Date: Wed, 2 Sep 2020 16:50:56 +0000 (UTC)
From: ozorli65@aol.com
Subject: A Love Eternal (9)

This is is a fictional tale about Vampires and love. The tale of a mortal
in love with a Vampire and all the trials he and the Vampire face for
their love.The Vampire character is based off the utter perfect man in
the "All for Terry" story I have in the nifty site. This is a story I had
been wanting to write for ages. But was always blocked when trying to
wrote it like a regular fiction novel.
But now it seems I can by adding sex to the mix.  It is told at different
points if view. I hope you all enjoy it...

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A Love Eternal (9)
Oscars last Human Try...

... Oscar continued some conversation with Eric over the next few weeks.
And it was still the cute and delightful banter between he and Eric. And
it seemed to him Eric really was liking him as much as he to Eric. Eric
even mentioned to him a few times that he should move to where he was.

"We could have a lot of fun" he said
"Would show you around and meet new people"

And Eric would call him sweetheart and darlin' and such many many times.
So of course Oscar fell in love with the guy.  He kept seeing all this
talk was grooming for a long term relationship with Eric. And many times
Oscar considered just packing his things up and actually moving down to
where Eric was. So he could be with him. To be with the man he now loved.
But then as the months went on, Eric started to get distant. Not
returning messages and texts promptly. At first Oscar believed it was
just his job. Eric worked as contract to companies.

"He will call me when he has time" he would say to himself

But when he heard from lisa one day, she told him not to get to attached
with this guy. He was nice and all but he lived far away. And she went on
to what happens with LDR's.

"You know that they rarely work don't you?" She said
"Yes I know" he replied
"But its Eric's"
"He and I have been talking about me moving"
"Maybe I should"

She cut him off as she wanted him to be careful. Telling him that that
would be a bad idea. That he needed to find something close and stay
where he was. To not risk his job because if an infatuation.
Oscar of course did not like her answers but pretended he was taking her
advise. Say 'yes' and 'you're right' so he could get her off the phone.
And them when they hung up she called her crazy to the hung up phone.
That she didn't understand his longing and need for Eric. That he was
certain this was the one. That this guy loved him as much as he did.

"She doesn't know love" he said to himself
"She I single"

Yet even as the calls lessened and the attention waned he still believed
that Eric cared for him. Denying himself the growing reality if that fact
that eric was quickly moving on.
And even when he received a return text one day after sending him a
message again. Saying that he could come down and see Eric. He would cone
and visit.

"And we will spend some time together again baby" he said
"I miss you 'Boo Bear"

Bit the message came back and it was clear that eric had indeed lost
interest. That he didn't think it was such a good idea for Oscar to come
down. That he wasn't so sure about a long distance relationship.  But
Oscar persisted. Saying that it was only a start. That if it went well he
would move for him. And that was when Eric told him why he really didn't
want him to come.

"I have started to see someone more local." He finally said
"What!?. What do you mean?" Oscar almost shouted
"But you said.."

It was out there now. The truth. Eric had easily moved on after their
great time in Florida. With no interest in perusing a relationship with
Oscar. Not even an attempt to try.
Oscars heart sank. Dropped in his chest like a stone. He was silent on
the phone now. All words lost from him as he didn't know what else to
say. And as he didn't speak, Eric did.

"Look. Wr had a fun time" Eric said
"But we both knew it was just that. A fun time"
"Now we gotta move on to other things"
"Noo!" Eric blurted
"I love you"

There was another pause. But on Eric's side. But then he took in a breath
Oscar could hear on the line.

"Sorry Oscar" eric then added
"I don't love you."

Then before Oscar could say anything else he said he had to go. That he
was waiting on a call from his boyfriend. And he had things to do. So he
said to Oscar to take care and maybe they will talk some time again.
Oscar heard the click as Eric hung up. He started at the wall before him.
There across the room. Pale and bland in color. He felt his heart
literally breaking in his chest. Then he just  dropped the phone and it
hit the floor. Then Oscar started to cry, to bawl.

"He lied." He blubbered
"He had said he cared about me"
"Now this."

Oscar slipped off the chair and hit the floor next to the phone he had
dropped. His back against the chair as he just sat there on the floor
crying out his eyes. He couldn't believe this was happening to him. He
had given this guy his heart and he did this to it. Tossing it aside
because he could.
Lisa was right. He shouldn't have let himself get so close. It was
dangerous to his heart. But he did and he paid for it. And now he was
left there on the floor. Uncontrollable sobs leaving his and the tears
showered from his eyes.

"I loved him"  He cried out
"Why would he do this. Why?
"I should have know better"
"They all fail me. All of them"

Oscar decided that this was his last attempt to find love. That there was
no one worthy of his live and all guys were shit. Crude horny bastards
that only cared about sex and getting off. All at the expensive of
someones feelings.
He talked to no one for a while. He wanted no part of people in general.
Other than work he did not converse or associate with anyone. He would
come home each day and just sit at home staring at the Tv until sleep
came.
This went on for months as he would still cry himself to sleep from the
crushing pain of his still broken heart. Weeps into his pillow until
sleep drifted over him.

"I will always be alone" He said to himself
"But I am the only ine I can trust.

He slowly got back to being more if himself after a while. But he was
always wary of guys who looked at him with interest. He would politely
say that he was not interested. And made no excuse as to the than. I want
to stay alone. A comment he would surely tell all guys he met.

Then as loneliness and need eventually took over him. He decided to go
out again. To meet people again and maybe go get a hook up. It was all he
wanted as that need for sex crept back into him. That it would be good
for him to get out anyways. So one Friday night he went out just for a
few drinks and bar hoping to just be around human beings again. But he
promised himself just fun and maybe some sex.

"Just a hook up" he said to himself
"All I want is sex"

He drove into town and headed for the gay side of town. Parked and walked
over to one of the bars there. As he was crossing the street he had the
strangest feeling someone was watching him. He looked around and just saw
the people moving about. But no eyes in him. So he shook it off and
crossed to the hip club.
He went ot the bar and grabbed a drink. Then he sat there holding his
drink like it was his best friend. Taking a few sips as he looked around
the room. There was some really cute guys there, but he had no intention
of making any moves on someone. He was not interested in pursuing anyone.
If someone was interested they would pursue him.

"Oh well" he huffed after there was no one looking at him
"Should move on."

He sighed as he finished his drink. Then he left the club and went to the
bar up the street. He hadn't been there in a while. Older guys hung out
there. And ge kind of liked older guys sometime. Maturity over the young
and narcissistic freaks at the dance clubs.
Eyes were in him immediately as he stepped in. But in particular an
almost cold icy feeling at his nect. He grabbed a drink and then perched
himself at a tall table near the pool tables as there was no room at the
bar.

"Well at least I am getting noticed here" he said

Several men were looking at him. All older. 40's, 50's, 60 year old
gawking at him as he sat there alone. Then as the oldest looking guy got
up and moved towards him, he felt the chill again. Then he turned as saw
him. The most astonishing man he had ever laid eyes on. Terence.....
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To be continued