From: lamsit@aol.com (Lamsit)
Subject: Story:  "Home on the Range"  Part 4 of 5 (M/M)
Date: Fri, 17 Oct 1997 00:41:22 GMT
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This is a semi-fictional story based on my vivid imagination and real life.
All characters are of legal age.

Home on the Range
by F.M.T.K.A.Y.T.F.O.
Chapter 4

   The next morning we woke up and headed down to the pond for a quick morning
swim. Me being the smarter one of the pair, I put my foot into the water to
see just how cold it was, pretty damn cold, Tony on the other hand, butt
naked, did a running cannonball right in to the water. Well, needless to say,
guess whose nut sac sank clear up behind his belly button? Not moi, that's for
sure. I never heard somebody yell that loud before, I just stood there shaking
my head at him. "Stupid move there buddy. You should have known that it would
be ice cold up here in the mountain." I said. "Oh yeah! You think it's funny
do ya"? he replied. "Yes" I said, and with that just out of my mouth Tony
grabbed ahold of my one legs and pulled me in also. "JESUS CHRIST THIS SHIT IS
COLD!!!" I yelled. Tony now thought that was funny, but I was not so amused.
After about a minute in the water it didn't seem quite as bad as it was,
(probably because our bodies went numb from the cold), and was actually quite
refreshing. We splashed water at each other and tried to dunk each other, and
with all that physical action, parts that I thought would probably not
function anymore suddenly started to shows signs of life again. We moved
closer together and held each other tight as we kissed. Tony's hairy muscle
body pressed against mine as we passionately kissed. We moved out of the water
and found a grassy area and started to make love. Tony went down on me first,
taking my cock deep into his hot mouth. He then moved down to my balls and
gently sucked on each one, over and over again. Then he moved back to sucking
on my cock, taking long deep strokes. I just laid back with the sun on my face
and enjoyed the wonderful sensation he was giving me. Tony eventually stopped
sucking on me and proceeded to kiss up me abdomen until he met my mouth again
and started to kiss me. I rolled him off my body and I started kissing him
down his hairy chest, working my way to his big cock. I licked him all up and
down his shaft and I also sucked on each of his balls. I sucked on his cock as
I ran my hands through all the hair on his body. I never felt this way about
anyone else before. The feeling were very new to me as I was sure they were to
Tony. I loved other people before and thought that was love felt like, but it
didn't feel anything like this. I would give my life up for him in a heartbeat
if it came to that. Every inch of my body and soul belonged to him and I feel
sure that he feels the same way by the way he talks to me. The only thing that
was bothering me was the thought of what other people would say, even though
Tony said that it shouldn't matter what they thought. It still bothered me. 
   I continued to suck on his cock as all these thoughts were running through
my head, trying to concentrate on making him feel good. I released his cock
from my mouth and position myself between his legs so I could fuck him. I put
two fingers up his ass to help loosen up his virgin asshole and finger fucked
him until I knew he was relaxed enough to take my cock. I enter him slowly,
pushing the head of my seven incher up his ass. He winced and I stopped
pushing and I told him to just relax his ass muscles and it wouldn't hurt as
much. I could feel he relaxing up and I continued to move deeper into him.
After a few slow initial strokes I started to fuck him faster. Tony wrapped
his legs around my waist and met my thrust as I went down. I knew I was close
to cumming and with one final push I filled his ass with my semen. I laid down
on the grass beside him and ran my hands through his hair, caressing him
gently. He then moved into position to run his cock up my now waiting ass. He
placed the end of his big cock at the entrance and drove it home. He slammed
into harder and harder with each stroke he made. I took him all the way in
even though he was being rough on me. Tony fucked me for about five minutes
when he finally got off. I made the comment to him about be so rough that
time, and he apologized. "I just can't get enough of you" he said. "That's
fine, but don't try to pound me into the ground next time, OK" I said. "I'm
sorry Tim", Tony replied. 
   We headed back up to the tent to get some clothes on plus get a little
breakfast to refuel our bodies after that little sex fest. We ate some eggs
and bacon, had our morning caffeine fix and got the fishing poles Tony packed
and headed back down to the pond to do some fishing. We walked around the pond
until we found a spot that look good. There was some brush along the edge and
a few downed trees in the water, the perfect place for bass to be hiding out.
We baited are hooks and threw our lines in and just sat back and waited. The
sun was getting quite warm now and I removed my shirt and laid back to catch
some rays, with an eye on my pole to watch for any strikes. I laid there
watching and Tony started to place with my chest. "What's wrong Tim? You're
not be very talkative" Tony asked. "Nothing wrong, just thinking about things,
that's all", I replied. "Thinking about what?" he asked. "Honestly....I was
thinking about what I'm getting myself into here with you" I said. "What do
you mean by that Tim"?  "I can't help but feel this is not right, what we're
doing. My heart is all for it....but my head keeps telling me to stop, that
it's not right", as I answered him I looked up into those big brown eyes of
his and I could see the hurt in them. "I'm sorry", I said, "I don't know what
to think or feel right now. This is all so very confusing to me. Part of me is
saying YES,YES,YES and another part is going NO,NO,NO". "Did I do something
wrong?" he asked me. "No you didn't do anything wrong, it's just me. I'm
scared of the way I feel right now, that's all. I didn't know how I could fall
some much in love with someone so fast and not have any control over it. Do
you understand?" I said. "No" was the only reply I got back. He didn't say
anything to me for about two hours. We just sat there thinking to ourselves
and checking the lines every now and then. Just when we were about to give up
and move on Tony got a strike on his pole. When he finally landed the fish it
turned out to be a fairly good size small mouth bass. We had our supper for
that evening, so we went back up the campsite and Tony cleaned his fish as I
kicked back and caught more rays. Other than the excitement of Tony trying to
land the bass, we really had said to much to each other the whole time. "Are
you mad at me now for what I said" I asked. "No, I'm not mad at you, I thought
you were mad at me because I was so rough on you this morning when we had sex"
Tony answered back. "I told you that was OK, just tone it down some that's
all" I said. After washing his hands Tony came over to me and sat down beside
me and put his arm around me and said "I love you Tim" and gave me a kiss, and
my whole insides just went to mush.
    Tony started to undo my pants but then my head started say NO,NO,NO again,
so I told him to stop. He asked me why and I just said that I didn't want to.
He kept asking me why not and it was really beginning to piss me off, but I
didn't want to get into a fight with him, because I knew I would feel even
more guilty about that. After several minutes of him still trying to get my
pants off, I just finally gave in and told him to go ahead. He went down on me
and did his best to get me into it, but my mind was somewhere else. All I
could hear was that little voice in my head saying "This is not right Tim. You
shouldn't be doing this". I don't know if it was my conscience talking to me
or the voices I heard growing up that homosexuality is wrong. I knew I had a
problem and it was just going to get worst before it got any better. I knew in
my heart that I loved this man, but the thoughts in my head would not let me
enjoy it now. I was having my own little war inside of me and I didn't know
which side to choose. I was so deep into thought that I didn't even realize
that Tony was done fucking me and was saying "Are you alright"? "I'm sorry, I
was spacing out there. I told you that I didn't want to do anything, because I
didn't feel right", I said. I knew that I had hurt his feelings by the way he
looked at me and I said that I was sorry, but I knew that things would not be
the same between us from that point on.
     The next day we got up had breakfast and went back down to the pond to do
more fishing before we packed up and headed home. We talked about different
things but we both steered away from talking about how we felt about each
other and the things we did.
   When we finally got home Tony dropped me off at my house and I thanked him
for taking me along and told him that I would call him later or that he could
call me if he wanted to. It's been several weeks now and I haven't heard from
Tony and when I called him he was never at home. His parents said that his old
girlfriend has been in town and that they have been going out alot. I really
miss Tony and now I regret every saying some of the things that I said. I know
now that I truly did love him and would have spent my life we him. If I have
the chance again to be with him I will not let that chance go by again, even
though I know in my heart that it will never happen, not now.
Lamsit@aol.com
F.M.T.K.A.Y.T.F.O.


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