Date: Thu, 21 Jul 2022 14:57:05 +0000 (UTC)
From: "ozorli65@aol.com" <ozorli65@aol.com>
Subject: A Love Eternal (20)

This is is a fictional tale about Vampires and love. The tale of a mortal
in love with a Vampire and all the trials he and the Vampire face for
their love.
The Vampire character is based off the utter perfect man in the "All for
Terry" story I have in the nifty site. This is a story I had been wanting
to write for ages. But was always blocked when trying to wrote it like a
regular fiction novel.
But now it seems I can by adding sex to the mix.  It is told at different
points if view. I hope you all enjoy it...

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A Love Eternal (20)
Time to think..


... Terry was laying on his bed. The beautiful Oscar on his chest. Held
in his arms for a tender protection. He lay there contemplating what to
do about this Oscar situation. Did he dare to tell the boy who and what
he really was. Did he dare to expose himself to rejection again from
someone who may just break his heart with their rejection of what he was.
It has happened before after all. He gave himself to someone. Opening his
heart to others in the past. Only to half them cringe in disgust after
seeing what he truly was. Then he would have to kill them. For they could
not be allowed to tell of this greatest secret. If you were not with him
this way, you must die. It was the best way to protect himself. To
protect his life from other who may wish to harm him
But Oscar. There was something about him. He could not place what it was.
Just something that made him want to try again. But as he reached the
edge of possibility to expose who he was, his fear rushed back in. And he
did not want to kill this young man. He did not want to murder this
beautiful boy.
This would crush him more to kill Oscar. So he again thought not to tell
him who he was. So again he stopped himself. Dieter giving him a scowled
look as the headed off for a lovely day out that day.

"You will regret it" he said to Terry
"You do realize this?"

Terry nodded as he stood there before his friend. Knowing how great a
regret it would be. But for now it seemed he wished to keep what he had
going safe and undisturbed. He would enjoy Oscar as much as he could.
Feeding elsewhere. Then he would just stop relations with the young man.
Inveriably breaking Oscars heart in the process. But he figured the boy
would move on from the break. All mortals do after a while. Even in their
limited life spans. And he supposed that the lovely young man would find
someone to live him.
But the problem was that Oscar was falling as well. He loved how the man
felt, how Terry smelled and just how he felt around him. Even when he was
a t some stuffy event for the rich and wealthy. And he wanted to just
feel it always.

"Shall we head out" Terry said to him if their excursion that day
" Mm hmm" Oscar smiled back
"Would love it"

And then they kissed and they left for the day. Dieter went with them as
it was to be an exciting time for all. Even though the day was over cast.
But the vampires preferred it so as the sun did deplete their energies.
After the lovely time in the bay they headed home. Terry had food brought
in and they are. As per the usual he mostly played with his food, rather
than eat it. He did suggest that Oscar head home today though as he had
much work to do early in the morning. And he would be a distraction'.
Oscar smiled at the comment, but agreed to go home. He had work in the
morning. And Terry's place was.father to work than his. They kissed for
the night and Terry said he would see him mid week for dinner.
Oscar went home. His heart light and happy. His body all a tingle as he
felt that he was finally going someplace great with someone. This elegant
man of money that had him completely. And he was hoping that soon there
would be a call to be with him for always. That Terry would want them to
make 'this' permanent.

"He is Soo damn fantastic" he said to himself
"I love him. I think it do. Right?"

He sat there at home and talked to himself. Telling himself that it was
indeed love. As he had the butterflies around the man. And he had the
longing ache when he was not near him. Yes it was love. That was what it
felt like. right?
He needed to see him again. Just to be sure it was what he was feeling.
To make sure that Terry was indeed the man for him. So he asked Terry for
another date. But something that was just the two of them. No Dieter or
other forms of distraction. As well as nothing fancy as he ( unlike
Terry) was not made of old money.

" I am made of no money" he sort of chuckled

He wanted something that he could afford doing. And that Terry not insist
on paying for everything. Just because he could.
Terry did finally agree to such an outing. And it was to one of those
local carnivals. A place filled with people and flesh. So much 'meat'
that Terry figured he would have issue with. For his hunger would
definitely sink in as he smelled all those bodies, all that blood.
But as he did care for Oscar he went. Telling himself that he could
control the hunger urges. That he would enjoy the time with Oscar and
then drop him off at home. Then come back and take a victim later.

"Isn't this fun" Oscar said as they moved through it
"And it's nice and cheap"

Terry smiled and nodded at Oscar. He himself found this not to his
liking. There was so much noise. So many minds screaming out their
thoughts. But so long as Oscar was happy, he was happy. His eyes did fall
in many very delicious appearing people at the place. And it triggered
desires to feed. But he would grab at Oscar and kiss him to qwell them.
And for the most part it worked.
But the hunger grew very very strong in a few hours. He then started to
get a headache as his body told him that he needed to go or lose his
control.
So he told Oscar if this. And then they left. He drive Oscar home and
suggested that he needed some time to cure his head ache.

"I shall see you tomorrow my darling" he said
"Feel better" Oscar said as they kissed again.

He wanted to stay but decided that maybe the man wanted to be alone. So
he too went home. Heading for an early night in
Terry drove back to the carnival. Calling Dieter to join him as there was
'much flesh to feast upon'. Finding someone to take to fill his stomach
with the rich blood he needed. Then going home himself to have some wine
and read a bit.
He sat there thinking what to do about Oscar. Should he let the young man
go as Dieter suggested. For the reality of what he was would show soon
enough. And would he kill him then. Would he take the young man's life
for fear of exposure. Or maybe would he finally take the mate he had
pined for for centuries.

"But would he wish to be like this?" He said softly
"Would he wish this long tedious life?"

These were things he could not answer. He was not sure how the young man
would react to who and what he really was. Would then Oscar scorn and
hate him. Just as the only other man he adored did. Andrel, was his name.
Another you g beautiful creature that had taken his heart almost 2
centuries ago.
Ah yes Andrel. Like Oscar a stunning dark haired beauty. His hair long
and lustrous, his body long and lean. And his stunning face with the
piercing brown eyes. Terry had lived him like no other. And he decided to
share hi.self with this man
But when all was revealed to Andrel, it all went badly, very badly. Terry
had to kill him. To stop Andrel as he threatened to expose him for what
he was to all.
It was an all too painful memory that burned deeply in Terry. A memory
that until now has kept him from experiencing love, experiencing
closeness like he had now.

"Ohh the misery of it all" he said to himself

Again he sighed and then went back to his book. Something he had read
hundreds of times. But it always calmed him as he read. Taking him
elsewhere from where he was. Another realm, another life.

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To be continued