit of trouble and the teacher would be dealt with just to teach him a lesson but it just got well out of control. I get out of bed and go to the bathroom sticking my head around AdamÕs door to see if heÕs home. My heart sinks when I see his bed unmade and wonder where he could be.
Because Adam has the car Dad drives me silently over to campus and we pull up just as Sean does. He looks tired and looks us dead in the eye when he sees us. Before I can hold Dad back he walks with purpose over to Sean and IÕm adamant that something is about to kick off.
Sean
As AdamÕs father storms towards me I prepare myself for an argument and wait. He walks up and stops a little before me looking defeated.
Ò I donÕt like whatÕs going on with you and my son and this argument isnÕt over. But we are worried about him. Can you tell him to get in touch with us?Ó He speaks quietly.
I stare at him confused and instantly worried.
ÒWhat are you talking about? Adam isnÕt with meÓ I say dumbfounded.
ÒYeah sure he isnÕt can you just let him know pleaseÓ he says mildly annoyed.
ÒSeriously Mr. Mason, Adam isnÕt with me. I tried to find him last night but I couldnÕt and he hasnÕt answered any of my calls. I assumed you werenÕt allowing him to contact meÓ I say urgently.
Fear and worry is etched on his face as the sickening realization sinks in. Adam is missing. No one has seen him and no one can get hold of him. And with that the world falls away.
The Next Day
Christian
ItÕs been 2 days since Adam went missing and were all going out of our minds. They found our car about 15 miles away from our house, no sign of a struggle just empty. WeÕve all been searching around the clock but no one can seem to find anything. Its as if he has completely vanished from the face of the earth, and with every passing moment my worry deepens.
Trying to focus on life while heÕs gone isnÕt working out either because I know itÕs my fault he left in the first place. If I had never taken that picture and brought it home everything would have been fine. Maybe he and Sean would have told us all eventually and maybe Mum and Dad would have taken it better from them, but weÕll never know that now.
At this very moment Sean and I are driving through the streets on our way to the park again. We have barely spoken a word too each other; guilt stabs me through the chest every time I see a tear drop down his cheek. We pull up at the park and wrap our coats around us trying to fight away the cold and I hope and pray he isnÕt here. Sean walks ahead of me dragging his feet and showing the fatigue from the last 2 days. Suddenly he whips round to face me, looking furious.
ÒThis is all your fault. Why didnÕt you just leave us be? Or better yet you could have warned us. You may not like what were doing but youÕre supposed to protect him. Now heÕs missing because he was ambushed and that is all your faultÓ Sean says quietly before walking off and leaving me reeling. I need to find my brother. I need too.
Marissa
Police. Teachers. Friends. Family. All the people IÕve spoken regarding Adam and no one knows anything. How can my baby just disappear? How many times am I going to have to go through this pain and worry for my child?
WeÕve looked everywhere, weÕve tried everything and I can feel that everyone just thinks heÕs run away. Pissed at us because we said he couldnÕt be with his teacher. But deep inside I know something has happened to him. I want to blame someone I want to be angry but I know doing any of that wonÕt bring him back to me. Daniel has been up all night searching. Only ever calling to tell me that he hasnÕt found Adam and with every passing phone call fear choking him a little bit more.
The Next Week
Sean
7 days. 168 Hours. 10,080 minutes. 604,800 seconds. ThatÕs how long I have been dying for. When everything kicked off at AdamÕs house I just thought that he would drive away have a moment and go home. I thought that we would still meet up later that day like we were supposed to. Never in a million years did I think that he wouldnÕt come back.
His family though upset seems to have given up. Leave it to the Police they keep saying. But I canÕt seem to let it go. Its not like IÕve got work to go to either. When Adam went missing the police had to come and interview us at college and our indiscretions came out. They were accusing me of taking him. I havenÕt got him! I donÕt know where he is! Stop wasting time and find him! But they wouldnÕt listen and wasted precious time tearing my house apart looking for him. And even now when I spend every waking moment looking for him they still suspect me.
IÕve looked everywhere, IÕve tried everything, IÕve questioned everyone so where the hell is he? What has happened to him?
Christine
I canÕt believe Adam has been seeing Sean. When he told me what his song choice was going to be for this assessment I thought something might be a little weird but let it go. And then when he started walking towards Sean and singing it right in his face I knew then. But I ignored it and decided it couldnÕt be true because IÕm his best friend, he would have told me. Clearly I was wrong.
IÕm so pissed at Adam not just because he didnÕt tell me but also because he knew how much I like Sean. I spoke to him about it and he told me to let it go that there was never a chance. DonÕt try Christine. It could get embarrassing if he rejects you. All the time getting ready to pounce on him, himself.
I look at Sean now as we search the park again and I want him even more. Not just because heÕs gorgeous, but also because he cares. He must do because he has given everything up so that he can find Adam. We take a seat on the bench and he leans his head back and closes his eyes. Before I can control myself I kiss him hard on the lips staring into his eyes as he stares back at me with wide confused eyes. When I give him a second to breathe keeps looking at me confused by his look turns to a glare.
ÒWhat do you think youÕre doing Christine?Ó He says quietly.
ÒIÕm sorry, itÕs just IÕve wanted to do that for a long time but you were my teacher then. I just thought that maybeÉÓ I stutter shaking. He takes my hand and places it on his chest.
ÒOnly for him. My heart beats only for himÓ He whispers with tears in his eyes as he gets up and walks away quietly. Damn! Damn Adam! Damn Sean! Just damn it all.
Adam
WhatÕs going on? IÕm trying to remember what has happened to me, trying my best to grasp onto some sort of time scale. ItÕs been cold and dark for so long. IÕve been trying to stay awake, trying to work out how I got here. I was driving down the road, I got a call from an unknown number I pulled over and answered the call. He sounded like Sean told me to meet him in the park. I was waiting by the bridge I felt a sharp pain in my neck and I dropped. I feel deeper and deeper into nothing. A door opening and closing brings me out if my reverie as my heart beats faster and faster still. Suddenly everything is bright and I can see exactly where I am and exactly whom IÕm with. Oh shit itsÉ
To Be Continued
Authors Note:
Hi guys! I know itÕs been a while since my last chapter, it took me a while to get back into the swing of things!
So what did you think of this chapter? The MasonÕs are really having a time of things and do you think Sean and Adam will ever catch a break? I know a lot went down in this chapter but do you think Christian did the right thing by going to his parents about Adam and Sean? What do you think will happen between Adam and Sean from here on out? Smooth sailing or a bumpy road ahead? And ChristineÕs revelation is she being a bitch or trying to stake her claim? And any ideaÕs who might have Adam?
Its lovely to hear from my readers and your encouragement kept me writing when I wanted to give up. Thanks a lot for that. The next chapter will be out soon.
Much Love
J x